i freaking love this quote like so much

*In the Missions Room*

Kakashi: How many?

Iruka: Kakashi!

Kakashi: How many dicks have you sucked?

Iruka: Let it go!

Kakashi: How many?

Iruka: All right! Shut up a second and I’ll tell you! Jesus! I didn’t freak out like this when you told me how many girls you fucked!

Kakashi: This is different! This is important! How many?…Well?

Iruka: Um… something like 36.

Kakashi: WHAT? SOMETHING LIKE 36!?

Iruka: Lower your voice.

Kakashi: Wait, what is that anyway, “something like 36?” Does that include me?

Iruka: Um… 37.

Kakashi: I’M 37!?

Iruka: I’m going to class.

Kakashi: Oh, my God. [Ninja walks up to missions desk] 37! My boyfriend sucked 37 dicks!

Ninja: In a row?

Hired by BigHit: Bittersweet- Part 8 [END]

Pairing: Yoongi x Reader

Genre: Fluff, Angst

Summary: You’ve always had respect for Min Yoongi’s musical talent. As one of BigHit’s new producers, you now get to experience both the bitter and sweet sides of him.

Parts: 1 // 2 // 3 // 4 // 5 // 6 // 7 // 8 [END] // Epilogue (fake text)

Hired by BigHit Series: Taehyung // Hoseok // Yoongi // Seokjin // Namjoon // Jungkook // Jimin


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My Top 5 most favorite DCEU Superman moments

I wanted to do post like this for a long time, but laziness was taking the best of me for most of the time. But lately I’ve got so many emotions about Henry Cavill’s Superman that needs to be put somewhere in some form. So here it is, my five most favorite moments regarding Superman in DCEU. The moments that define this character to me in DCEU.

5. The dialogue between Jonathan and Clark in Batman v Superman: Dawn of Justice. 

Very important moment in a sense of formation this Superman as a character in this universe. For the most part of the movie he encounters with nothing else but criticism for his actions, no matter how much of a good he did, majority still looked at him with a suspicion, even though all he ever wanted is for people to follow his example and become heroes of their own, for people to see him like his closest ones do. In this scene Jonathan told Clark a story from his childhood where his heroic deed caused an unfortunate result, which morally broke him. Keep in mind that right before this Superman witnessed bombing of the entire senate and he thought it was his fault for not being more cautious so he could prevent it. So he was most likely thinking something along the lines like what is the point of even trying if it takes one mistake in order for the entire world to turn on you? But back to Jonathan, in his story he and his father saved their farm from being sunk by a river, but because of them changing river’s direction, Lang’s farm suffered the consequences and all their horses died. Because of it Jonathan started seeing nightames and hearing cries of those horses while trying to sleep. This story was meant to mirror Clark’s situation, because in Man of Steel even though he was saving the world, a lot of people died in the process of his fight with Zod and he also couldn’t save those people back at the senate. When Clark asks if nightmares ever stopped for Jonathan, his father’s answer was yes, when he met Martha. She helped him to believe in good of this world again, she became his world. I think this way Joanthan was trying to explain to Clark that if there is any good in this world, even if it is one person, this reason is enough to keep fighting and doing what is right, because where is one, there will be many. Every action leads to certain consequences and your failures shouldn’t cause you to stop doing what you believe in, you just have to keep in mind that outcomes might not always be the ones you expect Good of the world doesn’t stop existing if you failed one or more times, it is always there. The world is worth saving for those who still believes in good and in better tomorrow. While those who oppose you will either come to terms and follow your example or will fail themselves. In the end I just love how they compared Clark and Lois’s relationship to Jonathan and Martha’s.

4. The dialogue between Martha and Clark in Batman v Superman: Dawn of Justice. 

One more very important scene and is very dear to me as Superman’s fan. Martha explains to Clark that he doesn’t owe this world anything, he is not forced to do what he does, he has a choice who he wants to be and to become and this choice he has to make on his own and only like that. That way by the end of the movie we get that kind of Superman who does what he does because he wants to, because he sincerely and selflessly enjoys doing good and relieved people’s faces is all he would ever need in return like in that scene when he saves the girl from burning building. DCEU Superman becomes a hero not because he has to, but because he wants to and this is very important. This is the Superman that I love.

3. Saving the girl from the burning building in Batman v Superman: Dawn of Justice. 

I love the entire sequence, starting from the moment when Clark notices the TV news about Day of the Dead. He was in the process of his journalistic investigation about Batman vigilante and about his means to achieve justice in Gotham He got suspicious of Bruce once he heard his communication with Alfred through hidden coms and started following him. But in the process he stopped once he overheard the message on TV on a foreign for him language and when he realized that no one is going to rescue her, he immediately forgets about right now and started undoing his tie and flew to save her. In that moment I realized that this Superman is always listening, he is always cautious and on guard in order if somebody is going to need his help and when somebody does need his help, he puts that situation above anything else. Which is exactly why senate bombing harmed him that much as it did and why it made him feel guilty. Unfortunately they didn’t shoot how Kal-El was undressing from Clark into Superman. We immediately go to the moment he carries the girl in his hands, which also is a very cool moment that showcases how fast Superman is, because girl was already in the burning building when TV news were streaming the accident and it was in Mexico, so he had to be very fast in order to be in time. What I love the most about this scene is that Superman carries the girl with a smile towards her parents, you can literally see how happy he is and how much he enjoys what he is doing. Even though his expression changes a bit later, it is only because he doesn’t want people to see him as a messiah, he wants them to see him as a guy who is trying to do the right thing and for them to follow this example so people will be willing to help each other no matter the odds. He wants to show that in order to be a hero you don’t need super powers, all you need is a good and kind heart and will to do what is right for those around you.

2. Lois saves Superman, Superman saves Lois in Man of Steel. 

Very strong and cool scene where Lois teams up with AI Jor-El in order to save Kal-El, which is followed by a very badass escape on Lois’s part, during which we are witnessing her military roots, since she was very good on using that alien gun, she was literally headshoting those kryptonians. But as soon as Lois gets to saving pod, it gets damaged by kryptonian lady and as a result she starts falling to Earth. When Superman gets his powers back thanks to Lois using his kryptonian key that had AI Jor-El inside of it and he reprogrammed kryptonian atmosphere of the ship to Earth’s, his biological father appears in front of him and explains how he and Lara wanted him to learn what it meant to be human first, so that one day when the time was right, he could be the bridge between two peoples. Kal-El smashes the wall of the ship to open space and after that dialogues occurred, Jor-El pointed Clark to look outside to see Lois which is followed by: “You can save her, Kal. You can save all of them”. In that exact moment Clark/Kal-El becomes Superman and goes to do his job of saving Lois and the world. What is especially great about this entire sequence is that through Lois we are witnessing that in order to be hero you don’t need super powers, you need to be brave and have a good heart that is willing to help those in need and Superman was the one in need that time around. All of that leads us one more time to the point that everyone can be a hero in his/hers own way.

1. Superman’s first Flight in Man of Steel. 

I need to be clear that I love this entire scene from the moment when Clark is learning about this kryptonian heritage through Jor-El. This entire dialogue that leads them to Superman’s costume and Jor-El explaining that the symbol of House of El mean hope and it embodies a fundamental belief that potential of every person to be a force for good and this is exactly what Superman is going to become for every living being in the universe. Every time Jor-El open’s his mouth he speaks Superman is a sense that he defines all that this character means, what he is and what he will be. The meaning behind symbol of House of El defines the word hero, that all it needs is to be hopeful and do good however you can, super powers are not necessary, it’s just an instrument, but we can all contribute as far as our capabilities allow. Which again leads me to the point of DCEU’s Superman and DCEU in general - everyone can be a hero and it is expressed through various supporting characters. And of course my most favorite part of this scene is Russell Crowe quoting Grant Morrison’s All-Star Superman: “You will give the people of Earth an ideal to strive towards. They will race behind you. They will stumble, they will fall. But in time, they will join you in the sun, Kal. In time, you will help them accomplish wonders” and right after that Superman takes his first Flight and I love so much how Henry Cavill expressed the reaction to such an event. This Clark was happy as if like a human being suddenly discovered that you can fly and this is freaking amazing! He is so happy and so amazed by himself that it just warms my heart every single time I rewatch this scene. As Jor-El said, Superman embodies the best from two worlds, two different civilizations, he expresses unity, that different cultures can exist together and be embodied in a person. But most importantly, he shows humanity’s potential, even while being an alien, he takes the best from us and through his example shows what we can become, that we can be our own heroes from the world around us.

I guess this wraps up my Top 5 definitive DCEU Superman moments.

But I have to be honest, I still love ALL scenes with DCEU Superman and I want to talk about every single one for eternity. The scene of Jor-El and Lara-El sending their son away; scene with Jonathan looking at little Clark with red cape; the moment with Clark and Lois on military base and him explaining that it’s “not and S’ and her making an amazing face expression when she asks “You let them handcuff you?” and him explaining that if it makes them feel safe, then better to do it this way and she is just so in love with this incredibly kind person; bathtub scene with Clark and Lois; that moment when Batman is punching Superman while kryptonite effect fades away with every hit, that was actually hilarious; all Superman fight scenes with kryptonians and Doomsday; the moment when Superman says his goodbyes to Lois; the entire Krypton sequence in Man of Steel, etc. I LOVE THEM ALL. 

I love DCEU Superman and I have all the reasons to do so, but I really wanted to share my insight on these particular moments that made me love Henry Cavill’s Man of Steel so much. This version of Superman literally changed my life I can’t freaking wait for Justice League, it has to be glorious. Thank you, Zack Snyder.

thestateofardadreaming  asked:

What is your favorite Jeresa moment?

OH GOD THIS IS HARD.

ok so it’s really hard to pick one.. if you ask me about my favourite episode i will always answer 2x06. 

ok so: can i just say why i love them so much and pick some scenes?

* kiss.

He’s so soft in this scene for her and she was so scared but the second she sees him she knows she’s okay. and im just freaking in love with hugs (which is a parallel to my bellarke) and im in love with ‘it’s okay, you’re safe, i’m here’ quote (which is parallel to my klaroline). so this scene is for sure one of my fav, even tho it’s fake.

* next one.

ok i just have really soft spot for that one because it’s one of the scenes that got me like “oh my god hes freaking in love with her”. he was ready to die for her, he was ready to do everything to make sure she’s going to get out of it alive. HE was the one who in the past was ready to leave behind all his partners just to survive and then everything has changed because of her. He was the one saying “we’re in this together” so when he says “we’re not, YOU are” she says “WE can do this”. because they’re in this together.

* ok another one.  “Why did you turn around?” and “You didn’t leave me behind”. I love this two because it shows the development between them. He told her to leave him behind and she still risked her life and went after him and couldn’t leave him.

* another one. since the “why did you turn around” scene they started risking their lives for each other. remember when james gave up and told her to run and leave him behind?

and remember when she didn’t and they had fight why she came back for him? obv she had to come back for him.

* but i think my fucking favourite scenes are the ones between james/smb else about teresa.

remember when james defended teresa when this dude called her his piece of ass? (really i do love when james is saying ‘fuck’ kk)

HES!!! READY!!! TO BET HIS LIFE!!! ON HER!!! HE TRUSTS HER THAT MUCH!!!

this scene is freaking incredible because while a lot of things in 2x06 are fake this is real scene. this is a scene where james yells at teresa’s bf that he doesnt deserve her. and whats even better when he asks “do you?” he has no idea what to answer. because in his mind she doesnt deserve this life (and hes part of it), he never wanted that for her and this is why he hates quero so much because he put her in this life.

u know i love 2x06 right? remember that time when guero went off “whos the one trying to steal smb’s else woman?” and when james only said “you fucking child” instead of idn saying “i dont have feelings for her”.

ok s2b might be overall a TRASH but this scene will be forever gold ok. james will always be better option than guero because james doesn’t want teresa to live this life and guero is the one who is the reason she has to.

not all gifs are mine but you know we have 5 ppl in fandom so u can i guess even figure out to who belong the gifs.

also i wanted to say im sorry is so long but im actually not because i hope someone will see gifs and decide to watch queen of the south

A sentence meme of my favorite Halsey lyrics

From all her songs/albums. I love Halsey so freaking much. So I’m gonna make another Halsey meme. Also, I realize that her new album has less quotes than the others, but I haven’t listened to it as much yet! Cut for length because it’s long. 

  • “Throw me in the deep end, watch me drown.”
  • “ I’m helpless, clinging to a little bit of spine.”
  • “Viral mess turned dreams into an empire.“
  • “Survival of the richest, the city’s ours until the fall.”
  • “They’re Monaco and Hamptons bound, but we don’t feel like outsiders at all.“
  • “What kind of dough have you been spending?“
  • “What kind of bubblegum have you been blowing lately?“
  • “All we do is think about the feelings that we hide.”
  • “And California never felt like home to me until I had you on the open road.”
  • “Your laugh echoes down the highway carves into my hollow chest, spreads over the emptiness. It’s bliss.”
  • “Would it really kill you if we kissed?“
  • “And there’s a storm you’re starting now.”
  • “I’m a wanderess.”
  • “Don’t belong to no city. Don’t belong to no man.”
  • “I’m the violence in the pouring rain. I’m a hurricane.”
  • “I found myself reminded to keep you far away from me.”
  • “Didn’t know where we were running to. But don’t look back.”
  • “Feet first, don’t fall. We’ll be running again.”
  • “I’m searching for something that I can’t reach…“
  • “I like the sad eyes, bad guys, mouth full of white lies.”
  • “And I swear “I hate you” when you leave.”
  • “My ghost, where’d you go?”
  • “I can’t find you in the body sleeping next to me.”
  • “What happened to the soul that you used to be?“
  • “I love him but I know I’m gonna leave him…”
  • “You’re only happy when your sorry head is filled with dope.”
  • “You’re ripped at every edge but you’re a masterpiece.”
  • “I’m covered in the colors, Pulled apart at the seams.”
  • “And now he’s so devoid of color. He don’t know what it means.”
  • “I know I’ve only felt religion when I’ve lied with you.”
  • “You were red and you liked me ‘cause I was blue. You touched me and suddenly I was a lilac sky. And you decided purple just wasn’t for you.”
  • “Everybody wants to know if we fucked on the bathroom sink.”
  • “We wrote a story in the fog on the windows that night But the ending is the same every damn time.”
  • “They think I’m insane, they think my lover is strange.”
  • “But I don’t have to fucking tell them anything.”
  • “I don’t have to fucking tell you anything.”
  • “That’s the beauty of a secret. You know you’re supposed to keep it.”
  • “They know you walk like you’re a God, they can’t believe I made you weak.”
  • “These days I can’t seem to make this right. Well, is this fine? Will it be alright?”
  • “When his hair falls in his face, And his hands so cold they shake.”
  • “Now we’re lost somewhere in outer space. In a hotel room where demons play.”
  • “I’ve got a lover. A love like religion.”
  • “I’m such a fool for sacrifice.”
  • “I’m such a fool to pay this price.”
  • “I found the savior. I don’t think he remembers. 'Cause he’s off to pay his crimes. And he’s got no time for mine.”
  • “Every single night pray the sun’ll rise.”
  • “I was as pure as a river, But now I think I’m possessed.”
  • “I’ve been cold since you left.”
  • “You’ve got a fire inside but your heart’s so cold.”
  • “'Cause I’ve done some things that I can’t speak of.”
  • “I’ve tried to wash you away but you just won’t leave.”
  • “I came here so you’d come for me.”
  • “I’m begging you to keep on haunting me.”
  • “You weren’t looking for me.”
  • “Are you insane like me? Been in pain like me?“
  • “Do you tear yourself apart to entertain like me?“
  • “You can’t wake up, this is not a dream.”
  • “You’re part of a machine, you are not a human being.”
  • “ Low on self-esteem, so you run on gasoline.“
  • “Well my heart is gold, and my hands are cold.”
  • “Do you call yourself a fucking hurricane like me?“
  • “I sat alone, in bed 'til the morning.”
  • “My mind’s like a deadly disease.”
  • “I’m bigger than my body. I’m colder than this home.”
  • “I’m meaner than my demons. I’m bigger than these bones.”
  • “Goddamn right, you should be scared of me.”
  • “I couldn’t stand the person inside me. I turned all the mirrors around.”
  •  "Oh, baby girl, you know we’re gonna be legends.”
  • “ I know you wanna go to heaven but you’re human tonight." 
  • “You know the two of us are just young gods.”
  • “I’m the king of everything and oh, my tongue is a weapon.”
  • "If you wanna go to heaven you should fuck me tonight.”

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Let’s Go Baby (9400 words) by I_Meet_Evil
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: 방탄소년단 | Bangtan Boys | BTS
Rating: Mature
Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
Relationships: Jeon Jungkook/Park Jimin
Characters: Jeon Jungkook, Park Jimin (BTS), Kim Taehyung | V, Kim Seokjin | Jin, Kim Namjoon | Rap Monster, Min Yoongi | Suga, Jung Hoseok | J-Hope
Additional Tags: jikook - Freeform, Bon Voyage, Jealousy, Oneshot, Possessive Jungkook, a/b/o dynamics, Omega Jimin, Alpha Jungkook, Alpha Namjoon, omega jin, Beta Yoongi, Beta Hoseok, Beta Taehyung, Smut, thigh riding, Hair Pulling Kink, Heat Sex, Surprisingly not much Angst, slight size kink, Knotting, jungkook loves jimin, Explicit Language, Explicit Sexual Content, Sexual Tension, A heck ton of it, I really want some Icecream, Rimming, oversensitivity, Jikook is really cute, It’s so early I need sleep
Series: Part 1 of Help Me to Help You
Summary:

Based on episode 2 of Bon Voyage season 2 where Jimin loses his towel and a very attractive man retrieves it and Jungkook gets jealous.

Also in omegaverse because why the hell not?

*Title freaking direct quote from Jungkook to Jimin from said episode because he likes playing with our Jikook feels FRICKIN PARDON SIR*

Welcome to Hell Dear Evan Hansen AU

I don’t know why this isn’t a thing yet so I decided to make it a thing. 

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Positivity Post!

Before I do my post, I wanted to say that I am truly lucky to have so many amazing friends, mutuals and followers on Tumblr who I freaking love to bits. You guys are like a hot chocolate on a rainy day - you’re brilliant. You’re warm and giving and sweet! Thank you for putting up with my shitposting and bad puns!

3 good things that happened to me today:

1. I got my Mass Effect Andromeda Lootcrate! Yay! To quote @jubshepchubshep - TREASURE! But more importantly, I got a second package that contained some gorgeous art of Sirius Ryder drawn by @hawkeykirsah! ♡♡♡ Thank you so much! That is going up on my wall!

2. My passport got approved! Which means I’m officially going to be visiting the US in September! ^_^ I’m so excited! I already know I’m visiting @tlcinbflo (*screams and flails*) and I’m going to try catch up with more friends/mutuals too!

3. I had a very relaxing bath and listening to more of Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire this afternoon. It was a very nice way to de-stress and to keep warm! ^_^

And finally, thank you to all the people who have been there for me over the last two weeks. You are all true friends. No matter how small the gesture or comment, it was appreciated and loved. *hugs*


just some cute au things about the girls

  • inej works at the coffee shop
  • nina works at sephora or something
  • they meet up to have lunch at the food court during their breaks and talk like they haven’t seen each other in years, although they do this everyday
  • nina especially just talks, talks, talks because she misses inej whenever she’s not near and she feels like so much happens since the last time they saw each other
    • not much does but shh
  • they don’t go to the same colleges so this keeps the material alive. nina goes to some cosmetology school or something idk bear with me
    • they gossip so hard. not in a mean way, they don’t make fun of people, they just animatedly discuss them behind their backs…
  • i mean inej hears everything she’s not exactly meant to because no one can hear her coming when she’s walking passed the stock room at work or down hallways at school and such
  • “i’m pretty sure erin and x broke up again” inej announces when nina is mid sentence about the reality show she watched last night
  • she gasps, “no!”
  • (they don’t even know who this x person is)
  • inej works with a girl named erin and she argues on the phone to someone between breaks, screaming out we’re done! every couple weeks but she never says a name so it drives inej and nina crazy
  • “but x was doing such a better job this time around. i mean, like, it’s been three whole weeks. i’m sensing a bit of development.”
  • “what if we’ve gotten it all wrong? what if they aren’t the problem, what if it’s just erin”
  • “plot twist”
  • “and yesterday julian totally got busted. apparently his mom thought he was living on campus all of this time, when really he has an apartment with his boyfriends”
  • nina chokes, “plural?”
  • “yup.”
  • “damn, get it, julian.”
  • and i feel like when they hang out with each other after work, nina brings inej makeup she probably wasn’t allowed to take out of the store
  • “this one is called black like my soul.” nina giggles, tossing the eye shadow at inej as soon as she stepped foot into nina’s apartment
  • “is this for me or kaz?“ 
  • “kaz in eye shadow. ha! that’s something i want to see”
  • inej laughs and shakes a bag at nina, “i came with gifts, too”
  • inej always brings nina little cakes from the coffeshop she works at. nina considers kissing her for it
  • they both relax on nina’s couch, one on either end, facing each other, legs tangled up. nina keeps dropping crumbs everywhere, but she doesn’t care
  • nina and matthias totally have a dog, conveniently named wolf, and he circles at the foot of the sofa hoping for cake, too
  • “sorry, wolf, pretty sure nina’s cleavage is catching it all”
  • nina likes to do inej’s hair and makeup because inej doesn’t particularly care about either of those things and nina could use some practice
  • but inej draws the line at colorful shades of lipstick
  • “dude, vibrant purple, are you kidding me? that’s not coming anywhere near my face”
  • “inej, don’t be difficult! you have such great lips and you’re wasting them on nude colors”
  • “i don’t even think that color would go with my skin tone”
  • “trust me, everything goes with your skin tone”
  • “nina…no.”
  • “nina…yes.” nina pouts until she can convince inej 
    • and damn nina for being right. inej looks in the mirror and realizes the color does look good on her
  • they take so many selfies. i feel like nina would be a selfie queen
  • and inej likes to take candid pictures of nina because she’s still beautiful even when she’s not prepared. inej posts these on instagram with deep captions and poems
  • they both love this. inej’s followers love this. everyone loves this.
  • one time they were making cakes together and had a flour fight
  • inej got so many shots of nina laughing, red dress covered in flour. even flour on her eyelashes. these photos went up with quotes reminding people to enjoy the little things and how important friendship was
  • nina calls her the night the photos went up. she’s in tears, “they’re just so freaking cute. i don’t know how you do it. i wish i could see me like you see me. i feel like the world is so much more meaningful in your eyes.” she sobs
  • then nina hiccups and inej catches on. she doesn’t know how she didn’t hear the thudding bass in the background before
  • then matthias’ voice fills the phone, “why are you in the bathroom? are you crying?”
  • nina slurs “i’m talking to my secret lover! go away, you - you…”
    • apparently she can’t think of an insult. she gives up and says to inej, “where was i? oh yeah, i love you. you’re the best. you know, if i could give you a strip of the moon, i would.”
  • matthias clears his throat, but then he realizes, “it’s inej, isn’t it?”
  • of course it is, matthias
  • inej just laughs. “hey, i love you, too, okay? have fun at the party. and drink lots of water!”
  • nina mumbles something inej can’t understand. inej makes her put matthias on the phone and reminds him to remind nina to drink water

bonus

  • somehow inej convinces kaz to wear the eyeshadow
  • he agrees only if she makes it go around his whole eye so he looks scary. i’m talking up to his eyebrows and then underneath his lower lashline. he thinks he’s channeling demon looks
  • he doesn’t look scary at all
  • but inej takes photos and sends them to nina who replies with the skull emoji because she has officially died of laughter
    • nina will never let kaz live this down

this is so lowkey gay and completely self indulgent. and it’s probably a mess but i wanted to post it. how did i even format this?? anyway, it was in my drafts. i wrote it at 4am lmao

What has this man done to me?! (rambly story)

I’m having a good ol’ Saturday night reflection with sad music and these thoughts came upon me.


WHY DO I LOVE HIM SO FREAKING MUCH?!?!?!?

The thing is, I’m nowhere near physically attracted to him, yet I don’t think I’ve felt the same for anyone else in my entire life. I think I’ve found what love is. I mean, it’s highly unlikely that anything will happen but I now know what it’s like to truly love someone.

In the past, I would look at someone and think “Hello! ;) You look gooood” and then get to know them and like their personality then start to like them. However with W, I got to know him first. For around 6 months, we were extremely close but I didn’t have any feelings, but that was all about to change….

One night, he was helping out in a school concert. I spent majority of the night with him, and the way he made me feel was indescribable. When I was taking my bow, he stood up cheering, he even found my mum and started to talk to her afterwards about how well I did, he was complimenting me and even telling others how great I was. That night I fell for him. And I fell hard. It all became clear, he was perfect; he was the male teacher version of me, we had the same interests, he was beyond hilarious, and we both showed mutual care for each other and we both enjoyed the other’s company.

One slight problem though: straight after these feelings occured, I had to leave him.. FOR SIX WEEKS. ;(

One slightly bigger problem: After said six weeks HE WAS GOING TO LEAVE THREE MONTHS AFTER.

So, what happened after the six months apart?

Well, it’s been good and bad. It’s been harder, because, we start practicing for the concert after he leaves, and that was what we initially bonded over. It’s not all bad though, as for now he’s still my teacher, I see him quite a bit.

And some of the things he’s said this year make me really smile, the little subtle things, like “you know that if anyone says anything about you, I will not have it, and they’ll have me to deal with” which really meant a lot, because usually he’s a really chill guy.

However, here we go again with these “slight problems” Every time I see him, I become REALLY nervous and turn into an actual tomato. Due to this, I wonder whether it’s worth trying to talk to him, cause he’ll realise, but I know deep down that in the future I’ll regret not talking to him whilst I have the chance.

BUT WHAT DO I DO WHEN HE LEAVES?!

Well, I’ll still have my side bae Mr N, who is very lovely, but I will miss W so much!! I don’t know how (or even whether) to say an actual goodbye to him or just let him go. To most people, it’s a no-brainer, say goodbye!!! But I’m worried it’d be awkward, or break my heart too much. Plus, I want to get him a gift or write him a note.

And before anyone says, I am NOT planning to tell him my feelings, that would not end well. I’m debating asking him for a picture with a few friends. To be honest, I think time away from him will do me some good.

But then there’s next year’s concert.

I asked him to come and watch, and I know he would, cause he loves that sort of stuff, and I sososososo want him to come. But I don’t want to get my hopes up. I don’t want to get upset, he might be busy or too far away- who knows?! I really hope he doesn’t let me down. And…… BREATHE.

That was a ramble and a half! Hope you enjoyed the summary of mine and Ws time together.

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Then while we’re being cannon fodder for snobs like you. Judging people like me from your ivory towers with no thought about why we do what we do. We ain’t got much choice, you get me? And if we’d be born with the same silver spoon up our arses, we’d do just as well as you. If not better.

Six movies I’ll always watch

I was tagged by @plsshutuprichie thank youu ily 💕💕

  1. Batman: The Dark Knight: Okay this movie changed my life forever. I memorized every line told by the Joker in Spanish and English lmao. This line helped me cope with some heavy stuff happening in my life: “You have nothing, nothing to threaten me with. Nothing to do with all your strength” (I know he says that because he’s a freaking sociopath but still haha). Also: “It’s not about the money, it’s about sending a message. Everything burns.” AMAZING. Also he’s an evil clown.
  2. Heathers: You guys have no idea how much I love this movie. It hits home, like… a lOT, but it’s done in a way that I don’t feel offended hahah. Whenever I’m feeling sad I watch it because it’s so funny, and I’m always quoting it. Also 80’s in all its glory! And it has a musical which is also amazing, when I don’t have the time to watch it I can listen to the soundtrack.
  3. Beauty and the Beast: The original one, the first movie I memorized completely (yeah I obsess pretty hard sometimes). All that is pure, it reminds me of my childhood optimism.
  4. We need to talk about Kevin: This movie is amazing. I love Ezra Miller because of this movie. Kevin is so interesting, and the way they show it through his mother’s experience is just fantastic to me.
  5. Donnie Darko: This movie is so strange and I love it so much. I can’t describe it but it’s such a ride! I always feel like I’m floating (hehe) in space after I watch it. And Jake does a wonderful job here!
  6. IT: AAAAA MY FRIENDS , I LOVE IT WITH MY WHOLE HEART. When I was a kid I had a collection of clown figures because I loved creepy clowns so much, then I met Pennywise and it was so freaking cool. Then my life kind of went downhill so I left it aside, until the new movie came and now it makes me so happy again??? And not only pennywise, all my children too. I am so thankful this movie came out because I’m finally enjoying something like I used to when I was a kid. Am I being stupid and childish? Maybe… but oh well. I love IT and I love to love it.


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They yell at me to be dignified. But what are the dignified people like? The people who are held up as examples of me? They are snobs. Frightful snobs. I’m a curiosity in Hollywood. I’m a big freak, because I’m myself!

yehet-me-up  asked:

“Maybe.” Jaebum shrugs, taking another sip. “I like to think so. Somehow it makes my own sacrifice easier. To give up my love, my life to rectify the love of another. That seems a fitting legacy.” - Oh my GOSH I have SO MANY FEELINGS about The 7th Prince, none of them I can articulate clearly, so here's me just hollering in the distance about how much I love it (this quote made me literally clutch my invisible pearls). I just binge read umm, all of it and it's SO GOOD. You're phenomenal 😘

asldfjlaskjdfa LOVE! THANK YOU SO, SO MUCH! Ahhhh I am very happy you like The 7th Prince! This message made me so happy when I woke up this morning. I love seeing which prince people are particularly drawn to and galskdja that was one of my favorite things to write for Jaebum. YAY! Thank you so much for reading and messaging me :))

Originally posted by btsgotsvt

He tells me it will be okay when I’m freaking out.
He watches teen mom with me all day and doesn’t complain.
He holds me when the sadness overwhelms me.
“It will be okay baby.” he says when I’m worrying crazily.
He knows what I’m thinking when I don’t say a word.
I’ve never had anyone be able to read me like he does.
Or understand and calm me like him.
And those moments warm my heart so much.
I feel in my heart,
that this kind of bond and understanding doesn’t come around very often.
—  Chapters from my life