i forgive you and wish you the best

anonymous asked:

I've never seen you say anything about this in particular, but forgive me if I'm wrong: what were your thoughts/feelings on the Mercy chapter? And how do you think it informs the rest of Arya's TWOW chapters in terms of sexuality and such?

let it be known: i loved this chapter. i actually think its a shame all the focus was on the scandalous bits* because it took away from a lot of great stuff like in terms of structure and pacing, this was one of grrm’s best chapters. the writing is tight! i wish he could get his shit together like this for the rest of this book lol (but going by the other preview chaps he wont) its fast paced and exciting. the the descriptions are really great too. you can tell grrm has fun writing braavos tbh. he likes that spooky atmosphere. the theatricality elements were my absolute favorite though. arya setting up her own play while she’s acting in another that was just so delightfully meta. i figured arya’s apprenticeship would be in mummery because it just works so well with her identity arc. this has been arya’s life for years. thats one reason i think we’re coming to a close with this part of arya’s arc. shes been forced to take on role after role for years but now shes mastered it. and she’s made the same choice she always does too. THE NORTH REMEMBERS AND THE MUMMERS FARCE IS D O N E. ((seriously the contrast between aryas mummery and the stuff going on in the north!! why am i the only one who cares?)). sexual assault aside; i liked arya’s banter with bobono. thats the part of this chapter where i feel like arya was the most like herself, as opposed to mercy. which has interesting implications. the wolf dream and bran watching/calling aryas name was the cherry on top of all this. 

*ok lets talk about the scandalous stuff now lol. i definitely dont think we’ve heard the last of arya’s sexuality. i expect her impending “flowering” will be a big deal too. that’ll be within the next chapter or two. but i don’t see arya using it as a weapon on the regular. i feel like this really was a special case and fits in with the fact actress!arya playing a part. like i said with bobono we see arya acting arya like and she’s not having his shit or playing along at all. i’m not thrilled about arya’s willingness to use her sexuality however i do like that she knows how to expose this weakness in men and use it to hurt them. because fuck men like raff thats why.

The best lines from the 100:

(in no particular order)

  • If death has no cost then life has no worth.
  • I can make it go boom.
  • I hope you know you’re all incredibly special to us.
  • Those who are about to die will say anything.  
  • My sister, my responsibility.
  • Touch me again and I’ll end you…in a non-criminal way.
  • I’d pick you first.
  • After everything we’ve done, do we even deserve to survive?
  • You’re the most beautiful broom in a broom closet of brooms.
  • We make the best choices that we can and then we put our faith in a forgiving God.
  • None of us are innocent.
  • When you plunged the knife into the heart of the boy you loved, did you not wish that it was mine?
  • If you need forgiveness, I’ll give that to you. You’re forgiven. 
  • In peace, may you leave this shore. In love, may you find the next. Safe passage on your travels, until our final journey to the ground. May we meet again.
  • The first dose is the worst.
  • Victory stands on the back of sacrifice.
  • Well, I’d say he’s heard one too many of your motivational speeches.
  • I tried to be the good guy (Followed by: Maybe there are no good guys)
  • Your Promised Land sucks.
  • Deliverance comes at a cost. I bear it so they don’t have to.
  • Maybe life should be about more than just surviving.
  • You may be the Chancellor, but I’m in charge.
  • The world’s been trying to turn me into a monster for as long as I can remember.
  • The dead are gone, Clarke. The living are hungry.
  • Listen to me. I told you my life ended the day you were born, the truth is, it didn’t start until then.
  • We all have battle scars, Finn. Suck it up and built a brace for yours.
  • Give me enough time, I’ll cook them real good.
  • I can’t change the tide if the moon won’t cooperate. It’s basic physics.  
  • Don’t worry, Bellamy. I won’t drop you.
  • Who we are and who we need to be to survive are two very different things.
  • Barbecue Grounders. I like it.

anonymous asked:

thorin lives but bilbo doesnt know au where bilbo comes home from the market for tea and finds thorin let himself in and is eating the blackberry jam with a spoon, looking very sheepish


“Thorin Oakenshield I swear to every entity that has helped shaped Middle Earth and everyone currently alive that you better have the best reason about to come out of your mouth or you’re going to wish you really were buried deep in that bloody mountain!”

“There is a very good reason Master Burglar….”

“Don’t you Master Burglar me.” Bilbo is pacing in the kitchen, clenching his fists at his sides.

Muffled noises coming from the other room. 

“Kili will you stop moving! Now is not the time. Uncle has to ask a thousand forgiveness to Bilbo.”

“But Fee we just got here and I’m hungry!”

“Is that your nephews?! DID ANYONE ACTUALLY DIE?!”

“I apologize for any grievances I may have caused…” Thorin looks down ashamed, not able to meet Bilbo’s stern gaze.

“Grievances?! Thorin, I thought…I thought I had lost the best thing that had ever happened to me.” Bilbo’s voice falters, looses its tenacity and takes a softer turn.

Thorin looks up from the floor and sees the look of defeat on Bilbo’s face. 

“I thought, that after the ramparts that perhaps you would not miss me so much. That it would be easier for you to believe I was dead.”

“Why would I need to think that you were dead?” 

“There are a lot darker matters going on, things a lot bigger than the battle outside of Erebor. There is still a curse on the Line of Durin and someone who wants our line controlled. It was vital to think that we perished during the battle.”

Bilbo is standing in the kitchen, shaking his head with srunched eyebrows. “I don’t understand.”

“There is a lot to go over Bilbo, and if what Gandalf says is true then we have very dark times ahead of us. But know this, if that ring you found in the goblin tunnels is what the wizard believes then I will remain by your side. I swear it.”

Bilbo looked up at Thorin. The air in the room felt electric as Bilbo was transported back to other times that Thorin gave great speeches. Bilbo may not fully understand right now what was happening but he knew that whatever it was was enough to cause a king to swear his loyalty to a halfling. 

“Thorin, I don’t think that will be necessary…”

Throin reached down, pulling Bilbo’s hand into his, running his fingers across Bilbo’s knuckles before bringing the hand to his lips. “I swear it.”

ncfan-1 asked:

Okay, your posts are making me seriously curious about the Vorkosigan saga. What is it about?

ncfan-1  OMG I’m so glad my incoherent yelling actually makes you interested! :D Well side note that so far I’ve only read 3 books out of 17 books and 6 novellas, so I probably am not the best person to explain it and my summary here will be based on the 3 books that I’ve read; Shards of Honor, Barrayar, and The Warrior’s Apprentice. I should say as well that I’m pretty shitty at explaining things, if I try to explain it irl I’ll probably flail my arms a lot and will just urge you to read it yourself XD so please bear with me!

Keep reading

I fucking hate it when people play “hypothetical scenario” to test out how much you supposedly believe in granting people (disabled people, disabled children) autonomy like

“well if there was a schizophrenic child with cerebral palsy who was blind and left the house running down a highway AT RISH HOUR ON CINCO DE MAYO NONETHELESS without their guide dog or wheelchair, would you grab them by the shoulder to stop them from being killed by a truck???? or are you a hypocrite, and it IS ok to touch people without their consent”

and I’m just like…….. the point i was TRYING to communicate five hours ago (before i started intensely wishing i had been killed by immolation) was that if you DO do something like that, you better be able to answer directly to the person you did it to and also accept that they may not forgive you for that violation just because it was your judgment call that it was the best thing to do for them

people have a right to be “"unsafe”“ if they choose and nonautistic people tryin to “keep autistic children safe” has never, ever, ever fucking materialized into respectful and helpful care that keeps them out of danger (in fact it’s often the root/nature of their abuse) wtf people honestly think dying from a freak accident is more likely and more fucked up that being forced to live your whole life in a locked unit (or your house that acts like one) with the brain-fallout from being emotionally, psychologically, physically, and sexually abused or something

lnquizzy asked:

Cullrian prmopt: Cullen and Dorian get into a heated argument. Mid-argument Dorian starts to get the hiccups and Cullen is trying his best not to laugh.

this is an adorable prompt and it was so fun to write!

Why is this happening?’ Dorian thought to himself, and the question felt relevant on many levels. Why would his father contact Mother Giselle. Why would the Inquisitor insist that he meet the retainer his father sent. Why is he arguing the merits of family with his lover. But most of all the thought was ’Why must I have to get hiccups right now’. The timing couldn’t be worse. Cullen was doing his best to ignore the little hiccups that interrupted Dorian’s speech as they had their back and forth, but he was losing his composure, which just made Dorian angrier.

“You should at least go see what he wants. Perhaps he wishes to make amends. I know you’ll never forgive yourself if you don’t go, at least for curiosities sake.”

“That’s awfully -hic-rich, coming from the man wh-hic-who can’t even write his family to let them know he’s still alive.” It was a low blow, Dorian knew, and he would regret it later, but right now all he cared about was wiping that stupid smirk off of his lover’s face. It wasn’t fair, to be so angry at him, Cullen didn’t know the extent of what his father did. As far as he knew Dorian and his father just had a falling out about his preference for men, and Dorian would rather keep it like that, at least for a little while longer. It never seemed to matter how much time passed, any time he even thought about his fathers kidnapping of him, the imprisonment, and the eventual attempt at bloodmagic, it would send him into a near panic. Cullen had enough pains of his own, he didn’t need to share Dorian’s.

“Fair enough,” Cullen said with a scowl that could almost break Dorian’s heart.

“Ama-hic-tus,” Dorian said with a sigh. “I know you think that family is supposed to be loving, -hic- forgiving, but just because that is the way things wer-hic-e for you doesn-hic- doesn’t- CULLEN STANTON RUTHERFORD, STOP LAUGHING THIS INSTANT!”

“I’m sorry, love,” Cullen cleared his throat and did his best to fight his smile, opting to just cover his mouth with his hand to physically hide it. “Please continue.”

“As I was saying,” Dorian glared at his lover. “My fath-hic- Andraste’s ever loving tits!” Dorian exclaimed as a particularly painful hiccup nearly knocked the breath out of him. This time Cullen openly laughed, tears pricking at his eyes as he stepped forward to cup Dorian’s glowering face, pressing gentle kisses to his frown.

“Sorry, love, really I am, but I just can’t take you seriously right now, you’re just too cute,” he said between giggles as he littered Dorian’s face with soft kisses while the mage continued to hiccup.

“We are not done with this,” Dorian said, but returned the sweet kiss that Cullen offered.

“We can argue all you like later,” Cullen said smiling against his lover’s mouth as they kissed. Dorian let out a gasp, throwing his arms around Cullen’s neck when the man lifted him and started carrying him towards the later to his bedchamber. “But for now let’s see what we can do about those hiccups,” the man offered with a sly grin, and Dorian couldn’t help laughing as well, between hiccups and kisses.

To embody Our Mother~ you must be prepared to let Her flow as She wishes. She knows what is best for this world~ not us. She’s the first to Love~ forgive and accept me~ as well as the first to tell me to hold my pettiness and be quiet and take a time out when I need it. The Goddess is no joke~and she’s not just about sitting pretty. She has come to burn illusions~ of you and through you to restore Balance and heal the world.  In the Hindu myths~ the Gods were losing the war to demons~ a war of demons much like the life takers of this world~ and so they called on the Feminine and Durga came.  Completely in Her center and riding a lion~ she calmly approached telling them to stop in the name of Truth. And when they didn’t~~Kali manifested straight outta Her third eye to cut off their heads and wear them around her neck. Why such fierceness? Because it must be stopped. These demons with their over emasculated values and actions that kill the Earth and leave men sitting pretty in big warm houses while women and children live in cold filth~ starving and scared. The state of Our children alone is enough to speak of the failure~and whether we are willing to admit it to ourselves or not~ any unconscious unhealed wounds we refuse to look at~ help these atrocities exist. They are all low vibrational creations and it is the low vibration of human energy that make them possible. This is not what we were made for and there is only One way to make them all go away~ and that is for the collective to vibrate high enough so these absurd realities can no longer be created. This means letting Her do Her work as She sees fit~ our part is to listen and allow Her. Every illusion each one of us projects is just like one of those demons~ Making it our responsibility to allow Her to heal us and spark the healing of others through us. Better than to call yourself a goddess~ Live The Goddess. Of course She is all things beautiful but understand that the first thing She is~ is Mother to All for the highest purpose~ which isn’t always comfortable or pretty and popular♥~

anonymous asked:

This man, I believed his sincerity and friendship was real. It turns out he was using me to forget a girl. The lack of interest and love she never showed him, he found in me. I trusted him. I opened up to him. Now I am here trying to get rid of these holes he left in me. How do I lessen this pain?

This may not be what you want to hear, but he needs your forgiveness more than you might actually need or be willing to forgive him. Believe me when I say that I’ve been in both positions before and understand the pain on either end. He’s losing out if you were better for him, but logic seldom applies here, as I’m sure you know. Give it time and wish the best for him, but take care of yourself and find it in you to look forward. If he could not let go completely then it would not have been any good for you in the long run. Lastly, try not to do what he did to you to someone else. 

anonymous asked:

fukami? (if you're still doing the character thing)

How I feel about this character
Did you know? Fukami was originally my favourite watgb character but then I drew salwada so much because of the spammers all my love drifted to Sal
I am so sorry I neglected you Fukami I still love you please forgive me you are still the best

All the people I ship romantically with this character
Wadanohara and Sal

My non-romantic OTP for this character

My unpopular opinion about this character

He is as ~*~problematic~*~ as Sal. And no I don’t mean in the bad-end-kind of way, or his jealousy, but how his feelings for Wadda are so self-destructive.
Hello? He’d cut off his legs without thinking twice to make her Takoyaki??
Fukami you devotion and dedication is admirable, but goes a bit too far. Learn to love yourself please

One thing I wish would happen / had happened with this character in canon.
Ok you know I really thought the game would let you give a choice of who to date romantically between Samekichi, Sal and Fukami. Well you sorta get one ending for everyone but I mean like-
You know I asked a friend who played the game before me if you could end up with Fukami and she replied “sorta” and I was SO HYPED for that. And then I get him ripping me apart. Thanks, Fukami.

I wish there was one happy fukawada ending because this pairing is so damn underrated and Fukami deserves happiness more than any of the characters

I’m jealous of the love
Love that was in here
Gone for someone else to share
Oh, I’m jealous of the love, cause

I wished you the best of
All this world could give
And I told you when you left me
There’s nothing to forgive
But I always thought you’d come back, tell me all you found was
Heartbreak and misery
It’s hard for me to say, I’m jealous of the way
You’re happy without me

-Jealous, Labrinth

One of my best and worst traits...

I am too nice to people. Even when they really don’t deserve it. I am like some weird angel type chick. Hurt me, cause me pain, make me sad…I may stop talking to you but I will never wish bad onto you. I am not intentionally malicious and I am always there for people, loyal to a fault sometimes. It makes me cringe but I guess it can also be a good thing. I am just a very loving and forgiving person. I don’t carry hate in my heart.


happy birthday aly (@95thline) nilirian​ | sorry for the ugly edit , thank you for being born & thank you for becoming my friend i’m cheesy & annoying but it’s your day so i’m gonna say i love you so much , i’m happy to be in a squad with you *whispers* leader idk what the hell i’m saying , i wish you the best in your life & i hope you’ll always be happy stay confident , cheerful & sweet enjoy your day with love -faye *inserts be quiet aly gif*

anonymous asked:

I am carrying a lot of guilt around. Last year i found out I was pregnant. I decided I was not ready to bring a child into this world and had an abortion. Since then I have really struggled. I feel really sad and guilty about my decision and worry that God will in someway punish me. I wish I had the courage to keep my baby. What are your views on abortion? Do you think a person can be forgiven for making this decision. I would really appreciate your honest opinion, wether it be good or bad.

Hello beautiful! I apologize for the late reply to your message, and I want to thank you for reaching out to me. I send nothing but love and positive vibes your way. And one of the best ways of elevation emotionally and spiritually that I preach is forgiveness, and with everything else, it all begins with self. External forgiveness does not exist first without self forgiveness. You must understand that spirit is aware of everything before it occurs on the earthly plane. This means that your decision was foretold by spirit and understood to be apart of your path. We do not always understand why things occur the way that they do, and the most important thing is that you made a decision best for your mental well being. I do not believe in the extinguishment of the soul, so if your worry is that the abortion exterminated the soul, then i do not believe this to be true. Souls are simply recycled, and if the child did not enter through your portal, then they were not destined to. And perhaps the whole scenario was to open your eyes or teach about timing, as often things that do not turn out smoothly, do. I think healing is essential for you in this case, emotionally and I have a ritual that you may try. I do not believe you are evil or wrong in your actions my love, and neither should you. It is time to forgive yourself and forgive your body. release past afflictions. Nobody understands you or your body like you do, blessed be.

Assalamu Aleykum😇. So, today is the day. Ramadan has ended, and it feels a bit weird to celebrate it when our hearts are sad yet we’re happy to gather and laugh and smile together for Eid.

Eid Mubarak everyone!
May Allah bless you with another Ramadan! InshaAllah let’s all do better for next Ramadan👊🏻. May Allah ease you struggles and pain. May Allah forgive your sins and may He protect yall families and loved ones. I wish this day to be one of the best, if not THE best day of our lives 🙆🏻 let’s not be sad because Ramadan ended without us maximizing it okay? Let’s repent for our sins, Allah is merciful and His mercy is great.😁 let’s adopt the Ramadan spirit forever from now on. Let’s walk on the path we wish for. The goal is Jannah. The goal is Him. Allah loves us so much, let’s grab all the opportunities he offers us! JUST DO IT 👊🏻(lame)

anonymous asked:

ugh my friends tells me that they think will graham is the least interesting character to ever exist

Hello :) First of all I must warn you that my english is not as good as I wish it to be :( So if you find any mistakes please forgive me.

Will is my fave but I am trying to be objective about him and his actions but I am not always sure if I interprets them correctly. Will is very difficult to read.
But for you I will do my best!

So lets’s talk about Will Graham!

I think most people in our ( incredible) fandom thinks that Will is vulnerable, wounded bird who must be protected at any price. They see him like a victim. I don’t agree with that. In season 1 Will is unaware that Hannibal is a killer and has encephalitis. But look what he manage to do even in his situation! Hannibal tried so many manipulative tactics and Will just refute them all. He was playing along even not knowing that he was playing.

Example? When Will sees that Hannibal is trying to alienate him and Jack when they talk about Angel Maker. Or when Hannibal tried to make him belive that he is mental ill. He said that he wants to go to a neurologist. Or when Hannibal tried to confuse Will with Devon Silvestri murders. Will could tell that he is not the Ripper and he knows that there are two killers.

Hannibal just can’t overcome Will! Boring is the last word you can use to describe him!

He knows right away that Gideon is not the Ripper. Like I said he is not wounded bird. He just put his trust in wrong person and it is why has he lost.

  It is worth mentioning that Hannibal never wanted to frame in his murder. He has been forced to do it because Will was starting to be a threat. And in the end Will can really SEE Hannibal.

In this season we can see that “good” part of Will. He is a good man but he knows that he has that “worse” part of him. That’s why he is so afraid. But he can fight it.

His glasses, avoiding eyes contact; it is his protection from  empathizing with others. He is very strong. Hannibal tried to deprive him of personality but he manage to stay pretty much himself. I must admit he change Will but Will changed Hannibal too. Does anyone else do it?

In season 2 we can see manipulative Will, very dark Will. He finally sees Hannibal. He is willing to play with him. So he plays and he deceive, lies ( even to audience),  manipulates. In season 1we have an insight into his life but in season 2 we can’t be sure what he is about to do. Just like Hannibal. They are  equal.

In first half of season 2 he is trying to proof that Hannibal is the Ripper. He pretends to be confused about who he is. He pretends that he is not so sure anymore that Hannibal is guilty but in the same time does not deny it. He knows that Hannibal wants to be his friend and against he is using it him. He managed to convice Beverly and Chilton. Hannibal believed him that they are friends (deleted scene). He quarreled Hannibal and Chilton. He convinced Matthew that he is a killer and ask him to kill Hannibal.

For me is a chess play.

And then we have a second half of season 2. Will is laying to almost everyone even himself. He really does have a killer in himself. He really enjoy killing a bad people. But he has morals. He don’t wat that part of him. That part of him want Hannibal as much as Hannibal want him. In the end Will chosen Hannibal.

For me his character is so complex. That person is a paradox. People mostly see in him what they want to see ( Hannibal, Alana, jack). Or what he wanted them to see ( Matthew)

So in conclusion.No. He is not boring! I hope that I helped you. :)

I wished you the best of
All this world could give
And I told you when you left me
There’s nothing to forgive
But I always thought you’d come back, tell me all you found was
Heartbreak and misery
It’s hard for me to say, I’m jealous of the way
You’re happy without me

some-other-ridiculous-chick asked:

Dear ex bestfriend,

The moment I saw the look in your eyes, instant hate came about. You can hide it very well. You only hung out with me so that it could be a huge joke to your “friends”. Emotional abuse was consistent in our days. No motivation, no friendly talk, no nothing was in your agenda. Just, “ABUSE HER ABUSE HER! SHE’S NOTHING! NOTHING BUT A LONELY CHILD WHO JUST WANTS ATTENTION! IGNORE HER!” That was a long time ago. Now that you see me, fully mature and capable of handling myself, you want to be my “best friend” just to bribe me in giving you what you want. Well…no more… I’m not going to exact revenge. Of course not. I forgive you, but I will never forget what you did to me. So to you, oh good friend, I wish you the best of luck in life and don’t come near me ever again. If you do, it will BE YOUR LAST……



(( She betrayed me a whole lot. She bullied me so much. It was just to ridiculous. Extremely bogus. Now, she’ll see me one day and realize the mistake that she made. There’s no turning back now… What’s done is done… Thanks for asking! ))