i feel really productive in college guys

  • me, a capricorn: i just love how productive i am! studying 24/7! always have my goals right before my eyes, no time for emotional drama and love, i don't need that kind of stuff anyways. i'm focused on my education right now!
  • me on the inside: i crave emotional and physical intimacy to the point where i'm really unhappy about it because no guy seems to hold up to my standards and since i'm definitely not lowering them i am doomed to use college as an escape/distraction while burying all my feelings inside