i forget what i was talking about

alidoesthings  asked:

Can I get words of encouragement? I haven't had the best of weeks and I really don't feel like getting up and going to school tomorrow. I don't really feel like doing anything really.

[MTK: I’m sorry to hear that you’re having a bad time, Ali-chan ;^: You might have heard it several times, but first I’m gonna tell you: do go to school. It’s important to learn; surely at school you learn about maths, languages and whatever, and not about human stuff (unless you have particular teachers that talks about human experiences from time to time), but it is still important.

Secondly, but not less important: (I don’t know what happened, but I hope to make it very general) you don’t have to forget the bad stuff, or belittling it or just saying “Whatever”; just don’t let it get to you, don’t let it crush you

Life is made of ups and downs… but if there weren’t any bad things, how would we notice the good things? I mean: bad things exist to valorize even more the good things.

And… uhm…]

Ruki: … You’re giving your best at this, aren’t you, Poultry…?

Yuuma: Shit, Big Chick, you even left me speechless…

Ayato: Who cares-

Subaru: *punches him* Why do I have such a stupid and mean brother

[MTK: … I just hope I’m doing the right thing to cheer Ali-chan up! 

So, Ali-chan… cheer up! I’ll think about and pray for you!
Listen to this song (I hope you like it) and go on! :D

And ignore Ayato-kun, he’s too in a bad mood because Yui-chan is angry at him.]

Yuuma: Cheer up, Mesubuta. I like the cheerful you!

Subaru: Just… don’t feel down for too long… Be strong.

anonymous asked:

You think is best for him if we stop asking about that Souda? I'm afraid of making him feel attacked but at the same time I want him to keave the past behind and forget what his dad did. Isn't healthy for him to "hold a grudge" for that long.

Well you don’t know what the guys did, from what I heard, I think he deserves to be hated. And Gundham doesn’t really think about him anymore you know? Sure he still hate him and all but he isn’t talking about it all the time or anything. The only times he does is when he is asked about it.

anonymous asked:

Is it a thing for some NTs to have a limited range of knowledge? I'm an INTJ but compared to my two NT friends (another INTJ and an ENTP respectively) I seem like a damn fool. I used to be more of an information sponge when I was younger but as of late I can only focus on my very narrow set of interests, sometimes to the point where I lack even common (albeit personally useless) knowledge. I don't doubt my type or anything, but am wondering if incompetent NTs are a thing.

Yes. I myself feel inadequate in that regard sometimes; i have a good memory but I cannot remember anyone’s names to save my life, so sometimes I’ll be in a discussion about a politician or historical figure and completely forget their name and it embarrasses me so much because I KNOW what I’m talking about but I can’t recite the name(s) in the process.

So, yeah. It’ll take time to build your knowledge base, don’t worry. Some of us are just better at appearing like intelligentsia than others.

Side story: the INTJ I know I’d believed to be this mastermind genius before I really got to talking and debating with him; he knows ONE or TWO subjects really well but is clueless about other things. So it’s just a matter of finding your niche and rolling with it

anonymous asked:

When bts won 1st on the music show (I forget what day) they were dancing to a choreo that Jin made??? I'm really confused.

On their album release preview show they talked about how Jimin and Jin made up a dance to Spring day and they showed a little then they said they would show their dance if they won first place later. So Jin and Jimin apparently made up that dance for fun. It seems like all the members knew some of the moves lol I imagine they danced it a lot as a joke

UMMM GUYS??

I just saw this tweet kubo made and I’m freaking out like why is no one talking about it??? So it says:

“まるくて金色、果たして二人は…クリスマスの奇跡、お見逃しなく!!”

which basically translates to:

“round and golden, what will happen to the two…christmas miracle, don’t miss it!”

So like, not only is kubo totally teasing the whole “round and golden” thing, but this also confirms that something BIG is happening next episode, like, “Christmas miracle” level big. And let’s not forget that Christmas is the most romantic holiday in Japan….

SO YEAH.

Something BIG is happening and I’m excited.

At Annie’s, after coming out to the crew...

Bitty: Wait, you guys all knew? How?

Shitty: Well, Jack’s crush on you was pretty obvious.

Jack: What

Holster: You were not subtle about it, bro.

Ransom: The looks, the coffee dates, the smiles-

Lardo: THE PICTURES

Holster: OMG you can’t forget the pictures- His whole photography final was a shrine to Bitty!

Ransom: Kinda sad, but in a cute way?

Jack: …

Bitty: …He was obvious? I never noticed! What about my crush on Jack, did y’all see it coming miles away too?

(They all look at each other)

Shitty: …no? Not really? We all thought Jack was pining after you…

Ransom: We were preparing a Captain’s talk about not leading him on, he was having a hard enough time on the NHL…

Bitty: But- I was being SO obvious! I did all that too, the looks and the smiles and- and- and I was being super nice to Jack, feeding him pies and stuff!

Shitty: Bits, my dude. You do that with everybody.

Lardo: We were kinda surprised he managed to land you.

Ransom: You’re so out of his league.

Jack: They’re kinda right.

OK, while I’m flailing over Cas, I don’t wan to forget how awesome Sam was this episode. Sam defending Cas. Sam trying to break the awkwardness and get Dean and Cas talking. Sam hanging off the edge of that booth haha. Sam ever being the soft voice of reason. Sam listening to Lily and being so understanding about revenge and deals. Sam being the supportive brother to Cas no matter what mistakes he may have made because he can sure understand making sacrifices for Dean. Just… Sam!!!

Okay I’ll seriously forget if I don’t do it now, so I wanna make a post about some of Victor’s scenes in episode 10. Mostly ‘cause I haven’t seen any other posts talking about it from this angle yet.

Some important things we get from having the episode be in Victor’s POV is that we finally get to hear, to some extent, his opinions on specific topics. Mainly, his break from skating and how it seems to effect everyone else (including him). 

It’s obvious what he thinks of Yuuri, but he specifically talks about other skaters and his relationships with them, and how his leaving for the season has been taken. One of the most notable, I think, would be this one about Chris:

“I can’t imagine a skating season without him, and he has said that he wouldn’t be motivated in a season without me, either. Despite all that, he was savvy enough to make it to the Grand Prix Final.”

Victor’s obviously been very observant of all the other skaters, and he’s been thinking about how his departure from the scene has changed things. He makes a specific note about Chris, probably his biggest rival on the ice, and comments on how not being able to imagine a season without him… only to acknowledge that Chris has done perfectly fine without having Victor to compete against. 

Skip ahead to the beach scene near the end, and we get to what I really want to talk about. Specifically, Victor grabbing Yuri and his hand shaking. 

One thing I keep seeing is people saying Victor’s angry with Yuri, that he grabs him out of anger because he was insulting Yuuri. However, Victor’s heard Yuri insult his charge on plenty an occasion. Both he and Yuuri are used to the name calling and are the adults in the situation, so they don’t let Yuri’s outbursts get to them. Why would that change now? 

No, I don’t think it’s about him insulting Yuuri at all. I don’t think Victor’s even really angry when he grabs Yuri - at least, he’s more upset than angry. 

So, the scene is set: Victor’s taking a walk, goes out to the beach to look at the ring Yuri gave him. He’s obviously thinking really deeply about something, and the fact that he’s at the beach with seagulls hanging around (a scene he’s mentioned reminds him of home) adds a layer of sentimentality to the situation without any words being said. 

And then Yuri very aggressively disrupts his train of thought with this:

This probably reads a lot like a comical ‘you’re dead to me!’ sort of line - understandable, given Yuri’s clear disdain towards Yuuri. However, this line is more important because it’s more or less Yuri summing up the entire dilemma Victor has been forced to confront the entire episode: that he is no longer the reigning champion, the idol, the inspirational pro skater. I read this as Yuri voicing Victor’s thoughts and worries out into the open, and forcing Victor to confront his fears about them in a more literal sense. 

Yuri says this line, then asks why Victor is happy choosing this life with ‘that damned pig’. Victor’s response to this is, “Did you want to compete against me?” A weird, very specific question to throw back, right? It seems almost completely off topic. But I think it’s Victor trying to confirm something.

“Don’t be so full of yourself. Not all skaters look up to you. Just go away already, geezer.”

And there it is, that’s the line that sets Victor off and makes him grab the fifteen-year-old rather aggressively - uncharacteristically so. We’ve never once seen Victor act like this. There’s even a nice little jab at his age in there, which we know Victor’s sensitive about. 

Yuri is basically summing up what Victor is slowly coming to accept, a truth that might even scare him - he’s fading away from the skating world. This sport that’s been his entire life is something that he’s now seeing can go on without him. The competitors he’s felt inspired by, who he could never imagine having beside him on the ice… they’re able to move on. 

“I’ll win just to prove how incompetent his owner is.”

Victor’s not angry - he’s scared. His hand is shaking because Yuri is basically throwing every worry Victor has about his choices back into his face. Rather than giving Victor the chance to be quietly reflective, Yuri is forcing him to confront it by voicing it. Yuri challenging the worth of the ring specifically means a lot. He’s suggesting everything Victor’s done up to this point - being interested in Yuuri, giving up skating to coach him, falling in love with him and wanting to stay - is all a big mistake that he’s going to regret. And then he’ll have nothing, because the skating world doesn’t want or need him anymore. 

As if any of this isn’t something Victor’s already thought about. The thing is, Victor also knows that if he hadn’t done any of it, he would’ve regretted that more than anything. 

“If I’d stayed in Russia as a competitor, Yurio wouldn’t be this motivated to fight. And neither would I…”

Even if this path is uncertain, is scary… even if it means giving up a huge part of himself and moving on from something he’s devoted his entire life to up until this point… Victor still sees it as the right choice. Maybe even the only choice. 

The scene doesn’t end on a bad note though! I thought Yuri’s parting remark (which I read as some form of indirect apology for riling him up so much) ties up the exchange quite nicely:

TOPXMM HIGHLIGHTS

Heathens

- tyler’s soft vocals ??
- THE WAY TYLER SINGS THE SECOND AND THIRD VERSE SLAYS ME (HE DOES THAT WEIRD INDIE THING (IDK HOW TO EXPLAIN IT BUT YOU KNOW WHAT I’M TALKING ABOUT) WITH HIS VOICE THAT I ADORE SO MUCH)
- tyler’s little angelic “oohhhh"s
- it’s almost like a stripped version of heathens ????
- the whole track is so gentle and beautiful

heavydirtysoul

- almost like a cover to the blurryface version ? majority of it is the same except for a few of mutemath’s twists and add ons and ty’s vocals
- “sayin’ stuff like: you only live once”
- "can you save (save save) can you save (save save) can you save my heavy dirty soul?”
- a lot more blurryface sounds than the original ?
- WE CANNOT FORGET SCREAMO BEAN

Ride

- woAh this one is a RECREATION
- I’M LOVIN’ THE ELECTRIC MIXED WITH ROCK VIBE YO
- this reminds me of the summer time at like the beach or a pool ??
- the second verse makes me smile every time ??? (ft. sick little drum beat and tyler with that same killer indie voice thing)
- THE BRIDGE SOUNDS SO PEACEFUL AND RELAXING AND IT JUST GIVES ME THIS SENSE OF COMFORT AND A SAFE FEELING I CAN’T GET ENOUGH OF
- “i’m falling so i’m taking my timeeeeeeeee” *KSKDLEMDLSKSOSNKDLDMSKDKDJ MAGIC*


Tear In My Heart

- MY PERSONAL FAVORITE
- another noticeable RECREATION
- i freaking love how it has that 70s tekno love song vibe to it
- all i can imagine is jenna just sitting there and tyler is looking at her and singing so passionately to his dime piece wife and she’s just smiling and so in love just like he is ahhh
- "the songs on the radio are okay *echo*. but my taste in music is your face!”
- tyler’s vocals slay me in this tooo (in all of them tbh)
- EKK I’M IN LOVE WITH THE BRIDGE AND THE WHOLE ENDING IT’S SO SIMPLISTIC AND MAGICAL AND TYLER’S VOCALS ARE B E A U T I F U L
- what’s not to love about this track ????

Lane Boy

- yo yo yo gotta love his timing with the words (no comma needed)
- i freaking love the electric and rock add ons in this one
- the whole ending is just so incredibly magical ??? like yes ??? thank you for slaying me ???!???
- “tomorrowww!” *moanish?*
- THE ENDING IS SO SPOOKYYY AND ODDLY MYSTERIOUS (undertale soundtrack is that you)

Extras

- instead of a christmas album, we got this which is totally okay because i don’t mind AT ALL- headphones change the whole experience yo- HEATHENS’S SPOOKY PIANO OUTRO- whoops i based this on the audio- BUT TYLER’S LITTLE DANCE MOVES IN THE VIDEO ARE DEFINITELY WORTH NOTING ALONG WITH THE LITTLE SNEAK PEAK IN THE MIDDLE OF THE VIDEO WITH J CLEANING HIS SYMBOLS AND LOOKING LIKE A CUTE LITTLE DORK- haha sorry for popping up on your dashboard like this. it’s been an incredibly long day without being able to speak to someone about this- i’ve been meaning to say something about it before but i’ve been busy with school- ^^my reason for not being on as much- winter break starts on friday so i’ll be on WAY MORE- whoops this is getting off track- hope you guys had a good day/night :)

ok but is no one going to talk about phichit’s dream of having his own ice show

I MEAN JUST LOOK OK-

HES MADE EVERYONE LOOK SO CUTE WITH THOSE HAMSTER HATS IM GONNA CRY THEYRE ALL SO HAPPY and LOOK!!!! EVEN LEE SEUNG GIL IS WEARING THE RIDICULOUSLY CUTE HAT!!!

AND PLS GIVE PHICHIT SOME CREDIT FOR IMAGINING OUR OTABEK WEARING A HAMSTER HAT. OTABEK. WEARING. A. HAMSTER. HAT. 

YES. PHICHIT I HOPE U FULFILL UR GRAND DREAM BC BABY U AND THE OTHERS ALL DESERVE TO BE HAPPY AND HEALTHY AND LIVING LIFE TO THE FULLEST. PLS JUST LOOK AT PHICHIT’S FACE

JUST TELL ME THAT DOESNT MELT YOUR HEART. HES SUCH A BEAUTIFUL RAY OF SUNSHINE I WANT HIM TO ALWAYS BE THIS HAPPY!!!!!!! PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!

You know what's really crazy when it comes to relationships?

I feel like people now a day don’t value the friendship in a relationship. Like I know sex and intimacy is part of a relationship but like damn. What about the Friendship? Like what’s good with us not talking about what’s going on in our own life’s? Like your my girlfriend/boyfriend. Yeah that’s dope. Your my companion, but how are you help me become a better me?
Can you boost me my confidence level?
Can you reduce my stress level?
Can you make me smile and shit?
Like sometime people be really forget the values of a relationship. I know I’m not no perfect person and I’m not a love doctor or some shit but damn. What’s really good with the friendship part of the relationship???

youtube

(via https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-jyo0G87tVw)

Can we…can we just appreciate this entire sequence? Because like, this is one of the greatest things to happen on this show. 

100916 - let’s talk about sex baby!

here’s just a quick snippet of my adolescence psychology notes on the printable i made myself (let me know if you want me to post that!) 👻

two exams this week + then i get to relax for the weekend for fall break! really need to get to my bujo spread for the week.. i’m starting to think this 100 days of productivity thing isn’t for me since i keep forgetting to post what i accomplish. oopsies 😅

When I was a little girl, maybe five or six,
I had a really bad cold, and I told my father
that I was scared to go to bed, because
what if I closed my mouth and stopped breathing?
What if I didn’t wake up tomorrow?
He rubbed my back soothingly, and said,
“Darling, no matter what, your body will
always find a way to
breathe,”

verb—to take oxygen into the lungs and expel it;
we were fifteen when he told me about his mother;
he rarely ever talked about his family,
but he desperately wanted to understand,
and he knew that I knew better than anyone.
He wanted to understand what was happening
as she clutched her chest, and what it was like
to struggle so much, only to have your lungs fail you.
He wanted to understand what
it was like when your body
forgets how to
breathe,

verb—to inject, as if by breathing.
I closed my eyes, and suddenly
I was no longer surrounded by
a mob of people.
It was only me,
and the beat of the drum
vibrating through the floor;
the beat that I felt deep in my chest,
and for the first time in my life,
I knew what it was like to truly
breathe,

verb— to live; exist.
When you tell someone that you want to die,
they don’t really know what to say.
When you tell them about all the times
you’ve imagined yourself being hit
by six cars in succession.
Some say, fuck,
some say, fight,
but no one ever says
breathe.
—  // never forget to breathe // by (DS)
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Someone on twitter tonight very kindly informed me that, waaaaay back once upon a time in 2011, @linmanuel posted his dream cast for a West Wing musical on his now-defunct blog. And since the internet never forgets, I share it with you all now.

I support everything about this casting (Patti LuPone as Marion Coatsworth-Hayes! Audra McDonald as Nancy McNally!) and wish to see it become reality as soon as humanly possible.

The rain came and came until I was flooded out
of my own home. By home I mean body. By body
I mean something you didn’t want anymore. Or,
maybe, more accurately, didn’t have a use for
anymore. It’s hard to talk when you’re choking
on the river. When my heart starts to bleed, it
pollutes the water. Distorts the fish and birds.
I start speaking in shades of blue, wrap the
color around your name. I dream about
sleeping inside the belly of a dove and
cracking eggshells. I’m starting to forget
what cherries taste like, and I’m sure the
sound of your voice will be the next thing
to go.
—  THINKING ABOUT YOU, angelea l.