i feel zen

!!! What’s this? lol jk it’s just a small teaser I did recently (oh nooo flashback train tracks!). I’ve been getting messages about the Zen Feels Train again despite it being in the FAQ already askjdhsakd does no one read FAQs anymore ;;-;;

So anyway, I was thinking of updating on April and I was thinking of updating per page whenever I finish one && upload it somewhere like tapastic (?) or something similar so I don’t clutter up your dashes. I will still upload sets on tumblr like before but for those who want to view pages as they are completed, the off-tumblr option (tapastic,webtoon,etc idk yet) is always there (…?) what sites would you guys suggest?

Aphrodite's Birthday Event
  • Jaehee: Good evening. So is everyone here? Shall we start the meeting for the coming special RFA event?
  • Jumin: Well everyone except Zen, Seven and Nana.
  • Devlyn: That's because we got Seven to secretly block Zen from this conversation and keep him busy. Nana is working beside me so I will relay her messages.
  • Yoosung: Hooray!! Another birthday event! This time it is my turn to give!
  • Saeran: ...Why am I even here..
  • Jaehee: Because we need you to stand in for Seven and rely the message to him while he is out keeping Zen busy and away from his phone. Only you can contact him with those computer skills without having him open the messenger.
  • Yoosung: and because Saeran is now in the RFA family too! \o/
  • Devlyn: Daww, that's really sweet of you Yoosung.
  • Yoosung: Eh-heh, I'm just speaking the truth <3
  • Saeran: ...
  • Jumin: Flattery is a waste of time and effort, imo. Unless it's to bring in business... or for that special someone only.
  • Devlyn: ...
  • Jaehee: ...
  • Jumin: You're supposed to laugh. It was a joke.
  • Yoosung: Jumin's joke must be on another level, I can't understand it @w@
  • Devlyn: Trust me, you're not the only one.
  • Jaehee: Right. Back to the meeting... So Zen's birthday is coming up, April 1st to be exact, and we've decided to make it an RFA event. Any suggestions?
  • Devlyn: I can almost hear Seven laughing while chanting April Fool.
  • Jumin: Well I can almost hear the amount of gifts and love letters crashing in through the door.... I suggest we hire more security guards for that day.
  • Jaehee: That's just disrespecting his loyal fans! We can't help being passionate about him, especially on the day God gifted us with his birth! ...
  • Jaehee: *cough* carry on. Any more suggestions?
  • Yoosung: It would be nice to open up the mailbox for the guests and fans to send gifts to him! I'm sure he will love it as much as I did!
  • Devlyn: How about an RFA sponsored play where he is given the freedom to choose who he wants to act for his guests?
  • Jaehee: That's a great idea! That way he can shine his brightest! I can already imagine the length of the queue to the ticket booth..
  • Jumin: I still think the best gift would be to send him a group of macho sumo wrestlers as bodyguards.
  • Jaehee: Mr.Han, you know he would definitely find that repulsive...
  • *debate went on and on for a while while Saeran watched, unamused*
  • Saeran: Sigh.
  • Saeran: How about we let the guest choose between Prank or Present? It's April Fools' Day. Let the event guest decide if he will be an April Celebrity or April Fool.
  • Jaehee: ...
  • Jumin: ...
  • Yoosung: ...
  • Devlyn: Nana says PEEERFECT!

anonymous asked:

These anons are fucking nuts. We need more positivity. I'm the same guy who sent the anon about your girl and not being accused of lying, so in the spirit of being positive, how are you and her doing? I'm genuinely curious, you seem happy as fuck dude

I decided to answer this one last to keep the positivity.
I’m doing incredible. Probably happier than I’ve ever been. I blocked my crazy ass ex on all social media and I feel so… Zen.
It’s amazing what happens when someone gets to know your personality first instead of using you physically and deciding they don’t like your personality after.

so yeah. i just finished jacksepticeye’s playthrough of night in the woods, and i have you to thank. if you hadn’t started posting about the game, i wouldnt feel this zen and at peace. i wouldnt feel as happy as i am right now. i wouldnt feel like i should hold on to the things that i most care about, the things that make me who i am. your an inspiration to me. Thank you.

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Your welcome !! and Thank you too!!!!

and awwwww geez i’m super glad that this game makes you feel this way!! I loved it a lot too so it makes me real happy to be sharing it w others

sorry for posting this late, i was on a trip  lololol


here have some sweet ‘n caring members to their lovable mc


ZENxMC Series #07
[Part 1] [Part 2] [Part 3] [Part 4] [Part 5] [Part 6]

((BUT ALSO zen heals fast wow))
sorry if it took 23984739857 years for an update :))) i got super busy at work because of the holiday sale season O(-(


happy holidays, mysme fandom!


Jumin is fine and understand this actual korean drama and all… but someone has to slap a bitch back to the right path and probably in a cage by force if said bitch wants to keep his good ending…

What i want Jumin to do in @myetie‘s zen feels comic current post

Why a wad of cash? doesn’t every corporate heir conveniently has them in their pockets? 

but in all seriousness Zen should really see his gf she is suffering emotionally for pete’s sake;;

reset theory 2.0;

every time you finish a route and do another one you change realities / universes, and all evidence of you having been there disappears. 

- jaehee in the cafe alone, serving and greeting customers thinking that something’s wrong, something feels missing, why is she doing this alone? but she can’t put her finger on it so she goes on like this until she realizes she can’t do this any more. yoosung and zen come to the cafe one day to see her cleaning the tables for one last time. she can’t run this business feeling like there’s a huge hole in her, can’t do it without knowing what it is. they watch her pack up her things and flip the sign to closed for the last time. 

- yoosung’s confused. he’s not sure why he’s blind, or why he doesn’t feel like playing as much lolol as he used to. could it be that seven played a prank on him that he forgot about? that has to be it- that night, he dreams of being a vet like he’d always wanted to be. but more than that, he dreams of being with someone - someone who kisses him sweetly and someone he knows he’ll forget when he wakes up. the dream never goes away.

- zen is congratulated by the rest of the rfa after he dismisses echo girl. he’s happy, but the drive home is silent (jumin’d offered to drive him back to his apartment, probably the only nice thing that he’ll ever do for zen). of course, jumin being jumin, he nearly crashes the car into a pole, and for a moment zen is driven to leap into the back seat, because for that split second or two there is someone in the back seat. a shadow, someone who he must protect with his life. but the moment passes. jumin laughs at zen for behaving so strangely and asks what’s wrong with him. zen doesn’t know. 

- jumin clicks off a phone call from his father, who’d been yapping on and on about glam and sarah choi and how jumin shouldn’t have publicly embarrassed them. he’s frustrated, and ignores the concern his chauffeur expresses, opting to glare at his phone instead. a part of him knows that he shouldn’t have done that - why had he? no one was at stake. the swarm of the reporters must have made him dizzy, confused him- he takes this out on jaehee the next day, piling on as much work as he can on her. zen gets angry (don’t you know how stressed jaehee has been? how could you do this?) and brings jaehee back home. jumin’s slumped in his office, alone, the cursing of his father that he’d been subject to bouncing around in his head. jaehee, slumped over and unconscious from the sheer amount of exhaustion that had stacked. zen’s white face, features trembling- jumin is a broken man, and as he closes his eyes and takes a long drink from the bottle he can almost hear a feminine voice telling him that he’s better than this. 

- 707 works on autopilot. saeran is back - check. yoosung is playing lolol - check. jaehee and jumin are having their usual daily fight - check. zen is admiring himself in the mirror - check. but there’s only so long you can hold out before you realize that something’s wrong. he sees a picture of himself in the nun outfit and laughs out loud, but he’s confused. he didn’t send this to anyone - none of them would have been entertained by it. sinking into his computer chair, he notices another strange indicator of odd happenings having taken place - there’s a cctv feed, or rather, there was. it’s just a black screen now. what could it have led to? he switches off his computers and pops a dr pepper can open. and maybe, just maybe - that’s more tragic than any reset theory where he remembers that you chose someone else. maybe him never knowing that you existed, that you were in love, is the real tragedy. 

You know, Cheritz really did a fabulous job with Mystic Messenger. I’ve never felt closer to a fictional universe before. It feels like I could be going about my life and get a call or text from an unrecognized number and it could be one of them. I’m not exactly sure how to describe my feelings towards the characters but I wouldn’t be surprised if one day one of them bled from the app into other areas of my phone. If the texts and emails and calls from the app one day just started appearing on my actual calling/messaging/email apps.

You gotta believe in something
  • MC: Zen.. Do you believe in love at first sight?
  • Zen: Nah, not really MC.
  • Zen: *glares @ Mista Trust Fund Kid*
  • Zen: But I do believe in hate at first sight.