i found it and had to post it though

Friends

I’ve made quite a few friends on here and I just want to say:
I love you all so much. I had been really sad because all my irl friends had been slowly but surely leaving. I joined Tumblr to find funny post about something that makes me so happy but i found friends who make me happy. Im really bad at keeping convos and replying but I absolutely adore everyone of you guys. I’m sorry if i annoy any of you. I really feel like all you guys low key hate me :((. Even though i have those thoughts you always cheer me up. I know i haven’t even known you for a month yet but I haven’t been this happy in a while and someone who can cheer me up means a lot to me. I’m sorry for this, I just want all of you to know that I love and care about you guys and that you can always come to me and i’ll try to be there. Once again I love you guys!!
-here are some complements for you :)-
@pureoutsiderstrash - You’re one of the most sweetest people i’ve ever meet. We need to talk more because I love my beautiful egg
@itsdatponyboy - You’re absolutely stunning and i love our weird conversations we have. I love you my creampuff.
@twentyonediscogrumps - We always yell in all caps and spell everything wrong and you still even understand me (which is rare). I love you my lil noodle.
@darkmillennium - You’re so smol and pure, i must protect you, you sweet angel. I love you my sunshine.
@johnnybby - You’re actually the funniest person ever bless my life. I love my Pop tart.
@ralphmaccchiato - You help me out with my ships and that means a lot because i can’t do anything on my own. I love my babycakes
@mrs-johnny-cade - You were my first friend on tumblr, even though we don’t talk much anymore i still think you’re the coolest. I love my sugarplum.
@jallyslovechild - We don’t really talk much but you’re so cool. We have the same view on ships and i love how we talk about our ships. I don’t have a nick name for you :( But I love you!
@dallas-winston-wanted-to-be-dead - you were one of the first accounts i followed on tumblr and i just absolutely adore your account. I love you!
(I’m making a part two but it’s gonna be a little different than this)
*disclaimer* I don’t talk to all of these people everyday, if i did that would be crazy and i would actually die. I’m so bad at talking and i feel bad that i talk to so many different people. But that’s it’s
I LOVE MY FRIENDS

An anon story

One time, I was watching the show Shadowhunters, and my dad was in the room. He saw two male characters on a date, and started complaining when they kissed, calling them “disgusting” and “seriously sick” for being attracted to each other. I’d never seen him say these kinds of things before, and it almost brought me to tears. Even though he promised to always love me, I couldn’t help but feel like he would break that promise if he ever found out I was like those “disgusting” people on tv. Feeling really alone, I wrote about how sad I felt and made a post about it on tumblr. Not even five minutes later, my inbox was flooding with messages of support and comfort. People who were going through similar situations, and reminders that plenty of other people cared about me. And even though I still had to hide myself at home, I started to see a world of people who supported me, and I suddenly felt less alone.

So many people have made posts about it but here I go.

Steve Aoki rescheduled two shows that were to celebrate the 20th anniversary of his record label. Like, he didn’t just cancel a random gig…

It was to celebrate the 20th anniversary of Dim Mak, his record label. He had to put them off for February 2017, even though his label was founded in 1996.

He did several of these gigs all over the world and was going to close the year in Hawaii, now he’ll do it in February (when it’s no longer the 20th anniversary).

He made no fuss about it either. He just rescheduled silently…

***PLEASE DO NOT READ THIS POST IF YOU ARE EASILY DISTURBED BY SERIAL KILLERS, VIOLENCE, CANNIBALISM, OR ANY OTHER GRUESOME THINGS OF THAT NATURE***

As I studied Jeffrey Dahmer’s chart, I found some pretty conclusive indications regarding his reservedness and his ability to hide his true self. First of all, he had an 8th House stellium (Sun, Mercury and Venus all in the 8th House). This means that he was extremely private, he was great at concealing things about himself, and he was interested in more unspeakable subject matter (in this case, though, his taboo fascinations were really unusual and severely monstrous, which doesn’t go for everyone who has an 8th House stellium). He had a closed-off personality and was not very close to anybody. At the time of his birth, Neptune was in retrograde (he had Neptune in Scorpio), which might have contributed to his tendency to shield his actual, deeper characteristics. Dahmer was most likely shameful of himself, and for very good reason.

When Dahmer lured his first victim into his vehicle, Dahmer recalled in an interview that he did not actually plan it out and that it was a spontaneous occurrence. Dahmer admitted that he had many fantasies about picking up a male hitchhiker, but did not ever think it was actually going to happen, but when he did see his open opportunity, he made the impulsive decision to pick up the victim and eventually murder him. I think his quick decision could have been due to his Aries Moon. At the moment, he was not thinking of the consequences and it was by pure luck that he got away with murdering his first victim.

It’s difficult to say what may have caused Dahmer to become a necrophile. Perhaps it was his Lilith in the 8th House placement. Lilith represents a lot of things, and one of those things has to do with the darker side of people’s sexuality. And since it was placed in the 8th House, it’s extremely common for Lilith in the 8th House natives to have taboo turn-ons, and they are sexually gratified by (sometimes) unspeakable things. Now, I am not saying that people who have this placement will have sexual intercourse with the dead or will even like the idea. But if someone is mentally ill and if they are a psychopath, odds are Lilith in the 8th House will manifest in a horrifying way.

It’s also hard to say what may have led to Dahmer’s cannibalism. We have to remember, though, that Jeffrey Dahmer’s killings were not motivated by cannibalism. His killings were sexually-motivated, and, had he not become a serial killer at all, it’s highly likely that he would not have transformed into a cannibal. So that’s why it’s not easy to pinpoint this particular thing in his chart. The 6th House can often describe eating habits, but he only has Pisces in the 6th and Mars in the 6th House, and I couldn’t find a proper connection to his cannibalism. It has been suggested that his Moon square Saturn placement contributed to his cannibalistic tendencies, however.

In addition, Dahmer had Pluto in the 11th House, which pretty much means that he had difficulty fitting in with friends and with the community. His interests were bizarre and he never felt like he belonged into a social group. In the eye of the public, Dahmer appears soft-spoken, shy, and gentle (Cancer Midheaven). But it’s a whole different story underneath the surface. Jeffrey Dahmer’s chart appears fairly “normal,” but it has also been debated as to whether or not Dahmer was sexually abused in his childhood, which subsequently may have escalated into his deep depression and his road down psychopathy, and developed strange fancies during his descent into madness.

You Really Have To Appreciate Your Natural Hair Journey

Honestly though…Sometimes, well more like ALL the time, you’ve got to just stop comparing your natural hair to someone else’s natural hair. Easier said than done I know. But for example, you can’t compare a 4 year natural hair journey to someone who has been natural for like 9 years.. That’s just not being fair to yourself…. I found myself comparing my hair to someone else’s and I had to check myself and just appreciate how far I’ve come. And I just thought I would post this for anyone else who goes through the same thing at times. Just stop and appreciate how far you’ve come, seriously…

Okay, so I totally forgot I hadn’t posted this– it was for the Little Prince Zine that had been assembling over the summer, though I just found out it’s pretty much on hiatus… so here it is! I remember when I drew this how proud I was of the semi-painted style lol, even if I haven’t used it since;;;;

ANYWAY

Hello all This is an update and somewhat a break regarding the tumblrs future and yes I am breaking away from the character description I started adding to each post.

As some of you who have followed the tumblr will know late last year I tried experimenting with a potential friendship problem adventure story that I had fun drawing with some of the scenariosI put book horse and apple horse in XD . But honestly since the beginning have struggled to come up with a humorous idea on how to warp it up. Not only that but in the recent months I have found myself losing interest or getting slightly stressed on what else I can do with Twi and AJ weekly This tumblr was inspired by Rarijack daily and I though Twijack would be a breeze but its not ,thats partly because I want to keep the images close to the cannon as possible and leave really shippy images to other twijack fans.

This is going to sound silly but I sort have lost my drive to make anything MLP at the moment, though considering I have been with the pony train since early 2011 you have to cut me some slack to essentially take a break from the world of Equestria and focus on other fandoms and personal projects which I have a lot of passion for right now )You can blame Anime for this ^^;). My new direction in my Life is to go in to Picture book / comics as a professional and I can not let side projects like Twijacky weekly eat up all my spare time then I desperately want to have something  unique original to do with jowybean. Now I am in no way shape or form saying I am leaving the fandom or going to become an antibrony I still find ideas popping in to my head for future  pony art and twijack images. I just find everything about MLP G4 kind of Meh at the moment.

Now regarding this information the tumblr is not stopping either its just not going to continue the friendship problem storyline or be updated weekly.  From now on it will be updated with cute sketches or illustrations of the duo only if I think they would make a great addition to the roster of Twijacky imagery I have previously made. I imagine when the new pony season and movie rolls around the inspiration will come rushing back to me and the enjoyment for the tumblr will be refilled :).

I apologise if this annoys/ disappoints you in anyway as i did the exact thing when I attempted luna comic in 2013-2014 and stopped that because well big fan projects for me are hard too keep on top of. I have been drawing way before G4 ponies was a thing guys and I have so many wonderful opportunities as a professional artist that I need to take advantage of before I regret missing them because of being a crony artist.

I feel more assured that I am sharing this with you now rather then letting it die slightly or press on and make it a chore that drains me. If i kept forcing the lacklustre twijack work guys, you would tell I was running dry on ideas soon enough. MLP just dose not have the same magic I felt for it in the early days and eventually it will in some way fade away for me. not ever die out just become another thing I enjoyed being a part of like any other geek thing in our life’s, trends come and go and its a natural response as time moves forward and we grow up in this crazy world.

Whatever happens with me and my love for MLP I applause the diehard fans that can enjoy everything pony to the fullest. And I am am very grateful for so many people taking the time and interest to follow this silly tumblr for two characters I really like.  

until next post which hopefully will not be too long Laters and bro hoof Jowybean

S4 is Act IV, Chemistry, and Mirrors

After my post about the last page of the S4 CD booklet X, I had a closer look and found some interesting things. This is the full booklet:

Chemistry

The tracks for the individual episodes are listed in form of structural formulas, i.e. they feature very prominently in the artwork of the booklet. However, chemistry as such does not play a decisive part in this series. Sherlock never works in Barts lab here, the formula of TS12 is never explained, the drugs he takes are not specified. The only time we see chemical formulas is in TST - with Toby.

What is interesting, though, is the fact that some lines in the formulas are open-ended, leading into nothing. Red herrings? Loose ends? Plot holes?

Act IV

Now this is a good one as well. On the pages listing the tracks, the series is called Act IV.I, Act IV.II, and Act IV.III, clearly pointing to the concept of dramatic structure. Of course there are shows and films using a four-act structure, but the classic structure which has been extensively analysed in here, is the five-act structure. If applied to Sherlock, this would mean there should be a series 5. 

Mirrors

Mirrors are one of the most defining visual and narrative features of the show. And they are used again in the booklet - not once, but even twice. 

Sherlock mirroring himself - Eurus mirroring Jim and herself at the same time. This could be a hint that she show is about Sherlock using avatars like Eurus (and Jim?) in order to cope with his past issues and emotions. 

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My fave post right now with people “trying"to boycott Hamilton .

“I will not be seeing Hamilton because it’s too political now.”

Ah yes

A show about the beginnings of our nation, told in the eyes of the first U.S treasurer,a poor immigrant who climb his way to the top. Who didn’t mind telling his views on everything.Who made enemies with every founding father besides Washington. Who made a secret deal with Jefferson to get his debt plan though. Who didn’t mind dissing own members of his political party. Who had the first sex scandal by telling on his own damn self. Who got shot by his friendemeny because he wouldn’t support him in his bid for president…

Oh y'all though it was just a show with catchy raps,songs ,and cute dance numbers??

Silly you!

Side eye…

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Jupiter Ascending + Tumblr Text Posts part 2 (Abrasax Edition)

The fake blog posts in TST

So, I took a closer look at each of the “blog posts” that appear on screen in the beginning of TST and looked up the key words, names or places to figure out what the bloody point of them is. Because, there’s gotta be a point. There must be hidden clues in these weird fake beginnings of blog posts, they included them for a reason. And I stumbled upon some interesting things.
Didn’t get all that far with what I found out though, so if you’ve got any theories and ideas I’d love to hear them!

“His body was recovered from the sea near Falmouth…” 

Now listen to this.

“The Falmouth Docks were developed from 1858,[12] and the Royal National Lifeboat Institution (RNLI) opened Falmouth Lifeboat Station nearby in 1867.”

RNLI? Why does that sound familiar again? 

Ah yes, the teaser. I immediately had to think back to when we went mental over every single detail in the background of that clip. And good thing we did.

I also had to think about this scene from TST.

Water obviously plays a huge role in Sherlock, that’s old news. But we also get quite a bit of ship and harbour imagery. So how’s that going to be relevant? Sailing the sea of emotions? Being in charge and control as long as there is no big storm in sight? And being utterly defenseless and vulnerable and exposed when a tidal wave comes crashing in on you? 
Life boats to come to your rescue? What’s up with RNLI, does it have any specific significance??

“Mr Hatherley […]”

Ok, so here I looked up Hatherley.
There is an Up Hatherley and a Down Hatherley, both are civil parishes and suburbs in Cheltenham, Gloucestershire.

Now listen to this. There is not much to find on their Wikipedia pages because these places are tiny (Down Hatherley literally has 419 inhabitants).
Just a few lines about the history and some notable residents etc. and their churches.
Up Hatherley’s church is called Saint Phillip and Saint James
Down Hatherley’s church is called St. Mary.

Saint fucking James and St. Mary

Coincidence? “The universe is rarely so lazy…”

I thought that was rather good. But there’s another thing that I want to mention although that might be completely insignificant. It’s stuck in my head though so I’m gonna add it anyways.

The main thing that comes up when searching for Hatherley, is the Hatherley Manor Hotel

Which immediatley made me think of this. 

Now, I don’t really think this means anything, the buildings are quite different after all, but still, there is a resemblance and I just can’t get it out of my head.

“Dennis Parkinson” 

Now, the first thing that comes to mind at the mention of Parkinson is Parkinson’s disease, I suppose. It’s also the main thing that comes up if you search for it, so I started digging for something familiar. I didn’t find very much that I thought might be a clue except that there is, yet again, the name James involved. James Parkinson.
But then again, James is a common name.

I don’t know, it’s all getting a bit blurry and unclear now, but let’s just go through the last few.

The Circus Torso in Waterloo station and the Canary Trainer Andrew Wilson.
I’m not really getting anywhere with these. Any help? 
Again, a James and someone with J.W. initials in the history of Waterloo station, but I’m getting a bit off track here. 
Canaries? Wilson?
Andrew W. - Andrew West parallel?
I looked up Andrew Wilson and there are a lot of them out there, but I didn’t really find anything that seemed significant.

What I want to know is, why are these two cases shown on the screen together? Is there a point to this? A connection? There must be.

"Joel Fentiman […]” 

I did actually find something remotely interesting and possibly important here.
“Fentimans is a botanical brewery based in Hexham, Northumberland, UK.”
Northumberland? That sounds familiar. 

Captain John Watson, Fifth Northumberland Fusiliers.

And there is something else.

The Sherlock Holmes, if you didn’t know, is a Victorian era themed public house, which is located in 10 Northumberland St, in St. James.

James is everywhere.

It’s like… the name is following us. Almost like…

He is somehow involved in every bloody case that Sherlock solves. 

John: “… A jellyfish?” 

So, this bit has already been analysed quite a bit and much more coherently than I could ever do, so I won’t really go into this. Just…

“[…] a potential assassin lurking near by.” (Hi, Mary) 

And then the jellyfish in the place where Mary “dies”? 

There was a really good post about the possible connection to the canon story “The Adventure of the Lion’s Mane” where the murderer turns out to be jellyfish, but I can’t find it anymore so if anyone has the link and wants to add it, I’d be grateful!

Also, if you’ve got any thoughts and ideas to add to my incoherent mess i’d love to hear ‘em!

Tag, You’re It - Leto!Joker x Reader

Hello everyone! I know I haven’t posted a Joker fic in a while so here’s my offering to appease your appetites. Sorry about it being a bit short though.. I’ve recently found that I love Melanie Martinez (Thanks to @ashmuck ), and I thought her song Tag, You’re It fit the Joker perfectly. So without further adieu.. Enjoy! -J.xx


Walking down the sidewalk, I had my coat collar flipped up, keeping the cold away from my face as much as it could. I watched as my breath swirled around me, helping some to calm my nerves. The few streetlights lit my way, but giving me no console in the darkness that surrounded me. He wanted to play his favorite game again, and there was no way of getting out of it. I had to play along; I was too scared to find out the consequences of disobeying.

The rumbling of a car got louder and louder the further I walked down the side of the street. He found me already. Picking up the pace a little, I saw his purple sports car pull up beside me out of the corner of my eye, crawling along as I walked.

He rolled down the tinted windows and called out to me, trying to bait me into giving up already. But he thrived off of the chase, he lived for the challenge. If I gave up now, I’m sure the repercussions would be just as bad if I denied him my partaking in his game in the first place.

“Let me take you for a joy ride,” he called from within the powerful machine, his voice sugary sweet, “I’ve got some candy for you inside.”

I noticed an alleyway a few feet away on my right, and take this as my opportunity to give him the thrill he craved. Taking off, I sprinted down the alley, ending up in the middle of an empty parking lot, a single light hardly lighting the deserted place. I heard the crunching of his designer shoes against the gravel behind me. There’s nowhere to hide, nowhere to run.

Continuing to run across the lot proved no use, I felt his hand bury itself in my hair, shoving me to the pavement in front of him. My breath came out in heavy huffs, nervous of what he planned to do to me this time.

“I love it when I hear you breathing,” he whispered, his hand still in my hair and forcing me to look up at him. “I hope to God you’re never leaving.”

I stared up at him with wide eyes. Never leaving? My heart beat even faster inside it’s ribbed cage. He was going to keep me forever; this game was our destiny. At the realization of this, a wicked smile spread itself across his face.

Leaning down so his paled face was inches from mine, he murmured without ever breaking eye contact, “Eenie meenie miny mo, catch a lady by her toes. If she hollers, don’t let her go.”

“Eenie meenie miny mo, your mother said to pick the very best girl, and I am,” I finished, my gaze never wavering from his.

His smile grew even bigger, pulling me back to my feet and keeping me within his arms. He bent his head down just slightly so he velvet red lips were right next to my ear. I could feel his soft breath against the shell of my ear, sending a shiver down my spine and causing a chuckle to reverberate in his muscled chest.

“Tag, you’re it.”

And so our game began again, as it would for the rest of eternity. A game of cat and mouse, a game of tag. We were forever locked into this course, unable to pull ourselves away from the thrill of it all. He would forever hunt me down; I would forever satisfy his every need.

Not A Kid Anymore. (Mingyu Smut)

heeeyy guys, so i know, if you’ve seen my post then you’ll know that this is a re-post. so all my works on my original account will be reposted here. (even though i only got 2 posts lol) so yeah, this is not plagiarized guys, okay? :) okay. ily x i know there are a lot of you who are silent readers mehe 


It’s been 3 years since you’ve last seen the boys. You had to go to the states because of work, originally, you had been a trainee at PLEDIS with the boys, also wanting to debut in the future but you had obviously had found better opportunities as a stylist. You and the boys were quite well known back in the days because of your amazing friendship. You and the boys have been nothing but supportive towards each other, but considering you were older (24) they still had that respect towards you. You’ve been with them long enough to be able to talk informally, but of course, they are just really nice kids, you could say you’ve been with them through thick and thin, but never really lost contact.That was until a year and a half ago, when they finally (after years of training) had their own program, 17 Project. That was when their schedule was too busy, and eventually you lost contact with them. But you didn’t mind at all, you were still able to them on TV.

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Hogwarts Houses (Chocobros)

I’ve been wanting to do this for a while, even though it’s a pretty stock post to make as a headcanon blog. I was also initially going to do the ones for the Girls first but I found it easier to get the bros done before them. Also please feel free to chat with me about any of these.

Sidenote: I’m taking the other media (in this case Brotherhood) into account as well.

Noctis.
Gryffindor. A common sorting for him, I’ve seen it often. The biggest reason I say so is how much he matures by the end of the game and how he’s prepared to carry out what his destiny requires of him. Nothing braver than that. Before that though, we can see it even in Brotherhood where he has an almost brash way of looking at life. The way he lashed out at Ignis in the anime comes off very much like an immature Gryffindor to me. There’s also how he used to sneak away from the castle when he was younger, which indicates he has an adventurous side to him too. And I think it’d be fair game to say that putting up with everyone reminding him how his father will die someday (as in having to be King someday) by those around him can be considered another sign of bravery.  His character also seems to dislike the restrictions that come with being a Prince and Gryffindors are typically free birds. A favourite of mine is how he was willing to cover for Iris when he knew Gladio would be absolutely livid over her running away. Standing up for others is very Gryffindor.

Prompto.
Gryffindor. I don’t think this one is too surprising, since I’ve seen others sort him into Gryffindor too. To elaborate on my reasons though, he’s a lot like a Neville!Gryffindor than a typical Gryffindor. He has this hidden inner strength that shows in times of duress, for those who’ve finished the game you can understand why I say that. He’s also pretty courageous, when looking at how he found a way to keep going even when he was miserable as a child. And looking at his childhood further, he seems to have a proactive and determined attitude. And I say this in terms of how he focused on losing weight, and  becoming more sociable so he could befriend Noctis. Or, in terms of how he was prepared to stick by Noctis’ side no matter how tough it got. Showing that he’s also very loyal. And while that’s a very Hufflepuff trait as well, his other qualities tell me Gryffindor is where he belongs. Most importantly though, Gryffindors like to stand up in the face of what’s wrong and I think that’s one reason for why Prompto continues to stay by the other bros’ side. Because he wants some kind of justice for what happened to Insomnia.

Ignis.
Hufflepuff. I was going back and forth on whether he was a Slytherin or Ravenclaw but I settled on Hufflepuff. It seems odd, I’m sure since the common consensus is Ravenclaw for Ignis. but let’s look into it. Hufflepuffs are generally loyal and hardworking. These two qualities initially had me peg Gladio for a ‘Puff but the more I thought about it the more it applies to Ignis. Staying by Noctis’ side and making the effort to get him to take life more seriously is a big deal. He’s dedicated his life to Noctis and grooming him, with the latter task being pretty demanding. Hufflepuffs are big on common sense and words over actions in times of conflict, and even though Ignis fights in the game, you can probably see in his characterisation that if he has the chance to, he’d rather not fight. He’s also pretty selfless and cares about the well being of the team. The way he cooks for everyone and even in gameplay I’d say his Regroup ability is reflective of this. The dedication and group-centric focus he shows tells me he’s a Hufflepuff.

Gladiolus.
Slytherin. I haven’t see this sorting often, so to some it may seem odd. But Slytherin is a good fit for Gladio. One Slytherin trait that sticks out to me as pointedly Gladio is a deep rooted respect for tradition. Being an Amicitia is very important in the Lucian Royal Court and we see that Gladio has fully embraced the role this involves. Never once does he shirk his duty as the King’s Shield. His loyalty can be considered a trait that puts him in either Gryffindor or Hufflepuff, but in his case the loyalty is a result of the importance he gives the Amicitia’s duty. Not to say that he doesn’t care beyond that, to me personally it just looks like that’s where his sense of loyalty stems from. He seems to also have great social skills (as noted by Prompto) and the fact that he doesn’t seem to resort to violence immediately (as shown by him taking a hit for Noctis and getting that scar), while still being prepared to raise his sword if need be, also owe to why I sort him this way. Slytherins also tend to be resourceful, and I’d be willing to say that can be tied into his Survival skill. All in all I think the strongest aspect to this sorting is how he values tradition. Take that away and his sorting would be different.

Ok I’m posting it 😭😭😭 I cried. In other news, I accidentally hit my friend really hard out of reaction and I said “I hit my bone on your bone” and she started laughing super hard and oml we both started crying from laughter even though I didn’t think about what I had said until she started laughing 😂 @danisnotonfire @amazingphil (I didn’t write this I just found it on the interwebs)