I went back and listened to Sean’s little speech at the end of Far From Noise a couple of times. I don’t know why it makes me feel so emotional. I never believe this stuff. Someone can tell me it will get better, and I know it’s true, but I won’t feel like I believe it. I’m a pessimist and even though I have the common sense to know it will improve, I have the mindset that tells me it won’t. so why did that speech get to me?
Maybe because today is one of those rough days. Today isn’t the worst day, but it’s not the best either. Hearing the person who gives my life purpose and gives me another reason to keep going actually say to keep going and keep fighting… It just felt like in that moment he was looking at me and talking to me
It sounds kinda stupid really, but I don’t know. I haven’t felt this affected by something like this in a very long time.
So thank you Sean for somehow reaching whatever remains of my cold heart.