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I know, yeah, you Might or might not be wondering: “Uh.. were’nt you gonna stay away from Tumblr, and move on in life?”

I was plainning to, as you can read in my apology and update posts from some weeks ago; but huh, I guess that wont be like it anymore.

I watched an old video of my favourite youtuber, DrossRotzank. The video is called “La gente Molesta de Youtube” (Youtube’s Annoying People) and its not in his channel anymore, I found it reuploaded by someone else. It made me think a lot about my own Internet experience, its not a lot different of what he described, and in his own terms, I lost the battle by letting those annoying people make me stop posting here, and even deleting my blogs.

Deleting my blogs made me lose all of my old drawings (or at least it made me lose track of em,, since I also ruinned my computer, with all my files, Im using my brother’s) And it made me lose what I had been building for so many time; A Fanbase around me and my art. . And by losing that, I lost the love and support of more than 30k people. I will have to start almost over again. At least I will try to not make the same mistakes I made when I started.

But I also learnt some good things when I was away, as my friends said, I needed a break, to think things out, and to get help. People who “hate” me seemed so many and so strong back then, but now I truly realize that theyre nothing compared to those who loved me.

So yeah, Hello!! I’m back from my Mental Rehabilitation, my Break, whatever,,

I dont think I’ll keep using this blog tho, since I made myself a new username and all, I dont want to waste it, so, I’ll just freely give it,

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Dating Dylan O’Brien

Request: So I loved your dating stiles stilinski imagine where you added circumstances to the list could you do one for Dylan?

Pairing: Dylan O’Brien x Reader

Warnings: Language.

Word count: 2,119

A/N: I really loved writing this! A huge thanks to @imaginesxteenwolf for helping me come up with most of these scenarios, cuz I honestly suck at that.

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Dating Dylan O’Brien

Meeting him on the red carpet

Dylan talked into the interviewer’s microphone as he answered a question about Teen Wolf whilst on the red carpet of the Teen Choice Awards.

He shifted his weight onto either foot, starting to get antsy for the awards to begin, wanting to know if they’d won anything. Tyler Posey stood next to him, checking his watch every so often, probably waiting for the show to start too.

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I wanted to share my story with the Kpop fandom.

It’s not particularly significant, and I feel a little self-indulgent typing out a post about myself, but here it is. I first got into Kpop five years ago, when I was nineteen and a freshman in college. One of my friends was on her computer and called out to me, “Hey, come watch this weird video my friend sent me!” It was Mr. Simple by Super Junior, and I loved it in all of its weirdness.

For a couple weeks, I talked about Super Junior to a couple of my friends. But my interest in Kpop outreached theirs super quickly, and soon I was waist-deep in Korean music all by myself. I found the Kpop side of Tumblr and felt like I had a niche for a while. 

It wasn’t too long before I started to feel a little too old for Kpop - GOT7 debuted and Yugyeom and Bambam were the same age as my baby sister, and I started to feel kind of disconnected from the raging fangirl side of Kpop Tumblr. Then, at the end of my junior year of college, I developed an eating disorder.

Kpop wasn’t the initial trigger for my body image issues - I had grown up around women who were never satisfied with their bodies. But I remember that one female singer who was my height revealed that she weighed 108 pounds, and I thought: “That’s attainable. That’s what I want.”

I started dieting, reducing my calorie intake to 900 a day. I exercised intensely and carelessly (at one point I would get shinsplints from running too much and with poor form). The weight fell off of me. In June of 2014 I went to a doctor and she praised me for my fitness. Two weeks later, I went in weighing even less than before, and I assured the nurses that it was simply water weight fluctuation. I continued my efforts to lose weight, addicted to watching the number on the scale go down.

I stopped following Kpop. No matter how skinny I got, I couldn’t stop myself from admiring and envying the perfect bodies of the idols I’d once loved so much. In early 2016, I was severely underweight: I was no longer menstruating, I was always cold, and I couldn’t stop thinking about food. I finally admitted that I was starving myself and found a therapist.

Today, I’m happy to say that I’m fully weight restored and mostly eating normally. I’m also making my way back into the fandom that gave me so much inspiration, and it fills me with joy every day. I see the bodies of idols that I admire, but now I love those bodies exactly as much as I love my own. If the members of Gfriend were to gain ten, twenty, fifty pounds, they would still be the bodies of people I admire greatly. It’s not their waistline that inspires me, but their talent and their passion.

That goes for every group I follow, and knowing that helps me to accept myself more. I am still the same person no matter how big or small I am, and I care infinitely more about my character than my body type. Sometimes I have to remind myself of that, but I’m better than I was before, and I’ll keep getting better with time.

If anyone actually read this, thank you so much - it’s really therapeutic to get this all out. I’ve had a mixed relationship with Kpop over the years, but in the end it has only changed my life for the better.

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Old CGA laptops and mochrome TV output

When I tried a composite video output on my Bondwell Model 8 for the first time I was disappointed that there were no colors in the picture. I searched over the internet and old reviews and found that the output is “monochrome only”.

Bondwell used the V6355 chip sold under Yamaha brand. This chip was quite popular in early CGA laptops (and MSX computers) and according to a datasheet it can handle multiple output modes: digital monochrome LCD, TTL RGB, analog RGB (for SCART connection) and color/mono composite. The problem is that the chroma pin on the chip is shared with signals required for LCD and wrong voltages/clocks on the pin could damage the LCD screen.

It looks like engineers wanted to have color composite output as there are missing parts on the logic board around these signal traces. However there was probably no business justification for having it in the laptop. Mobile users used the composite output mostly on the road when stayed at hotel (any hotel TV was better than the first generation of laptop LCDs).

I have found that Toshiba used monochrome TV outputs on their LCD CGA laptops as well (and IBM probably too). Since adding a color burst logic to the laptop would need heavy hardware modifications and some disassembling of BIOS I have to stay without a mobile device that could handle special multi-color (>4) CGA modes.

Uncut

I wrote this when Phil made his ‘My Secret Files’ video and totally forgot about it until I was moving stuff over from my old hard drive and figured posting it is better than just having it exist but not be anywhere so I hope you enjoy lmao

Summary: Phil is sorting out his old computer and he finds an accidental sex tape of his and Dan’s. 



Warnings: idk slight sexy times(ahaha I cant write smut lol) sad break up times and a little bit fluffy



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I was looking through old shit on my computer and I found a video of a guy I use to see casually named Alex. We just had sex for the first time and I was telling my friends all about it. We were listening to Acid Rap (when it was new & it changed everyone’s life) & afterwards we were just laid up watching Adventure Time. We were just chillin in our underwear eating ramen noodles & then He made me get up and we slow danced on his bed & that was literally the best time I’ve ever had with a guy. It was one of those things where, he & I were really compatible but he ended up being even more compatible with someone else and that’s okay!

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I found this old video on my computer!

How To Trick People Into Thinking You’re A Good Flute Player (when you actually suck): A vlog by proto-bluespock

I made this video senior year of high school and found the file for it on my old computer while visiting back home this break. I legitimately can’t believe how much of a memeing little shit I was, even in 2012.

My apologies for the poor video/sound quality (the entire thing was filmed on a 2006 iMac webcam and an iPhone 4S camera)

Also shoutout to my band director for agreeing to be in this! 

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aaron & robert | animals 

Here I am again with a new Robron video. This is one of my old projects that I decided to finish today, because I felt like editing some sexy Robron. Enjoy! :)

(UPDATE: I found out that this video isn’t available on mobile because of copyright reasons, but you can still watch it on a computer/laptop)

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WATCH FULL VIDEO HERE!

I realised that I have been doing crossovers for 2 years now… YAY!! :D So I decided to go back and watch my old videos (*shivers*) and pick out the manipulated clips that I STILL like till this day (for whatever reason). 

As you can see, Tzekel-Kan is not here almost at all, but that is because his maskings make me cringe so damn hard! X,D I remember the making of this video as if it was yesterday; all-nighters in my uni’s computer lab for a month, desperately trying to understand how After Effects works. My biggest mistake was thinking that you could video edit in it too… Thank Glob that I found Final Cut soon after. :P 

And I see that my “glow” obsession started already here! ;D

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A while ago, when I was in highschool (2007) I spent the night at my best friend’s place because we had to finish an important project for one of our classes, it was a long tiring day but we managed to get most of it done before 9pm… after that we decided to watch some TV until it was bed time, Back to the Future II was on and it happened to be one of her favorite movies of all time, a few minutes passed and she stood up with her phone in order to get a short clip of her favorite scene (I know this sounds weird but it was a different time, our phones were crappy and we didn’t really have access to youtube), once she did, we both enjoyed the rest of the film and went to bed around midnight.


Fast forward to the next morning, she asked me to take a look at the clip on her phone, apparently there was something we didn’t notice before and to be frank, it really freaked me out. The first frame of the recording showed a grinning face of a man we’ve never seen before, I’m positive that couldn’t have been me since I was sitting back in the couch and that’s definitely not her getting in front of the frame, we both were home alone when this happened and didn’t notice anything out of place.

Needless to say, we were speechless and couldn’t find an explanation for it… I asked for the video and kept it with me, I didn’t think about it for several years until I recently checked my old computer backup files and found it within my folders. Whatever that thing was, the smirk on its face always gave me the chills… 

The gif and picture above were captured from the original 28 seconds video. Something I wanted to share with sixpenceee

____________________________ Edit- According to some of you guys the figure in the frame is part of the scene itself, I don’t quite recall that part of the movie so I can’t confirm this…but you might be right, it’s been a long time since I watched this old video and to this day it still creeps me out. But It was probably the bad lighting and quality that made it look so creepy back then… the gif looks kinda spooky tho so that’s something :) thanks for clearing things up fellas, I’ll definitely check it out. Peace~
Magcon Preference: Youtube Videos Together (3/9)

Magcon Preference #6- You make a youtube video together


Nash: (The Boyfriend Tag) You were already a pretty famous youtuber when you started dating Nash, all of your fans begged for him to be in a video. So, who decided to do the classic boyfriend tag. Since you were filming it in Nash and Cameron’s apartment, Cameron would pop up in the video every minute or so, basically it was The boyfriend Tag+ Cameron. ‘’Do I have any weird obsessions?’’ You asked, raising and eyebrow at Nash. ‘’Well, you like chocolate..‘’ he said trailing off. ‘’That’s not weird, almost everyone loves chocolate,’’ you huffed. Cameron burst out laughing from behind the sofa, and Nash rolled eyes, grinning.


Cameron: (The girlfriend does my makeup challenge) ‘’Stay still,’’ you say, turning his head toward you. You grabbed your liquid eyeliner and did your best to apply it to Cameron, who was jerking away every 5 seconds. ‘’Babbeee this hurts, you’re like jabbing me in the eye,’’ Cameron groaned. You rolled your eyes and grabbed the fiery red lipstick. ‘’Aww hell no,’’ he whined. You bursted out laughing, while smoldering his face with lipstick. ‘’There all done,’’ you said, handing him a mirror. ‘’Oh my god I look totally hawt girl,’’ he exclaimed.


Matt: (The boyfriend does my makeup challenge) ‘’Hey guys its Matt here and today I’m going to be doing my lovely girlfriend (Y/N)’s makeup!’’ He said, smiling mischievously at the camera. ‘’I was tricked into this!’’ You grumbled, folding your arms across your chest. Matt just laughed and grabbed your makeup, which he somehow managed to steal. ‘’Let’s get started,’’ he said, rubbing his hands together. You closed your eyes and soon felt an eyeliner pencil on your cheek. ‘’Matt what the hell?‘’ You said, genuinely concerned about what he was doing. ‘’SHHH!’’ He said, ‘’I know what I’m doing!’’ ‘’I doubt it,’’ you mumbled. By the end of it Matt, hadn’t done your makeup, but instead turned you into to ‘’Harry Potter’’. With the glasses, scar, and everything.

(A/N): something i found hidden deep within my old drafts of my computer and I hope you guys like it? idek and don’t worry the other boys should be up tomorrow 💜
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so on my escapades through my old computer files circa 2011 i found this video and at first i was laughing at myself for being dumb enough to leave this file on my computer and then upload it to mediafire when i mass-backed-up my documents but…

i realized this was a video i took to see what i looked like while binding. i had found the ace bandages from the bathroom closet and was binding my chest and put on my “boy jacket” as i called it and i was taking a video to see what it looked like.

and when i realized that’s what this was, i was floored. this is such an incredibly pure snapshot into my past and to see this defining moment in my life captured in a video that i had only ever intended for myself to watch before deleting…that’s emotionally cathartic, for me? and i don’t even care that i do some Embarrassing Hat Trick™ because of COURSE i would do that when filming a video by myself that i don’t expect anyone to see, what ELSE could i expect?

it’s silly and it’s embarrassing but it’s also a turning point in my life and i wish i could go back in time and show that younger version of me where we are now and how much we’ve accomplished since 2011 but just watching that enthusiasm and the optimism about the future is so empowering and it’s making me excited for five years down the road when i find these posts from myself now.

so here, have a silly selfie from right now because i love who i am and i love who i’ve been and i am excited for who i’m going to become, and i hope that 2021-me finds this post and feels proud of us all.

(also get a load of that MSI playing faintly in the background)