i felt like talking about this

I finished it! It was so good! And totally worth waiting for! 

Things I loved about it! Beware; it’s long. 

- The gang felt like actual friends. They teased, talked, fought with each other but this season, especially, it was clear that they all really love each other. 

- Snotlouts anxiety. This was heartbreaking but so important for his character development.

- Ruff and Tuff getting sh’t done. Don’t get me wrong, they’re still dumb but I enjoyed seeing them do things instead of just saying funny things. Especially when Ruf didn’t buy their cousins stories or when Tuff went after the map instead of Macy. 

- Heather and Dagur. I don’t particularly like Heather that much. I feel like the previous seasons were too focused on her. And she kinda bored me. But It was nice to see them together, finally. 

- Hiccstrid! I mean duh! And no, it’s not because it’s all that matters in this series. But mostly because it’s canon in the movies and it shouldn’t have happened this late but I’m glad we finally got it!

- Speaking of, I love Hiccstrid because how they are as a couple. They actually talk to each other! (Imagine that) They don’t have this fairy tale love ( nothing wrong with that but it’s nice to see something different), they’re warriors and their relationship feels so real. I loved in “Blindsided” when they argued like an old married couple and I love the sneaky touches they share when they think no ones’ watching. It’s those little things. And I LOVE THAT THEY’RE FINALLY OFFICIAL AND I CAN’T WAIT FOR THEM TO TELL STOICK!  

- The midnight sun episode had me cracking up and deserves its own spot on this list. I loved drunk Astrid, paranoid Fishlegs and Mood swing Snotlout. Cracked me up.

- “Blindsided” This is not about Hiccup and Astrid (this time) But about Astrid. Even though she went blind she totally kicked ass. It was sad to see how sad she was when she agreed to sit out but it wouldn’t be Astrid if she did so she found a way to fight despite it. I loved it and I love her!

- “It will always be Hiccup and Astird.” omg.

- Snotlout saying “Hiccstrid.” I mean… of course he did.

- “This changes everything” at the end. So pure. 

- Toothless and Hiccup under water had me crying. I ‘m glad that we got some more Toothless this season. I hope for a full episode of only Hiccup and Toothless next season because we haven’t had that in a while. But Hiccups. “I wouldn’t leave you either” broke my heart.

- Stoick and Hiccups relationship. 

- Overall I feel like this season had the characters more connected to each other. They talked, joked more than they have done before. That is what makes this show, because it’s the characters that does it. 

- I’ve been a little bothered over the fact that Hiccup seems to have lost his sarcasm. But this season it didn’t bother me as much because the poor dude is under a lot of stress and it wouldn’t be strange if he changed a little during this season. He’s a little more serious cause more is at stake. He did have some funny lines this season but I understand if they wanted him more serious. (But bring it back next season cause I miss my sarcastic little idiot!)

- Wow, this is long. But I loved this season so much. 



- Ruff and Tuff’s morning show. I mean, obviously. 

Kaoru's candid thoughts on the collaboration with their crucial rival

2017.02.17 Tokyo Sports Web interview, original here

Kaoru (age undisclosed), the leader of the popular visual rock band DIR EN GREY, and Joe Yokomizo (48), a senior writer for Rolling Stone Japan and popular radio DJ, held a talk event yesterday in Tokyo (02/11). With the beginning of the new year we were surprised with big news about ANDROGYNOS, the joint project with their “rival” band PIERROT, but in this interview Kaoru reveals his thoughts [on this project].

- It’s unusual for artists to hold this type of talk events.

Kaoru - Already in the past I felt that if I read an interview or listen to the talk on the radio with the artist I like, I can understand the music they make better. Some things are scary to put into words, but I felt like now is a good timing for a talk event so I tried it.

- Yet there is a chance of destroying the artist’s image through it.

Kaoru - If I did a talk even when I was younger, it probably wouldn’t go well, I thought [things like that] were pain in the butt. I think it was done at a good time. There’s this thing that I’ve been in a band for 20 years, so I have some kind of confidence about [band activities]. Normally, you can know the band better when you know what artists are thinking, if you see their shows your connection becomes deeper. With us standing on the stage being ourselves and having our originality at the concerts, it’s interesting to see how those efforts work in various ways and spread.

- What’s the meaning behind “Tora no ana / Tiger’s Hole”?

Kaoru - When I was a high school student I liked metal music quite a lot, I would lend an album to a classmate saying “this band is great!”, I was spreading things around. Because of that it got to the point when everyone was saying “If he catches you you will become a metal fan. He’s a tiger’s hole of heavy metal!” (laughing). I used that for the title. I was told by the classmate from that time “I didn’t think you will end up like that”.
(tora no ana is used in a meaning of “a place of rigorous training” - means Kaoru acted as a strict trainer in the art of metal knowledge ;))

- There was an announcement about your project ANDROGYNOS and concerts in July at Yokohama Arena, done with PIERROT.

Kaoru - Since everything was already revealed, I don’t have more to add… Well, we’re planning to “go with full power on”. Since we have the advantage of continuously playing as a band, of course there’s a feeling that we shouldn’t loose, but on the other side they (PIERROT, which stopped activities in 2006 and is restarting activities now) have this “power” of fans who were waiting all this time.

- Formerly they were considered your rivals.

Kaoru - We didn’t really have any contact, we were playing at the same venues, so they were a worrying presence. We are a totally different bands, so I’m looking forward what will happen this summer.

- In the past your respective fans gathered at Jingu Bridge and it is said it was an explosive situation.
(the famous bridge in Harajuku that used to be mecca of visual kei)

Kaoru - Yeah, it seems so. I didn’t know about it at the time. Well, from now on I want to go against their expectations in a good way. I don’t want them to say “their songs are okay, but concerts are boring”. I want be be kept being told “I can’t take my eyes away of this band”.

theirprofoundbond  asked:

Can we talk about how at the end of 12.12 Mary said, "I almost lost one of my boys." Like, no, she's hardly the best mother figure, but the fact that Cas is "one of her boys"? omg. That felt huge to me.

I have to say - I’m having complicated feelings for Mary right now - not only Mary not coming clean about the Colt to Ramiel when there was a slight chance he was going to kill her and let the others go, but mostly Mary turning over one of the most powerful weapons in existence to a secret organization she knows nothing about - also people who tortured and skinned her son.

The kindest explanation for Mary not saying anything in that barn was to assume she’d sort of - frozen in fear? After all, she may have caught up with her reading (we don’t know what she’s been up to, exactly), but to her, yellow-eyes demons must be the worst kind of enemies - much more close and personal than anything else. And as for her involvement with the BMoL - I’ll go all Tale of The Three Brothers on this and say Mary’s sort on a path of self-destruction, and she doesn’t care who else gets hurt as long as she gets what she was promised: the end of the supernatural threat utterly and completely. I’m not saying she doesn’t love Sam and Dean, and, as you say, she seems to have taken to Cas as well (even if, I’ll admit, it seemed a bit forced to me), but we know she feels a big disconnect with the world around her, because that’s not where she belongs. And in her mind, her sons are already dead, in a sense, because everything she’d hoped for them went up in flames in that nursery, and if she could only fix that - if she could rid the world of monsters, once and for all - any price is worth that, including, I suspect, the lives of anyone she’s ever met, like Wally, whom she considered a friend, or even Sam and Dean. 

I’m probably wrong, but I’ve been wondering, on and off, how much guilt Mary is carrying around. In a way, she got her parents killed, and we know that with their deaths, a whole dynasty of hunters crumbled away into nothingness. How many lives were lost because Samuel Campbell wasn’t there to coordinate the hunts on those monsters? Is that why Mary kept hunting, even if she’d gotten out? Because one day she turned on the radio in her ordinary, sigil-free kitchen and heard about two kids who’d been gutted in an ‘animal attack’ and knew - she just did - that this was a nest of vampires her father had been tracking before she traded his life for John’s?

All this to say that, if it make sense, her inclusion of Cas as one of ‘my boys’ wasn’t so much as a statement in Cas’ favour, but a downgrading of her own sons, in my view. We already know she’s feeling complicated feelings for both of them, and now we’re learning that those extend to not involving them in her decisions and not trusting them and even putting their lives on the line if necessary. And I’m sure Mary loves her sons, and that she’s including Cas in her brood because of that hunter/soldier philosophy they all seem to function by, but I think she also feels responsible for the rest of the world - perhaps even for giving birth to the archangels’ vessels, who knows - and since she hasn’t long left on Earth, she’s determined to put everything right, no matter the cost.

And, by the way - not that I’m still obsessing over that, but Cas’ I love you - I’ve read some people frowning at the fact there were two different sentences there, and I now think Mary was the reason why. It wasn’t singular and plural - it was two different plurals. Because, well, look at Cas’ whole speech - 

Thank you. Knowing you, it - it’s been the best part of my life. And the things that - the things we’ve shared together, they have changed me. You’re my family. I love you.  

- where does Mary fit into that? Cas’ known her, like, two months? That speech is for Sam and Dean, not Mary. As is that first I love you - which is why we get a second one, I love all of you, which is a more inclusive plural.

Anyway - I should specify this is not Mary hate - I like the character they’re building there, and I like how they’re working against the classic motherhood tropes. Still, she’s truly her sons’ mother - as guilt-ridden and martyrdom-seeking as Dean, as secretive and randomly hubristic as Sam - not a good combination.

But It’s Too Sweet (M)

Sequel to He’s Evil

Genre: Smut
Word count: 3971
Description: After weeks of silence it only gets harder to talk about things done and things left unsaid, but living with regrets of not talking is something neither of you can deal with.
Warnings: Mature content
Author’s note: I started this quite some time ago and couldn’t bring myself to finish, but here it is, finally! I’m not content, as usual, but I really wanted to post this for J-Hope’s birthday even though I really felt like writing something with Jimin today TT. It’s already past midnight in my country, but it’s still baby’s birthday in some places, so happy birthday to the sunshine Jung Hoseok!♥
P.S. Special thanks for all the motivation to a special eonni! :D

Hoseok cursed under his breath as he brushed away his sweat soaked hair in anger and went to pause the music, needing to cool off in silence. He was off rhythm, again. If the other members had still been there, he wouldn’t know how to explain it – he was shocked at himself. That’s precisely why he has been coming up with excuses to do most of the practices by himself. However, he knew Jimin was already catching on and it was only a matter of time when others would start noticing too, as he couldn’t practice for the upcoming concert without the rest of the members.

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anonymous asked:

Hey, I just wanted to share something that happened today. I've been out for almost 10 years but today I was talking with some friends in college after class and I happened to mention that I like girl and even though no one had a bad reaction or anything (I'm pretty sure they already suspected that I'm gay) I still felt weird and awkward and kind of insecure of talking about it. I've been feeling weird ever since. Do you think that weirdness ever goes away for good?

i hate to be a downer but, not really. internalized homophobia is deeply ingrained in society, and affects pretty much every gay person. it’s a constant battle of fighting that and reassuring yourself that it’s okay to be who you are, but…getting rid of it completely is difficult.

anonymous asked:

Hey Jillian! Since you were talking about sexuality earlier, would you be opened to sharing with us how you came to terms with yours? Ik you're not out irl, but if someone asked, would you admit it? Also, what was your reaction when you realized that you were bi? (More like cool I like both genders or did you deal with a lot of confusion?) thanks! Love you, you're a gift to the world, and gl if or when you decide to come out 😊

sure!

so when i was in eighth grade i like ?? felt really unsure about myself?? and i had this tickling suspicion in the back of my head but i was like nah brah that can’t be me. my best friend moved away at the end of that year and for a while after that i was v sad and i started spending a lot more time online and i found fandoms and stuff, which are obvs v open about sexualities. so i started questioning myself in more depth and i got to the point where i was like “i don’t care WHAT i am, i just want to KNOW” because i couldn’t figure it out ? (i also didn’t realize that being bi wasn’t like 50/50, so i guess finding out about that probably helped)

aNYway, my best friend who moved away one day texted me “what would you say if i said i think i might be bi” and i was like HOLY SHIIIIT and i texted back “i would say i think i might be too” and we were like AWESOME BEST BROS THIS ROCKS

aaaand the only irl person that i’ve come out to (that haven’t moved, i’ve now come out to two friends that’ve moved away because i guess that’s my Thing now) is my sister! we were in the car and we were joking about something?? i can’t remember but i remember i was like “yeah, and im bi, so.” and there was like a moment of silence before she was like “tight me too” (im hoping that everyone i come out to is bi, actually, if this is a trend lol)

ummm if someone asked… hm i guess it depends. if i was super shocked by it i might just blurt no immediately. the only reason im not out is because im afraid of what two of my closest friends would think or say, but otherwise i’d be fine with being out to everyone, you know?

Ok so while I was watching the episode these were my basic emotions
I mean Steven basically got to bond, play catch and a game with his mom like a “normal kid”
Then Rebecca Sugar gave me the feels by basically making Steven explain to Rose how he felt as if he’s just there for her to get away from all the things she’s had to do, this gave us an inside to how Steven feels about himself. Thankfully this was cleared up a bit at the end of the episode.
(This show gives me a lot of emotions)

“Camisado is the name of a military technique: a surprise attack occurring at night, or at daybreak, when the enemy is supposed to be asleep.

Panic! guitarist Ryan Ross wrote this about his dad’s battle with alcoholism. It gives an unforgiving view on Ross’ father’s inability to deal with his problems. The song depicts this anger through a very vivid representation of the worst aspects of a hospital. In a Rolling Stone interview, when asked about his father’s opinion on this track, Ross replied:

We haven’t really talked about it [the album] directly. I’m sure that he knows they’re about him, and he hasn’t acted differently toward me, like he’s mad or disappointed. He plays the CD all the time – it’s kind of funny.

Though the song regards his own personal family issues, Ross wants us to discover our own underlying message in relation to our own life:

Some of the stuff [in the track] is really personal, and I felt like people didn’t understand what they were singing. There’s not much I can do about that. People take lines and they’ll ask me, “What does this mean?” I don’t really answer them – if it helps them relate to something, I don’t want to take that away.

via -”about camisado-genius.com

Story

So many of you know I don’t find myself cute .
The reason is my first love used me for sex he made me believe that he liked me it destroyed me
My first boyfriend left me because I was depressed and said we’d take a break but kept drifting saying he didn’t want me and said he wouldn’t date for a long time even though he was talking to a friend I knew like a month or two later and they were almost about to date it really really hurt me it felt like he dumped me and got someone better.
After it all I found peace and forgave them and talked to them again I tried dating them but they wanted nothing to do with me I suppose I guess I’m not worth the time or something after everything they did I guess I hurt them but I still wanted to be with them not at the same time but over different time periods
My ex is on tumblr but I will respect his privacy and if somehow y'all do find out who he is please don’t do anything mean he did nothing wrong he doesn’t want me and that’s his decision.
That’s mainly why I see myself as nothing

anonymous asked:

Ed sheerans new song what would you do

okay yes i love this i’m obsessed with this song and it’s definitely them. here’s a link to the lyrics if you haven’t heard it yet! hope you like this :)

Wedding planning was exhausting.

Jasmine felt like her mind swirled around endless decisions about the ceremony and the reception, details that in the end most people wouldn’t even see or care about. She ins’t sure about anything at anymore, Jasmine often collapsing on the sofa and shoving anything wedding away from her, promising that she’d make a decision the next day after she sleeps on it.

“I found a really good first dance song,” Anthony smiles as they stand in the kitchen, Jasmine turning around to look at him. The last thing she had wanted to talk about that night was the wedding, the two of them having gone cake tasting and having a final look at some minor details for place settings at the reception, beginning to finalize things and having them all fall together.

“You know how much I don’t want to talk about the wedding right now,” She leads with, Anthony laughing ash he continues to cut up the vegetables for dinner. “But, I’m intrigued. What is it?” The two of them had been going back and forth on a first dance song, each song they chose not feeling quite right or good enough for them.

Anthony sets down the knife, walking over to the speaker as he flips through his phone, finding the song. He holds his hands out for Jasmine to take, the two of them swaying across the kitchen as the soft beat plays, Jasmine resting her head against his chest.

She listens to the lyrics, describing bits and pieces of their relationship as if it was written for them. They get to the line about falling deeper in love with each other throughout their lives, and that’s where she loses it. She feels the tears streaming down her face and don’t bother stopping them, taking in each word about how in love they were, and how amazing it was to be together forever.

“What do you think?” Anthony smiles as the song ends, Jasmine leaning back and wiping her eyes. smiling.

“I love it. It’s perfect,” She whispers, pulling herself close to him as as she leans up, kissing him.

“So, our first dance song?” He whispers, Jasmine laughing as he kisses him again, nodding slowly.

“Our first dance song,” She confirms, Anthony nodding.

The two of them listen to the song a few more time that night, each time Jasmine envisioning how their first dance would look with all of the attention on them after just celebrating their marriage officially happening. She has to hold back the tears with each play, but there isn’t a doubt in her mind that she wants to use that song as a way to show that she plans on spending the rest of her life with him, for better of for worse.

She’ll never be able to thank Anthony enough for bringing the song into her life, falling in love with him just a little more with each passing day as they grow closer to the wedding.

anonymous asked:

It was probably after the winter holiday that everything just sort of collapsed or something, like I have to take at least one or two days off of school every week, and it's very hard to go through a whole day, like without coming home early, and it's pretty much impossible to concentrate or just do anything during the lessons and welp I know I'm gonna have consequences but I kinda can't care. Is this a burnout? And should I like talk to someone about this? I get more meltdowns too cus of this.

It does sound like autistic burnout, yes. Burnout can be described differently but in general terms it is a state in which you have less energy, skills and ability to function than usual. And if you felt a change in how you function and deal with tasks, and you get more meltdowns and less energy, that is probably burnout.

Whether you should talk to someone or not really depends on your situation. Do you think that people will understand you, believe you, and help you in some way? Dealing with burnout is difficult and usually the only thing that helps is rest and time, so for example staying at home for a week and not going to school at all might help you. Do you think people would understand if you asked them about that? If so, yes, of course, you should talk.

But if you know it’s unlikely they will provide any help, you should probably try to explain it in other terms, maybe even lie. “Autistic burnout” is something people are unfamiliar with, but “mental exhaustion” is something they might have heard of or even experienced. It’s something they can understand and accommodate for. But again, I don’t know your situation, I’m just speaking from my experience.

I wish you all the best and to get better very soon.

-Mattie

whats it called when you feel too much like yourself. its the opposite of dissociation; its like being a fucking exposed nerve. everything is pointless and empty and i dont care about anything you have to say. i dont care about anything i have to say. dont talk to me. fuck me. leave me alone. i hope i get hit by a car in three minutes. i hope the entire fucking earth explodes. i feel too solid. i feel the most real i’ve ever felt before and it’s fucking disgusting. it’s tragic. fuck.! holy fuck !.

anonymous asked:

Tbh I can't stand Aquarius men (I'm a gemini woman) because they feel like they have to constantly be in control of the convo! Like wtf I'm the talker here, so shut up and stop preaching to me about all your dumb shit trying to impress me. My ex would never shut up about the same old things because he felt like I was ignorant and too scatter brained. Like no, I'm interesting and can talk about tons of things not just a few dead ass boring topics. Damn. I don't need to hear your opinion over agn.

ASDFGHJK, Aquarius, Cap,Virgo, and ESPECIALLY Sags looooooove to share their unasked for opinions tbh

Day one of being outside of an abusive relationship has been alright. They are gaslighting me at work and I’ve teamed up with the other person my ex is targeting and actively alienating. We’re gonna hang out tomorrow night.

I wrote an open letter to my co-workers regarding my gender identity, pronouns, and my intention to establish a safe space at work, while collaborating at the store. It felt like all i could do given the alienation this person is circulating.

Everytime i see them, they are talking shit about my hours or trying to isolate us by having mechanically friendly convos with others.

Still, my co-workers think it’ll blow over, which makes me confident that this will blow over.

anonymous asked:

Would you ever go through your daughters' things if you thought they might be in danger (searching for alcohol or drugs or anything else that could be harmful)? I know you place a big value on trust and privacy, and I'm just curious as to whether there would ever be an exception to the rule x

I would like to say 100% no, but who knows if a particular situation came up where I felt it was necessary, I can see that I might. It would have to be extreme though. I’d prefer to try and keep a good relationship with them so that we could talk about what’s going on before searching their things became necessary.

anonymous asked:

I cant find the Ted Talks for it but yeah, they were talking about like how they two guys or something like that, and guy 2 could see through guy 1's eyes through a device and they stabbed guy 1 and guy 2 felt pain and when asked where he pointed at guy 1s arm. They probably didnt stab him full one but just cut the guy.

ho fuck yo thats wild

Serious Talk, then Future Drawings

Hey everyone, just chatting to let you know something.

I originally made this blog because I wanted to be the very best. That no one ever was. (Lol) Like, I just only wanted to draw and get millions of followers and stuff like that.

But you know, I don’t need 10 million followers that don’t care about me. I’m plenty content with having only 17 or so that actually talk with me, like my art, trade with and so on. To the few friends and such that I have made on this blog…

I love you all. You all have given my art and life meaning. Thank you.😊

Anyways, I have another gift art thing to do after @crayzee609’s. I just was hypnotized by @oh-man-am-i-gay-yet and I felt totally at peace, like I was gonna pass out from pleasure lol. So that gave me an idea to do a comic series of hypnotism as well. When I’ll start the drawing, I have no idea, but I can’t wait to do this!

“I wrote her the message while I was lying in my bed. It said: ‘I don’t want to go too fast, but will you be my girlfriend?’ After I hit ‘send,’ I was so nervous that I laid the phone down next to me. I couldn’t even look at the screen. My nose was sweating. After two minutes, I saw it vibrate. I picked it up, and it said: ‘Yes!’ I felt so good. It felt like killing five characters at one time in League of Legends. These last five days have been magic. I feel so happy and nervous at the same time. This is my first girlfriend so I don’t even know what to do. I don’t know what to talk about. I don’t even know how to sit.”

(Buenos Aires, Argentina)

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happy birthday @freifraufischer​!