I Hate U, I Love U (Young!Derek Hale x Reader) Part 2
I hate you I love you I hate that I love you Don’t want to, but I can’t put Nobody else above you
You tried to avoid Derek for the next few days to give yourself more time to gather your thoughts to figure out what you wanted to do. Sadly, that was harder than you thought. Whether it was because you were both in the same pack or werewolves just could sense others more easily, he somehow managed to find you even when you tried to sneak away.
Heading deeper into the Beacon Hills Reserve, you inhaled deeply to make sure you were alone for now. Besides the fact that you could faintly hear the Hale House in the distance, you knew no one would come this far out.
Especially since Talia had warned everyone to stay away since there was an incident with the other visiting packs and hunters.
one day i wont write about biscuit but today = not that day.
biscuit has no manners and luke is frustrated.
luke’s got his hands all over you. on your hips, between your thighs, running up and down your arm – anywhere he can reach. your naked bodies are twisted together between the sheets, bound by love and lust and absolutely everything in between. he can’t take his eyes off you when his lips aren’t pressed against yours and he swears he’s never been more in love. he’s aware of all the sounds in the room – his own groans and your whines and - the unwelcome creak of the bedroom door. quick tap tap taps on the floorboard as his hips move against yours followed by a dip in the side of the bed.
1. Cash Cash- Surrender
2. ATB- Raging Bull
3. Gnash- I hate u I love u
4. Gorgon City- Imagination
5. Alan Walker- Faded
6. The Chainsmokers- New York City
7. Charlie Puth- We don’t talk anymore
8. The Chainsmokers- Until you were gone
9. The Chainsmokers- Don’t let me down
10. 3LAU- How you love me
11. Hailee Steinfeld- Rock Bottom!!!!
12. Ruelle- War of Hearts
13. Maluma- El perdedor
14. Halsey- Colors (Stripped)
“one time you told me to keep living and i listened. i listened, because your eyes are filled to the brim with the secrets of the universe. but that’s only because i idolized you in my head, thinking you couldn’t possibly be simply, human. no, you were much more than that. a human confines to their limits to society. a human does terrible things. i believed that you were just too good to be associated with the word ‘human.’
no, you were not one of us. you were so much more. you were the constellations and the sky above us. humans like you are outliers that should not be involved in any part of this world. maybe it’s not humans i have a problem with. maybe it’s what the world has dealt you. some believe that people get what they deserve, but you got so much less. you were gambled on this earth and i am still not okay with it.
one time i got a message that made me freeze. nothing made much sense to me and all i could do was stare at the blurry words. my hands have never shook like that before. i felt like everything around me was crumbling down, because i couldn’t do anything. i have never been that useless before and i hated it.
i know better than that now. i told you that people do bad things but that doesn’t make you a bad person. you & me are just human and we are going to make mistakes and fuck up.
i understand now
you told me to keep living, and i listened. but i understand that you are a human, and that’s not such a bad thing.
if nobody else has told you today, i’m proud of you.
wish their was more to say, wish i didn’t have to keep repeating the same things.