Lord I wish my heart wasn't so soft
The guy that only texts me when he needs something just called me and said he was gonna pull up. I’m hip to the game, I tell him how tf it is: you don’t call me or text me unless you need something. He denies that shit, swearing up and down that he just “really misses” me.
A minute later he text me “I do need a favor from you. Loan me 10 or 20$ till I get this new job tomorrow”
Like. I just TOLD buddy ass that I knew how he was, how he operates and how he treats me. Sweet words when he’s in need, silence otherwise. I’m not fuckin dumb. I tell him I don’t got it, so he asks me to ask my brother. I tell him I’m not doing that, so now he’s mad at me and guess the fuck what? I’m feeling guilty and shit because I really do care about this mf but I just don’t got the money!
I’m sitting here feelin guilty knowin full well that buddy ass is just mad cause he can’t use me.