I have no one else to tell this to but I just really hate myself today. I let myself like somebody that I knew I could never be with. Everyone around me is so distant but they just seemed closer, but they are still so far out of my grasp. I hate it. I try as much as possible to distance myself because I know I get attached and people always leave. My mother thinks I'm ridiculous but she doesn't understand that I'm not sad because I can't date them I'm sad because they are the only one I could.
i understand what you are feeling. i am not the best at advice but i will be here to comfort you. please know that one day you will find the right person for you and that you cannot lose hope right now. like i said, im not the best at advice but ill be here to talk, so feel free to message me.