my moms friend came over and was showin me the anniversary gift she got my parents that had an S stitched into it, n she said “the S stands for slaughter :^)” (our last name) and then i think a demon possessed my body for a second cuz my response was “oh cool, i thought it stood for sluts haha”
I've been struggling a lot w my depression and suicidal thoughts/urges lately. I hardly ever reach out to a professional but things were getting so bad that I did. And every time I did, they don't seem to care and just send me home even though I do have plans and everything. I just feel so invalidated and worthless; like, why do I bother y'know? Maybe the universe is sending me a sign that I really shouldn't be here. Sorry for the rant, but I'm really lonely & I feel like no one understands.