i gotta stop i have a lot of feels


❛ i need a reasonable paying job, something like $2,000 an hour. nothing too wild. ❜
❛ idc (i do care) ❜
❛ ‘are you taken?’ yes bitch, taken for granted ❜
❛ half of me is a hopeless romantic and the other half is, well, an asshole ❜
❛ you’re yelling? at ME? the one person who has never done anything wrong ever?????? ❜
❛ you will find your home, you will find your place. you will find your people. give it a little bit of time but it will happen. ❜
❛ in order lead a happy life i’m gonna have to disappoint my parents a bit. ❜
❛ any body else here not good at anything??? ❜
❛ you can’t force people to appreciate you. ❜
❛ *puts on baseball cap* i am the dad now… ❜
❛ i fake smart.. like i’m honestly a dumbass idk shit but i know how to seem like i do.. i’m smart-passing.. ❜
❛ every straight woman who ever called her platonic friend her ‘girlfriend’ owes me $50 ❜
❛ i am a professional at misreading tones and overreacting to problems that most likely don’t exist ❜
❛ honestly if i survive the next 3 years of my life, i will be impressed with myself ❜
❛ you can’t cure sadnesses with a shower but honestly there is no purer place to suffer ❜
❛ patiently waiting for a kind soul to come along and make everything a little softer, brighter. ❜
❛ honestly i don’t even play an active role in my life, shit just happens and i’m like oh this is what we’re doing now? ok ❜
❛ no offense but if i die and no one uses a ouija board to keep me updated on memes i will literally haunt you all ❜
❛ imma start charging people for hurting my feelings $3 an hour ❜
❛ i have finally reached the age of most young adult protagonists yet my life is still uneventful??? where is my cool story??? my cool talents??? @ universe i’m pissed ❜
❛ hello, police? i accidentally stepped on my cats foot and need to be arrested ❜
❛ *tries to watch 45 minute episode in 20 minutes ❜
❛ please don’t just come in my life, take my heart and leave. please don’t do that. ❜
❛ concept: me, 10 years from now, living in a pretty house with my love, sipping a hot cappuccino on a rainy autumn afternoon. our dog curls up next to me in the window bench while our cat snoozes on the bed. i’m financially stable and i’m never tired anymore. the bees are safe. ❜
❛ i can’t believe what walkie talkies are called ❜
❛ the gorilla could have died and been done with in like a week but none of you know how to be normal ❜
❛ me: *is bitter but is also right* ❜
❛ just saw a girl in high heels long boarding to class. godspeed, my queen. ❜
❛ i’ve never belonged anywhere, i’m always just in between ❜
❛ too young for unnecessary stress, i gotta live ❜
❛ i may not be beautiful but at least i know a lot of useless information ❜
❛ i’m like always sleepy. i feel like i should be used to this by now and stop complaining about being sleepy but i can’t. always, i’m sleepy. ❜
❛ lmao no offense… but what’s the point of being mean to people for no reason ❜
❛ drunk me is the me i really want to be. confident, hilarious, and most importantly, drunk ❜
❛ “alcohol isn’t supposed to taste good” buddy watch me drink the fruitiest/sweetest shit i can find and enjoy it because i don’t hate myself enough to even begin to consider drinking like.. beer ❜
❛ tfw you’re already fully aware of the unnecessary self destructive bullshit you’re doing but you can’t bring yourself to do anything to stop it ❜
❛ hey sorry for not replying i didn’t want to ❜
❛ honestly how am i gonna make it in the world???? i get a little teary eyed any time someone compliments my personality ❜
❛ true bonding is when you and your friends are all angry about the same thing ❜
❛ *touches your hand and looks seriously into your eyes* i am a piece of shit ❜
❛ lets play ‘how rude can i be until you realize i don’t like you’ ❜
❛ i love drunk me but i don’t trust her ❜
❛ hate when i am wearing makeup and still look shitty like what else am i supposed to do? get enough sleep? eat right and exercise??? as if ❜
❛ i’m not on a high horse. i’m not even on a horse. i’m face down in a ditch on the road of life ❜
❛ i hate when people ask me what i would do in their situation because 9 times out of 10 i would literally never be in that situation in the first place ❜
❛ i barely remember the last 6 months honestly like am i even alive ❜
❛ you had me at ‘hello’ and lost me at ‘i think your friend is cute’ ❜
❛ i’m pretty sure by now ‘tired’ is just a part of my personality description ❜
❛ wow i really liked that song now i think i’ll listen to it another seventy times in a row ❜
❛ ‘shit it’s 2 a.m.’ i say every day at 2 a.m. as if i’m surprised ❜
❛ i’ve been stressed out since like the third day of second grade ❜
❛ telling other girls they look pretty is like cracking a glow stick full of positivity and female friendship ❜
❛ i want to be sun kissed and also people kissed ❜
❛ about me: glowing, eating peaches, drinking wine in lingerie, not texting your desperate ass back  ❜
❛ i highly recommend never having feelings ❜
❛ due to unfortunate circumstances, i am awake ❜
❛ i’m gonna solve mysteries so fucking good ❜
❛ what did people even wear in 2008 ❜
❛ i’ll just ¯\_(ツ)_/¯  my way through life ❜
❛ you know what sucks? everything bye ❜
❛ me? overreacting? probably ❜
❛ people asking me what kind of music i like is such a stressful experience ❜
❛ honestly if i survive the next 3 years of my life i will be impressed with myself ❜
❛ if you listen carefully you can hear me whisper ‘shut the fuck up’ at least once every five minutes ❜
❛ any time you like a boy just know you played yourself. always keep that stored in your mind for later ❜
❛ hopeless romantic with trust issues and a sex drive out the roof ❜
❛ what i lack in personality i make up for in…….. nothing ❜
❛ me? cancelled ❜
❛ an app that tells you how raven something is ❜
❛ be with someone who will take care of you. not materialistically but takes care of your soul, your well being, your heart, and everything that’s you ❜
❛ i love the infinite multiverse theory because that means there’s a universe where i’ve pulled every single fire alarm i’ve ever seen ❜
❛ name a more iconic duo than the lengths i’ll go to both get attention and to avoid it… i’ll wait ❜
❛ i just want to be treated very gently and smell like vanilla and wear only matte dusty rose lipstick ❜
❛ 2017 is going to be a very healing year because it’s going to force us to accept that 2007 was ten years ago not three and i think that’s the root of our collective issues ❜
❛ i just wanna do cute things with you like crush the patriarchy, fight for gender equality, and help to destroy racism ❜
❛ i may not be that funny or athletic or good looking or smart or talented… i forgot where i was going with this ❜
❛ how is 2016 already almost over?? like this bitch came in, fucked us up, then left like she gave us a gift ❜
❛ supercalifragilisticextentialcrisis ❜
❛ stop breaking your own motherfucking heart ❜
❛ co-napping is a beautiful thing. knock out with me so i know it’s real ❜
❛ *on the verge of tears* ok not that i care, but ❜
❛ it’s not you…. it’s your zodiac sign ❜
❛ i want to be loved so bad it’s pathetic and embarrassing ❜
❛ my heart is filled with hate and swag ❜
❛ ‘i don’t care’ i say, caringly, as i care deeply ❜
❛ i highly recommend never having feelings ❜
❛ we all ugly to somebody, don’t trip ❜
❛ do i have a crush or am i just idolizing this person for being vaguely nice to me? ❜
❛ my parents were arguing today and my mom said that justin timberlake wouldn’t treat her like this ❜
❛ kissing is hella rad but no one is kissing me so that makes me hella sad ❜
❛ everyone’s having their mid-life crisis at like 19 ❜
❛ there are just people out there that are the embodiment of the sun like the things they say do light up the world and make you feel warm they are human sunshine ❜
❛ dermatologists HATE me… everyone hates me. i’m so alone ❜
❛ you know when you realize and you just… realize ❜
❛ a girl can respect herself and still take booty pics wtf y’all talkin about ❜
❛ i’m not badass i’m sadass i cry about everything ❜
❛ inspired by animal crossing, i’ve started doing this thing where i mail my best friends a framed picture of myself and then never speak to them again ❜
❛ i didn’t know double texting was such a big deal?? i have a lot to say ❜
❛ can someone please just be proud of me like fuck i’m trying ❜
❛ cosmo sex tip #367: when you’re in the mood, tell you partner ‘my spidey senses are tingling’ ❜

(  you can find the other popular text posts memes on my old blog: 1, 2 )


regardless of whether or not she is able to regenerate, it’s gotta be a little traumatic to see your bird mom get stabbed through the chest. He canonically had flashbacks about it. I know this is way back in the beginning of season one but I can’t stop thinking about it I HAVE A LOT OF FEELINGS ABOUT BIRD MOM

(Psst also Square Mom and Purple Mom)

anonymous asked:

Who????? Is grand admiral thrawn????? And why does he have blue skin??????????

WELL….Grand Admiral Thrawn is only the best handsome squidward looking imperial in new and old star wars canon. He owns multiple space lizards that prevent force users from you know..using the force, he’s extremely intelligent, he’s a general badass, he has blue skin and his eyes are red cause he’s a Chiss (*insert Krennic’s oh it’s beautiful here*), HES THE HIGHEST RANKING NON HUMAN IN THE EMPIRE AND HIS RANK AS GRADN ADMIRAL MADE HIM ON OF THE HIGHEST RANKING IMPERIALS IN GENERAL he was the only Grand Admiral, OUT OF 12 IN TOTAL, who survived Endor (cause Palpy put him in charge of exploring the unknown region)

oh and he’s also the only imperial who can properly pull of this helmet (sorry Wilhuff)

Originally posted by aredhel-of-thrawndolin

Yoongi’s Affection

And now it is time for the first half of the Daegu line, my highkey spirit animal who is so so so so so wonderful okay he’s sweet, he’s kind, he’s caring, he’s got a pretty face, a nice voice and an amazing heart, he’s talented he’s hard working he’s just he’s so incredible and inspiring and I respect him so much, Min Yoongi aka Suga aka Agust D

  • Just a quick explanation of this since it’s pretty self explanatory, this is just gonna be a post about I think the boys would cuddle/hug, their PDA levels, etc.
  • Yoongi is more affectionate than some people may think
  • While he’s not the most affectionate in the group, he’s definitely still got a lot of affection going on there
  • Like in the recent video where they were all cooking, he wouldn’t let go of Jimin for anything, Jimin was leaning forward and moving around and Yoongi was just v v content with holding onto his shoulders and his arms
  • I’ve noticed he has this habit of putting his hands on people’s shoulders, like there are a few clips of him doing it with Tae, he did it with chim in that same cooking video, he does it a lot
  • He’s 50/50 about initiating affection, depending on the location, situation and his mood that day
  • Like he’ll totally holding onto your shoulder or letting you lean against him but he’s also okay with you making the first move and holding onto him somehow
  • He has no problem with you having your hand on his back or your arm over his shoulders, he doesn’t give much reaction but you can feel him leaning into it so you know he doesn’t hate it or feel uncomfortable with it
  • He’s someone who would notice the lil things like the things that make you sit back and go d a m n I do that?? so he can easily tell when you’re uncomfortable in a situation and that’s a moment where he’ll put his arm around you as a silent comfort, just a lil “I’m right here if you need me” 
  • Similar to Jin, he’s got a pretty playful personality, he’s really sarcastic and he likes teasing the other boys a lot and, especially with hobi, he gets really !!!! and extra
  • Like that one time someone gave him a microphone and he just sat there screaming “Army” at the top of his lungs while waving the mic around or the one time he sat there screaming “J-Hope” repeatedly
  • A lot of his affection is lighter, more on the playful side but he can be serious of course
  • Has a habit of resting his hand on your thigh or your knee when he sits next to you, doesn’t even realize he’s doing it sometimes bc he’s so used to doing it
  • The one boyfriend who will be teasing you about something but will also have his arm around you so you know he’s just joking around
  • He is a hand holder
  • He goes back and forth with interlocking fingers and just holding onto your hand
  • There’s no real rhyme or reason for it, it’s just whichever way he happens to grab your hand or you grab his 
  • Hand holding is mainly for when you guys are walking around somewhere
  • He’s a busy man and he needs both of his hands when he’s working on his music or he’s got his phone in his hands and although he does have moments at home where he’ll hold your hand, it’s just not as likely
  • Like when you’re at home and it’s just you two, he’s much more likely to have his arm around your shoulders or your waist to hold you close
  • Okay but Yoongi is a really good hugger fight me on this it’s such a strong head canon
  • He’s a back rubber just picture this for a minute, think about it bc it’s so precious
  • Lil yoongi holding you really close, probably having some pillow talk bc that’s one of his favorites and his hand is just slowly rubbing your back, it’s all really gentle, really soft, it’s really comforting to both of you and it’s a v v loving action bc he knows it helps you fall asleep
  • Really really really loves hugs when he’s stressed out
  • There are a few types of hugs when it comes to Yoongi okay I’m gonna go through them bc these are very important
  • The first hug isn’t so much of a hug, it’s pretty quick, usually just one arm going around the other, it’s normally when he’s distracted with something or he’s tired and is really focused on getting to bed, it’s the hello hug when one of you get home
  • There’s the long hug where he’s holding you really tightly and you’re both whispering even though no one else is there to hear you but it’s mainly when he’s just gotten back from tour or he’s leaving for tour and you just need to hold each for a while
  • There are the back hugs when he’s busy and focused on something else and you’re just giving him a hug to let him know you’re there if he needs you or when you’re surprising him somewhere and sneak up on him to hug him and he just gets this really soft smile when he sees it’s you
  • He does it a lot, where he’ll just have his chin on your shoulder while you’re doing something else and you wonder if he’s falling asleep bc you feel his head getting heavier and heavier, sometimes he has fallen asleep, sometimes he’s just getting comfortable
  • And then there are the serious hugs where he’s had a really bad day or you’ve had a really bad day and it’s all quiet and has a lot of his hand clinging onto your shirt or yours onto his, an occasional “shhh it’s okay” a lot of hair stroking, back rubbing, just a lot of comforting
  • It’s one of the moments where he’s not being sarcastic, he doesn’t have some witty comeback, he’s just opening up completely and letting you in bc he just needs to be held for a while
  • An A+ cuddler tbh
  • He’s not very picky about how you two cuddle, it’ll mainly depend on how you two lay down
  • It can be your head on his chest, his on yours, a spooning situation
  • He loves being lil spoon, it’s one of his favorites, tied with your having your head on his chest 
  • Can you just imagine that for a minute, being able to come home and have yoon be your lil spoon bc we’ve all seen him doing the curling up thing and I just have to picture him as a lil spoon when he’s like that
  • Whines about being cuddled but then whines even more when you let him go
  • Kisses are saved for when it’s just you two, he may give you a quick kiss, more of a peck, in front of the boys but it’s most likely to happen when it’s just you two
  • His kisses are normally more of the meaningful kisses that go on until you gotta stop for air, they’re the kisses that make you feel really loved and have the silent “I love you” written all over them
  • He may give the occasional quick kiss, mainly when there are other people around as I mentioned up there, but all of his kisses are normally the longer kisses that make any hint of a doubt that he loves you go away instantly 
  • Studio makeouts
  • Big big fan of forehead kisses, they’re the most frequent
  • Or hand kisses, he’ll kiss your hand a lot when he’s busy and he knows you’re waiting for him to finish up so you two can go eat some dinner so he kisses the back of your hand as a silent “I’m sorry this is taking so long”
  • Onto PDA levels
  • Kisses are always saved for private, if you do sneak a kiss in public, he’s gonna get really !!!! and flustered but try to pretend like it didn’t affect him
  • If it’s just the boys though, he’ll probably have the opposite reaction and get cocky and do that shrug thing he does with the smirk when they tease him even though deep deep down he’s gonna be !!! bc Yoongi’s a softie and you just kissed him in front of people
  • Hand holding is always an occurrence bc he doesn’t want to get separated from you
  • Hugging is okay in public, depending on the hug, if it’s just one of the “we’re both standing here and you’re close enough for me to hug so I’m gonna hug you” hugs, he’s got no problem with that
  • He likes to ruffle your hair to mess it up as he walks by you just to hear the “Yoongi!!” he gets from you and you can bet anything he’s laughing his ass off as he’s walking away
  • “It’s a cold day, you forgot your jacket at home and I was in the area so here”
  • “Yoongi, your work is twenty minutes in the opposite direction”
  • “I stopped by here to get a coffee”
  • “You have a cafe right next to your office?? Did you just drive twenty minutes out of your way to give me a jacket??”
  • “…no”
  • Yoongi has a very loved filled type of affection, it’s how he expresses his love most of the time bc actions speak louder than words
calfreezy imagine - stay

REQUESTED:  “Can you do a freezy imagine based off the song stay by ZEDD and Alessia Cara please?”

The waves crashed against the rocks, splashing both Callum and I, who stood along the shore. Scotland, my home town, wasn’t typically renowned for it’s beaches and so they were greatly underrated. This was no problem to me - it meant they were more often than not empty and free. Particularly on a cool, summer evening like this one. 

Callum and I had been coming to this scene since we were teenagers. Since our families were such good friends we were always trusted, and so most of our summers were spent camping here. Just us two, a shitty tent and more often than not a lot of cheap alcohol.

In this evening light Callum looked so pretty. The way his soggy auburn hair stuck to his forehead, how his smile took up most of his face. Looking at Callum was like looking at all my happiest moments in one. My childhood, my adolescence, the discovery of friendship and what it meant to have a best friend, but even what it felt like to have a crush. He was my best friend, but also my first kiss, my first crush and maybe even my first love. The list of opportunity Callum and I shared was endless.

With a bottle of rum in hand I jumped onto Callum, wrapping my legs round his torso. Our combined laughs filled the clean summer air as he carried me into the sea, my shorts becoming tight against my dripping skin.

“Callum!” I squealed, holding the bottle high out of reach, pouring some into my mouth from a height. The sweet liqueur dripped down my face and into my neck, from where Callum sucked it’s remains. I poured the rest of the bottle into his mouth before discarding it into the sea.

“Callum,” I exclaimed, both tipsy and ecstatic. “I love you!”

“I love you too you mug.” He slurred slightly, tickling my waist. We continued to splash and swim around for as long as possible without freezing in the icy water before eventually, we returned to shore.

As we both lay down on the sand I wrapped an arm around Callum’s chest, and he stroked my hair. The stars began to fill the sky and our experience drew to an end once again. I couldn’t help but feel a sadness overwhelm me as I prepared for the words that were coming. 

“Y/n,” he panted slightly. “It’s late, man.”

“Who cares? Let’s camp out like the old days.”

“You know I want to,” he sat up, pulling me on top of him.

“No one’s stopping you, Callum. All you have to do is stay.”

I knew, realistically, it wasn’t that simple. Things weren’t as simple as when we were naive teenagers with no real responsibility; we were adults now. I knew Callum had a lot of work to do, and so much opportunity on his own. I was so proud of him for that; but I couldn’t help but feel sad. I never was one for letting go.

“Y/n, we gotta grow up one day.” 

He stroked my cheek and I leaned into his palm, sighing slightly.

“But why? Why can’t we just be forever young, we could do it?”

“My flight’s in twelve hours.”

“I wish you’d never left Scotland. I’m happy for you, and so proud…but I miss you. I need you.”

He grabbed my face with both hands, kissing me deeply and passionately. As he let go I ached at the removal of contact.

“We don’t do need, Y/n, you know that.”

“The night alone after the nights together is the worst part. I hate that.”

“If I stayed tonight, it would only be a lonely morning. I can leave you with a pillow in a weezy shirt at best I’m afraid.”

I shook my head, smiling at the sand. God, I love this boy. He stood to his feet and held out a hand.

“Now come on. I’ll walk you home.”

Accepting his hand I pulled myself up. 

“Until next summer, Y/n.”

“Until next summer.”

I don’t understand why people think their soulmate has to live in close proximity. Fuck that. There are over 7 billion people on our tiny planet, you honestly think that one made for you lives around the corner? Fuck that. If you meet someone, you have that fierce connection and all the feels are there, but there’s “distance” separating you.. So fucking what? Go get it. Most of these people claim to love adventure and be spontaneous, but not spontaneous enough to get on a plane and go get what’s truly theirs.

Yeah, money is an issue for some people. Then get a job, no matter how shitty the pay or the hours, do it. Stop sitting there and expecting everything you want to be at your doorstep, handing itself to you on a silver platter.

You gotta work for what you fucking want, that one person that you truly want. When you meet this person, you know. I personally hope that my soulmate lives in a completely different country so I can show them what adventure is. What it feels like to have someone so completely obsessed and in love with them, that they’d be willing to work hard and risk a lot to be with them. I’d catch a plane to every corner of the earth for my soul mate when I find them.

I’d work myself to the bone to get what I wanted with them. To get that small house in a rural area, surrounded by serenity and nature. To be able to sit out on a wooden deck every morning with a fresh coffee I’d made them, wrap a blanket around their shoulders and kiss the top of their head. Wish them well on their way to work. Have dinner and a nice hot bath ready when they returned home from their day, even if I’d had a hard one myself. Being able to look up at the stars with them every night and never going to bed angry.

I’m gonna work hella fucking hard to get me that wife, and you all should too. Only then will you truly find happiness. Stop settling for laziness and convenience and get to fucking work! 🙌🏼

anonymous asked:

I see ppl hating on welcome to the madness and I don't know why? Do you know? I haven't seen it/read it but it seems like some people are really mad about it ;')

;”D I see what you did there ahaha

Well, I’ve seen quite a few reasons why, all of which I will try to explain the best I can with limited bias first, then give my own views on it separately. This way, everyone can come to their own conclusions and the like, and no one confuses my explanations for me trying to force my own views onto anyone! 😂

- People think that WTTM sexualises Yurio due to several reasons. The main ones I see are the backless tank top he wears, some of the moves in the program (mostly the one that’s modeled after a move Johnny Weir often does, where he bends back onto the ice and glides. In Yurio’s case, this causes his shirt to ride up, exposing his torso), and, of course, when Otabek helps remove Yurio’s glove with his teeth.

- Going off of the last point above, basically Otabek’s entire presence in WTTM has angered a lot of people. These are mostly people who do not ship the two together, often citing the accusation of “it’s paed/ophilia” for this (not always, but it is a common reason on here.) Otabek removing Yurio’s glove with his teeth was pretty much the straw that broke the camel’s back for a lot of people who are angry over WTTM.

Now for my own opinions.

Me stating my opinions =/= me telling you what views you have to have. 

Do I think that WTTM was pure? No, I really don’t think it was the spitting image of angelic purity. But it was 1000% in-character for Yurio. He is a teenage edgelord. More than anything, WTTM was edgy. It was not inherently sexual in my eyes. There were a few moments that were slightly risque, but honestly I hesitate to even use the word risque for this. None of the camera angles focused in on shots that would be inappropriate, and there really weren’t any unusually sensual moves incorporated into the program. 

I actually really like that Yurio was finally able to skate a program his character wanted, and I think that someone of his age should have the freedom to express himself, even in an edgy manner. Such a thing is the exact opposite of unusual for teens to want to do. From personal experience, I can tell you that when I was younger than Yurio was during WTTM, I recall people doing much worse in environments like school dances. I honestly don’t know why so many people on here are incredibly, incredibly shocked that a teenager, going through the process of maturing and discovering who he is, may not be the embodiment of innocence. (Read more due to length and content)

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It’s so cold out here in your wilderness

read it on ao3

This came out of a nonnie request: “I wish you would write a fic where Jyn/Cassian don’t understand the depth of their feelings for the other until they share a casual hug that slowly turns into a desperate embrace.”

Not sure if this is what you hand in mind, dear nonnie, but this is where my brain went.

Words: 1211

Rated: G

“Good shot, Captain.” Jyn limped onto the ship, signalling to Bodhi that they were good to take off.

“Well, you lined it up for me. Thanks for that.” he dropped his rifle and gear and came immediately to Jyn’s side. “Here, let me help you.”

Jyn let him help her, let him hook her arm around his shoulder, awkward as it was since he was taller than her. She kept her mind on the pain in her injured leg, kept it away from the unfamiliar hitch in her throat that being close to him raised in her. She let him help her to a bench, let him rummage around in the med pacs and apply bacta patches, wincing from his every touch.

“I’m sorry if that hurt.” he said, and she let him think she winced from the pain. She let him help her get comfortable for the long trip back to base. By then, it had become too much.

“I’m okay now, thanks.” and he knew exactly what she meant. She turned her head away from him.

“I’ll go check on Bodhi and Kaytoo.” he managed, and then he disappeared into the cockpit of the ship.

The silence his retreat left behind was deafening.

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katsukinks-deactivated20170617  asked:

Hey. Can I get head canons of what kind of drunk is Todoroki, Bakugou, and Kirishima? Btw, good luck with your blog >//<

Thanks! Alright let’s get this drunk show on the road!

Todoroki (The Crying Drunk/Fighty Drunk)

  • Please help him
  • Like its time for good stories about dear old dad Endeavor 
  • They aren’t good stories
  • At one point he is gonna wanna go deal with these deep seeded issues
  • “Time to tell him how I really feel, get it all off my chest”
  • Don’t let him
  • I know its scary but for everyone’s sake, you gotta stop him
  • Take his phone away from him computer too, can’t have him getting on those online message boards.

Bakugou (I’m Not Drunk, I Can Still Have One More Drink)

  • He is the best at everything so clearly he can handle his liquor right?
  • Wrong
  • I mean he can drink a lot but once he is drunk good luck
  • Will have to be dragged out of the bar kicking and screaming
  • “ I know my limit, one more shot”
  • He said that 4 shots ago
  • Please have Kirishima stand by cause he might not die dragging him out

Kirishima (Happy Drunk)

  • He is already happy so just kick it in to overdrive
  • He will be signing very loudly
  • Dancing, trying to get you to dance, trying to get everyone to dance
  • Regardless if he can dance before being intoxicated doesn’t matter he can’t after he is
  • If that wasn’t enough go ahead and add touchy feely to that as well
  • Will also have to be carried out of the bar but because he fell asleep and you aren’t waking him up till the next morning.

okay i gotta talk about wyndolliday rn because i have a lot of wyndolliday feelings

like idk i wasn’t fond of the wynonna/doc dynamic because it feels so……toxic. idk they just have a lot of anger and they fuel that in each other. they bond over trauma and bad habits and encourage each other in a negative way. but add dolls in there. add dolls and his stoic calm and his natural ability to just see things and he stops them when they get in a spiral.

and im not saying thats the only reason their dynamic would be so good, but each of them brings a certain balance to the other two.

dolls is a sort of emotional calm in the hailstorm of feelings that wynonna and doc have. wynonna is a center-point to the bickering competitiveness of doc and dolls. doc is someone who encourages people to express themselves honestly and openly even when the feelings are less than positive and kind of destructive and honestly xavier “emotional repression” dolls and wynonna “haha my tragic past is a joke and i probably deserved it” earp need someone to be able to tell them its okay to express themselves.

and of all the people for dolls to date a 165-year-old gunslinger and wynonna earp, hot mess extraordinaire, are the most likely to think of him as completely normal. even if he views himself as a monster. they know monsters, they think they’re monsters too. but all three of them refuse to see the others as monsters or irredeemable even if they don’t always see it in themselves.

but they also don’t dismiss the traumas and bad things that the others have done. theyve all done bad things. theyve all had bad things done to them. they can accept the good and the bad and they can help each other when they can’t do it alone.

honestly i think these three are a lot more alike than they admit. and that they balance each other in a lot of ways. i just have a lot of feelings, okay.

Horses and Freedom of Choice

Thank you for the reminder, @mylittlehony!

(Am typing on a tablet. Excuse any typos!)

Aforementioned blogger and I were recently discussing about giving horses free choices, essentially allowing them free will and a certain agency of their own. However, we discussed it in Dutch and Afrikaans, so everyone must’ve been like ’???’ But the subject matter was interesting enough that we decided I’d also put it up in English, so other people can also weigh in and/or be given a new perspective.

Essentially the discussion started over the fact that I need to learn that Hera can tell me when she can’t do something, and when she can do something despite me thinking she might not due to her injury. This past year, she has learned to politely tell me ‘no’ when I asked her to do something above her ability at that moment, by curling her neck around me and blocking my path, nudging me gently if I kept at it.

IIRC, MLH’s Arab Abba does something similar when she doesn’t want to go for a ride, stopping her owner from saddling her by blocking her with her neck.

I found it quite confusing that a lot of people (generally people that use any training method apart from +R) are REALLY against this. You all know the arguments: 'they just have to listen!’, 'but if there’s an emergency I gotta take action!’, and so on and so forth.

Then I started thinking: what if these people are so nervous about the concept because they think their horse will constantly tell them 'no’? Perhaps they feel, possibly subconsciously, that their horse doesn’t really like the work their owners ask them to do? This thought is disturbing, and I really hope it’s not true..

Or perhaps they fear this because they’ve never seen a horse that has the ability to politely say 'no’? Everyone knows horses that suddenly go completely batshit, whether that’s biting, bucking, rearing, running, or any combination of these. But I’ve never heard stories like Hera and Abba, just a quiet, polite interaction between horse and human.

Maybe these people never learned that such a conversation is even possible, because they’re used only to seeing really big signals - basically when the horse is already WAY over threshold and has no other option but to react violently. Thankfully the tides are turning a little in this respect, but plenty horses are still punished for 'acting out’. Especially when the issue was psychological pressure, instead of a medical problem.

The final option I could think of why people could be against allowing horses (and animals in general) any degree of agency is… Well, basically people being so power hungry that on some level they get off on completely imposing their will on another living being. (*cough*CA*cough*)

So, these are some thoughts on the subject of free will, choice, and agency. Perhaps people would like to weigh in, or provide more examples of interactions as described above. Curious to your thoughts!



  • I gotta try really hard not to swerve rn
  • this boy
  • okay here we go fam
  • I feel like at first, he’d be SUPER shy
  • I mean, he is scared of girls and all
  • International playboy my ass
  • You’d definitely have to initiate skinship
  • and if it was unexpected, he might do something like this:
  • Kookie takes you to the movies for your third date
  • Even though it’s a good movie, you’re not really paying attention because you’re more focused on how empty Jungkook’s right hand is, and how your left hand just happens to be as well
  • You’ve given him all the signs, but he still won’t grab your hand, so you’ve decided to grab his instead
  • When the movie gets to a more fluffy scene, you take a chance and lace your fingers through his
  • Meanwhile, Jungkook was taking a sip of his drink, so when you grabbed his hand, he was caught off guard
  • Let just say that this resulted in what looked like a fountain coming from Jungkook’s mouth and some very unhappy people sitting in front of you two
  • so at the beginning of your relationship with Kookie, you’d mainly see his fluffy bean side
  • but as soon as the two of you get closer, your world would be turned upside down
  • this is when you’d begin to see his meme side
  • “Y/NNNN!!!!”
  • You look up from your phone screen at him, and he’s standing there with his eyes crossed and his hands on either side of his face mimicking jazz hands
  • You just sigh and look back down at your phone, “Yes Jungkook?”
  • Taking the hint from your response, he drops his arms to his sides, “When are you going to start paying attention to me?”
  • He sits beside you on the couch and lays his head in your lap
  • “When you stop being annoying, Kookie.” you respond through a chuckle
  • his cuteness is going to be hard to resist fam
  • Jungkook seems like the type to perform aegyo to try and persuade you to do things
  • so brace yourself fam
  • but underneath that cute exterior is LITERALLY THE MOST TEMPTING BIAS WRECKER EVER
  • *cough* excuse me. *cough* I don’t really know what just happened there
  • umm.. anywayssss….
  • he may not be too experienced in the whole… um you know.. STUFF
  • but he’s a quick learner… they don’t call him the golden maknae for nothing..
  • *insert sipping coffee meme*
  • most importantly though, Jungkook would be very protective
  • he really cares about your happiness and well-being
  • you text him one night:
  • y: Kookie~~ I had a bad day.. Come cuddle me?
  • y: Kookie, chill. I’m fine lol. Just had a long day.
  • y: Jeon Jungkook.
  • k: Me? What did I do?
  • y: You’re not here cuddling me right now. That’s what you did.
  • k: oh. I’m almost there. Sorryyy
  • y: You have five minutes. Or else!
  • overall, I feel like Kookie would be a really fun boyfriend
  • he’d be a good shoulder to cry on (have you seen those muscular shoulders thoooo *swoon*)
  • he’d listen to you
  • he’d also be a lot to deal with sometimes though
  • you gotta stay on your toes with this one
  • you’d stay entertained though
  • it’d be one of those half roast/half love relationships
  • you two would be literal meme goals

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“stop filming me jagi~ “

This is the end of the BTS as your boyfriend series!! I hope you guys enjoyed these! I really liked making them because I feel like I’m just straight up talking to you/giving you dating advice lol. I really want to make more of these type of posts in the future! Anyways, tomorrow starts a new series!! Look forward to it!! *wiggles eyebrows*

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Ok, so I’ve always had issues of self control. AKA I have none. Especially when it comes to emotional and/or eating out of boredom. But it’s gotta stop and I’m having troubles doing so.

I’m pre diabetic. Just under a year ago I found out I’m gluten intolerant. And yet I have the hardest time giving up sweets and carbs (breads, pasta, pastries, DONUTS, licorice, etc) even tho I KNOW i feel better off of them because I’m always able to go gluten free for about 2 weeks and then I flop. Its expensive. I’ve lived on things made of wheat my whole life, CARBS, etc.

But I’ve got to do something. Soon. I’ve been gaining a lot of weight. I feel miserable. Nothing fits anymore. 

I’m going to start taking Apple Cider Vinegar, because it’s apparently a great supplement to add to your meals, but I’d like to do something else.

I am low on spoons a lot of the time (thanks depression) and work has me sitting down for 10hrs a day….but what would you guys suggest?


“ Don’t touch me. You shouldn’t touch me. I wasn’t born good. But I still thought I could be. You know, I actually liked when the captain talked about how heaven was on merit; as long as you do good things, maybe you can one day be good… But then they said we don’t believe that anymore and it’s only what’s in your heart that matters. Just when I thought I got it right, they changed it. I can try hard, but I think… God knows my heart isn’t really in it. And that was my only shot, right? Mom taught me to not touch others. It’s just polite, you know. And dad taught me not to let others touch me. You gotta protect yourself if you’re a girl, you know. But if it’s only what I feel inside that matters, what am I supposed to do? I can’t stop that kind of touch. So what if I just stopped trying not to, you know? It feels so strange and weird and bad to stop but I could, I really could, I think? And how nice would that be. “

Jupiter, from We know the devil.

I feel like I can connect more with Venus, but also I think I have a lot of Jupiter in me, mostly in my internet persona.

Still! One version clearer too

i feel like it’s every month i gotta say something. see, i’ve been part of the rpc since 2010 and it’s only been since 2014 that things have gotten seriously bad and honestly, it’s turning a lot of people away. the younger & newer roleplayers may not understand fully because they don’t know a time before 2014 ( and even 2017 ) but those of us who were here prior to 2012, we are tired.

stop with the useless callouts, stop trying to police everything that people do. let people write what they wish to write. if you don’t like the content, block the user and go about your day. for whatever reason, people have gotten this idea that it’s their job to speak for everyone else and no, it’s not. you aren’t allowed to speak for someone that you aren’t. ( meaning speaking for csa survivors or poc  if you’re not either of those, since those have been the two recent events that have really blown up in the rpc. )

anyway, we need to get back to roleplay used to be. the way that some of the people i see acting, you all would seriously get a wake-up call if you tried that shit irl. honestly, nobody would deal with that shit irl, so why do you think it’s okay to do it online? it’s not okay.

we need to get back to where people could write anything and not feel like they had to watch what they said, how they worded something, or even what they portrayed. we need to get back to where people could just feel happy and content doing what they enjoyed as a hobby.

bring roleplay back to what it once was without all the unecessary bullshit that keeps happening on a day to day basis causing so much discourse and unrest within the rpc.

I have… so many sombra/tracer (or are we calling the ship sombracer) feels.

  • they have similar backstories in the sense that they “disappeared” for a while (the word ghost is used for both of them)
  • they use similar technology (in fact its p much canon sombra stole the tech for tracer’s chronal accelerator for her teleporters)
  • gay af haircuts
  • shoe discourse
  • both technically work alone for their own agendas
  • both have shit stuck to them for the rest of their lives that isn’t coming off anytime soon

okay but that one about the ghost thing like, that really gets me. sombra doesnt work for talon she’s a lone agent. tracer spends her days travelling across the world, working alone. they’re both transient people, constantly transient people, and are honestly like two sides of the same coin. 

we’ll find out next week in the ptr if they have any interactions but I would feel like at the very least tracer is interested in sombra as to what she used the stolen tech for. hell, I feel like tracer would be impressed and ask for her own version. I feel like tracer has a moral duty to stop her, but she’s so interested in sombra and her motives.

sombra, on the other hand, probably doesnt trust anyone but herself but she obviously finds tracer’s tech interesting. I feel like in that sense sombra would be interested in tracer bc its tracer’s condition that makes the thing work. sombra is a curious person, thats what makes her tick. its canon that if theres a lock, sombra wants to break it, and tracer’s entire condition is a lock. if sombra wants to know how it works, she’s gotta know how tracer works.

idk I just have a lot of feels bc they’re so similar both in gameplay and backstory someone please come ship this with me thank