i feel like this needed to happen

It was the kind of kiss that pulled all the stars out of the sky and left the world in darkness. A brief pause in time that made you wonder if before this, you’d ever really lived.
—  Amidst The Stars

anonymous asked:

wheres jungkook manliness (concept like Dope) nowadays i just really want a jungkook manily concept ugghh (cry's in fangirl language) i feel like us jungkook biased fans and jimin would REALLLY (wiggles eyebrows) appreciate it♥i think we can all agree jimin dies for jungkook manliness or i am not a bts fanatic <3i need it NOW gimme it PLEASSSSSSSSSSSE bts compnay cordis people who control thier mv concept SOMEONE SOMTHING helpahhhurggh

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Guys i’m sorry. I didn’t mean to draw such a depressed thing.. I can’t create anymore characters because something reminded me of what happened to me on friday. I can’t do anything, everything is so black and white. on the background was what they said to me. sorry if I make you worried or angry or sad or something. I just wanna get rid out off these bad feelings that happened

This happened on Friday. I was doing a work project and i need to concentrate but the classmate, They are so loud. So I asked them to be quiet down, then They said"FUCK OFF NOSEY BITCH" But i didn’t do anything wrong. Just asked them to be quiet down, Then I cried like 3 hours with my friend. I kept this feeling like 2 days now I still wanna cry whenever I think of it. and in the background you read, and you can see all of that what was they said to me. I’m sorry for making you worried once again, but I really want to get rid out of this feeling. I get more attention from teachers doesn’t mean that I am the meanest or I am being fake. I am what I am. I’m sorry if i do something wrong. I shouldn’t have asked you to quiet down. I’m so sorry.

I am such a bad classmate. Do what you want, cause someday i think I will end myself anyway, and one of the reason is going to be you. greedy damn piggy fat bitch, don’t be jealous.

Guy, I’m sorry for being annoying and always make you worried. I’m just too sensitive

DJ Khaled’s “I Love You So Much” has me so fucked up. Just because, like he really really genuinely loves Asahd. To have somebody just l o v e you like that? Like just love you in the purest form possible? I don’t have anybody in my life where I’m like “oh wow if anything every happened to me I know (so and so) would be so fucked up.” Like, when I have a kid I’m gonna love them so hard so that he/she will never have to know what it feels like to question his/her worth, or question if anybody actually cares about him/her. Like I want him/her to off the bat know that I love him/her and that I would be fucked up if anything ever happened to him/her and that he/she doesn’t need anybody else besides me, feel me?

So was Charlotte looking for Mary in Paris or someone else?

So in a sneer peak of how Charlotte and Archer met we see that she is dressed like Vivian. So that means this meeting happened after Jessica’s death. So did Mary and Charlotte plan to meet up in Paris after everything happened?

Did Charlotte always know about Mary? I mean from the moment she entered Rosewood she used the name Drake. 

Also my huge fear will Archer a still very new character be the guy figure in the dollhouse?  

I do want a clear explanation of how she knew but I hope we don’t spend to much time on that. Two hours just doesn’t feel like enough to really give us all the answers we need. 


anonymous asked:

Ok so when Mark's birthday passes, are you gonna start writing smut about him? Lots of writers are gonna start doing that and it just makes me so uncomfortable??

Ok, here’s the thing, for me at least.

Like a birthday is just a single day, like he goes from being contraband at 17 to 1 day later it’s suddenly totally acceptable to see him as fresh smut meat-
It makes me uncomfy too…. I’ll need a while before I really see him as an adult, it’s not just going to suddenly happen over night for me.
My estimate is a couple months tbh before I may feel able to write smut about him? him being in nct dream really hinders me

He’s cute, don’t get me wrong, but liek I don’t really see him in a sexual light.

There is, but I’m gonna tell you right now, you’re not gonna like my plan.
You need a vampire.
Uh, one ain’t gonna cut it.
And you have to go your separate ways, and you have to stay separate. For all time.
There has to be another way.
I can’t believe this is happening.
I’m usually the first one who wants to run off on my own, and now I don’t have a say in the matter, and I’m feeling quite perturbed.
At first, the freedom is exhilarating.
Until that very ache threatens to consume you entirely.
Being forced to separate feels like torture.
I just texted all of you a photo.
Degenerate vampire filth.
That means you would have to part ways with her as well.
You know very well that without you around, he will go mad.
Baby, I know you can hear me.
You think you can stop me?
You’re okay. You’re all right.
That’s what I’m trying to do, ______.
We should go before whoever did this decides to come back.
Easy. Easy.
Wait, how the hell is he alive?
Uh, sorry to interrupt here.
I’m just kind of losing my mind at the moment.
My family’s about to be pulled apart and there’s literally nothing I can do about it.
We can’t just go running in there.
This collection is priceless.
Desperate times. We need allies.
I can’t undo the things I’ve done…
I also can’t stop loving you.
I don’t need you to apologize, _______.
Actually, we came to make a truce.
I want the king to kneel before me.
Now that that your master has been subdued, the power she promised you has been revoked, rendering you helpless, and bringing this pitiful coup to a rather abrupt end.
This dark object has the astounding ability to seal you in the room.
And so, with very little effort… this place becomes an inferno.
I know you’re in there and I know you can hear me, so I want you to listen very carefully.
And you are strong, and brave, unlike anyone I’ve ever known.
I know that you’ll do anything for her… even if it means never seeing her again.
Did you honestly think you could trick us into performing the ritual without telling the entire truth?
Is it hard to see me from up there on your high horse?
See, your reaction right there, has just proven my point.
Lucky you, I guess I’ll just have to postpone the disembowelment.
No, no that is not happening… Not when there’s another way.
No, No more favors.
No surprises, I never had much in the way of an example.
In fact, the first time I saw myself in another, was the day I met you.
You do realize we’re about, um, 100 years too late for this talk.
Well, I’m hardly perfect.
You are family.
How could either of you love each other and still have room for me?
In any case, I just wanted to see you one last time before we part ways for good, if only to set the record straight.
I failed you, ________. To my eternal shame.
I got your messages. Are you okay?
And will I lose you?
I am not going anywhere.
We should talk before it’s too late.
I know it’s over.
And what are we, anyway?
Whatever we are, you and me… we were doomed.
Best thing I could do for you is disappear.
Okay, this is crazy. What if you don’t wake up?
I’m ready for this.
And, besides, magic’s kind of overrated.
I didn’t think you were coming.
I figured there might be an emergency.
You always did love a dramatic entrance.
Now that we’re all here… shall we?
I need you to leave me to my fate.
You have my word.
What the hell are you doing here? You come to gloat?
It inspired nothing but suffering and torment.
And yet, here and now, despite all our differences ––– and there are many… thank you.
It’s a wonderful sentiment.
We had a good run.
Do it now, _______.
I can hear it–––– whispering.
It’s a funny thing, meeting here… where it all began.
You’re getting nostalgic in your old age.
Why’d you ask me here, _______?
And no matter what I do, I’m at the complete mercy of that devotion.
What are you asking me to do? I don’t understand.
I want you to set me free.
That will subside… when you leave the city, once you’re on your own.
I’m gonna give you some advice that took me way too long to learn.
Family is sacred, but so is love.
How do you know that this will work?
Are you sure you really want that?
Let it go.
You never said good-bye.
Well, that’s a pity.
I don’t really care to be somebody’s second-best
Spare me the details.
I am finally free and I don’t want to waste a second…
She’s adaptable.

Letter #1

Dear Erika,

How are you doing? How is life in Bankston? Please say hi to grandma and grandpa from me. Tell them I miss them a lot and that I love them! The palace is so incredibly beautiful, it feels like I am walking around in a fairytale. I am having the best time. I still can’t believe this is all happening.

I have had my makeover and the stylist was so nice to me. He decided that I didn’t need much of a makeover, only a little touch up. The dresses are made by my maids, who are so talented. You would love this so much! Sparkly dresses, summer dresses, big poufy dresses. They can literally make everything. They are so creative and enthusiastic! Their faces light up every time they show me a new dress. It is so amazing to see how passionate they are about this. I let them do their thing, instead of giving them commands. I know they are supposed to serve me and stuff, but to be honest that is such a crazy idea.

All of the girls are so beautiful! I have met some of them and they are all so sweet and lovely. I will start with the girls on the plane: Annette, Ingrid and Même. I don’t know if you have heard anything about them, but they are so friendly. Annette is so passionate about pasta, and oh my gosh she had even brought breadsticks with her on the plane. Même is a bit odd to say the least, but you can definitely laugh with her. I haven’t spoken to Ingrid a lot on the plane, but once at the palace I decided to go over and have a little chat. Turns out she is very kind and artistic, she likes drawing landscapes! I think that is so cool and impressive, I wish I could do stuff like that but you know I am anything but artistic. I have also had a little chat with Debbie. She is so enthusiastic and funny, you would like her a lot. I can feel that we can become very close friends during this selection. I have had a little wander around the palace with Aricia and we ended up in the library. You know how much I love books, this is like heaven for me. It is so pretty and packed with books. Any book you can think of is there! Who else? Oh right Fiona! That’s the one who sent the letter about the flowers! She is so lovely, I am going to make her cheese fondue. Can you believe someone has never eaten it? I know right haha, I will change that!

And now, the part that you have been waiting for. My interview with Prince Dom. In the beginning it all went great. You said he was very cute. Turns out he is more, he is very attractive! And very friendly as well. But right in the beginning he asked about my family.. If they were supportive. I told him that you and grandma and grandpa are very supportive of me, and that you have always motivated me to live life to the fullest. Then I made the stupid mistake to say that my parents are not that supportive. I shouldn’t have said that, I feel like it ruined the entire thing. He asked if I shared mom’s opinion on the royals. I freaked out for a second. I hope I made it clear that I don’t agree with her at all! I hope he believes me.. I guess we will see, if he doesn’t believe me I will be kicked out very soon. The one positive thing about this is that I have been honest with him, instead of keeping mom and dad a secret, and that he found out about them later on.

Anyway, I will do my best to make everyone proud. I will write you soon!

Lots of love,


anonymous asked:

This isn't really relevant to this blog so feel free to ignore it buuut favorite ships besides Griffguts?

Everything about Berserk is relevant here :D

Casca/Farnese is the main one tbh, I genuinely think based on their feelings now, when Casca comes back properly (assuming Bad Shit doesn’t happen which is a huge impossible assumption but still) they could easily transition into a tentative, positive relationship. lbr right now Farnese is the only person who’s earned Casca’s trust and affection, and helping Casca has helped Farnese grow as a person so it would feel fitting if Casca continued helping Farnese grow except maybe by like, teaching her the sword or something once she doesn’t need a babysitter. Also this which is too damn real.

Also I semi-seriously ship a lot of minor characters.

  • Jill/Rosine because duh. Also they have some teenage f/f version of guts/griff vibes.
  • Charlotte/Anna bc lbr here Anna is the only person who genuinely loves her
  • Jill/Theresia by virtue of being two kids with close relationships to apostles that Guts hung out with and traumatized, they have a lot they could bond over
  • Schierke/Sonia bc they’re the same and clearly mutually crushing based on their one afternoon together and also another solid potential Guts/Griff parallel
  • @jyuanka suggested Serpico/Silat to me once and I hopped completely on board because Serpico desperately needs a boyfriend and I feel like his chill go-with-the-flow thing would actually really complement Silat’s prideful obsessiveness, plus they’re both like, intelligent and practical and cautious about things and idk I just think they’d click.

now if we’re talking sexy encounters and one night stands rather than actual relationship potential i want to add:

  • slan/farnese. slan taunting farnese about her sadistic tendencies. farnese driving her silver dagger into her and slan calling it foreplay. okay honestly slan/any woman ever. honestly, slan. give me the lesbian fanservice miura.
  • guts/serpico. serpico needs to get laid, serpico has interesting mixed feelings towards guts, serpico thinks about how guts’ intensity (heat) has affected him, serpico feeling a little lost while farnese is so busy with others, serpico’s obviously into manly soldier types, and guts needs to have sex with a slim blond dude he keeps dueling and then feel maudlin and weird about it.

okay i’ll stop here lol. ty for the question this was fun.

Okay so I was reading ‘Anthony, meet Tony’ by @thealextheshipper if you haven’t read it go check it out, it’s hella cute and I just realized something. I have never seen a fic in the Marvel fandom have the classic: Person A goes back in time and raises themselves, while using their knowledge of the future to make things better and being super over protective of their chibi-self.

I have seen people be de-aged and raised by the team. Or replaced with their younger, past self and being raised by the team, but I have not seen anyone say “Fuck this noise, my parents sucked. I’m going to go back in time and be the best parent ever.” Or even a the world is ending or this person dies but they wake up in the past as a separate person and decide to make sure things happen differently this time around.

I just feel like this is a trope this fandom needs and we’re missing out.

anonymous asked:

What if Finn had an accident at school (due to his IBD) and he was too upset and embarrassed to call his mum so Jude does it for him? x

Aww. :’(( Sweet boys. This makes me so sad to think about. Especially if they were a bit older, like maybe 16. Even though, as he gets older and more used to his condition the older he gets, I think it gets more embarrassing for him the older he gets at the same time, when he has accidents, especially ones where he needs someone’s help. But even so, he’s always glad Jude’s there. 

I’m just imagining poor Finn, just not quite making it in time. And he’d been feeling a bit sick all day but trying to ignore it and it just happens and he’s huddled in an empty bathroom, just feeling to mortified and upset, and he’s started crying because he doesn’t know what to do. He’s too embarrassed to leave the bathroom but he knows he can’t stay in there forever. So he texts Jude and he brings him his emergency kit with things to clean up with and fresh clothes and helps him get fixed up and comforts him. “Don’t worry, Finny. S’alright. M’here. We can sort this out. S’okay.” 

And Finn is someone who will fight through when he’s feeling badly and do everything he can to finish the the school day. But this time, Jude can see how poorly and weak he feels when he cries that he just “Wanna go home. But I can’t call mom.” Because let’s be honest, IBD or not, it has to feel a little mortifying to have to call your mom when you’re sixteen and just crapped your pants at school. Even though he needs her and wants her comfort, and knows he shouldn’t be embarrassed, he still is. 

And without missing a beat, Jude’s all: “I’ll call her. I can tell her. It’ll be okay.” 

The moral of the story is that Jude is always there to take care of Finn when he needs it. And it melts my heart. xx.

anonymous asked:

I've been writing a story for a couple months now, and I started off very motivated and sure of my ideas, but as I continue to write, I've had trouble with letting certain ideas go. Like, I come up with a new subplot and decide "eh, I'll just fit it in", but then that happens again and again and again and now there are 16 major characters and I feel like the story has gone from Eleanor & Park to Game Of Thrones. I need advice on how to keep myself from going overboard. Love your blog btw!

As tempting as those subplots can be, some just don’t have a place in your story. If the subplots don’t add to the major plot and resolution of conflict in your story, they probably don’t need to be there. It’s alright to have one or two exterior storylines going on, but they should benefit the story as a whole. If you really like a subplot, then turn it into its own plot in a different story or save it for later. If you have too many characters, you’ll lose the reader’s attention and that’s never a good thing. A story should be interesting, but not super complicated, and if you have 12 different stories occurring at the same time and you ask your reader to coherently follow them as they unfold, then they’ll put down your book and never pick it up again. My general suggestion is to pick 2-3 subplots that help to move the plot toward the resolution of conflict and add excitement to the reader’s experience. Any other subplots might be better suited for another story or stories of their own.

anonymous asked:

Part 1: I agree with your tags. I can't get excited and enjoy this because of babygate and I feel bad for it. I just wanted him to get rid of that shit before releasing the single, I hate feeling pessimistic but I find his situation/image in this mess very complicated and the more they drag it, the worse it gets. I just want them to understand that Louis doesn't need a fake son and an unemployed beard to get promoted. Unfortunately I can't ignore the stunts like some people here.

I feel manipulated by sony/syco and I’m tired of my intelligence being insulted and seeing Louis not receive the same treatment as the other boys. I think they need to build his image for the gp because right now he’s the least known to them and he needs the hype in the industry. I hope good things start happening to him. You don’t have to publish this ask. I really like your blog and I love how you always defend H&L equally. Sorry for my english


Okay, I put the two messages together so I can answer properly.

There’s not much I can say about the situation we’re living, I feel like we discussed this topic till exhaustion, but it’s always good to remember that you don’t have to feel like a bad fan or not in the right to be here and still enjoy the little things just because you don’t like the bigger pictures.

It’s frustrating thinking at how it could have been and how it’s going instead, I get you, really really get you.

I’ve been hoping for a year for Louis to be free before his solo debut, praying his team could have started a rebranding plan for him adopting a strategy like Niall’s one: no girlfriends, no stunt, no private life on the table.

Sadly, it seems they’re still stuck with old strategies and I don’t like it, nobody likes it.

May I say, I’m watching the promo development. It’s still day one and so far, they did good. The magazine is respectable and the promo all over social media surprised me in a good way. It’s nothing out of order, but it’s also something we were afraid Louis would have missed just because his team is shit.

So I’m glad that, for now, they seem to be moving in the right direction.

As for the interview, I’m expecting a messTM, but also, in my heart I’ll always hope for better things to come.

Louis loves his work. He’s so creative and talented and I’m sure his music is going to be lit.

If only we could have been sure about his team doing their work properly…

My feelings now are a big, cubital neon letters shining: let’s wait and see.

The wait isn’t going to be long, not anymore. The interview is going to be out later today and we’re gonna get a good idea of what the promo will be about.

God, you can’t even imagine how I wish they surprise me and the interview turns out to be just about work and not stupid stunts. It’s probably the thing I want the most right now, but I’m fly low because I don’t want to be disapp. I’m tired of being disappointed.

I’m honest when I say I didn’t see things coming out this way for him and I’ve been optimistic since the day I stepped foot into this fandom, and I’ll probably keep being optimistic if I see they promote him properly and valorize is music, but I’ll be cautious with my hopes, bexau I don’t want to get burnt again, not after we all thought it was ending and then the pap pics dropped in the middle of the night (at least, here in Europe was night haha).

I tell you, this is fandom, this should be fun. So, make this experience right. If you need to step out, or just not keep up with Louis, or you just want the fanfics and the cute fetus GIFs… It’s okay. There’s not book for the “perfect fan” and you’re in the right position whatever you decide to do. Even going away and coming back when things are better. You can do it, you don’t owe nothing to anyone, just to yourself.

What you wrote in the messages is so, so true but what can we do?! Not much, just think about what’s the best for our own happiness and take the best out of what we got from the boys.

Thank you so much for the kind words, I’m glad there are some people out there capable of understand my position regarding both Louis and Harry ❤ and your English is perfect 💯😘😘

thatcrazyshaymin  asked:

(You kinda hit my headcannon... on the head, my thoughts are that Shaymin are born with no gender, and assume the role they feel most comfortable in, they remain unable to sexually reproduce with other Shaymin, needing a Gracadia as a catalyst to "do the deed", but it does allow reproduction with other Pokémon, but that is rare as in it almost never happens, because Shaymin mate for life and have long lifespans, they also tend to be a guardian, for an area).

// I really like that headcannon tbh! I never properly thought about that though, and this is not why Auriel is genderfluid! I made him genderfluid because first of all he was based off a legendary, which usually have no gender, and next to that he is an experiment, more reason to make him genderfluid!

I will keep your headcannon in mind for future Shaymin ocs though, that’s a cool idea!

Mi casa es su casa

If @haunterrr and @kidzbopdeathmetal and I actually somehow fucking make this happen, and we actually get to live in the land of magic, music and beautiful people aka Sweden.. I want everyone to know that I for one have always had an open door policy so I’m inviting y'all in advance to come and visit and maybe stay in Sweden with us? I’m looking at you @panda-emeritusiii and @feathers-andflesh. Sweden needs us.. or maybe I need Sweden??

Either way.. we were meant for each other.


Your lips are cold, dude

  • Ravenclaw: I feel trapped.
  • Hufflepuff: We're in the middle of an open field.
  • Ravenclaw: No, I feel trapped in this moment in my life. Where am I going? What am I doing? And how am I going to get to where I want to be?
  • Hufflepuff: We're going to charms class, we're going to be doing charms work, and usually hard work and dedication. Try to think in the now.
  • Ravenclaw: Well, in the now I'm contemplating an assault on you.
  • Hufflepuff: At least you're thinking about here and now!