i felt the need okay

things to remember when you move out

•always have bottled water in your house/apartment
•pay your bills on time
•wash your dishes everyday
•don’t tell anyone you don’t trust you live alone
•call your mom and tell her you love her
•make sure you have extra toilet paper
•remember to close the curtains when changing
•lock all the windows and doors at night/before leaving the house
•double check that the stove is off
•don’t leave lights on too much
•use real plates instead of throwaways
•have flashlights in every room
•fruits and veggies are important
•night lights aren’t just for babies and kids
•electric and water bill are more important than cable
•don’t eat out too much
•do your laundry
•it’s okay to ask for help
•own at least two recipe books
•never lock yourself out
•but don’t hide a spare under a mat/plant
•don’t open the door without knowing who it is
•wash your bed spread a lot
•make sure you always have food in the fridge
•if you feel unsafe call someone
•candy/snacks are not meals

Collide Prt. 10

Part [1] Part [2] Part [3] Part [4] Part [5] Part [6] Part [7] Part [8] Part [9]
Riley Matthews is a struggling writer who works as a bartender to pay off her student loans. Lucas Friar is a rich kid from Texas who’s lost his way. One night fate brings them together causing their two different worlds to collide.
A/N: Two flashbacks in this one, they’re italicized so hopefully its easy to follow along. Also for some reason the song “Remedy” by Adele was stuck in my head while I was writing this so idk maybe give it a listen while you read haha. The next chapter will be the last one. Epilogue if you will…
Word Count: 2,466

Part 10 - “Just Say The Word.”

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If you would have told me 5 months ago I’d be living above the bar I work at I would’ve told you you were insane. Unfortunately for me that’s exactly what happened.

Because my roommate decided to finally move in with her long term boyfriend and I adamantly refused to move back in with my parents, I had to quickly find something reasonable that I could afford. Lucky for me my boss was trying to find someone to rent out the space above the bar to.

It wasn’t the biggest studio, if I’m being completely honest it had a basement smell to it, and there was only 2 windows so natural light was limited, however it was cozy and soon enough, it was what I considered home.

I never thought this would happen but here I was sitting on the floor of my new studio, typing away on my laptop.

Having so much change in the course of a week was overwhelming to say the least but it also offered me this surge of independence and empowerment.

My aunt was right, all this change inspired me. As soon as I got settled the only thing I wanted to do was write. So I took her advice and I wrote what I knew.

When I wasn’t working downstairs at the bar I was locked away up here on my laptop. I didn’t see much of my friends or family but a part of me felt like it was necessary at the moment.

I hear my phone go off and quickly glance down at the screen. It was a text from Farkle that just said “I’m sorry.”

Before I have the chance to reply there’s a knock on my door. I walk over and peek through the keyhole and see a very familiar pair of green eyes looking back at me.

Reluctantly I open the door, “What are you doing here, Lucas?”

He was wearing a suit, like usual, but the messiness of his dark blonde hair and the undone buttons and tie told me he was having a rough night.

“I need to speak to you.” He says, gazing into my eyes.

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Okay I don’t want to start drama, but I wanted to make a point about the issue with Pewdiepie.

Whether or not Felix meant what he said, he still said it at a time when the world is in chaos regarding minorities.  He said what he said at a time when his TRUE opinion on the matter REALLY means something.  He was careless with his words and whom those words might hurt.  Even if it was a joke, which I do believe it was, there are some things you should never joke about.  Felix is not the devil incarnate, and this does not make him the scum of the earth.  What it DOES make him is someone who made a very bad, insensitive call and refuses to listen to anyone about it.

I just hope he learns from this mistake.


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Chapter 70 thoughts 2.0

Because I’m strategically ignoring the two papers I have due tomorrow and there’s some stuff I forgot to mention in my post yesterday since that stupid chapter wrecked me beyond repair

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I think one of the most important thing in the angel kin community (or any kin community) is being able to admit when you were wrong about something.

I’ve had a really hard time with this in the past, but at some point I had to come to terms with the fact that I’m not always going to be spot on. This isn’t an exact science. I feel like there’s a lot of pressure in the community to have loads of memories or remember your name or remember other angels etc, and while those things are nice, they’re not something you can force.

I “awakened” in? 2014 i think? and since then I’ve been wrong A Lot. Big surprise? Most of my misconceptions were caused by trying too hard to gain memories instead of just letting it happen gradually. I was going through a rough time back then, and I felt like I needed to be a certain thing to be okay, so I made myself into that. Eventually, I had to completely get away from the community all together and start from scratch, decipher the true memories from the false ones.

Even after getting much healthier and gaining a better understanding of how meditation and incarnation works, I’m still wrong about things sometimes, and that’s okay. It’s okay to be wrong sometimes. Whether it’s confirming a kintype too quickly, or just misjudging your eye color a bit, it’s okay. It’s not something to stress yourself over. It doesn’t have to be a big deal; Just correct yourself and move on. Questioning and making mistakes is healthy. So is taking your time discovering yourself.

Taste of Victory

Author: pendots (ao3), aka scarfyuuri (tumblr)
Rating: General Audiences
Warnings: N/A
Summary: “I did promise to eat katsudon with you, Yuuri.“ (In which Victor finally fulfills his first promise and Yuuri learns the definition of victory.)

(Victuuri Week 2017 Day 7: Endings. Prompt: Promises.)

Link to AO3: here

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I just wanted to say something for all of the IchiRuki fans out there: As an IchiHime fan, sure of course I’m happy, but I’m so sorry for you all too… If you are mad, feel cheated and anything in between… I don’t blame you honestly. There was a lot going on between those two and I know how that pain feels (hint: it’s really bad and it hurts *cough*narusaku*cough*). But anyways, don’t let anyone else stop you from shipping your ship okay? Your ship was special and for someone to tell you to stop… No. Do not allow it. Please be strong and I really hope you will all feel better with time. You guys and your ship will always be special, ya’ hear?

Fictional Ships and Real Life

(P.S. This was written before I wrote my Septipier rant but I felt like it should be here too ^-^)
People need to calm down about Jelix and Septiplier for a minute.

The Cringemas livestreams were supposed to be entertaining and a fun time, and it was! We raised money over $1.3 million to RED and it was a good way for everyone to bond in the stream.

the shipping part of our community decides to have another ship war.

When will people understand, after time and time again, these ships are FICTIONAL. NOT REAL. NOT GOING TO HAPPEN.

It may hurt but its true. Yes, you can ship what you want, I won’t attack you for that. You can dislike ships, thats your oppinion.


People all have different opinions and different tastes then you do, and you can’t force them to like or dislike a ship.

It dosen’t matter which ship is more popular, whether it being Septiplier, Jelix, Pewdieplier, etc [Not ships like Septishuu or Amyplier]:


And please, when seeing a ship you dislike:


Its that simple. If we hate upon each other, its only going to result one and ONLY one thing:


I’ve seen people leave their ship’s fandom because of this negativity we spread that easily can be terminated. This is supposed to be a place where we can ship people and be peaceful with one another.

Please don’t ruin someone’s ship. Just think how the people in your ship would react to what you’re doing, spreading negativity.

This isn’t aimed at people who actually respect ships, and accept these ships are never going to happen.

Because in the end, they’re all just fictional.

Mark, Jack, and Felix all have girlfriends, and they’re all very happy with them.

And please don’t hate on their girlfriends because they’re ‘sinking’ your ship.

Because guess what?

It won’t happen anyway. Whether it sinks or it sails strong, it will never beat the truth.

That they’re not gay. They have girlfriends. They already have a lover. And they love their partner.

Please don’t hate someone just because they have your favorite YouTuber’s hearts.

Do you think Jack, Mark, and Felix have low-standards? That they choose beauty over personality? Body over heart?

No, of course not.

And if these wonderful woman stole these men’s hearts, there’s NO DOUBT these ladies are amazing people.

Just think about it.

Amy must’ve been so powerful [in a good way]of a soul to take Mark’s breath away.

Signe must’ve been so wonderful of a person to make Jack go head over heels for her.

Marzia must’ve had such a big heart and beautiful personality to have Felix fall in love and do all he can to be with her.

They aren’t there as their girlfriends to be a threat to ships.

They’re there because these men LOVE them. Because they make Mark, Jack, and Felix feel loved.

If you looked at these woman just as themselves , not as “____’_ girlfriend,” you will 100% agree with me that they are talented, beautiful, and absolutely lovable people.

We can make shipping these ships peaceful, where nobody gets attacked because of what they like.

But it can’t happen unless we work together and have our ships all sail peacefully, instead of ships shooting at one another, where nobody is happy.

It may seem impossible, but we never know unless we all try.

So here:

1) Respect all ships, whether you dislike nor like
2) Know these ships are fictional and Mark, Jack, and Felix are NOT gay
3) Respect their girlfriends, because they are truly amazing people and deserve to be where they’re at
4) Make shipping peaceful once again!

This is my view on everything, and I hope you all agree.

Also, I’m not telling anyone to stop shipping a ship they like. Ship all you want, but remember what is fictional, and what is real life.

Chim Chim Trying to be Romantic

Okay, so I felt like I needed to make a Chim Chim edition.

Warning: So fluffy it hurts


“Behind you.”

You spun around to see Jimin holding flowers. Tears fell down your face and Jimin smiled and reached out and wiped them away with his finger. “I wish I was one of your tears, so I could be born in your eyes, run down your cheek, and die on your lips”. You had a hard time replying and he took your hand and led you to the bedroom. “I have one final surprise, ready?” You nodded and he opened the door to the bedroom. It was pretty normal asides the flower petals and engagement ring.

“When did you get all this done?”

“When you went outside. I may have had six extra helping hands before you got back in.” He put down the flowers in his hands and retrieved the engagement ring. Carefully he slid the ring onto your finger and smiled, “You know… You’re lips look so lonely, would they like to meet mine?”

“Stop with the pick up lines and just kiss me, dummy.”

He leaned forward and chuckled, “With pleasure, my princess.” He sealed your lips with his and you wrapped your arms around him.




Nomi’s Pride Speech

I’ve been thinking about my life and all of the mistakes that I’ve made – the ones that stay with me or the ones that I regret are the ones that I made because of fear.  For a long time I was afraid to be who I am because I was taught by my parents that there’s something wrong with someone like me – something offensive, something you will avoid, maybe even pity.  

Something that you could never love.  

My mom – she’s a fan of St. Thomas Aquinas and she calls Pride a sin.  And of all the venal and moral sins St. Thomas saw pride as the queen of the seven deadly sins.  He saw it as the ultimate gateway sin that would turn you quickly into a sinaholic.  But hating isn’t a sin on that list.  Neither is shame.  

I was afraid of this parade because I wanted so badly to be a part of it.  So today I’m marching for that part of me that was once too afraid to march and for all the people who can’t march:  the people living lives like I did.  Today I march to remember that I’m not just a me. I’m also a we and we march with pride.

So go fuck yourself, Aquinas.

Sense 8, Episode 2: I Am Also A We