i feel like this a lot you see

anonymous asked:

I really want the touken talk to happen, not just because I ship them. It's also because I feel like kaneki needs someone to confined to someone who knows him so well, it's good for his system.... what do you think? Also do you think kaneki will tell her that he didn't kill arima??

I’ve been talking about that with a friend a lot recently. Kaneki needs someone in whom he can trust, in a personal way. I dare to say that not even with Hide he showed that much confidence considering that he lied to him about his ghoul nature, which is natural but still, you can see that he still keeps a lot inside whether because it’s hard for him to trust in others or because he doesn’t want to bother them with his problems.

I have to point out one scene that I think can give more relevance to the touken talk and their relationship in general.

Yoshimura & Touka.

“if you are able to listen to their heart”

in the bridge she completely exposed Kaneki’s true selfish personality and even if it was harsh, everything she said about him was true. She listened to his heart and understood what he was trying to do, daring to say that she knows him better than he knows himself; the difference is that she couldn’t act in a mature way and maybe tell him those things in a different way, like Yoshimura was trying to teach her. 

But then we must consider that Touka, now, has changed a lot. She learned from Yoshimura and know she knows how to speak with someone in a rational and wise way. Everything she told to Amon was perfect, and you can see that her words had an impact on him because in the last chapter he went to see Akira, like she told him to do so. She was patient with Ayato, she knew what Tsukiyama was trying to do by wanting to get Kaneki back, she knew what Kaneki was about to do in chapter 72 and that’s why she told him I’ll see you later. She knows how to read other people’s hearts.

And then:

I don’t think Kaneki is aware that she’s there. That she has always been there, waiting for him, making a home for him. He doesn’t know how much she has changed, not completely, and at some point, in chapter 120, Kaneki opened up to her. He told her how he felt, that he wanted to protect everyone, to become stronger, that he was unsure of whether he should return to Anteiku or not… he didn’t actually lie to her until she got aggressive and then he touched his chin. He was being kinda honest, but Touka’s complicated personality ruined the moment. I feel like at some point Kaneki doesn’t have that confidence of telling her things because he’s afraid of her reaction (ESPECIALLY after the last punch). 

Hide also shared with Touka a lot of personal information about Kaneki. He told her about the play, that he’s always putting on a mask and “pretending to be someone else”, that he never “fights back” when people hurt him, I think he wanted for her to know, hoping that she could help him somehow. 

I think it’s been hinted quite enough that Touka has the ability to analyze/help others and many characters point that out to her constantly. And she learned, it’s just that Kaneki hasn’t been there to see that change, and after the punch he must think she’s still the same irascible girl from the past. This talk is extremely important for Kaneki to see that she has changed, and because I think Touka is the one who can help him fight his own demons. I’m not sure if they will talk about Arima, I’m not sure if Kaneki will dare to bring out that topic, but it’d be nice if they talk about it in the future in order to build a strong confidence. Right now I’m more interested to know why Touka hit him. But yeah, Touka knows Kaneki and she has a great advantage because of that.

This is just a note to y'all that may draw me something or write a post you want me to see. If you tag me in it, chances are I won’t see if because I have notifications turned off and get a lot of activity that fills up my feed, so tags can get buried really easily. If you have something you want me to see or if you wanna talk to me, just send it to me on messages. It may take me a bit to respond because, like I said, my notifications are off, but I always want to see what y'all do for me, so send it my way. Thanks for understanding!

anonymous asked:

We often say that antis always find excuses like "not all mothers" but we also have a lot of excuses. Birth Certificate, Fre**ie being mentioned in Jay's death statement, "throwback" B picture with both the bump and the face visible - we have excuses for all these things even tho they should technically be inexcusable. I feel ridiculous sometimes :/

Birth Certificates can be false, that’s a fact, not an excuse. Freddie is part of the narrative, it won’t make sense for him not to be mentioned, but guess where he isn’t? Her obituary (and he wasn’t on Louis grandfather either). You can see her face there and it isn’t the same one as she had in her “pregnancy” days. Not even the body looks the same, she’s super skinny in the pic and if you go back to the pap pics from the same time, she didn’t have that body (nor that big belly)… This aren’t just excuses like “not all moms”, we look deep and analyze everything before saying this stuff. Antis mostly just say this and complement with “it’s none of my business if it’s like x and larries are misogynistic because they’re analyzing what I’m not" 

I’ve been seeing people’s thank yous and goodbyes to Bones, I wish I could write one myself. But I’m just incapable of that, at least for now. I feel like it still hasn’t fully sunk in. I’ve cried, I’ve been useless all day, and yet a part of me still hasn’t accepted that there isn’t going to be more.

What I want to share instead is something that made the ending even more special for me. Of course they did a lot of intentional callbacks and tied it back to the pilot, so we all feel the connection between the finale and the entire show, and no matter when you started watching and how, if you saw the pilot, we all feel how it truly was the perfect bookend to the very first episode, especially with B&B walking down the Rose Garden…

But they made another special callback. They brought back Jasper, the pig. I have shared this before so, long story short, the ending of 2x04 where Brennan shoots the killer to save Booth and then feels guilty and Booth tells he she’s gonna be fine and gives her Jasper? That’s how I found Bones. These last two scenes were all I caught on TV on that fateful night, and those ridiculous heart eyes and smiles over this little plastic pig made me fall in love with Booth and Brennan right the second.

I didn’t realize it the first time I watched the finale, I was too overwhelmed with everything, but then I saw that parallel here and it was literally an OH MY GOD moment. And it’s really such a surreal and incredible coincidence that it is also the perfect bookend to my own journey with this show. It’s not just characters’ journey that ends where it started, it’s mine too. Though only the beginning is literal; there might not be any new episodes but my journey with Bones isn’t over. It never will be. I’ll always love it and will keep rewatching those 246 episodes. Always.

I’m writing this just to say how incredibly grateful I am to the cast and crew because it’s their love for the show that is the reason why the finale was as perfect as it was. It’s the fact that they care so much why they thought of including this particular memory. And while I know it’s a coincidence, it wasn’t done for me, their love of the show also tells us they love us. And I feel it. I feel loved by them and the show, which is why I’m gonna end this in a cheesy way using lyrics of a Celine Dion song…

“… I’m everything I am, because you loved me…”

anonymous asked:

I love Colin so will def listen to it all soon, I heard read that Colin kinda knows more about season 7 but lets see. I really hope if Hook is there, they keep Emma. Because i love both and i cant see them without each other,. Im just being sad right now. Sorry.

Personally (and this is my own feelings, mind you, but I know others are in agreement with me), I feel like if ABC is pulling for another season that they’re also doing what they can to make sure both Colin and Jen will be there. Because we all know Captain Swan is the biggest selling point of this show to a lot of people. A large portion of their promo relies heavily on Captain Swan, so I think they’re well aware they need to be there for the show to continue in any real successful capacity. Also, with where the show is heading this current season with Captain Swan, it would be really odd to go into the next without one of them.

All that being said, I’ve talked about how I’m here for Colin. He’s always been the reason I came to this show. I adore Emma Swan and Captain Swan and Jennifer Morrison to pieces, but my loyalty first and foremost is Killian Jones (and thus, Colin O’Donoghue). If he is here, no matter what capacity it’s in, I’m still here. If he’s not, I’m out. That’s how it’s always been for me and how it will be until this show has officially run it’s course. 


“So Teagan called me earlier and invited us over for dinner tomorrow.”
“As in me and you or…?”
“Of course, and Kayden, Shay and mom and dad.” Ellis added “I’m pretty excited to see Nalani, I haven’t seen her in ages now.”
“You saw her like two weeks ago.” Harvey smirked a little.
“She just grows so freaking quick.” Ellis said “I don’t wanna miss anything, I am her uncle after all.”
“You have been watching Hannah a lot too lately. Got a bit of baby fever have we?” Harvey chuckled.
“Oh uh…” Ellis felt himself blush and started feeling nervous “Well no I just…”
“I was just kidding babe.” Harvey said “I mean I’d love to have a family with you though, at some point. However we decide to do that, if you want it too of course.”
“I would.” Ellis said quickly “I wanna do everything with you.”
Harvey smiled and squeezed his hand “Well I can’t wait.”

anonymous asked:

I have a lot to thank you, i'm myself a chubby-small-short-haired lady and most of times i just don't feel attractive. And this prevents me from shipping myself with my favorite chars 'cause i think i'm not pretty enough for 'em to like. Seeing your art makes me want to indulge myself just one time. And truth to be told, your art style is simple sooo beautiful and cute and adorable and pretty and smooth and soft and incredible and cute an

thank you!! <33

pls please PLEASE don’t let douchebags stop you from drawing selfship!! you deserve to draw it if it makes you happy!! if you ever get hate just block them and keep being you cuz you’re awesome and deserve happiness!! <3

anonymous asked:

Hey, just wanted to say I've been following you for quite sometime now and you just seem really chill and kind. It was cool seeing you come out as a lesbian, and your art is really cute. I hope you have a nice day.

Oh my, thank you so much for sticking around, it’s been pretty nice to be here and enjoy this site (even if stuff gets messy sometimes)
I feel like tumblr helped me a lot, and so did all of you, you all inspired me to make art and watch new stuff, and seeing how most of you supported me when I came out as a lesbian, just… I hope you have a great week!! ♥

anonymous asked:

I'd love to see you expand on one of the things you mentioned in the living next door to teamiplier lists! Like maybe write a fic of how you mentioned that they all feel comfortable at your place and just waltz in or how Ethan hides there sometimes! Up to you which point you choose to write I just really want a full fic of it 😂 I know you've got a lot of requests so you know just a thought haha

I actually never thought of expanding on something like that.
That’d be a good fic. I’ll add it to the list

anonymous asked:

do you think there's celebrities who met jared are hating him secretly? at times i get this feeling that most of the people who had met him thinks he's arrogant asshole and they are like thinking'' ew jared leto. i'll take a pic and pretend I like him ahaha'' kind of thing. i don't know why or how to explain it, but i would love to see what you think, 'cause i like this blog and your answers.

Interesting question. Are you referring during his praise for Dallas Buyers Club? Because he met a lot of them during that “era”. In my opinion maybe they “disliked” him, but I can bet most of them thought “Who is he?’ mostly because he didn’t act for 6 years, he made one movie a year and was focused on the band (received tons of hatred during his ’‘emo” era). I have no idea why would they hate him when they didn’t even met him? Unless he did something to them, which I doubt because it would be a ‘’breaking news’’ shit. He never had any scandals during all this years I stan him. He never talked shit about someone in public (unlike some people who did about him) and he gets all the hate based on nothing. In conclusion: I guess dislike/hate someone is a hobby these days 

thehidingcat replied to your post: I have to wonder what conversation Kira must have…

i feel like 90% of people in the jojoverse have like some weird version of that disease where you can’t distinguish faces where they can’t see shit like villain ties and such

prosopagnosia! (it pops up in murder mysteries a lot and i play/read a lot of murder mysteries)

so like

reverse prosopagnosia I suppose. recognize the face but nothing else

anonymous asked:

Hi, I''m a "girl" and I start to feel dysphoria. I see myself in the mirror and don't recognize my body amd I hate my chest.. Inside I feel like I am androgynous. Now, I'm afraid to buy a binder because my parents would find out. Can you give me advice to bind and flatten my chest? I've read a lot about unsafe binding, so I know quite a bit about it. Thank you

We have binding information on our FAQ! It is [Question 9]. 

@miamorbarba @barbabangme k don’t mind me but i just gotta ask thoughts on barba and bdsm?? its already established that he would like the tying up, spanking, gagging but what else? chocking and edging DEFINITELY i mean come on he would so get off on that also hello control baby like he would totally order you not to touch him while he goes down on you or telling you when to come my oh my and i feel like he would smirk a lot if he sees a butt plug when he’s fucking you from behind (sorry not sorry) and roleplaying? ugh the costumes you could come up with god help me you would so go over to his office in them and if you work together man all the sexual tension between you, all the “accidental” touches, all your teasing that would get him riddled up he’d just come home and take you HARD without saying anything, leaving his marks and than the next day your whole body hurts but in a good way ahhhh k so one last thing candle wax? i think he’d be so happy that you would trust him enough to do that, but would he let you do that? like all blindfolded and tied up that’d be SO FUCKING HOT HOW DO I STOP THINKING ABOUT ALL OF THIS WHAT HAVE I DONE OH OH I FORGOT ABOUT NIPPLE CLAMPS BUT I’LL SHUT UP NOW


Had a pretty great birthday this past Sunday seeing people I love, my old neighbourhood and the waves. I’ve had a lot on my mind since turning 27, and despite a few rocky moments am coming out of this age change with a positive look on things and my future. It’s hard not feeling stuck in your position when it seems like nothing is going the way it’s supposed to, especially when looking back on childhood dreams that have not yet been fulfilled. But there is only time ahead of us; time to learn, to grow, to love, and to see the beauty in ourselves and the world around us. If you are feeling lost, reach out to someone, talk about it, but don’t let those moments overtake you and remove your light. ❤ Feeling blessed for all the love in my life on my birthday and every day.

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kylo-x-hux-trashpit  asked:

sending lots of good vibes to you !!! Will miss seeing you here and can't wait to welcome you back when you feel like coming back !! <3 =D

Ahhh thank you so much for the sweet message! I had to put a stop on myself because I’m quite an obsessive person and don’t know when to use some self control lol. but I already miss spending time here (like what, only after 5 days lol) Thank you for putting up with me! <3 <3 <3

anonymous asked:

But we miss your art! Everyone who contributes is amazing but you were the original. It's like you could see into our minds and the transfer exactly what we wanted into incredible art. I hope you start feeling more positive soon though, even if you never draw them again it'd be a shame to not have you in the fandom!

Aww thanks for the ego boost anon. Means a lot that I’m missed. I hope I can be more positive soon too.

cleannytrash  asked:

It feel a little weird to see the real Ren with that narrow scar, while every fanart draw him a massive hideous scar but still make Ren look handsome. Also here is headcanon you ask: Hux only tell his true feeling when he's sleepy, Ren take advantage of it every morning.

(Listen talk to me about Kylo having a big, ugly scar being still looking fine. I mean I guess if he was in a bacta tank in time it would heal pretty well. But I want to see Kylo looking like a mess.)

As for that headcanon… I’m all about that my dude. 

I fully stand by the hc that Hux actually isn’t a morning person. He needs a lot of caf and a shower and probably sex to wake him up. Meanwhile Ren has probably already been to the gym and has eaten. 

So Hux drags himself from bed and grumbles until Ren offers his favouite mug. But won’t hand it over until Hux says thank you. And Hux lets Ren croon over him, wrap a strong arm around him. Hux mumbles how warm Ren is and Ren is smug. Draws more things out of Hux. How Hux loves cuddling him in the morning. How Hux hates waking up without Ren. 

How much a loves kissing Ren.

This inevitably leads to shower sexy times and then Hux being scowly while he dresses. Ren does this to him every morning. And Hux still hasn’t told him to stop. 

rosesloveninjas  asked:

Thanks for answering! I have a follow up question if you don't mind. What advice would you give to inspiring or beginner artists? I know a lot of us see your art and feel inspired to create.

No, problem! And sure, I don’t mind, and honestly, that flatters me so much to hear that.

Well, some tips I can give out is that it is definitely okay to look at references. Look up stock photos of poses or screenshots and use them. They definitely come in handy.  Also save all your work, even if you don’t like it. You can come back to it later and improve it, or just see how much you’ve grown.

Practice often as well, and don’t be afraid to go outside of your comfort zone. Like I said, you can always come back to the drawing later. :)

Also, the most important thing is to draw what you like and have fun with it.

I hope this helps, and I thank you again for the support!