i had to have it here

anonymous asked:

You've been uncharacteristically quiet about this situation. Are you still on the ship?

Still here. Still shipping! We had a death in the family this week and there is much grief, and much to do to. I am hoping to have a post out today with my thoughts on all of this. But the short version is that I don’t find this latest to be any different than any of the other “sightings”.

anonymous asked:

you're so hypocritical and two faced. you're truly a disgusting, disappointing person and it's unsuprising that you haven't succeeded in anything in your non-internet real life.

Originally posted by bricesander

Tainted Love (part 1)

Summary: Soulmates are supposed to be a wonderful thing, that is until you find out who your soulmate is. You guessed it, Lance “The Fucker” Tucker.

Pairing: Lance x Reader

Warnings: probably swearing

A/N: Don’t hate me but I deleted ‘Long Way To Go’. I’m sosososososososososososososososo sorry BUT here’s this new Lance AU. I really hope you guys like it :) Also, I know I say this every time but if there are any mistakes, I shall fix it when I wake up (I really need to stop staying up late lol).


Growing up, you always wondered who your soulmate was and when you’d meet him. You wondered if he was brunette or blonde; a red head maybe? If he had blue eyes or brown eyes; maybe gray or hazel?

Was he tall or short? Did he have the most perfect smile ever? Was he nice?

So many questions ran through your head as a kid. Either way, you couldn’t wait until the day you got to meet your soulmate. Your parents always wondered when you‘d meet him. Your older sister already had, they’re married now. Your friend since college, Hope, had recently (finally) got together with her soulmate, Ben. Even your youngest sister had already met her soulmate. Now they were waiting on you and at age 28, you still held onto the little hope that you’d meet him.

It was a long 28 years of your life and your soulmate had put you through hell and back. From bruises and scrapes here and there to breaking your arm and leg.

And let’s not forget the most painful thing you’ve ever experienced because of him; that god forsaken tattoo just above your lady parts.

It was a quiet Saturday afternoon. Everyone was off doing their own thing which left you at home by yourself. You were just watching some movie, relaxing on your couch when you felt a horrible sensation on your lower abdomen and it was getting worse by the second. It felt like someone was stabbing you, more like carving you and you wondered if your soulmate was alright.

Going into the bathroom, you pull down your sweatpants and remove your shirt, leaving you in only your bra and underwear. You hold onto the wall for support, the pain increasing as it got closer to your womanhood. You look into the mirror and see what seems to be a drawing?

Then it dawned on you; that motherfucker is getting a tattoo.

It was the worst 3 to 4 hours of your life.

The idiot tattooed fucking gold medal on him. Why the fuck would he get a tattoo of a gold medal? And somewhere so painful? Needless to say you hated getting undressed. Sex too. And forget about bikini’s.

God, how you wished you knew who your soulmate was so that you could properly kick his ass.

You tried contacting him a couple of times when you were 17. You wrote on your hand with pen, knowing it would also appear on his hand as well. You wrote a simple ‘hello, this is your soulmate.’ followed by a little smiley face. He responded with a ‘fuck off’.

You also knew that he was very sexually active. You loathed the mornings you’d wake up and find several hickeys on your neck. Oh, how you wanted to pummel him to the ground.

Even though you wanted to give him a piece of your mind, you always found yourself caring a bit too much for your soulmate, despite all the shit he’s put you through.

“Get your cock sucking ass in the car, you’re coming with me.” Hope placed her hands on her hips as she glared at you.

“No thank you, I’m fine staying home.” you respond, leaning against the doorframe.

Hope groans. “Can you stop being an asshole for two seconds and come with me to the gym? The new team coordinator is coming by and you’re really fucking nice so you’ll make me look good.”

You let out a sigh. “Fine. But only because you’re shit on your own.”

Hope smiles and you quickly put on your shoes, slipping your phone into your back pocket. The two of you retreat back to her car and you slide into the backseat, being met with some teen.

He smirks at you. “Hey.”

You turn to Hope. “Who’s this asshole?”

“Oh that’s just Maggie’s fling for the week. ” she brushes it aside and you roll your eyes.

“I really like him.” Maggie turns to you with a sweet smile from the passenger seat.

“He’s got to go.” you say, looking at the guy.

“What?”

“Go, get out.” you nod your head but he doesn’t move. “Don’t make me get out of this car and drag you out.”

The teen’s eyes widen and he grabs his backpack before getting out of the car at which time, Hope starts driving.

“What the fuck was that for?” she glanced at you through the rearview mirror.

“She needs to be on her A game and that little shit would’ve distracted her.”

Hope pursed her lips but didn’t say anything more on the matter.

“Oh shit, I almost forgot.” she spoke, grabbing a cup from the cup holder. “I want that down the hatch before we get to the gym.”

You watch Maggie take the cup from her, noticing it held a greenish liquid and snatched it from her.

“Y/N, what the fuck.” Hope let out a frustrated sigh.

“What’s in here Hope?” you shake the cup around.

“Healthy shit.”

“Like what?”

“Like orange juice and bananas and.. Weed.” her voice got lower towards the end, hoping you wouldn’t hear her.

“Weed?! Are you fucking kidding me Hope? The new team coordinator is coming over and you want Maggie stoned?” you scoff.

“She needs to live a little.” Hope waves her hand at you.

You roll your eyes and roll down the window, throwing the cup.

“What’s wrong with you!” Hope nearly screeched.

“She’s not going to that gym stoned, Hope.”

Hope groans loudly. “Ugh, you’re no fun.”


The three of you walk into the gym upon Ben telling you that the new team coordinator was already there and once Hope sees him, she becomes tense.

The tall man rips his earphone out of his ear and turn around, a smirk playing at his lips. “Well, well, well. Hope Ann Greggory. You’re an hour and three minutes late.”

“What the fuck are you doing here, Lance Tucker?” she barely looked him in the eyes but it was clear that she was annoyed to see him.

Lance Tucker? Hope told you about Lance, mostly about how much of an asshole he was and how much she hated him. Lance was a gymnast as well but you didn’t care for gymnastics much so when Hope would rant about him or gymnastics, you wouldn’t pay attention. You didn’t know a thing about Lance Tucker, only that he was, as Hope says, an asshat.

“Team coordinator.” he responds, holding out what looked to be an I.D.

Hope scoffs. “They offered me that job. I said fuck no.”

Lance lets out a laugh. “That’s bullshit.”

“Your face is bullshit.”

“Something looks different about you. Oh,” he then chuckles. “I know, you got old.”

“Your limp dick disease must be affecting your eye vision.” she snapped but before their insults could go any further, Ben stopped it, asking what Maggie’s first set was to which Hope said bars, still glaring at Lance.

Lance on the other hand took this time to glance around the room before his eyes landed on you. “Oh hi, I’m Lance Tucker.” and suddenly he wasn’t the asshole from ten seconds ago.

“Y/N Y/L/N.” you respond. Lance stretches his hand out to you and you shake it, the both of you immediately pulling away when you feel a shock.

“Don’t fall for his nice guy image he’s putting on Y/N. The guys’ still a dick brain.” Hope rolled her eyes at Lance but he was too busy staring at the hand you had touched.

It was as if time had stopped and all Lance could do was look at you. Why had he felt a shock when the two of you shook hands? Did you feel it too? All too soon, Lance was snapped out of his trance.

“Asshole, you gonna watch Maggie or are you gonna keep staring at my friend with your hand in your pants?” Hope questioned, still slightly annoyed.

“Uh, yeah.” he cleared his throat, looking at you once more before turning to Maggie.


A/N: Just go with the flow, alright? I’m so excited for this one. I’ve been writing this for 3 hours, tell me what ya think!

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atheart150  asked:

Ok, my answer Guru... Riddle me this....What if, and please don't kill me for voice an reoccurring nightmare of mine, Jamie dies in Wentworth either by hanging or BJR. Either Claire/Murtagh never make in time or they can not get him out. What happens to Claire? Is she pregnant with Faith? Does she keep her promise and go back to Dougal???? Does she return to Frank???? Does she stay with Murtagh????? A doppelganger, a fetch or a fae appear??? I need answers. Help me Obi Wan Kanobi...

There are quite a few questions in here so let me try to take them one at a time.

1). If Jamie died at Wentworth what happens to Claire?

This would certainly depend on the circumstances you put forth in some of the other questions. Assuming Jamie was dead when she arrived on the scene to speak with the Governor of the prison, I think she would have had Murtagh take her back to Craigh na Dun so she could go home to the 20th Century. I’m not sure she would try to get back together with Frank. A large part of why she did that when she returned pregnant with Brianna is because Jamie specifically wanted her to; he wanted his child to have a father and he believed Frank would be a good man to Claire and to their child but at this point in the books, he hasn’t made that request of her so I think it would have to do with where she is most comfortable and without Jamie at her side, I think that would be in her own time.

2) Is she pregnant with Faith?

Personally, I am in the “Faith was conceived at Lallybroch before Jamie was arrested” camp, so yes, I believe she was already pregnant with Faith and would have gone through the stones to give birth to her and raise her in the 20th Century. Again, I’m not convinced that Claire would have gotten back together with Frank at that point but it also was much sooner after she left him so maybe… 

3) Does she keep her promise and go back to Dougal?

While I don’t think that Claire would have gone back to Dougal or married him, that possibility becomes much more interesting with Claire already pregnant with Faith. A big part of why Dougal wants to marry Claire at that time is to retake control of Lallybroch and the surrounding property. That property passes to Claire upon Jamie’s death but would almost certainly go instead to their child if/when that child was born. So if Claire were to have married Dougal in such an event, I think she would do so knowing that his underlying goal of taking control of the Lallybroch property would ultimately fail as soon as he learned Claire was carrying Jamie’s child. Then that child would probably be in a bit of danger but you better believe Murtagh would end Dougal in his efforts to protect wee Faith. But, I still don’t think Claire would have gone through with it. Instead I think the property would have passed to Jenny and her heirs and Dougal would have been left wondering where the hell Claire had disappeared to.

4). Does she return to Frank?

Maybe… At that point the stuff with BJR might not have happened and so while she wouldn’t have the best impressions/memories of BJR, any associations she might still make between him and Frank aren’t what they are post-Wentworth and healing Jamie at the Abbey in France (or post-Paris and the duel/loss of Faith) so there’s certainly a chance she might… But again, without Jamie expressly asking her to take up with Frank again for their child’s sake, I’m not convinced it would happen.

5) Does she stay with Murtagh?

Now that would be an interesting route for that story to take and I could definitely see Murtagh helping Claire escape from Scotland (and Dougal) by either helping get her away to France or even to the colonies (without a seasick Jamie, there would be many more options). Since Jamie was the one with the price on his head, there’s also a possibility that Murtagh could take Claire back to Lallybroch where she could stay with Jenny and Ian and raise her and Jamie’s child there with his family’s help (and wee Faith would then inherit the estate).

6) A doppelganger, a fetch or a fae appear?

Yes to all of the above. They befriend wee Faith who, with Murtagh’s help, get them to help guard Lallybroch from the likes of Dougal MacKenzie and Red Coat soldiers. 

Hope these answers help.      ; )

Originally posted by observantcave

**Disclaimer: These are purely my opinions based on my interpretations of the characters involved and the circumstances of the books at this point in the series.**

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Once on Ruben’s heels, she grabbed his arm to turn him around and get his attention.

Elizabeth: “I asked Max to come here because I needed someone to talk to and Elsa wasn’t picking up. It was his baby that I aborted and I had his number because I ran into him two years ago and lent him some money. He was homeless and just out of jail. I had to help him, he’s one of my oldest friends.”

Ruben: “Yet another thing you hid from me. Just be honest with me for once, Elizabeth.”

Elizabeth: “But I am being honest.”

Ruben: “Yes, because you got caught. You never would have told me about the abortion, about Max, about any of this if you didn’t have to.”

Malec Episode 8

MMMMMkay. So I was very wrong about what the writers would do in episode 8 with Malec. They did gloss over the whole thing. They didn’t calm our fears that Magnus wasn’t ready. They didn’t show as a soft “after” scene. Hell they didn’t even have Magnus and Alec talk to each other about it. We had to learn they had sex through convos with others.

Then, as icing on the cake, they didn’t even show us an emotional reveal of Magnus’ eyes to Alec. I don’t know what is going on, but I hope this isn’t going to be how they treat Malec going forward.

I LOVED Alec being so proud and strong and confident. BAMF Magnus made my life. So yeah, good things here, but still feeling let down.

The writer in me is going to fix this everyone. Tell me what you wanted to see and Ill try to put it in this weeks chapter of Fire Burning Bright!

I’m telling you that

I had no problem with the show not shwoing a Malec sex scene since all scenes we have seen with two people in bed was only for hook-ups and not real romance.

Magnus and Alec are sharing a real romance, they are a real relationship. It is not a casual love affair (As Alec said in that episode again, he wants this relationship)

People were saying that it was homophobic that they just went over like that without being more explicit because it was two guys. Here again, I don’t really agree; if they were homophobic at all, they wouldn’t bother showing us the progression of Magnus and Alec’s relationship.

Now, onto the next issue; Simon and Clary are a thing from this ep. As previously said, they have only showed casual hook-ups so far. So I’m telling you this; if they do show us a Simon and Clary bed scene (if they want to go that way with that pair), then maybe I’ll be seriously pissed off and reconsider my judgement. 

I’ll give them  the benefit of the doubt since I want to enjoy as much as I can the last 2 eps we have before angel knows when. 

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Soooo…..last night was pretty special wasn’t it?! I feel like that was the fun, light-hearted, sweet part…. and tonight is where shit is going to get seriously real, and seriously emosh.

I was strangely calm yesterday about last nights episode. Maybe it was the peace of Death™, or I actually think it was because, by the end of the day, we had seen so many clips of the episode - including the bloody ending!!! - that we sort of knew how it was going to pan out, and that took the suspense away, and in a way I actually think I enjoyed it more because I wasn’t stressing out trying to figure out how it was all going to go down!

But here we are….today we know nOTHING. We have one little picture of what appears to be the boys kissing in the garage and that’s it.

….BUT WHEN DO THEY GET THERE? Does the wedding take a massive pause because of Faith, and do they go to the garage to be away from the drama?? Or does the wedding continue once the ol’ bill have carted Faith off and then they slip away to the garage afterwards? Do they even say their vows in the setting of the wedding or do they say them privately to one another in the garage??!?!?!

I have so many questions, and having no answers is stressing me out!!! I was even laying awake wondering how it was all going to pan out!!!

Yesterday I was more excited than nervous, but today I’m just plain nervous!!! I just want it to go as smoothly and as stress-free as possible for them (once Aaron’s gran has been arrested for ~murder lmao) and just…..I want it SO badly??!

-ghost!bess 👻

I just want to say how thankful and happy I am to be in this community and have you guys with me. I didn’t post about this here, but yesterday I thought I lost this blog. I accidentally logged out and I couldn’t remember my email to get back in. I contacted Tumblr support but there’s no promise I could get it back because I couldn’t remember the email. I was upset; I had built this blog up and I love it here. I feel so encouraged and loved here and the thought of just simply ‘starting over’ wasn’t appealing. Then I remembered my old computer and that I was logged in on there, and I quickly set to work grabbing my email and changing it so it’s something I remember. Needless to say though, I appreciate you guys so much. Thank you for always encouraging my art and me as a person. I’m always striving to be a better person, and Mark has really made such an influence on me when it comes to that department. I read as many posts and replies you guys leave on my stuff, and it’s always so sweet and encouraging – I never have been so inspired to make things for you guys and to push myself to actually color things on my own instead of using premade colorings. So thank you, sincerely. Please know that if you guys ever need anything, that my inbox is open. I might come off as a little quiet and awkward, but that’s just the person that I am – it doesn’t mean I appreciate you guys any less or want to talk to you any less!

Originally posted by dork-iplier

Real quick;

I have to move a couple of ppl from the #’s they chose cuz there are still.some blank numbers and I screwed up and wrote 13 instead of 12 cuz I’m an idiot

So here’s who I drew names to move (I literally had to draw out 1 or 2 names to see who I had to move from the numbers that had too much ppl)

I’m sorry if I picked you

If you want to stay in your spot, let me know and I’ll try and figure something out without messing up the story

#4; @copicmarkersniffers and @just-a-fandom-mess

#11; @kingofmarss

#9; @libraryofbbs

#7; @mandy-writes-edits

#13; @themythicalumbreon and @castielstreasure

So here are the other places I need to fill in blanks

#1 (need 2 ppl)

#3 (need 2 ppl)

#6 (need 2 ppl)

#8 (need 1 more person)

#10 (need 2 ppl)

#12 (need 1 more person)

Lemme know real soon plz

Right here Marco looks like he killed that guy with the power of his sick dance moves.

Also we start, yet again, with Ludo trying to get the wand.

I still can’t not think of Winnie the Pooh when I look at that bear guy, wonder if that was intentional.

Also they’re in a pretty tight place but then again, kid’s cartoon, they’re not gonna lose.

Well…. I guess this explains the title.

Have we seen this guy before? Maybe in the background?

How do you miss grabbing something stationary.

Also the lobster guy’s face is killing me right here.

regret.jpg

And now they’re all dead.

Good jorb buy, you almost had it.

Just like me all the time

What the actual fuck CW?!

James and Kara had so much chemistry right off the bat when they first meet. Lena, without a doubt was obviously flirting with Kara whether you like it or not. Here comes Mon El, who I’ve seen chemicals have more chemical reactions compared to Kara and him. I hope Kevin Smith wasn’t lying when he said it’s a doomed relationship. Seriously, wtf? Karamel is not going to happen. Also, SANVERS centric? Please. Only 4 mins or so and that’s SANVERS centric? The CW,

Originally posted by geekylaugifs

anonymous asked:

Hi! First off, I want to say that I love your blog! It has helped me so much with starting to write and developing characters, so thank you! In my story, I have a gay character and I'm struggling to portray his internalised homophobia and his struggle with slowly learning to accept his sexuality, without sounding homophobic or just downright ignorant. I would really appreciate it if you could help me with this. Thank you so much if you can! xxx (PS; I hope you have a good day!)

Hello! Thank you! I’m incredibly glad to hear that!

As for writing a character with internalized homophobia, it’s best to speak to those who have experienced it. I’m afraid I cannot help here. I was raised to be open minded and non judgemental and though I was taught that a “homosexual lifestyle” was a sin all throughout my 13 years of Catholic school, I didn’t really believe it.In addition to that, I had rejected Catholicism as my religion and was mostly agnostic by the time I realized I was gay, so there really was no struggle for me there. I’d already been taught that it was natural and due to having a gay aunt that I had regular contact with, it was already completely normalized for me.

However, if anybody who has experienced internalized homophobia wants to pipe in with their experience to help this dear anon out, please do!

I appreciate the motive and attempt to write something this serious correctly and I hope that this will be helpful to you as people reply and reblog this.

(P.S. I hope you have a good day as well!)

-Amanda

*edit: I asked someone I know how it felt, and this is copy and pasted from their message to me.

“The character looks in the mirror and feels repulsive. He tries to think he only admires other guys because he is comparing himself to them, that he wants to be well-built like them, but deep down knows what he does is to lust after them. He feels like he is a freak, that he is something wrong and that he should not reproduce or deserve happiness. He will quickly and loudly deny even the slightest “ur gay brah” joke and he will be uncomfortable when addressing his supposed love for girls.He lies so much that he barely knows what is the truth anymore, until he effectively builds the “straight” persona.

Open acts of homophobia are optional.

Oh, should someone fall in love with them

And should they start a relationship

They will subsconsiously do anything to ruin it

Thinking the other person deserves better.”

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Boss Lady: What you doing?

Luna Pearl: I just so happened to have treated myself to a book on fish, with my promotion money. It’s not a lot and I presume Fly makes a whole lot more, but it’s something to helping us get out of this tiny house.

Boss Lady: Hey, what’s wrong with this tiny house?

Luna Pearl: It’s just the size. I mean, we can hardly fit, Fly, Orange and I in here, never mind if we ever had children.

Reading Stardew Valley guides and discussions where people give tips are cool & fun to read because I run into things like

Guide: (year one, fall) by now you should have a dozen or so preservers and kegs running non-stops 
Me: Uh *eyes the ONE that I have*
Me: Sure. I don’t know if this means *each* or just a dozen combined but either way, sure.

and

Guide/tip-giver: just aim for like lvl 120 in the mines as soon as possible (I had that by the summer of the first year)
Me: …
Me: Yeah I’m not even at 20, almost a year in

I’m very clearly doing everything very ineffectively but hey I’m having fun so that’s okay. xD

A mother flippin’ DEMON BUG(stink bug) just landed ON MY CHEEK while I was sleeping. It woke me up. I about had a heart attack.

This is why it needs to stay cold so that those disgusting (pardon my French) shits will either die or NOT get into this house like they have been the last few days! Idk what to do about it, either!


Ughhhhh! I HATE stink bugs!! They need to go back to Asia where they came from. They don’t belong here!