i got a car yo

Imagine Chris tricking you into going to the dentist.

You ran your tongue along the top left hand corner of your teeth, wincing at the slight tangy feeling. You knew something was wrong and that it was in your best interest to get it checked out, but your fear of the dentist convinced you otherwise. You stirred your cereal, watching the Lucky Charms float in your bowl; you were hungry but unable to eat due to the pain in your mouth.

“Hey,” Chris’ voice called from a distance and you looked up; he stood, arms crossed and leant against the archway frame with a smile on his face. “Are you going to finish that sometime today? ‘Cause we’ve got places to be,” he said and spun his keychain around his index finger.

“Yeah, I’m done.” You pushed the bowl aside. “Where are we going?” Your eyes narrowed slightly. “I thought we were just going to spend the day at home. Why did we rent those movies then?” You asked when he shook his head.

“We’ll watch them later tonight,” he answered and pushed himself off the wooden frame. “C'mon,” he held out one hand for you to take and you did, hopping off the bar stool. “You might want to go change first, can’t have the paps catching you in one of my shirts and ruining that always-dressed-to-the-nines image you’ve created for yourself.”

“Ha ha,” you bit sarcastically. “You’re just jealous ‘cause they think you’ve got no fashion sense. Evans doesn’t seem to be as bothered with fashion as his girlfriend, sporting a plain white tee and grey track pants.” You mocked him and he scoffed, leading you upstairs. “Aw, babe. Don’t be so hard on yourself, you were coming from the gym.”

“So were you!” He retorted with a chuckle and you smiled. “And yet you looked like an angel from heaven. Shiny high pony, glistening sun-kissed skin, somehow already dressed to the nines despite just working your cute little ass off.” You giggled softly. “It’s hard to keep up, Y/N.”

“You chose not to shower and change,” you poked him in his butt and he laughed, “so that’s not on me. But you know what though,” he glanced over his shoulder at you, “you’re so handsome that you could wear a garbage bag and look fine as hell.”

“Thanks,” he chuckled.

“Did you really have to come upstairs when I’m the only one who has to change?”

“Yes, because I’m here to enjoy the show,” he teased and winked when you laughed.

He dropped your hand and moved to sit at the foot of the bed, while you headed into the walk-in wardrobe. You shuffled through your clothes, wondering what to wear. It was cold outside so the outfit definitely needed your favorite brown boots, your go-to navy Burberry coat, and one of your many scarves; you chose the red silk one. You figured it was best to go casual- with a pair of skinny jeans and a comfy sweater- after all, what glamorous event could Chris take you to on a Wednesday morning?

“Where are we going?” You asked then subconsciously brushed your back tooth with your tongue again. You grabbed a bra out of the drawer before you undressed, turning your back to Chris which amused him.

“Why don’t I toss a quarter at something I haven’t seen before?” He teased you and you turned, flipping him off when you’d put your bra on. “And I’m not telling you, it’s a surprise. But you’ve got the right outfit for it,” he said and beckoned his head at your choice of clothes.

“What kind of surprise are we talking about here?” You grabbed your jeans, pulling them over your legs. “It’s not my birthday and we don’t have any anniversaries coming up.” You put your sweater on then worked to tie your scarf around your neck. “Unless you’re planning something for Christmas, or your going away present.”

“How about you just stop talking and finish getting dress so we can get to it?”

“That’s something I won’t miss when you go away,” you began and he raised an eyebrow. “Your damn bossiness,” you bit and he laughed. “Honestly- it’s like I’m in the army or something.” You continued to tease him, biting back your smile. “You’re just Captain America in the movies, you’re Chris Evans in real life.”

“Duly noted,” he nodded as you pulled your socks on. “Now hurry up.”

“Ugh,” you made an annoyed face and he chuckled, “just go to Vancouver already.”

“You’re going to miss me when I’m gone, sweetheart.”

“Yes I am,” you agreed with a smile.
• • • • • • • •
“Fro-yo?” You raised at eyebrow at Chris when he pulled up in front of the shop. “Your big surprise is frozen yogurt?” You asked then laughed before he could respond. “Well, I wasn’t expecting something this small but I love Fro-yo so- thanks, babe.”

You got out of the car first and he followed, grabbing your hand before you could enter the store. He spun you around, chuckling softly at your confused face. “We’re not getting Fro-yo,” he said and you felt your face fall. “Yet,” he added. “We have to go somewhere first.”


“This way,” he beckoned his head, using his thumb to point in the direction behind him. “Don’t worry, we’ll grab fro-yo on the way back. That’s why I parked the car here, so we have to grab some before we head home.”

“Okay.” You nodded happily, unaware of what was yet to come. “What are we doing on this side of the town?” You asked as he entwined his fingers with yours; the two of you strolled down the seemingly familiar street. “Have we been here before?”

“You haven’t,” he shook his head. “You’ve been where we’re going before, we just took a different route.” He told you and you nodded in acknowledgement. “It’s just down this way.” The two of you turned the corner and continued down the path in silence until- “I’m going to buy you all the fro-yo you want after this, okay?”

“Okay?” You looked at him weirdly. “Why are you talking to me like I’m- You have got to be fucking kidding me.” You yanked your hand out of his and stopped when you spotted the big sign that said ‘Dr. Evans Orthodontist Practice’. “Chris!” You frowned and he winced. “No, I love your dad and I would trust him with my life- but not when he’s a dentist.”

“You need to have your teeth checked,” he took both of your hands in his and looked at you with pleading eyes. “Babe, you’re clearly in pain. I’ve gone along with your charade for- two weeks now, but I’m going away soon and I can’t keep an eye on you anymore. Just- go get your teeth checked, I’ll sit in there with you and hold your hand.”

“Chris,” you whined.

“Y/N,” he said in a firm tone. “Come on, Dad is a great dentist. It won’t even hurt, I’ll make sure he puts you to sleep or whatever. Just- please,” he pleaded. “You need to get your teeth done, it’ll be worst if you don’t do it now.”

You knew he was right; you heaved a heavy sigh and mumbled, “fine. I’m going to break your bank with the amount of fro-yo I’m going to get after this,” you muttered bitterly and let him lead you into the dentistry.

“It’s okay,” he smiled. “I’ve got enough money to buy you the place.”

“You’re lucky you’re faster than me otherwise I’d be outta here,” you told him.

“You’re going to be fine,” he chuckled and kissed the side of your head.
• • • • • • • •
“That wasn’t so bad, was it?” Chris asked as you nursed your large frozen yogurt; you bit back your smile and nodded, sighing. “I told you Dad was good at his job,” he smiled. “He’s going to see you once every six months to make sure all’s well with you.”

“Yeah, I’m not going unless you’re there with me.” You told him and he laughed. “It’s not the pain that bothers me, it’s not knowing when it’s going to stop. Then there’s the sound of the drill and the needles in my mouth and- ick,” you scrunched your nose in disgust.

Chris watched you with a small smile on his face, despite how irrational and childish you could be sometimes, he never once felt the urge to question his love for you. To him, you were perfect; just as he was to you. Your mom told you that people were incapable of change, that no matter how hard a person worked towards change- they’d eventually relapse and return to their old self. She said that when you truly loved, you had to learn to love everything about a person and if you couldn’t, they weren’t the one for you. You’d been through a fair share of 'not-the-one’, like Chris- you never thought you’d find 'the-one’, and then you met each other. With him, all was suddenly right in the world.

“You’re adorable, you know that?”

“I’m aware,” you smiled.

“I’m going to miss you when I go,” he reached for your hand and gave it a light squeeze. “Will you come visit me? I know you’re going to be busy in January with your own movie but- before that, will you come visit me?”

“Of course I will,” you told him and his smile widened ten-fold. “After all, how could I not visit the dumb dork who loves me enough to trick me into going to the dentist?”

Had a dream that I was basically held hostage by this woman and I was trying to think of a way to get out, and then we went to a Disneyland in Scotland (?) and we went to a ride that had a ghost and then the whole room flooded and I had to get my little brother out before we died (??)

And then I was on a roof looking for a Chinese buffet and I aw Seth MacFarlane chilling on a church tower? And he looked at me and smiled and I felt awkward and uncomfortable(???!)

yes calum is cute but i am also so worried for him…like some weirdo could walk up and be like “yo i got puppies in the back of my car wanna come see?” and calum, this grown 19yo, would just be like “WHERE?!?!?!” and next thing you know he’s being auctioned off on ebay

I gotta tell you what happened an hour ago. So i’m outside on my steps, when one of the neighbor’s hippie friends walks by. He’s like “Yo man, I got *indecipherable* in my car. I spent 300 bucks on it, i’m so excited.” ANd I was like “Ok dude, cool.” And he was like “Yo, you gotta see it. I gotta show somebody.” and i’m like “Ok dude, yeah sure.” What I really meant was “This better be worth me walking ten feet.” Like, I was hoping it’d be whatever was in the pulp fiction briefcase and shit. At the very least like, a dragon bong or something. So he opens the van’s side door up, and I look inside for a second before my eyes land on a giant fucking purple crystal. Like a three foot long crystal, with a little price sticker on the bottom. “Ain’t that cool as shit?” He said. “Crikey.” I said, for lack of a better term. “Lot’s of good energy coming off this thing.” He said. “Uh huh.” i said. “That’s something. That is… wow. 300 bucks?” “Yeah guy gave me a discount.” 

wildefire  asked:

Yo I just got hit by a car going thirty miles an hour and the only thing that is hurt is my leg because it has a little road rash. How lucky, blessed, and greatf am I? INFINITY.


Chapter 36


I sat in the waiting room of the hospital scrolling through twitter and reading texts on my phone. I was in my feelings from reading the things people were saying. It seems like they don’t like any woman I date.
It’s been about an hour since we got here. Between her fainting and all the things people are saying I’m going to lose my mind.

@crazyforbreezy: I hope those things they said about Robin aren’t true keep your head up @chrisbrown

@toopretty_: @chrisbrown always attaching himself to some basic bitch

@everythinggreat_: @chrisbrown don’t leave her she’s perfect for you #teambreezy

@gettingpaper: @chrisbrown is seriously the dumbest motherfucker on earth. I bet he knew she was a prostitute and paid her

I swear somehow someway it always ends up being my fault. I can’t wear a shirt without being scrutinized for it. The girl I love has a past that may not be the best, and because she’s not perfect I’m the problem. I swear when I get my hands on who did this I’ll kill them.

“Chris she’s going to be alright relax” Ashley said taking a seat next to me.

I put my head in the palm of my hands and sighed “I hope so Ashley because I need her.”

Ty, Ashley, the baby and I sat and waited. I called Mercedeh and she said she’d be here soon. I couldn’t rack my brain around who would do this. Robin did have many people who didn’t like her so the list is probably long.

“Family of Ms.Rox?” a doctor called out.

“I’m her sister” Ashley said walking towards him.

“Robin fainted due to shock and stress. We made sure that she was hooked up to an IV and that she’s resting. You can go see her and she’s asking for a Chris. We’ll be keeping her over night for observation and she may go home in the morning. Overall as long as she rests she’ll be fine.” he told her.

“Thank you, what room is she in?” she asked him.

“287” he said before excusing himself.

Ashley turned toward and tilted her head toward the direction of Robin’s room.

“I’m going relax” I chuckled before getting up to head to her room.

I couldn’t move my feet quick enough. Almost two hours of worrying about her I wish I could fly to her room. When I finally reached her room she was laying down. She looked pale and worried.

“Hey beautiful. How are you feeling?” I asked walking to her bedside.

She looked up at me and put her arms out for me to embrace her. I obliged her silent but loud request.

“Chris I’m sorry” she cracked.

I chuckled “what are you sorry about? I know everything about you now. I know the real Robin. Stop worrying about everything else.”

I felt her tears soaking my t-shirt “I don’t deserve you.”

“Well you got me and I’m not going anywhere. Now relax yourself” I said kissing her forehead.

“Chris I’m scared. I have all these extra problems to deal with now.”

“I’m going to handle it. Just get better.”

I looked into her eyes and saw all this fear and need. I guess she’s been through so much that it scares her. All I can do is be there for her as best I can. On cue Ashley, Ty and Mercedeh walked in. Thank god for them.

“Bitch next time you faint I’m going to wake you up and make you faint again!” Ashley joked.

“I’m sorry chica everything sort of just hit me and I fainted.”

Ashley embraced her and I smiled. Ashley was always the girl you could depend on never to hurt Robin. Even when we weren’t together she always kept me in the loop on Robin. Ashley was to Robin what Ty was to me. No matter what happened we were family. I admired her for it.

“Babe Ty and I are gonna roll out and let you have time to yourselves.” I said before kissing her soft pink lips.

“Hurry back and please bring me food please.”

I nodded and Ty and I headed to the car leaving the girls alone. We got in the car and I was headed one place.

“Yo you headed where I think you headed?”

I nodded “yeah nigga. I think this Kevin nigga did this. I mean who else knows Robin’s life like that. Plus, if it wasn’t him I bet he knows who it was.”

Ty nodded and I stepped on the gas. Earlier I texted some if the boys could find him. I got his address and that’s where I’m headed.


We got to his house in about forty minutes. When I pulled up he was just stepping out his whip.

“Kevin!” I called out jumping out the car with Ty following.

“Aye man, I saw the news earlier bruh. Y’all know who’s behind it?”

I raised an eyebrow. Was this motherfucker for real?

“I came here, because I thought you were behind this.”

He threw his hands up “nah I’m a lot of things but a bitch ain’t one. That shit right there was a bitch move.”

I nodded “aight man good talking to you.”

We hopped back in the car and I headed to McDonald’s to scoop Rob some food. Something don’t add up. If I stayed any longer I was going to seriously hurt that nigga. What the fuck is going on yo!


Chris and Ty left so I took the opportunity to let the girls know who was behind this shit.

“Y’all know this is India’s doing right?” I asked them.

“What?” Mercedeh asked confused.

“Before Chris and I got back together she threatened to do this. I just never thought she’d see it through.”

Ashley turned red with anger “you know I’m going to kill that bitch right. I swear you shouldn’t of told me that shit!”

I sighed and refrained from saying anything. If it isn’t one thing it’s the next. Seems like I can never be happy. That’s one of the reasons I left Chris the first time. This whole situation is making me rethink leaving August.

“Robin cut it out. Your not leaving Chris again” Ashley said reading my mind.

“Ashley I’m not, but maybe it would’ve been better had I not come back. I keep making problems. This didn’t happen with August ever!”

I put my hands in my hair and I started to feel lightheaded all over again.

“Get me something sweet to drink. I feel really weak. The sugar should help.” I said.

On cue Chris walked in with my food and I immediately dug in.

“Well I know Chris wants to probably spend as much time with you until visiting hours are over so we gonna head out” Ty said coming to hug me goodbye.

“Thanks for coming guys I really appreciate it” I said.

“Oh please you’d do it for us” Mercedeh said.

Eventually they left and Chris kicked off his sneakers and joined me on the bed since it was big enough for two.

“I love you beautiful” Chris said kissing me so passionately.

“Mmm I love you too baby” I said pecking his lips a couple times.

He dug into the bag and pulled out some stuff he bought for himself. I was starting to feel better knowing Chris was here. Despite feeling like we can never be happy I know he makes me happy.

“Stay here with me tonight. Help me keep my mind off of all this mess baby please?” I asked kissing his cheek.

He chuckled “I stay here you know your not going to get sleep and we don’t want the patients making noise complaints.”

I blushed “oh God you horny fool. Just stay I need you.”

“Aight I’ll stay, but what I’m getting?”

“A chance to keep me sane and no sex in this hospital you nasty fool. My kitty has had quite enough the past two days.”

He chuckled and kissed me “ok fine have it your way. I just want to hold you anyways.”

In the middle of our little exchange that was getting heated this man walked in.

“Excuse me, Robin?” he called out.

I looked up and dropped my entire container of fries in my lap. Just when you thought your day couldn’t out do itself anymore it does.

“Hello Robin” he said.

“Tr-Tre-Trey! I thought you were dead!” I said shocked.

“Who the fuck is Trey?” Chris said.


I sat back sipping a glass of wine smiling to myself. My revenge was getting to be real sweet. My next target was going to be Ashley. She’s been happy far too long.

My phone rang interrupting my thoughts.

“What is it?”

“Chris came lurking for who did this and I just know it was your sneaky ass. Watch your back India and leave me out of it” Kevin warned.

I laughed “are you mad because I did what you couldn’t? Please I don’t have to watch anything, but these bitches suffer.”

I hung up the phone and laughed. Wait until my next plan falls through. Their lives will forever be upside down.

Man this shit is so wrong in so many motherfucking levels yo… I was talking to one of my white friends and he sent me 3 videos with the name only labeled “Boku” I said to this dude, What’s this shit? He just giggled and said “Just watch them and MAKE SURE NOBODY IS AROUND YOU WHEN WATCHING IT!” Then I thought it was some weird porno or some strange shit but as I watched the first video, I was like “Yo…..what the fuck..” THEN IT CONTINUED and I was like “Yo…….” THEN THEY GOT IN THE MOTHERFUCKING CAR AND THEN I SAID “YO!!!!!” I couldn't fucking believe what I just saw, It was like Satan gave me his porno collection, shit was so disturbing.. YET I COULDN'T STOP WATCHING IT, THEN VIDEO TWO AND IT WAS TWO OF THEM…..THOSE NIGGAS…YO…….THOSE NIGGAS….AND THAT GIRL SAW THEM THEN SHE…YO… THEN THAT NIGGA TOOK THAT DOG TOY THEN YO……..IT WAS LIKE YOUR BITCH WANTED TO HAVE SEX WITH YOU BUT SHE WANTED TO SOMETHING “DIFFERENT” AND IT WAS SO FUCKED UP AND CREEPY, YOU JUST…KEPT WATCHING IT…AND THAT’S WHAT I FUCKING DID!!!!! THEN I SAW VIDEO THREE…THREE NIGGAS…THREE!!!!! IT…WAS…THREE!!!!!!!!!! AND COCO WAS HIS NAME NIGGA, COCO WAS HIS MOTHERFUCkING NAME!!!!!! OH MY GOD,I AIN'T GOING TO HEAVEN NIGGAS, I ALREADY SOLD MY SOUL TO LUCIFER! So I Just want to tell you all right now..DON’T WATCH AN ANIME LABELED BOKU, DON’T DO IT NIGGA, IT’S LIKE SUCCUBUS. REMEMBER WHAT I'M SAYING TO YOU NIGGAS!!
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09. "Always Here"


It had been a week since I talked to Sevyn & I was going crazy. I’ve never missed a girl who I’ve only known a couple weeks the way I miss her a day in my life.

Chris told me not too take so long too hit her up, but I just can’t. She told me she doesn’t know what’s going on but I just can’t believe that. I done already been with someone who played me for my enemy. I loved that girl with everything in me too but she did me dirty. I’m not going through that again.

“Stop comparing this too Jenay,” Trey said breaking me from my thoughts

How the fuck he know I’m thinking that right now?

“You think we don’t know you bro?” Cole asked reading my mind I sighed

“I told your retarded ass not too take so long too hit her up,” Chris added

“My nigga this shit is not gonna work,” I said

“How you know that?” Trey asked me

“Y'all know why,” I simply said Chris shook his head

“You a fool bro, you have a girl who wants too be with your dumbass and you gon throw that away over Rocky my nigga?” Cole asked I sucked my teeth

“So ya niggas not in the same beef as me?” I questioned

“Sometimes you gotta make sacrifices bro. And this ain’t even about us, it’s about how stupid your being,” Trey said I sighed shaking my head

“Look. Just come with us we about to go pick the girls up. Talk to her,” Cole said I ran my hand down my face and breathed out

“Iight,” I agreed standing up after stretching and cracking some bones we headed out

“You not driving?” Trey asked

“Na. Ima just ride with you and leave with her,” I shrugged he nodded as we left.

To be completely honest I don’t even know how I’m about to approach her. I mean she probably won’t even talk to me. She probably over everything and over me.

“Bro we here,” Trey said taking me from my thoughts I nodded and got out the car

“Yo don’t even think about it. Just go up too her, tell her your sorry & that you wanna talk,” he said I chuckled

“Nigga you think it’s that easy? Especially for someone like Sev. She ain’t your normal chick she will curse my ass out with no fucks given,” I said to him he laughed a bit

“She has every right too do that though, I-” he was saying but stopped and tapped me

“There go ya girl right there,” he said nodding his head in her direction

She was walking extremely fast which only meant she saw me. I began to grill her hard. Why hadn’t she stopped to come up to me of at least say anything? I guess she felt my stare because once she got too her car she stopped & looked at me.

I had an apologetic look on my face. I was hopeful she would at least walk up to me so we could talk & I could apologize. But that didn’t happen. She quickly got in her car & drove off. I shook my head as the girls walked up too me.

“I don’t know what you did to my girl but you need too fix it,” Tae said

“Exactly. She hasn’t talked to us for a whole week, fix this Aug cause I haven’t seen my girl this distraught over a nigga since Tri-” Ci was saying but Vash cut her off

“Ci chill,” she said I shook my head as they walked away

“Just talk too her Aug. She misses you,” Vash said I nodded

“Ima go that way. I check ya niggas later,” I said dapping my boys as they left and I walked off to no where to be exact. I just need to get my thoughts together

*Later that day*

I don’t know how but I found my way outside of her door. One of the last things we joked about was cuddling before she told me about Rocky.

Me: All you have to do if ask if I want to come over and cuddle Amber

I was hoping this would work. Hopefully she’ll see I’m not as mad anymore & we can actually talk this out. My phone then vibrated in my hand and in all honesty I was nervous to look at it.

Sevy: Do you want to come over & cuddle

I chuckled looking at her answer and instantly knocked on her door.

“Hey,” she answered softly looking down I smiled shaking my head always hiding her face. I placed my hand under her chin & lifted her head up

“What I tell you about hiding your face?” I asked her she looked at me with hopeful eyes which made me kiss her.

I didn’t expect her too kiss back. But was I complaining? Hell no!

Walking into her apartment lips still connected I slammed the door shut and picked her up. After securely wrapping her legs around my waist I walked us to her bedroom. I then felt a tingling sensation on my left cheek once I closed her room door.

“What the fuck?” I questioned

“Yes. I just slapped you August,” she answered my thoughts

“For what?” I asked her

“A week?” she asked I pressed my lips together while looking at her

“You at a lost for words now?” she asked me

“You had to ruin the moment?” I asked her she chuckled shaking her head

“What moment? Wasn’t nothing about to happen. You thought you was going to come here & smooth talk me Lucky?” she asked

“August,” I corrected

“With the way I’m feeling right now, you’re lucky to be getting called Lucky” she scolded I shook my head

“Can we talk please?” I asked reaching for her arm but she backed away

“Don’t touch me,” she spat I sucked my teeth

“Yo, what the fuck is up with you? Just a minute ago you wasn’t acting like this,” I said to her she threw her hair up in a bun.

Is she about to fight me right now?

“And I’m mentally cursing myself out for that right now. I don’t know if you thought you was about to get some sex or some shit but that was not about to happen. I’m not nobodies hoe so don’t treat this like it,” she said I sucked my teeth

“Nobodies treating you like a hoe Sev. Chill. You went along with the text right? You ready to cuddle or what?” I asked showing off my pearly whites she shook her head trying her hardest to keep from smiling.

“You get on my nerves so much,” she smiled I chuckled walking up to her pulling her in a hug

“Ain’t gon be no cuddling until we talk,” she mumbled into my shirt I sighed

“iight,” I said looking down at her she smiles before pecking my lips

“Come on, we can eat while we at it I’m hungry,” she said grabbing my hand as we left her room

“Na, no salad for me,” I smiled at her she shook her head

“Healthy living ain’t never hurt no one,” she said smartly

“I’m healthy,” I winked she shook her head and joined me at the table placing the plate down in front of me. My stomach growled at the sight of the chicken & shrimp alfredo with a few slices of garlic bread.

“Thank You,” I said she nodded as we both began to stuff our face

“So. What exactly are you here for? Because the other day you left here after I expressed my feelings for you and told you I know nothing about anything,” she said I took a sip of my drink and turned my attention to her.

“I’m here to talk about the other night and a few other things,” I answered

“Like what?’ she asked me

"You. You said you don’t know nothing about nothing,” I said looking at her

“I don’t and I told you why but you still left,” she said shaking her head

“I had a hard time believing that,” I said truthfully she sucked her teeth

“I have no reason to lie and I told you that as well. You know what’s crazy though?” she asked

“What?” I asked

“I don’t believe you hard a hard time believing me. I think you convinced yourself not to because you did know I was telling you the truth,” she said I sighed

“It’s not that simple Sev,” I said placing my fork down

“Explain it too me then, because the way you and my brother make it seem it’s like you guys want each other dead. And I can’t deal with that,” she said

The way I feel about her I can’t tell her I want her brother dead.

“It’s not even that Sev. It’s just we have beef, were both the top popular gangs out right now. And were both competing for the number one spot. I mean that’s the easiest way to explain it. We just don’t get along.” I said telling only half the truth.

“I can understand why he told you not too fuck with me,” I continued

“Why?” she asked me

“It doesn’t look loyal. Especially with who your brother is, and who your father is,” I said she sighed

“What if I told you I didn’t care about that though. I like you and I want to continue what we have going on. You’d stop fucking with me because it isn’t loyal to my family no matter how we both feel about each other?” she asked me

“To be honest I don’t care because your family has nothing to do with me. I like you too, way to much to let you go because of this beef. But I understand where your brother is coming from, I wouldn’t want it done too me although it already happened,” I answered truthfully

“What happened?” she asked me

“It’s a long story, well kind of,” I said

“We have time. I asked you to cuddle remember,” she joked I shook my head


“My ex, she did me so fucking dirty,” I said shaking my head as I looked up at the ceiling. By this time we were in her bed laid up

“What she do?” Sev asked me

“She got with another nigga in this game I ain’t really fuck with. We had been together since I was in like 8th grade. She was my best friend, the only girl I ever loved. Anyway she knew everything about me, about my crew, what I do. Who I don’t fuck with in the game and all that,” I paused.

“Despite having beef with your brother, the guy she got with was the main one who we ain’t fuck with. He was a corny ass nigga on some real shit, he was greedy. Not too stay on the topic of your brother but at least with him he ain’t greedy and knows how to stay on his own turf. We may have a few of his men on my strip but other then that he’s good. But this nigga hell no. He didn’t care who you were he’d come on ya turf, rob ya men, kill them all that stupid shit,” I said I chuckled a bit as Sev shook her head

“That’s that bitch ass nigga shit,” she said I bust out laughing

“You right though. Anyway my ex she had been seeing him behind my back for a year and it’s crazy how I never noticed. And then come to find out they were both plotting on me, tryna take me out,” I said looking down at Sev her eyes were opened wide I laughed a bit

“Anyway one day I had went to Cali had some business to handle out there. Come home to find the bitch in bed with the nigga,” I said

“Oh boy, what you do?” she asked me

“I started shooting at the nigga,” I shrugged she bust out laughing

“I mean it’s funny, but then again it’s not. It reminded me of trapped in the closet. I’m sorry continue,” she rambled I laughed a bit at her silliness 

“I wasn’t shooting too kill because I was so upset at her. I really missed all my shots because I was so shocked at what I witnessed,” I said she nodded

“What you do to her though, don’t tell me you started shooting at her too,” she said

“Na, I kicked her ass out on the spot. Long story short while she was fucking that nigga for a year she was stealing from me, stole so much money from me. Then got pregnant by the nigga. I don’t really know if she had the baby and I don’t care,” I shrugged

“Where is she now?” Sev asked me

“Last I heard she was living in Cali with the nigga. Why?” I asked her she shrugged

“I need to know that when I make you my boyfriend I won’t have too put hands on her,” she said I laughed

“When you make me your boyfriend or when I make you my girlfriend?” I asked her she smiled

“I’m serious though. How do you feel about her now?” she asked me

“I don’t. If she was too show up at my crib right now I’d have nothing too say too her. She ain’t worth no more of my time. Besides,” I paused

“Besides?” she questioned

“As long as your in my corner you don’t need too worry about her. We don’t need to worry about her,” I said she blushed

“Honest moment,” she said looking up at me I nodded

“No matter what my brother has to say I’m not going anywhere Aug. I mean I know we haven’t made it very far, but my feelings for you have grown real fast and they’re real,” she said

“My feelings are real too, and no matter what happens I know I’m always going to be here,” I said placing my hand on the small of her back. She then wrapped her hand around my waist snuggling into me.

I could get used to this. I only hope when she hits the fan she’ll keep her words because I know I’ll be keeping mine. 


*Next day*

I really didn’t know what was about to go down when Sev walked in here. I know for a fact with both of our attitudes we won’t get too talk about anything. I don’t even want to dwell on this shit anymore. If I tell you stop fucking with the nigga cause I don’t fuck with him there should be no questioning me or telling me you’d continue too see him. You should just listen too me and trust I know what I’m talking about.

“Big head,” Sev called out I looked at her confused

“So you forgot I have a key?” she questioned I chuckled standing up to hug her

“Babe,” Nicki called out

“What,” I answered

“I’m leaving, Hi Sevy,” she said kissing Sev’s cheek they began to talk about whatever before Nick left.

“Look Sev, you know I’m sorry right?” I asked her

“I know, and I’m sorry for coming at you too,” she said I nodded

“You don’t have to apologize Sev. I just need you too understand where I’m coming from,” I said to her

“Fox. I’m a grown ass women and I understand your the big brother who’s always going too look out for me but I got this,” she said I shook my head

“That’s not the point Sev,” I said

“It doesn’t even matter Rocky. If I’m making a mistake let me learn from it, can I do something on my own for once without you or pops meddling in?” she asked me ain’t no way this nigga told her he wants me dead and I’m not gonna tell her either.

She wants to learn from her mistakes then shit let the learning begin.

“You right Sev,” I said she looked at me confused

“I don’t like the sound of that Fox,” she said I laughed a bit

“Na I’m serious you’re right. Ima fall back and let you do you,” I said truthfully she smiled a bit

“Sev the minute that nigga hurt you. You better tell me, no matter what your still my sister,” I said to her she nodded

“You know your the first person I’m coming to Fox, I love you,” she said giving me a hug

“I love you too. Where you bout to go right now?” I asked her

“Work, some of my kiddies been asking for you talking bout come rap for them. I don’t know why cause you trash,” she joked

“Now I’m trash, you just a hater. I can rap and sing better than you,” I joked she bust out laughing

“Who lied to you on both accounts, I need to meet the person whose been gassing ya head up,” she said

“You ain’t shit,” I said shaking my head

“You know it’s all out of love Rocky, I’ll call you later,” she called out before getting in her car I waved and watched her drive off before going back inside.

*Later that Day*

“What happen with Sev?” Nast asked me I sighed

“A bunch of fucking bullshit, she ain’t tryna listen bro,” I said to him

“She’ll come around,” he said I nodded as that black Bentley I know all too well pulled up.

“Glad you could make it,” I said as we walked in the house

All this shit I’m doing is for Sev.


This cannot be real life. I was always told never regret anything in life, but this. That one night has changed my life forever and I regret it.

Tears rolled down my face as I slid down his bathroom floor looking down at the light weight object in my hand. How do I tell my girls? What would they think of me? How do I tell him? And most importantly what am I going to do?

“Tae,” he banged on the door

“Yea,” I answered trying to make my voice sound normal

“What you doing girl? I have to take a piss,” he said I shook my head standing to my feet. Looking in the mirror my face was completely red and puffy. My eyes forget about it. At this time he would know I was crying and there’s really nothing I could do about it.

“Hold on boy,” I called out

“You taking a shit?” he asked me I smiled shaking my head

“No. Shut up,” I answered taking my hair out my bun and making it fall down freely this way he won’t be able too see my face as clearly. At least I hope this helps.

“Bout time, what you in here doing?” he asked me I shook my head quickly walking past him to gather my things.

“Where you going?” he asked me I jumped a bit

“I have to go,” I quickly answered

“Woah wait why you rushing out of here fast? Were you crying?” he asked turning on the light I hid my face a bit

“What’s wrong Tae?” he asked me I breathed out too stop the tears and said the only lie that came to mind

“No I’m not crying, my allergies are acting up real bad. It’s probably some dust in here or some shit,” I tried to convince him

“You tryna call me dirty?” he asked me I bust out laughing not only cause he said that but because he believed my bullshit as lie.

“No I’m not shut up,” I said shaking my head

“Iight let me walk you out,” he said I nodded as I placed my jacket and boots on.

“You sure you weren’t crying and that’s why you were in the bathroom so long?” he asked me

“Cole I was not crying alright,” I said looking up at him

“What I tell you about that Cole shit?” he asked me I playfully rolled my eyes

“Goodbye J,” I smiled he chuckled and reached down too kiss me but I turned my head quickly and felt his lips on my cheek. He looked at me confused but brushed it off.

“Call me when you get home,” he said leaning on my car door I nodded

“Later,” I called out driving off

Once I stopped at a red light I reached over in my bag and pulled out my life changer.

How exactly do you tell the guy you met a couple weeks ago that your pregnant? I don’t know but that’s the situation I’m in right now. Placing the test back in my bag I pulled my phone out and soon heard car horns behind me. I sucked my teeth and pulled over too text Sev.

Me: This is a matter of life & death. Please tell me your alone

Wifey Sev: Ci & Vash are here. Hurry

Me: I’m on my way.

Throwing my phone back in my bag I sped off in the direction of Sev’s apartment building. The only thing I can do is pray to god that the test was messed up. I don’t know if I’m ready to be a mommy.