Request by anon: Hey!! can i request a fake text about a fight with jungkook where the jungkook is being snappy but they’re havinf a normal conversation but the reader catches on and like they have af ight and jungkook ends up saying something like “youre clingy” or anything else that really hurts her and then tries to make it up to her?? the ending is up to you happy/sad. i hope i made some sense!!! thank you <3
I’ll repeat this…I’M SUCH A ANGST WHORE GoSH
***the time is fucked up in some chats because they got deleted and I had to rewrite them. let me know if the order in the photoset is fucked up or the photos are blurred!
Summary: “Don’t fuck with me, I’m not in the mood.” Louis’ got the urge to punch him in the face, but he knows deep down that if anything it’ll just add fuel to Harry’s innuendo fire.
“You know I only fuck you, not with you. There’s a difference. It’s slight but still there.” He’s joking, but it’s sincere in a way that only Deadpool could make it. It gives Louis a strange mix of emotions, his body doesn’t know whether to fill with butterflies or to knee Deadpool in the balls again for insinuating them fucking.
or, Harry is Deadpool and Louis is Spider-Man and they’ve got way too much history
i have a fairly complicated relationship with the “edwardian transmasc aesthete” on here, because on one hand i grew up with that stuff and it’s a queer aesthetic i feel very at home with but on the other hand it was frankly forced on me because of colonialism/cultural dilution….and it makes me sad to know the queer aesthetics i grew up with are so divorced from my actual south indian reality.
so many revered books in the american/british literary canon that insitutions don’t blink twice at feel like direct attacks …..and yet i read and reread francis hodgeson burnett’s and c.s lewis’ works as a child, pretending the racist spiels about pigs and servitude and the repugnance of brown skin didn’t exist because i literally had no choice but to read them.
so i don’t really know where i fit into these aesthetic photosets and literary analyses but i do know that when i do adaptations of these works like i want to, the protagonists will be both queer and of color. i want to start putting us back into the narrative. and i want the white gay/trans people to start looking at these works from an anti-colonialist lens as well….and then making an effort to look for new narratives
while it’s important to put the colonized back in the narrative, it’s even more important to push our own original stories. i enjoy adapting colonialist stories i loved to my own reality, but i also love learning about the stories that actually belong to my reality because in the end a colonialist narrative is a colonialist narrative. please start prioritizing stories made by gay/trans people of color. give us some relief from our double-vision.
When You Gonna Give Me Some Time?: A Reality Bites CS AU (1/?)
For @lenfaz, on the belated occasion of her birthday. There will be more. But this is the first bit. A taster. Because you deserve. (I was writing you something else, but this came much more naturally. Sorry?) Inspired by this photoset you gave me for my birthday last year.
Emma Swan was going to Make It. Cannes. Sundance. Hell, even Telluride. She was going to be the toast of them all. One day she was going to make a documentary that changed the world. She was going to make someone feel the way she had when she’d crept downstairs when she was twelve years old to watch a crappy ex-rental VHS of The Thin Blue Line with her Dad, and felt her world spin off its axis.
Truth, Justice and the American Way were just lines from a comic book. The system was not infallible. And yet, if someone cared enough, a condemned man could walk free. A film really could change the world. And one day, Emma Swan would too.
But first she had to survive her graduation dinner with her parents.
“You know that place between sleep and awake, that place where you still remember dreaming? That’s where I’ll always love you. That’s where I’ll be waiting.”
I’m gonna borrow this from J.M.Barrie, who we all, much like Adam and Eddy, owe so much to.
I’ve been tearing up sporadically throughout the day so I have an idea of how most of you probably feel - some less strongly, some infinitely more so. And this, as much as the show we know and love coming to a close, pains me the most. The Captain Swan fandom is the best fandom I have been and will ever be a part of, dedicated to the best ship that has ever and will ever set sail.
So I have an idea of what state many hearts are in right now I hope everyone knows that they have every right to feel that way, that no ‘it’s just a show’ can encompass what you know in your heart, what this means to you, what it stands for, what it has done.
But I also want to tell you this-
I joined the Buffy fandom 5 years after the show had ended. And it was more alive than you can probably dare hope. It was. I think it still is, despite me not being much in it these days. There was fanart and there was fanfic (so much fanfic, good lord, bless spuffy for opening my eyes and heart to fanfic) and when I came in I wouldn’t stop making videos and photosets and gifs and analyses. Of a show that had ended years ago.
Fandom doesn’t die. Imagination doesn’t die. Love doesn’t die. Not a fandom like Captain Swan, not imagination like that in Once, not love like we have for Killian and Emma. And you know you know we love them too much to ever forget them, to ever abandon them.
No matter when or how our show ends you need to know something about fandom - it will always be waiting, in that space between sleep and awake, that place where you still remember dreaming.
Replies to my most recent comments. I’m going to write a Pixel Rust update now, but if I have time once I finish and post that then I will try to do some more. But in case I don’t get around to it, I just want to say thank you to everyone who has commented on (and liked!) my stuff, and I apologize for not being more consistent about responding. Your feedback means the world to me, and I sincerely feel so blessed by your support. <3