i got while reading lol


My kind of aesthetic, Taekook’s body differences. Dem shoulders, peck and arms doe jeon jungkook.

athos-silvani replied to your post: Hello!! Just curious if you have any erotica recs?…

Have you read The Magpie Lord by KJ Charles? amazeballs Victorian power exchange urban fantasy. First story that got me into Victorian romance stuff, a summer that ended with my Kindle having a folder called “101 Uses for a Cravat” with 40 stories in it…

Yeah I’ve read the Magpie series by K.J. Charles - I don’t love it as much as the Society of Gentlemen series by her that I recced here. For some reason I just can’t really get into it as much as others. Like I objectively recognise that it’s very masterfully written and well-researched, but the chemistry between the characters falls flat for me after the first book. And I don’t rec stuff that I don’t really ‘click’ with, even if it is masterfully written and well-researched. 

I’m a particular/fussy reader that way (like I have a reputation for being a very particular reader among friends too - and sometimes I’ll love an author and still hate 85% of what they write, and only really love them for one book lol). But I do like Charles’ stuff, and I try and keep up with it. :) I just…yeah, it wasn’t amazeballs for me like it is for many others.

(I am a weirdly peculiar consumer of media, my fussiness is also found in the consumption of music / movies / TV. One of the reasons I don’t actually ask for recs all that often is because a lot of the time, I won’t love the thing as much as the other person thinks I should and I feel embarrassed by that, esp. if I can recognise that ‘the thing’ is objectively pretty great. And those friends who rec to me are sort of inured to my ‘Pia won’t like 70% of what I recommend even if I only ever recommend hurt/comfort and things they are most likely to like.’ It’s also why I sort of stick to certain authors a lot.

In fanfiction I go through consumption weekends where I’ll consume about 100-150 new stories/authors and discard about 95-135 of them lol. If you ever see that I’ve added five new bookmarks to my bookmark list, I’ve probably ditched a huge amount of fics to get there. It gets tiresome living in my mind. It’s not like I have ‘exceptional’ standards even, or that I think what I love is stuff everyone should love (I don’t, just like I think what I write - it is strange to me that other people like it), I don’t understand how it works, I’m just weird and fussy).

Guess who has finally gotten round to watch Game of Thrones. I’ve only ever seen 3 episodes of S1 and now I’ve jumped right into eps 3&4 of S5. So, I don’t really know who half these people are or what is going on or why I mean Sean Bean was still alive and Sansa Stark was a red-head the last time I saw this. But, I’m figuring it out quickly and its basically the North is pissed off, winter is coming but is seeming to take forever to do that, everyone is miserable with murder tendencies and a throne fetish and will probably end up dead anyway so don’t get attached. That’s about it, right? lol I’m already in love with Pod and I’ve only seen all of 10mins of him- @hacash you’re half to blame for that for showing me clips of him before teehee and Jon Snow who I know already dies-but-doesn’t-die. But please tell me Pod doesn’t snuff it. I mean, given its reputation and what I’ve heard/seen on here about it, I’m expecting it. But come on, they can’t kill off the dorky squire, surely? I’m just not going to get emotionally invested in any of these characters, I think that’s the safest thing to do, right? But I’ve yet to decide if starting on this so late was a good idea or not, especially as I kinda know what happens anyway. I didn’t even go here before, yet I knew who got killed off each series and the main gist of what happened lol soooo, kinda never needed to watch it afterall lol I’m several years late to this GOT party, but I’m finally here whooo

exile-wrath  asked:

not gold like your dreams

this is for not gold like in your dreams by @ebenroot! since it’s still a WIP i’m going to put in songs that fit the vibe i got while reading the fic lol

  1. where do i go - marie digby (yuuri escapes home) 
  2. photograph - ed sheeran (viktor shows yuuri how to live and love) 
  3. i came to love you - alexander rybak (viktor is a fuckin dolt)
  4. i won’t give up - jason mraz (slow dance)
  5. fools - lauren aquilina (viktuuri theme, it’s literally this AU in one song) 

(drop a title into my ask and i’ll make a 5-song playlist)


- y’all were friends at first & initially he was rlly annoyed by you bc of how lively and cheerful you were ???
- he was like ….this is tiring
- but eventually he began to really enjoy and appreciate your company
- your personalities differed a little but it was a good balance between ur cheerfulness + his apathy :^)
- tried to indirectly ask u on a date by inviting you to go see the newest marvel movie
- and you were like !!! fRICK YES, i love marvel !!!
- and he was like …. (whispers) i know
- it becomes a mini tradition for you two to go see movies together, whether it was like (?) frozen or paranormal activity
- if you wanted to see it, he was down
- all of seventeen kept bugging him to straight out ask you to date him but he refused to
- and well… let’s just say they took matters into their own hands
- seungkwan: yo y/n, be honest who’s ur favourite in svt
- you: hm er i think i’ll say w—
- seungkwan: wONWOO?? om g did everyone hear that? /nudges woozi/ y/n’s fav is wonwoo.
- seungkwan: jeon
- seungkwan: won
- seungkwan: woo
- seungkwan: the sixth oldest member
- seungkwan: the member with the deepest voice
- seungkwan: the—
- needless to say, he eventually had no choice but to directly ask u to be his s/o in order to prevent further embarrassing interferences by the rest of svt
- to which you shyly but willingly accepted
- ANYWAY, now that ur like,,, dAtiNg or wHateVEr, he’s super shy around you but kind of plays it off as not really caring?
- he just doesn’t exactly know how to show it yet o k
- since he’s still pretty new to dating and has just about as much experience as a third grader,,,, pretty much treats u as if yall are still in elementary school lmfao
- in other words, shows his love for u through insults (-:
- “ur annoying”
- “i hate you”
- “shut up”
- “hey what where are you going”
- “nooo come back here … cuddle with me”
- as you can tell, he isn’t the best at expressing his love in words
- but to make up for it….. is very touchy-feely
- so much affection, loves affection, ALL tHE AFFECTION
- always wants to cuddle and hold u close to his chest and run his hands through ur hair
- back hugs + him resting his head in the crook of ur neck and kissing ur temples
- holds ur hand or puts his arm around ur waist when ur in public
- plays with ur fingers or pokes ur sides when he gets bored
- just prepare urself for a whole lot of physical contact when ur with him, no matter how subtle
- however despite his intense addiction to skinship, iS A REALLY SHY KISSER
- really paranoid that ur gonna suddenly pull away bc u think he’s a bad kisser or something, so his kisses are always soft and slow and gentle bc he doesn’t want to scare u away with his lack of experience
- when he tilts his head slightly to the side and starts to lick his lips frequently and keeps staring down at yours,,,, that’s when u know he’s about to kiss u
- holds ur face with two hands as if ur the most precious thing in the world (which to him, you probably are though he’d never admit it)
- always makes sure ur ok with what he’s doing
- like he’d keep breaking the kiss to ask, “are u ok? is this ok?” and ur like omf G shush keep going
- but its super cute to see this side of him hehe bc usually he’s just a ball of negative emotions
- good looking boy holds door open for you?? /death glares/ waiter smiles at you?? /throws shade/
- aka passive aggressive woozi comes out
- gets hella jealous when you spend lots of time with the other members, even tho he knows ur all just friends
- when joshua tries to teach you how to play adore u acoustic ver. on guitar, when quiet lil minghao opens up to you bc you ask him to teach u short chinese phrases, when you cant stop dying of laughter bc of some joke hoshi and dk told u ….
- all of it makes him fume inside but he gotta conceal, dont feel, dont let them know
- he wont exactly say anything to u about it, he’ll just be like
- him: oh, would you look at the time!! we should probably get you home, y/n
- you: it’s 1 o’clock in the afternoon, woozi.
- him: yep ok bye everyone!!
- hes oddly and unexpectedly passive aggressive tbh
- woozi isn’t really like anyone you’ve ever met before but day by day, you learn more about him and learn to love those things about him. you learn that he’s actually a big softie and is selfless by nature and deep down just wants the best for you and his friends and that most of all, he loves you with all his heart.

| Vanitas no Carte | 22.11.15 |

Apparently the chapter got translated while I was colouring this lol OTL going to read it now

Anyways, Happy Birthday Mochizuki Jun! Today is like the start of a new era for me and I really can’t wait to see how vnc will turn out! I’m sure that it will live up to ph and kill me with all the feels 


ahhh you’re all lovely! sorry my replies are always late, and these aren’t even all the wonderful messages otl - if yours isn’t on here, know that i read it and i love you ;3;

no one asked for this but i wanted to say something after all the heartbreaking messages i’ve gotten, and this is sort of my collective, Serious response:

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