i feel so jealous cause i know i'm never going to get friends like these people

anonymous asked:

pls give us some fluffy klance headcanons i'm starving

i’m literally just.. gonna pick some stuff i saved in my drafts randomly lmao

  • the first time they properly hug, they have that classic “never letting go till someone starts coughing behind them” moment. when they realize for how much they’ve held each other, they separate at the speed of light blushing profusely
  • now that the paladins know there’s a space mall, lance is determined to ask keith on a date there, so he pretends they have to go for a mission. “soooo, coran told me we have to get something for him at the space mall and specifically said he wants you and me to go get it for him” “are you sure? i’ve talked to him 10 minutes ago and he didn’t mention anything?” “uh…yeah? he told me ‘cause i’m his favourite paladin duh!” “alright let’s go”. so once they’re there lance confesses there was no commission to do for coran he just wanted to ask him out and keith smiles fondly, takes his hand and they walk together around the shops
  • supposing lance was jealous of keith during 2x06, i want him to ask keith again about him and allura. “you know i just wanna make sure….not that i like you or anything…” “lance. you know there’s nothing between me and the princess i just wanted to see how long it would take for you to confess”
  • i’m not exactly fond of angst, but near death experience love confessions are starting to grow on me so there’s that
  • red and blue are married and therefore have a deep connection so they spill to their respective paladins what the other thinks of them and :)
  • or even better…. meeting some aliens that can read minds or something and one of them is like “the red paladin is in love with one of u” and lance *laughs nervously* “ahah it can’t be me right” keith: stares at the camera
  • i want!! more lance gushing over keith but this time keith actually hears him and does the same back. basically the next time he notices lance hanging around the hall, he brings shiro with him and starts talking about how amazing lance is and makes sure he hears him
  • lance being aware!!! of the effect his flirting has on keith to the point he flirts with him pratically everyday and keith doesn’t know if he can’t handle it and shiro has to listen to every of his love problems
  • keith being able to recognize lance’s smell. i assume he likes to put cologne and smell nice, so keith’s pining ass would probably recognize his scent even a mile away. “still no news on lance?” “he’s coming back. i can smell his perfume” “how the hell do you know that” “….. it’s a … galra thing” (it’s not)
  • keith dragging lance along his plan to help shiro and allura get together but in the process they manage to resolve their own feelings
  • once in an established relationship, i want them not only to be a power couple, but to be so proud of it they actually brag about it with the enemies they meet
  • lance coming up with the most silliest pick up lines just to make keith laugh: “are you a tv? because i would watch you all day” “lance please” “only the best pick up lines for the best boyfriend” “i’m pretty sure you’re talking about yourself then” hashtag plan backfired
  • keith struggling about finding lance a gift once he knows his bday is coming up, so he goes on a solo mission to try and find a planet that has nice flowers in it. but he doesn’t have the courage to give the bouquet to him, so he writes him a card and leaves them in front of his room’s door. “most beautiful flowers for the most beautiful boy i know” keith thinks he’s slick because lance doesn’t know his handwriting, but he actually does, so the next day lance puts a card under his door that said “thank you -L” and keith falls on the floor
  • lance was very popular in class back at the garrison because of his friendly personality and keith tells that to him one day and how much he actually wanted to be his friend and lance is like “you know….there was this guy at the garrison, he was good at many things, except talking to people. but…. i liked him anyway”
  • keith saying that he doesn’t smile often and lance retorting “you’re not that grumpy i’ve seen you smile” “what do you mean” “You know….that smile you do when your eyes are shining…. like y’all have seen right” shiro: lance i’m pretty sure you’re either imagining it or he smiles like that just at you. cue a very flustered lance leaving the room
  •  this is super overused but i love the idea of keith telling lance “I’ve already lost Shiro I can’t lose you too” and then hugging him
  • “are you a tree? because i pine for you” “lance why are you practising your pick up lines with me” “Ha..ha….of course….just…practising.”
  • if lance can surf i really want to see him teaching keith how to please beach episode i need you
  • blatant flirting!!!! without realizing that it’s flirting!!! which is basically what they do in canon but you know….basically a “everybody can tell except them” kind of situation
  • cheek kisses, because i live for them, even better if it’s something done on impulse and unexpected
  • keith watching lance proudly doing something and accidentally slipping “that’s my lance” out loud. shiro: i didn’t know you two were dating? keith: i left the stove open i gotta go
  • keith and lance have never actually referred to each other as friends and i want that this is not a romantic thing but i just need to hear them saying “he’s my friend” ya feel
  • lance meeting a very awake keith in the middle of the night and asking him what’s wrong. “trouble sleeping?” “yeah” “is it because you’ve been thinking about me? :3″ “GOODNIGHT LANCE”

ok i hope i satisfied you enough lol <3

I don’t know where people get the idea that clary slutshamed izzy? I’m rereading rn and so far all she’s done/said is:

  • commented on how much she wants to draw izzy
  • said that izzy’s top didn’t fit her cause clary had no cleavage
  • she got jealous when izzy flirted with simon? It’s almost like she’s a teenager with a internalized almost crush on her only friend… but she never degraded izzy ffs
  • she did call izzy a bitch after simon turned into a rat (wow overreacting™) but tbh that’s just how clary acts when she doesn’t think her words through when she’s panicking
  • she noticed that meliron and izzy had a thing. she noticed. she wasn’t like wow she’s sleeping with a fae sluutt but it’s almost like that’s what readers made up with their internalized misogyny
  • she said that izzy wore low cut tops and high heels when describing what izzy was wearing just like she described alec’s holey sweaters again no shaming izzy’s clothing from clary hmmm (see bold text in example above)

And people think clary and izzy hated eachother in the beginning? (They were wary of eachother cause they’d each only ever been friends with guys and didn’t know how to act around other girls) so I raise you brotp clizzy in the early days (as of where I am in city of ashes):

  • the entire scene where izzy got clary ready for magnus’ party and the conversation they had
  • izzy literally gave clary her first proper runes but nooo they totally didn’t trust eachother and hated eachother
  • izzy updates clary on everything over text cause she feels like clary needs to know
  • she notified clary immediately after jace got locked up cause that’s what people who don’t like eachother do apparently
  • backed up clary when clary wanted to go to the silent city and alec said no
  • mutually protecting eachother

Anyways please properly analyze the books before saying that cc pitted them against eachother

||Part of this really happened, though I improvised a bit.||
  • Person who has only seen Durarara!! Anime and admits to being too lazy to read novels: Why would anybody like this guy? *posts gif where Izaya is saying*"People are my playthings."
  • Me: There are reasons I like Izaya: For one, he's intelligent, charming, cunning, has class, cares for and values his friendship with Shinra in his own way even though he has trouble with empathy(something I relate to), and despite everything, he's just a human even though he's able to bring down an entire organization like Amphisbaena. Not to mention I'm pretty sure he's jealous of practically everybody he comes into contact with. Shizuo, Mikado, Shinra, even Celty.
  • Me: He punches a telephone pole upon realizing he'd be betraying his only friend by normal human standards.
  • Me: And he was neglected by his parents emotionally. That's a very typical cause of personality disorders, just so you know. It's not entirely his fault that he is the way he is. Just saying. But I enjoyed watching him outsmart Amphisbaena. And I really like reading the novels for his philosophical views. Plus, he's kind of agnostic and fears death more than anything, something I can relate to.
  • Me: Haha his hand was literally swollen up because of slamming it into the telephone pole. But you know what happened when his sisters expressed concern for his hand?
  • This-
  • Mairu tilted her head and asked as she saw his right hand, “What happened, Iza-nii? Your right hand looks swollen.”
  • “...Health (Are you alright)?” Kururi looked at him with worried eyes.
  • Izaya stroked her head with his left hand and lied with a sigh, “Yeah, I got this when I was running away from Shizu-chan.”
  • “So you deserved it after all—”
  • “Keep yourselves away from muscle idiots like that one. Or you could die, you know.”
  • The siblings continued their conversation as they disappeared into the city night. The city, which took in everything it was offered, absorbed their talk into its nightly cacophony as it did any chit-chat within any normal family.
  • -
  • That was from the ninth Durarara!! Light novel.
  • But what was even sadder was the scene before that -
  • The twins flanked Izaya as he began walking, a bitter smile on his face. Mairu, who was on Izaya’s right, raised her face to look at him and said in a natural tone, “Say, Iza-nii. We know that you probably don’t treat us any differently as you treat other people, but keep in mind that we still think of you as family, OK?”
  • “All of a sudden you’re saying things that would actually make me happy. What happened?” Izaya felt that the line didn’t sound like Mairu, who usually told him to “Die!” and highkicked him when she saw him. He glanced at his sisters’ faces—and saw that they were smiling innocently back at him as they continued.
  • “So, if you get killed by Shizuo-san, Iza-nii, we’ll make sure to cry a little bit for you before we laugh about it.”
  • “Small (Just a little)...”
  • “...I was a fool to expect any family love from you.”
  • Izaya chuckled and walked faster.
  • - Also from LN 9, I have no clue why it wasn't in the novels. It really should have been. Especially the scene where he actually punched the telephone pole. But another reason I like Izaya is because not only is Izaya changing, but Narita himself said, "I have a feeling there was a scene where he cried, but he didn't let the readers see."
  • Somebody else: There are many reasons that make me like Izaya Orihara, like his fascinating personality, but that doesn't mean I think of him as a good man ¯\_(ツ)_/ ¯ I love it anyway
  • Person who has only seen the Durarara!! anime:
  • *throws in lame ass argument about what 'bad' things Izaya has done, without arguing, even though the argument could go both ways, considering he did take down Amphisbaena, and took Jinnai Yodogiri's corporation, giving Kasane Kujiragi back her freedom.*
  • Me: He's neither good nor bad. Most people can't be classified as either. We're all selfish in our own ways, and have a dark nature down deep that makes us want to test people at points. But without proper nurturing that can become harmful by nature, and it can consume us.
  • Somebody else number 2: The funny thing is that most people fail to recognize that they are of equal good/bad scale to Izaya without realizing it. It's only because Izaya is presented as an antagonist going against the common societal view that he is seen as a villain. Anyone that stands out against what is accepted is seen as bad because that is what we are taught at a young age to believe.
  • So saying that you hate Izaya because he is evil or bad is playing into those accepted, ingrained, and common beliefs.
  • Person who has only seen Durarara!! anime:
  • I don't have to like Izaya. I don't agree with you, and I don't want to argue about this. Izaya is pretty terrible. He started a whole war for fun, and told a girl to commit suicide. Any Shinra was just assuming when he said that Izaya has a fragile heart. Shinra is just some underground doctor(me: that doesn't know what he's talking about)?
  • Me: You don't have to like him, but you can't just deny canon. First off, he didn't want to start the war entirely for fun. He's an atheist/agnostic, and is terrified of death more than anything. The novels outright called Shinra, "his friend, the first person to see through Izaya to his true nature.". And Shinra described Izaya's 'true nature' as being more human and his heart more fragile than anybody else. Nextly, Shinra isn't 'just' some ignorant doctor. He has the potential to be the most manipulative character on the show if he really wanted to, and he's not ignorant. He's actually fairly insightful and observant, even when others aren't even though he ignores them because he only cares about Celty. Even Tom seemed weary of Shinra, implied by the novels.
  • Somebody else 4: Whether you like Izaya or not doesn't matter, because it's not just interpretation, it's canon, so in other words, you're just ignoring facts to justify your hatred for him.
  • Person who has only seen Durarara!! anime:
  • I mean he could made different choices and it could have turned out better.
  • Person who has only seen Durarara!! anime: I think Izaya's the worst one because he started the war.
  • Me: The same could be said for pretty much every single one of the characters, who all have done some pretty bad things, and crossed over things Izaya never would. *points out Shizuo's non justification for his hair trigger and how if it weren't for Simon, Shizuo could have killed somebody. Points out Ran's joking about raping both Saki and Mikage, as well as his abuse towards his brother, not to mention what he did and threatened to Saki(though he is jealous of the love Aoba receives from his parents, and the natural leader role Kyouhei has), points out Anri's hypocrisy in siding with Saika just because she saved her, points out Masaomi's cowardice(even though he has his really good moments), points out how Izaya saved Saki and multiple other girls from abusive situations, and especially Kuon's sister's experience with Izaya and how they can't properly seem to live without Izaya, points out the fact that, in reality, Mikado stabbed Aoba because he wanted to fulfill his ego, as well as the fact that he shot off a gun and caused a spark in the Awakusu-kai, points out some of the things Namie and Seiji did, not to mention Shinra's manipulative nature. Above all, points out all the trouble Nasujima caused and the terrible things he did(to Haruna and her family especially), as well as Jinnai Yadogiri sending Vorona(serial killer for fun at first, likely because of neglect) and Sloan to kidnap a child and do who knows what with her, considering all that Jinnai did to Ruri(also serial killer, but less for fun and more for revenge to get back at those who killed her parents)(not to mention Jinnai doing experimentation on her), though killing still starts to consume her because she feels freedom by doing so), Adabashi beating Shinra to a bloody pulp(though not apparently as bad as Shizuo has supposedly done to Shinra in the past, according to Shinra himself)(after which Izaya had Izumii break Adabashi's leg broke and kept him in his apartment for three days until he managed to escape.)* I'm not going to even go into Shizuo beating up a guy for simply questioning the purpose of life and telling him to go die, or the things Vorona, Shinra, Walker, Erika, Aoba, Rokujo, even Celty,(probably)Simon, and many others have done. Because every character has flaws and weaknesses that make them human. Minus Takashi and Jinnai Yadogiri, everybody has a least one person they have an attachment to of some sort and can feel a little closer to than others, even if they won't admit it, mostly everybody has unhealthy obsessions, Izaya nonetheless. But most everybody is changing, Izaya has even took the huge step of NOT calling Shizuo a monster, and instead admitting that Shizuo is just a man that distanced himself from humans. If that alone is not an improvement for him, I don't know what is.
  • Person who has only seen the Durarara!! anime: *obviously didn't read much of anything* Eh, Izaya's not good, and I just can't find it in myself to like him. If he were a real person, I might sympathize with him a little bit, because he could find help, but he's just a character, and there's no real justification for why he is the way he is.
  • Other person who has only seen the Durarara!! anime:
  • The anime is made for you to interpret Izaya however you want.
  • Somebody else number 4: This is why people need to read the novels. There is more to Izaya than what is portrayed in the anime.
  • Me: Plus, both the anime and manga is there to promote the original sources, so, naturally, they are going to leave out stuff, because they want you to read novels.
  • Somebody else number 5: Izaya isn't evil. He's not a sociopath. He's not a psychopath. He's not a troll. He is indeed only human and only wants a little more in his life than sitting on a bed and binge watch anime. There's so many reasons to like him <3
  • Me: While sociopath can be a generic term used for people with delayed or limited empathy(due to trauma)(unlike psychopaths, who are just born that way), as far as I know, sociopathy can still be detected in brain scans, because their brain still works and is wired very similarly to a psychopath. Either way, I honestly don't believe Izaya is either. I believe that he's just a human with a normal brain like both of his brain scans suggested.
  • Somebody else number 6: I honestly love hate him, but mostly I hate him, but I gotta admit he's a hot bastard.
  • Me: You're kind of missing the point, but whatever. He, just like anybody, has a side to him one can hate, but he also has a side to him that makes him a very complex character. The way he views things are so fascinating and he really opened my eyes to certain things. I can relate to his philosophy, I can empathize with his feelings about humans, and especially his hatred/jealous of Shizuo(having grown up with a brother that acts much like him, just to a less extreme, not mention I've experienced some domestic abuse, so I don't just like him for his looks alone(even if he is pretty good looking. Like I said, he's charming, cunning, shrewd but with class, is kind of funny at times, has views on society that I personally understand, is jealous of a lot of people for various reasons which I can also relate to. Despite being a mere human, he uses his wits to get out of dangerous situations, and to take down corporations like Amphisbaena and Jinnai Yadogiri. He has a an amazing ability to turn the tables when one least expects it, and wonderful flexibility as well. Unlike Shizuo, who has super strength, or Mikado who has close confidants he can truly rely on, or Celty, who can use her shadows and many others, Izaya is just a human(though he's jealous of every one of them, not forgetting Shinra, and doesn't actually want to be acknowledged as himself.)
  • He's an incredibly written character in the novels, but ultimately one I can relate to in certain aspects, including the feeling of loneliness, and feeling fear at the one he called his '(only)best friend' being mad at him. It honestly frustrates me when people bash him, or ignore the things that make him who he really is.
  • Izaya isn't a sadist, he just wants answers. And he's an emotional masochist at it's finest, possibly a chaotic neutral, and both an Anti-Villain and Anti-hero(though maybe a little more on the Anti-villain side at times). Also, lastly Izaya didn't "convince girls to commit suicide". In reality, he saved them in the novels(even if it wasn't really his intentions.) Ryo didn't happen. Izaya didn't cause the blood splatter. Because Manami and the other girl were the last two he messed with, and it clearly said that nobody he met up had actually went through with it in the end.
  • Person who has only seen Durarara!! anime:
  • *has already abandoned conversation*
Jealous
  • Altaïr Ibn-La’Ahad

Altaïr can’t bear the thought of losing you. And that’s why he’ll do anything to show you that he’s the better choice in all aspects. Around the other guy, he acts like a damn peacock, sizing himself up and trying to visually intimidate him — puffing his chest out and squaring his shoulders. He’d act like a double agent when alone with you, Altaïr would start to gossip as to why you totally should stay away from that guy, giving all the valid reasons to not start a relationship with him. When alone with the poor guy, he’d come up with an excuse to talk about you and comment that you’re not available. He’s not a guy of sharing, clearly.

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anonymous asked:

Hey, I'm new to the supergirl fandom and I've seen there's a lot of hate on Mon El and Karamel and honestly, I don't get it? I don't see anything wrong with what people are calling an "abusive" relationship which started with "manipulation". I thought people would've liked that a man finally respected a woman's decision and waited for her. Since you support both ships (the Rhea post you made) on Supergirl, can you explain why people think it's manipulative and abusive? Ignore if you don't wanna

Hey there, welcome to the fandom, I haven’t been posting much about the ship you mentioned (well I don’t post anything related to it at all!) But i will try to make this as brief as I possibly can. (NOTE: It’s not my fault if this post ends up in the pro tag, I have properly tagged it as anti so if this is not your cup of tea, move along)

People say it started out with manipulation because it did. You see his “declaration of love” is far worse than the usual one that most women get at least once in their lives when a male friend develops feelings for them 

Usual/expected reaction to being rejected (which was shown through Winn in season 1): will tell you how hard it was for them to admit their feelings, will ignore you because they can’t be around you when they have romantic feelings for you, you’ll feel bad because you think you’re the reason for their heartbreak (though they won’t actively blame you) but if they’re a good friend they’ll come around and you’ll go back to being the good ol pals you were 

Respectful reaction to being rejected (in James’ case being broken up with): hears you out, accepts your decision, will continue to support you as a friend and genuinely still cares about you 

Manipulative reaction (exhibited by the useless alien): guilt trip mode- on, power of guilt trip- high, back it up with- more manipulation  

Now you’ll ask me “what’s so manipulative about his response??!! He was a gentleman who accepted her choice to not be with him!!” Let’s break it down shall we:

  •  Gaslights Kara throughout the episode when she wants to talk to him about the kiss
  •  Makes the whole thing about his almost death
  •  Immediately backs up the confession with “I know you don’t care about me” 
  •  Makes sure Kara knows he’s going out with someone else (she didn’t notice them, he literally calls her and makes it awkward)
  •  Backs that up with “yeah you rejected me” (and it hadn’t been too long since he poured his heart out to Kara) 
  • BONUS- By this time he knew all about online dating yet chose to go out with a woman who would surely interact with Kara at some point because they work in the same place.
  •  Makes sure Eve knows it’s not her he’s interested in while simultaneously trying to make Kara believe things are going good with them just to make her jealous 

And all of this was before Kara admitted that she may have feelings for him 

As for the Valentine’s Day episode? *Yoda voice* The Emotional Abuse Is Strong With This One. As I stated in several other posts of mine, it’s natural to get jealous and insecure when someone far better than you enters in the life of the person you like and can totally sweep them off of their feet, BUT that’s when you are unsure of how the person you like feels about you and how they feel about the other far better person (even with this excuse the amount of jealousy m0n l showed is way out of line) . In zis epizode Kara makes it pretty fuckin clear that she absolutely is NOT interested in Mxy and wants him gone and yet the person who is “oh so in love with her” just does not get it. He doesn’t try to help her and only puts her under more pressure by making the dumb decision of going against a being who can easily turn him into ashes. As for emotional abuse, these are the the signs of emotional abuse that you will find in the very first article when you look it up on google:

  • They humiliate you, put you down, or make fun of you in front of other people.- *yelling at Kara in the middle of the DEO (’BUT THERE WAS GOOFY MUSIC IN THE BACKGROUND! THIS WHOLE ARGUMENT WAS SUPPOSED TO BE FUNNY! LIKE HOW OLD MARRIED COUPLES FIGHT!’ I’m sorry but fun old married couples don’t fight about murder and neither does the man sound harsh enough for the woman to literally walk away, It’s not funny and it will never be)
  • They regularly demean or disregard your opinions- didn’t think Kara was capable of handling the situation 
  • They use sarcasm or “teasing” to put you down or make you feel bad about yourself- the whole daxamite thing whenever it’s convenient 

WHILE we’re on it, why not throw some other examples that took place during their relationship

  • They belittle and trivialize you, your accomplishments, or your hopes and dreams- before their relationship and during their relationship, saying she’s a hero because she likes attention, when he keeps saying Kara’s full of herself, and he never thinks Kara is good enough to fight her battles SHE IS LITERALLY SUPERGIRL YOU BUFFOOON! Don’t tell me he does it out of love cause then he’d say something along the lines of “I will fight with you, i want you to be safe” or some other sappy bs not straight up “yeah, you can’t handle this”
  • They make excuses for their behavior, try to blame others, and have difficulty apologising- blames Kara for lying about his identity 
  • The repeatedly cross your boundaries and ignore your requests- *announces their relationship to the deo when specifically asked not to* (BONUS- let’s appreciate how the writers try to justify his shit by bringing up Bhutan’s culture where it’s done out of joy. haha okay hunny but she literally asked him not to and he ignored her wish that’s not how it works)
  • They resort to pouting or withdrawal to get attention or attain what they want- this just sums him up
  • They play the victim and try to deflect blame to you rather than taking personal responsibility- wah wah why aren’t you hard on mxy, the one you dislike wah wah i’m the victim here cause you’re being mean to me cause i’m supposed to be better than a stalker super villain 
  • They invalidate or deny their emotionally abusive behavior when confronted- in the whole Jeremiah situation, ‘okay this is my second strike!’

And I haven’t even addressed the other reasons why people hate him (HINT: It’s got to do with him owning slaves, the best love interest who is also a black man being shoved aside to make way for him and him stealing screen time from minorities who actually play an important role in moving the plot along and not just stand there like a lamp shade) 

I hope this answered your question

Originally posted by wondwrwoman

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Ashton Fletcher Irwin. Born July 7th, 1994. Hornsby, Australia. 23 years old. 23. Wait, 23!? Oh yeah! No, I didn’t forget. The whole fam remembered I’m sure. Today’s your 23rd birthday. So uh happy womb evicting day! How’s it feel to be an adult? I mean, technically (and legally) you’ve been an adult for the past four-ish years of your life, but let’s be honest, you never acted your age. But! That’s not a bad thing. Who likes serious and stone faced people? I don’t. One of the many things that makes you a great person and a pretty cool dude. And so, thought I’d make a little list of why we think you’re that cool dude 😎 Even the fans who came into the 5SOS fam recently, I’m sure can already feel your love. I know when I first did, around a year ago, I did almost right away. And the part of the 5sosfam that’s been around since the early pink speaker days can probably say they’ve never felt more loved by someone without speaking to them regularly or even never meeting them in person. The point is, no matter when we joined the fam, 2012, 2014, or 2017; or wherever we are, whether it be two blocks down from where you live, or thousands of miles away, we can all feel your love and how you genuinely care for the fans. Thanks for that buddy. And well, we wanna try our hardest to show you our love for you, so we put this together. Love you 💖 Your musical abilities. Jesus Christ, you’re amazing. When watching you perform, either live, or through low quality YouTube videos, the energy in you radiates through wherever you’re playing. Personally, I always listen to the rhythm you have going on in the background of any song because of how gosh darn good it is. Now, you’re known mainly for your drumming, but boy, you can sing (and play guitar and piano and who knows what else you’ve been hiding under your bed). Like, I think we all die a tad bit inside when we hear you sing, whether it be a solo or your vocals. The amount of energy and passion you put into your drums and singing shows how much you enjoy what you do, you don’t just do it ‘cause it’s what people want from you. You do it because you just plain love doing it. You’ve inspired so many people to pick up an instrument and let it take them places. (You’re songwriting is also really damn amazing 😜) We all go through difficult times at some point in our lives. Some almost too often, others once every few months or more, but still difficult enough to almost want to quit. You’ve showed us not to give up, that we’re here for a reason and that we matter. If we feel we aren’t loved, you come in and show us otherwise. Whether it be something you say through a small video or a tweet, or even just your actions. You’re a perfect example of just holding on no matter how hard and how unbearable the emotional or physical pain is, for each and every one of us. You’ve taught us that we can make it through and that it will all get better eventually. And since you’re the one always helping us get through hard times, we want you to know that we’ll always be there for you and we’ll try our hardest to make you get all our love somehow, no matter what. This is is so much shorter than what I wanted it to be, but I procrastinate way too much and couldn’t add as much as I wanted. So, now I’m just gonna make a list of all the other little things we all love about you. I also asked some friends to share some of their favorite pictures of you so… they’re all up there somewhere😁 •Your hair. Ash, your hair is just so curly and looks so soft like wtf. I wouldn’t be surprised if any guy is jealous of the beauty of it 😜Even I’m jealous, and I’m a girl. •Your eyes. Oh my god. The color of them is so bright and just so pretty. They can sometimes seem like a light light brown, other times green and just shbsnsnsk i love them so much. •Your many laughs and giggles. Do I even need to explain why we love your different laughs?? You can literally go from a super high pitched giggle to an evil laugh. Fucking love that about you 😂 •Your sassy side. I was actually surprised when I first saw this side of you. You can burn someone bad, but still do it while being your silly goofy self. (Also, your savage tweets…👌🏽) • Your dimples. I have only one thing to say. Your dimples need names. • Your tattoos. All amazingly beautiful. I honestly sometimes forget you have one in the back of your neck (we don’t get very many shots of your neck 😂) but when I remember, I cry a little. There is so much of you that I haven’t covered here. This list would be extremely long if i tried to list everything. But, the point of this all was just to let you know that we love you tremendously. You’ve changed our lives so much (in the best way) and I can’t begin to say how much I appreciate it. I hope you had an amazing day today surrounded by your loved ones, and that you have many more birthdays to come in your future. Remember that we’re all here for you, and we hope that you always find your way to happiness. Thanks for being a big part of our lives and an even bigger inspiration for many of us. Again, happy birthday, and congrats on another year living on Earth. Can’t wait for your birthday next year 😜 Lots of love, Ana (me) and the 5sosfam ❤️❤️

"I'm sorry" part 2 - Harry Hook imagine

In which Uma and Mal put their differences aside to get Khaleesi and Harry together (with help from fairy godmother of course)

• •

“ Darling, I’m a mess without your love! Heaven knows I’m trying, trying to get by. But darling I’m a mess without your love, all I need is one more, goodbye kiss ” Khaleesi sings as she plays the piano.

Uma had already left for the morning and since Khaleesi decided she didn’t want to go to class that day.

“That was beautiful. ” the Scottish voice she knew so well speaks up.

Khaleesi startles slightly. “Harry! How long have you been there? ” Khaleesi asks nibbling on her bottom lip. Harry chuckles. “ Not long at all, I do have one question for ye.” Harry says sitting down beside Khaleesi and pressing one of the keys.

“Who’s the song about?” Harry asks his eyes fixated on the young goddess.

“No one, I was just fooling around one day.“ Khaleesi lies avoiding his burning gaze. “How have ye been settling in? ” Harry asks changing the subject upon seeing her change in demeanor. “ I’m ok. I couldn’t sleep last night, but I’m better now. ” Khaleesi says shaking her head.

“It’ll get better, trust me I couldn’t sleep for a straight week.” Harry tells her playing with her hair, Khaleesi relaxed under his touch.

Harry looked more like himself than he had the day Khaleesi had arrived I’m Auradon, he looked like the pirate boy she had fallen for many years prior. His eyeliner was surrounding his icy blue orbs and his hook glistened on his hand.

“Shouldn’t you be in class Mr. Hook? ” Khaleesi asks jokingly. Harry chuckles. “I should be, but I had to check up on ye. ” Harry says avoiding her gaze.

“You shouldn’t have, I don’t want you getting into trouble cause of me. ” Khaleesi says shaking her head. “I won’t get into much trouble, besides this is all on me.“ Harry says playing with her hands.

“I’d have a guilty conscience nonetheless.” Khaleesi tells him standing up from her seat. Harry copies her action towering over her 5'2 frame.

“Ah, you do care for me?” Harry jokes cracking a smile as he places his hand over his heart in false astonishment. “Maybe, just a little.“Khaleesi states smirking as she ran her hand through her hair.

“I’ve really missed you lass.” Harry says grasping Khaleesi’s hands in her own. Khaleesi blushes looking away. "I’ve missed ye too, maybe a lot more than I want to admit.” Khaleesi says jokingly copying Harry’s accent.

Harry places his hand on her cheek grazing his thumb over her face. “It’s taken me a lot of time to understand my true feeling ls for you Harry, but, I’ve figured it out.” Khaleesi begins taking a step closer to him.

“And what have ye figured out?” Harry asks throwing his arms around her shoulders.

“That I, Khaleesi Kadid-” Khaleesi begins.

“Guys.” Uma asks opening the door to the room. Harry and Khaleesi jump away from each other.

“Did I interrupt something?” Uma asks looking in between her two best friends. “No, we were just talking.” Khaleesi says scratching her neck awkwardly.

“Mmm hmm, Harry why aren’t you in class?” Uma asks raising an eyebrow at her first mate.

“I came to check up on her.” Harry says avoiding Uma’s gaze. Uma smirks at their demeanor. "Ben, sent me to retrieve you K.” Uma says nodding towards the hallway. “Did he say what he wanted?” Khaleesi asks playing with her fingers.

“No, just that he needed you immediately.” Uma says shaking her aqua braids. Khaleesi nods shooting Harry a sympathetic look before scurrying out of the room, kind of glad she didn’t get to finish her statement. Harry let’s out a harsh sigh as he sits on Khaleesi’s bed.

“Any luck?” Uma asks sitting down next to him. “She was on the verge of telling me something, until you interrupted us.” Harry groans putting his head in his hands, careful not to poke himself with his hook. “I’m sorry, but hey at least she’s more open than she was yesterday, I just want my best friend back.” Uma says sighing. “Yeah.” Harry says bitterly.

••

As Khaleesi walked towards Ben’s office her mind raced, she was too close to expressing her feelings for Harry, she always told herself that she should remain only friends with the pirate boy so that when life undoubtedly set in, she wouldn’t get hurt if someone better came and took him.

She had always been jealous of the sea witch princess, with the beautiful sun kissed skin and aqua blue braids. Khaleesi was never as close to Harry as Uma was, and she couldn’t help but feel as though Uma was waiting to swoop in and take Harry for herself. Knocking on the door to Ben’s chambers Khaleesi let’s out a sigh as a faint “come in” fills her ears.


“Uma told me you wanted to see me?” Khaleesi says walking towards his desk. Ben looks up from his work eyebrows furrowed. “I haven’t seen Uma today, when did she tell you that?” Ben asks furrowing his eyebrows even more.

“Just a little while ago.” Khaleesi says crinkling up her nose. “Well, I didn’t send for you, but since you’re here, how are you settling in?” Ben asks motioning towards the seat in front of him.

Khaleesi feels her heart sink to her stomach as realization sinks in. Uma set her up, and she was dumb enough to fall for it. “I’m doing pretty well, I can’t complain.” Khaleesi says rubbing her sweaty palms over her tights. “That’s good, make any new friends?”

Ben asks. “Me and Lonnie hit it off pretty well.” Khaleesi tells him nodding her head. “That’s good, that’s good, feel free to stop by if you ever wanna talk.” Ben says- Khaleesi on a weird level trusted the young King. He really wanted what was best for his people- Isle kids included.

“Will do- Hey, thanks.” Khaleesi says softly a genuine soft smile on her face. “For what?” Ben asks furrowing his eyebrows. “For taking a chance.” Khaleesi tells him before getting up from her chair and exiting his office.

• •

Uma felt it in her guts that her best friend was on the move, and it was officially time to put her plan into action. Staring at her first mate she inched a little closer to him. “Hey, Harry.” she starts putting her hand on his shoulder.

Harry looks up from his lap and stares at his captain. “Yes?” he asks. “I need you to do me a favor.” she says smirking. “And that would be?” Harry asks raising an eyebrow as he grazed his hook over her cheek.

Uma smirked- she knew Harry would do anything for her- but this was all about Khaleesi- she was going to get him to admit how he felt about her, even if that meant Khaleesi might hate her forever.

Over the course of the four weeks Khaleesi had been in Auradon everyone had noticed the chemistry between her and the pirate boy- but both of them were too scared to make a move, so Uma being the great best friend she was she put aside her differences for a while and mustered up enough courage to seek help from the purple haired dragon-fairy known as Mal- who had been one of the only people on the Isle that knew Khaleesi better than Uma.

Putting their heads together the two came up with a brilliant plan that would force Khaleesi and Harry to admit their feelings, only problem- it required a brutal betrayal from Uma, the one person that Khaleesi was jealous of.

“Just sit still, and don’t move.” Uma states fluttering her eyes flirtatiously, as she moved closer to him. Khaleesi was on her way back to the room, and Uma had to time it perfectly. “Uma, what are ye on about?” Harry asks furrowing his eyebrows as he stared at his captain. When she felt her footsteps heading down the hall she grasped Harry by his jacket collar and pulled him into her smashing her lips to his. 

A high squeal and gasp left Khaleesi’s mouth as she opened the door seeing her “best friend” and crush in a deep lip locking moment. ‘I knew it.” she says feeling her eyes watering up.

Harry pushes Uma away from him harshly standing up quickly.

“Khaleesi, it’s not what it looks like!” he yells holding his hands out. “Bullshit, I’m so stupid.” Khaleesi states. “And you, some best friend- you out of all people should know the truth.” Khaleesi says turning to Uma- her blue hair flaming as she glared at the girl.

“Khaleesi-” Uma begins standing up.

“Save it. Save your I’m sorries, save your apologies, save your bullshit. I’m done” Khaleesi says shaking her head as tears slipped past her eyelids. She roughly wipes her face before sobbing and running out of the dorm room.

Uma felt her stomach sink to her feet, she knew what the outcome would be, but she didn’t expect to feel as bad as she did. “Uma, what the hell?” Harry shouts pointing his hook clad hand at the girl.

“Wait!” Uma shouts holding her hands up to cover her face. “Look, don’t hate me.” Uma says bringing his hand down away from her face. “I did this for you, if I didn’t do this, you’d still be pouting about how she doesn’t feel the same way about you, can’t you see? I’m what you need.” Uma lies placing her hand on his cheek. She mentally patted herself on the back for her stellar performance.

“No, you’re selfish.” Harry snarls stepping away from her. “Harry-” Uma says poking her bottom lip out as she let out a ragged breath as if she was about to cry. “No.” Harry says pushing past her as he prayed to himself, he got to Khaleesi before she did anything rash.

• •

 (Part 1 here)

Part 3 coming soon!!

Help! I'm so confused!

Hi, so I would have sent this as a question but I kind of have a lot to say. Sorry about that and I hope this is okay. 

Just recently, I met this Korean guy off of DokiDoki Postbox, yes, that’s right DokiDoki Postbox. I know, that app doesn’t have a lot of good reputation most of the time, but I decided to mess around on it cause I was bored. I really wasn’t looking for anyone. One day I got a message from someone merely asking, “Where should I go next when I travel?” I replied and I thought that would be that. Hi and bye. But, I was wrong, this guy kept messaging me. He introduced himself and I did the same and from there, we talked about all sorts of things. He was so charming and funny, and we had common interest in so many things. He was very curious about me and he asked me lots of questions about myself. 

After a long time talking (we had been talking for two weeks), he asked me a question that filled me with dread, “May I ask you what your race is?” My heart was beating so fast and hard. I thought once I told him that I was black it would be over, but I gained all my courage and told him. It felt like it took forever for him to reply, but five minutes later he was like, “I actually like girls with brown skin. It’s a much healthier look!”. I was so glad he said that. I was so nervous that he was going to say something negative or even not message me back at all. 

The next day, he messages me and asked me if I had an Instagram. I told him, yes, and right after that he gave me his username. I type it in and see he has a private account, so I requested if I could follow him. While I’m waiting, I went back and tell him my username. He messages me back, tells me he found me, and mentions something about one of my book post (I’m a reader, so I post about books.)  I reply and ask him a question about his Insta, but he never replies back…. though he did accept my follow request.

I wait two more days and still nothing. I log on to Instagram and see that he liked a couple of my pictures,though they aren’t pictures of me, but of books and scenery. No comments, just likes. A couple more days pass and I see he likes another one of my pictures, once again not of me but of another picture. (Oh and did I mention? He didn’t follow me back on Instagram.) He comments on it and I comment back, it was first time we spoke for a while, though it was brief.

The next day I get a DM from him and he’s telling me how the actress from Everything, Everything (my fave book, that is also a movie) is his ideal type. I reply, feeling kind of jealous, “Yes, she is very pretty” and proceed to mention other books to him. He later teases me how I’m making him buy lots of books, I reply, and again that’s all I hear from him for about three to four days. And so, here we are today and he’s liked a few of my pictures (which, once again aren’t of me) and that’s it.

So, what I’m asking is, what does this all mean? I’m confused mainly on why we just stopped talking out of the blue…  When people stop talking to me, I normally just back off because I don’t want to annoy them. I don’t want to seem like I’m desperate or anything like that, but I miss talking to him and I can’t seem to let this go easily. It seems like he kinda wants to keep in touch with me, but I don’t know… Should I ask him what’s up or should I let it go? I feel like I’ve made a connection with him and I don’t want to let that go. 

(Sorry this is so long!)

*KM & BW: I think..well I know you should talk to him, share your feelings because, it’s weird he didn’t follow you back, and I wouldn’t take the liking pictures of you to heart, because he probably doesn’t want to come off as invasive, he probably don’t think you like him like that (as more than friends), this happens a lot, so it’s best to talk to him about in some way where you can get him to open up more. And if he just wants to be friends, that’s ok too.

Apologies Owed

Summary: After accidentally overhearing Jeremy tell someone what the Halloween party was like from his perspective, Chloe thinks back on her actions and realizes that she really owes some people an apology. (ft some pining pinkberry and background meremine)
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TW: talk of past sexual assault

Jake was holding a small house warming party/sleepover thing that only consisted of the core friend group that he said was to “try and make the big fancy new house feel lived in,” but most people could guess he just used that wording to mask the fact that he was desperate for company after living alone for so long. Everyone had spent a few hours drinking wine and having increasingly strange conversations in the sitting room, but eventually they all had scattered to the wind. Jenna had to skedaddle home to look after her little brother, Jeremy, Michael, and Christine had gone upstairs to find a room in which to sleep, Chloe and Brooke decided to follow their lead and found a room as well, and Jake and Rich had passed out where they sat in the sitting room.

However, as Chloe lay in the dark about a foot away from a sleeping Brooke, she found herself oddly wakeful. She sat up and saw light shining under the door from the hallway, and decided to get up go to the bathroom. Once in there, she just stared at her own face in the mirror for a few minutes, playing with her hair and poking at her face.

As she walked back down the hallway, she heard talking from behind one of the doors. She was just going to ignore it and keep going, but she heard someone say her name. “You know when Chloe brought me to Jake’s parents’ room at the party?” It sounded like Jeremy. She knelt down and peered through the keyhole, and it indeed was the pale skinny young man. *He sat crossed-legged on the floor, looking a little teary eyed, with Christine and Michael each holding one of his hands.

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anonymous asked:

I apologize for going anon on you, seeing your inbox note. I'm aware I probably won't be answered. Earlier on Twitter you talked about popularity and social media. I have a personal situation and I wanted to know your thoughts, even if it might be harsh. I know notes =/= worth. I like what I make. I was also bent on improving. Yet it hurts when I barely get recognition when I've been in a fandom for years. I don't feel like I exist. -

- Plus I’ve become a little jealous over someone with same interests yet they’re popular. I try to avoid them, but I see their stuff everywhere. Their existence reminds me of my own ‘failure’. It’s not that I want to be wildly popular. I wish more people cared. I do feel as though communities aren’t as supportive as they could be. Thank you for taking the time to read this.           

I really don’t make a habit of answering anons, but if you have something that’s sincerely upsetting… well, it’s very hard for me to ignore that. We’ve all got weaknesses and sometimes it’s really super hard to talk to anyone about them.

No worries anon, I think this is something a lot of people struggle with. I don’t claim to know the answer, but I can certainly give you my two cents.

For anyone who doesn’t follow my Twitter (it’s a mess, I don’t blame you), this is the thread they’re referring to:

In addendum, it’s really easy to say things like recognition don’t matter. Numbers don’t matter. Twitter doesn’t lend well to talking at length about sensitive subjects, so I didn’t really delve into that part of it.

If I sounded like I don’t have my own problems with envy, don’t be fooled! I think even at our best, we all experience envy of others. No one is perfect, and we all crave what we lack, even if it’s not from a place of malice or ill-will.

It’s a really rough struggle, I’m not gonna lie. Things like natural advantages/disadvantages can take their toll (natural talent is a thing, friends), things like dumb luck can be downright infuriating. And a lot of times, that’s what it boils down to - because everyone works hard when they’re passionate about something. Sometimes, it’s about being in the right place at the right time, being born into an optimal environment, having the right resources, being in the right fandom, stumbling into the right group of friends, etc. Hell, the professional world is more often about networking than anything else, and that’s kind of a version of that.

Long story short, there are too many things out of your control. Which to me, is yet another reason why you shouldn’t beat yourself up over lack of popularity. Not to say that hard work and self-improvement should be thrown out the window, that’s not the point I’m trying to make; I’m just trying to say that there’s so much more that needs to be taken into consideration before you beat yourself up over low followers/likes/etc. (Not that you should ever beat yourself up for that)

So I suppose my advice is this: go out and make friends. Tailor your experience so that you no longer care about those numbers, or at least care less. Baby steps. Get more excited about sharing your work with close friends than posting on your blog and watching notes come in. Show your work to people who really matter to you - more often than not, a few kind words from them will mean more than 100,000 likes from some random strangers. If you think a community isn’t very welcoming or accepting… then look elsewhere! Other social media sites, other fandoms if you have to. No two places are the same.

Get more excited about self-discovery. Get more excited about self-improvement, learning something new. Your world is about you, your thoughts, your experiences. Not the opinion’s of random people on the internet. If you love something, if you enjoy something, they don’t matter.

It’s often a very slow process, learning to let go of envy and jealousy. I’ve only loosened my grip on it, it’s still there. I still feel petty and gross whenever I see an artist half my age and twice as talented, and I wonder, what sort of luck did they have? What silver spoon were they born with? Must be nice, I think bitterly, and then I catch myself and have a nasty taste in my mouth until I can let it go. Remind myself they’re a person too, and never wished to be better/more popular/successful to put others down.

Nobody is perfect. We all have our strengths and weaknesses, and at the end of the day, only you can make the art you make. No one else can, not even so-called master artists. They don’t have your mind, your eyes, your touch. Only you can bring your art into the world.

Life is fleeting. Enjoy yours as best you can, be happy. There’s more to life than comparing yourself to others. More to life than art, even. There’s tasty food to be eaten, new places to visit, new friends to make.

It’s little things like these that help me loosen my grip on envy’s hand.

And on a lighter note… do you even want to be popular on this hellsite. ‘Cause let me tell you a thing, back when I had, I think I peaked at around 80k (maybe 100k) followers on my old blog? The amount of harassment I got was ridiculous. Turning anon off at that point didn’t even work, I’d get just about everything under the sun on par for internet culture. Popularity means visibility, and holy shit that isn’t always a good thing. I’m 10000000% happier in my tinier fandoms, and I hope I stay here.

mrswalkerwrites  asked:

The ship breakdown for Drake x MC? ☺️

OH BLESS YOU FRIEND. You know my weakness. I am more than happy to oblige for a favorite ship lol.

·      How did they they meet? They met at a diner in downtown New York. Liam had been celebrating his bachelor party when they met for the first time. They didn’t like each other back then.

·      Who developed romantic feelings first? They developed feelings for each other around the same time, not long after becoming friends. Drake is so used to being closed off and hiding how he feels that he deludes himself into thinking he couldn’t care about her in that way. He also didn’t want to because he felt guilty for falling for the same woman as his best friend. Riley had developed feelings under the implications of knowing him better, and the more time they spent as friends – the more her feelings grew.

·      Who is their biggest “shipper?” Surprisingly Liam is. After their fallout, Liam had spent some time apart from them. It wasn’t until after some time where he kept arranging ‘accidental’ meet ups with Drake around Cordonia when Riley had still been in the country. Afterwords, he kept insisting on travelling to New York. He’s probably one of the biggest reasons why Drake and Riley worked out when long distance was an issue. Drake never thanked him in so many words, but through his actions Liam knew how much it meant to him.

·      When did they have their first kiss and under what circumstances? Canonically, it happens in the Beaumont study when they ended up talking of the other night. They confessed their feelings for each other and kissed. But in my head, it happens far sooner. During the night where Drake had stormed off because of Olivia’s banter about his sister, Riley went after him sick with worry. It was the first night he showed her the stars and shared a piece of himself with her. They kissed that same night after their hands had found and touched each other for the first time.

·      Who confessed their feelings first? Drake hadn’t wanted to, he had kept them bottled inside of him. Riley does because she’s so spontaneous and isn’t one to wait around for ‘fate’ or for the man the to make the first move. After he shared his past with her about his sister, and his family - she confessed her feelings for him.

·      What was their first official date? Officially it’s after Liam’s coronation. Drake had come clean to Liam after Riley had left a note and disappeared. She thought he needed to hear it from Drake and had simply told him she couldn’t be his queen because he deserved better. Their official first date, out of respect for Liam and Cordonia hadn’t begun until sometime after Liam was crowned king.

·      How do they feel about double dates/group dates? Drake hates group dates, hates them less if it’s with Liam and his date. More if there’s other people involved. Riley doesn’t mind them, although she prefers dates with just the two of them – she usually has a good time either way, even though her boyfriend has the tendency to grumble about it without fail during some point in the night.

·      What do they do in their down time? Riley likes to write; she’s working on what it was like being a suitor for the prince’s hand in marriage. Purely fiction of course. Other times when she isn’t joining Drake in his morning run, she prefers to cuddle up beside him and rests her head on his shoulder while reading a good book. Drake’s down time includes fishing with Liam and spending general time with him, when he isn’t at home with Riley. Sometimes, that also includes Maxwell and going out for drinks.

·      What was the first meeting of parents as an official couple like? Drake’s mother adores Riley. She thinks the fact that she’s adventurous and an American spitfire does Drake a world of good (mostly because Riley gets Drake to try new things) Riley’s parents had to warm up to Drake; they saw what most people see – a disgruntled and snarky man until they really got to know him and understand him better. But they see how happy Drake makes Riley. Then, they grew to realize why Riley had fallen in love with him.

·      What was their first fight over and how did they get past it? Their first fight was about Liam actually. Before they became official, they were constantly worrying about Liam and their romance that sort of blossomed between them. Drake and Riley both knew Liam had feelings for her and always danced on this dangerous line; it caused a lot of push and pull in their relationship. They got past it after confessing to Liam and waited awhile before trying to officially become a couple.

·      Which one is more easily made jealous? Drake is. He doesn’t voice it in so many words but his actions reflect it. Whenever they go out, Riley has the tendency to attract attention. She’s friendly and charming - people are just drawn to her. He’s jealous even though she’s only being herself. He tries to hide it but Riley knows and thinks its adorable.

·      What is their favourite thing to get to eat? Cronuts are one of the things that brought them together so on date night they buy some as a treat and a reminder of how much they’ve been through to get to where they are.

·      Who’s the cuddly one? What their favourite cuddling position? Riley’s the cuddly one. She thinks Drake feels like home and loves being in his arms. She usually ducks underneath his arms whenever she gets the chance, mostly when they’re home alone (because Drake doesn’t like PDA). Their favourite cuddling position is probably spooning after a long and tired day.

·      Are they hand holders? Yes. Drake pretty much only allows hand-holding in public and Riley takes what she can get.

·      How long do they wait before sleeping together for the first time? What’s the circumstances? Sparks were always flying between them, but they don’t make that kind of commitment until they were in the middle of a heated argument. Their emotions were both high and they sort of forgot the rest of the world existed just for some quiet moments of simple peace.

·      Who tops? It depends, sometimes Riley prefers straddling him and being on top. Sometimes Drake prefers it just so he can look down at her and watch the pleasure on her face.

·      What’s the worst first they’ve ever gotten into? One of Riley’s ‘fun’ night outs had ended with them running away from Cordonian guards and Drake cursing himself for getting in this sort of mess to begin with.

·      Who does the shopping and the cooking? Riley’s a terrible cook; every time she tries Drake without fail gets some kind of stomach bug so Drake does the cooking on most nights while Riley shops for all the necessary ingredients. Sometimes, she watches him and solemnly takes down notes even though she never gets it right.

·      Which one is more organized and prone to tidiness? Drake’s organized and likes things in specific order. Riley tends to forget things and will inadvertently misplace them in ridiculous places which drives Drake crazy. Especially when it’s misplacing the house keys in the garbage or something.

·      Who proposes? Drake proposes. He’s not much for grand gestures; a simple date at one of their regulars when the waiters had all begun singing. (The timing was off he was supposed to propose first but had delayed and forgot about the timing). Riley had been confused at first but laughed afterwards until she saw Drake getting down on one knee. He hadn’t even finished asking her when she threw her arms around him and yelled yes.

·      Do they have joined Bachelor/Bacheloette parties or separate? Separate but Drake’s bachelor party doesn’t last as long hers. In fact, he had Maxwell join him in a recon mission (because Liam didn’t approve and refused to go along with it), in spying how her bachelorette party (because it had been several hours later and it was still going on. Suffice to say, what he saw that night - he will never forget.

·      Who is the best man/maid of honour? Any other groomsmen or bridesmaids? Hana is Riley maid of honour. They’d pretty much become fast best friends and she was the only one that kept contact with her after the whole coronation scandal had been over. The rest of the bridal party was a mix of Cordonians and Riley’s friends in New York. Liam was of course Drake’s best man but Maxwell was a close second IF Liam couldn’t make it due to pressing Cordonian concerns.

·      Big Ceremony or Small? Big ceremony. They had both. They snuck off and eloped together the first time, in the heat of the moment. That had been just for them. The bigger ceremony they invited family and friends to join them in tying the knot a second time. That had been for everyone else, and them.

·      Do they have a honeymoon? If so, where?  Their honeymoon involved a month of travelling across Europe – which was apart of Drake’s wedding gift to Riley.

·      Do they have children? How many? They have twins! And a third not soon after adopting their first cat together. Eventually they adopt a dog as well, but Drake has always preferred their cat.

 Geez, these were so much fun! Thanks for the ask @joyfulchoices  I had a blast doing this!

Take Me Home sentence starters
  • "Come on and let me sneak you out."
  • "We'll be doing what we do, just pretending that we're cool."
  • "I know we only met, but let's pretend it's love."
  • "Don't overthink, just let it go."
  • "If we get together, don't let the pictures leave your phone."
  • "We wanna live while we're young."
  • "If you don't wanna take it slow and you just wanna take me home, baby, say yeah."
  • "I just wanna show you off to all of my friends."
  • "Your hand fits in mine like it's made just for me."
  • "You've never loved your stomach or your thighs, the dimples in your back at the bottom of your spine, but I'll love them endlessly."
  • "I'm in love with you."
  • "You'll never treat yourself right, darlin', but I want you to."
  • "Come on and dance with me, baby."
  • "I been watching you all night."
  • "Let me be your last first kiss."
  • "I wanna be the first to take it all the way like this."
  • "I'm afraid you'll run away if I tell you what I've wanted to tell you."
  • "Maybe this is a mistake."
  • "Seein' you with him just don't feel right."
  • "You're all I ever wanted, thought you would be the one."
  • "Now that you're gone, I can't stand dumb love songs."
  • "Do you remember summer '09?"
  • "It was the best time of my life."
  • "They can never shut us down."
  • "I used to think that I was better alone."
  • "Why did I ever wanna let you go?"
  • "The words you whispered I will always believe."
  • "We should say goodbye."
  • "Are we friends or are we more?"
  • "If you say you want me to stay, I’ll change my mind."
  • "Up in my head I'm your boyfriend, but that's one thing you've already got."
  • "Reality ruined my life."
  • "Feels like I'm constantly playing a game that I'm destined to lose."
  • "I can't compete with your boyfriend."
  • "Would he love you like I would?"
  • "I'd never leave her."
  • "It's no joke to me."
  • "Can we do it all over again?"
  • "You know I can tell that your heart isn't in it, or with it."
  • "We can both remove the masks and admit we regret it from the start."
  • "You'll never know how to make it on your own."
  • "But do you really want to be alone?"
  • "Baby, you don't have to worry, I'll be coming back for you."
  • "I've never been so into somebody before."
  • "Tell me nothing's gonna change."
  • "We're too young to know about forever."
  • "This love is only getting stronger."
  • "I just wanna tell the world that you're mine, girl."
  • "I bet you if they only knew, they would just be jealous of us."
  • "They don’t know I've waited all my life just to find a love that feels this right."
  • "They don’t know how special you are."
  • "They don’t know what you’ve done to my heart."
  • "They can say anything they want 'cause they don’t know us."
  • "It's between me and you, our little secret."
  • "Can't believe you're packing your bags."
  • "Don't promise that you're gonna write, don't promise that you'll call, just promise that you won't forget we had it all."
  • "You always will be my summer love."
  • "Wish that we could be alone now, we could find some place to hide."
  • "So please don't make this any harder, we can't take this any farther."
  • "She's addicted to the feeling of letting go."
  • "I'm the only one that gets to take her home."
  • "Every time I tell her that I want more, she closes the door."
  • "She's so afraid of falling in love."
  • "Maybe she's just trying to test me."
  • "Maybe all her friends have told her 'don't get closer, he'll just break your heart'."
  • "Every time I tell her how I feel, she says it's not real."
  • "I was the only one who loved you from the start."
  • "When I see you with him it tears my world apart."
  • "I've been waiting all this time to finally say it, but now I see your heart's been taken and nothing could be worse."
  • "Had my chances, could have been where he is standing."
  • "I loved you first."
  • "I never understood what love was really like, but I felt it for the first time looking in your eyes."
  • "Together we're so good, so why are you tearing me apart?"
  • "Did I do something stupid?"
  • "There's gotta be some way to get you to want me like before."
  • "No one ever looked so good in a dress and it hurts cause I know you won't be mine tonight."
  • "You say to everybody that you hate me, couldn't blame you 'cause I know I left you all alone."
  • "I was so stupid for letting you go, but I know you're still the one."
  • "I can't believe that you are here and lying next to me."
  • "I'm just the underdog who finally got the girl."
  • "Somehow you kicked all my walls in."
  • "Should I act so cool like it was no big deal?"
  • "Here's the tragic truth if you don't feel the same, my heart would fall apart if someone said your name."
  • "I hope I'm not a casualty, hope you won't get up and leave."
  • "Might not mean that much to you, but to me it's everything."
  • "Come on over, I don't care if people find out."
  • "They say that we're no good together and it's never gonna work out."
  • "I know you wanna be bad."
  • "Kissed you once now I can't leave."
  • "Everything you do is magic."
  • "Don't try to make me stay."
  • "Heartache doesn't last forever."
  • "Should I see someone else?"
StarkStrange Headcannon - Part 2
  • Zhou: I'm so in love with this pairing. Just, holy shit. I can't stop thinking of ways for them to get together and all the little ways they make each other happy. Also really want a scene where for what ever reason Rogers n his team are in the other room n they hear Tony n Stephen kinda muttering to each other then they just hear Tony gasp/moan "Stephen!" They aren't even having sex, maybe Tony just got pinned to the wall n kissed senseless. I just want the horrible discomfort the team feels while Rogers now knows what it's like to hear Tony call his name but knows that he'll never be calling foe him. (Am I petty for this? )
  • Me: Of course not!
  • Let's add to it, the team is all gathered around and Tony walks in and calls for Stephen and both Stephen and Steve turn to look at him but Tony only gives his attention to the sorcerer.
  • Or when the team is giving Tony a hard time, making request for stuff and not being very grateful (even though Tony has a full plate righty now) So Stephen joins Tony where ever he is (living room, lap) but puts up a barrier with out Tony knowing so Tony can't see people approaching (basically puts up a mirror image of the rest of the room)
  • Anyway so say Clint's being a dick and the second he comes off the elevator he's ranting at Tony "What the hell man ! You said you'd finish my new arrows yesterday and-" that's when Clint walks into the force field.
  • "What the fuck!?" And then he starts kicking and yelling at Tony who has no idea he's there and Strange is standing there staring at Tony who's looking at his holo screens. Strange never looks at Clint or the others that show up but his smile does turn a little smug every time someone does show up.
  • Zhou: Stephen is hella causal with affection. Always kissing Tony, hugging him, pulling him down to sit on his lap.Tony never accepts any invitations from the others to "reconnect." He's always got plans with Stephen.
  • Tony starts to notice that the others are leaving him alone more n more n happens to see Steve walking face first into the barrier in the Windows reflection. It's so hard for him not to laugh.
  • Me: Ugh yes ! I am a firm believer of second chances but I'm also very committed to keeping "bad" people out of your life.
  • Like for intense Natasha could be given a second chance. She supported him and believed in the accords but she also played neutral when she realized something more was going on and let Steve and Bucky go.
  • Where Steve and Clint or even Sam and Wanda never gave Tony a chance. Although they did take his money, gadgets and such yet when he asked you to compromise or listen you turned your cheek. Those kind of people don't deserve second chances.
  • Bucky could, he was innocent and just try to get better. I believe that Tony (after some good time adjusting and just getting a chance to grieve) would be a bigger person and extend a hand to help Barnes, seeing him as the victim that he is.
  • Scott is just a person that jumped on the band wagon cause everyone else was so he don't really matter. But really Tony is done with letting these "toxic" people leech off him.
  • I just need more Tony moving on, a lot of people write him as someone who would crave that connection with those people or he would forgive them and let them back into his life.
  • Where's the Tony that sees these people as ungrateful and no longer wants to be used while they call it Friendship and Team Dynamics
  • Give me Tony who is fed up with people who use him so he cuts them from his life. And when they need to be around each other he is simple Civil. You don't have to be friends to work together.
  • So while Team Cap is trying to be "the team" again or having "team bonding" or just do friend stuff Tony just looks at them like "I'm not your friend and I am no longer an active Avenger, simply a consultant to SHIELD. If you need anything SHIELD related you may send me an email but please do not try to things when we are just coworkers."
  • And then leaves a surprised Steve, Clint and Sam behind.
  • Zhou: Second chances are great, but you have to be careful with them. Natasha is going to have to work for her second chance, and that will be shot when Tony learns that she also knew about his parents and didn't tell him.
  • Sam Steve Clint n Wanda have been nixed. They're toxic and l think he's ready to move on. He deserves more than they gave him.
  • While I can sew Tony being the bigger person n offering help for Bucky, I think it'd be more of a "here is this person, they're the most qualified to help you." But I can't rally see them being friends. Because no matter what he saw Barns physically kill his parents. Do want matter that he was controlled, Tony saw him do it.
  • Yes! It's time for Tony to move on. Surround himself with new friends (or old ones. I'm a sucker for Strange n Tony having known each other for years and have a deeper friendship before they hook up) and Tony is done with trying with the old team. He doesn't want to be a part of it and he's happy where he is.
  • Me: yeah I like that Natasha has to work for it and then it be shot to hell. And I only like the idea of Bucky and Tony having a small friendship because it makes Steve SUPER jealous . Also I see Tony reconnecting with "old friends" like T'Challa, Hope Van Dyne and Bruce Wayne since their all in the superhero community.
  • Or all the new (teen) Avengers Peter, Kamala, and Donnie being little ducklings around Tony and he's a great mentor for them.
  • Sharon Carter is pissed that Steve hurt her favorite older cousin and refuses to talk to him.
  • Zhou: All of that. And he has biweekly chess games with reed Richards. Reed is determined to win at least once. And Doom comes by once every week or so to talk science and/or magic with Tony n Stephen.
  • Last thing she says to him "I need to gargle a gallon of bleach..." ((Sharon))
  • Me: Tony and Logan go to get beers together.
  • Zhou: Yes. I can see them being friends n playing pool while having a few drinks.
  • Me: Like they don't have deep meaningful conversations but they both know that the other would do anything if the other asked.
  • Like they have that relationship where Tony just looks at Logan , "I need a favor and you can't ask any questions."
  • Logan calmly says "I'll meet you in 10."
  • Also thinking about friendships Tony is friends with the Fantastic Four, him and Reed love to challenge each other and then often Sue will join him and Pepper for lunch. Johnny completely fanboys over Tony and is constantly taking selfies and posting them online, it irritates the hell out of Steve. And with Ben he just lends an ear to the man when he needs to vent his frustrations.
  • Zhou: Tony now has this huge support network. He regularly hires Gambit to break into various stark industries buildings to test the security. He talks science with beast and business with Angel
  • Me: Social Butterfly Tony that actually has a lot of friends that he keeps contact with and is well loved among a wide variety of people.
  • He even gets along with Loki so when they fight each other they keep a playful banter going and Loki doesn't kill people just fucks with the Avengers. (Aside from Tony)
  • Him and Xavier have a telepathic game of Chess going all the time. ((I always think about RDJ playing Sherlock Holmes and he plays chess with the bad guy and they don't use an actual board or anything))
  • Zhou: I love it!
  • He's one of the only outsiders that's welcome in the thieves guild. Mostly because of his friendship with Gambit.
  • He also has Matt Murdoch on speed dial. Never calls him for legal help. Just with random ass questions.

anonymous asked:

Hey! I'm so hyped I found your blog :) Please don't stress much over the assignments and rest up. You know your way about words, write those people whatever and you'll still be good :) Anyway, I was wondering if you could do a secret crush imagine? Like, MC is dating some other guy outside RFA, but our guys (+ Saeran and V) can't help but like her. What do you think would they do? Freak out and keep quiet? Be honest and tell her?

omg thank u for caring friend ;o; the only thing that’s been keeping me going are the rfa and v and saeran 

ALSO PLEASE FORGIVE ME THIS IS SO LATE

Yoosung

  • he really, really likes you, but when you admit in the messenger that you already have a boyfriend, he’s a bit heartbroken
  • though he is genuinely happy that you have someone by your side, he’s also sad that he couldn’t be that person by your side right now
  • he is an honest person and would speak out, but he feels like he’d just be intervening with your relationship with your current partner if he also confessed his feelings for you
  • and Yoosung doesn’t want to ruin things for you
  • so he just keeps his head held high for you and your current relationship
  • “I’m happy for you, MC! ^^”
  • there is a chance that seven might find out because he’s pretty good at reading Yoosung
  • he’d keep it a secret for his friend

Zen

  • he’s shook
  • you??? have a boyfriend???? shouldn’t your boyfriend be… none other than him???? Zen The Knight?
  • he’s internally conflicted because he’s been having true feelings for you more and more and to find out that you already have a boyfriend…
  • but he does respect your relationship, and hopes he doesn’t pose as a “threat” to you since he is so handsome and good looking
  • he tells you in the messenger that he’s happy for you that you’ve already found someone to love
  • “Be careful, though, because all men are wolves, MC! It’s in our DNA.”
  • you only laugh and thank him for the advice
  • deep down, he’s wishing one day that you’ll be available again because he’s never felt this way about someone before, despite how awful that sounds

Jaehee

  • slightly disappointed that you’re already taken
  • she tries to not let it bother her too much, but it was still lingering in the back of her mind from time to time
  • Jaehee’s never felt real feelings for someone before you, so to hear that you already have somone is a bit disheartening
  • she constatly keeps telling herself that dwelling on unrequited feelings will mess with her and her work, which she can’t afford to jeopordize
  • it’s not like you can’t talk anymore in the messenger, so she keeps her usual stoic mask on as a sisterly figure
  • it hurts her to think of you as a sister now rather than a potential significant other, but it’s the harsh truth that she now has to accept

Jumin

  • he’s upset, to say at the least
  • yet another unrequited love; yet another love he’s had for someone only to be taken by someone else
  • much like Zen, ironically, he’s grown very fond of you to the point of developing real feelings, but since you’re already taken, he can’t do anything about it except provide his utmost support
  • you probably wouldn’t be able to tell that he’s upset about it because of his usual calm demeanor
  • but he cuts his visit in the messenger rather short, using the excuse of having to take a call to leave
  • and when he does, he slams his fist on the table, causing Elizabeth the 3rd to silently pad over towards him, as if she can sense his sadness
  • he leans down to pet her on the head, then goes to his wine cabinet
  • Jumin pours himself a glass, rolling the liquid in his glass for a bit, then downs it, hoping to forget what happened tonight

707

  • it’s no surprise to him, really
  • he did hack into your phone, despite him telling himself that it was wrong
  • but he just had to know
  • and he found what he was looking for
  • he instantly leaves the chatroom without another word, which leaves the remaining members and you confused
  • seven stares at his phone for awhile before tears start pouring down his face and creating drops on his screen
  • why is he crying over something like unrequieted love? did he really feel like this way for you?
  • well, it didn’t matter anyway – you already have a boyfriend to make you happy
  • the next day when you’re in the chatroom, he puts on his usual silly facade and enters with his large cloud chat bubble and “Officer 7 0 7 reporting for duty!!!” and his “Hello!” emoji
  • you asked if he was okay from yesterday, but he claims that it was nothing
  • but behind that expressive and happy mask, a crying seven was behind it all, secretly wishing that he could have you
  • he then realizes that selfishness won’t get him anywhere

V

  • he tries to not let it get to him too much
  • he’s not even mad, but maybe… sad? it’s not like you guys can’t talk anymore, but…
  • even after recovering from a toxic relationship from before, he thought maybe you were the one
  • but it seems like you’ve already found yours
  • he doesn’t bring up his feelings because he feels like that would be really disrespectful towards you and your current relationship
  • but he still treats you with all the same kindness and positivty as he usually does
  • as you’re his other closest friend, he suggests that he meets your boyfriend in the future because he seems like a great guy and wouldn’t mind becoming friends with him

Saeran

  • the one person he’s come to have true feelings for… turns out to already have a boyfriend
  • he’s jealous really jealous
  • but he can’t do anything about it, and he’s not going to be some dick and break you guys up
  • because you seemed genuinely happy to be with him and he didn’t want to ruin your happiness
  • saeran wouldn’t forgive himself if he did that, so he kept quiet about it
  • he acted normal in the chatroom, but while he wasn’t in there, Seven was able to sense his brother’s feelings
  • “Is it about MC?”
  • “Shut up.”
  • “I figured it was.”
  • he holed himself up for a day and Seven pitied him
  • perhaps only in his dreams that you would be his
  • he clung to those dreams for a very long time
"What actually happened" for Dummies
  • <p> <b>Sakura:</b> *remembers "thank you" scene from first time she confessed*<p/><b>Sakura:</b> if I "STILL" have a ""PLACE"" IN ""YOUR HEART"" then please don't slip any further away...if we just all stayed together forever then i'm sure things will go back to the way they ""USED" TO BE"...<p/><b>Sasuke:</b> *shakes at her words, calls her "annoying"(recalling the same day that made her understand that she indeed once had a place in "his heart"), instead of actually killing her (like he intended with naruto) he genjutsus her because he fears that she might get in the way(get hurt)*<p/><b>Kakashi:</b> *doesn't get it...yet* you lil shit all Sakura ever did was love you...<p/><b>Sasuke:</b> *tries to play cold;but fails* Does she expect for me to play at romance? She has no reason to love me and likewise..<p/><b>Kakashi:</b> *throws chancla at him* baka--BAKA! you only need a reason when it's hate and...<p/><b>Kakashi:</b> ...<p/><b>Kakashi:</b> wait a diddinly darn minute...?<p/><b></b> Playing at romance? what da heck are you talking about? She never mentioned any of "that"??...she "just said" that she loved you, wanted you to go back,and for things to go back to the way they "USED" to be!<p/><b>Sasuke:</b> (shit.)<p/><b>Kakashi:</b> you sneaky lil bastard were you two playing at romance behind Sensei's back, back then?<p/><b>Kishimoto:</b> *laughs* they kinda looked like they were "lovers"...I feel so embarrassed *blushes*... And I cried so much when they first parted as well... OMG so much feels!...you guys should also read--<p/><b>Kakashi:</b> not now trollshimoto, I have answers I need questioned.<p/><b>Kishimoto:</b> It's kishi.Kishimoto,and I think what you actually meant to say was: "questions i need answered"?<p/><b>Kakashi:</b> Now...don't get all cocky of me just because you think you're the writer of this Manga!<p/><b>Kishi:</b> eh? But I am the writer...<p/><b>Kakashi:</b> shhhhhh<p/><b>Kakashi:</b> *turns to Sasuke* now, as I was saying...<p/><b>Sasuke:</b> *not there anymore*<p/><b>Kakashi:</b> WHAT? Where did Mr. "duck's-butt-hair" go? He still hasn't answered Sensei's question!<p/><b>Naruto:</b> I dunno, he said something like: *changes voice to sasuke* "those may just be chains from our failed past" and then ran away like a ninja while half-crying-half-blushing.<p/><b>Kakashi:</b> ?ah! "and naruto" how long have you been there?<p/><b>Naruto:</b> NOW THAT'S JUST RUDE!<p/><b>Kakashi:</b> oh sorry it's just that you were irrelevant atm.<p/><b>Naruto:</b> hah? I was the one who has seen more ss moments I'll have you know!<p/><b>Kakashi:</b> Naruto, have I ever told you how relevant you were?<p/><b>Naruto:</b> you changed your mind pretty quickly...eh -_-<p/><b>Kakashi:</b> oh common Naruto, don't be like that. Tell your most beloved Sensei what he wants to know, mmh?<p/><b>Naruto:</b> now I'm not sure about "most beloved"; but I'll tell you anyway just so you don't say I'm irrelevant to all of this...<p/><b></b> There was that time when he wanted to die for her and wanted me to carry her and run with her as fast and far as I could no matter what happened while telling me how dear she was to him; but of coarse I immediately took the spotlight away from him because I'm the protagonist and I'm suppose to save people...,anyways there was also this time where sakura was worried for him and I had no idea what was going on but<p/><b>Kakashi:</b> pfft third wheel<p/><b>Naruto:</b> I wasn't!<p/><b></b> He just admitted that "only she" could convince him of anything with the exception of revenge!... which was kinda of weird because despite having said this the moron still planned on dying, throwing away his dream just so "she could live"...<p/><b>Kishimoto:</b> well I did say that sakura ("the girl who filled "his heart(lonely existence)" with the emotion called "LOVE"") was a "precious" person he was supposed to protect...duhhh that's why he broke a guy's arms for touching her, and the only one who could calm him down was sakura "by hugging him". Hello? Anyone remember that?<p/><b>Kakashi:</b> and then... "naruto"?<p/><b>Kishimoto:</b> (was I just ignored?)<p/><b>Naruto:</b> when sakura hugged him at the hospital he made an expression that made me feel like I didn't belong in the room so I left<p/><b>Kakashi:</b> See...!third wheel!<p/><b>Naruto:</b> -_-<p/><b>Naruto:</b> *sarcastic laugh* Ha-Ha-Ha! Not so much, because later the idiot was jealous of me and decided to fight me(almost kill me)...and part of it was triggered because of sakura's grateful smile towards me...and despite wanting to chidori "me" to enter true darkness like itachi wanted him to...when Sakura got in between... he suddenly got scared!<p/><b>Kakashi:</b> welp I always knew he had a crush on her...he probably also feels strongly about her if not cutting his ties with her wouldn't have been so hard back then...<p/><b>Hagoromo:</b> love is a complicated thing...<p/><b>Kakashi:</b> you still here?.<p/><b>Hagoromo:</b> I was just leaving<p/><b>Kishimoto:</b> 685 anyone? I threw sasuke in that dimension for the purpose of eyesex, and to catch him in his cold act...let's not forget that i--<p/><b>Kakashi:</b> oh can you just be quiet!?<p/><b>Kishimoto:</b> Oh so now you're not ignoring me, huh?<p/><b>Kakashi:</b> You killed Rin! I hate you! *kicks him back to his original dimension*<p/><b>Naruto:</b> Ooo-Kaay?? Now that Sakura's words have shaken Sasuke's soul... I'm going to punch some sense into him and finally bring him back...cause that's pretty much what this story is about "when love doesn't work, punch your friend in the face until he realizes it does"<p/><b>Sasuke:</b> *from the distance* he sure is taking his time<p/><b>Naruto:</b> (my sasuke senses are tingling) *runs away like a ninja*<p/><b>Hagoromo:</b> I hope those boys get their love back...*looks at Sakura* especially Sasuke...that bootay is fine...*starts to disappear*<p/><b>Kakashi:</b> What bootay is fine? Wait, wait, waaaaaiiiit...ah aaaand he left...<p/><b>Kakashi:</b> *sighs* we don't get paid well enough...<p/><b>Sakura:</b> *suddenly wakes up from a genjutsu cast by the current strongest sharingan user* you think...?<p/></p>
a hella long list of random lyric sentence starters (pt. 12)
  • "You can have my heart."
  • "I think we're doomed."
  • "I'm sorry, but it's too late and it's not worth saving."
  • "You know that I'm in love with the mess."
  • "I think I like it."
  • "I think we're doomed and now there is no way back."
  • "I know you're right behind me."
  • "Don't you let me go tonight."
  • "Say you'll be there."
  • "Why do we waste time hiding it inside?"
  • "I want you to be mine."
  • "You know the way I can't resist you."
  • "If we try once more, would you give me it all?"
  • "I'll tell you flat out, it hurts so much to think of this."
  • "I've thrown away so many things that could've been much more."
  • "I just pray my problems go away if they're ignored."
  • "You touch my heavy heart, and when you do you make it light."
  • "I love you. Oh God, I love you."
  • "Life is now worth living, if only because of you."
  • "Who the fuck do you think I am?"
  • "You ain't married to no average bitch, boy."
  • "Don't hurt yourself."
  • "You ain't trying hard enough."
  • "I'm just too much for you."
  • "If you try this shit again, you gonna lose your wife."
  • "I was sitting waiting, wishing."
  • "This world is cruel."
  • "I'm just a fool learning loving somebody don't make them love you."
  • "Must I always be waiting on you?"
  • "Must I always be playing your fool?"
  • "I gave ya friends all a chance."
  • "I can't always be waiting on you."
  • "I keep playing your part, but it's not my scene."
  • "I've had enough mystery."
  • "I'm not you and if I was, I wouldn't be so cruel."
  • "Waiting on love ain't so easy to do."
  • "I wanted that heat so bad, I could taste the fire on your breath."
  • "I wanted in your storm so bad, I could taste the lightning on your breath."
  • "The world is so pale next to you."
  • "Your hair is coxcomb red, your eyes are viper black."
  • "You said every road is a good road."
  • "Every love is your best love and every love is your last love."
  • "Every kiss is a goodbye."
  • "Yeah, you still kiss me, but it's just on the cheek."
  • "You pull away so easily."
  • "You even stay over, but now we stay in our clothes."
  • "I'm only there so that you're not alone."
  • "I'm pouring some whiskey, I'm gonna get drunk."
  • "I'm not afraid. I'm not."
  • "I'll show you my true colors."
  • "No, I won't apologize."
  • "It's like I've waited all my life."
  • "All the pretty girls like Samuel."
  • "It's more than he can handle."
  • "Life is anything but fair."
  • "You’re the only one I’m in love with."
  • "You’re the only thing I’m interested in."
  • "You’re the only one I miss like this."
  • "We’re still two lives in ruin, we’re still boats anchored at sea."
  • "Don’t you ruin."
  • "Here I am, I’ve got to tell you while I can."
  • "You’re the only one I’ve been waiting for."
  • "You’re the only one I have to have."
  • "Somethin' 'bout you makes me feel like a dangerous woman."
  • "Somethin' 'bout you makes me wanna do things that I shouldn't."
  • "I live for danger."
  • "All girls wanna be like that; bad girls underneath like that."
  • "From the moment I first saw you, I was yours and you were mine."
  • "Deep down we both knew you were trouble by design."
  • "Baby, don't you play with fire."
  • "It's too late to say goodbye."
  • "We both knew it was trouble."
  • "Now I'm under your spell."
  • "Nothing's gonna hurt you, baby."
  • "As long as you're with me, you'll be just fine."
  • "Nothing's gonna take you from my side."
  • "Give me the way it could have been."
  • "Give me it all."
  • "I called you up three times last night."
  • "Running through the streets, bloody from a fist fight."
  • "Keep you warm, keep you there, wanna keep you all."
  • "See you there, wanna see you some day."
  • "As you look back, I'm pulling away."
  • "All that remains are words in the rain."
  • "Give me a goodbye said out loud."
  • "I know you could be here with me."
  • "I'll be right there."
  • "I feel there's a fork in the road."
  • "I took a pill in Ibiza to show Avicii I was cool."
  • "Fuck it, it was something to do."
  • "I drive a sports car just to prove I'm a real big baller 'cause I made a million dollars."
  • "You don't wanna be high like me."
  • "You don't ever wanna step off that roller coaster and be all alone."
  • "All I know are sad songs."
  • "I'm just a singer who already blew his shot."
  • "I can't keep a girl, 'cause as soon as the sun comes up, I cut 'em all loose and work's my excuse, but the truth is I can't open up."
  • "People still think I'm a star."
  • "Hold up, they don't love you like I love you."
  • "Can't you see there's no other man above you?"
  • "What a wicked way to treat the girl that loves you."
  • "How did it come down to this? Scrolling through your call list."
  • 'I don't wanna lose my pride, but I'mma fuck me up a bitch."
  • "What's worse, lookin' jealous or crazy?"
  • "Let's imagine for a moment that you never made a name for yourself."
  • "We were made for each other."
  • "It is such a shame you let this good love go to waste."
  • "It's always up and down with you, this game you play is kinda twisted."
  • "I could leave it all behind, trouble is I know I’d miss it."
  • "Even though you play me like an Xbox, I don’t want you to take your hands off."
  • "I'm all about you."
  • "You always make my heart beat faster."
  • "I don’t want you to take your hands off me."
  • "You don't want to act like you care."
  • "Are you gonna give up so easily?"
  • "I thought I meant more, I thought we were strong."
  • "Babe, I've been stressing about us all day."
  • "Guess you bit off more than you could chew."
  • "I've got literally nothing to say to you."
  • "You wanna promise me you'll never go, then you wanna leave."
  • "Don't text me, you're pathetic, bitch, please."
  • "You don't get a goodbye."
  • "You don't get another shot to make me everything I'm not."
  • "I'm a girl on fire, I'm a girl who dreams."
  • "You're a boy who needs to stay the hell away from me."
  • "It was loneliest with you there."
  • "This is the only way you'll hear from me."
  • "You thought you wanted her and got what you deserved."
  • "Used to want you but I don't now."
  • "I can be cruel just like you."
  • "You hit me up again to tell me I'm the one."
  • "Was she worth letting me go?"
  • "I need you right here by my side."
  • "You're everything I'm not in my life."
  • "We're indestructible, we are untouchable."
  • "Nothing can take us down tonight."
  • "You are so beautiful, it should be criminal."
  • "I'll promise you this love will never die."
  • "No matter what, I got your back."
  • "I'll take a bullet for you if it comes to that."
  • "Believe me when I say you're the one."
  • "They'll never forgive us for the things we've done."
  • "Everybody said that we would never last, and if they saw us now I bet they'd take it back."
  • "In a simple skirt you caused a ricochet of courting boys that watch you walk away."
  • "I don't live my life like you do."
  • "Every time you leave, I wanna go."
  • "Don't be so blind."
  • "Am I your one and only desire?"
  • "Am I the reason you breathe or am I the reason you cry?"
  • "I just can't live without you."
  • "I love you, I hate you, I can't get around you."
  • "I breathe you, I taste you, I can't live without you."
  • "I just can't take any more, this life of solitude."
  • "I guess that I'm out the door and now I'm done with you."
  • "I feel like you don't want me around."
  • "I guess I'll pack all my things."
  • "I guess I'll see you around."
  • "It's all been bottled up until now."
  • "Why would you tear my world apart?"
  • "I see the blood all over your hands."
  • "Does it make you feel more like a man?"
  • "Was it all just a part of your plan?"
  • "She liked black caddies, listened to Puff Daddy and danced until her legs were sore."
  • "He loves her definitely maybe."
  • "I see you everyday,I'm too scared to go over."
  • "I wonder what she'd say, I barely even know her."
  • "How much longer will this keep getting stronger?"
  • "I wonder when you'll realize that she means a lot more to me."
  • "He's picking me up at 6 again and I don't wanna disappoint my boyfriend."
  • "She's telling all the girls about all the things that he bought her."
  • "He had his hands on every single girl he laid his eyes on."
  • "Even when he kissed her, he was looking over staring at her sister."
  • "I'm not the type to get my heart broken."
  • "I'm not the type to get upset and cry."
  • "I never leave my heart open, never hurts me to say goodbye."
  • "Relationships don't get deep to me, never got the whole in love thing."
  • "Someone can say they love me truly, but at the time it didn't mean a thing."
  • "I stray from love."
  • "It cut me like a knife when you walked out of my life."
  • "I've got all the symptoms of a girl with a broken heart."
  • "No matter what you'll never see me cry."
  • "I should've never let you hold me, baby, maybe why I'm sad to see us apart."
  • "I didn't give to you on purpose, can't figure out how you stole my heart."
  • "I never meant to let it get so personal."
  • "Am I the reason why you tossed and turned last night?"
  • "Everything was such a blur, it didn't come out right."
  • "All of a sudden it's cold and we're falling apart."
  • "I guess we're really over."
  • "I'm not over it."
  • "You make me feel like I'm desperate."
  • "I'm not desperate."
  • "Little bit possessive, little miss obsessive, can't get over it."
  • "That side of your bed is still mine."
  • "I've never been a fan of long goodbyes."
  • "It's like a fairy tale without a happy ending."
  • "Tell me that you care."
  • "I try to make it through my life; in my way, there's you."
  • "Just don't deny it."
  • "You tried to break me."
  • "If you were dead or still alive, I don't care."
  • "Everything's so blurry."
  • "Everyone's so fake and everybody's empty and everything is so messed up."
  • "My whole world surrounds you."
  • "You know that I'll protect you."
  • "I wonder what you're doing, imagine where you are."
  • "Everyone is changing."
  • "Let me know just how you feel, 'cause I am lost without you."
Joe Sugg imagine || Are you leaving with him? ||

Anonymous said:
Can u make an imagine where everyone is at vidcon and joe and y/n were close friends but a few days before, they have a fight cause y/n likes him and he doesn’t like her back? And he gets jealous seeing y/n at a party with other guy youtubers and he gets angry and confronted her? Sorry that it’s soo confusing.. But I’m actually in love with your blog like how do you get imagines out so quick😘😘

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Oh VidCon - your second favourite time of the year, well … Usually, this year you had been in a bit of a mood since before you left England.

You had been best of friends with Joe for many - many years, you would flirt with each other and came across to most people as a couple.

Having gained romantic feelings for Joe a few months ago, you finally decided to tell him about them a couple days before flying out to California.

It didn’t go well, when you finished expressing your feelings for him, he ended up telling you that he saw you as a friend - and just a really great friend.

Things ended up awkward before they turned South and you both ended up in a massive fight about the stupidest thing.

You had a hoodie that belonged to Joe for over a year and it was never a problem until after you told him you liked him, suddenly he wanted it back and you both got into a fight over it.

You both refused to sit with each other on the flight over, luckily Caspar switched with you so you sat with Oli.

The hotel had to switch guest information on their check in sheets, you were sharing a room with Oli now and Caspar went with Joe.

When the big group of you got together to hang out - as you usually did, you didn’t speak to each other or even made polite eye contact…

“Sorry, Oli.” You moved away from the middle of the mirror while you did your makeup and Oli stood behind you doing his hair.

“No, it’s fine.” Oli assured, with a nod applying some wax-gel to his hair.

“Looking very handsome tonight.” You smiled at him, he was wearing jeans with a white button down long sleeve shirt untucked with two top buttons undone.

“Thanks.” He grinned at you, “looking very beautiful yourself, (Y/N).” He looked over your outfit choice.

You were going to the VidCon night 2 party which was set to semi-formal.

As you exited the washroom Oli was just tying his shoes, he stood up straight and smiled, “shall we?” He offered you his arm.

You laughed taking it, “why yes - thank you kind sir.” You joked…

During the party you kept noticing Joe appearing in the shadows of anywhere you went, you were pretty sure you had lost your mind.

You floated around the room most of the evening, from your main group of friends, laughing and talking - dancing with other Youtubers.

You were dancing with one, who kept making you laugh and smile, along with blush a little bit.

“I’m going to go to the washroom, okay?” You smiled at them as another song ended.

“Okay, I’ll get us a drink!” He smiled at you, you flashed him a thumbs up and made your way outside of the large room that contained the party.

It was nice for the loud music to be gone for a minute, you walked down the small hallway to the washrooms.

“Jesus Christ!” You gasped your hand going to your chest when you came around the corner and were face to face with someone.

“Him?! Seriously?” Joe said immediately before you could register exactly what was going on.

“What do you mean?” You stated at him and he narrowed his eyes, “the guy you’ve been with all night, ” he crossed his arms.

“What about him?” You tried to keep a blank expression as you looked over Joe, his black boot style shoes, black skinny jeans and a button down white long sleeve almost had you melting.

“He’s no good for you.” Joe said simply with a nod.

“Uhm, why does that matter to you and he’s very nice!” You defended.

“I can tell, he’s no good. I just know. I wouldn’t spend anymore time with him.” Joe said and you scoffed.

“Excuse me? The last time I checked I’m an adult, who has no relationship and can make her own choices.” You crossed your own arms in defense.

“I’m just saying, are you leaving with him or what?” Joe bit the edge of his lip.

“Why do you care?” You asked raising an eyebrow.

“I don’t - I mean… I do. You know.” He shrugged trying to play off casual but you laughed.

“Look, I’m free to do whatever I want. You’re acting awfully jealous for someone who didn’t share the mutual feelings I express before this trip.” You pointed out and he glared for a second.

“I’m not jealous! I mean, I’m just trying to look out for you.” He said nodding.

“Well, thanks but I can look after myself.” You said walking around him your hand on the washroom door.

“Okay maybe I am jealous.” Joe said catching your attention from walking through the door.

“What?” You glanced back at him.

“Maybe, just a bit… I didn’t realise before until I seen you with that guy all night, it bothered be a lot.” He explained.

“I’m sorry about us fighting. I mean I always knew these feelings were in me… But they didn’t really start coming out until you were with someone else.”

You melted just a tad. “Oh, Joe.” You said, looking at him standing there watching you.

“Forgive me for being a dick?” He asked and you laughed a little, “this one time. Okay.” You smiled.

You want an analysis? YOU WANT AN ANALYSIS? Well BUCKLE UP BOYS AND GIRLS CAUSE WE’RE GOING ANALYZING.

FIRST STOP. LET’S TALK ABOUT THIS WHOLE ‘SHE ONLY LIKES HIM CAUSE HE’S A HERO’ THING. CAUSE THAT GETS REAL OLD REAL FAST. PLEASE REFER TO YOUR CLOSEST COPY OF HOW TO TRAIN YOUR DRAGON. A GIF WILL DO. OR EVEN AN IMAGE IF YOU’RE REALLY SCRAPING THE BOTTOM OF THE BARREL.

THIS ONE LADIES AND GENTS. OBSERVE. OTHER TEENS: STANDING, SMILING, ACTIVELY ENGAGING HICCUP. ASTRID’S JUST SITTING. WATCHING. WITH WHAT ACTUALLY LOOKS LIKE DISAPPOINTMENT. THE OTHER TEENS COULD CARE LESS ABOUT THE ACTUAL DESTRUCTION THAT HICCUP CAUSED. ASTRID DOES. ASTRID CARES. WE MAY NEVER KNOW IF SHE’S DISAPPOINTED BECAUSE THE RAID ENDED BADLY, IF SHE DISLIKES THEM TEASING HICCUP, OR BOTH. BUT THE POINT IS– SHE NEVER PARTICIPATES IN TEASING HIM. NEVER.

ASTRID IS NOT EVEN INDIFFERENT TO HICCUP. ON MORE THAN ONE OCCASION, SHE PUSHES HIM TO PARTICIPATE. SHE KNOWS HE’S CAPABLE OF MORE THAN WHAT HE’S PUTTING OUT BECAUSE LET’S BE HONEST, HICCUP IS SASSY AND GREAT, BUT IF HE’S NOT PASSIONATE ABOUT IT, HE’S KIND OF AN UNDERACHIEVER. HICCUP’S GOT SHIT TO DO, HE DON’T CARE. SHE WATCHES WHEN HE LEAVES, SHE LOOKS AT HIM WHEN HE TALKS, SHE EVEN TRIES TO INSTRUCT HIM IN TRAINING. WHEN SHE FINALLY SNAPS IT’S BECAUSE HICCUP ISN’T SHOWING MORE PASSION/INITIATIVE. NOT BECAUSE SHE’S A BITCH, NOT BECAUSE HE’S DIFFERENT, NOT BECAUSE HE SCREWS UP. 

SO YEAH, WHEN STUFF STARTS TAKING OFF FOR HIM, SHE’S SUSPICIOUS. JEALOUS, YES, BECAUSE SHE’S WORKED HER ASS OFF FOR WHAT HE’S GETTING. BUT SHE’S A SMART CHICK. SHE KNOWS SOMETHING’S OFF. SHE CORNERS HIM, ROMANTIC FLIGHT HAPPENS, DREAMWORKS STABS HER CHARACTER IN THE FACE, WE ALL KNOW THE DRILL. WHEN THEY GET BACK, SHE ASKS IF HE’S GOING TO RISK EVERYTHING FOR TOOTHLESS. HE SAYS YES. THAT IS THE EXACT MOMENT IN TIME LADIES AND GENTLEMEN WHEN HICCSTRID IS BORN. WHEN HICCUP THE USELESS FINALLY TAKES A STAND. FROM THAT MOMENT ON, ASTRID REALIZES THAT HE’S NOT AS APATHETIC AS SHE THOUGHT. ASTRID HATES APATHY. NOT HICCUP.

FAST FORWARD. CLIFF SCENE. TBH I REALLY AM NOT A FAN OF THIS SCENE. I THINK IT COULD HAVE BEEN SCRIPTED BETTER. BUT IT STILL SHOWS ASTRID’S CHARACTER AND SINCERE AFFECTION FOR HICCUP. EXHIBIT A. SHE’S FUCKING THERE. HICCUP’S JUST WATCHED HIS FATHER, TRIBE, AND BEST FRIEND SAIL TO THEIR DEATHS. SHE’S THERE. TO PUSH HIM. JUST LIKE IN TRAINING. SHE KNOWS HE CAN DO MORE. SO SHE TRIES TO TALK TO HIM. SHE KNOWS SHE’S NOT GOOD AT IT. WHO STARTS A PEP TALK WITH, “YOU’VE LOST EVERYTHING”? SHE PRESSES. SHE SAYS, “I WANT TO REMEMBER WHAT YOU SAY RIGHT NOW." 

WHY? HER LIFE HAS JUST CHANGED ON A DIME GUYS. 24 HOURS AGO SHE HATED DRAGONS AND WANTED TO SLAY EVERY SINGLE ONE. EVERYTHING SHE THOUGHT SHE KNEW ABOUT HONOR AND HER CULTURE AND THEIR 'SIDE’ OF THE WAR IS CHANGING, BUT IN THIS MOMENT, SHE’S THE ONE WHO NEEDS TO HEAR WHAT HICCUP SAYS. SHE NEEDS TO KNOW IT’S NOT ALL FOR NAUGHT. THIS IS ONE OF TWO VERY OVERLOOKED FLASHES OF VULNERABILITY FOR ASTRID. THE OTHER IS WHAT EVERYBODY KNOWS AS THE CHEESIEST LINE IN THE FILM– "GO.” RIGHT THERE, EVERYTHING SHE LOVES AND HOLDS DEAR IS IN THE HANDS OF ONE KID ON A DRAGON. IT’S THE DUMBEST LINE EVER, BUT IT ALSO MAKES YOU REALIZE. THIS GIRL HAS ALWAYS BEEN THE ONE PEOPLE COULD DEPEND ON TO BE STRONG, TO FIGHT. AND NOW SHE’S USELESS. SHE FEELS HELPLESS. SO SHE SAYS THE WORLD’S STUPIDEST LINE BECAUSE SHE’S TERRIFIED.

RED DEATH DEATH. TEARY ASTRID. ONE LEGGED HICCUP. HICCSTRID HAPPILY EVER AFTER.

NOW LOOK BACK AT THE WHOLE THING. COUNT THE TIMES ASTRID REALLY SMILES. THREE. ONE– ROMANTIC FLIGHT. TWO– “HE’S ALIVE!” THREE– AFTER KISSING THAT SCRAWNY LITTLE VIKING TEEN RIGHT ON THE MOUTH. IT’S NOT LIKE ASTRID DOESN’T SPEND HALF THE MOVIE SURROUNDED BY HER GROUP OF FRIENDS. THERE SHOULD BE SOMETHING TO MAKE HER SMILE, RIGHT? SHE’S TOO STRESSED ABOUT SAVING HER VILLAGE AND REGAINING HER FAMILY’S HONOR (FLIGHTMARE EPISODE, FOR THOSE WHO ARE CONFUSED). SHE’S ZUKO YA’LL. SELF DISCIPLINE. HONOR. THOSE ARE TWO OF HER BIGGEST CORE VALUES.

HICCUP NEEDS ASTRID TO GROUND HIM. KEEP HIM FROM MAKING EXCUSES. ASTRID NEEDS HICCUP TO GET HER OUT OF HER HEAD. THEY COMPLIMENT EACH OTHER. THEY PUSH EACH OTHER. THEY MAKE EACH OTHER GROW. THAT’S CANON, BITCH.

anonymous asked:

Could you post some of the stuff with that glee au? I'm really curious what you guys are talking about with it. I understand if you'd rather not though

okay we’ve had such a lengthy discussion that we ended up with a 40k words fic material. it’s essentially a glee crossover. there’s faberry and brittana and clexa and octaven and it’s hilarious and angsty and i just need it to be an actual show okay? this is gonna be hella long so you can read more under the cut. okay, this is such a good, because, listen:

  • smol socially awkward bean lexa who has a beautiful voice and is afraid to let herself love anyone because of discrimination against gays that is very much present at their school. she switched schools recently and she used to date costia in her previous school and costia got hurt because of it, so now lexa is determined to stay alone.
  • beautiful bisexual butterfly clarke griffin who doesn’t particularly care about popularity but somehow is one of the most popular people cause she’s so nice and everyone likes her. but everyone also knows that clarke can also get pretty manipulative and cunning, and she practically always gets her way.
  • clarke is completely smitten with lexa and lexa is terrified of clarke because of what she’s making her feel. those feelings have never been as intense with costia. with anyone. but love, this kind of love is weakness, she knows that, and she doesn’t want to make clarke weak. and so lexa sings about this, and clarke sings about her. 

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