i hate my otp for making me feel as shitty as i do

Back at it again with the headcanons! Message me anytime for OTP requests.

Buying the first house/renovation AU:s

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•person A finding the ugliest most run down shack of a house claiming “it’s haS PoTenTiaL B!!”

•person B regrets every choice they’ve ever made when they see the house.

•arguing in the Home Depot over what paint color to get.

• “I see now, you don’t really love me this was all a trick”

•JESUS A I just want to paint the living room *color a hates*“

"IVE BEEN BETRAYED”

“Shut up drama queen”

•paint fights. It starts out as accidentally dripping paint on the other person and ends up with both people on the floor laughing and covered in paint. Not much gets done that day.

•rebuilding the shitty parts of the house and arguing over the “right” way to do it.

•"hey babe, I kinda want to nail you. Get it? Nail? Cause we’re hammering"

“I’m leaving you.”

•being so proud of what they built together and finally having a place they could call their own and build a life together

•building IKEA furniture.

“DAMMIT A I know what I’m doing!”

“No you don’t! The instructions are in Chinese!”

“I CAN GOOGLE IT.”

“You’re hopeless”

•person a accidentally hurting themselves lifting something heavy/putting up drywall.

“OH MY GOD A ARE YOU OK”

“I’m fine!”

“YOURE BLEEDING”

“MAYBE IM JUST DEDICATED TO THE WORK B.”

•being sweet and cute the first night in the house. No furniture, no power, laying on an old Mattress in the living room floor, but being happy that they finally have their own house.

•Person a makes friends with all the neighbors while B makes sure there aren’t any creeps in the neighborhood.

•impromptu karaoke while painting. Usually to really bad music.

•when they finally finish the house person B wants to carry A over the threshold.

“But we aren’t married.”

“Yeah but it’s symbolic”

“Yeah, to MARRIAGE.”

“Shut up and let me carry you.”

•person B proposes that night.

Feel free to add more!!

Warm Me Up pt. 21

songs I listened to: Wasting all These Tears- Cassadee Pope, Echoes of Love (yes still), Here Without You- 3 Doors Down, Through Glass- Stone Sour, So Sick- Ne-Yo, Water Under the Bridge and Turning Tables- Adele

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Classes were relatively easier now. It wasn’t so hard to keep up. And now, with Spring break, Will finally had some breathing room. Sadly, breathing room also meant thinking time. And he didn’t want that.

Paolo, Alex, and Cecil were sitting in the café with him. Alex and Cecil were going back home. Paolo would be staying, because a trip back to Brazil was too expensive for just a week. While they chattered on mindlessly, Will’s eyes drifted to the door on the side of the café. Then to the pillar outside. To the smoke clouds from the people sitting outside, happily talking to their friends.

“Okay, my ride’s here, I have to get my things,” Cecil said as he stood. “I’ll see you all next week.”

They waved at him and Alex squirmed anxiously in his seat. “I guess I have to go back some time, right?”

“Remember, you have us here. We’ll welcome you with open arms the second you get back,” Will offered.

“And a lot of cookie dough and blankets,” Paolo added. “We’re here for you, Alex.”

“Thanks guys.” He took a breath and gave them a thumbs up. “Wish me luck.” He left the café and Will watched as he zipped through the crowd.

Suddenly, a hand was on his forearm. He looked over at Paolo who was looking at him curiously with black eyes. “What’s on your mind?”

“Nothing,” he muttered. “Why do you ask?”

“Because I know you. And I can read your expressions. So spill.” Will rolled his eyes and began folding a napkin mindlessly. “It’s him, right?”

“It’s stupid,” he muttered. He shook his head and tossed the napkin aside. “I thought that by giving him his stupid sweater back I would be able to let go of everything else. The last little bit of hope and, by default, whatever emotions I have left.” He felt a burn in the back of his eyes and sighed as he shut them, putting his forehead in his hand. “But then, I see those stupid marks on his neck and… it hurt. It still hurt. Now I have this image in my head of some random guy kissing him, and… him kissing that guy back. And it hurts.” His voice broke and he groaned in frustration.

After a second, Paolo nudged him and pulled him up from his seat. “Come on,” he said. Will frowned, but followed. “We’re going for a drive.” He hauled him to Will’s car and asked for the keys. Will gave him the keys uncertainly and got in.

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anonymous asked:

I find it pretty sad at the comments about Michonne on the FB Walking Dead show for tomorrow's show. People calling her ugly, do you think this purely out dislike for the Richonne pairing, or the fact that she is dark skin black woman. I get everyone has different taste and everyone does not have to like Richonne. But why all the hate against the actress that plays her..I do not see any other actress in this show that is criticized the most because of her looks

It is disgusting and sad and there should be no place in fandom for racism. Make no mistake, it is because Danai is a dark skinned Black woman playing the character with whom the White male lead protagonist is in love with.

I’ve been stanning Michonne for the longest time. The hate against her, and DG, is nothing new. Certain fans were happy so long as Michonne was seen as an emotionally stunted zombie killing machine. As soon as they saw what we Richonne shippers saw (and trust me, they fucking saw it) and that Michonne and Rick shared a different relationship to the others in TF, then the hate started.

Michonne was cool when there was no possibility of her being paired romantically with their White favourite. She was okay when she was just seen as a weapon with a weapon, devoid of love and being loved.

When Richonne as a ship gained traction because of how the writing was bringing them closer together, the racists showed up. Now, it is true that NOT shipping Richonne does not make a person racist, but when they can’t give a reason as to WHY the pairing makes them ‘uncomfortable’ we know what type of shitty person we are dealing with. When they say Michonne, a beautiful dark skinned Black woman, is not attractive enough for, and let’s be real here, an average White man like Rick, you know what kind of people you’re dealing with. And you have to deal with it in a way that is good for you. There will be people in fandom who will say ignore them; there will be others who will help you drag them. You respond how YOU want to.

The fact that racists feel comfortable spewing their hate in public forums is sickening. And any awful comments made about Michonne and her appearance are about Danai as well. When the character is receiving hate based on how they look, that is hate against the actor too and it is unacceptable.

My advice? Ignoring fandom racism does not make it go away. We as fans need to call it out when we see it. Report the people making the comments; do what you can (and what you are comfortable with). Ultimately, FB is trash and I advise, for your own mental health, that you take a break from there. Leave comments of support and love for Danai, Michonne and Richonne and then come back here where you can celebrate our OTP in peace.

Take care, Dear Anon. Come and join in the Richonne Positivity here. Go and tweet some love for Danai, Michonne and Richonne. Tell me what you love about our OTP. And remember, Richonne is canon and nothing, no matter how disgusting, these racist pieces of shit say is going to change that.

Thanks!

P.S. I am patiently waiting for those anti-Richonners who claimed to care about Michonne too much, which is why they don’t ship Richonne. Where are they when she and DG need defending? Right. They’re too busy with fake (and real) FB accounts calling Michonne and DG horrible names. Fuck. Them.

To people who say Paige is only staying because Ali is pregnant. You are right.

So I got a lot of quotes and mentions and stuff from shippers of you-know-who telling me that Paige has only kissed Emily and only wants to stay because she discovered that Alison is pregnant. Well I think this is correct. But not because Paige is jealous and wants Emily for herself and wants Alison to die alone with the Emison baby (not my words). Not because she is manipulating Emily to fall for her or for whatever twisted reason. 

Let’s look into this.

Time code 17min into the episode:

First stop right there: As soon as Emily saw Paige again she thought they were going to get another chance. So that’s 7x08. And yeah they flirted like hell, you can’t deny that. And the scene where Em says she regrets being the reason they broke up tells all.

Emily: I was the reason we broke up.

Paige: Hey. As good as things were between us when they were right, it’s no guarantee it would have lasted. Something else could have just as easily come up.

Emily: Yeah?! Like what?

Then in 7x09 Emily called Paige at night to tell her about Noel. Then 7x10 happened and Emison kissed and Paige wasn’t going to get shit on again.

Let’s go back to 7x14.

Paige: You and Ali are still keeping secrets.

Em: I told you, it’s not what you think it is.

Second stop: Paige thinks something is going on between Emily and Alison and Emily talked to Paige about it, telling her that it’s not. (Erm hello? Lying much Emily?)

Paige: Maybe not, but when I see you two whispering in the hallways it takes me back to high school too. To feeling small, and insecure, and paranoid.

Third stop: Paige recognizes what it does to her seeing them together and she acknowledges that it makes her feel like shit, hence why she left when Emily was talking to her earlier in the ep and Alison showed up. She doesn’t want to interfere between them now.

Look how Alison is assessing Emily’s reaction to Paige leaving when she entered the room and as soon as Emily looks at her she looks away. God Sasha is so good.

But may I remind you what happened in high school?

Alison was bullying Paige. Paige had a crush on Emily, got manipulated by Alison to write Emily a letter about it and Alison kept it as blackmail.

There is no way Paige could have been 100% sure Emily wasn’t on it as well. She may have thought that both Emily and Alison had played her. And she then developed so much hate about herself because of her feelings for Emily that happened what happened (looking at you the head dunk).

Paige: I don’t wanna feel those things anymore.

Emily: You don’t have to.

Paige: I know I don’t. I can just go somewhere else.

Fourth stop: Emily told Paige she didn’t have to feel small and insecure and paranoid about her and Ali. (Seriously the writers are doing some reaaaal shit to both ships right there) and instead of getting sucked in by old habits (erm erm 7x10) Paige just offers to leave.

Let’s fast forward to 21min so AFTER the scene that just happened.

Yup, it was shitty for Paige to see the appointment. Really shitty (you know we can’t have nice things) but I doubt that Paige knew for sure that it was Ali’s bag, I’m not sure I wouldn’t have looked at the leaflet myself because of the bright colors and this post isn’t about that fact but to answer some shit I got.

So yeah. Paige found out Alison had an appointment to have an abortion. (And look at that screen and tell me she doesn’t feel shitty about that.)

50 shades of grey’s outfit.

And now let’s fast forward to 25.14min (can they stop englobing Paily scenes with Alison scenes? Try a little subtlety guys.)

Paige: I’m not the only one with demons. (…) This decision was a lot easier when the world seemed black or white.

And that dearies is the line I really wanna talk about.

Paige just said that Alison isn’t all evil. Despite everything that happened between them. She acknowledged (fuck this word is hard to write for a non-English speaker) that she isn’t everything to Emily by saying that basically, Alison having her own demons, she needs Emily. And that’s okay. Alison isn’t playing anymore, she got proof of that. It was easier for her to hate Alison and to see her all black and no white when she thought she was playing with Emily’s feelings again. But now she knows she isn’t. So she knows (well she thinks she knows) that what’s going on between Emily and Alison isn’t romantic so everything that was keeping her from being with Emily is gone.

For now because we know what happens in 7x15. So please just let us enjoy the break before you get your endgame.

Side note: I hope this post also “helped” people that say that Emily kissed Paige because she knows she can’t be with Alison at the moment. I’m not one to gloat or attack people, rubbing them Paily on their face, so please, a little civility.

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@bistiles requested  ♥ hate you ♥

Derek smells the anxiety and fear that permeates the air around Stiles before he actually hears him set foot in the loft; he hears the shallow inhale and soft swallow Stiles gulps down before stalking through the door like a challenge, steeling his gaze onto Derek’s until he averts his eyes at the very last second.

Stiles’ scent has been untraceable since his disappearance three days ago, but now, here he is, cloying up the shitty ducted system that runs throughout the entire building. He’d look a picture of health if Derek couldn’t see the tremor in his hands or the jitter of his legs, hear the frantic pumping of his heart. Still, Derek can’t help but ask. 

“Stiles?” 

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anonymous asked:

honestly why do u even ship sns its so bad & abusive im glad ur pointing out its flaws for this illiterate fandom but. Why do u ship it

hmm lets stick to my meta habit and break this down.

Is SNS abusive?

No, abuse is:  treat with cruelty or violence, especially regularly or repeatedly. To exploit for personal gain. 

Sasuke never abused Naruto and vice versa. They got in fights, they argued, insulted each other, were ridiculously petty with each other and had catastrophically different ideologies that almost caused both their deaths. It’s unhealthy and toxic but it is not abuse.  

What’s bad, and should be acknowledged as bad about SNS?

-They both never understood each other and tried to violently enforce their ideas on one another. 

-Sasuke almost killing Naruto (in their mutual fight, thus not abuse) left some very serious trauma on his psyche.

-Naruto’s complete and frankly assholic insensitivity to the Uchiha clan massacre and where Sasuke is coming from. The fact that he knew of the truth yet regarded Sasuke’s mettle for avenging his family as ‘loving too much and being sad’ and that he tried making Sasuke’s want for justice #relatable by playing the ‘i was lonely too!!’ card. He even hid it, people try to pin this on the overall shitty ending but tbh it’s always been that way.

-Naruto had a certain selfishness when it came to Sasuke where the feelings he had towards him (canonic platonic,,in the sns fandom usually considered romantic) made him almost disregard Sasuke and his wishes.

-Their fights..aren’t really that romantic. Nobody wants their ship to cut off each other’s arm. 

-The pettiness they share towards each other is almost..overbearing lmao 

Why do people, including ruby, ship SNS despite all of this (or bc their cognitive dissonance lets them believe all of the above is none existent)?

- Naruto at the end of the day is truly just the story of how two lonely boys who on the surface seem totally different on the surface but actually have a lot in common who’ve come to see the world in very different ways due to their different experiences come to a mutual understanding. It’s the journey of one constantly trying to understand the other, constantly learning to take all what he’s learned and teach it to the other. No matter what he just wants to reach him with the message he’s learned ‘Pain is less when we share it between us.’ ‘Even with our differences we always have something in common. It’s better to unite based on that than to separate because of our differences.’. No matter how many times he is shut down, or trampled by some obstacle he wants that message to reach the person who saved him first. There’s a moral behind their story, if not just the whole unite part then learn to avoid what Naruto’s ass does when trying to unite with a person bc it’s annoying as shit. 

- They literally grew up watching each other! They gave each other hope! I cry. Literally look at this???


- While no one except kagehina can pull off orange/yellow and blue aesthetics (even tho their complimentary they are ugly together lets not fool ourselves, what are you? A mikasa volleyball??)

They manage to make the combo look aesthetically pleasing.

-The bond they share is literally representative of the yin yang energy elements

-Naruto always strove to understand Sasuke

-Naruto always had a profound impact on Sasuke and the way he sees things

-Being apart hurt both of them like hell

-Naruto had a panic attack at the thought of Sasuke dying

-The personality types of these two always work in shipping!!! Specially for me. Some of my similar troped otps:

*My favourite ship ever is Kagehina from haikyuu. They do the trope of energetic ball of sunshine and angsty boy the best imo. So sweet they give me a  toothache, but when it’s angsty I cry my ass to sleep. They have tropes like ‘save me from my loneliness’, ‘rivals help you develop’ and ‘friends that give the feeling of romantic subtext’

*RinHaru is another popular ship in fandom culture, also very similar tropes such as sunny boy w angsty boy

*Tododeku. One of my absolute favourite ships atm. They are like a kagehina 2.0 and its the same damn trope. Innocent energetic boy saves angsty boy and makes him reconsider the way he looks at life.

*Klance. Always arguing, clearly care for each other. Keith is angsty and angry, Lance is a ball of life.

*Zutara. Motherly loud girl and angsty boy in need of getting his shit together. 

The list could go on but roughly speaking some of my fav ships and the respective fandom’s fav ships have these dynamics and tropes that are similar to what Kishimoto was trying to do. I personally can’t say SNS is the best ship out of these. Naruto telling Sasuke ‘you’re my friend’ doesn’t hit me as hard as Hinata’s ‘I’m here!’. Sasuke’s ‘I trained to escape that weakness’ never shocked me as hard as ‘Rin, I know who i’m swimming for!’. Sasuke’s revelation of tears cannot touch the intensity of the second Izuku got to Todoroki with a single line after breaking his bones to get through to him. SNS had an arm but it wasn’t as dynamic, it wasn’t as well done. 

 When they fight it’s hardly as cute as klance having their daily banter and Naruto is not as understanding as Katara. So I will always stand by what I say, SNS is the weakest mxm ship in all of shonen. In an entire genre based on strong bonds between dudes, they manage to become a joke within the fandom. But Naruto in itself is a series with a lot of flaws that is considered a joke, even among its fans. I love SNS for the same reason I am trapped in Naruto hell, anon. The god damn potential of it all.  

My stance:

Rarely any anti content regarding any team 7 ship on this blog. I am pro SS NS and SNS. I don’t ship Kakasaku but i’m also pro that. The only ship I hate in Naruto is Naruhina, the rest have strong bases and are highly compatible so,,they all get a yes from me. It’s no secret that I otp Sasusaku the most tho.

Thanks for the ask, mate. Hope this cleared shit up.

some au scenarios to imagine your otps in
  • i’m that moody asshole at a movie who keeps criticizing it to my friends and i know that you and your friends keep side-eyeing and talking about me but i’ve had a shitty day and this is the only way i know how to blow off steam so stop with the judgemental glares and let me complain in peace no oh god please don’t you dare come over here au
  • you work at lush and i’m buying a gift for a friend but i have absolutely no clue what to choose because there’s so many products and you suggest the #gayisok product and tell me all about it and i have a feeling you’re trying to tell me something because you keep touching my arm and laughing so hey if i buy this bar of soap will you wanna talk about soap somewhere else like on a date maybe au
  • i’m a tumblr blogger who normally reblogs black and white photos and some real sad shit but you come along and now my followers are sending me messages telling me that it’s cool that i’ve started to reblog colorful stuff au
  • you dropped your frozen yogurt on the sidewalk and you’re crying and i’m the only one around to witness this um do you want me to buy you another one au
  • i had a huge crush on you in third grade but i moved to a different school and now we’re working at the same target store and all of the other employees are boring as fuck so do you wanna go out for drinks after work au
  • i used to hate you because you started dating my boyfriend/girlfriend/partner two days after we broke up but i ran into you in the store and they broke up with you because they’re a piece of shit and you’re actually really nice and you’re beautiful too holy shit au
  • you gave me a sample of your mix cd on the street because you’re trying to make it as a singer-songwriter and at first i wasn’t going to listen to it but i did and oh my god you’re really good so i looked you up on facebook and told you and do you maybe want to collab on something au
  • i was playing baseball with my friends in the park and i accidentally swung the bat too hard and the ball hit you straight in the head and gave you a concussion and please don’t sue me i have to pay for college au
Almost got caught (Part 3)

For the first time ever, this is the best sleep i had ever have in my life. Not to exaggerate but i feel like i am floating in the air right now. Even in my sleep, i can smell the sweet scents of vanilla. I wonder why? This feels to good to be true. I can feel myself smilling in my sleep. This feels good. I don’t want to ever wake up. I would not hesitate to kill anybody that try to wake me up right now.

I breathe out a long and deep sigh when i feel someone pull me by the waist. I can feel some heat radiating near me. Its really near too.. wait.. what am i hugging right now? While trying to gather the strength to open my eyes and getting used to the light, i heard a soft moan. I frozed immediately. My eyes flew open as soon as i heard the noise.

I slowly took a peek at the person i am cuddling so close with just to have my nose meeting with a pink fluffy hair. Soon realisation hit me. Jimin hyung slept with me yesterday!! Maybe that is why i can sleep so well. I tried to look at his face but it was covered. He is literally breathing on my neck right now or should i say that he is breathing on my adams apple? His breathing is slow and steady, slowly hitting me with his hot breath. I can hear soft snores coming from him and it sounds so adorable. I am about to combust right now. Everything is so fluffy but its giving me a tough time too with him being so near my adams apple. His lips is barely touching them. I gulped at the sensation. I can alsl feel his hand around my waist, holding me so tight. I was still holding him like the night before too. My arms is kind of sore now but i can’t bring myself to wake jimin up.

Its okay jeon. You can endure this. This is one of the reasons to why you started working out. Don’t fail me muscles! I took this opportunity to bring jimin closer, pulling him by the waist. I left my left arm around his waist, rubbing his back from time to time. After that, i started playing with his hair. I run my hand through his hair from the back of his nape, moving upwards. I found myself smilling at how soft he is.

The thought that this will all end, saddens me. I continue doing so for i don’t know how long.

I was so into my thoughts that i did not realise that the hand on my waist moved. Suddenly, i felt a sensation on my back. Like someone rubbing my spine. I frozed. He’s awake judging from the movement.

“Why did you stop?” I can feel his breath on my adams apple. It is so near to my skin. As if he was about to kiss me.

Upon hearing that rough and deep voice, i let go of my grip around his waist.

“Hyung? Did i wake you up?”

Finally he looked up at me with his hand still around my waist, never letting go. Oh god..If he was cuter yesterday, he is more cuter cuter today. You get it? He looks so cute. His face is a bit puffy and his eyes is so cute. Oh and his lips is extra puffy after waking up. I would kiss it if i could but i have to hold myself back.

“Good morning kookie” AWWWWW SO ADORABLE OMGOMGOMG KILL ME NOW. I DON’T MIND DYING!!(JK inner mind going insane)

“G-good morning hyung. Did you sleep well? Did i wake you up?”

Jimin hyung looked at me in the eyes for like 5 seconds before answering me. That was intense. I almost look away.

“Its the best sleep i had ever have in my life. You didn’t wake me up so don’t worry.”

He immediately snuggle back like he was before. He rubbed his nose at my neck area and he breathe out a long sigh of content . I froze at the action. He is driving me insane. Park jimin is a dangerous guy. Why did fall in love with him.

“H-hyung..”

“Why did you stop?”

I was confused at what he is trying to say here. Stop what?

“Huh?stop what?”

He looked up at me with a glare and a small pout on his cute lips. Its not even intimidating. More like cute? I’m whipped guys..

“Kookie~ keep playing with my hair”

It sounded more like a plea than a demand. I let out a soft chuckle.

“Why are you laughing?” awww that pout he is having right now is so adorable. I want to kiss it so badly. Arghh!!

“Nothing hyung. You were so cute thats all”

Something in jimin’s eyes change for a moment when i said that. Oh shit. Is it disgusting? I shouldn’t have said that.. we looked at each other for 5 seconds straight in silence. I was mentally killing myself and preparing for what jimin hyung is going to say only to see a soft smile on his lips.

“I’m manly though kookie”

I mentally heaved a sigh of relief. That was close..

“Yeah okay hyung, i "believe” you"

Jimin lightly smacked my back when he heard the sacarsm in my sentence.

“Meanie..”

I let out a soft laugh at his words. Jimin also laugh along with me. Again, he snuggled so near that i almost had a heart attack. This time i continued playing with his hair. I can feel jimin hyung smilling against my skin. With our legs tangled together, he continued rubbing my back gently. My heart feels so full of love right now. Even though i knew this is just something friendly. We lay down there for about 30 minutes. All we did was just cuddling.

“Kookie?”

“Hmm?”

“I’ll be cute only for you okay?”

Before i can ask what he meant by that, the bedroom door flew open. We were both shocked at the sudden intrusion and quickly let go of each other. We both sat down on the bed facing the intruder. Turns out to be jin hyung. I should have locked the door before sleeping. Jin would always invade my bedroom without warning.

He stood there a bit shock at what he just saw. We were both staring at him.

“Umm oops? Sorry for disturbing..”

I gave my deadliest glare at jin hyung for interrupting my once in a lifetime chance. Before i can retaliate, i feel someone pulling me by my waist. What?

“Jin hyung. How can you just come in like that. I was busy cuddling with kookie and you just had to..”

My eyes grew two times larger at the statement. Did jimin hyung just?.. why?what? I can feel his grip around my waist tightened.

Jin hyung and jimin hyung were as if talking with their eyes. What is happening? I kept looking between both of them for like 10 seconds before jin hyung finally break the ice.

“Okay! Umm. Breakfast is ready. I will wait for you guys outside.. take your time.. bye..”

He finally went out of the room.. i looked at jimin hyung who still have his hand around my waist. He was still looking or more like glaring at the door even though jin hyung was already gone. I wonder why?

“Umm hyung? Shall we go?”

“Yeah. Lets go kookie”

He finally let go of his grip and slide of the bed. He slowly stretched his body when he stood up. All i can say is.. beautiful as always. I sat at the edge of my bed waiting for jimin hyung to finish stretching while admiring how he look right now.

I was busy looking when jimin squat down to look me in the eye. My heart skipped a beat again. At this rate, i might really die. He gave me the sweetest smile that can legit really save the world. I smiled an awkward smile back(nice going jungkook). Suddenly his face went serious. He scoot nearer that i can see myself in his eyes.

“Jeon jungkook”

I gulped at how serious he sounds. His voice so low and raspy. He would always call me by my nickname but when he calls my full name, i can feel shivers running down my spine and it will always make me feel hot(?)..

“Y-yeah?”

My heart was beating so wildly that i bet he could hear me. What is he trying to do now?

“Close your eyes”

I tilt my head abit in confusion. I wonder what he is trying to really do. Without hesitation, i closed my eyes, trusting jimin. Alot of thoughts run through my mind at the moment until i feel jimin’s hand at the back of my head, playing with my hair like how i did with his. I let out a sigh of content.

Suddenly, i felt something warm on my forehead. My heart beat 100 times faster if that was possible when i realised that its jimin’s lips all this while. He is kissing my forehead right now. It lingers there for like 5 seconds and it ends with a soft peck.

I still kept my eyes closed. I can still feel his hand running through my hair gently.

“Thank you jungkook”

I mentally let out a sigh of dissapointment when he finally let go of me. I can bet you that i am blushing so hard right now. Jimin could even see it but who cares. The Park Jimin kissed me. Even though its just on the forehead, its still gold okay.

“Lets go kookie”

As soon as i opened my eyes, he took my hand in his, leading me out of the room to the dining table. Along the way, i watched jimin hyung from the back. I smiled at what just happened but again, i don’t want to put any hope that we can be more than that. Its giving me some light but i don’t want to walk towards it. What if its just a friendly gesture.. i can’t assume anything. This is my first time ever, feeling this way.

I never experienced something like this. I was never interested in other guys or girls. Its only jimin hyung who made me feel this way. It may be my first love but it will never be my last..

When we walked into the kitchen, everyone looked at us with a knowing look. I blushed when i realised that we are still holding hands. I don’t want to be rude to just pull my hands off, so i made an excuse of wanting to go to the toilet.

When he let go, i feel so empty.. this feels so shitty man. Love.. its beautiful at times but there would always be pain. Sucks to be me.

After that, we all had our breakfast as per normal well, except yoongi hyung. Bet he is stilk sleeping. Everyone talking like they always do. Sometimes i can feel jimin hyung looking at me and we would make eye contact at times. I would get so flustered and looked down at my food.

Why is he such a natural flirt. I hate him for making me so flustered. Park jimin.. born to flirt naturally.

Side note: i am feeling good today, so i updated again. How is this chapter? Tell me your opinion so far. Love you guys💕

anonymous asked:

College AU 1988 kaner is the president of his frat, Jonny is his weed dealer

totally didn’t read the ‘president of his frat’ part until after I wrote this, sorry anon! hope this is still okay!


“You’re back?” Jonny asks, opening the door to his dorm room and letting Patrick in. “Already?”

Patrick shrugs. “Been stressed lately,” he says, hoping it makes sense. People get high when they’re stressed, right?

“I feel you,” Jonny says, walking over to his stash. “The usual?”

“Yep.”

Jonny pulls out a Ziploc bag of weed and hands it over to Patrick in exchange for cash. They’re hands brush and Patrick resists the urge to shiver or straight up jump the guy.

The thing is, Patrick doesn’t smoke weed. He tried it once and that was all he needed. He doesn’t deal well with the paranoia and he thinks it’s pointless to fuck up his body when he’s at the school on an athletic scholarship. Because of this, he shouldn’t be buying weed on a regular basis from Jonny Toews, but he just can’t help it. 

He met Jonny a few months back when he tagged along with Bur on one of his visits. He’s come back almost every other week since. It’s obviously not the marijuana he’s addicted to, it’s those dark brown eyes and those unreal thighs.

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Dear Anonymous Shitheads,

I’ve… since the beginning of posting stories on FFNet, always instantly deleted anonymous bullshit - mind you, not the sweet ones or the neutral ones or the honestly critical ones, just the flames. Because I felt like it’d give them some sense of, you know, victory if they saw their bullshit popping up in my review section? Just delete and forget.

Because let’s be frank, I don’t give a fuck about your sensitivities and complaints.

I’ve never given a fuck and I’m not gonna start any time soon. I’m too old for this shit. But hey, tumblr sounds like the fun place where I can publically answer the anonympous bullshit I get.

And today’s ediction centers around my newest Jagnus fic - A Magnificent Warlock’s little Shadowhunter.

This ship is disgusting! It makes me so happy they are never ever going to be together! Malec for life!

I find this one in particular adorable. Daw, you got your OTP as canon. Good for you, little troll. Go and rewatch the show or reread the books then and stay away from fanfiction, how about that?

Like, you find it disgusting? Sure. You have a right to find it disgusting. You also have a right to use your brain, if existent, and learn how to filter the stories popping up in your feed. The internet is a wondrous place and you don’t have to actually put up with the things you hate. You can really very simply avoid them. If you don’t know how to to that, well, learn it.

And let me just add; I don’t need my OTPs to be canon. I prefer them not to be, actually. Because rarely do writers get couples done good. Malec in season 2 was a disastrous example of that. There was just so much bad writing involved there. No, I prefer it as non-canon, I prefer to write and read fanfiction about it.

And the second one I got - and I’m guessing it’s from the same eloquent genius:

It’s bad enough you write jagnus for the show now you have to ruin the books as well!

Aw, that’s so cute. I’m ruining the books? I didn’t even know I was going to write the next sequel book and turn it into canon Malace. *gasps* Because, quite frankly, the only way I could ruin the books was if I were to actually write the next book and force my awful, disgusting ships down your throat by making you read them in the context of them being canon. But sure, if unrelated fan-produced things on the internet ruin a book series for you, yeah. And you - again, still - have the option to filter work and not read things that “ruin” your fandom.

It’s been a while since I last got bullshit like that. I felt that maybe the shithead has given up. Apparently, me posing under the book tag woke the sleeping troll. Daw, I hope it goes back to sleep soon.

Back in the day, when I was still a hatchling writer, I used to take things like those to heart. Now they’re my greatest source of entertainment. I just find the notion that people are not just too stupid to filter work but also fail so miserably hard at not clicking things they don’t want and theeen having a large enough ego to actually leave bullshit reviews about what pouty, whiny, bitchy, entitled littl ebrats they are… I find it utterly amusing, to be honest.

I mean. There’s literally nothing about antis, trolls or haters that can be taken seriously.

And… what they don’t seem to understand is that their bullshit fuels me? Back when I started writing for the Shadowhunters fandom, I got a lot of this crap for my Malace stories, particularly for the Jalec aspect of them. Though it did baffle me that some of them managed to praise the sweet Malec moments and then shit all over how I had to ruin the fic by adding Jace to disguise my Jalec shit as Malace? For one, Jalec ain’t shit, it’s a precious OTP of mine, and for another… you literally just praised the Malec moments? How is that disguising Jalec as Malace then?

That lead to my phase of posting two to three Malace fics a week (and to me being motivated to write my first purely Jalec fic). Because if you’re too stupid to filter fanfiction and if you’re so horribly offended by my awful, disgusting pairing and if you’re that incapable of ignoring things that are not your taste, then I will flood your fucking inbox with my godsawful disgusting work until you drown in it.

I’m already working on my next Jagnus story. And I can’t wait to keep reading the book so I can write and post the next book-related Jagnus story.

Just to spite you, dear anonymous shithead. Because I’m a petty, vindictive and very protective little bitch when it comes to my fandoms, my ships and the things I love.

I do not tolerate for others to shit all over them. I wouldn’t seek out the things I hate just to shit all over them either, because I know the people writing them put a lot of love into it and love the things I hate, for whatever reason. You have every right to hate everything you hate for the dumbest bullshit reasons there are, but what gives you the right to drag others who love it down?

So if you can’t muster the same amount of common respect and human decency, then I want to see you drown in the pairings you hate. Because, as mentioned above, I’m a petty little bitch. And I’m all out of fucks to give. I stopped being self-conscious about my writing or my pairing choices years ago - if I ship it, I write it and if you don’t ship it, then you shouldn’t read it.

That’s always been how I handled the haters and that will always be how I will handle haters. If you take the time to tell me how awful I am and how much you hate what I do, I will make sure to take the time to write more awful things just to spite you.

Uhm, not that my readers now feel motivated to leave hate just to make me write more? Because I do appreciate the sweet things you guys leave faaar more than the anonymous bullshit.

So, I’m not sure what the point of this was. Not to reach the anonymopus shithead, of course, because I know from experience that you can’t reason with trolls. But maybe to share with others who sail my precious ships that you should never let the haters get to you and that, if you just keep writing and holding your head high, they eventually give up? That you should never be the one giving up? That if others make you feel shitty in your safe place - your fandom - then you gotta fight back with whatever methods you have, even if they’re just writing or drawing or fangirling/fanboying even harder just to show them that they hold no power over you and that you know that your pairing is good and amazing and shipable?

Also an overall shout-out to all Malace, Jalec and Jagnus writers for writing my OTPs and not letting idiots get to them either.

Is your OTP really your OTP?

Before you read on, this is NOT and attack and I’m NOT starting a war. You can of course, freely state your opinion like I stated mine if you wish.

I’ve been wanting to make this post for a while now and I finally got the chance.

Is your otp really your otp? that’s a weird question, right? 

Let’s look at the definition of ‘otp’ first: One True Pairing. Meaning your favorite combination of characters in a fandom.

Or something like that anyway. 

I realise that in my fandom (Naruto) most people have watched it from a very young age. Most of us including myself grew up shipping the standard ships a.k.a SasuSaku and NaruHina. 

And there’s nothing wrong with that really.

But I feel like for some of us, they were forced to, or should I say, scared of considering other pairs. And you know what, they have every right to because it’s known for a fact that there are many assholes and disrespectful people in this fandom (unfortunately). 

The canon ships are SasuSaku, NaruHina, SaiIno and ShikaTema

But I think you all need to be reminded that just because it’s canon, you don’t need to approve of it. or follow it. or like it (as you can follow it, ship it or like it. it’s your choice).

Allow yourself to criticise these ships (and any other ship for the matter), to see their weaknesses and imperfections.

This might sound silly because doesn’t everyone know this already? That you can ship whichever pairing?

No, actually, not everyone does. How do I know? I was one of them.

I grew up ‘shipping’ the canon ships because everyone ships those right?!! Because they’re the actual thing! Because fairy-tales and whatnot. (note the sarcasm)

I remember when I first stumbled upon KakaSaku and was like, holy shit I never considered this, this is amazing (same thing happened to me with NaruSasu and GenIno but lets stick to KS as an example). It took a few months to become a hardcore KS shipper. To be honest, I was scared, like don’t fall for this ship, they’re not canon, just stick with SasuSaku they’re cute.

I think it’s safe to assume there’s at least one person like me out there thus why this post exists.

And here’s the thing! That’s not how it should be, you don’t need to stick with canon.

Don’t ignore the imperfects of the canon ship, allow yourself to spot them and think about them.

I always said SasuSaku were perfect and turned a blind eye onto all their imperfects because they’re canon but that’s the farthest away possible from the truth. In reality, I think it’s a really fucked up ship.

If you think about it, at first, yes they were cute, because even though he’s a bit of an asshole, he cared for his team and for Sakura. But when he left it all went downhill. He tried to kill her multiple times, he rejected her feelings multiple times (and even tho he did it harshly, he does have the right to speak of his feelings, he doesn’t love her and he shouldn’t have to, she can’t force him.) He was absent from her life for years and particularly between the ages of 13 and 17, this a period where you change the most. This is when you grow a personality. There’s no way you could actually ignore everything he did and go back straight away to being best friends. Actually, if we use it as a real life example, you can’t have barely any interaction with someone and have them constantly hurt you and still be in love with them. I know this because I’ve been in a similar situation as Sakura where my childhood crush and first love was harsh and mean and dare I say abusive to me. I did love him for years after that but he left and I didn’t see him for long. I moved on. I started to think seriously about how shitty he is. This is how feelings work. I began to hate him for all the shit he did to me.

How will you ever feel safe living with someone who once tried to kill you? it makes zero sense to me.

Besides, it wasn’t like Sakura actually had any thoughts behind loving Sasuke, she was a child who one day decided to make Sasuke their crush. Mostly because he’s cool. There is nothing wrong with that really, but it leaves many plot holes and unexplained things.

I allowed myself to question these things. How is my ship ‘perfect’ when all they did is hurt each other? How is being a single mother to a little girl whose father is always absent and doesn’t recognise her perfect?

And before someone jumps and says he’s away to protect them, whatever his reason is, it doesn’t change the reality of the situation. He doesn’t recognise his daughter. He doesn’t visit them or keep in touch with them. If he truly loved them he’d find a way to communicate the way he found a way to keep Naruto updated. Or at least found out from Naruto if they’re doing okay. Showed in any way that he cared.

People who truly love each other would go lengths to show it, to be there, to care and if you don’t think so then I don’t think you’ve ever experienced true love.

That said, this is NOT a post to convince you that SasuSaku sucks, this is my experience with it. I’m using them as an example, NOT to attack their shippers.

You don’t have to agree with me and I don’t need to agree with you. We’re all entitled to our own opinion.

As someone who claimed to be a hardcore SasuSaku shipper, it was difficult and scary for me to acknowledge these things. My Tumblr started as an SS blog after all. 

And I made this post to let you know not to be so, that when you do acknowledge a ship’s flaws and imperfections next to their good aspects, you begin to realise truly if you like them or not. I repeat, this applies to every canon ship, SasuSaku is JUST an example.

I still ship SasuSaku, but the fan fiction SasuSaku, the one with plot and feelings. Canon SasuSaku makes me feel sick to my stomach. I think it makes Sasuke a bigger asshole and Sakura a pathetic person and I hate it. (I’m not saying you should too, this is just MY opinion. The canon ship makes me feel bad and leaves a bad taste.)

So maybe be brave and give yourself the chance to think about this. Even if you personally believe there’s no way you’ll ever stop shipping your ship, don’t be scared of allowing yourself to think and criticise and like new things. Do take the time to think about it; this will either help you discover you don’t in fact like this ship as much as you thought or confirm that they’re indeed your otp. So no harm done,  really.

Don’t be scared of the assholes of this fandom who’d try to bully you or make you feel bad. You’ll most probably have your ship’s fandom, they will be there for you.

Lastly, from my experience, KakaSaku pair aside, I can truly say that their fandom has the nicest, most genuine people I’ve ever met in my life and I swear joining this fandom has been the best decision I’ve ever made. Not only are they super sweet but also super talented and chill. They’re a creative bunch who make the best art and write the best fan fiction. I’m blessed there are so many talented people who create amazing content featuring my favorite ship.

whoa, that was long man, if you read the entire thing cheers to your patience. If you’re new in the KS fandom, message me we can fangirl together. If you’re a SasuSaku shipper and were by any chance offended by this, sorry, but this is my opinion. By all means, keep doing you and shipping this pair.

anonymous asked:

Hi. Have you made a post of your thoughts about feysand in acowar? The more I think about the book the less I ship them and small things that didn't really bother me are building up and turning me off the ship. Not that it was bad... I guess after acomaf I had great expectations and I may be slightly biased because I liked both Feyre and Rhys (individually) less in acowar.

I think you’ll find some of this scattered about in the ‘feysand’ and ‘sarah reads acowar’ tags, but I can kind of sum it up here.

Ultimately, I started ACOWAR with Feysand as my OTP, and finished it with that no longer being true. It’s kind of hard to pinpoint why that is–perhaps part of it is simply me moving on as a person, but a lot of it had to do with how their relationship unfolded in ACOWAR.

There were a lot of little moments between them that I loved: Rhys checking on her over the bond, their first moment of seeing each other again, and some of their really good flirting moments. However, this was sadly overshadowed by some parts of their dynamic that I found troubling. I’ll try to sum it up, because it’s mostly centered on one thing.

There was no conflict between them. These two have such strong personalities, and as we saw in ACOTAR and ACOMAF, they don’t always mesh. I feel like, somehow, the mating bond was an excuse to get rid of that. Besides one moment when Feyre is mad at Rhys for criticizing Nesta, there’s next to no conflict between them. They’re constantly validating each other, even when one of them is making shitty decisions. This is such a tonal shift from ACOMAF, when virtually all Feyre and Rhys did was call each other out on their bullshit. That was almost totally absent here, and I really missed that dynamic. It also sends a poor message that once they’re “married”/mated, the conflict ends and everything’s all happy. That’s not how real relationships work. 

Also, the use of the term “unified front” really rubbed me the wrong way, because those are the words that Tamlin used as a weapon against Feyre. It seemed like a really poor narrative decision to use them in regard to Feysand.

I agree with you that I liked both characters as individuals less in ACOWAR, and this affected my perception of their relationship. Rhys’s character, even his shitty decisions, would have been fine if Feyre had stood up to him and called him out, and if he’d had to face consequences for his actions. But he never really did. And Feyre became diminished, somehow, whenever she was around Rhys. This isn’t to say she had no personality or no flaws or anything, but she seemed to revolve around Rhys more than she had in the past, and I noticed this. Again, their individual flaws would be good character traits if they dynamic between them had remained as strong and ripe for conflict as it was in ACOMAF, but again, they were just letting each other get away with everything. It didn’t seem in-character for them. 

Finally, the death bargain. This is so completely out of character for both of them, I can’t even. Other bloggers have written it so much more clearly, but basically, Rhys is the sort of person who has plans on plans on plans, and he would never leave his court’s future up to chance. He wouldn’t imperil his court for the sake of a dangerous romantic gesture, no matter how much he loves Feyre. And I don’t think it’s in character for Feyre to ask that of him. It’s almost exactly the opposite of how I expected them to behave, and given that this was in the very last chapter, it really ruined the appeal of Feysand for me.

I don’t hate Feysand by any stretch of the imagination. I still enjoy the fics I’ve written for them, as well as their dynamic in ACOMAF. But they’re no longer my OTP, and I no longer feel driven to write fic for them. I’m a little sad about this, but that’s the way things go sometimes. 

anonymous asked:

"Because I love you!!"

“Because I love you!” 

Lydia didn’t care that the room was full. She didn’t care that Scott and Malia were shuffling awkwardly towards the door, or that the rest of the pack was watching them too intently.

“And that somehow makes it okay to keep this from me?”

Stiles wasn’t just angry, anger would have fizzled out by now. But she could see the hurt simmering behind his eyes. She hated that look. She’d tear down a thousand obstacles to keep that look from his eyes again. 

“We almost lost you once, I almost lost you,” she kept her voice steady, but the fear was biting at the edges, almost egging her on. “And yeah keeping you out of the loop was a shitty thing to do. But I’d do it again, and again. And however many times it took to keep you safe.”

“That shouldn’t have been your call to make.” He stalked out of the room, and she almost let him go. But she couldn’t feed into the fear. She had to talk to him no matter how hard it would be.

The cool rush of autumn air hit as she stepped out the back door to the clinic. Stiles was wringing the hood of his jacket in one hand, but the way his shoulders shifted told her he was attuned to her presence.  

“You can be mad at me forever for all I care, but I’m not going to apologize.”

“I’m not mad at you,” he turned to face her, and sighed when he took her in. She didn’t blame him. Months away from each other, and she could hardly push back the need to fall into his arms, to hold him and never let him go. 

“Stiles… I can’t lose you. I don’t think I could survive if I did.”

“And you think I would be able to go on if something happened to you?”

She reached for his hand, locking their fingers together as she stepped close enough to feel the heat from his body. “Do you remember that night in your room, after the lacrosse game when we thought Jackson was dead.”

He stilled in front of her. “…yeah.”

“You said that ‘death doesn’t happen to you, Lydia. It happens to everyone around you.’ And I know what you meant at the time, but Stiles those worlds mean more now. Because you were right. I see death and I hear it, every single day. Even if I don’t think about it, even when I don’t try. It’s always around me. And I know in my bones that if anything were to happen to you I’d feel it, and I wouldn’t be okay.”

“Lydia,” he pulled her close to him, his free hand resting on the small of her back. “I understand, but you said this thing amplifies fear right? Maybe this is just a part of that.”

“Or it’s my banshee powers trying to protect you,” she said as she met his eyes. “Someone’s not going to make it out of this fight alive. Our side, their side. There’s going to be casualties. But I don’t care if I have to tear Gerard apart myself, you will not be one of them.”

He pressed his lips to hers, and that need sparked a warm fire deep inside. She had forgotten how tethered her emotions were to his or how a simple kiss could quiet her thoughts. 

“I love you too,” he whispered as they broke apart. “Which is why I’m going to do everything in my very limited power to make sure we both make it our of this alive.”

She smiled at him, shaking her head lightly. Because Stiles still saw himself as the weakest part of the pack. But he wasn’t. No she knew how much power he held, how without him they would all crumble. 

“I promise I’ll keep you safe.”

“Hey,” he whispered again, letting his hand glide along her cheek. “We’ll keep each other safe.”

The Notebook

Tw: Suicide. I’m pretty sure that tells you this is a sad fanfic. Also, it’s Roball. Hope you enjoy!
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It was incredibly late at night, and Gumball should have went to be long time ago. But the guilt keep him from sleeping, it made him unable to think about anything but the notebook that his parents tried to hide in the kitchen. He had found it, and he had been tempted to read it, but he was too stubborn to accept the facts and face things. Until now.
Doing his hardest to be silent, the young cat went downstairs and started to search in the bookshelf, until he finally found what he searched for. Slowly, he grabbed the notebook and a flashlight. He sat in a corner of the house and considered for a second the idea of skipping everything and just reading what was actually important, but he was unable to do it. He wanted to know when things got sour.
The first pages were so dirty it was impossible to actually understand anything, but all the numbers and drawings showed that they were evil plans of some kind. Inspectioning further, he noticed that some pages appeared to be missing, but it was impossible to know if they had been important or not. Too tired to actually give it much thought, the feline decided to let it go and continue reading. Finally, in page 29, he got to the “fun” stuff: Rob’s diary. Why he felt the need to write all the things in his life was beyond him, but it didn’t really matter that much. At least it had served a purpose at the end.
“My life has been really shitty lately” Started the first entry, without any kind of introduction. There wasn’t a date, and the calligraphy was awful, but Gumball wasn’t going to back up now that he finally had the courage to actually read the damn thing “I’m living in the streets, I nearly got erased from existence because I’m a mistake and I just learned I’m in a TV show. Basically, everything sucks” He couldn’t help but roll his eyes at how dramatic his nemesis was. Were did he even got such weird ideas? How could he be in a TV show without knowing? The idea was simply ridiculous.
He slowly went page after page, checking for answers to his questions and laughing slightly when the cyclops mentioned him, until he finally reached the point were things started to go downhill. The words in page 37 were even harder to read, and they seemed like they had been written in a rush “I made a discovery, I finally know why I always get hurt, why things always go wrong. It’s part of a joke, my suffering is for the entertainment of the viewers. I’m still not sure how dark the humor can get, but I’m worried about what will happen next” That was all. It worried him to no end how wrapped up in his own paranoia the other boy had been. Had he know how serious the situation was, he would had helped.
The next entry was completely unreadable. He guessed his nemesis ruined it out of embarrassment, because the only words he could understand indicated something private had been written there “crying…Watterson…I’ve tried…mine…” Whatever, it probably wasn’t that groundbreaking. What could Rob probably think about him that he didn’t know? Nothing, of course.
“I murdered Gumball yesterday” Was the disturbing start of page 40. It scared the cat to death, but his curiosity took over and he ended up continuing his reading “He’s okay now, and he doesn’t remember, but it’s driving me crazy. I should apologize, maybe, but I’m scared. Are we really trapped forever, no matter what I do? What’s permanent, and what would be restarted the next episode?” Apparently, his dear enemy had a dream and he thought it was a reality. He didn’t exactly remember dying horribly, but he remembered when the cyclops awkwardly apologized for… whatever he thought he had done. And wasn’t killing him the other’s goal, anyway?
Feeling a headache coming from all the overanalyzing, the feline decided to just continue “I think​ I’m going insane” You think? “This is too much for me. I need help, but nobody believes me. I feel like it's​ time to give up. I didn’t want things to end like this, but I don’t think I have another choice”
-You had me- Whispered softly the cat, feeling tears forming in his eyes. The next page was the last one, but he wasn’t ready to end the book yet. There probably were a lot of things Rob didn’t write, things that were important and interesting. But now it was too late to ask for that. Breathing slowly to calm down, he continued.
“It’s kind of funny how little I have written in this notebook. Guess I didn’t really last that long, eh?… Anyway, this is a goodbye. If you are reading this, I’m not alive anymore. Which would mean I made a permanent change, finally. Looks like I wasn’t that important of a character after all… Whatever” There were a few words that were crossed, making them hard to read. Luckily, they didn’t appear very interesting “So, I’m leaving this note for someone to find. So… Uh, I hope my family is OK (If I had one, that is. I don’t know) My classmates were interesting so I guess that’s something. The Watterson family was a pain for me, but at least I could use they basement and stuff” That’s it. Not a mention of him directly, not some kind of threat, nothing. So much for them being nemesis.
He prepared to close the notebook, when suddenly he thought of something. He checked every single page, one after the other. All of them were blank, until he reached page 64 “I wasn't​ going to write this, but… I’m going to die so it doesn’t really matter. Gumball Watterson, if you’re reading this, I need you to know something: You ruined everything in my life, and I really wish to get my revenge. But you also gave me a purpose, a distraction. Kind of like friends, I guess. And I know this doesn’t make sense, I know we’re nemesis and that I should hate you, but… I love you. I hope at least you remember me” It wasn’t exactly what he expected, but it did bring him to tears. Hugging the notebook to his chest, the cat cried and slowly waited for the pain to dissipate, or at least to become less overwhelming.
-I’m sorry- He said to himself, trying with all his strength to calm down. If days actually reset, he wanted to remember. He wanted a chance to listen and help. But looking at the calendar, all the hope left him. Just how many days had passed already? Probably too many. At least he could do one last thing for his enemy- I’ll remember you, Rob. I always will.

ok m8 let’s get some shit str8

I’m cool w/ you anons tryna pull my leg since I did that one post on Gratsu but you don’t pull the others in your shitty attitude outbursts. I may not be friends with all of the Gratsu/LGBTQA+ or basically non-canon pairings shippers cause I’m a shy loser but they’re still like a family to me, in a way and so are the rest of the FT fandom.

Unfortunately, I’ve been seeing a lot of hate on the shippers of non-canon pairings and it pisses me off that ya’ll canon shippers can post your fanarts, write your fanfics and give long rants to defend your pairing of choice but the others can’t? Because we’re not canon? Because same sex pairings are just an instantaneous NOTP in this fandom? The fandom is in shambles because some of ya’ll don’t wanna try to open up. Nobody’s telling you to accept other pairings that are not up to your liking but you don’t have to give shit to those that ships ‘em. I’ve got no problem with the canon!ships eventhough NaLu is brotp for me but you don’t see me hating on anyone. Heck, I go on the NaLu tag to check out the fanarts, yo.

I know I’m gonna get more anon or non-anon hate after this but wtv, man, it’s worth it. I’m not just talking on behalf of crackships/fanon ships/LGBTQA+ ships but I’m speaking out to those that have made fun of LGBTQA+ community, to those that view this greyscale area half-heartedly. I’m a demi-romantic asexual and have been the honorary laughing stock and it makes me want to speak up after it happened to me.

Since this is specifically for the Gratsu fandom then you gon’ get it for real cause you don’t mess with my precious idiots, man.

Let’s start with the fanarts. Shitty, you say? Those very precious few people that sacrifice their time to contribute to our humble ship are just the same like the artists that draw NaLu/GruVia/GaJevy/JeRza/etc. They have their rights and absolute freedom to draw, they all have their own unique styles and it’s okay if you don’t like them but let’s be nice. If you have nothing nice to say, best to not say anything, yeah?

@becausewhenyoupracticeyouimprove has been getting a lot of hate and it makes me feel bad that I can’t do much. So I’m taking this chance to say keep up the good work. I’m grateful for all of the fanarts you’ve drawn for us. Not everyone will leave behind notes or reblog them but remember that you still have support from the others of the better end of the spectrum. (:

There are many other artists that have contributed to the gratsu/natray ship and I’d like to express my deepest gratitude to all of you.
++ and the artists that have drawn for the other ships as well, FT fandom has talented fans yo, my stick figures don’t even hold a candle to their drawing of a circle u_u

I’ve read some of the best stories I’ve ever come across written by FT fans. First of all, I’ll start with an expression of appreciation for the hard work these authors have done and a huge thanks for sharing your masterpieces with the rest of us.

As far as I know, Gratsu has around 300+ stories on AO3 and a few pages of collection on FF.net but I haven’t gotten around to checking out Wattpad yet. I used to be a writer myself and I was a fan of getting criticisms– not bashing– but criticisms. It helps a writer to acknowledge the area that they lack in and recognize the loopholes in our plots. Personally, I’m a picky reader but I appreciate all of the works posted all the same. It’s okay to give a piece of your opinion but it’s not and never okay to criticize their choice of pairing or to categorize their story as shitty because of its pairing. I believe the stories’ summaries are specific about its pairings so if you feel that Gray/Natsu is not your cup of tea, that’s okay and you may proceed without cyber harassing anyone. The world is big, go and explore!

Gratsu ship are blessed with Rhov-sensei, gray-x-natsus-matching-hip-scars, the admins of ask-gratsu and all of those authors that have posted fanfictions of this otp, those that make gifs or make funny posts/headcanons and stuffs. We’re happy and proud with what we have and that’s all good, isn’t it? Nothing wrong with that, never have and never will be.

Canon or non-canon, it’s up to you. OTP or BroTP, it’s up to you. There’s no problem in having preferences and/or opinions but what goes above all of this is to be kind and respectful to each other. We’re all one big, wonderful family or nakamas. It’d be better if we could apologize to those that we’ve hurt and the choice to forgive is in your hands but baby steps, yeah. I love watching and reading FT, being a part of the fandom, talking to all of you amazing individuals that I share a common interest with. Don’t let our egos and petty things taint our sense of moral values and rationality.

Fairy Tail teaches its fans compassion, tolerance, kindness, camaraderie and many more good values that we should uphold not just because of the anime but because they’re the good things in life.

!!! This is not a hate post.
!!! I’m calling out to those anons to speak up to me without a barrier.
!!! If you want me to add a pairing in the tag, hit me up.

anonymous asked:

Hi! So i'm fairly new to the ouat fandom and just binge watched the whole show and captain swan is LIFE. But I see some people say that Killian is a rapist? I mean why?? He's my favorite character and I haven't seen anything during episodes that would indicate that...So why do they say that? Is it only because they hate him? or something else?

Okay, well first off, welcome to the fandom dear! 🎉

As for the “Hook is a rapist” thing… There’s kind of a lot to go over. First and foremost, I want to say that I disagree with this statement, but I have actually looked through anti-Hook posts when I was new to the fandom and saw a great variety of assessments of his character. I don’t agree with it, but I know the gist of the arguments.

(Under the cut because long post is long, and also so anyone who doesn’t want to read anti-Hook or rape TW stuff can pass.)

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Healthier Alternatives: Sanji’s Match Made in Heaven

Okay, so my last post personally destroyed my OTP with no reaosn…I’m a monster. But by the end, I did say I was going to make another post on different people who’s be a better emotionaly fit for Sanji.
Although, I did make a point to emphasize age and maturity play a factor as to why ZORO and SANJI wouldn’t work, so for this post, although my opinion stems from how the characters currently are, I am considering how this can affect the long term.

Alright, let’s jump right into this. In no particular order:
1. Law
2. Usopp
3. Luffy
4. Violet

Again, in no particular in order, here’s my reasoning for each person.

1. Law: If we think Sanji got some emotional baggage, then Law has an emotional train. But that isn’t fair; pain and trauma cannot be ranked as “who has it worse”. That said, if I’m reading the air correctly, I think there’s a calm energy between these two. First off, they’re Northies! Two Northern boys with shitty pasts. It’s also the fact that they both have calm demeanors, are intelligent and are talented with multiple skills. For example, Law knows swordsmanship but is also knowledgeable about medicine/is a doctor. Sanji is a martial arts expert (practically) and can cook.
Furthermore, when it comes to “dreams” or the such, they both like to keep things simple. Law isn’t like Luffy where he’s trying to reach the top of the top and Sanji isn’t going out of his way to be the best cook. In the few times they’ve had a scene together, Sanji reacts differently with him than he has with other males. They speak respectfully to each other with some slight teasing thrown into the mix. So yeah, if they were to be intimate, I can see the both of them shouldering each other’s pain well enough to grow closer and develop a strong bond.

2. Usopp: Usopp is such a treasure and I wish there was more fics about their ship (both romatically and friendly). Honestly, I didn’t care for Usopp in the earlier years, but Enies Lobby/Water 7 changed my life. That is my favorite arc because that was not only an Usopp arc, it was Sanji’s time to shine. In that arc, the friendship, that I barely even knew existed, shone brightly! During Usopp’s lowest point, we were shown how much Sanji cares for him but also how much he understands. And that’s important because similarly to Usopp, us viewers looked at Sanji as if he were a superhuman, a powerful man who had strength and will to take on anything. Except no, that isn’t the case. Sanji is as human as Usopp with fears and insecurities. Due to Sanji’s past, we now know that Sanji worries all the time how he can keep up with the strong while still being able to protect the weaker ones.
Usopp would be an amazing partner (if he wasn’t straight and into Kaya) for Sanji. Not only is Usopp supportive of anything Sanji likes/decides/will do but he’s also sympathetic. Where Usopp is physically weak and needs Sanji’s support, he supports Sanji where he’s emotionally and mentally weak. They’d have a relationship so normal and adorable!

3. Luffy: This one took me by surprise because I haven’t thought of this one until this arc. This past parc has woken me up to realize just how emotionally close Luffy and Sanji are to each other. Granted, one could argue that Luffy is emotionally intimate with all of his crew, but I think he has a special connection with Sanji. My theory on that is that Sanji and Luffy are polar opposites, almost foils one could argue. Kind of Yin and Yang like.
On one hand, you have Luffy, who despite being poor, was loved as a child. He had bandits and relatives and pirates alike loving and caring for him. He also developed 2 close relationships, close enough to call them brothers, who would so anything to protect Luffy. Because of all of that, Luffy has such an open and balanced personality. He’s not just tough on assholes, but he’s soft, sympathetic, and understanding with other people, especially after hearing some bad stories.
On the other hand, there’s Sanji. Sanji was born to a wealthy (royal) family, also a family of scientists, but he was hated. His family hated him–with the exception of mom and sister Reiju–the servants/soldiers weren’t better. Until Zeff, he established no healthy relationships with anyone. Even after Zeff, Sanji only grew up in an environment filled with aggression and violence and men. Of course with Sanji’s warped mind, all he ever assumes are that men are barbaric by nature so unlike Luffy, Sanji is emotionally cut off. Although he CAN be sympathetic and friendly, Sanji isn’t as confident with his feelins as Luffy is. Which is why Sanji is so instictive in his reactions; he has little discipline in that area.
Luffy already has a ton of love for Sanji, but if they were a little older, I think they could develop a loving relationship. Luffy is just so positive and reassuring that with time, Sanji would be more secure in his feelings. And Sanji would forever remain loyal and loving with Luffy. Lastly, they are connected by food. Luffy is always hungry as long as Sanji is around to cook.

4. Violet: Okay, so this is a weak one to be honest but I don’t think there are other females in this series that can actually shoulder Sanji’s pain. Well first off, I think Sanji would have a difficult time having a relationship with a female regardless, but still, in the short time Violet and Sanji were together in Dressrosa, I saw promise. They were cute and Sanji was certainly protective of her. I figure since Violet was going through her own struggles regarding Doffy and his tyranny on Dressrosa and the fact that she still came on top, I think that showcases that she has mental strength. with enough time, I do believe they would have a solid relationship.

In case anyone is going to roast me, yes, I purposely kept Nami off the list because this list is only meant to include people Sanji could have a HEALTHY relationship with. Asthetically speaking, they look good together but for a romantic relationship, no. Nami has got her own baggage that I could write a whole other post about and it doesn’t appear that she’s completely “over” it. Meaning, due to her own level of maturity and some other factors, she would be a horrible fit for Sanji. Not to mention how…well…aggressive she always is with Sanji. He already has an unhealthy perception of women and men; she really isn’t helping. #sorrynotsorry
And as stated above, there aren’t more females on the list because quite frankly, there aren’t that many females that Sanji has had long term contact with. I would have said Vivi but even with her, I’d have a better chance mentioning the duck. Even Ace almost made the list before her because Sanji, my poor Sanji, attracts more handsome men than women. Still, I see men being more compatible with Sanji anyway but that’s just me.

Anyway, that’s my list! People who are better fit emotionally and romantically for Sanji. You agree/disagree? Who did I miss?

Bleach 686


Guys, this is the last time I’m ever gonna address anything regarding bleach. I hope everyone respects that, especially the people who are gonna go anon and bash me for posting this after everything.

Firstly:

 The last chapters of bleach were pure disappointment not because my two main ships didn’t work out the way I wanted it to but I couldn’t really make any sense of it. I’m sorry as a manga, bleach really lost its pace. I spent 10 years with this manga and I was here to see till the end. I invested a lot of time and energy into this fandom and everything. I really expected better from Kubo.

Second:

 I’m really happy for princess. She finally has a loving family and a child. I’m glad that she’s with Ichigo. If IchiHime was meant to be from the start then why so much emphasis on IchiRuki. He could have given  Orihime so much character development. So much more but no he made it seem as if she only existed for Ichigo. I actually believed that Kubo was one of those writers that would actually make IshiHime canon.

Reasons:

  • IshiHime was a ship that could have portrayed the fact that, you don’t always find love in the places you look for but sometimes you find it in the most unexpected places, from a person that loved you from the start even though you never loved them back.  This is coming from my personal experiance entirely I’ve liked this guy for 5 years and IshiHime really gave me hope that one day I will find someone that will love me as much as I love them.

Orihime was a very decent and humble character. I loved her and enjoyed her warm and caring nature but she could have been such a badass as an individual. She was never mean or a bitch to anyone ever and neither was Rukia (please do note that) I dont understand why would he put Ichigo and Rukia together panel after panel with all his shippy gear on. Orihime had more better interactions with Chad and Uryu than she ever had with Ichigo. If Kubo had sold her and Ichigo as black sun and white sun from the start, man I would have shipped the shit out of it.

Third: I hated how Kubo made Chad and Uryuu something that they never wanted to be.

Uryu hated his dad most his life. He never wanted to follow his dads footsteps, which is why the song numb by linkin park reminded me of him so much. He had been misunderstood by most of his friends and even the readers in the first chapters but that cunty, snooty boy came to understand that friendship is one of the most strongest bond to exist. This arc should have  been about him and Ichigo abd their past and origins. Ichigo, who kept getting his bankai broken over and over again. Why couldn’t they just tag team the two of them for the last time?
Uryu didn’t have a mother, his father treated him as a low life runt. Even Isshin tried. He did try to understand Ichigo not with the best method to do so but he still tried where as Uryu’s father didn’t. I think Orihime and Uryu really deserved each other. In an alternate ending I could have imagined him to be a world class designer and Orihime by his side doing whatever makes her happy perhaps a very nice cafe with interesting serving, where the customers only came to eat and would be disappointed by the food but melt and forget the bad taste the food left on their mouth as soon as Orihime would flash her beautiful smile at them (Sigh).

Chad promised he’d never hurt anyone with his fists but help others lol. Really? a boxer? I hated this THE MOST. Chad really deserved better, even though he looked hot as fuck in the panels where he was shown. I think he should have owned a record store or made good mexican music or he could have been the doctor or worked at Kurosaki clinic or something, anything other than being a boxer would have suited him more.

Fourth: Why didn’t Kubo show or complete the states that the other characters were in. I really hoped they would show some Jinta/Yuzu or something regarding Urahara and Yoruichi who helped Ichigo achieve bankai and trained him so he could be strong and protect his friends.
Is Isshin Kurosaki dead? because that would just be sad. I could imagine him to be a great grandparent to Kazui. Kubo really should have at least mentioned this much but he didn’t. I could go on and on about how bad the chapter was but I’m gonna stop now and start pouring my shipper heart out.

Last and the most important topic I wanted to address is my otp, IchiRuki.

I’m sorry to all the IchiRuki shippers that got their hearts and hoped shattered into a million pieces after 686. I feel betrayed and angry as well but let’s not be pricks and be the bigger person. I’m gonna make a request to all IchiHime shippers.
Firstly, congrats guys, princess finally ended up with the man of her dreams as an IchiRuki shipper I never hated on her or said anything mean about her. I’m glad that she’s happy even though it’s not boy I wanted her to end up with but despite everything, I am genuinely happy for her.

Second, I would be really happy if some of you weren’t not so hostile to IchiRuki shippers, please understand that a lot of people found peace in this ship and now they are a mess. Be humble comfort us, Orihime would never been like “yeah bitch I got the dude” instead she would tried and comfort us IchiRuki shippers, she would’ve started crying for an hour, binged on so much ice cream that she would get a tummy ache and fall asleep.

The picture above is the picture of the last IchiRuki coloured page I had made. I was so proud of this and now every time I open my notebook. I feel sad, beyond words. Ichigo and Rukia were the definition of soulmates. I wanted them to be together so bad. I can’t really express it in words about how I feel. I don’t remember a single day where I did not visit the IchiRuki tag. I’m disappointed a lot. So much build up for nothing. Kubo seemed like he threw the idea of IR down the window so suddenly, that I can’t even cope with it. I’d rather have dead characters than an ass pull ending like this. It’s so shitty and rushed. I feel like crying. I invested so much I don’t know what to do with all these beautiful colored pages I had made for this amazing ship. I’m devastated. Laugh at me all you want but I am so depressed with the ending. From the beginning I could see the chemistry and the electricity that Rukia and Ichigo gave off when they interacted. The SS arc, which is my most favorite arc was the biggest pillar that IchiRuki has something more than friendship. A bond of love and trust and what not lol I guess I’m a little delusional. Let’s take  moment to honor this beautiful ship one more time and move on. Thank you every good anon, some great blogs like @peachtiger, @icchiruki, @50shadesofichigo, @daethberry, @ishihime-4-ever and so many more. Thank you, I respect and love each one of you. Stay strong, this bond will always be unbreakable but still life goes on and we all have to move on.

Kubo really fucked up and the worst part is they plan to make a live action movie which I doubt will sell shit. I would never pay a dime to just watch actors waste their time by portraying incomplete roles lol.

Anyways I’m done. Thank you everyone, the Bleach, Ginran, IshiHime and Ichiruki fandom I love each and every one of you. It’s been a roller coaster of emotions and heartache and its time to move on. I’ll still follow all the blogs that I followed for IchiRuki and IshiHime. Have a nice life bleach fandom for as you lost one hardcore dedicated reader.

Thank you and Au Revoir.  💙 💙

Side note: I am extremely addled at the moment as I write this post. So sorry in advance if I managed to piss any of you off.

Oh and dont you dare and try to steal that great art. Thanks in advance. Much love. xoxo 💙 💙

serenity-in-seoul  asked:

Namjoon/jimin fluff please?

Falling in love with everything Park Jimin was in all the right ways people like him deserved to be loved. 

It feels like all Namjoon could ever ask for.

Originally posted by bangtan-got7-boys

It starts with flustered kisses in the back of Namjoon’s car.

Jimin in seventeen and Namjoon is eighteen, and all Jimin can think about is the boy with the bleach blond hair and dimples leaving him behind for college.

“Jimin, college is like, twenty minutes away,” Namjoon says between kisses when Jimin begins to pout. “I’m literally a bus ride away. I’m not even moving out of here.”

Jimin grins a little at that. “I won’t see you around at school anymore, though.” Namjoon rolls his eyes, clawing at Jimin’s shirt.

“They wouldn’t miss me anyway,” he says at last, sighing. “Not someone like-”

“Not people like us,” Jimin finishes for him and Namjoon nods and they don’t say anymore because they know what it means. They know what it means to live in a tiny town where everyone knows everyone else and people talk for weeks about some girl dying her hair pink until she finally changes it back. A town that had no place for two boys in love.

So they continue to sneak out of classes and lectures for those minutes in the back of Namjoon’s car, hot and hurried lips amid silence, fingers clawing on backs, Jimin on Namjoon’s lap, forever careful not to leave any marks, hunger and adoration mixed in a singleminded intensity to let the other know how much they needed each other to keep themselves sane in a world like theirs.

Sometimes, they just sit in his backseat and with the windows down and radio on, soft conversation going nowhere but meaning everything all at once, tracing each others lips once in a while, talking till it becomes dark outside and Namjoon drives Jimin two blocks away from his house so people wouldn’t raise eyebrows.

“Fucking hell, Namjoon, I missed you.” Namjoon smirks.

“You’re the one with finals, you know.”

“Wow,” Jimin scoffs. “The least you could do is say it back, you know. You haven’t seen me in two weeks.”

“I fucking love you, Jimin, like I need to say it.” Jimin grins, reaching for Namjoon’s gigantic hand and wrapping it in his tiny ones.

“No homo.” Namjoon cocks an eyebrow.

“We’re two guys who make out in the back seat of my Hyundai. That’s as homo as it gets, Jimin.” Jimin shrugs, laughing.

“They talk about us at school, sometimes,” Jimin says, quieter. Namjoon’s heart clenches. “About how we might be together.”

“Do they - ” Namjoon gulps. “Do they hurt you?” Namjoon doesn’t want to know, but he would rather die than be the reason the only person in the world he needs like oxygen hurt and that too because of him.

“No, they just - they just talk. It sucks, hearing it in the corridors. Like it’s a goddamn disease.” Namjoon keeps quiet, pulls Jimin closer. He doesn’t know what to say, or how to say it so he doesn’t say anything at all.

“I can’t wait to get out of this place someday. With you,” Jimin adds. Namjoon looks at Jimin then, eyes softening.

“Me too,” he says, squeezing Jimin’s hand. They stay like that, engine on, radio humming, holding each other till they watch another sunset pass them by.

The year Jimin turns eighteen is hot, but no one cares because he’s graduating high school and everyone is so goddamn proud that despite the heat, his whole family shows up.

Namjoon comes too, standing at the back, large cap and sunglasses hiding most of his face so that he wouldn’t be seen. Namjoon is grinning so wide when he sees Jimin up on the stage, black robes on despite the heat, everyone clapping for the class of 2016, his face feels like it could split.

Jimin sees him standing there at last, eyes widening and Namjoon gives him a tiny wave, unmoving from his place at the back. Jimin whispers something to his mom and she looks at Namjoon with hate he can feel standing over a hundred meters away. Namjoon unknowingly tugs his cap down lower. Jimin doesn’t even notice, running over to Namjoon and before Namjoon can register it, Jimin has thrown his arms around Namjoon, knocking off his cap and pressed his lips against his. Namjoon stands there, eyes wide, taking in the gasps and stares from around the whole room. Jimin is the first to pull away and Namjoon is the first to speak.

“Why?” Jimin considers this for a heartbeat.

“Because I’d lose my fucking mind without you.”

So Namjoon grins, ruffling Jimin’s hair, the bubbling feeling of laughter at leaving this shitty town and it’s people behind, the feeling of freedom spreading in his chest to fall in love with someone somewhere other than his own backseat.

Falling in love with everything Park Jimin was in all the right ways people like him deserved to be loved.

It feels like all Namjoon could ever ask for.

“Fucking hell, Jimin, I missed you.”

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the ultimate wrightworth headcanon

heck yeah who’s ready for basically a 5000 word essay about my wrightworth headcanon

covers my theory on their relationship immediately following Bridge To The Turnabout through post-Dual Destinies

here are the individual parts if you need them: part 1 / part 2 / part 3

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