i harmed last night


(647): Can you hurry up? Jonathan just challenged my ex to a duel and someone honest to god handed him a sword? 

(648): He didn’t have his own? 

Uncalled For

I generally don’t comment on celeb’s posts with anything but love and encouragement. It’s not something I do. You can scroll through my twitter and see that.

As most of you had seen, Gen is advertising for a skin cream. Cool, I scrolled past, because I’ve never used skin cream, and have no desire to. Well, Mel and I were discussing this, and she looked it up. This skin cream is extremely expensive ( QVC PRICE: $99.00 If Sold Separately: $264.00).

I pointed out that’s not something many can afford, or would choose to use their spare money on. Noting rude, or condescending. I doubt she’d see it, but if she did, then cool, maybe she’d advertise something more affordable for the rest of us. There was NO HARM MEANT.

This was last night.

I got up from a nap this afternoon to not one, but two asshole tweets directed towards me. I calmly and politely replied to both. Neither comment was warranted.

Me stating my thoughts is no reason to talk so condescendingly towards me. Things like this is why I have left 99% of the SPN groups on facebook, and why I barely interact with people on here. You can have your opinion- as long as it’s what they want. Time and time again it’s like this herd mentality. One person starts, and everyone tags a long.

The viciousness in this fandom is appalling. For many people who will claim to have been bullied, have abusive homes, etc, they are then attacking others online. Because they can.

Don’t make assumptions based on less than 140 characters of a tweet. It’s pathetic, and makes you look like an idiot.

Don’t attack other people because they ship differently than you. It’s people like you that give your ship name a bad reputation.

Don’t think you’re better than other people because you’ve gone to almost every con in your area for the past 5 years or something. Not everyone is that lucky.

Don’t look down on people because they choose to make an observation, and because you feel like you’re ‘defending’ an actor. You look like an ass kisser.

I’m human. So are you. End of story. 

I have never dealt with this in the fandom, and I hope I don’t again, because I won’t be so polite about it.

Cheating series: Yoosung x Mc [Part 4: Saeyoung Ending]

Sooo guys! Seven’s ending is here! You wonder why I use both Seven and his real name Saeyoung? That’s because he’s most known as Seven or 707, but depends on situation, I use his real name because he wants it (if you played his route, you know it right?)

Tagging @lennyloekyto because she doesn’t want to miss any updates lol. Such a cutie <3

Part 1 Part 2 Part 3 Yoosung Ending

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Seven’s POV:

“I will talk to him, Seven.”

MC said, her voice weak and hoarse from all the crying. At that moment, I couldn’t help but feel my heart broken into pieces like a shattered glasses. She would probably forgive Yoosung and come back to him since she wanted to talk to him. She was too nice of a person. Honestly, Yoosung didn’t deserve her. Why? Because he was just an innocent college student, he depended on her too much while taking her love for granted. He cheated on her with another woman that looked like Rika. Sure Rika was an important person for creating RFA, but that fact had changed ever since I found out the truth about Mint Eye. Right now, all I wanted was to take her into my arms and protect her from all harms. Last night when I came to Rika’s apartment, she was crying so much she couldn’t even speak properly, but I knew that she needed a shoulder to lean on. She was so vulnerable that I couldn’t just leave her alone. A part of me hate Yoosung for hurting MC, for breaking her heart. I wished I could be the person who can heal her wound. Hesitating for a moment, I nodded and went to open the gate for Yoosung. ‘This is the end, isn’t it? It’ll all be over once she’s done talking with him’. I thought to myself as he walked in, sadness was the only thing I could see on his face.

“I’ll leave you two alone then.”

I said then turned on my heels to return to my dark and small room where I could hide my true self. I put on my headphones to block out all the sounds. I didn’t work on my current task. Instead, I lied down on the bed and closed my eyes, recalled all the messages I exchanged with MC. I sighed ‘Haah…She would never choose me right? There was never a chance for me’. Little did I know, my wish was about to come true.

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The signs as The Smiths lyrics

Aries: Hand in glove, the sun shines out of our behinds, No it’s not like any other love, this one’s different because it’s us! // Hand In Glove

Taurus: You shut your mouth, how can you say, I go about things the wrong way, I am human and I need to be loved, just like everybody else does // How Soon Is Now?

Gemini:  I wish I could laugh, but that joke isn’t funny anymore, it’s too close to home, and it’s too near the bone // That Joke Isn’t Funny Anymore

Cancer:  In my life, Why do I give valuable time, To people who don’t care if I live or die // Heaven Knows I’m Miserable Now

Leo: Is it wrong not to always be glad? No, it’s not wrong - but I must add, How can someone so young, Sing words so sad? // Sheila Take A Bow

Virgo:  The devil will find work for idle hands to do, I stole and I lied, and why? because you asked me to, but now you make me feel so ashamed, because I’ve only got two hands, well, I’m still fond of you // What Difference Does It Make?

Libra: How can they look into my eyes, And still they don’t believe me
How can they hear me say those words, And still they don’t believe me, And if they don’t believe me now, Will they ever believe me? // The Boy With The Thorn In His side

Scorpio: Learn to love me, Assemble the ways, Now, today, tomorrow and always, My only weakness is a list of crime, My only weakness is… well, never mind, never mind // Shoplifters Of The World Unite 

Sagittarius: Take me out tonight, Because I want to see people
And I want to see life, Driving in your car, Oh please don’t drop me home, Because it’s not my home, it’s their home, And I’m welcome no more // There Is A Light That Never Goes Out

Capricorn: But we cannot cling, to the old dreams anymore, no we cannot cling to those dreams, Does the body rule the mind, or does the mind rule the body? I dunno… // Still Ill

Aquarius: And when I’m lying in my bed, I think about life and I think about death, and neither one particularly appeals to me, and if the day came when I felt a natural emotion, I’d get such a shock I’d probably lie, in the middle of the street and die // Nowhere Fast

Pisces: Last night I dreamt, That somebody loved me, No hope - but no harm, Just another false alarm // Last Night I Dreamt That Somebody Loved Me

fly-like-a-grayson  asked:

Maybe a happy memory of yours?

Oh yay!!! So I actually have a happy memory from today if that works😂
So I have a weiiiiirrrrrrdddd and sloooowwww digestive system and just weird health things so I took this medication last year to make my stomach work properly and it WORKED SO WELL only downside was that it was turning my generalized anxiety disorder into panic disorder and then depression. So that isn’t fun at all. I, thankfully, got of the meds when we realized that was the problem. I started getting a lot better and I learned how to cope with my new developed high anxiety. It has been a full year since my recovery started and I had a doctors appointment today to start the medication again. I was so super scared that it would bring back my depression and self harm. I could hardly sleep last night and it was all on and off. My mom and I went into the doctors and we were both so happy to find out that they were going to switch out the medicine that gave me those bad side affects with meds that did the same thing but also soothed anxiety! SO I FINALLY HAVE ANXIETY MEDS AND THEY ALSO GAVE ME INSOMNIA MEDS AND IM VERY HAPPY😆

Dear Charlie,

I haven’t self harmed in years, and I did last night. I’m so disappointed in myself. But I wanted to feel something other than pain and sadness. I feel so alone. I feel like a total screw up. I feel like no one loves me. I had a dream I killed my self last night, and I was so sad when I woke up. I don’t want to die, but I don’t necessarily want to live either.

simirrors  asked:

rae what the fuck is going on

people made callout blogs for me because of the homestuck drama, it caused my paranoia to go haywire and i self harmed last night, uhhh one of the blogs deleted, i ate some oreos and now it’s friday happy new year

anonymous asked:

If you're feeling burnt out with overwatch, just take a break. No harm in doing so.

Yeah, I booted up Rune Factory 3 last night for the first time in a few years and I had a blast. Gonna get through the main story as fast as I can and marry Kuruna. I’m traveling tomorrow so I’m bringing my copy of Golden Sun: The Lost Age too. :)

Robb x Stannis’ daughter (not Shireen)...

Imagine being Stanis’ eldest daughter, being smart and kind like Shireen, and marrying Robb Stark.

((Soooo there wasn’t any plot to this so I just made it up as I went…not my best, I know…sorry…but I tried and isn’t that all that really counts ;) ))

Word Count: 1,400

The alliance wasn’t the easiest thing to make. Not only did the King in the North have to break his vow to Lord Walder Frey, but he also had to go against the wishes of his Lords and relinquish his crown. But he didn’t care. What was a little bit of honor compared to having his Mother, Brothers, and Sisters safely back at Winterfell? What was a little bit of honor, or even his life, compared to having justice…revenge…for the wrongs done to his House? Once again House Stark was backing a Baratheon King, only this time it was the middle son to Lord Steffon, and the wish of Robert Baratheon was finally fulfilled when a Stark married a Baratheon.

“Did I harm you…last night?” Robb asked softly as he took your hand into his own, the morning following the bedding. His other hand came to brush through your dark Baratheon curls.

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i saw a 17 yr old “newbie radfem” last night and it really saddened me like, more than i could explain probably. to see someone my age whos learning to hate a certain part of the lesbian community for something so nonsensical as phenotypes. like i stopped and stared at her icon and her url and just… felt so sad for her.

how that group can content itself with hating and harming our community “in the name of love” is… beyond me. i cant imagine such a loatheful depth of humanity. its just too fucking sad.

and i wonder if i should go find her and talk to her? but. i know id just make it worse because i genuinely feel rage and shame and a sort of odd betrayal and thats not conducive to teaching at all, plus, im not directly affected by it in any case so its none my busynezz.

its just… so fucking sad, though.