Happy New Year - PT1
Second and last part - here
First Imagine ! I’d like to have some of your feed-back and I take request about : Roman and Seth to start then I’ll take requests about the other wrestlers later.
Seth Rollins x Reader
I’ve had this idea just after this new picture of Seth and his girlfriend.First I have nothing agaisnt Sarah !
And english isn’t my first language so I’m already sorry for the mistakes.
« Y/N and Set has been friends since a long time.You just found out that Seth has a new girlfriend, you saw a pic on Instagram, isn’t that the worse way to found out that the love of your life has a new women ? »
(Y/N) always enjoyed hanging on some Seth fan pages on Instagram, these fangirls remind everyday how lucky you are to have Seth in your close circle of friends. After a hard day of work at the office you just decided to go Instagram and relax, follow these fanpages help you to keep some contact with Seth who’s strangely quiet some days now. He didn’t sent you any text or he didn’t called you, he may be busy, you both used to talk everyday, you miss him and you’re sure that he misses you.
You came back home tired, the only thing that you wanted to do is to take a hot shower, wear wide sweatshirt with heavy socks and chill with of cup of tea. You also felt the need to talk to Seth but he’s busy, you told yourself. You sent him a text to wish him a Merry Christmas, few minutes later, he still didn’t answered, he must be busy, you told yourself once again. You took a shower then you got in bed, as usual, you went Instagram. Seth posted a couple pics of his vacation in Mexico, on one of these photos, there is a girl, he tagged her account“@bellasarah_87” , you clicked on her account. She was a private account.
« Private… But she looks damn ugly. » you mumbled,based to her profil picture.
You felt some jealousy, you knew that Seth was going to Mexico… alone. You cannot forget that he’ll travel with someone, in fact a girl. You started to read the comments, almost everybody was sure that she was his new girlfriend but some were arguing about her beauty.
@sethiebaby : she’s ugly smh, he deserves better than this thing.
@xxxlittlemixxreigns : ?ﾟﾘﾭ?ﾟﾘﾭ?ﾟﾘﾭ?ﾟﾘﾭ?ﾟﾘﾭ?
You continued to read the comment, and you realized that you felt just like these ‘fangirls’, full of jealousy and hatred because you’ll never have him, you’ll never have Seth. Yet, he was so near of you but so far at the same time. You could felt your heart beat going crazy, you posed your phone then stayed quiet, eyes wide open. Even if you wanted to sleep, you couldn’t, you felt bad, you realized that your feelings for Seth were different, not friendly at all. You tought that you were crazy to love your friend, that something was wrong with you.You prefered to say that you were overprotective.
You needed to talk to someone, you called Allia, a common friend with Seth.
« Allia, your voice was weak shaking
— (Y/N) ! It’s been a long time, how you doin' ? she almost yelled what made you slightly smile.
— Yeah, I’ve been busy that’s why, you lied, I’m good.
— Your voice says the otherwise, tell me the truth (Y/N)
— I’m just sick, stop acting like my mom please, you tried to change of subject.
— Hmmmm, I’ll take this answer.
— How’s Seth ?
You definitely wanted more information, you were actually sure that she knew more about @bellasarah_87 .
— Doing good, actually he’s in Mexico with Sarah, she paused, why ?
— Just like this, Sarah, one of his old friend right ? , you know that she wasn’t one of his ‘old friend’
— No, she laughed, his new girlfriend ! She sound so nice.
— Really ?, you took a suprised tone but you felt it coming.
— I only talked to her by phone but I already love her, you’ll love her too.
Sure, you gulped.
— Do you have something of planned on New Year’s Eve ?
— Execpt watching Empire or The Walking Dead, not really.
This schedule for your New Year’s Eve was the best for you, hang out wasn’t your thing.
— So come at Le Bar, we’ll have fun, Seth will come.
— That’s totally changed your answer, you needed to see him.
— I’m in , you sounded already bored by this night.
— I like this ! We gonna have fun. See you. »
You hung up and threw out your phone « I’m a mess » you muttered. You weren’t confident, in high school you were discreet and discreet and decreasing. You met Seth in high school, you both were strange and very quiet. You two were really passionated about wrestling, you remember when he went to your home to watch PPVs. You were here when wrestled in small gymnasium where we could hear the noises of the apron. But he began to win in popularity naturally he taken away to you. You guys still have contacts, it was hard to be far away of him but he does what he loves, and that was the most important for you.
You walked towards the restaurant “Le Bar”, he was black outsie but the big lampposts sent some light. Tinsel garlands added of the color to all this, the water was strangely cool and soft. It was only 8:00 but people were partying, drinking and screaming, they were happy. When you saw a group of friends, you whispered to yourself « When was the last time I smiled like them ? »
A long time.
You arrived in front of the restaurant « Le Bar »,get in or run away ? You stared at people inside trough the glass.You could see Allia’s red hair, next to her there was Seth, you recognized his bun badly arranged. All at once,you started to smile. You missed him, you didn’t see him since almost six months.You went in the restaurant, you had to push people to get to their tables, there was so much people. I don’t like these types of
« (Y/N)! I tought that you wouldn’t come ! Allia hugged me but my eyes were on Seth.
— Sorry, but I’m here right now, you answered.
— It’s been a long time, (Y/N), Seth said by hugging me. »
I could feel his body agaisnt me, his body was so warm. I’d stay in his arms forever. There were other people but I greeted them with a simple wave of hand. A girl was next to him.
Wait, it’s her ?
« Oh (Y/N), this is Sarah, he put the arm on the shoulders of this girl, Sarah. »
Quite became fuzzy around you, sounds suddenly became deaf. You stayed in this state a few seconds before coming back to earth. This girl smiled to you.
« Seth talks a lot about you, she smirked » Actually, you don’t care, you hurt.
He’s happy, alright, she makes him happy, okay, he loves her… That’s not okay. I’ve been in love with him since the 10th grade, I can’t hide my feelings anymore.All the people around me were enjoying this night which is supposed to be the most beautiful of the year. You couldn’t focus on the conversation,but you could focus on Seth’s hands who traveled on HER body.
That was too much.
You stayed up to the countdown in this state of “absence”, at midnight everybody took each other in arms, kissed each other, smiled and wished best wishes for this year which will change nothing to your life. You stayed stoical, you got up an you left.
Allia watched you leaving, you never told about your feelings but she knew. She was sad for you,she noticed that you were too quiet. She asked you many times « (Y/N), you good ? », your lazy nod only showed how deep was your pain. Allia looked several times Seth, who was enjoying his night.He didn’t see that his friend left.
« How blind can mans be?! she growled Seth, we need to talk, come here»
Seth gave a confused look to the redheaded girl but he got up and followed Allia. They went in somewhere more private.
« (Y/N) has just left, so go look for her ! Right now ! »
Seth looked at Allia, even more confused.
« Stop looking at me like this ! Run and go search her. »
You walked down the street of slow step when you heard someone yelling your name behind you, you turned around and saw Seth out a breath behind you. At first, you tought that he was a pretty hot illusion made by your mind but the illusion kept calling you. You stopped and watched this illusion getting closer until you realized that he was real.
« — (Y/N) why did you left ?!
— I am sick and I feel bad.
— This doesn’t work with me,he commented.
— You want the true ? Do you really want it because our relationship will not be the same after ? You asked him by looking at him straight in the eyes.
— I love you. »
These three words look as simple as hello, but they’re the hardest words to say, in every language. Seth looked at you, wordless.
« On this, happy New Year Colby. »
You gave him a sad smile before leaving. Two things were strange : You left lighter, with a huge weight lifted. Now, he knows that you love him.
And you called him Colby as you never did before.