0010. I'm so afraid of not having someone to love and love me back. Someone to be in love with and to have that same feeling with them everyday for the rest of our lives. I'm afraid that I won't be able to have that love that you see in movies. Something I so deeply want. I'm afraid that there will be no butterflies, there will be no fireworks, there will be no more of what used to be. I'm afraid that I will not have a happy ever after and that this fear will keep me from it.