i’m telling you the makeup world opens up to you when you realize you don’t have to be doing everything that ppl on youtube/instagram vids are doing or buying the exact products they’re using to be doing makeup the “right” way
A nice gigantic post of the Animal Hoodie Matsu stickers I drew! Plus a speedpaint. Links and more rambling under the cut!
Ahhh it’s been a long time coming, but FINALLY I CAN POST ABOUT THE STICKERS. A lot of work went into these (possibly too much;;;), and I took so stupidly long haha! There were a few livestreams I did while working on them, many tweets, many tears LOL
Unfortunately I was only able to salvage footage of Todomatsu being colored and shaded completely since a bunch of the other recordings got corrupted due to errors with my backup;;; I’ll try my hardest to do better in the future!
If you’re interested seeing my slow-ass coloring process be sped up to LIGHT SPEED, check it out here!
andrew rather secretly so but when nicky asks if he can get a ride to the mall to get him some stuff bc fuck if he has to see that shirt one more time, andrew just does it and even gets out of the car to lead the way in
nicky doesnt dare pick another store than the ones andrew strolls into
but oh does he pick clothes
pants, shirts, dress shirts, sweaters, t-shirts, chinos, shorts, gloves, even some decent socks
nicky buys some underwear too but not when andrew is with him because nicky is very specific about what pretty boy neil should be wearing but he doesnt think andrew would approve of him picking them out
he approves the other things tho
they develop a System™
bored, slightly raised eyebrows, a no
but a shrug Nicky definitely takes as a yes
so he picks out stuff he thinks neil might actually put on without being forced
and things that he himself think are way too boring but he needs andrew’s approval so he doesnt think hot pink dress vests with poka dots will suffice just yet
not even colour
so nicky doesnt even try with those
orange is fine, its given but other than that, neil gets a lot of black and gray
rarely white, but sometimes
but then one day
nicky pulls up a cobalt blue shirt with a print on the front, just for fun and he gets a shrug
a shrug at a cloured shirt and nicky almost shits his pants because maybe that means he can finally get some interesting things for neil
it turns out, andrew approves on a lot of colours and nicky kicks himself for being so stupid that he never even tried to get neil some of these before
so he tries a couple of flannels
so nicky goes bold
he starts with leather pants
off he goes, with a lavender pullover with yellow cuffs, a piratey silk shirt, a turquoise velvet jacket, prints, prints, prints, colours, colours, colours
and there’s so many shrugs
nicky’s in heaven
(neil freaks out when he opens his wardrobe)
(bc he’s still not used to draw attention to himself)
(but andrew seems to like it when he’s wearing the things he’s bought, so neil just goes with it)
(nicky gets super many followers on ig bc he uploads outfit pics of neil all the time and nowadays that boy is clothed awesomely if nicky can say so himself)
they dont schedule shopping sprees really
they just do it
and as time passes, because lets face it, neil will never learn how to shop and doesnt understand why anyone likes it, andrew becomes slightly more involved in the actual shopping
he’ll say “in green” when nicky picks a blue sweater
and then that one time he’ll thumb at a tee with a small fox print
not taking it with him bc nicky ruins it by saying it’s a nice one
but nicky sees their laundry bag one night
and if thats not two of those fox prints shirts (one a size or two smaller than the other) he’ll eat his left toe and delete his instagram
So I’m not exactly the most sexually awakened person around but I can recognise when something is sexual. Audios from @yuurivoice definitely fall under this category. (yuurivoice does voice RP for Katsuki Yuuri; there’s also SFW stuff if you’re still a minor or at work, although I really wouldn’t recommend listening to them at work because you wouldn’t want to stop.) I was catching up on his stuff–the way you do when you’re trying to procrastinate and end up doing something actually interesting–and all of it is really good and although I’m not turned on by them I can see why people are, but one thing I didn’t understand at all was the daddy kink. I’ve said this before, but like why??? Why on earth would anybody have a daddy kink? What exactly is the appeal? Why on earth would you want to call your partner something you call your father? Isn’t that really weird??? I mean, it’s not the weirdest kink I’ve heard of, but this one just baffles me.
hey! i translated a small part of one of the stories in the most recent TG novel “quest”! it’s the part with touka and nishiki in the story called “tension.”
it didn’t seem to me that this had been done already, though i didn’t do a lot of searching. additionally, i’m pretty uncertain about a lot of parts in my translation (esp. dialogue), and, i welcome any corrections or tips. for the most part, i just did this for my own japanese practice/enjoyment and also bc i adore touka, and am just sharing in case anyone is interested :)
PSA: Don’t ‘ship’ idols and sexualise every thing two males do together if you don’t actually support the LGBTQ+ community. Don’t. You can’t have it both ways, you can’t use our sexuality as a means of entertainment and to get yourself off, but then turn round and not care about REAL people in these situations.
The amount of bullshit I’ve seen excusing what Jaebum said on Celebrity Bromance is fucking ridiculous. Here’s some words from an Actual LGBT Person: It was homophobic. There’s no misconstruing or people overreacting. Saying you would beat someone up for wanting to take a guy out somewhere is homophobic. I don’t care if he was nervous or it was a joke or you show me a picture of him holding hands with a guy once. It. Was. Homophobic.
If you excuse people’s comments as not serious or just jokes instead of actually calling people out just because you like them as singers, you are being homophobic too. Listen to actual LGBTQ+ people who are telling you this was wrong of him to say instead of taking it as just a part of his personality or his culture because you don’t want ‘drama’. There are real fans who must feel fucking heartbroken at someone they love using threatening language about LGBTQ+ people. It’s not people overreacting. It’s people hearing an idol say something that we hear time and time again out of the mouths of homphobes, and we have every right in the world to be upset and call him out.
If you shrug it off or actively defend him, you don’t support LGBTQ+ people and you can unfollow me right now, and take your shitty attitude and your love of fanfic with you.
So today, after being kicked out by my mother, Maddie introduced me to some of her family, including her mother, who starting talking about found family and caring about me. It was wonderful, and made me feel a whole lot better, but I also can’t help but wonder if my life is literally a piece of F/F Romance fan-fiction.
Also, I’m safe for now. My apartment is paid for for the next two months, though I feel totally unready to find a job… but I’ve got support. And Maddie has made this whole thing a lot more bearable… without her I probably wouldn’t be safe, but with her… I know there’s hope.