i hate everything this show chooses to be

The scene I’m looking most forward to in ACOWAR is when Feyre finally tells Tamlin everything. To have a full verbal confrontation with Tamlin and to finally close her character arc by telling Tamlin, to his face, that she doesn’t love him anymore.

To tell Tamlin that Rhysand is her mate and that she loves him with all her heart and she’s grateful for the kindness and generosity Tamlin showed her before Under the Mountain but she will always hate him for everything he did and tried to do to her, to her family, new and old, after.

I need Rhys to hear it too. I need Rhys to hear the beautiful monologue that I know Sarah will write, I need him to hear that he is her heart and soul and she wants a future, wants marriage and children, with Rhys.

But I need her to say this to Tamlin, I need Tamlin to know, to be painfully aware, that Feyre will leave with Rhys, that Feyre chooses Rhys, and that she’ll mate and marry Rhys, and Feyre will never think of Tamlin again.

That’s what I want most from ACOWAR.

1. You showed me that I wasn’t good enough, that I wasn’t skinny enough for you, but I taught you how it feels like a slap in the face when I move on. Did it really matter that I wasn’t pretty?

2. I learned the difference between lust and love with you. You chose her, but you ended up choosing me, but not in the way or at the time I wanted you too. Lust and love are the same to you, aren’t they?

3.You taught me about hate. You taught me what it was like to lose a best friend. You showed how easy it was to kiss my bestfriend, but was that fair if I broke your heart?

4. You told me to love everything full heartedly with no regrets. You taught me to love myself because in the end that’s what really matters. You also taught me love can go away as quickly as it came. You showed what indecisiveness really was. There’s a difference between can’t and won’t, but not to you?

—  they changed my life, but left me with some questions a.i.

anonymous asked:

I know that this isn't a fair question, but I'm going ask it anyway, so heads up. I'm not sure if you've been asked this before or not, so I apologize if you have. If you had to choose, like had to for whatever reason, which ship would you choose over the other Wincest or Destiel? This is not to start hate, because I love both those ships as well, I'm just curious which you would choose if you could only have one. I'd pick Wincest and that's mostly because of the way you write them :)

Oh, gosh. This is an impossible one. (And thank you so much for the sweet compliment!)

Both?

For viewing only, when I watch the show, I ship Destiel the hardest. I just can’t get enough of the way they stare at each other. And I love the idea of Cas rebelling for Dean, giving up everything because he’s fallen in love. (Yes, y’all, I know it’s not canon. That doesn’t stop me from squealing at my television when they are on screen together.)

For writing, I ship Wincest harder. There’s just so much material there to work with, and it’s always insanely fun for me to sit down and write them together. Destiel takes some effort sometimes, but Wincest always seems to flow for me, and I think I know them better than I know Cas, so the writing is more in character.

XOXO

NATALIA KILLS SENTENCE STARTERS ♬ (FOR ANGST, VIOLENCE, SMUT)
  • Who needs true love as long as you love me truly?
  • I don't believe in fairytales, but I believe in you and me.
  • You want the same as I, so stop pretending.
  • This is not a love song, hunny if you want one better turn it off.
  • Don't need your heart 'cause I got mine.
  • Take my love before I go because you should know I'm about to break your heart.
  • Feels like we are stuck here in a badly written TV show.
  • Do you want me for my body? Do you want me for my brain?
  • I'm in love with a zombie, but his heart is so cold.
  • You like your words to cut, you like to choose the best artillery.
  • Am I the epitome of everything you hate and you desire? You love me like an enemy.
  • It feels so surgical how you dissect every mistake I make.
  • Say my name, hit me hard, put that gun right to my heart... Bang.
  • Shut your mouth and close the door, I wanna watch you while you take it off.
  • You're 'bout to, but boy don't pull the trigger yet, I haven't reloaded the clip.
  • I'm gonna make tonight a show.
  • Thought that cupid shot me with love, it was only a arrow.
  • If you wanna be the one be the one, just for now, but we're not in love.
  • Broke a couple hearts but I'm not trying to start a collection.
  • If you're wondering why your window's smashed, your shirts are slashed, your house is trashed, me. Don't you know that it's me?
  • Call me psychotic or numb, I'm just a product of love, so thanks for showing me how.
  • If i had a dime for every single time you ever made me cry I'd be a millionaire.
  • I'd rather beg then live that lie with you again.
  • You had it all but all I am is not enough, so I'm taking back my heart.
  • They say a picture says a thousand words, but I would trade a thousand pictures to hear one of yours.
  • I miss you every day like they took summer away, like they took color away, and this grey, needs to get the hell away from me.
  • I know my heart is broken but you can have it anyway, if I could only see you again.
  • My heart stopped but I'm still breathing.
  • How can you say that someone is really bad when they do everything with a good heart?
  • What do you know about love? What do you know about real love?
  • We'll never go to heaven but who needs to when you live this good?
  • If I paint my sins white will it make me pure again?
  • You got no power to control how I make you my toy.
  • Don’t you wanna claim my body like a vandal?
  • Come and pin me down.
  • We’re hell raising and we don’t need saving ‘cause theres no salvation for a bad boy.
  • We’re rock bottom but there ain’t no stopping ‘cause its you and me against the world.
  • I put my high heels on so I'm closer to God.
  • When the night is young and we look 25 but we're sweet 16 can I be the one to turn your nightmare into a dream?
  • I'll be yours tonight, but don't hold me too tight... When we say goodbye, remember, boys don't cry.
  • I'm gonna tease you through your jeans yeah but when it's over better catch amnesia.
  • Don't f***ing tell me when I've had too much.
  • I'm over the limit? What is the limit really?
  • You know I'll ride with you right through the fire of hell.
  • Do I look pretty through all your tears?
  • Too late to trade it all for that one last chance.
  • Can you hear my heart through the prison bars?
  • I’m a ****ing teenage tragedy.
  • Hold on before you say that you’re better off without me.
  • I’m gone and I ain’t coming back this time, I’m gonna find my home underneath the city lights.
  • Don't tell me I'm unfixable.
  • You don’t know what it’s like to be seventeen with no place to go!
  • Remind me one more time it’s the best days of our lives.
  • Just because I fight don't mean that I never learned how to love.
  • You know, devils don't fly, so don't expect me not to fall.
  • Devils don't fly, but I try.
  • Angels were never meant to fall and you were the loveliest of all.
  • I used to put my ear against the wall to hear the screams, to hear the fall, more reasons to escape it all.
  • You knew that I could hurt you but you said I was worth the fight.
  • We're the kids your momma warned you about.
  • I eat boys like a cannibal, f**k hard, howl at the moon like an animal.
  • When I fall in love, I fall down the rabbit hole.
  • We're gonna do it anyway!
  • We're gonna f**k like rabbits.
  • Follow me down the rabbit hole.
  • Been 25 times that I called but I know that you love me.
  • Out of all the stupid boys I knew I had to fall for you.
  • Out of all the pretty lies you told can one of them be true?
  • When you wake up I'll still believe you're mine.
  • No, no, no, this is not the plan, if I can't have you, then no one can.
  • Tell me it's over.
  • I'll open my bottle but no, I ain't opening my door.
  • Say you'll forget me, say you'll erase me from your mind.
  • Save the words you've rehearsed, we both know I won't be fine.
  • You know that fate don't take my bribes and I only want what's never mine.
  • At least can we be friends?
  • But if no one understands me at least you could pretend...
  • I'll stay here to defy our fears even though I know it'll end in tears.
  • I know your friends say that I'm trouble.
  • Love me even when my lies ain't white.
  • I'm the best mistake you'll ever make.
  • Save your innocence for the next life.
  • I'm trouble.

anonymous asked:

If you hate everything about this show so much why are you still watching it? Im not trying to be rude, Im honestly asking cause looking at your blog is seems like there isnt one thing about it that you like

pls do show me where i’m supposed to find another show w/ 4/7 mains of colour with somewhat good lgbt rep anon? we can’t pick and choose hence why i’m stuck w/ this goddamn show

tag game / get to know me !

rules: answer questions n tag blogs youd like to know better

⋆ sign: leo-virgocusp

⋆ height: 5′4

⋆ last thing googled: 25% body fat

⋆ favorite music artist: snowmine

⋆ last tv show watched: watamote

⋆ wearing: lavender cupcake onsie

⋆ when did i create my blog: 2014

⋆ what do i post about: sanrio, san-x, lolita, fairy kei, anime, astrology

⋆ do i have any other blogs: @fuckintypical and @delicate-do11

⋆ do i get asks regularly: no literally everyone hates me lol

⋆ why did i choose my url: because im a dreamy sugarplum princess lesbian !

⋆ gender: female

⋆ pokemon team: a mix of everything

⋆ fav colors: lavender, baby blue, baby yellow

⋆ favorite characters: little twin stars, super sonico, korilakkuma, TOO MANY TO WRITE OK

⋆ dream job: kindergarten teacher

i tag: @quietbunnies, @tinychum, @hoshinowaguma, , ,

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I shall always remember them like this. And I choose to totally ignore whatever’s happened after Catherine was introduced as one of the leading cast. Mostly because I gave a flying fuck about her when she was Steve’s booty-call girl. But also because I hate when the producers just get out of their skin to shove some stupid “everything about their relationship was a lie! See, here is the HETEROSEXUAL love interest! And now there’s a HETEROSEXUAL love story no one actually believes in” down your throat somewhere in the middle of a perfectly good show, ruining everything with a forced OOC story-line.

Besides, did they really think that after this

or this

or this

or this

or many other moments really, anyone would believe it wan’t true?!

I’m not the first one and definitely not the last one who brought up the “gay-baiting’ thing in the modern fiction. Just every time I come across one,it makes me feel sad – how something very good, something that never even needed any kind of confirmation except the subtext, would be turned into something ugly, illogical and broken.

arcanehellleatherjacket  asked:

For the SU Asks, 5 and 7.

What quotes ticked me off the most?

Seeing as in-show I don’t hate it enough to methodically choose, I’m going to go backstage and look at the show’s greatest hit:


-that sounds reasonably progressive for a show about love and respect.

Oh, and when a trans person asked him the same thing…

…yeah, woo.

I’d also like to nominate everything from The New Crystal Gems, if you want show-specific.

Tagged by; @metiterasu

Nicknames: Uhh Vicki I guess? I get called Shortcake or Pickle some times

Star sign: Leo

Height: 5′1

Time right now: 8:28 pm

Last thing I googled: gemstones

Fave music artist: oh god uhh Metallica, The Pretty Reckless and Evanescence are probably the main three but there’s so many and I feel bad for not including them

Song stuck in my head: Things we lost in the fire

Last movie I watched: Idiocracy

Last tv show I watched: Rick and Morty

What I’m wearing right now: An over sized t-shirt

When I created this blog: Uuh 2014 I think?

What I post: A mess of everything. Lots of memes and whatever I’m in to at the time and anything I feel strongly about. I’m sorry 

Do I get asks regularly: Nope

Why did I choose my url: Honestly I have no idea, it’s awful and I hate it but I can’t be bothered to think of a new one. I used to want to be a witch and vicki is my name so that’s probably why?

Gender: Female

Hogwarts house: Ravenclaw

Pokemon team: Don’t have one. Not really into Pokemon (I can feel so many people judging me)

Favorite colour: Black

Average hours of sleep: 4 or 5 during the week, like 10 or 11 at the weekend because all I do is sleep

Lucky number: 7

Favorite Characters: Oh so many. Raven, Harley Quinn, Luna Lovegood, Cerebella, Nora Valkyrie, the list goes on and on.

Dream job: I’d love to be a singer but that ain’t gonna happen so psychologist I guess.

Number of blankets I sleep with: Does a duvet count as a blanket? Fuck it, I’m counting it. 2

Tags: @barmy-owl @cloudspng and anyone else who can be bothered to do this

so i just finished episode 5 of voltron, and lemme tell you…. this show is my everything

My sister watching GMW
  • Sister: (during Girl Meets True Maya when Maya grabs the hammer) what the hell is she doing <br/>
  • Sister: (Josh walks in during gmsl) that&rsquo;s weird he&rsquo;s in college<br/>
  • Sister: *starts clapping when Maya makes fun of Lucas again*<br/>
  • Sister: Smackle&rsquo;s really pretty<br/>
  • Sister: (Evan walks in for the first time) gosh dang it<br/>
  • Sister: This kid is ruining everything <br/>
  • Sister: (Joshaya&rsquo;s holding hands and he says I don&rsquo;t know) I know it&rsquo;s called jail bate <br/>
  • Maya: &ldquo;It&rsquo;s you I like&rdquo; You&rsquo;re not making me watch this show anymore<br/>
  • Sister: I hate Lucas now<br/>
  • Sister: (about rucas) I hope these two hate eachother and then break up<br/>
  • Sister: God I hate this<br/>
  • Lucas: &ldquo;I choose you&rdquo; hearing it makes my skin crawl <br/>
  • Sister: Rachel you suck

Spoiler-ish Alert

That last Bamon scene was so important and demonstrates some of the main reasons I love this ship. Once again Bonnie lets Damon know that she sees right through him and won’t hesitate to shut down his defense mechanism of humor when the situation calls for it. But most importantly, Bonnie allows herself to not only show visceral emotion but to verbally express it. I hate to see her in pain but for her to finally say “this hurts and I’m not okay with how you’re doing me” to one of her friends is incredible. For her to basically say “I wanted someone to choose me instead of themselves” is everything I’ve always wanted. I think Damon has a ways to go in acknowledging his emotions but I feel that he lowkey knows his real intentions aren’t to be with Thotlena but to protect Bonnie and Stefan. His actions are selfish but his heart is in the right place. All he needs to do is recognize that, yes, his moral compass is questionable but he’s still capable of being a good person absent of Snow Whitey.

#JENSENISAHERO PROJECT

Hey guys! So, I will be at JIBcon next year and I thought that this is a great opportunity to do a project for Jensen to show him our love and how much we appreciate him and his work. I hope that as many people as possible will participate in the #JENSENISAHERO project.

Here are the rules:

  • you can write a letter in which you point out why Jensen is a hero for you
  • every letter should start with the words “Jensen, you are a hero” (because…)
  • NO HATE!
  • you can also send fanart if you want to (I would appreciate it very much)
  • eventually I will choose one of it and use it as the book cover
  • I will put everything together in one book
  • deadline: 1st of April 2016 (perhaps it can be extended)

If you want to be a part of this project please send your letters or fanart to this email:alwayskeepfighting@web.de

If you have any questions, you can either send me an email or you can message me right here on Tumblr:) You can read the information again here http://supernaturalsavesmylife.tumblr.com/jensenisahero    

Come on, show that shunshine some love:)

I fucking love you so much that it’s killing me from the inside out. I want to pour my everything into you and I can’t even show it because you love her, and even if you didn’t, there are so many girls you’d still choose over me. I’m so fucking jealous of them, and all the girls who you look at like that- the same way you looked at me, which foolishly made me think you gave a fuck. I hate them and you but not nearly as much as I hate myself for loving you endlessly, and nowhere in comparison to how much I hopelessly adore you. I would give anything to have you and hear you say you love me back. But when I’m gone, there’ll be another girl just like me and you’ll forget everything we’ve shared- You’ll forget I even existed. And that fact is killing me. I wish you’d want the same as me… Just tell me if you love me. Please, just fucking do it before I go insane with waiting.