i feel we now share a bond

anonymous asked:

What do you think of Harry saying SOTT is about a mom dying in childbirth. I'm just ??????? What do you think SOTT is about?

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‘Sign of the Times’ came from ‘This isn’t the first time we’ve been in a hard time, and it’s not going to be the last time.’ The song is written from a point of view as if a mother was giving birth to a child and there’s a complication. The mother is told, ‘The child is fine, but you’re not going to make it.’ The mother has five minutes to tell the child, 'Go forth and conquer.’

Harry Styles, Rolling Stone

When I read this I immediately thought he’s trying to tell us without telling us that Jay was the inspiration for SOTT and making it his lead single is a tribute to her. I mean, that’s my take on it. Makes sense to me.

She prepared her kids (which for all intents and purposes includes Harry) for her death.

Just stop your crying
It’s a sign of the times
Welcome to the final show
Hope you’re wearing your best clothes

Referencing a funeral here.

You can’t bribe the door on your way to the sky
You look pretty good down here
But you ain’t really good

Understand when it’s your time to go, it’s your time to go. Riches can’t save you. Your life may look great from the outside. But it’s not always as good as it looks. And those last two lines may be a reference to how shocked everyone was that young, beautiful, vivacious Jay had passed. It’s not all good in Harry’s hood, even if that’s what the tabloids and paps and gossips make it seem like.

We never learn, we’ve been here before
Why are we always stuck and running from
The bullets, the bullets?
We never learn, we’ve been here before
Why are we always stuck and running from
The bullets, the bullets?

We’re all whistling past the graveyard like death isn’t coming for us and our loved ones. When it comes, we’re devastated. We know it’s coming eventually, but we can’t get in the headspace of truly being ready for it. So we live on the run. Running from death. But it will catch us eventually.

Just stop your crying
It’s a sign of the times
We gotta get away from here
We gotta get away from here
Just stop your crying
It’ll be alright
They told me that the end is near
We gotta get away from here

To everything there is a season. The time of death is upon us. But don’t stay in this place of grief. It’s ok to move on. Keep living your life. 

Just stop your crying
Have the time of your life
Breaking through the atmosphere
And things are pretty good from here

Jay wants her kids to enjoy life, even though she’ll be gone. She’s going to a better place. No more suffering.

Remember, everything will be alright
We can meet again somewhere
Somewhere far away from here

It feels terrible now. But eventually, it’ll get better. And she’ll see them again someday. N.E.R.D.–noone ever really dies. Energy just transforms.

We don’t talk enough
We should open up
Before it’s all too much
Will we ever learn?
We’ve been here before
It’s just what we know

Don’t take your loved ones for granted. Share. Bond. Grow together. Do better. A mother’s wisdom.

I feel like this is where it was going with the dying mom comments. Of course, for many fucked up reasons, he obviously couldn’t say this was about Jay. But I think he dropped enough of a hint for us to pick up. It’s not the first hard time or the last? I think in Ever Since New York, Harry made it clear that hiding his relationship with Louis and engaging in fauxmances has been very painful for him and I’m sure for both families as well. The child is fine, but you’re not going to make it? Yep, all her kids are thankfully fine. The mother has 5 minutes to tell the child to go forth and conquer? That must have been what the last months of her life felt like–5 minutes. Not enough time. But she prepared them. God bless.   

The turning point

I’ve talked before about how Diana changed her opinion about Akko in episode 13, during the Samhain Festival. Before that moment both Akko & Diana more or less just begrudgingly admired eachother.

However, while Diana changed her view of Akko that evening, Akko hadn’t had the chance to change her opinion of Diana yet. Until the episodes 19/20.

Even in episode 19, Akko still believes that Diana is the condescending ‘Miss Perfect, No Problems Witch’.  For Akko, any kindness from Diana is met with a suspicion of condescension. ‘How can this perfect, aristocratic witch possibly understand or genuinely care about me, a failing no-name witch?’ Akko cares a lot about Diana (even though she wouldn’t have admitted it to Diana or herself) but doesn’t expect that Diana cares about her.

However, we know they truly care a lot about eachother.

In this episode, they take turns saving eachother, caring more about the other than the consequences of their actions. Akko disregards the risk of the calamity for disturbing the ritual, while Diana abandons the ritual to nurse Akko.

Throughout both episode 19 and 20, Akko learns more about Diana. The more she learns, the more her prior view of Diana crumbles.

Diana’s childhood was far from perfect. Both her parents died while she still was just a young kid. She was sickly, and was at a point where she could have lost the ability to use magic at all. Her current profiency of magic all came from hard work and arduous practice.

Even Diana’s pride of her heritage is far less snobby than Akko probably assumed. Diana didn’t want to become the head of house Cavendish for the title itself, she wanted to preserve the legacy of her ancestors while continuing in their footsteps. And yet, Diana abondoned the possibility to earn the title only to save Akko.

Basically all assumptions Akko had about Diana turned out to not be true.

After learning about Diana’s hardships and the legacy of House Cavendish, Akko finally reaches her turning point. Just as Diana had changed her opinion about Akko, Akko now realizes that her inner view of Diana was wrong.

Akko is moved to tears when she hears Diana’s dream of carrying her House’s legacy. Akko does a complete U-turn of trying to stop Diana completing the ritual. She now instead fully supports Diana’s heartfelt dream. Akko can finally see what qualities they share: both of them are hard-working dreamers that strive to make the world a better place. This is more important than their differences, more than heritage, magical skill and personalities.

Due to Akko & Diana finally mutually bonding with eachother, the fifth word gets unlocked. I don’t know if they realized that it was necessary for them to grow closer to unlock the word, and that Akko couldn’t have done it herself. But with them finally understanding eachother, they now have a solid ground for them to work on their shared dream.

And I know one thing for certain, I truly want to see more of the unseen world they now have opened. Because from what we can see from Akko and Diana coming closer, it feels truly magical!

things to do instead of studying

Here’s a list of things you can do when you just really don’t feel like studying but still want to be (kinda) productive:

  • set up a bullet journal or if you have one already organise it and take a look at your spread for the week

↪ reflecting on these smaller goals can help you focus at what’s important at the moment, though you don’t have to do anything yet.

  • declutter your spaces 

↪ you’d be surprised by how much our spaces (bedroom, living room, etc) can get cluttered in just a matter of days! tidying up/cleaning can help organise your mind too, as well as being quite uplifting too (from my experience anyway!)

  • self-care time

↪ perhaps one of the reasons you’re not feeling like studying is because you’ve been overwhelmed by stress. If so, take some time out for yourself - catch up with your favourite tv show, read a book you love, paint your nails, have a bubble bath or whatever else makes you feel at ease.

  • learn to cook a new recipe

↪ cooking can be fun, especially with company or good music in the background! Best of all, you get a meal out of it and you get to switch things up from the usual dishes.

  • learn to play that instrument that’s been under your bed for the past [n] years/months

↪ it engages and positively affects your brain in a way that doesn’t involve cosine, syntactical repetition or grammar! Plus, it’s an impressive skill to pull out in front of your unsuspecting friends.


  • spend time with your family

↪ i like to think that time spent with family (or friends) isn’t time wasted. Strengthening social and relational bonds is a key aspect of life that we shouldn’t ignore! 

That’s all I can think of for now! I hope you find these helpful for when you have that kind of day. If you have any other suggestions, feel free to share - we’re here to support each other.

sonnenstudy - over n out.

A string under my left ribs

Did anyone else notice how Silver referred to himself and Flint as a “we”, when talking about Billy? “Why are we not angry about this?”

Earlier in the season, Flint tells Billy that Silver would make it sound more palatable but that his will will govern. As in, me and Silver would be of a single mind, regardless, but he’s the one with the sweet words. 

“There is no we,” they said. 

And now they are we. As in, one

To whatever extent their feelings for each other go, romantic, sexual, platonic, whatever you wish to call it or see it as (Flint you need so much therapy for that emotional constipation, I cant even. That’s one thing Silver doesn’t suffer from - he’s ravenous for everything. Eager. Hungry. Will drink from whatever well he sets his sights on until he’s bloated with it. You get what I’m hinting at here?) I think they see themselves as one now. Sides of the same coin. 

Different but irrevocably tied to each other. In each other. 



The love of each other’s life.

In communion. 


“I have a strange feeling with regard to you. As if I had a string somewhere under my left ribs, tightly knotted to a similar string in you. And if you were to leave I’m afraid that cord of communion would snap. And I have a notion that I’d take to bleeding inwardly.” Jane Eyre, Charlotte Brontë 

The danger lies when that “we” reverts back to “there is no we”. When that cord of communion is forced to snap. 

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Relentless | Calum Hood Series Pt.4

                                                Part F O U R 

Request: Being the cousin of Ashton Irwin was exciting, especially when invited to their tour to hang out with his best friends. You found yourself becoming fond of Calum Hood, who finds you annoying from your constant appearance. But what would happen if you stopped giving him that attention?

Word Count: 3k+

A/N: guys, im soooooo sorry that i posted this late! i was sleeping over at a family’s house and i forgot my laptop and couldn’t write part 4! but here it is so i really hope you guys like it! 

Parts: one, two, three, four, five, six, seveneight, nine, ten, eleven, twelve, thirteen, fourteen, fifteen, sixteen, seventeen, eighteen, nineteen, twenty. [DONE]

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Helsinki, 20:34 P.M. (same night as their landing night)

“Man, I am pooped!” Michael announced, belly flopping on one of the fluffy beds as everyone piled in one of the hotel rooms. 

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Emotions -- Fionn Whitehead, Tom Holland, Reader

I received two requests that kind of appeared to intermingle, so I put them together and got this monster. This looks a lot longer on word…

Thanks for reading – let me know what you think. I don’t have any friends. x

The film is half done – thankfully, your shots have been nothing but perfection.

Although you had initially been hesitant to get roped into a project as big as this one, how many times were you going to be involved in a project for Marvel? And considering this was the next Spider-Man film, you were not keen on getting kicked off for being a terrible actor.

“You’re looking excited,” said Tom as he walked over. “That landing you did was absolutely incredible!”

You both continued to walk towards the trailers, which were situated near the back of the lot. Although you and Tom were in many, many scenes together, you were glad to see that the bond you both shared on-screen existed in your real life, too.

“Thanks, Tom,” you replied while you continued to peel an orange. “Felt good. I feel really good about this movie.”

“Me, too.” He smiled and shoved your shoulder with his, “Maybe they’ll make you Spider-Girl or something.”

You both laughed and you threw your head back a bit. “Don’t get my hopes up Holland.”

He laughed again and his eyes got crinkly near the corners. You threw away your orange peels by the bins near your trailer.

“Are we doing this now or?” You smiled mischievously at Tom. He looked at you for a couple beats and then nodded his head.

“Hell yeah,” he smiled and followed you to your door.

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The Night Manager: Secrets of Le Carre revealed at TV Festival

The BFI Radio Times Festival hosted key members of The Night Manager’s cast and crew last month, with Oscar-winning director Susanne Bier, executive producer Simon Cornwell and cast members Alistair Petrie and Tom Hiddleston sharing backstage secrets on this magnificent edge-of-the-seat spy thriller.

There will be some paraphrasing – you try deciphering my notes a month later! And apologies to any of the speakers if I attribute a quote wrongly or misquote.

Radio 4’s Front Row presenter Samira Ahmed was on hand to chivvy the info out of them.

What made you want to do it?

AP: The scale – even though it was the BBC – the settings, the budget to make it happen. Thanks to Tom and Hugh’s involvement, AMC and others got on board. The budget worked without being gratuitous.

SB: I come from low budget film, so I’m used to expanding small into something worth looking at.

SC: The budget was bigger than many films, we were free to do stuff we wouldn’t normally do.

SB: The story is about being drawn into the world of lavishness. You can’t do that without it being rich. Crucial was Roper’s location. That would set the bar for everything else.

A lavish location was key for The Night Manager

TH: The crew make it look more expensive than it was. The interior of the Alps hotel was inside tents! It’s a testament to an impeccable crew.

SC: When we found the Majorca location – originally Greece in the script – we had to rewrite.

AP: The private jet was a cardboard loo roll.

SB: It was a private jet!

AP: There was a guy with a light pretending to be the shining sun. Secrets revealed!

(At this point, Susanne’s reactions made it unclear whether AP was making this up!)

We revisited the clip of Danny’s attempted abduction, closing in on Pine’s eye through the hole in the door. Remembering how the tenseness set in almost immediately, you could almost taste the IMAX audience relive the original moment. The panel discussed how that frantic scene came together.

SB: Whenever you direct a scene you have one single idea. We had this leisurely, relaxed scene completely turned over.

AP: Susanne’s method is to go straight into rehearsal, thrust straight onto set. The crew can get nervous when cameras aren’t turning and you’ve nothing in the can.  There are so many elements of the story to fit in but endless rehearsal means everyone knows where they should be. Being in the middle of it is a privilege.

The panel discuss the intricacies of a busy scene

SB: You have an idea, you collect material. You know this particular moment is going to be there. There needs to be real emotion. You don’t see the actors acting, you’re in the emotion. And child actors are just as ambitious as adults.

TH: The casting of Hugh Laurie was genius. His presence, his casting presented a conflict, so affable and likeable (in comparison with evil Roper) he (Roper) is charming, funny, loves his family but is responsible for awful things – all the stuff is paid for by arms.

SC: That scene was a Masterclass in acting and directing. A brilliant piece of construction. It’s in the book but came alive on screen.

AP: The nanny was the director’s daughter, Alice, just 19. I felt like a creepy old man but she put me at my ease: no, we’ll have a dance, no worries.

They moved onto the fire alarm test scene, where Pine breaks into Roper’s office looking for evidence.

SB: This shows why Tom is so brilliant. What he does, he thinks, “Who is Roper? Where would he put stuff?” Not many actors can do things just with their face like Tom.

TH: It’s my favourite scene in the book and a testament to Le Carre. You read it with a propulsive momentum. The internal compulsion within Pine is active even when he’s still. It’s classic suspense, a ticking clock time window. The props were chosen carefully: Churchillian. Boxing. Stalingrad. Roper’s fantasy of powerful statesmen yet rough enough for a boxing ring.

We took a moment to appreciate the glory of Tom Hollander in the restaurant scene where Corky loses it.

Corky tries to warn Roper about Pine

TH (jokingly): The manhandling was improvised. He didn’t ask permission. I’m scarred for life.

SC: John le Carre loved the whole experience on set. The scene is in the book but not so bold and exciting.

SB: Tom Hollander went way more extreme than we’d all anticipated.

TH: It was such a pivotal scene and so exciting. The moment of Corky’s demise and Pine’s elevation to the top rank. JLC was magnificent in that scene. Pine settles him quite quickly in the book but JLC refused to be settled – like any great actor, he forced me to achieve more.

SB: I had to direct him to accept the apologies! He was: “What about her? What about him? (being brought their correct food). Well, I think this is very shoddy.”

AP: We’re on the coffee and mints by now on the next table.

“I must apologise for my friend’s behaviour” “I think you bloody well should!”

Pine v Roper

TH: The whole character was an exploration of the malleability of identity. There is something broken and unique about Pine. All his grief curled up inside. It’s why he’s a night manager, he hides behind darkness. Burr identifies that Pine is able to slide between characters. He had to embrace the side of himself that is quite like Roper. They’re looking in a mirror divided by a moral red line.

AP: My dad was an RAF pilot who came across interesting people. One guy became a good family friend. Great company – but he was a legit arms dealer. There was a disconnect between the job he did and what it led to, and the human being. You start with the human being, before the ‘what do you do?’ They do normal things and you layer in everything else.

We’re reminded how Roper likes to show off his arsenal – and then Pine blowing it all skyward.

SB: You need the scale and the drama of the explosions but it was a metaphor of the shoot out between two men. Roper doesn’t know how powerful Pine is until then.

AP: Looks bloody good on IMAX!

TH: There could only be one attempt at the explosion, everything after that had to be shot very fast while we had the smoke and flames. Hugh is magnificent. He realises he may have lost and loses his cool.

Capturing lightning in a bottle

AP: Dr. House, put the gun down! Sometimes, when you’re pressed for time, magical things can happen. Tempers can get frayed. Then it crackles and Hugh grabs the gun, unscripted. An extraordinary thing captured under time pressure. We were blessed with catching lighting in a bottle moments.

SB: In a way, limitations can be advantageous. It forces you to be accurate and push the boundaries.

Twitter got a bit shirty over Pine having sex with the women he rescued after they were tortured – apparently, even Bond doesn’t do that.

SB: That’s not true – Jed is rescued by Olivia Colman. I don’t think they had sex.

TH: He’s in love with Sophie. She awakens his moral duty and he’s motivated partly by guilt.

Any scenes that took you to the brink?

SB: Every day! There’s always an element of not knowing what’ll happen, it’s part of the creative process.

TH: Fight scenes always look violent but have to be very safe. I love shooting action, it’s choreographic, like dance.

The will is there for Series 2!

How do you feel, watching it now?

SB: It was a heart in mouth process but now I can sit down and enjoy! It was so much fun to do – none of us anticipated the impact . We showed it at the Berlin Film Festival and everyone loved it. So rewarding.

AP: If you’re really lucky as an actor you get something that strikes a chord. I’m genuinely bonded to the people involved. You share something very special. A special little gang. You’ve no idea the emails I’ve been sending with ideas for Series 2.

SB: It’s a privilege. I’m also sending emails. JLC doesn’t respond – I’m joking – I’m really scared of saying anything!

TH: I’m really proud of the team effort. The commitment and detail of every department adds up to more than the sum of its parts. It’s like a 1000 piece jigsaw landed intact. I couldn’t possibly comment on my email correspondence.

Having raised the bar for TV drama, is there a green light for Series 2?

SC: We are working on a story for Series 2. There’s no book and no Le Carre adaptation without a book. We’d love to see it happen. There’s an unspoken contract with each other but we have to come up with something really great.

It’s the greatest export in British cinema! (Audience member)

AP: Aw, shucks!

We need to see more of the Petrie Dish

If you think Hiddleston a bit of a charmer (yes, yes, me too) it has to be noted I did leave the room with a bit of a crush on the very funny Alistair Petrie. You might say he’s now my … Petrie Dish. #sorrynotsorry

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Home - Young!James Potter Imagine

Fandom: Harry Potter - Marauders

Pairing: James x Reader

I lay on my bed thinking about the summer that is about to come, fifth year of Hogwarts is over and all the students are packing their bags, excited to go home. I’m not nearly as excited to go home with my twin brother, our home situation is awful, the whole family hates us. Being a Black is not easy, you have to be careful of what you say and do, every mistake is written down and they are going to torment you for every mistake you made for the rest of your life. And the biggest mistake my brother Sirius and I made, was being sorted into Gryffindor. The moment the Sorting Hat yelled Gryffindor for both me and Sirius, we knew that we are going to be banished one day, we knew we are going to be outsiders of the family, disappointments. And so it was.

The door opens and reveals my brother, I sit up and smile at him as he closes the door and sits on my bed.

“Hey sis.” He says smiling softly at me. We have a great relationship, we love each other and we are always the rocks for another. We stick together and that’s what keeps us sane, we know that we have each other no matter what.

“Hey bro.” I smile back. 

“So um..did you pack yet?” He asks and I shake my head, “Me neither.”

“I was planning to turn us invisible so we can stay at Hogwarts the whole summer.” I say and Sirius chuckles.

“Yeah I wish we could do that..” My brother says sadly and I move so I can lean my head on his chest as he wraps his arms around me and leans his head on mine.

“Do we have to go home?” I ask him looking up at him with my soft eyes. His expression changes and I know his heart is breaking when he sees me like this. Perks of being a twin is that you always know how the other half of you feels, no matter how apart you are from each other.

“We have to love, but I won’t let anyone hurt you alright? I’m always here and I love you more than anyone.” Sirius says kissing my forehead and I hug him tighter.

“I love you too.” I say and feel his hands gripping me tighter. We are one, and we won’t let anyone tear us apart, you hurt one of us-you hurt the other one too. The Black twins stick together, we would give a life for the other one, we share love that can’t be explained with any words. Our bond is unbreakable.


Remus, Peter, Sirius and I are sitting in the Gryffindor common room waiting for James to finish his packing. As usual he started to pack at the last minute and now he’s probably running around in his room trying to find his socks. 

“I’m gonna go and help him, It’ll be faster.” I stand up and the boys nod. I climb the stairs to their room and open the door to see James looking under the bed.

“Lost something?” I ask and he jumps hitting the head on the bed. I laugh as he curses and he looks at me rubbing his head.

“First not funny. Second yes I lost my golden snitch and I’m not going anywhere without it.” I roll my eyes smiling as I take a few steps closer to him.

“What if I took it?” I low my voice to sound more seductive. I’m standing chest pressed against James’ and he smirks.

“Then you better give it back.” He wraps his arm around my waist. I smirk trailing my hand over his chest, I look up at him with my best seductive look.

“And what if I don’t want to?” I whisper and in one swift movement he turns me and lays me down on the bed, hovering above me. 

“I’m gonna have to make you.” He smirks again and I moan as he starts kissing my neck and finding my soft spot. James is my boyfriend of 5 months but we didn’t tell anyone. We kept our relationship secret because we are kind of afraid of Sirius’ reaction. We had a hard time suppressing our feelings for each other because we are in love and we are hanging out every day and it’s really hard not being able to kiss him or hold his hand in front of the others. We manage to slip a few notes here and there and to have a ‘friendly’ hug sometimes. We usually sit really close to each other but no one assumes anything because we were close even before we started dating. I’m afraid that Sirius won’t let me to see James and I wouldn’t be able to choose, I love them both so much. 

Then suddenly instead of continuing to kiss me James starts to tickle me. I start to laugh and he grins watching me, he knows that I’m really ticklish and he’s always using it against me. 

“Where is my snitch?” He asks me through laughter, his glasses falling on the middle of his nose. 

“I- I don’t h- have it!” Somehow I manage to reply through my loud laughter. The door opens and Sirius comes in stopping when he sees James tickling me. James stops and we look at my brother, me trying to catch my breath. Then Sirius grins and asks a question.

“What did she do now?” As he asks that I can feel James release a relief breath. It’s not uncommon that James and I are tickling each other or chasing or throwing something at each other, it’s something we were doing since first year.

“She stole my golden snitch and she won’t give it back.” James replies standing up and putting his hands on his hips like some women.

“I did not! You probably lost it like always. Did you check your bathtub maybe, it wouldn’t surprise me if you were bathing with that thing. You love it more than anything.” I say teasing him and he rolls his eyes.

“I do not bath with it, but I’m going to check. And by the way, there’s one thing I love way more than the snitch.” James says looking at me knowingly and I can’t help but smile and blush a little. He enters the bathroom and I look at Sirius to see him having a slight confusion written on his face but he brushed it off. A second later James comes back into the room with his head hung low and a snitch in his hand. Sirius starts to laugh and James looks at me as I smirk.

“I told you so.” I say and he sticks his tongue out, “I know you better than you know yourself Jamsie boy.” I stand up and ruffle his hair, “That’d be it then, we can go.”

“Yeah, we should hurry up there’s not much time.” Padfoot agrees and Prongs picks up his suitcase and we leave the room.


Sirius and I are quiet on our train ride back to home. James, Remus and Peter try to cheer us up at least a little bit but it’s not exactly working, we try to cover our mood the best we can but the closer we are to home the worse we feel. 

“Moony do you maybe have some chocolate with you?” I ask and everyone look at me. Remus nods and takes out a chocolate bar from his pocket and hands it to me, “Thanks.” I force a smile.

“Y/N it’s gonna be alright, you don’t have to be so nervous.” James says but all I do is look at Sirius at my left. He looks at me sadly knowing that he can’t do anything to make me feel better, I know he’s gonna try to protect me with every bit of strength he owns but the problem is I’m gonna do the same for him so we’re both equal targets. Sirius takes my hand in his and gives it a little squeeze which says ‘we’re gonna survive’.

“I don’t know what you are talking about, I’m not nervous.” I say but no one really believes me.

“Y/N we all know you eat chocolate more than usual when you’re nervous.” Remus says and I look down at the chocolate which I’m bitting right now. I take a bite and sigh.

“Fine. I can’t help it, of course I’m nervous, you would be too if you were going to that place. It’s getting worse every year, they taunt us, they hate us, I wouldn’t be surprised if they started using cruciatus curse on us just because we don’t agree with their belief on Muggle-borns and just because we are in Gryffindor. But of course they’ll find some other reason to hate us, I mean why not. For example ‘you came home, we hate you’. ‘You are disgrace to this family, you ruined our bloodline, your younger brother is Black not you..we are ashamed you two are wearing the Black last name the purest and most ancient name of alls…’ these are just a few things we hear in that freaking house every day!” I speak quickly, panic taking over me.

“Y/N calm down!” Sirius and James raise their voices at the same time and I shut up, taking deep breaths to calm myself. 

“Listen to me.” Sirius says kneeling on the floor in front of me and cupping my cheeks, “I’m not going to let anybody, and I mean anybody, hurt you. You are everything I have. You are my only family, my best friend, my sister, my twin sister, my partner in crime. I would give my life to spare yours, I love you more than anything in this world and I won’t let anyone touch you, ever, as long as I’m alive I’m gonna protect you with everything I have. No one is going to lay a finger on you while I’m here, understand?” I nod after he finished with tears in my eyes and I hug him real tight.

“I love you, and you know I would do the same for you, no matter what.” I feel him nod on my shoulder.

“That’s what I’m afraid of.” He sighs and I smile a little, knowing that he knows I would do anything for him. 

“If you ever need anything write to me, I’ll do everything I can, don’t hesitate.” Another voice cuts in and I look at my boyfriend who is sitting at my right and smile.

“We will, thank you.” I hug him too as Sirius sits on his seat next to me on the other side, “I love you.” I whisper to James so only he can hear.

“I love you too, please come to me if something happens, you can always stay at my place, I’ll always protect you.” He whispers in my hair but I heard everything. 

“We’re almost there.” Peter says cutting the silence. I pull away from James and wipe away a few tears that escaped my eyes. 

The train stopped and we took our suitcases and looked at each other.

“Till next year.” I say and all the guys smile and nod. We hug each other and Peter leaves first, Remus after him. 

“Anything you need, write to me, come to my house, anything.” James says to Sirius and they hug once again and I smile. Sirius takes his and my suitcase and looks at me, I nod at him and he understands, nonverbally I said I’ll be right there. I look at James and quickly kiss him on the lips. He kisses me back wrapping his arms around my waist. We pull away and smile at each other.

“I love you.” He says softly and I kiss his cheek.

“I love you too. So much.” I say back and he hugs me last time before I leave.


Sirius and I stand in front of the doors of our house, mentally preparing ourselves.

“Do you think Regulus is already home?” I ask.

“Probably.” Sirius answers shortly and looks at me. I nod and he rings the bell. A moment later Kreacher opens the door and snarls when he sees us. 

“Miss Black, traitors are home.” The elf says to our mother and I clench my jaw resisting the urge to kick him in the head. Then Walburga comes into the view and looks at us without a word.

“Let them in.” She says and turns around leaving. We follow her into the leaving room where Regulus is already sitting.

“Hi.” I try to greet my younger brother but he only looks at me and then back at his book. It hurts me to know that even my younger brother is against us, I thought that at least he would talk to me, to us.

“Come on Y/N, let’s go to our room.” Sirius takes my hand but our mother stops us.

“Wait. Have you communicated to anyone else than purebloods these year?” She asks coldly.

“Yes, and we will continue to do so because they are also humans as we are, they don’t deserve to be treated any differently just because they are not born in a pureblood family.” Sirius says and I squeeze his hand.

“GET OUT! I DON’T WANT TO SEE YOUR TRAITOR FACES!” Walburga yells and Sirius drags me to our room we share. Our ‘lovely’ parents didn’t want to waste any more space on us then needed.

-A few months later-

Sirius and I didn’t communicate with anyone in the house if not needed, just with each other. We often skipped some of the meals if we weren’t really that hungry. When we went in the kitchen to get some water we were greeted with insults every day, Sirius never let me to get out from our room alone, he always came with me. When we get any letters they take them from us and burn them, making us watching that. It’s like these for five years, I don’t know how much of it I can take, I’m losing myself, if Sirius wasn’t with me I don’t know what I would do, and he told me he feels the same. I often have nightmares about our mother torturing us so Sirius lays next to me and hugs me so I can fall back asleep.

Today I decided to try and write to James, I’m sure he’s loosing his mind not hearing anything from me. I wrote a letter with Sirius explaining our situation at home and how every letter he sent was burned. 

Sirius and I sneak out of our room while everyone is having dinner. We make sure that Kreacher doesn’t see us before we leave the room, because he will run to Walburga that second.  

We enter the room where the family owl is because our mother took my owl and Sirius doesn’t have his own. 

“Why can’t I just turn into a dog and bring the letter to James myself?” Sirius whispers to me and I roll my eyes, quietly closing the door. 

“Because they will notice a black dog leaving the house with a letter in his mouth and coming back without it.” I answer him and he sighs. Just as I was about to give the letter to the owl Walburga bursts in through the doors, Kreacher standing behind her with a sly face..he saw us.  

“WHAT DO YOU THINK YOU ARE DOING?!” She yells at us snatching the letter from my hand. 

“HEY!” I yell back and she looks at me fuming.  

“Don’t you raise a voice at me you little bitch. You two betrayed this family when you got sorted into that blood traitors house. You dare to go against your family’s belief and now you dare to object me and raise a voice at me? I am ashamed for giving birth to you, I should have kicked you out as soon as that stupid hat yelled Gryffindor for both of you. You are a disgrace.” She finishes and I feel anger building up inside me, “You deserve punishment for trying to disobey my orders, you should be happy that we even let you into this house after everything, but you chose to disobey, fine.” She says and slaps Sirius first. 

“Sirius!” I shout and try to get to him but Walburga grabs me by the hair and yanks me back. But just as she was about to slap me too Sirius grabs her wrist hard making her flinch when he twisted it. 

“Don’t you dare lay a finger on Y/N. If you even try to touch her again I will break the part of your body you hurt her with.” Sirius threatens with so many anger in his voice. I have never seen him like this, “Let’s go Y/N.” He takes my hand in his and drags me to our room. 

“Are you alright? Did she hurt you?” Sirius asks looking at me, concern evident in his eyes. 

“I’m fine, what about you?” I ask and he smiles. 

“I’m fine don’t worry, I can take a lot more than a slap. I’m worried about you.” He hugs me and I hug him back tightly. 

“I’m fine thanks to you, thank you Sirius.” I say burring my face into his shoulder. 

“Don’t thank me sis, I told you I wouldn’t let anybody hurt you. Now pack everything you have we are leaving. I’m not risking anyone trying to hurt you again.” We pull away and I think about it for a moment before doing exactly what he told me.  

“We’re gonna run away?” I look over my shoulder at him while he’s throwing his shirts at a suitcase.  

“Yes.” He answers. 

“Where are we going to go?” I ask and he stops for a moment. 

“James. He’s going to take us in and his parents won’t mind.” He tells me and I nod again, turning around to continue packing. 

Sirius and I take a last look at the place we used to call home, and as in cue both of us started crying. We look at each other and hug tightly. 

“We’re going to be fine, we’ll think of something.” Sirius says and I sniff. I know he’s right but it still hurts, we were never able to feel what a mother love feels like, or father. 


It’s the middle of the night and it’s raining outside and Sirius and I are waiting in front of the Potter house for someone to open the doors. A minute later my boyfriend opens them and his face fell when he saw our bloodshot eyes. He invites us in and then notices the bags and suitcases we brought with ourselves.  

“What happened? Y/N did that bitch hurt you? I’m going to kill her. Did she kick you out?” James rants cupping my cheeks and I shake my head.  

“We run away, we couldn’t take anymore of her insults and she crossed the line when she hit Sirius and tried to hit me, but Sirius stopped her before she got a chance. We weren’t writing anything because she didn’t let us, she burned all your letters.” I say and James looks at Sirius. My brother looks confused but suddenly his face changes into a realization one. 

“What’s going on between you two?” My brother asks and I become pale, “Be honest.” 

“We’re together, for seven months. Sirius I swear I love Y/N with my whole heart I would never hurt her and I would do anything for her, just like you.” James says and I smile. 

“Why didn’t you tell me?” Sirius asks and I look down. 

“We were afraid you wouldn’t approve.” I say quietly and then I feel arms wrapping around me. 

“As long as he loves you and protects you, and as long as you’re happy..I approve.” Sirius says softly and I look up at him with a smile. 

“Thank you so much, I love you brother.” I say and hug him again. 

“I love you too sis. And James, don’t hurt her, she deserves only the best.” James smiles at me. 

“I would never hurt her, I love her more than anything in this world.” I smile back and the three of us share a hug, something Sirius and I need. 

“Now let’s sit and get you warmed up, you can stay here. From now on this is your home, I’m sure mom and dad are going to be just fine, they love you two.” James says and we sit in the living room. 

“Thank you Prongs, it really means a lot.” I say and Sirius nods agreeing. James wipes away my tears and pecks my lips smiling. 

“Anything for you and my brother. This is your home now.” He says again and I lean my head on his shoulder. Sirius and I are gonna need some time to repair our broken hearts, but that’s going to happen faster with both Sirius and James by my side. These boys are everything I have, they are the two parts of my heart. They are my home. 


Pick-up Lines  {Sentence Starters}
some are nsfw

  • “Do you want to see my amiibo collection?”
  • “Your hand looks heavy. Let me hold it for you.”
  • “So, do you like memes?”
  • “Hey, are you my toe? ‘Cause I wanna bang you on the table.”
  • “Are you the Sims game? Because I wanna create a life with you.”
  • “You’re on my list of things to do tonight.”
  • “I’m not a photographer, but I can picture me and you together.”
  • “What does it feel like to be the most beautiful girl in this room?”
  • “Your lips look lonely. Would they like to meet mine?”
  • “If I was a cat, I’d spend all 9 lives with you.”
  • “Of all your beautiful curves, your smile is my favorite.”
  • “Your Face,  [Pause]  I like that shit!”
  • “Aside from being sexy, what do you do for a living?”
  • “Why did the chicken cross the road? Go go out with me… Please go out with me.”
  • “Hey, girl, did we just share electrons? ‘Cause I’m feeling the Covalent bond between us.”
  • “How much does a polar bear weigh? Enough to break the ice. Hi, I’m ____.”
  • “Now, I’m no weatherman, I expect you’ll get a few inches tonight.”
  • “Hey, face… nice girl.”
  • “Are you an orphanage? ‘Cause I wanna give you kids.”
  • “Hey, girl, wanna have really high expectations, then be terribly disappointed?”
  • “You’ll do.”
BBRae Week - Day 1: Pining


Two weeks.

It’s been two cursed weeks since he’s been gone.  Two weeks since Robin sent him to Steel City so he could lend a helping hand against an uptick in crime over there, while things in Jump were getting uneventful to the point of being boring.

Which gave her a lot of time for thinking, and moping, and pining.

Not that they were dating. Or going out. Or seeing each other. Or having a… thing. Or whatever you would call a normal romantic relationship between two teenagers desperately in love with each other.

Of course they weren’t. It was stupid to even think about it. She was anything but normal. It’s not like she could have a romantic relationship with anyone, let alone inflict herself on him. She had to keep her feelings hidden from him, and from the others.

But of course, all of that didn’t mean she didn’t miss him terribly. Miss the sound of his voice, the green of his eyes, the flash of his grin. Yearn for the comforting, calming, almost overwhelming tide of love that flowed into her every time he was near. How in Azar’s name was he able to stir everything up in her and yet calm her down?

She groaned, exasperated and irritated by him for being impossible even when he wasn’t around.

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Since it’s #FANNIBALAPPRECIATIONDAY, here’s a few peeps that I am thankful for!!! ((This is by no means a complete list, all of y’all are amazing & I have a terrible memory & there are people I can’t remember the urls of LOL))

WARNING: Some sappy feels under the cut XD

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War of Love (Lafayette x Reader) Part 5

Words: 1780

Tags: @pearltheartist @fandomsinabookshelf @unprofessional-inhumanbeing

Warnings: Disapproval towards same-sex relationships, gore, violence

A/N: Please keep in mind that same sex couples weren’t widely accepted back then; their talk does not express how I feel about sexuality.

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You saw Laurens take a shot, the man a few feet away from him. The blood splattered on his face, but he seemed unmoved at the man’s flesh exploding right in front of him. Out of the corner of your eye, you notice a man running at you. He was too close for you to shoot, so you took out a knife, and threw it towards his face. The blade hit its target, sinking into the man’s eye socket. You saw it split in half, the sound of bone crunching, the blood shooting everywhere. It seemed like his body was still moving forward, and after a few seconds, his body fell to the ground. You were frozen, staring at the man in front of you. His blood was on your face, staining your skin. But you didn’t notice, stuck in your thoughts.


He was young, maybe even younger than you. You knew his family would mourn over the death of their son, and curse the person who killed him. You felt water roll down your face, and you wiped it away, staring at your hand. It was blood. And it was not yours. Your hands started shaking uncontrollably, and you felt someone grab you by your arms, jolting you back and forth. Your gaze moved slowly up to the man in front of you.

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anonymous asked:

Gorgeous Lo,not gonna lie I'm dreading every single episode this week but oh wise one can you try to help me find the positives in something.

It’s so close though, anon! We’ve just gotta wait and see what happens when it airs. What’s the point in worrying now?

I’ll give you some random things though bc I can’t help myself and I’m bored:

Maxine has written Thursday’s episodes and we know the boys share a fair amount of scenes ahead of that from her, so we’re getting a decent whack of robron

(Even if it is sad and/or angsty bless)

(I hope they hug or some shit before Aaron finds out what Rob’s been up to and starts threatening his ability to breathe)

There’s a lot of embargoed stuff happening? Like, there’s a lot of stuff we don’t know. My best guess for something that might happen is that we’ll see Robert go visit Liv at some point (who knows whether she’s awake or not though lmao)

LACHLAN VS ROBERT!!!!!! Ok this is just my dream that I didn’t think we were going to get it now I think we actually might get

We’re definitely going to get some Aaron/Liv bonding 🤗

Plus Robert being worried about/feeling guilty for Liv 🤗

Rob and Larry are bonding over their shared experiences of heartbreak

If doctor strangelove is in fact the new fella in Aaron’s life, we know he wasn’t shooting for very long so best and most logical assumption is that it’s not going to be anything close to resembling serious

💕 it’s a big week so that’s exciting 💕

Also like. I do think it’s important to remember the specific story they’re telling is Aaron and Robert’s, when you get down to the gritty of it. This is just the dramatic journey. We know they’re in love with one another, the show shows us that over and over in sometimes subtle, sometimes punch you over the nose obvious ways. They love each other. They just have to find their way back to each other. And preferably get a grip on their lives first and stop accidentally harming their teenage sister in the process 😂

They’re never going to do anything that pulls Robert and Aaron far away enough that they can’t come back from it (and indeed Robert and Liv and Aaron) - have just enough faith that you believe that, if nothing else. We know that’s the end goal. They’re writing all of this with that in mind. Even when they push the characters to keep it interesting and to keep momentum up, they know how far they can and can’t go - even Iain said as much. And it shows, because even while Robert is currently drugging an old dude, about to yell at a 15 year old girl and posing as a drug addict, he’s still somehow been shown in the most sympathetic light possible.

I actually think the amount of sympathy the writing has shown Robert so far is absurd - given that he’s a villainous character, they could take a lot less care with him if they wanted to and it would still be believable. And yet somehow we still have scenes of him falling apart about Aaron and the show continually highlighting where his recent insanity is coming from (something they never really used to do back in 2015 all that much).

This is all the stuff I think about, when I think about this show and what’s happening now. I like to just throw myself behind whatever’s happening and enjoy the ride and that’s easier to do when you know the gist of the destination, imo. So idk maybe this doesn’t help anyone, but it has always helped me.

Idk, what’s the worst that could happen? Realistically, with everything we know to be true. The episodes all suck? Well, then there’ll be better episodes down the line. Nothing is getting irreparably destroyed.

Aaron goes on a date? Well he’s marrying Robert next year so I have an inkling that won’t go all that well. We already know that this character is only being introduced to help move the plot along - because they decided to cut all the suspense and tell us that Robert and Aaron are getting back together. They haven’t even done that with coira, or dross. Like. If Coira and Dross are going to end up in a will they/won’t they, robron are in a when and how will they.

Aaron’s mean to Robert? I mean, firstly the last time he let Robert in his mh ended up in such a bad way that he ended up in hospital so… he’s gonna process things however he’s going to do that. Secondly, even if Aaron is threatening to kill Robert, I would very much like someone to come into my ask box and tell me that they genuinely believe Aaron would ever want Robert’s life to come to an end, in all seriousness.

(And if you genuinely believe that, I judge your tenuous grasp on Aaron Dingle’s character)

Idk how to say much more without having seen it. But. You know. I can’t get behind doubting Aaron’s love for Robert when the show is trying to make it clear to us that he’s still very much in love with him (even if he doesn’t want to be). It confuses me that people are able to watch the end of last week and come away with the conclusion of anything else. No offence to those people.

So. Anyway. All that being said, what’s there really to be scared of? Even if it does somehow go all horribly horribly wrong? More wrong than anything they’ve dished out to us since January? Even then? Well. They’ll fix it, dude. That’s the whole point. It will get to a point where it’s better. And they’re not going to push it out to a place where it can’t get better.

This post is disgustingly long sorry 😂

anonymous asked:

Do you think Keenler has any chance to happen in season 5?

Yes, I do think there is a chance for Keenler in S5.  How much of a chance? Hard to say until we see what choices the writers make in the early part of the season. But I’m actually feeling more positive about Keenler now than I did at this time last season, and here’s why

(Post edited to remove the “"keep reading” jump for those having trouble with it - sorry for length)

1) Despite everything, the writers have continued to show us in Season 4 that Ressler and Liz share a special and important bond.

One thing that has been a constant since Season 1 is that Ressler and Liz share a special bond that is different from Liz’s relationship with anyone else on the Task Force. Red has recognized it:

What you know about her, what you feel about her could make all the difference.” (3.01)

Agent Ressler. How’s our girl?” (3.09)

Samar has recognized it:

But you need to be there. Forget the suspension.” (4.20)

And Mr. Kaplan recognized it in choosing Ressler as her primary Task Force target.

More importantly, the writers made sure to give us some of those moments on screen in S4. For example:

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All of these little moments - Ressler dropping everything to run to Cuba, Ressler not caring about his suspension when Liz was in danger in 4.20, Liz whispering his name and punching Krilov in 4.19 - have all reaffirmed that they still care deeply for one another.

2) The writers have left Tom & Liz on less than solid ground.

While the writers did not ultimately break up Tom & Liz for Redemption, they left them on less than solid ground. Liz admitted to having doubts about loving the “real” Tom in 4.12 right before the spinoff. They haven’t kissed on screen since 3.11. They show minimal affection. They are still not married (as Tom confirmed on Redemption when he told Nez Liz was technically his “fiancee”).  And most importantly - Tom was left holding the bag of bones Kaplan dug up in the Season 4 finale.  How the writers will handle that - and the fact that Tom was basically gone for months dealing with his own family issues - remains to be seen, but I have a very hard time believing that all is going to be sunshine and roses for the Keens in Season 5.  The writers were prepared to spin off Tom if Redemption had succeeded.  That suggests to me he’s not critical to their endgame and they have a lot of flexibility in terms of where they take his character.  Personally, I’m hoping the bag of bones will lead to a more mysterious Tom along the lines of Season 1 with secrets and secret agendas. Only time will tell.  

3) All of Red’s warnings

This is a big one for me.  All of Red’s warnings about Tom.  Especially now that the writers have Liz in a place where she believes Red to be her father.  Will she finally listen to him? Red tolerates Tom, but barely.  Unless they intend to continue to portray Liz like a rebellious teenager, I have a very hard time believing that all of Red’s warnings will remain nothing more than empty words.  For example:

Unfortunately, Lizzy, you’re chest–deep in filth, and you’re gonna have to wade through it – to get to the other side.” (1.18)

“This is an end. And then something new will begin. You deserve the best in life, Lizzy. I know that sounds odd coming from a man who has brought you some of the worst, but it’s the reason why Tom had to work so hard to be that for you. To be kind, to be thoughtful, make you laugh, to make you love him. Because you deserve that. And it will come.” (1.18)

I am not your Tom problem, Lizzy. Tom is your Tom problem” (3.15)

He’s reckless, dangerous. He’s not worthy of being your husband, and he sure as hell is not worthy of raising that child.” (3.15)

No, Lizzy. I’m here to ask you, to implore you, please, don’t do this. I’m telling you, no matter what you believe, Tom is not the man you think he is…. Men like Tom don’t change. You’re attempting to build a life with a man who is fundamentally dishonest.” (3.17)

I have found in my experience people rarely change. And when they do, they’re not to be trusted.” (4.20 (not directed to Tom, but relevant))

Contrast to how Red speaks of Ressler:

No. It’s not a trade or a bribe or an offer of payment in kind to entice you to look away. I admire your probity too much for that….All I want is your word as a man of honor” (3.01)

You have faith. I envy that. Justice, integrity, faith in humanity… nobody embodies those principles more than you.” (Ep 3.23)

Bottom line, I think Keenler is in a good place for S5.  Where their relationship goes will depend on many factors, and most especially how the writers handle Tom’s return with that suitcase full of bones, but I think the seeds are definitely there for things to grow again between them in S5.  Thanks for the ask! 

I’m comming home yugi

To see you again

I’ll be right here waiting for you

As I sit upon the Pharoh throne in the afterlife

You’ll be in my heart

Yugi my partner I’m comming out of the afterlife

I pray to the gods to be back by your side

I will return one day yugi

I will never forget you

We been through hell and back

We have traveled across the midnight city

Over the years when I was by your side

You counted on me

You have grown to live and learn

I won’t give up on those memories we shared

As I sit in the throne room

thinking out loud

I realize that the gods have given me a chance

The gods have given me a chance to go back in time

Yugi I will see you again so keep holding on to hope

For I am the pharaoh and  this I promise  you

Im comming home yugi

To see you again

I’ll be right here waiting for you yugi

For a thousand years can never break our bond

I’m not afraid to take a stand

I stand hear sining hallelujah

As I will be back were I belong

So to you my partner do not be sad anymore

Tell everybody  I’m on my way

Dont stop believing because I am right here

I’ll walk the line from the bridge of the after life back to the real world For you

Yugi i can go the distance and I see the light

It’s beautiful and bright so just hold on tight

I’ll stand by you again yugi and be by your side

Because I’ll always remember you

Your still there for me yugi i am right there for you

Im almost there yugi so just you wait because

I’m comming home yugi

To see you again

I’ll be right here  waiting for you

So my wish for you yugi is to be brave to keep on waiting for me

To be safe and sound because

I’m coming home yugi

I’ll see you again

I’ll be right here waiting for you

Wherever you go yugi I’ll still be there by your side

There is a place out there us and

I’ll carry you to the Rip tide

Because of you yugi  I’m not afraid anymore

The bond we share can never be broken

To the great circle of life can not stop me now

For I yami yugi am comming home

For you yugi i can be your hero again

So just hold on yugi

I’m comming home yugi

To see you again

I’ll be right here  waiting for you

So god bless the broken road and the gods for giving me a second chance to stand by you once again and feel your warm embrace once more


I’m coming home yugi

I’ll see you again

I’ll be right here waiting for you

rey and kylo ren

look i ship reylo, i love the ship, i have since the first time i saw the movie when it came out, but obviously I would immediately stop shipping if they’re related. 

that being said, I feel like it’s been established that their fate is intertwined, and theorizing is fun and all but realistically i think everyone can agree that some (a good portion) of disney’s motivation is money, which means it has to be accessible to people, and that includes those who don’t theorize who have no knowledge of the star wars universe beyond what is presented in 1-7 + rogue one. 

the only thing I can say is that the books that have been commissioned for TFA/ since TFA probably have relevance, but going back into the deep depths of let’s say Darth Revan (as a basis for Kylo Ren), I think all you can say is that there might be inspiration drawn from it, but  it doesn’t mean they’d flat out copy the pre-existing characters/ storylines. 

but anyway, I think Reylo could happen, but I really don’t know for certain, and there’s a part of me that believes everyone overthinks it. 

In regards to a connection between Rey and Kylo Ren, I believe that Rey could very well be Han Solo’s child, OR she and Kylo Ren will have a force bond and we could get some very platonic version of Reylo. But i think it is one or the other (either way I believe they have a force bond). and other than the fact that on the star wars website it says that they have a connection/ their fates are intertwined/ the whole “i feel it too line” and the “what girl”

I think the new trailer for Battlefront 2 supports the idea of a force bond, BECAUSE, there is a duel between Kylo Ren and Rey, they both have lightsabers, but it is at Maz’s castle, which we know was destroyed well before Rey realized that she could use the force, and even before she really met/ interacted with Kylo Ren. AND YET it was Takodana where they first met/ Kylo used the force to look into Rey’s mind. 

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Now I don’t know the specifics of a force bond  but i feel like this scene is something that would be made possible by a shared consciousness. Their combined memories of the place they met, with Rey looking the only way Kylo has ever really seen her, and Kylo Ren wearing a mask as this is how she first encountered him on Takodana. 

In addition to this, the very fact that Daisy Ridley and Adam Driver flew to Ireland together means that either they interact there (which I believe they will) or perhaps there is a scene that required adam to be there with daisy even though he may not be physically there in the story’s scene. 

Also considering that Adam driver takes the role so seriously that he wouldn’t even have lunch with mark hamill because of their character’s relationship, can it be assumed that because he’d fly with her that their characters have a more positive relationship? perhaps a force bond that requires cooperation between the two whether family or a platonic relationship. 

Idk it’s late. 

I just feel like the theorizing for the new trilogy should be less rooted in the things that have happened in the past (less accessible to the people who disney would have pay to see the movies) and more based on what has been commissioned for the new trilogy 

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I feel like i should also explain why I think they arent cousins, and it’s not because there’s a ton of evidence AGAINST her being luke’s daughter, I can admit there is. But I feel like I would literally walk out of the theatre cackling if LUKE “NO I AM YOUR FATHER” SKYWALKER, literally had the same scene as in Empire with Rey. 

I’m not saying I’m right either, who knows what will happen, but some of the evidence that has been cited for Reylo is far-fetched and makes me feel like people are grasping at straws. I Think it could certainly be there, I have since their first interaction, but we shouldn’t settle for ridiculous “evidence.”

again, if they’re related of course I wouldn’t ship it. 


Thoughts While Playing The Sophomore Book 1 Chapter 4 “Bills, Bills, Bills”

Okay let’s do this. Haven’t done this in months!

So Becca in a hoodie… what or who is she hiding from?

Oooooh so she’s dressed so “basic” because they’re broke from the divorce. That sucks. So she had to sell her haute couture.

“Oh Becca,” I choose to say. “Maybe this will be a good experience for you.” What does she say?

“Ugh. Don’t try to turn this into an ‘Eat, Pray, Love’ moment, Holly!”


Woah she got DEMOTED from sorority prez cuz she couldn’t pay the fees?! Guess we’ll have a new roommate. 🤷🏻‍♀️

Riiiiiight we are asking her to move in indeed. I say I’m curious about her cleaning skills. Guess what she says? “I never thought I’d be so desperate to have to do… manual labor.” 😋 Welcome to the real world, Becca.

Did she just say “Show me your hovel”? Hahaha. I’m imagining this scene from Jerry Maguire where he and Cuba Gooding are shouting “Show me the money!!!” but instead they’re shouting “Show me your hovel!” 😂😂😂 I digress. *clears throat*

So she’s in our charming home now and is already dissing our BFF’s shirt. Heyyyyy ignore his love for 32 flavors, girl. Don’t be so mean.

Now she’s dissing Kaitlyn’s bob. Okay, I’m actually with Becca on this one.

We’re explaining to the housemates now that Becca is in a tight spot. They’re a little iffy. I don’t blame them. But hey Chris is defending her too.

“When I dated Becca, I got the sense that there’s more to her than her prickly exterior.” No, Chris. We are not bringing up that past. NOT bringing up your crazy days.

Whoops Becca heard all the dissin’ about her. Says she’s afraid of being vulnerable so she becomes mean. Yep. I know of people like that.

So anyway ground rules are set (keep sass to a minimum, don’t make others fee judged or attacked…) and WE HAVE A 5th ROOMMATE. Kudos to all those who guessed correctly that Becca would be our housemate. 🔮

We’re buying stuff at “Uskea”? 😯 Hahahhahaa. Why not “Create and Barrel” or “Pottery Farm”. Hahaha Uskea is actually good.

But… we need to spend 16 diamonds to help Becca. WHY DO WE NEED TO SPEND TO BE NICE?!? Sigh. I “donate” 16 diamonds to help Becca.

MC’s dishing out pretty good advice. How being nice isn’t being weak. I took screenshots of the whole gem scene. Will upload soon. Becca is a happy budget shopper at the end of the scene AND she grabs a job application form. Yay!!

What?! We have to spend diamonds again if we want to help Zack make his wine rack? Okay I KNOW I am spending diamonds anyway but this is feeling a bit excessive. *throws diamonds hesitantly in the air*

Here’s the thing – the bonding is quite nice. MC is talking about James and they make fun of his glasses a bit. Zack’s sharing that for the first time after a breakup, he’s not rushing to feel the void. YOU GO, BFF!!! We have a new wine rack and a happy BFF.

Housemate party time! Becca makes an appearance with HER NEW HAIR AND NEW CLOTHES. The boss is back, she says. True. She looks like the boss at some bank.


Final thoughts:
Okay that was a bit predictable – we come to Becca’s aid, there’s resistance from the suitemates but because we all have hearts of gold, Becca is now Housemate #5. I like the bonding scenes aka diamond scenes with Becca and Zack. I wish they didn’t have to cost diamonds though. Anyway, I also loved how Zack is realizing he doesn’t need to be in a relationship to “find himself”. Love it, Zack.
And now the hair… not a fan of Becca’s new look. But let’s see how the story progresses. Maybe her character will evolve too, become more serious and respectful. Overall, it was a fun chapter.

What did you guys think of this chapter?

Cosette, as envisioned on different occasions by FR Tumblr Users:

“The boss made her leave the baby factory after she stole into it James Bond style because she felt she was not blessed enough and wanted more blessing. We ended up with the nonsense we have now. Too much blessing. TOO MUCH BLESSING. SHE IS TOO POWERFUL“ -@ashpinewidow, who I hope feels better already

Art by @sparklingreefclan-fr, who is doing sketch commissions for gems!