i hate being no help at all

Blocked out my birth name and moms number but im so sick of this.
She hasnt responded yet but she gets mad at me for everything.
We’ve needed new bedding for the rabbits for over a week and i remind her about that and she tells me to get a job?
I want a job and im trying to get my license so that i can get a job but she doesnt care. Whenever shes mad thats what she resorts to saying because she knows it makes me feel like crap. I almost never ask her for help or ask anything of her because she treats me like im some huge burden. All i need is for her to let me practice driving with her so i can get this done but she makes it so hard because being around her makes my anxiety even worse than it is just from driving.
She acts like i dont do anything eventho i do all of the house work and yard work & try to be polite to her and help however I can and I hate being treated like im some dumb useless person

LISTEN @ ALL MEN!! if a girl in ur life trusts you enough to tell u about a negative experience w men, like cat calling, stalking, harassment or abuse, and she says smth along the lines of ‘i hate men’ bc of it DO NOT and I repeat DO NOT reply w ‘so u hate me too??’ 'what about me?? not me right?’ 'oh I see I’ll leave you alone’….. get over your ego being hurt and actually support this person that sought out your help… they are your family/partner/friend and they (just) went tru something traumatic and need you! don’t make it about yourself!!!! stop being part of the problem

rogue one “everyone lives” au:
  • chirrut teaching luke about jedi lore and philosophy while baze and han roll their eyes and pound space beers in the background
  • bodhi’s face when leia awards him a medal for bravery

  • cassian and han hating each other until they are forced to tag-team in a cantina brawl

  • k-2so and r2d2 making c3po’s life hell

  • jyn joining the pathfinders under kes’s command

  • cassian and shara bey co-infiltrating imperial facilities

  • baze and chewbacca playing dejarik against one another (because everyone else was too afraid)

  • luke and bodhi bonding over flying junkers

  • jyn telling leia about the time she met bail organa

  • lando introducing chirrut to gambling on bespin (”oh, did i win again” “you have to be cheating” “all is as the force wills it”)

  • chirrut and baze helping leia with her grief over alderaan

  • k-2so also being accepted as a deity among the ewoks (the devil)

  • the members of rogue one watching the destruction of the death star from the med bay

i hate gays on this site! ok i fucking said it! i hate gays bc you are all aphobic as hell and treat our identity like a fucking joke! you tell aces that we’re really just gays with internalized homophobia! you tell teens who are trying to find themselves that they can’t identify as ace! you get mad at fucking suicide hotlines for helping aspecs! and if we try to fight back we’re “homophobic” and made into a laughing stock! you where “aphobic” like a fucking badge of honor bc our existence is such a fucking joke to you! it’s ok and cool to be gay and aphobic but if you’re ace and say anything negative about the way gays treat us than we’re homophobic and trash. gays are allowed to say they hate aces because we’re bad to them. well then i fucking hates gays on this hellsite. sure i’ll be homophobic, you all would say i was anyway.

and don’t you dare act all high and mighty like it didn’t take any enormous amount of effort to get you guys to accept trans and bi people as well. it’s the same fucking shit.

we all know the reason for that “if you need me, i’ll be there” line (or more like “WHEN you need me, i’ll be there” lmao) is that tony will have to call steve because of the infinity war threat. tony’s gonna have to call him, beg for steve’s help probably, put up with all the avengers being hostile towards him, and everyone maybe not saying, but implying that it’s all tony’s fault.

and we all know that it’s gonna be written from that perspective too, like cap is always right™. 

we are not gonna get the passive-agressive tony we want. every character will be treating him like shit, and he’s gonna take it, because it will be shown as if he deserves it. because it’s marvel, afterall. 

yes, i am bitter.

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he/him, even with the hijab picture

tagged by the amazing @hubris-but-no-writing

i tag: @somekindoffan @smoltinypumpkinchild @treblingbass @perhaps-im-indecisive @hailwicked @hamiltonandfluff @ineedsomuchassistance @alexangery @thellamaduo @fillertexted @pixel-potato

New In Town

The Fey Bar is a new blog dedicated to helping members of the LGBTA+ community find Online Table top game groups without having to worry too much about Homophobia, Sexism or Racism.

If your looking for a group, or to start a game Just Submit your request, I’ll post it, and my hopes are, people will find it and want to play. 

Also for any people who are new to the whole Table top Game thing, I’ll be willing to run One off Adventures for people to help teach them how to play certain systems, and help spread the fun of Table top adventures.

I know it’s somewhat impossible to completely keep people who are sexist, homophobic or racist, from people invading the space, to the fact that being LGBTA+ doesn’t make you a saint.  But I will try to block those I get complaints about

Also if you have any questions I do have a Q&A on the blog.


All in all, I really want to help create a place safe from people who spew horrible hate filled language, and think rape jokes are acceptable.  Just a place where the LGBTA+ community can relax and play table top rpgs together

Dear Friends

So a good friend of mine just came out today as being asexual. When she told her boyfriend he automatically broke up with her (honestly I hated the guy before hand but now I really can’t stand him) and now she feels like no one would want to date her. So I ask you my dear friends of Tumblr to help me make her feel better. She feels like she’s all alone in the world and I hate knowing she feels like this. If you could all help me by just reblogging and liking this to show that she isn’t alone I would truly appreciate it.

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#there are so many fucking things that i love about this scene #first of all #we have FIERCELY protective abby being like ‘bitch where the fuck is your uniform?’ #’was it pike?’ #’i bet it was pike’ #’i will kill him’ #secondly #we have marcus being #well #being marcus #being all like ‘no it’s fine don’t worry about me i only just lost the job that means the world to me it’s no biggie’ #and FINALLY #we have tj crazy eyes taking one step away from his madness #to be like #’wait’ #’what da fuck happened here??????’ #’i thought you two hated each other’ #’they’re fucking??’ #’since when are they fucking?????’ #’ALIE help’

Sherlock being all caught up in a case that spans over a few months, not noticing that he needs a hair cut until his bangs are continuously getting in his eyes. however he goes to a Very Specific stylist for his hair and he’s too preoccupied with the case to make an appt so he just pulls his bangs up in a lil ponytail on top of his head so he can see

John comes home to see Sherlock like that in front of his microscope and can’t help but just stop and stare at him, a small bemused smile and fondness in his eyes as he waits for a possible explanation until Sherlock looks up, brows knitting together in a confused frown, having forgotten what he did to his hair “what? What are you staring at, what is it?”

the evening continues and at one point John gets a picture, to Sherlock’s continued confusion, until they’re going to bed and Sherlock catches his reflection in the mirror as realisation dawns moments before he goes after a laughing John until they inevitably collapse in a tangled heap on the bed and John says, between kisses and breathless giggles, “no, really. it’s sexy. Really sexy. You should do it more often.”

So a few weeks ago I decided to make this special Summer Solstice/Full Moon be all about new beginnings for me. I’ve been in sort of a limbo place in my life for over a year. A lot of huge changes happened that left me lost and with no idea what to do next. I’ve had problems with depression for a very long time and being this lost made it more than I could handle. I began to hate myself and who I had become. This solstice is a tipping point in my life that I’m determined to use to change myself back to who I want to be. So in honor of that I created a self-transformation jar to help me amplify my intent to expel all my negativity and overcome my inner demons and self hate. Keep in mind this bottle is personalized to what I needed help with while I go through such huge changes in my life and it can easily be altered to focus on your own troubles. I was mostly limited to a budget and working with what I already had around the house, so here goes!


Self-Transformation Jar

I made my base with Fire Salt instead of table or sea salt. This is optional and any salt will work, but the fire salt gives an extra kick of energy and passion. To make fire salt, combine the following and warm in a small pot on stove:

-Salt
-Pepper
-Garlic
-Chili Powder
-Crushed Red Pepper

Then I added dried, used coffee grounds from the pot of coffee my husband and I shared this morning. Used coffee grounds by themselves are used for promoting productivity and banishing bad habits. As an added bonus, because it was from a pot my husband shared with me, it represents his love and support of me while I get a grip on myself and my life.

Next I added a blend of herbs:

-Rosemary (for intellectual improvement)
-Sage (for healing, both mental and physical)
-Thyme (for change and transformation)
-Basil (for expelling negativity)
-Parsley (for strength, vitality and passion)
-Apple stems (for personal and magical growth)

Although you can’t see it, I also added a cinnamon stick for healing and passion. If you don’t have or don’t want to add a cinnamon stick, you can add ground cinnamon to the Fire Salt.

Finally I topped it off with:

-Dried rose petals given to me by my sister (to remind me of all the love in my life that I sometimes forget when I’m really hurting)
-Quartz (for spiritual growth and development)
-Tiger’s Eye (for willpower, prosperity, and courage)

I didn’t want to seal this one with wax so I “sealed” it with a red ribbon (for passion, energy, enthusiasm, strength and courage) and then left it in the sun to charge for a few hours. 

The sigils are my own and in order from top to bottom:

- “I will persevere”
- “I will overcome myself”
- “I will conquer my demons”


If you try this recipe, please tell me all about it! Let me know if it works for you! And if you make changes I’d love to know! I hope you all have a lovely Summer Solstice/Full Moon!

You made me brave. You made me someone who I wasn’t, but a version of myself that I liked.

With your help anxiety take the back seat in every conversation. With your guiding hand I made more new friends in one night than I did in a year before we met.

I like myself more when you are around. I am not scared to show affection, I don’t overthink every move. I am content on just ‘being’ when you’re around.

And I can’t decide what I hate more; the fact I need you to feel brave, or the fact that you can’t be with me every second of every day so I can be brave all the time.

—  alcohol.
Brothers can be annoying, but I'm glad I have you

Sally: Hun, I don’t know why but I think Percy might really actually like your, uhm…gift.

Poseidon: I told you he’d love it! I’m gonna give him a real one on his 13th birthday!

(12 YEARS LATER)


Poseidon: I am SO good at being a dad.


Pfft, gods!

A big shoutout to my little brother who I can’t help but hate and love all at the same time! Thanks for being my little soldier and full-time punching bag when I’m sad, xo

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Imagine being Tony’s daughter and Peter having crush on you. (I’m always a slut for protective dad!tony so…)

~

Peter stood behind you a nervous, yet hopeful smile on his face. He cleared his throat awkwardly but you didn’t move. Maybe you didn’t hear him.
“H-hey (Y/n).” he called. Still nothing. This was not helping his nervousness. Why were you ignoring him? What had he done? Had he been annoying you all along? Where you just pretending to be his friend this whole time? Maybe you hated him!
“Oh, hey Peter. Why are you just standing there?”
He looked back up to you to find you had turned around and seen him. In one hand, you had an earbud which was playing music so loud he could hear from there.
He felt a weight being lifted off his chest.
“Oh, hi (Y/n). I-I was just w-wondering if…” he trailed off as he looked at you. Why did you have to look at him with those eyes and that smile and that face? It just made his heart go into overdrive.
“Spiderling, (Y/n), what are you two doing sitting in silence like that? Really awkward.” Tony said as he walked in to the room.
“Its spiderman…” he commented weakly, making you smile and laugh a bit.
“(Y/n), your friend is down stairs waiting for you. I think they’re crying. Something about a crush?” Tony said as he poured himself some coffee.
“Oh crap.” you mumbled before turning to Peter, “Can this wait? I’ll be right back.”
With that, you jumped off your seat and speed walked down the hall.
“O-oh ya ok, sure…” he trailed off, watching you leave.
“So. You wanna share with me what you where planning on asking my daughter?” Tony asked, his eyebrow raised. He had that look in his eyes, the one he got when ever someone made a move, or tried to at least, on his daughter.
“What? I wasn’t uh n-nothing. I wasn’t asking anything.” stop stuttering, he mentally yelled.
“Look, I see the way you stare at her and I don’t really appreciate it. So do us all a favor and don’t. Parker, you’re a good kid, but (Y/n) needs to be focused on school right now, she doesn’t need a boy distracting her. Not to mention being my kid is dangerous enough, she doesn’t need to be a double target by dating you.”
He grabbed his coffee and left, leaving Peter speechless. He knew Tony was very protective over you, but he never though he would forbid him from being with you.
Maybe it was for the best. At least now he wouldn’t have to risk embarrassing himself by telling you how he feels.
“Peter?” your voice caused him to jump and he spun around to find you standing there, mouth slightly open and a light blush on your cheeks.
“(Y-Y/n).” he stammered, “You’re back fast.”
“There was no one down there. Was what he said true?” you asked, taking a few steps forward.
He stared with wide eyes. Oh no. Oh. No.
You continued to step closer.
What should he say? How much did you hear?
Before he knew it you were face to face looking up at him with those eyes.
“Do you have feelings for me?”
He simply nodded. That’s all he could do. His heart was pounding and he was pretty sure his hands where shaking.
“I-I like you (Y/n). Like, really like.” that was all he could manage.
The words hardly left his mouth before you stood up on your toes and kissed him.
He was still for a moment while his brain registered what was happening. Then he forced himself back into reality, and kissed you back. His hands tentatively rested on your waist while yours reached up to cup his cheeks.
“What fuck- Damn it Parker! What did I just say!”

*gif not mine*

Calling all Tumblr writers and #NoBanNoWall friends

I am a filmmaker and student in California. I am watching what is happening to our country with heartbreak and outrage. I will be making a short film starting in April, and I’ve been working on a script, but as of this moment, I am scrapping all my current ideas.

I want to tell the story of today. Of being kept from home, of being terrified of your own country and then being forced away from the only hope you have. I have the start of a story, but I need your help.

If you want to be a part of fighting this, if you want to help me take a stand, please help me tell a story that will speak for those who can’t raise their voice above the noise.

If you know of any specific stories happening today at the airports or in regards to any of Trump’s actions, if you have ideas of how to help me write this, please message me. I want this to be a genuine, real, powerful story to join the protests around the world, and I know this is the place to get help doing that.

Thank you for reading. Please reblog or post around if you can. I need all the help I can get!

What do I do

Context: we’re doing a murder mystery in rift involving all of us being humans and nightbanes are hunting us down. Our party consists of a maid, a medic, a Groundskeeper, and a former ww2 soldier. While trying to escape the nightbane we come across a child after find a gardener in the trunk of the car.
Medic: maid! (Me) go help the child!
GM: she’s holding one of those old creepy dolls
Medic: Throw the child off the cliff!

I’m sorry but I don’t want to be an emperor. That’s not my business. I don’t want to rule or conquer anyone. I should like to help everyone if possible; Jew, Gentile, black men, white. We all want to help one another. Human beings are like that. We want to live by each others’ happiness, not by each other’s misery. We don’t want to hate and despise one another. In this world there is room for everyone. And the good earth is rich and can provide for everyone. The way of life can be free and beautiful, but we have lost the way.

Greed has poisoned men’s souls; has barricaded the world with hate; has goose-stepped us into misery and bloodshed. We have developed speed, but we have shut ourselves in. Machinery that gives abundance has left us in want. Our knowledge as made us cynical; our cleverness, hard and unkind. We think too much and feel too little. More than machinery we need humanity. More than cleverness, we need kindness and gentleness. Without these qualities, life will be violent and all will be lost. The aeroplane and the radio have brought us closer together. The very nature of these inventions cries out for the goodness in man; cries out for universal brotherhood; for the unity of us all.

Even now my voice is reaching millions throughout the world, millions of despairing men, women, and little children, victims of a system that makes men torture and imprison innocent people. To those who can hear me, I say “Do not despair.” The misery that is now upon us is but the passing of greed, the bitterness of men who fear the way of human progress. The hate of men will pass, and dictators die, and the power they took from the people will return to the people. And so long as men die, liberty will never perish.

– The Great Dictator (x)

I’m scared to get close and I hate being alone. I long for that feeling to not feel at all.
—  Bring me the Horizon

Let none of us forget John 13:34 today, where Jesus tells us, “A new commandment I give to you, that you love one another: just as I have loved you, you also are to love one another.” All of this hate being posted everywhere? It’s got to stop. It isn’t helping. Please, I beg you, choose love. Trust in God. He’s got this, y'all. That’s all from me in this corner of the world. If anyone needs me, I’m here. I love you all. <3