i’m feeling a fresh wave of hurt. jay meant the world to louis, and from the way he talks about her it’s evident she wasn’t only his mother, but his best friend. she nurtured him, but also gave him a push when he needed it. she really was a strong, incredible woman (more than we will ever know). a big part of the reason louis is the humble, loving person he is today is because of her guidance. he knew a year in advance that she wasn’t going to make it, that he only had limited time left with her, and nobody should have to go through that pain.
I mean to have you as a mutual is so shocking to me like, you're so popular and im just a peasant compared to you