i forget the venue this time

anonymous asked:

Bts after a breakup?


  • gets over it the fastest
  • most likely was the dumper, not the dumpee
  • goes out and has fun with friends 
  • wants to travel, sees new sights and meets new people
  • goes to the bar to celebrate his new freedom
  • completely cuts ties with his ex 
  • acts as if they never even dated
  • highkey petty
  • i can do better anyways.”

Originally posted by ttaewo


  • he’d be one to take it hard
  • pisces are the most sensitive of the zodiac
  • they dream of fairy tale romance, and when their dreams come falling apart it takes a long time accept
  • and his cancer mars only makes it worse
  • completely heartbroken and devasted for a long time
  • secludes himself from everyone
  • daydreams about what it’d be like if things went differently
  • they hurt me so fucking bad yet i’m still in love with them. why?
  • won’t allow himself to cry
  • lets out his frustration and hurt through music

Originally posted by berry852


  • tries to let go quickly
  • acts like everything is okay
  • distracts himself with friends
  • goes out and tries to have fun
  • but on the inside it’s killing him
  • cries. a lot.
  • but after the wounds heal, he accepts reality
  • thinks of it as a learning experience
  • the least likely to hold a grudge or have bitter feelings towards his ex
  • might even be fine with having a friendship with them
  • i guess it’s for the best.

Originally posted by jhopingforhoseok


  • internalizes his feelings
  • rethinks the entire relationship 
  • overanalyzes everything
  • tries to figure out what exactly went wrong
  • asks “why?” a lot
  • blames himself
  • listens to sad music which only makes him sadder
  • isolates himself for a while
  • writes a diss track 

Originally posted by ksjknj


  • puts on a smile in public
  • but cries into his pillow when he gets home
  • with a scorpio venus and mars, i see a lot of anger and frustration building up in him
  • wants to get back at them for hurting him
  • tries to make them jealous
  • hooks up with someone to try and forget
  • which only makes things worse
  • boils on the inside when he sees them being happy without him
  • would obsess over the break up for a long time, but with the help of his friends he’d eventually move on

Originally posted by orchid-bud


  • hides his hurt
  • capricorns see relationship as a long lasting union and can be in denial when one is cut short
  • tries to forget about the entire relationship
  • throws away everything that reminds him of his ex
  • completely cuts them out of his life
  • busies himself with work and his hobbies
  • wants his thoughts to be occupied constantly
  • his aries moon makes him lash out in anger when reminded of them
  • these aren’t tears. my eyes are just sweating.”


  • tries to brush it off and save his ego
  • wants to better himself
  • remodels his room
  • gets a makeover 
  • makes sure he looks extra nice whenever he sees his ex
  • acts out in public to get their attention
  • but under his nonchalant cocky facade is a lot of hurt
  • angry that he wasted his time with them
  • thinks about all his ex’s flaws and everything he disliked about them
  • knows ending the relationship is better in the long run
  • lmao i’m better without them anyways.

i just realized i don’t think i’ve told this story before but one time i was waiting outside a venue for like one of those I Heart Radio concerts and Fall Out Boy was playing so I was Hyped™. I was waiting outside and everyone was turned to this mini stage because a few smaller artists were going to play, but i was turned the other way to look at my dad. So I’m talking with my dad and suddenly I look up to see some people walk onto a lil balcony on the venue and immediately I knew. It was Patrick and Pete. Shook, i pointed up and (to get my actual father’s attention) shouted “DAD!” and Patrick looked over, laughed and waved right at me. He answered to me calling him dad… I will never forget that.


Requested: can you do one where shawn has a mental breakdown and you have to calm him down

Originally posted by everythingshawnmendes

Your name: submit What is this?


“Y/n,” You hear Andrew’s voice shouting from the front of the bus. You don’t know why he’s yelling, but he sounds frantic.

You tell your sister, “I have to go. I’ll call you back later.” And you hang up the phone before even giving her a chance to say goodbye as you slide out of your bunk. You’re currently on tour with Shawn because he had asked you to come along, but you miss your family just like he misses his when he’s gone. Whenever Shawn’s busy working, you often take that time to call or FaceTime your family or friends back home. Shawn is currently doing his meet and greet, so you had decided to stay on the bus to talk to your sister over the phone.

As soon as your toes touch the ground, Andrew appears at the end of the hall. “Y/n, there you are!” He practically screams, which slightly startles you because you’re not very far from him, so you don’t really understand why he’s shouting so loudly. “Come with me,” He says, turning around and practically running out of the bus. You’re confused, but decide to not ask any questions as you rush after him.

“Shawn’s freaking out. I think everything’s just been too much lately.” Andrew tells you, while practically jogging into the venue.

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Misunderstandings // Min Yoongi (ft. Jimin)

Originally posted by btsfunboyz

Pairing: Yoongi x Reader (ft. Jimin)

Genre: Angst // Fluff

Summary//Request: As you plan a surprise birthday party for Yoongi with the help of Jimin, he gets suspicious and insecure about your relationship as you spend all your time with Jimin. Fluffy ending ^_^

A/N: So, I decided to try out a new thing were I actually include texts as pictures to and from the reader and the person in the story! (instead of writing them in bold as I have done previously). Let me know what you guys think of it, and I’ll make sure to do more!

You threw your phone in your lap out of pure frustration after reading what Yoongi had sent you as you gently massaged your temples, feeling a migraine making itself at home in your frontal lobes.

“Woah, what happened?” Jimin jumped in surprise, almost letting all of the air out of the balloon he had been blowing up and trying to tie for the past 10 minutes.

“It’s Yoongi – he thinks there’s something going on between you and I because I’ve been ignoring him all day trying to organise his birthday surprise” you let out a harsh, disgruntled sigh as Jimin gave you a look of complete disbelief before nervously chuckling in response.

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Guys i’m feeling a little nostalgic so i’m gonna drag you all kicking and screaming down memory lane alongside me, buckle up and grab the kleenex…

So, the first time I ever saw the girls live was in early November, 2015. It was at an academy venue so the show was super intimate and closed in. You could really immerse yourself into the music and feel their genuine passion and pure talent. Theres no doubt that the entire Reflection era from start to finish was remarkable, and something I personally think the girls have never managed to top, and never will. I couldn’t fault their show one bit. The music was incredible, the girls vocals were impeccable, costumes were fitting and the choreo was simplistic. The whole atmosphere within the crowd was electric. The girls sang a little individual verse from a song of their choice which brought the whole sassiness and confident nature of the show back down to reality. Five girls living their dreams. I may or may not have cried during ‘Brave Honest Beautiful’ but i mean we’re all human aren’t we, we can all relate to songs like those instead of ones like ‘Down’ and ‘Work from Home’. Literally for those two hours or so during the show, no matter who you were, where you came from and what you believed in, you were all one and everyone was the same. You looked at every single person in that venue and everyone was radiating pure happiness. And to top everything off, the whole show was inundated with little camren moments and interactions. The full concept and everything that occurred was simply magical, I honestly will never ever forget just how incredible it was to be stood in that room in those specific moments. 

I was fortunate enough to see the girls again a few times in October last year during the 7/27 tour and I honestly felt so detached from the concert. Obviously the show side of it was fab, the girls were all vocally incredible but, I felt disheartened at the fact there was a significant lack of intimacy between them and us. The girls seemed to belt out song after song and rarely personalised the show to those at each different venue. The arena capacity levels at nearly 10,000 more seats than the 2,000 person standing academy venue from 2015. The girls didn’t sell out here, but watching five girls on a stage in such a huge arena was really disappointing (I mean obviously the 7 pints of beer didn’t help when I fell down the venue stairs and sprained my ankle, but we won’t talk about that) because they seemed so far away from everything.I left that specific show gutted and feeling like i’d just witnessed something for the final time. Little did we know the group would split just 11 weeks later. 

If i could rewind my little camren clock, i’d take you all back to that specific day on the reflection tour in 2015. That was magic. 

So whenever you’re feeling down or disheartened by all this never ending ‘shade/drama’ think of your own moment at a concert or when you met the girls or when you listened to the girls music for the first time and allow yourself to feel exactly what you felt in those moments. We’re stronger as a fandom when were together, than we are when we’re against each other.

Damn, the nostalgia is raw tonight.

anonymous asked:

can you imagine dan calling arin at like 3 am and he's like "I'm really craving eggs and toast right now at this exact moment." And before he even hangs up arin's already in the kitchen getting out the pans--"my restaurant is always open for my favorite person. Come on over." 🌸

Danny couldn’t sleep.

He rolled over, staring at the blank wall to his side. He liked the size of his bed, but right now it felt impossibly big.

And empty.

His fingers twitched, seeking warm skin to touch or soft hair to stroke. His eyes blinked, once, wearily. But he couldn’t sleep.

Danny wasn’t completely sure why. Voices and sounds echoed in his head, little tidbits left from his busy day. He should be exhausted. After all, Brian and he had just finished their NSP tour. He’d just gotten home that afternoon, and had still had plenty to get done before tumbling into bed at midnight.

But now here he was, at three in the fucking morning, and despite his jetlag and exhaustion he couldn’t sleep.

It was as if his body was trying to tell him something. 

Rolling over, he squinted at his phone. He hadn’t checked it since he got back, being too busy. So he flicked on the screen, ignoring the millions of notifications on the lockscreen, preferring to immediately go to his messages.

Danny flicked over a couple names–Brent, his vocal coach, Ross…then his eyes landed on a notification from Arin.

He sat up.

hope you guys had a great trip!!!! text me when you get back to LA. cant wait to have your dick inside me again. love ya

Danny smiled, a giggle slipping out despite himself. That’s Arin for you, he thought fondly. What a dickwaffle.

His fingers slid over the keyboard, replying.

haha dude we made it back. sorry it took awhile, things were fuckin crazy!! love ya too

Adding a heart emoji for good measure, Danny sent the message. He figured Arin was dead asleep and probably wouldn’t see it until morning.

He set his phone down, thinking perhaps he could try to sleep again, but a soft buzz of his phone alerted him to a new message.

He frowned. Surely not…

But sure enough, it was a reply from Arin.

awesome dude. no biggie. I’ll see ya at the grump room on friday if ur up for it

Danny briefly hoped Arin hadn’t been waiting for a text back that whole time, but quickly dismissed it. Arin was often up late; it was more likely he’d just been working and had seen Danny’s text.

His fingers hovered over a simple message back–ok, see ya then–but he hesitated. He hadn’t seen Arin in forever. In fact, Danny had listened to Sequel//itis more than once to fill the ache of missing his best friend.

He wanted to talk to him.

After agonizing for several minutes, Danny told himself to stop being a pussy and he pressed the call button.




Danny’s breath caught at the sound of Arin’s mildly raspy voice. “Arin?”

“Dan?” He heard some shifting; no doubt Arin was trying not to wake Suzy. “What’s up? Everything okay?”

“Yeah,” Danny replied, just beginning to realize how breathless he sounded. “I, uh, just couldn’t sleep.”

“Mm-hmm,” Arin hummed, and Danny heard a door close quietly. “Figured you’d be fuckin’ dead after all that traveling.”

Danny laughed softly. “Me too, man. But I dunno, guess my body just doesn’t wanna sleep yet.”

“So you called for a late night phone sex session?” Arin joked, and Danny could practically see Arin’s mouth twitching in amusement.

Danny laughed again, louder this time. “No, you ass. If you really wanna know, I just missed you.”

A slight pause. Danny waited.

Arin sounded a bit more awake now. “I missed you too, buddy. How was the tour? Sorry I couldn’t finish it.”

Danny started off talking about his favorite venues and hypest crowds and most memorable moments. He talked about his dad and grandma coming to the shows and funny bits with Brian behind the stage and all the shitty hotel food. He talked about the sights he’d seen and the kindness of the fans and how he’d never forget this experience.

Arin was silent the whole time, letting Danny ramble about his adventures for a solid half hour. Now Danny was wide awake.

He paused to catch his breath, and Arin chuckled. “Sounds like you guys had a great time. I’m really proud of you, dude.”

“Thanks, Ar,” Danny replied, feeling his chest glow warm from Arin’s sincere compliment. He let out a breath. “I wish you could’ve been there.”

“Me too, buddy. But shit happens.”


There was a small pause, and Danny found his mind wandering. He felt…better. He felt much more awake and excited than he had since he’d gotten back. He supposed he just hadn’t realized how much he’d missed Arin.

“Dan? You awake?”

“Yes!” Danny snapped back to the present, clutching his phone. “Sorry, Ar, you must be really tired.”

Arin chuckled. “Nah, man. It’s good to hear your voice again. I’m glad you called.”

Danny sat for a moment, biting his lip, wondering if he dared ask.


“Hey, Arin, would you want to…make me some eggs?”

“Eggs?” Arin repeated. “When?”

Danny shifted. “…Now?”

To Arin’s credit, his side was only silent for a beat before he responded warmly. “Of course, buddy. Wanna meet me at the Space’s kitchen in a half hour?”

Danny felt his face grow hot. He hadn’t actually expected Arin to take him seriously. He’d been waiting for a laugh or a “good one,” but Arin had actually agreed.

A goofy smile blossomed on Danny’s face. “Sounds perfect. Maybe we could play some games, too.”

“Wanna get a head start on recording, huh? Look at you go,” Arin teased. “Alright, wise guy. See ya soon.”

“Hey, Arin?”


“Love you.”

“Love you too, ya shithead.”


Late the same morning, around 11 o’clock, Suzy found Arin and Danny curled up on the Grump couch; Danny sprawled across Arin.

Two empty plates sat beside the couch.

They were both fast asleep.

Astrology observations

  • Virgo moons hate crying, even in private
  • Taurus, Gemini, Leo, Libra and Sagittarius on the 5th house cusp can make someone good at playing instruments/drawing/art in general
  • Water risings/Neptune in the 1st house people have the BIGGEST eyes
  • I’ve noticed that a lot of people have physical characteristics given by the ruler of the house their sun falls in. For example, one of my friends is a Scorpio sun and rising, but she gives strong Pisces vibes as her sun falls in her 12th house
  • Pisces venus people have an innate great fashion sense, which they may not even be aware of
  • Aquarius on the 2nd house cusp could make someone a spendthrift. Aquarius is the rebel, so they may not care about money or their possessions in general
  • Aries in the 4th house people usually have small boobs unless they have venus/jupiter/maybe sun there too
  • Mars in the 12th often makes someone really passive aggressive
  • Virgo in the 5th makes someone really nervous and chatty when drunk. I had a friend who has this placement who literally started cleaning my house because the empty bottles and the dirty cups (that we were still using) were making her uncomfortable
  • Siblings frequently share the same moon sign
  • Scorpio venus people have the tendency to obsess over someone they are attracted to even for really long periods of time, and then completely forget about them when another person catches their eye
  • People are often magnetically attracted to the sign on the cusp of their 8th house
  • Children usually don’t like people with Saturn in the 5th house (at least at first)

Tbh not only Libra should be considered fashionable sign. I noticed that many people with Taurus influence (Sun, Moon, Rising etc.) tend to put great importance on their style too. It’s nothing new; they are also ruled by Venus just like Libra but I think people tend to forget that Taurus can be as just fashionable and artistic as Libra is. They like to look good, elegant and composed. Their style gives more earthy “physical” vibes. They do appreciate clothes made of good fabric, they want clothes to match and they may spend really a lot of money and time on matching their outfits because they want to preserve good image that is showing the best qualities of their bodies (”physical” aspect). They like things that don’t come out of style, that are considered the universal classics like red lipstick or a classical Hepburn’s black dress. They also spend a lot of money on things because they belive in quality over quantity. They tend to stick to what they know and may avoid trying crazier styles but it doesn’t mean that their own is boring. They are careful with experimenting, their wardrobe revolutions are made only after some time spend on contemplating. They are really picky when it comes to choosing their clothes, hairstyles or beauty products. They are very committed to what they want to own that’s why it takes time for them to change their minds; once they decide what they want then they actually stick to it for a long time. 

No Regrets - Second Home

Not a request but a few of you ( @remybosslika @percywinchester27 @atc74 ) asked about their wedding so I have decided to make a few planning drabbles before actually writing the wedding drabble.

Pairing: Jensen x Reader

Warnings: Wedding planning, surprises

Word Count: 734

A/N: This is a drabble complication. All drabbles fit into the universe I created for my Jensen x Reader series Living with Regrets. Most can be read as stand alone, but will also very much be part of the series.

This takes place a few months after part 9 of Living with Regrets. Jensen has asked Y/N to marry him and she has accepted. Finding out how and where the wedding is gonna be will be the next step.

Unbetaed - all mistakes are mine



“Jay this is not the way down town,” Y/N objected as Jensen pulled right out of Jared’s Austin driveway rather than left. They had been staying at the Padalecki’s since yesterday. It was a long weekend and Y/N and Jensen had decided to fly back to Texas to start trying to find a venue for their wedding reception. Jared and Gen had immediately offered their home to them, which also gave Jensen and Y/N some spare time away from their lively 4 year old since she was busy making life interesting for Tom and Shep.

“I know,” Jensen smirked at her before refocusing on the road. Jensen chuckled as Y/N began scolding him about all the places they had to see and them not having a lot of time. He knew she would forget everything in a few moments. Jensen pulled onto a side street and 3 minutes after leaving Jared’s driveway he stopped. Y/N hadn’t realized yet but he had actually just driven around the Padalecki property. Jared’s backyard and the backyard of the house Jensen had parked in front of was only separated by a fence.

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anonymous asked:

Mtl favourite houses for Venus ??? And why?? Please, hope u have a nice day xx

Thank you! Hope you have an awesome day as well!

  1. venus in the 11th: so gentle and truly care about others and the world. they LOVE their friends. kinda cocky tho. ALL of my closest friends have this placement.
  2. venus in the 2nd: usually shameless are divas and got enough charm to fill a stadium. vain but I love them too much so it’s forgiven. they buy you cute presents like what else do you need lmao.
  3. venus in the 8th: I   l o v e  them okay, they are so hot and really know how to turn you on like omg. Deep lovers and are suckers for intimacy like me.
  4. venus in the 5th: like to have fun like me and are awesome flirters. embody venus so I’m a hoe for them. 
  5. venus in the 1st: another embodiment of venus, they are so gentle, caring and patient like ????? how did I come to deserve this I cry.
  6. venus in the 10th: i just like them. they are so loyal and hardworking lovers and friends, they will never leave you alone and help you every way they can like????? ily?
  7. venus in the 9th: beautiful philosophies and thoughts, they love to learn and teach which is so pretty to me. get excited with science and foreign places, my beautiful dorks. 
  8. venus in the 12th: don’t know wtf they are feeling rn. private lovers, good at intimacy and surprisingly gentle when their walls are down. I love them, they are sweet cinnamon rolls that must be protected.
  9. venus in the 4th: so so so comforting, give the best hugs but have a hard time being outwardly affectionate, good at hiding feelings like wow.
  10. venus in the 7th: super nice and affectionate, flirty and charming. can take too devoted to another level tho.
  11. venus in the 3rd: the best voice and hands in town, super soft spoken and comforting. playful cuties.
  12. venus in the 6th: servicial and dedicated to lovers and friends, but not my cup of tea, tbh sometimes I feel like they forget about themselves and what they deserve and forgive too easily.
Award Show

Requested: Could you write something were y/n is a famous singer and meets Shawn at an award show and they hit it off?? You can go anywhere from there but that would just make me so happy

A/N: Feedback would be really nice. I know it´s been a while since the last time I wrote something but I´m glad I finally have time again.

 Shawn Mendes x Reader

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Originally posted by thugshawn

Shawn´s PoV

 “Are you ready? We´re waiting downstairs,” Andrew said when I picked up the phone. “Yes, I am. Give me a second.” I answered and hung up the phone. We were heading to the IHeartRadio Music Awards today and we were already a little late in time. After I picked up my jacket and made sure I didn´t forget anything, I left the hotel room and took the elevator to the ground floor.

When we arrived at the venue I went on the red carpet, where Fans and Photographers were already waiting. I could already hear one of the interviewers from distance.
“And here´s coming Shawn Mendes!” he said into his mic while smiling widely in one of the cameras. A woman stood next to him, she was pretty and I knew I saw her before somewhere but I couldn´t assign her name. “To my right Shawn Mendes and to my left Y/N Y/L/N. I guess life couldn´t be better with two young, yet incredibly talented artists by my side.” When he said her name it was clear to me. Of course, it was Y/N Y/L/N. She was also a very successful singer and I knew her songs. 

“Hi great to see you.” I kissed her cheeks what she responded with a smiling “Hi” “You guys haven´t met before, have you?” he asked and we both shook our heads. “No we haven´t but it´s great we do now. I heard only good things about you,” she smiled, looking at me. “Thank you, good to hear that.”
“I think I would love to hear a song from you two. What do you think about a collaboration?” the interviewer asked me. “That´s a great Idea, I would love to. I love your songs, maybe if we find some time… one day.” I said with a questioning look to Y/N “Yeah definitely. I mean who wouldn´t like to work with Shawn Mendes right?” she said to the camera and after a few more questions we both were released and ready to go. We went separate ways but I didn´t know yet that this weren´t the last words we shared this day.

After I took a few photos I went inside the venue, where the audience and most of the stars already were. Andrew showed me to my seat and I smiled when I saw who was sitting next to me. “You won´t leave me, do you?” Y/N smiled when I stopped in front of her “No, doesn´t look like it,” I laughed and sat down next to her. “Are you nervous? I mean because of the awards?” “A little. It´s exciting and I would be very thankful and pleased if I win but of course, it´s also okay if I don´t.” I nodded. “I wish you good luck though.” We were nominated for male and female artist of the year. “Thank you, same to you.”
We talked further but had to stop when the show began. I could already tell that we got along very well since we shared sentiments on almost everything we talked about, like music and our career, all that stuff that´s going on in our lives right now.  It was great to have a conversation with her, we kind of fit together.

We watched the performances of others but after that, it was time for the awards. Slowly but surely I got nervous the more winners got announced. I clapped every time and watched everything but it seemed like I couldn´t receive what happened around me till the point the nominees of best male artist appeared on the big screen, among myself.
Everything was silent and then, suddenly the presenter said my name and everyone started clapping. It was at the moment when Y/N congratulated and hugged me when I realized that I won. I let out a little laugh and squeezed her a little tighter before I went on stage to thank everybody. After my little speech about how thankful I am and how much I love my fans, friends and family I went back to my seat, full of joy with the award in my hands.
“You did it!” Y/N said to me excited, clapping her hands and such a huge smile on her face that I thought her cheeks must hurt.  “Now it´s your turn,” I said when I set down on my seat again.

Unfortunately, the award for best female went to Ariana Grande, Y/N didn´t win. I looked at her, expecting disappointment or something like that but on her face was a smile and she clapped. She noticed me looking at her “What?” “Nothing.” “I told you it´s okay if I don´t win and I meant it. Ari is a Queen she deserves it and I´m happy for her.” She said honestly and I hugged her encouraging, with one arm around her shoulder “You would´ve deserved it as well.”

“You´re going to the After show party, do you?” Y/N asked me when I stepped outside the venue after the show was over. “Yes” “Good. We have to celebrate your victory,” she smiled at me (her cute from-ear-to-ear smile again) and took my hand. “We will. Don´t worry.” I looked at her and couldn´t prevent a giggle.

I don´t know why but it felt like we knew each other since years, even though we met for the first time that day.
We barely knew something about each other, and I know it´s crazy to say that after just one day, but I already trusted her with all my heart.

do’s and don’ts of harry styles flag/fan projects

i’m seeing so many people express interest in this sort of fan project, so i thought i’d let everyone know what worked and what didn’t for my own fan project. going into it, i was a so terribly anxious, and i want to make sure everyone planning their own project has a smoother time getting things together and following through than i did. i really hope this helps, and again, thank you so so much for letting me help make harry’s shows safe and loving for everyone at the venue and across the globe

-make PLENTY of time to make and ship the flags. i purchased my first batch, which was around 216 flags, on june 19th and received them july second. the second batch, which was around 240 flags, were ordered on august 8th and got them on august 28th. depending on where you’re getting them, make sure to order them with plenty of time to spare! i ordered mine from here- but be warned, because the price is so low, they do normally come in folded and crinkled; i wasn’t shipped two of the flags i’d ordered so i ended up with a couple extra sticks, but these are by far the least expensive flags that you can get, and they have free shipping!

- labels suck to make, i ended up spending hours trying to make labels that looked somewhat decent. i used excel, but i didn’t quite know how to use it so it took forever to get the spacing down. once i got the labels looking good, i then had to go through and cut them out. because printer paper is weird and is difficult to cut in stacks without the labels being slanted and deformed, i ended up spending eight hours straight cutting them up and taping them on. if you have the money, definitely head the the closest office supplies store and pick up sticker labels, they’ll save you lots of time. make sure the labels include instructions on when to hold them up as well as letting people know not to litter and keep the aisles clean and free of debris. if you end up running into trouble with the venue, you’ll show them that and (hopefully!) they’ll realize your intentions are all good. don’t forget to remind people to be courteous of others and not to block anyone’s views! 

- my biggest concern was getting the flags taken away like at harry’s nashville show. make sure to check the venues rules and regulations, but also remember that the venue has the final say, and if they think bringing flags will block people’s views and make a mess, they have the ability to confiscate all the flags! as i said earlier, make sure you put specific instructions on the labels to make sure everyone’s happy!

-have a plan to pass the flags out. it may not happen how you like it to in the end, but having a general idea will help keep you organized and calm your nerves. i initially planned to pass them out one by one to everyone, but the line was incredibly too thick and cramped to do that- and i ran the risk of losing my spot in line. i had also planned to pass them out later in the day, but the line was too small to keep a huge box around so i ended up having people take a flag out of the box and pass it down. looking back on it, doing it later probably would’ve resulted in less flags carelessly thrown on the ground and forgotten, but there’s nothing i can do about that any more than warn you.

-having people helping you will make your life so much easier. i ended up doing the whole thing completely alone, and by the end i was totally exhausted. if you know someone out of town and they want to help, just send them a document of the labels and split the work, it’ll make your life 10x easier.

-if you don’t have the funds to afford flags for everyone in the venue, there are other options for people who weren’t able to snag some. here you can order 500 rainbow heart stickers for roughly $13. it’s sad coming out of the venue and seeing people looking for flags when they were unable to get one, so make sure they at least feel included!

- i ended up also bringing a bigger flag signed by a bunch of people in line that said ‘love is love’ in big, bold letters. if you decide to bring a flag to sign or give to him, remember that it’s not a guarantee that he’ll get it. i wish i’d opened mine up earlier so there would’ve been a better chance of him grabbing it, but i decided it would be best to make the big flag coincide with the smaller ones- i also didn’t want him grabbing it, not realizing it was for him, and throwing it back into the crowd. he definitely noticed the bigger flag and did the motion that he was coming to grab it as we kept trying to throw it up on stage, but i guess he forgot or we misread him.

“...Aren’t You?”

Requested by an anon. I’ve been gone for so long and honestly I’m so sorry. 

You had a different style. You weren’t skinny. You had your imperfections but you made them your own perfections. People often find confidence attractive. Your confidence was very attractive. It of course was one of Yongguk’s favorite thing about you.

You were best friends with Jongup. The two of you have been best friends since babies. Your parents were good friends and their friendship rubbed off on the two of you. The two of you were like brother and sister. You were older than him by a couple of months.

You were his main support when he debuted. You went to a couple of concerts but you were always a bit too busy to meet his members in person. You had your own job. You were a businesswoman. You had made it far up the business chain for a woman of your age. Not only were you proud of Jongup, he was also proud of you. Though you were always busy, you always made time for Jongup.

You wanted nothing more than to meet his members. You asked Jongup about it and he agreed. The two of you planned for one of your off days.

He took you to their dorm. Before allowing you to come in, he made sure they were all in check and the dorm looked at least decent.

“Come in, Y/N.” he said as he opened the door.

You stepped in and the first thing you saw was his members, one of them not facing you. You bowed shyly.

Yongguk saw his members staring at something in front of them.

“YAH! HYUNG! TURN AROUND! YOU’RE BEING RUDE!” Jongup shouted at Yongguk.

Yongguk snapped his head around to see your head coming up from the bow. The two of you locked eyes for a couple of seconds before you looked away shyly.

“Guys this is my best friend of all time, Y/N. I expect nothing but your best behavior when she is h-”

“N-No, act like I’m not here. Be yourselves.” You cut him off.

“Well, introduce yourselves!”

Yongguk was the first one to introduce himself.

“Hi. I’m Bang Yongguk, the leader. Nice to meet you.”

“Oh, you’re the leader?” You asked.

“Yeah. You say that like it’s a bad thing. Is there something wrong?”

“N-No, I just didn’t expect someone like you to be leader. I-I didn’t mean that in a bad way or anything. You’re just really hot, I m-mean, you’re very good looking.”

“So because I’m good looking, or “hot” ,as you had a couple of seconds ago, I can’t be leader of an idol group?“

"I really didn’t mean it like that! I just meant not many idol leaders look as good as you. I m-mean-”

He chuckled a bit before giving you a reassuring pat on your back.

“Jongup! I like your best friend.”

Your friendship with Yongguk only went up. The two of you would disagree on something but that never stopped you from being good friends.

The more the two of you hung out, attractions got deeper. You were feeling something for him, you didn’t know what it was. It was like you loved him, but you tried to shake it off. After all he was your best friend’s group member and good friend.

Your feelings for him were very noticeable. Everyone but Yongguk noticed. He played around a bit but he didn’t know you were serious.

He’d bring around female friends of his. Most of them looked the same, like models. They all looked like those idol girls that everyone was talking about. Skinny, tall, they were pretty sticks.

You found yourself jealous of some of them. Maybe one or two, it was just the ones who had the most skinship with Yongguk.

Yongguk shot you text.

“It’s been awhile since we’ve had lunch, let’s get together today.”

You read his message but didn’t reply. You simply put your phone down and tended to your work. He saw you read it. A couple of more seconds go by and he gets a bit annoyed that you didn’t reply. He shoots another text.

“I know you read that, Y/N. Could you tell me yes or no?”

Once again you read it but didn’t reply. Ten seconds go by. This time he’s upset but he remains calm.

“You’re not replying. Did I do something?”

He invited you a little party he was throwing just because. He told you ahead of time the dress was casual, so you dressed in ripped jeans and a white crop top. When you arrived there was no one there.

He lied to you to get you to talk to him.

Once you got there, you realized he lied. But you didn’t to leave, nor did he want you to leave. He wanted to know what was wrong. He wanted to know why you weren’t acting like yourself. He wanted to know why you didn’t want to spend time with him anymore.

You found yourself sitting across the table for him. You didn’t say anything. Neither did he. It was just silence. He decided to speak up.

“Did I do something to make you mad at me?” He asked.

You said nothing. You just folded your arms.

“Are you really going to be difficult at a time like this?! I want know what I did wrong to make you ignore and be mad at me.”

You knew you were being selfish. There was no reason for you to hate him. There was no reason for you to be mad at him.

“It’s not like you love me I like I do you.” You accidentally said aloud.


“N-Nothing! I said nothing!”

“You love me?”

“I said nothing! Forget what I said!”

You turned away from him.

“Forget what you said? Do you know how long I’ve been waiting to hear those words come out of your mouth. Y/N, I love you too. More than you’ll ever know. But I knew how close you were to Jongup and I didn’t need him breathing down my neck if I tried to make a move on you.”

You turned back to him. Your face softened.

“Y-You like me?”

“No, Y/N. I love you.”

The two of you have been together for about two years now. Everyone knew about you. Girls and boys alike envied you. Yongguk spoiled you to death in brand new designer clothes, designer handbags, and very expensive jewelry. You didn’t want all the attention on you, but everywhere the two of you went, Yongguk made sure the attention was only on you.

Tonight was going to be just the same. Yongguk had prepared a week early. He bought you a new dress. He bought you a red split strap backless dress with brand new rhinestone diamond heels. He of course didn’t stop there. He bought you a $1000 customized locket and new hoop earrings. You looked like a million bucks and your smile added on about nine million dollars.

He of course wasn’t going to dress his beautiful Queen up and not forget to dress up a bit as well. He dressed in a customized tuxedo with black dress shoes. And the two of you together looked like billionaire mafia leaders. He did all the dirty work while you got the business side of it.

“Don’t you think this is a little, you know overboard for a party?” You asked him.

“No. You look amazing. And this isn’t just any party. This is-”

“I know, I know. An album release party. I’ve heard you say it about a hundred times now.”

The two of you made your way to the venue. The album release party was located at this brand new exclusive club that they spent almost a year building.

‘It better look so damn stunning I won’t know I’m still in Korea’ You thought to yourself.

The two of you arrived. The outside was big, so you assumed the inside was huge. And huge it was. You gasped in amazement.

“How could they afford this place for an album release party?”

“You’d be surprised, jagi.”

The two of you locked arms and made your way through the crowd. Everyone’s eyes were on the two of you. You could hear gasps, sighs and scoffs coming from around the room.

You were a gorgeous sight. As for Yongguk, he was the sexiest thing there.

“Noona! You made it!” You heard Jongup’s voice behind you.

You both turned around to be greeted by him in a simple black suit.

“Aww! Guppie’s in a suit and all grown up! You look so dashing.” You complimented.

“Yah! Noona! You’re embarrassing me!”

“That’s my job Guppie!”

You pulled him into a headlock and ruffled his hair.


You giggled and let him go. He fixed himself and gave you a death glare. You knew he was trying to act like an adult but you knew him better than that. If the two of you weren’t in public, he’d pull you into a headlock.

“Hey Jongup.” Yongguk chimed in.

“Oh, sorry I didn’t see you. What’s up?” He pulled him in for a manly hug before lettting go.

You stood by Yongguk’s side and locked arms with him again.

“Y/N?” You heard a familiar voice over the loud music.

You turned your head to the left and saw a familiar face.

“SHOWNU!” You shouted before letting go of Yongguk and rushing over to Shownu.

He pulled you in for a tight hug.

“Since when does she know Shownu?” Yongguk asked Jongup.

“What do you mean? Noona has always been friends with Shownu.” He explained.

You pulled away from Shownu.

“How are you so tall?”

“How are you so small?”


“I’m glad you’re here. Hey! The guys are here as well. Wanna see them. It’s been a while since you have.”

“I guess I could go for a little while. Let me talk to Yongguk and I’ll come back. Stay here!”

“Got it.”

You walked to Yongguk.

“Yongguk, I know we just got here and everything, but could I go hang out with Shownu and his friends for a bit. I’ll spend a little time with them and I’ll come back and spend the rest of the time with you.” You offered.

He sighed. “Alright. Fine, but come back soon, okay?”

“Okay. I love you.” You say before giving him a small peck on the cheek.

“I love you too.”

You smiled before rushing back over to Shownu and disappearing into the crowd.

Four hours passed by. No sign of you anywhere. Yongguk was stuck at the bar taking free drinks from women around him. He took the drinks but declined the girls.

‘Where in the hell is she?’ He thought.

He saw everyone but you. He was tired of it. He downed one more shot and heading into the crowd slipping by the sweaty bodies.

As he reached the middle of the dance floor, he looked around. You were nowhere to be seen. He was about to head back the way he came, but the music stopped suddenly and he heard your laugh.

Luckily your laugh was loud enough to hear. He turned around and went the way your laugh came from. He found himself on the other side of the VIP section.

You were sitting in between Wonho and Shownu. Wonho’s arm wrapped tightly around your shoulder with a drink in his other hand. You were laughing it up at a joke Jooheon told. It was dumb but funny.

The guard standing at the velvet rope looked over to Yongguk.

“Well if it isn’t a legend. Welcome Yongguk. Looking for Y/N?”

“Clearly. And I see she’s having a fun time.” Yongguk said with a hint of jealousy.

“Someone sounds a little bit jealous. Y/N is quite a catch and Wonho has had his arm around her for a bit. She likes his shoulders. Didn’t know she had a thing for shoulders.” The guard laughed.

“Yeah, yeah. Whatever.”

You turned to your right to see Yongguk talking to the guard. A smile appeared on your face at the sight of him.

“How about shots?!”


A round of twelve shots came out. You didn’t want to drink that much. And you weren’t the best person on shots.

Wonho handed you one.

“Come on, Y/N. Have a shot with me.”

“I-I don’t know Wonho. Maybe I shouldn’t. It’s been a while. Maybe I should get back to Yongguk.”

“Just one shot and I’ll let you go back that lovey dovey boyfriend of yours.


The two of you locked arms. You downed his shot, as he downed yours.

“Looks like she’s closer to Wonho than I thought.” The guard said joking.

Yongguk looked at the two of you. Something was building up inside of him, jealousy. But he kept a calm face on the outside. But his fist was clenching as hard as it was physically possible.

“That was strong. I should be going now. Text you later, Shownu. See you soon, Wonho.”

You stood and walked over to Yongguk.


He stayed silent.

“I’m so tired and my feet hurt in the heels. I’ve been in them so long. Let’s go home.”

Once again, silence. The two of you headed out of the club and got back into his car.

The ride home was silent. Neither one of you wanted to say anything.

Once you stepped through the front door, he rushed up to the bedroom. You knew something was up.

You took off your shoes and slowly walked upstairs to the bedroom. You opened the door slightly, and looked inside to see Yongguk changing out of his suit. He was only in his boxers.

He was staring at the wall. You slowly walked in, trying not to make a sound. When you reached him, you wrapped your arms around him tightly.

He sighed. “Let go jagi.”

“No! What’s wrong?”

“Nothing is wrong.”

“You’re lying. You’re upset. I know you.”

He continued to face the wall. You sighed. You walked in front of him. He tried to look away, but you grabbed his chin and made him look at you.

“Did you try to look away from me? Something is wrong. You know you can talk to me. You know I love you. Yongguk tell me-”

“HOW DO I KNOW YOU LOVE ME?!” He screamed.

You were taken back. “What?”

“How do I know you love me, Y/N?”

“You think I don’t love you?”

“It’s just-”

“ANIYA! ANIYA! HOW COULD YOU SAY THAT?! I LOVE YOU MORE THAN ANYTHING! I LOVE YOU MORE THAN I LOVE MYSELF! You’re all I think about. You’re my everything. I love you. I love you, Bang Yongguk.”

He tried to look away, but you grabbed his face and made him look at you.

“Don’t look away from me! What is this about?”

“You and Shownu and Wonho!”

Your face fell.

“You’re jealous, aren’t you?”

“Yeah. I’m jealous. To see Wonho touching and drinking with you made me jealous. I’m supposed to be the only one touching you.”

“Yongguk, listen to me. Listen clearly. I don’t want Shownu. I don’t want Wonho. You’re the only man I want. You’re the only man I need. I love you and only you.”

A small smile appeared on his face hearing your words.

“You mean that?”

“Of course.”

He still looked a bit sad. He looked down towards your dress.

“Come on. Let’s go take a bath.”

You giggled a little bit before taking his hand in yours and heading to the bathroom.


Genre: Smut

Length: ~1500 words

Idol: Daniel | Wanna One

Request: Can I request a Kang Daniel (Wanna One) smut! You can write it any way I just am in dire need of a Daniel smut

 “And the winner is… Wanna One!” The award show host announces making the crowd erupt into cheers.

  You force yourself to clap and watch as Daniel takes the trophy and smirks at you. Ever since that one night a few months ago, you have hated Kang Daniel. Well, you really never liked him in the first place, but after what happened you can’t see him as anything but an asshole. Your group had just won its third award and you were at a club celebrating. Let’s just say you got a little tipsy and Daniel and his sexy abs were there and one thing lead to another… you had sex with him. Then he didn’t talk to you for three months, and now he’s back and won’t let you forget the one time you had sex. The encore music starts to play and your manager signals you to walk off the stage. You start making your way towards the exit when Daniel grabs your arm. He pushes his mic down and lets out a high pitched and exaggerated moan into your ear. You roll your eyes and shake him off making a beeline for the stage exit. Once you leave the venue, you get into your van and stare out the window. “Do I have to go to the after party? I’m tired, I need some rest.” You question your manager.

  “Sorry (y/n). This is company order. Apparently you can get a lot of good PR at this event.” They say without looking up from their phone.

  “Shit..” you mutter under your breath.

  You’ve been lucky enough to avoid Daniel at almost every social gathering so far, but looks like this time it was inevitable. Your manager hands you your dress and shoes and turns around giving you privacy to change. Once you finish putting on your shoes he motions for you to get out of the car. He leads you into the hotel where the party is held and then goes off to talk to the reporters. You scan the room and Daniel immediately catches your eye. He’s in a well-fitted black suit that makes him look sexy as hell. His pants hold his bulge the perfect way and you just wanna- “Take a picture it’ll last longer.” Daniel smirks, interrupting your thoughts.

  “I wasn’t even looking at you.” You scoff back.

  “My dick would beg to differ.” He whispers before walking off to the bar.

  Intrigued, you follow him, and ask the bartender for a shot of vodka.

  He hands it to you and you chug it down for confidence. It was finally your turn to mess with Daniel. You look past him and start to walk away from the bar, subtly squeezing his ass as you walk by. You feel his eyes burning into the back of your skull but you just toss your hair and keep walking away. You hear footsteps behind you but you pay no attention to them. Then you feel someone squeeze your ass tightly. You let out a soft moan when Daniel suddenly growls in your ear, “your turn.”

  You gawk at him as he confidently walks away joining a group of your mutual friends. You walk over to him and plan your next strike in your head. You go up to him and turn your body putting one hand up to pretend like you’re whispering something to him, using the other to fondle his ass. You fake a quiet moan in his ear and he suddenly grabs onto your waist, surprising you a bit. “Go sit by the bar.” He demands into your ear.

  You smirk and happily sway your hips all the way back over to the bar. You hop onto one of the stools and ask the bartender for water. Once he hands it to you, you hear Daniel’s voice behind you. “One for me too please.”

  You turn your head and watch him scoot a stool right next to yours. He sits, takes a sip of water, and puts his hand on your inner thigh. You gasp, but decide to see where he is going with it. He looks at you for some sort of approval and you nod your head to signal yes. He then takes his hand and uses it to move your panties to the side as he starts to rub your clit. You bring the glass to your mouth and bite on it to stop yourself from moaning. His motions get faster and faster and you feel like you are going to cum, when he suddenly takes his hand away. “What the f-” you curse under your breath.

  “Give up yet?” He smirks.

  You cross your legs and shake your head no as you come up with your next attack. You check to make sure no one is looking behind you and you reach over and start stroking his erection through the thin material of his dress pants. His mouth opens wide and he grunts a bit. You stroke faster and faster and see a small wet stain start to form from his precum. You stroke a bit faster and he grabs onto your arm. He gulps and breathes out, “You win.”

  Still holding onto your arm, he quickly leads you to the stairs on the other side of the bar. “Where are we going?” You ask.

  “There are rooms up here.” He responds back.

  He pulls out a card from his pocket and walks you over to one of the rooms. He unlocks the door quickly and pulls you in. He slams the door shut behind him and pushes you up against it. “Is this ok?” He asks you.

  “Yes.” You assure him.

  His lips crash against yours and his hands cup your cheeks. You wrap your arms around his neck and stumble with him over to the bed. He picks you up with ease and places you down onto the bed. He takes off his jacket and starts to unbutton his shirt. “Clothes off. Now.” He deep voice booms out.

  You pull your dress over your head and kick your heels off leaving you just in a bra and panties. He finishes unbuttoning his shirt and reveals his abs. You kiss him again before pushing him onto the bed and straddling him. You run your hands over his abs and smile to yourself. You then start to unbuckle his belt and pull his pants and boxers down a bit. His cock springs up and it’s massive. Bigger than you remembered. You take it in your hands and stroke slowly, gradually gaining speed. He lets out a low moan and grunts out, “get on the bed.”

  You slide onto the bed and he positions your waist in front of him. He kicks off his pants and boxers and quickly slides a condom on. He comes back to you and takes your bra off. He cups each breast in his hands and starts playing with your nipples. He bends his head down and starts to suck on one, twirling his tongue around it. “Daniel..” you moan out his name. “I need you.”

  His eyes darken and he moves down to your waist. He starts to slowly pull your panties down, teasing you. “Daniel please..” you breathe out.

  He tosses them aside and then positions himself at your entrance. He slowly thrusts in and mutters curses under his breath. “(Y/n) why are you so tight?”

  He mumbles some more curses and starts to gain speed. You start moaning uncontrollably and feel your walls begin to tighten around his member. “D-daniel I think I’m gonna-” You start to say.

  He starts going full speed and you hit your orgasm. You throw your head back and arch your back in pleasure. You moan out his name and slowly come down from your high. “Shit I’m close..” he mutters starting to speed up again.

  “Cum for me Daniel” you beg in a low moan.

  He lets out a loud grunt as he hits his orgasm. He pulls out and falls on top of you, his chest heaving from his orgasm. Suddenly your phone starts to ring loudly from where you left it in the heap of clothes on the floor. You get up and grab it seeing it’s your manager, and seeing the ten texts from him. “Daniel I have to go..” you mumble with a frown.

 You finish putting on your dress and shoes when he grabs your wrist. “Call me later. I’ll pick up this time. I promise.” He says looking into your eyes.

  “Okay. But I’m not giving you another chance if you don’t.” You say seriously.

  “I will.” He says.

  Your phones rings again signaling you to leave. You sigh and rush out. You close the door gently to not alert the people in the adjacent rooms and smile to yourself. Maybe you don’t hate him that much after all.


anonymous asked:

#18 and #43 ?? :)))

Here you go, I combined them x  

You’d been traveling all day.  Traveling has always made you a bit anxious.  Being on time was never really your thing but you knew if you were late, you’d miss your flight.  Then there was always the possibility of forgetting something.  What if you forgot your favorite t-shirt?  Or you left your phone somewhere?  Having to keep track of your things and be on time and everything else that went along with traveling made for a very stressful day.  By the time you landed and were driven to the venue for the show tonight, you weren’t in the greatest of spirits.  You still felt shaky from the day’s events and you’re sure that not eating much played a part in that as well but the stress made you nauseous and you hadn’t been hungry at all.

When Harry sees you down the hall, he opens his arms immediately.

“Hi, love,” he coos and you step into his chest, clinging to him tightly. “I’m so glad you’re here.”

You inhale his scent and let it wash over you, trying to relax.

“How was your flight?” Harry tucks you under his arm and you continue walking in the direction he’d been going.

“You know how I get,” you shrugged.

“Well you’re here now,” he hums, rubbing your shoulder. “I missed you.”

“Me too,” you sigh.  You missed him so, so much.


You had a cup of tea at catering but nothing else seemed appetizing.  Afterwards, you hung out while Harry and his band got ready for their show.  Once the opening band finished and the stage was set, you kissed Harry and he huddled up with his band before taking his place.  You stood side stage and watched as he commanded the room.  You always loved watching him perform but you wished you could have enjoyed it more.  Your head was still spinning from all the traveling today and you just couldn’t wait to get some sleep.

Just as Sign of the Times was finishing, Jeff asked if you were ready to go.  You nodded and as soon as the band came off stage, you were being shuttled to the waiting buses.  Despite everyone’s hurried efforts, there were still fans waiting outside on the sidewalk.  Harry gripped your hand and followed his bodyguard through the crowd.  It was too much for you after the day you’ve had and you burst into tears almost immediately, feeling as though you were being suffocated.  Harry’s grip was tight and you used his back to shield yourself as you pushed through the fans.  He, of course, had no idea what was happening behind him until you stumbled onto the bus. Your exasperated sob made his head whip around and you gasped for air as he gently pushed you onto the couch.

What’s the matter, sweetie?  What’s goin’ on?” he crouches in front of you and you hear fists pounding on the bus.

I-I feel like I ca-can’t breathe,” you stutter.  His heart broke, seeing you struggling to bring air into your lungs.

“Hey, hey,” Harry whispers. “Relax, darling, look at me.”

Your panicked eyes flicker up to stare into Harry’s.  He reaches one hand up to rest against your cheek, his thumb smoothing along your skin.

“Come back to me, right here, you’re okay,” he breathes, his voice as soft as velvet. You feel yourself slowly start to calm down, your breaths quivering lightly. “I’m sorry I put you through that.”

You quickly shake your head, ready to tell him that it’s not his fault but he shushes you.

“Relax for me, love,” Harry insists, his hand coming down to rub your hip. “Better?”

You nod.

“I’ll get you some water.”

Jack’s first live show…

@therealjacksepticeye I’m trying to find the words to explain what this show meant to me. Out of respect for Jack and the people who have yet to see this show, I won’t go into detail on what it’s about but I did want to take the time to properly thank him for sending out the message that he did. It meant so much to me and I can only imagine how much it meant to so many other people. I’m glad I got to fully immerse myself in the moment and this was an opportunity I will never forget. I’m very grateful that I got to leave the venue tonight with a full heart.

You were exceptional Jack. I had no doubt you would make this show something truly magical. Congrats, my friend.

MinMinYoongi’s 14k Follow Forever!!! :)

Alright guys…..I’m not fancy or anything. I can’t make a cute banner for this and I can’t bold my mutuals….I run this blog completely on mobile and I’m doing the best I can with that! :) Also, I’m terribly sorry if I forgot anyone. You know I love you all. ♡

I’ll start with a few people who mean a great deal to me.

@dramaticsassmaster and @tiredpassion …..you two started this blog with me. We ran it together and I will never ever forget the day I created this blog with the url ‘sexwithrejects’ 😂 I love you both dearly and your friendship is very precious to me. Thank you.

@lnsoeng KAMA! The day we first met and started talking to each other, I felt like I had known you for years. You’re so easy to talk to and get along with. I love you so much!

@sunshine-seungri Jackie, you are one of the most generous and amazing people I have ever met. And you were there for me in some of my darkest days. You’re truly amazing. Thank you for that.

@2seoke ELIZABETH!!! 😂 Jo, you are just all around one of the most incredible people I have ever had the pleasure to know. You’re so outgoing and funny and when I met you I felt like I could be myself. I was so nervous before but that day was one of the very best that I ever spent in Chicago. The Kpop store was lit and I’ll never forget drinking Soju by the Chicago river 😂 it was such a great day. You’ve also been there for me when I was in some pretty dark days. And I love you so much. It’s truly an honor to call you one of my closest friends. Thank you.

@hoseokminskitten CAT!!!! Tbh one of my fondest memories of you and I was when we went on the swings in that park in China Town at like 10pm on a weekday…and we somehow just started screaming the lyrics to Don’t Stop Believing by Journey…and it was such a great time. I loved going to our restaurant to eat and going into the kpop store with you. I loved meeting your cats and talking to your roommate about Twice for like an hour. I loved how excited you got over Hoseok. You were my first friend in Chicago and you have now become one of my closest friends. I love you!! I’ll see you soon! ♡

@ricepot-jisung Ramsey!!! I fell in love with your blog and your writing before I even spoke to you and I told you once that I loved your blog…I never thought I’d get the chance to meet you in person but I did!!! And you were so sweet and kind to me even though I was awkward at first. All I said to you was that I loved your blog so much 😂 and when you followed me I was so happy. You remain one of my favorite people and one of my favorite blogs on tumblr!!! I hope we meet again soon! I miss you!

@hobjoon Val! I really appreciate you being my friend and being real with me whenever I asked you for advice. I could always count on you to tell me like it was and to help me through. Thank you for being there for me when I needed it most. I hope one day we can meet! ♡ I hope you are well.

@pcypuddings Becca! We literally met because we both hate trump and he was in our town and we just built a friendship off that mutual hatred. (And my mom said hatred would get me nowhere lmao) and I found out you lived like a mile from my house. To have a friend like you live so close to me, I got lucky. You’re wonderful and funny and you always get me into new groups and I hate you for that. Just kidding, I love you!

@hanginbyadream Steph! Wow. Let me start by saying that you are so precious to me. And that I am so glad you’re still here. I miss talking on the phone with you. We literally could talk for like hours :’) you’re an amazing person and an amazing friend. Tell your mom I said hello! Hope you’re both doing well ♡♡ I love you, Steph.

@atlantiswonderlust Courtland! Being in New York with you was so fun. Seeing BTS with you was so fun and I will never forget waking up at like 2am to take a train to Newark and waiting outside the venue in the freezing cold for over 12 hours 😂 thank you for giving me a place to stay so I could see BTS and thank you for showing me around New York. It was truly an amazing time. The concert was amazing but you and Raven really made my time there special. Thank you for being so kind. Also, you’re like the only person I’ve been on the phone with for over 4 hours. Seriously, we never run out of things to talk about. Our first conversation on the phone was 6 and a half hours 😂😂

@bunnymurderer Amy! I miss you. You used to be engaged to my older brother. You always deserved better. I hope you’re happier now and thank you for everything you’ve done for me. I love you so much. I will always see you as a sister.


Okay, here are the rest. I love you all! Thank you so much for 14k.







































Thank you so much for 14k. ♡♡♡ I have added some people I had forgotten initially. I’m sorry!! ♡♡

Monsta X in Beautiful in New York Experience!!

I am a weenie. I huge freaking shy weenie. I should change my name to weenie hut junior. Let’s begin.

I went to Monsta X Beautiful in New York. It was absolutely amazing. I had p2 tickets, and arrived at about 10am. Waiting all day was pretty miserable since the Playstation Theater staff wouldn’t let us sit down. It was awesome meeting nice monbebes though. I saw Shownu walk around the corner and was shook. Fans got a bit too excited, so he had to rush away with his stylist. 

Any who, the concert was so much fun! The members were stunning and put on a great show, but what’s after the is where the deets get good. Hi-touch was so fast, but so worth it! Jooheon’s dimples… BRUH. So deep you could swim in them. Shownu was his usual awkward self lmao. I.M and Kihyun had big smiles. Minhyuk looked so tired, but still had a smile. WONHO!!! He was freaking leaning over the table with that smile he has. I was dead. I went up the escalator, and totally forgot I forgot my things in bag check. I told the security, and they escorted me back down and I got to see them again! WOO YAY FOR BEING FORGETFUL!!

I saw them leaving the venue which was amazing. Their black van rode off into the distance, and I thought wow, I’ll never see them again like this. BOY WAS I WRONG. THEY WERE AT THE SAME FRICKING HOTEL AS ME. We walked past them a good fifteen times and I did not say a peep. I could have said anything, but chose to act like I didn’t know them one, because I am a weenie too because I wanted to respect their privacy. . Minhyuk looked tired af.  But overall, it was amazing to be that close to them!! I will never forget it!!

How I picture the Venus sign couples - Cancer Venus

Cancer Venus x Aries Venus: The make or break couple. The couple that would love each other for their differences

Cancer Venus x Taurus Venus: The steady couple. The couple that feels comfortable and has an unspoken schedule 

Cancer Venus x Gemini Venus: The off-beat couple. The couple that, with time understands/accepts each other’s love style 

Cancer Venus x Cancer Venus: The appreciation couple. The couple that is aware of each other’s needs without saying a word 

Cancer Venus x Leo Venus: The attached couple. The couple that can’t be pulled off of one another

Cancer Venus x Virgo Venus: The devoted couple. The couple that helps each other through hard times

Cancer Venus x Libra Venus: The sweet couple that offers unsolicited relationship advice. The couple that stays in a lot

Cancer Venus x Scorpio Venus: The loving couple. The couple that’s glued to one another it’s annoying 

Cancer Venus x Sagittarius Venus: The ever-shifting couple. The couple that shows affection differently but tries to understand 

Cancer Venus x Capricorn Venus: The captivating couple. The couple that seem indifferent but at the same time, drawn to each other like magnets 

Cancer Venus x Aquarius Venus: The balanced couple. The couple that can smooth out the other’s rough edges 

Cancer Venus x Pisces Venus: The tolerant couple. The couple that can forgive each other easily but not necessarily forget 

I just wanna take a second to talk about last night for a wee bit. It was something else. James was amazing and was so happy to be playing for a home crowd in an iconic venue and was looking around at everyone with the most sincere happiness and it melted my heart.
But shawn. His vocals were something else, legit some of the best I’ve heard from him. He was so happy and smiley and excited!!! And he only tripped three times, walked the wrong way off stage and called London New York!!!! but he was so caught up in it that he didn’t care. Honestly, seeing him smile and shake his head in disbelief is one of the most beautiful things. He called England his home and dedicated Don’t Be A Fool to his aunt and it was he most sincere thing hearing him talk about how she ran up the stairs and forced him to play her the demo. I genuinely can’t believe it was real. He played a sold out O2. I know it’s not the biggest venue but it’s so iconic and he was talking about how it was something he would never forget. He bloody sold out the O2. Twice. He’s come so far and I’m so proud and my heart is swelling and he deserves the world. I’m so so so proud of him.

But the main thing- I saw Geoff four times and it was the most magical experience of my life