i forgot to tag it for myself shit

I was tagged by @ethereal-valkyrie @serpentschalice @dur-undume and @tarinya-quinn and to post a selfie . If I’m forgetting anyone then please let me know .Thank you btw! It’s been over due lol! To be honest I’ve been feeling shit about myself . So I tried lol . I tag anyone who wants to do this :D You guys are all beautiful . I also forgot I also been tagged by the beautiful @allpuppetskill.

hatarlakrits opened up commissions recently, and so of course, I asked for some cute Teevert and Valgleeson nonsense. an 800-word rant about their performances and a few days later, I get this!!! and it is!!!! so perfect!!!!!!!!!!!!! I’ve been ranting to let-it-be-extraordinary about it for ten minutes already, somebody save me from my emotions

I belong to him.

I belong to him
Not because he owns me,

But because I wanted him to have me.

I belong to him
Because his gaze is true and his smiles are warm

I belong to him because he lets me call him mine.

I belong to him
Because of the spring of his touch and the weight on his shoulders

And I belong to him because I didn’t have to

Not for a moment.

Not for a second.

Never through bleeding ledgers or broken calls.

I belong to him because he’s stared into my soul
And sang along with my demons.
But his voice was louder,
It shut all the whispers inside my head.

I belong to him because i’ve seen his Devil
Just like he’s seen mine
I’ve counted the universes inside his eyes

I have seen his truth.

And I belong to him.

I belong to him because…
Through all those galaxies I counted
Through all thoses Suns
The only thing
His only wish
Was for me to have myself

I do now

I do.

And it all belongs to you

—  it’s a choice and it’s a confession, for my greatest crime was to love.
about me!!

Tag 20 (or so) blogs you want to know better.

Tagged by @carly-is-obsessed !!! ty! I haven’t done one of these in forever.

Nickname: Monday, Tofu, Dumpling, MINDEE

Zodiac Sign: Gemini.

Height: Either 4′11″ or 5′0″. I’m short, I know.

Last Thing I Googled: BgA

Fav music artist: I’ll listen to almost anything, but I’ve recently been listening to a lot of Sam Smith and Broadway musicals.

Song stuck in my head: Don’t do Sadness/Blue Wind and Who’s It Gonna Be

Last move I watched: Kingsman: The Secret Service (it was fantastic)

What I’m wearing right now: Gym shorts and a T-shirt, I’m about to go to bed.

What do I post?: e v e r y t h i n g.

Why did I choose my URL?: I thought it looked cool? My old url was trois-et-cinq, and I think I just did a variation of cinq. Ironically, I don’t even like being in my French class.

Do I have any other blogs?: I have a studyblr that I barely use @j-aimeetudier

What did my last relationship teach me?: I was not as mature as I thought I was, and that I needed to put my partner’s feelings into consideration more often.

Religions or Spiritual: Nah, my family has never been particularly religious/spiritual.

Favorite color: White, pastel pink, pastel yellow, rich reds.

Average hours of sleep: Between 2 and 5.

Lucky Number: 8

Fav characters: Tsukishima Kei, Oikawa Tooru, Damian Wayne, Yuri Plisetsky, and a lot more that I don’t really feel like naming.

Number of blankets I sleep with: 1, used to be 3.

Dream Job: No idea. I’ve been taking health science classes though.

I tag: @cabitsu @queendirtface @smitten-jimin @flovserexence @frozenricecake @carriecham @smoltinymochi @its-konoe and anyone else who stumbles upon this. 

The Signs As Lloyd Irving Quotes

Aries: “Do you ever say anything original?”

Taurus: “I don’t quite get it, but I got it!”

Gemini: “I just had a sudden, violent urge to abandon you.”

Cancer: “He just called you a fool.”

Leo: “ What will you accomplish by dying? Nothing! There is no meaning in dying!”

Virgo: “I’ve lost all confidence as a man.”

Libra: “I lied, it’s actually hot.”

Sagittarius: “Give me your name and I shall give you mine!”

Scorpio: “It’s actually iced coffee.”

Capricorn: “I don’t see a need to introduce myself either to a moron who doesn’t realize how pathetic he is.”


Pisces: “From the moment they are born, everyone has the right to live.”

7 Things

I was tagged by @ferelden-doglord, @ilonavic and @lunedin. Thank you, lovelies! <3

• ONE INSECURITY: My social anxiety. Like I have no idea how social life works. How do you talk to people? Plus I’m always freaking out, like “what if I do something awkward and they’ll notice?” or “shit I forgot to say goodbye politely, now I have to think about it and hate myself for the next 5 months”.

• TWO FEARS: 1. everyone leaving me 2. not being loved by anyone

• THREE TURN-ONS: 1. low, husky voice in men + cute accents. I have practically a voice kink, lol 2. good humor 3. someome showing compassion and generally caring about me

• FOUR LIFE GOALS: 1. publish my novel 2. travel to Provence and learn french. 3. live with a person I love in a nice house with lavenders in the garden and at least three cats. 4. be healthy and happy

• FIVE THINGS I LIKE: 1. apple pie [it’s the best thing in the world, fight me] 2. music 3. norse/slavic mythology [if things go right, I’m gonna get on a university that studies these, among other religions] 4. lavenders 5. art

• SIX WEAKNESSES: 1. I’m easily demotivated 2. I’m very emotional 3. I trust people too easily and get attached too much 4. black clothing [it’s everything] 5. brown eyes in men and green eyes in women <3 6. redhead girls with long curly hair and freckles. redhead girls in general. redhead girls *_*

• SEVEN THINGS I LOVE: 1. my cats 2. my internet friends [guys I know from tumblr and everyone from here who showed their support and read my depressive af posts - I love you, it means a lot <3] 3. mass effect andromeda 4. the witcher 5. dragon age 6. writing 7. REYES VIDAL [a.k.a the guy I blog about 24/7, to the annoyance of my poor followers. I’m sincerely sorry, it can’t be helped]

Aand, the tagging part. Ok, what about: @8-bit-heart, @soulventure91, @va-fail, @martyelise, @the-night-mother, @akhuna and everyone else who wants to do this? Just go for it and tag me. :)
And as always, no pressure and you don’t have to do it, if you don’t want to.

Okie, that’s it, Ambie out. *disappears into the void*


Rules: Answer the questions and tag 9 or more people you want to get to know better.
Relationship: Single
Favorite color: Rainbows
Pets: 2 Husky Puppies and A fat black cat
Wake up to: Happiness Charge PrecureRingtone
Cats or Dogs: Both
Coke or Pepsi: BOTH
Day or Night: Night because I love torturing myself by listening to scary shit at night ;u;
Text or Call: Call, you can get more out of it
Lipstick or chapstick: None my lips are bootiful the way they are 
Last book I read: I forgot….
Last song I listened to: You May Dream from PRAD
Last movie I watched: Forgot..
Top 3 TV Shows: Pripara, Precure, Steven Universe
Top 3 Characters: Mirei, Dorothy, Reona
Top 3 Ships: Hirolt, Shadouji, Lightuki (these are personal ships I am trash k))
And whoever else I guess

ten facts about me

tagged by @cvetko

1. I’m too lazy
2. I’m too lazy
3. I’m too lazy
4. I’m too lazy
5. I’m too lazy
6. I get bored of things pretty fast
7. I take things personally
8. I hardly ever give a shit, but when I do I give too much of a shit
9. I’ll be seventeen in August
10. if I suddenly get ignored for too long, I’ll probably kill myself

I wanna tag certain people but idk if I can yet: @castastik @miss-not-so-atomicbomb @renedalyn @fluffyblackdemon @girly-guro
if you see this and I haven’t tagged you, I’m not sure if I can, or I forgot about you, but I mean if YOU see this, yes YOU, then I haven’t forgotten, and the first thing applies to you.

‘sorry i didn’t text you back, i just got bored and forgot about you and your entire existence’ a novel by me


Look at this cutie patootie. This cutie patootie is Kieren Walker. He will be very sad if his show is cancelled. Don’t make him sad. His (un)life is sad enough already. Help save In the Flesh.

Want more reasons to watch this show? Here you go. Here’s another. Watch it here (it’s not available on BBC iPlayer anymore, unfortunately). Now get ready for Sunday.

on a less serious note i will be redrawing this in watercolor to post for the sunday thing (yeah and i know this is like the single most drawn scene ever but that little smile melts my heart every time especially after all the shit he’s gone through)

yo yo !! honestly i have no idea what to even say holy shit guys 10k ??? the fuck ??? help ??? im so stunned fu ck

basically this is a quite small ff to just highlight a few of my favourite blogs across the phandom/the free! fandom (the latter are in italics). tbh if i put every blog i love on this ff it’d never end so i picked a handful of my fave faves, but i love every single one of you!! thank you so much holy shit <33 

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