i get emotional just thinking about it!

Okay just a little bit more Langst, but let’s imagine that the crew doesn’t get their first clue that something is wrong with Lance by themselves.

Like what if their first sign comes from a bunch of aliens that they saved.

So, what I’m thinking is it starts off where they have just saved a planet from more Galra, you know run of the mill paladin day stuff. And they’re about to go meet the aliens they’ve protected with the whole diplomacy song and dance.

And this race is all about feeling emotions, which affects how they act around each individual paladin.

With Pidge, who is extremely curious about these guys, she is surrounded by a few of them who are actively excited to show off to her and field all of her questions. They can feel her most predominant emotion coming out of the battle was inquisitive.

Hunk, who came out of that battle pretty banged up, was surrounded by aliens who were trying to help and comfort him as he was feeling tired and uncomfortable.

Keith, who came out of the battle still a bit high on adrenaline, was surrounded by a few aliens trying to calm him down, because even though he doesn’t show it they can feel it and it’s giving them an alien equivalent of a whole body headache.

Shiro, who is talking with the one in charge of the race, sees all of this as the alien explains to him about their emotions adaptation, along side extra information from the two Alteans in the castle. Shiro finds these reactions all fairly typical.

Lance however, who would have been thought to be surrounded by a loud and lively group, is found in a group of aliens that don’t really match Shiro’s expectations.

Lance is found looking a little confused but still smiling as he is surrounded by aliens that can’t seem to stop hugging him and whispering softly with him. No one can hear what they’re saying.

Shiro finds this odd but doesn’t ask the alien in charge about it (again this is only their first hint, they have a long way to go) but he does question Lance later as to what the aliens were doing.

Lance tells him he doesn’t know, that the aliens must have just found him really cuddly, and the matter is dropped.

In truth, the reason the aliens flocked to him to give hugs and support was because they felt a deep emotional hurt radiating off of him that they wanted to soothe away as much as they could. But it felt like such a deep rooted emotion that they weren’t able to do much.

Turns out that this species can’t be fooled with masks like most. After all people still can’t really fool their own feelings.


733 // Sunday Idle Time

It’s when you missed being a kid and just want to drop your books and play a little game you know? Because i don’t think i would ever have a time to play things like this again this week.

I am actually torn between wanting to finish them FRIENDS episodes or watch a Korean Drama or any tear-jerker movies but i hate being overly emotional tonight albeit my dramatic side is 60% wanting to get out and have a good cry, buuut you know… i am not sure whether i could take and make time thinking about my feelings because i might just feel worse right after and i’m 50% don’t want to deal with everything that is emotional and scary because i have yet to finish drafting a letter for another office branch opening with my business so i have to keep my feelings at bay first because, ugh—priorities.

So i opted playing MOH for awhile just so i can put all these frustrations out for a good use. Bleaah, this period usually is a nuisance because it takes you up for a rollercoaster kind of emotional torture. 

Sigh, and how could this night—get any better (insertsarcasm) than this?

anonymous asked:

If you need to vent about something that's fine, imo it's not whining if something is bothering you and you decide to talk about it. It's better to let it out then keep it bottled up. From my experience whenever I bottled up something, it'd come out at the worst time and a lot bigger. Vent as much as you want here, if anyone gives you grief about it, I'll shove a cactus up their butt.

Thank you so much D’X Like… for real. *Actually crying like not even a joke*

My mom and I get along very well, but I sometimes feels like she acts like I’m not allowed to have negative emotions because she feels she’s always on the receiving end, when I never actually direct it at her, and I think she just picks up on things like that and it affects her mood. Which I can understand. I’m the same.

But it also makes me very upset. Especially when I was just stating it as a fact and only said it out loud because I was thinking it over and she lashed out at me. And it upsets me because I hate my sleeping schedule a lot and everything she says about “that’s not how the world works” and “you can’t live like this” are things I stress about all the time. So she’s only amplifying things I’m already upset about.

I actually considered just not posting that post in all honesty. Every time I’ve tried venting online about something it’s come back to bite me because someone I know irl finds it and calls me out on it and reprimands me for it. No matter how hard I try to remain anonymous online.

Okay, but can we take a moment to realize how difficult it must have been for the creators of Yuri on Ice to even get an anime studio to work with them?

Because this was not a simple project at all.

Like, think about Kubo-sensei walking into an office to begin negotiations with an anime studio to get the project known as “Yuri on Ice” greenlit and approved for production (I mean, in real life it’s a bit more complicated than that, but let’s just imagine for the sake of brevity and clarity), and she begins pitching her product:

“We would like to make an original anime about male figure skating”

[Figure skating is one of the most niche sports you could think of, esp in Japan, which could make it really hard to sell]

“Featuring a serious emotional (romantic) relationship between two men”

[Anime is notorious for its poor presentation of homosexuality and is afraid to treat the topic seriously and respectfully because it might scare away potential viewers]

“As well as about 14 different skaters, all from different parts of the world and relevant to the story in some way”

[All of that requires extra character design and casting]

“Which would all need at least 1 figure skating program each, amounting in about 22 different skating programs total

[That requires immense amounts of animation (and research, and references for its sake) which also means the animation team has to be sufficiently large and skilled to accommodate this need]

“And for this we would also need a professional figure skating choreographer, to actually design all the programs”

[Finding someone who could design 22 different programs, some of them particularly impactful and memorable is a difficult task in and of itself and finding someone who would want to work on an anime project is even harder]

“And of course, we would need someone to write about 22 different music pieces for all of the programs”

[All of which would need to be impactful and memorable, similarly to the choreography]

“And all of this would be contained within 12 episodes.”

[Meaning very little downtime between competitions, as we saw, which means that the animation team has no time to rest because they must complete all the frames for the next episode’s programs (and let me tell you that fluidly animating figure skating is not only difficult but also time consuming as all hell)]

I feel like I could still mention a few aspects, like for example the design of the different locations and the references that it would require, but I think this already gives you a picture of how difficult it was to not only make this anime, but how hard it must have been to actually get it approved (considering how difficult the production process would be, especially for something that originally looked like a risky project that may not even be popular enough to make a profit).

In case you needed more reasons to appreciate Yuri on Ice, let’s take a moment to appreciate how much work and effort went into the creation process for this anime.

Because the fact that it even exists is nothing short of a miracle and something we should never take for granted.

And another thing about this photo reel

The immediate reasons to be fucking oBSESSED are obvious but do you know what else really has me emotional about it? 

Yuuri’s confidence. His carefree attitude. He’s totally taking the lead here! Like seeing this is WILD for me, especially knowing this happened BEFORE THE EVENTS of this series. I love this! I can’t get enough of this and I want more (hence my other post lol). LOOK AT HIM. And just take away the obvious perfection of this victuuri content and think about Yuuri as a character. 

Yes, he’s drunk, but listen drinking doesn’t give you qualities and skills you weren’t already capable of. I’m p sure all of them were a little tipsy :p.  All it does it lower your inhibitions and amplify certain aspects of you that already exist. Drunk Yuuri is still Yuuri. THIS IS REALLY YUURI. He didn’t just suddenly learn how to pole dance and break dance and do all these holds. And we’ve seen him pull of his eros sober. It was something all his own and it was so surprising at the time but now? Now it makes perfect sense in the best way. 

I really feel like the Yuuri in these camera roll scenes is significantly real and seeing him so confident and in the spotlight is like WOW. My heart breaks a little because HE DOESN’T REMEMBER. Boy has to know and understand that he captured everyone’s heart that night. He’s a goddamn shooting star. As a character he’s a triumph, a masterpiece. He’s so multifaceted and honestly seeing his journey to this point in his career was already good enough. 

But they didn’t stop there! They were like “Not only is Yuuri a badass now, he was ALWAYS A BADASS. Victor didn’t change him at all. This wasn’t what we thought it was going to be at first AT ALL. It seemed like Victor was spicing up Yuuri’s life and bringing out all these NEW sides of him. ALL LIES. Yuuri was the one spicing up Vitya’s life. EVERYONE’S lives even! Who knows what the atmosphere between all of them was like before this? Like honestly? I bet they were all being super stuffy and formal and not all that chummy like they are now and their closeness now is partially thanks to this cute boy. I love Yuuri so much like :’) Just….I just need a moment. *ahem* 

OKAY but do y’all UNDERSTAND like he was upstaging CHRISTOPHE !!! 

he was DANCE BATTLING YURIO. YURIO you guys. Since when has this kid been a socialite? Letting loose at parties?! WHAT? This is the power of our pork cutlet king

this was ALL before the main events in the series like…I’m dumbfounded right now.

Yuri was so timid and insecure in the first episode. And we just rolled with that. We thought this was about a blossoming skater trying to find his footing again. We thought it was about Victor helping him learn to be confident. 

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But nah. Yuuri had us fucking fooled. This man is a showstopper. This guy captivated the greatest skater on the scene, he completely stole the show. He just hit a rough spot, honestly.  

Imagine if someone tried to tell us Yuuri Katsuki knew how to do pole! Or breakdance! Or would hold his idol Victor in a saucy tango pose? 

We’d all be like HA! Okay~ :p 

We thought Victor was going to be the seductive one. 

Mann the production team must have been laughing at all of us this whole time. They were sitting on this from DAY ONE. 

We got played in the best way. Honestly? Standing ovation. This is how it’s done. Other studios better step up because YOI raised the bar beyond our wildest dreams. 


A lot of people have just been pointing this moment out that this is Hunk making Galra jokes, which is definitely happening, don’t get me wrong, but I also feel like it overlooks something else that Hunk is trying to point out:

Galra Keith, really is, way funnier than regular Keith.

Keith is more emotional than ever before this season. Believe me, I loved Keith a lot in the first season as well, but after Keith has figured out some stuff about his past, he has changed. And here’s the kicker:

I think the writers paired him up with Hunk specifically for this purpose.

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But it’s not just someone to hold you under. It needs to be someone who can pull you back. Someone that has a strong connection to you, a kind of emotional tether. Lydia…you go with Stiles.

Lena Dunham wishing she’d had an abortion in her life is not something to praise as some great pro choice act. Abortions are not fun. I believe everyone should have access to them, I believe they should be safe and legal, but I also don’t wish for anyone to need one. I think that if I got pregnant now, I would probably get an abortion. That’s not something I have a lot of feelings about, but I’m still glad that it’s not a situation that I’m in. Wishing for one like it’s some kind of fun feminist rite of passage, it’s just shitty to people who have been put in situations they didn’t want, people who had to make tough emotional decisions, and people who were just inconvienced and had to sit through a medical procedure. Lena Dunham can stfu.

do you ever think about how alex danvers didnt! like! being! intimate! and intimacy isn’t just sex it’s also the little things like pda, sharing things with someone, etc, etc bUT then maggie sawyer grabs her hand while wearing a pretty dress and bright red lipstick and alex, despite being all flustered, gets slapped in the goddamn face with the thought of ‘ohmygod i want her to continue doing this, i dont want her to let go’ and she had never felt that before. and now her gay ass brain short-circuits because she had never experienced actually wanting someone in such a way since for so long she thought she wasn’t ‘built for it’ and how she was probably emotionally stunted and there was something wrong with her, then maggie lets go of her hand and alex feels the loss and i just- alex danvers never liked holding hands until maggie sawyer

The moon signs when they’re emotional

Aries: I’M GOING TO PUNCH A WALL!!!!!! WHY DOES EVERYONE HAVE TO BE OUT TO GET ME???? CAN’T I LIVE??? I’M SO UPSET AND WHY DOES NO ONE CARE??? MY EMOTIONS ARE THE #1 PRIORITY RN!!!! *blames someone else for their problems* (5 minutes later is over it)

Taurus: why life wHY?????? I didn’t want to mOVE today let alone CRY *crawls into a hole full of blankets and sobs into a bag of chips*

Gemini: oh lol whatever idk why my eyes are wet but I’m just gonna ignore this and hope it’ll go away tomorrow

Cancer: I just love to fEeEeEeL things :(((((( I’m going to cry and think about the reasons why I’m crying and maybe look at old pictures and write a poem and cry more *eats an entire carton of ice cream*

Leo: I can’t cRy in fRonT of PEOPLE!!! I have too much pRiDe!!!!! *throws head back and struts their stuff* (10 minutes later they have a dramatic emotional show just for the benefit of everyone else)

Virgo: am I actually feeling this or am I just projecting my feelings into this moment so that I can get them out? what do these feelings mean? what does the fact that I’m questioning my feelings mean? is that another feeling? is life even real? I hate myself I’m so INCOMPETENT *hysterical crying*

Libra: nOOOOO this means cONFLICT!!!!!! I can’t have this in my life!!!!!! maybe if I hold this in nothing will happen. I definitely won’t bother anyone else about it because that would be tOO MUCH FOR ME I can’t put burden on others

Scorpio: *has straight face* this is just another case of the darkness inside my soul

Sagittarius: haha WHATEVER!!!!!! gonna go run away from this bc who needs this kind of drama in life?!?!?! not me!!!!!!!! I’m fiiiiiine those aren’t tears it’s just a piece of dust in my eye

Capricorn: I need…to pull…myself…together….must…look…like…everything…is…normal… *has mental breakdown alone*

Aquarius: emotions???? I don’t have emotions lol what are those??? I’m aBOVE that so I’m just going to focus on the fact that society is so corrupted or something!!! there are way more important issues that MY feelings

Pisces: I…just CAN’T deal with life anymore…I need to eScApE I’m drowning in my own tEARS *sobs*

Entire Fandom: Karamatsu is painful, gross, slutty and completely unnecessary.

Other Matsus:

Me: Haha, yeah, he definitely is the worst.

I was re-watching the Yuri!!! On Ice trailer and noticed something...

The trailer showcases a lot of animation that we’ve seen so far– 

But it ALSO shows something we haven’t seen yet… Victor starting his rendition of Yuri On Ice:

And I am really, REALLY hoping that we get to see this.

Maybe Victor’s alone at the Ice Palace and he begins to skate… and Yuri walks in to see him performing his routine, the routine that defines his career and his emotions–

I want to know what Victor is feeling about HIMSELF.  It’s something the show hasn’t tackled yet and I think Victor is hiding from something when he first offered to be Yuri’s coach.

Is he scared of his future?  Is he tired of all the pressure his country and the skating community has placed on him?

I just feel like he’s got something buried deep down and we’ve only begun to see some of his anxieties.

What really gets me, about Perc’ahlia, is actually the idea that - from Percy’s end - it isn’t unrequited pining.

Like, I absolutely love the idea of Percy knowing that Vex is falling in love with him. I love the idea of that being an added thing that fucks him up. That, on top of feeling undeserving of it, he knows he’s not in a emotional or mental place to accept that affection, even though he feels it just as strong for her. That neither of them are in a place where pursuing that kind of relationship would end in anything but a disaster. 

And it fucks him up because they have these moments and in the back of his mind he knows with complete certainty that if he went further… if he kissed her, she’d kiss him right back. And to him, that’s even worse than wondering if she’d accept him. 

One step further, though, is the idea that Percy also thinks Vex is in the same boat as he is. Completely aware of his feelings for her, that is. There’s what he believes to be a mutual understanding of ‘we’re in love and we’re never ever ever going to touch it’.

Until after Vorugul. Until they’re in the woods talking about forgiveness, and Percy’s starting to realize that - as Taliesin put it - he’s healthy enough to be a human being and to allow himself this happiness. And then he looks at Vex, who is blushing and self-conscious and closing in on herself again.

And Percy realizes that Vex (clever, oh so observant Vex) has no fucking clue how he feels about her. This whole time, she’s had no idea. 

So he kisses her.