i feel like now i have to get the others

anonymous asked:

iiaat that when i ask mom to get me something from the store (chocolate, for example) but the store doesn't stock the brand i want and she brings something similar instead, i feel like i'd rather have nothing because i wanted That One Brand? i always thought i was being ungrateful but now i've discovered i might be autistic and it crossed my mind that being this picky might be due to that. :/

Yep! That would be an autism thing. This would relate to internal rules. You have to have Brand because that is the Right brand and other brands are Wrong. 


Dear guys, gals and others on teamspeak/skype/discord voice chat! Here’s a suggestion how to keep the atmosphere friendly without making anyone uncomfortable or feeling unwelcome:

If they introduce themselves via nickname or any online handle, then respect it.**

You shouldn’t ever

  • harass or nag them, jokingly or otherwise, to share their “real name“
  • butcher their nickname or refuse to use it to force them to share their irl/given name
  • share your own name as a coercion tool “I shared mine, now you share yours“
  • get their given name from someone else and use that anyway

Maybe  you don’t care what others call you, but not everyone feels like that. They can have a shipload of reasons why they  don’t want to be called a specific way - or why they don’t want to be called a specific way by you. If they wanted you to use their given name, they would have shared it with you in the first place.

But I don’t want to use their nickname / find it dumb / they have a  real nice name why can’t I just use that? . 

Well tough luck, because it doesn’t matter. If you can’t be arsed to respect someone enough to call them by the name they requested, then what in the blazes are you doing interacting with people?

I feel like they  are being cold and distant if  they don’t let me call them by their given name. / They let others use their given name.

Nobody owes you friendship, camaraderie or instant unrestrained access to their personal sphere. Not your teammates, guildies or clan mates. Chances are all you will achieve is make them uncomfortable if you keep pushing. Of course they will be distant.

Based on their voice they sound sexy/hot/cute/just my type/etc. and I want to…

No. Just. Please no. Don’t be a creep.

Obviously you can still be a jerk and make others feel uncomfortable in a variety of other ways, but if I had a dollar for every time someone claimed to ‘just trying to be friendly‘ when they pulled this, I would have a whole lot of dollars.

**Obviously if their chosen name is offensive or otherwise problematic, that’s something that needs to be addressed either with the person or the moderators, but  that’s a different issue altogether so  let’s focus on harmless names.**

“I cant be close friends with someone who is unable/unwilling to respond to me frequently” isn’t that hard of a boundary to navigate when it can be done with something as simple as “please send me an emoji or some other symbol so I know you read my message but can’t/don’t want to respond right now and are not ignoring me”.

I am so so genuinely not hard to please or get along with i just like really need my boundaries respected because I have them for a reason. And it feels like shit to remind people you’re close to that you have limits and continually have them ignored anyway until you feel like a burden for bringing it up yet again. I communicate with people as clearly as i can and it just sucks for that to not be enough.


My YOI Mermaid AU is far from complete– actually i’ve created it like…three or four days ago ffffft so a big chunk of it is still underdeveloped/WIP

Because of that, i’m open to suggestions! If you have any ideas for the other characters,such as what their tails look like etc, or any ideas regarding merpeople as a species, feel free to tell me! 

I’m all open to new ideas <3

little project moon update for those interested: I think I said I only have one more movie to go, but I caved and bought some more, which are currently on the way here. So as of right now I have Mr Lonely, and I have the Book of Life, Milk and possibly ~others~ on the way (looking into getting Nicotina). So what I’m going to do is try and spread them out a little so I’m not watching them all back to back; I’ll be watching Mr Lonely this week, then the other as they arrive, and in between that I’ll be getting back to some of my rebelcaptain projects, which I feel like this blog has been sorely lacking in this past week! Don’t worry, I love my babies and I love Diego, so more of both to come! :)

One of the big reasons I dont think I want kids is because of how fucked up the world is. I almost feel like its punishment to bring another life into this fucked up place that only keeps getting worse. Ive literally never met someone who felt the same way & that was part of their reasoning not to have them. Someone made a post about a fear of having kids in the INFJ group & a lot of the comments were saying that they wouldnt because the condition of the world now. I feel so glad there’s others that feel the same way. I feel so understood in that group that I love it. Im glad I saw that post.

anonymous asked:

28 anon here for 25 and 23. sending you lots of love and support and hugs. i wish i had good advice, but i'm not great at advice like our wonderful cap. i do think as you get a little older, it gets a little easier. no way for me to really explain except that i feel much more comfortable in my skin now. i feel less pressure to conform to everyone else's view of my life. and thinking back on (esp one) times where i could've lost my virginity, i'm glad i still have it bc it was not right for me.

Yesssssssssssssssssssssss yall are amazing you rock out and be there for each other yall are not alone. Sending all of you so much love <3 <3 <3 

anyone else kinda terrified you’ll never be able to hold a job in the future because of your mental illness

hp characters as anna kendrick’s tweets

harry: It’s cute how I used to think this “barely-holding-it-together” feeling was temporary.

ron: Sometimes I think “I need to think before I speak” and then other times I think “I shouldn’t leave the house or interact with people ever.”

hermione: I woke up just before winning the argument in my dream. Fuck this day.

draco: For someone with such an intense need to be liked you’d think I would have figured out how to be less of an asshole.

neville: My daily objective is less about goal achievement and more about regret management.

ginny: “You’re the only person in the world I don’t hate right now" is as close as I get to saying “I love you”

luna: When *I* played Barbie, I stripped her naked and melted her with matches.

voldemort: My life would be so much easier if it wasn’t for that thing…God, what is that thing called…other people.

dumbledore: If I die unexpectedly can everyone just do the right thing and pretend I was a way better person than I am?

snape: Can I petition to make holding grudges an Olympic event? Cause I’ve been in training my whole life.

“puppet master” starring pledis & seventeen’s performance unit

10 New Artists You Need to Know: July 2017


Sounds Like: K-Pop gone trap, trop-house and even neo-soul; the seven-headed boss you face at the end of a rap music arcade game

Why You Should Pay Attention: BTS, short for “Bangtan Songyeondan,” or, in English, “Bulletproof Boy Scouts,” debuted in 2013 and quickly became one of Korea’s hottest new acts. In America, they’ve sold out arenas in Anaheim and New Jersey, and when their airplane landed in Chile, they were greeted with Beatles-esque pandemonium. On record, the group’s seven members trade quick, four-line verses that often tackle previously taboo subjects like politics and depression.

According to Rap Monster, the group’s leader, their songwriting process is part Rihanna and part Wu-Tang: After selecting beats from Korea’s top producers, plus a few made by the artists themselves, the seven members flesh out the songs through friendly competition, going head-to-head to see who can come up with the best verses. So far, the results have been positive. Wings, their second LP, was one the most conceptually and sonically ambitious pop albums of 2016, becoming Korea’s best-selling album of the year. It even boosted sales of Herman Hesse’s 1919 novel Demian: The Story of Emil Sinclair’s Youthwhen the group revealed that it was a big influence on the record and its accompanying music videos.

They Say: “I’ve been reading books, as many as I can, since I was five, seven, 10 years old, and before I made music I wanted to be an author,” says Rap Monster. He lists Hesse, Haruki Murakami and Albert Camus as three of his favorite writers. “Authors really create those human expressions too, like some specific feelings. Normal people, usually, when they try to express their emotions say like, ‘I’m sad.’ 'I’m mad.’ But authors make those emotions totally different – they make it sound totally different. There are so many great diamonds in books and movies and we always try to get inspiration from them. Now we don’t have so much time to experience outside, like other people. We always have to go abroad and perform and make music inside our studio, so books and movies are the best things to experience instead of going outside.”

Hear for Yourself: “Come Back Home,” their latest single, has a beat that bridges the gap between Black Sheep and DJ Mustard, plus bilingual lyrics that make “hangry” feel like existential despair.

© Nick Murray @ Rolling Stone

  • Me: It's okay to be unsure of your gender/sexuality!!1! It's totally cool to be figuring yourself out!
  • Me @ me: except you bc u need to get ur stuff together and figure out what the heck u are right now immediately
A Softer Love
  • “There are two types of love. True love, and the love we actually get.”
  • “I would love you more if you were someone who could love me.”
  • “Our love was doomed, a burning building, a broken neck. But nothing since you and me even feels like love.”
  • “I want everyone to love me and I’m pretty sure the trick is to just be myself, but with money.”
  • “I can only infer that love exists from its effects on others.”
  • “I will always love you, or anyway I will always have loved you now.”
  • “You are the love of my life so far.”
  • “Will you still love me when I am a spooky ghost?”
  • “I’m in love with the you I wish you were. I only stay with you because you look like him.”
  • “Sometimes even love isn’t enough. So what chance do WE have?”
  • “I wish being in love was enough. I wish it counted for anything at all.”
  • “I hate it when you leave but I love to look at your butt while you walk away.”
  • “Yeah, maybe we all die alone. I masturbate alone, too. Sometimes.”
  • “Sometimes when two people love each other it’s really unfortunate.”
  • “I don’t believe each person has just one true love, but sometimes we don’t have enough time to find another.”
  • “If love lasted forever, we’d only ever get one.”
  • “Just once I’d like to fall in love with someone? who will ruin things before I do.”
  • “Ah, unrequited love. When your best isn’t enough.”
  • “I am terrified I will never find another love like ours.”
  • “I want to carve our initials in the bark of everyone who ever hurt you.”
  • “I love the way your face lights up when someone says, "It might be dangerous.”“
  • "All I ever wanted was love, until you loved me.”
  • “Our love is like an animatronic pigeon. No! It’s like a sex party on the moon! Also I am a bit drunk.”
  • “I want people to tell their children terrifying stories about the things we did for love.”
  • “When you get that look, nobody is safe. It’s why I first fell in love with you.”
  • “You are a good person and I love you. This just isn’t the life I hoped I’d have.”
  • “Marriage isn’t just between a man and a woman, it’s between any two people who love each other and want to ruin their lives.”
  • “Our love is a forest fire and we are the little things that live in the trees.”
  • “Sometimes I think you might fall in love with someone else and all my problems will be solved.”
  • “I keep all my old love letters, but to be honest I just skim them for the dirty bits.”
  • “It would be easier to deal with falling out of love if it hadn’t somehow made the sex exciting again.”
  • “Unrequited love is a waste of time. Just walk it off. There. I said it.”
  • “If our love lasts forever it’s gonna get real awkward when one of us dies.”
  • “There are just two things that make life worth living. The people you love, and sweet pranks.”
  • “I love those quiet moments in the dark where you can stop pretending.”
  • “I don’t know what the fuck true love even is but I do want to hang out with you for basically the rest of my life.”
  • “I said I’d love you forever, and really meant it at the time. I guess that’s my problem. A failure of imagination.”
  • “I know I can’t make you love me. But I wish I could make you shut up about not loving me.”
  • “Our love is a meteor impact, a super volcano erupting. We won’t survive but we won’t die bored.”
  • “At first I was angry you had fallen in love with someone else, but you seem so happy now I didn’t even know you were sad.”
  • “You don’t love me, but you used to. I wanted to say thank you for that.”
  • “You and I will never be a great love story. That’s ok! Let’s see what kind of story we’ll be.”
  • “When I picture you with your new lover I get angry, and then sad, then kind of horny.”
  • “I lost the woman I loved and now all I have are my father’s well-meaning words, "Maybe now you can meet a nice man.”“
  • "I have loved since you. But when the new paint gets scratched, there you are underneath.”
  • “She’s like an angel. My family loves her but I just don’t believe anymore." 

I tend to fancy flowers too much. That is how I met him. I could see him through the window, watching as he sat outside of a shitty café shop I was in smoking a well finished cigarette. Snorting, I watch as he throws it into a rose bush beside him. This man wasn’t the known stereotyped bad boys that people read on a screen with face piercings and inappropriate tattoos on his body with vibrant eyes that looked into your soul as he held a smirk across him lips. No, this unnamed boy dressed with some sense of fashion, folded sleeves and slacks. He held emotion, only one which was madness.

This man, a indescribable human that was so unbearable that reached inside my body and ruined my soul breaking my heart in the process just by the snap of fingers. How we met wasn’t in a cliché way, not in the one that they show in movies where their hands accidentally touch and look into watch others eyes feeling all those sparks or something bullshit. Hell, we felt something alright when I orgasmed in his bed. I would always worry what people would say if I was seen with him in public, but he never gave a fuck about what others said about the boy. His motto was fuck everybody and be you. He was always blunt and honest even you never asked for his opinion. The way he did me, he’d make you realize who you’re and that nobody is really important so why give a flying fuck? I always disagreed and that’s what he liked about me.

One night when he found me drowning my sorrows in alcohol and smoking only god knows. That man shook something in me that sticls with me today. Instead of caring for me, he slapped me across the face and told me to stop being such a shitty baby.  He told me that if I didn’t like the way I was living was for me to go run away. He told me to find a city where nobody wouldknow who I was and to stop worrying about everything fucking thing that’s happened to me and to grow a pair to just get over it and to just start living life. To create something that only the people around us can remember. That we didn’t have to be famous to be remembered just be remembered for the people you love.

The boy that had eyes of autumn leaves and skin so smooth. Lips so soft I don’t think I could bare I could kiss another. Then man that stole my humanity and left like I was garbage. I didn’t want to believe that happened I’d feel this way. To feel something for a guy that I knew would never live a forever with me like I fantasized. I have and still will deny the fact that I was in love with him. I don’t think I was ever in love. I was just in love with the idea of him.

The thought of him is was ruined me. He burned a piece of him, scarring inside of my mind to never forget about him. I never had the chance for it to rub across his tongue and hear it feeling the vibration of my own voice from the back of my throat looking into his eyes to find his reaction, but never had the gut to admit it in person because the fear of his reaction would’ve killed me.

So I’m just have the memories. He never laughed much, but when he did he laughed like god. When he’d squeeze my knee I’d always jump at the odd feeling, I never got use to his touch, other than him pleasuring me. Sometimes he’d get me high before we fucked. Whispering in my ear that he’d fuck me silly. . I I’ve spent so many times in his bed I’ve lost count.

He always told me that I was changing him and maybe that was the way of him saying I love you? Who knows. He can’t tell me now, can he?

—  #1 Experts of a story I’ll never write (via @atmospher-e)

Had a friend beg me last minute to join the online D&D campaign she was in with three of her friends. I had all of five minutes to prepare. I tried to say “you know I can just join you guys next week” but she insisted.

When I showed up, there were three other people just as stunned and confused as I was, stumbling over their words, wide-eyed, worried.

Then we realized.

We all played bards.

And they were tasked with finding “outside talent” to represent them in the kingdom’s version of ________’s Got Talent. 

The DM gave them ten minutes to find an actual person who played a bard to show up with whatever most recent edition of their bard they had available.

I had level 10 Prianna. The others had level 1 - 3 bards. I’ve jacked up Prianna’s performance skill using Expertise twice now, because I like having something ridiculously overpowered that will get me out of weird roleplay situations LIKE THIS ONE. (Sidenote: I dumped the rest into Persuasion because other roleplay situations.)

Because I described, at length, the sound and feel of the song, the key it was in, and what it was about (the thrill of the hunt for my friend’s character, a ranger), I got advantage. Rolled a 5 and a 19. I have a 15 in performance. My ranger friend screeched at the 34 score I pulled out.

I can now add Talent Show Champion to her list of accomplishments.

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Can I take a moment to talk about teenage mutant ninja turtles
Because I have to
What fucker was at a meeting discussing new kid shows and was like “I fucking love turtles. Let’s do a show about that.”
And they approved it somewhere along the line and another Fucker was like “I see your turtles and I raise you: ninja turtles.”
And they could have stopped at that. That’s it. That’s the shows. Ninja turtles.
Because lo and behold there is another fucklet somewhere in this kids tv show storyboard who thinks that the only way to possibly make these ninja turtles better is to make them mutant. Wow. Okay
So now we’re at the point where you have mutant ninja turtles and no where along the way to creating these ninja turtles did anyone ever think “This is too much. This is too fucking much. These turtles have too much going for them.”
And evidently no one did because now these turtles are teenagers too
So then you get Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles.
Okay. I can accept this. That is the show. Now these turtles, do they have regular names like other cartoons?
Ah! Yeah. No.
Because these already soooooo fucking special turtles being teenage, mutants, and ninjas, or course, required that their names be famous dead artists. Wow.

I have a lot of feelings about teenage mutant ninja turtles also I have never watched the show

We Are Young: Chapter 7

Throne of Glass High School AU

Summary: Senior Rowan Whitethorn is new to town. It doesn’t take him long to get use to a new school, make new friends, even join the local hockey team. But it also doesn’t take him long to meet sophomore and figure skater Aelin Galathynius. And it doesn’t take him long to realize one thing; he can’t stand her.

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“You sure you’re okay?” 

“Fuck off asking me that. Or I’ll slam your face into the lockers.”

Dorian held his hands up, weaving in and out of the students crowding the hallway. He wanted to push the subject more, to find out how he could help her even in the slightest way. But he knew Manon. She would actually throw him against the lockers if he asked her that question one more time.

Class has just ended, so the hallways were packed with students as they caught up with friends or made their way to their lockers. Manon and Dorian had just got out of French class themselves when he offered to walk her to her locker.

Truthfully, he was worried about her. He didn’t know what it was, but that was just something about Manon that seemed off. There was an underlying emotion that clouded her eyes, sometime Dorian couldn’t place. Plus, she was being… harsher than normal.

He had a feeling that something happened at the party, because something always happened at parties. But he knew Manon wasn’t going to let up anytime soon. The only way he was going to know what had happened was if she told him. And by the looks of it, that wasn’t going to happen any time soon.

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tiny!sketch flipthrough - I sped this up a little because it felt like it was dragging, but now it feels a little too fast. I’ve never posted/edited video so…thoughts on the speed? text overlays fun/irritating?  I just used some of the app’s free music because i hate the sound of my own voice, but do people like commentary over music? other feedback?? 

sketchbook is from my @artsnacksblog June subscription box. I have another the same size - any suggestions for what to put in it?