i felt normal for once

You know what’s nice?

Going into the NICU to see your baby and holding her for a few hours without her having breathing spells.

I actually felt normal for once..

Don’t ever take any of that for granted when having a baby. There may be someone else out there that is not so fortunate to be able to experience such a simple thing…

This scene in yesterday’s steven universe really struck a cord with me. I do this. I get mad at myself for not working hard enough,so I try and to work harder fueled by this frustration and anger, and it always ends up sucking. I go through this repetitive cycle over and over it’s frustrating.

I’m not really sure how else to explain it but when Amethyst said what she did I guess I just felt a little more normal for once about these feelings.