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“If you keep watching and getting angry its only going to spur her on.” Another officer whispered to Y/N. “She flirts with all of us here. But lately she’s had her eye on your Jake.” Just that sentence alone made Y/N fume. It wasn’t the officer’s fault for telling her. No she wanted to fight that stupid…beautiful blond haired officer. “If it makes you feel any better, Jake doesn’t give into her.”

Y/N swallowed the anger down and crossed her arms. “You know I come to give him his lunch like once a week. And its like she knows. And when she knows shes always touching his shoulder or pressing her hand to his cheek.” She was pretty sure her face was red. She probably looked like that angry emoji.

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You might think that you’ll never gonna fall in love again, and you keep on wondering when is it gonna stop hurting. Or perhaps it’ll never gonna stop. You never thought that it would be this damaging, that its going to affect you so badly; mentally and physically. You probably feel sick and tired. Tired of love, tired of having feelings. You’ll think that being alone is probably better than having to feel like this. And for a moment, you lost hope. As well as your faith in love. But my dear, let me tell you one thing; it is completely normal to feel like this few weeks after you got your heart broken. The thing is, you will get through this. Without realizing it, It’ll pass. Life goes on. Someday it’ll all make sense. You’ll know why it had to happen, you’ll know why you need to go through all of this. To all the broken-hearted people out there, here’s my message to you; whether it has been a month, a year, two years, or even ten years, believe me, one day it’s not going to hurt anymore. That day will come, the day where you finally moved on. Where you can finally leave the past and ready to start again. So don’t lose hope, you are stronger than this.
—  Excerpt from a book I will never write #1211 // @bynoire on instagram

You’re Not Alone, Clarke~*✲゚*✧~*✧ (faded version)

the signs as jollywander quotes
  • aries: HOWDY!!!!! :-DD
  • taurus: im never getting better yeehaw
  • gemini: thts a lil mean ;; ??? leav u alon??
  • cancer: bt aa !!! i mite hav to block u if its okie cuz!!!
  • leo: aa WHT do i do abt th whole standin up fr myself part???
  • virgo: iim inn ddannger pelsae
  • libra: gues i aint wntd im srry
  • scorpio: uve hurt me a LOT nd uv kinda been emotionally abusive once som ppl told me. im not gona list it but. umm yhhea/
  • sagittarius: IM STILL SHAKEN ;; THNK U!!!
  • capricorn: Hello??? Sorry that this isn't Wander.....>_<
  • aquarius: wowie do i feel left out jus like irl ha
  • pisces: u go lil buddy rock tht id

i can already feel tfp becoming like that one annoying neighborhood kid who insists on hanging out with your children, and he’s generally terrible and his parents don’t bother to even try to discipline him and he has all these quirks that drive you up a damn wall and he constantly tells stories you know can’t possibly be true, but every now and then he’s unexpectedly funny or, on even rarer occasions, a little bit sweet, but mostly you wish he’d just leave your children the hell alone. but then he does and you don’t see him for a while, and you kinda start to wonder what timmy’s up to these days, if he’s still an annoying little hellspawn or if maybe you’d like him more now, maybe he’s changed after all, so you invite him over to play with your kids again, just to see, and he makes a mess of your house and rubs his unwashed hands all over the snacks and sucker punches your favorite child in the mouth, and you remember all over again why you didn’t like him in the first place…

My mother loved me, but she was never supportive, never there when I needed her, and never understanding. She was always right, and I was never good enough. She tore me down, made me feel worthless and stupid every day of my life, and responded to my insecurities and needs with sarcasm and insults. I know that she loved me. But she was never there for me when I needed a shoulder to cry on or a problem I needed help with. “What the fuck do you want me to do?” Was her favorite response to me.
—  Posted by Anonymous

anonymous asked:

what u said in the tags 'bout leaving young artists alone is rlly nice?? and it makes me happy? u see, i'm 13 and my art was on one of those accounts, but honestly i found it kinda funny since what was there was a doodle (that was meant to be a joke anyway). nevertheless it's rad that u said that!

ITS THE WORST!!! like u know those accounts are all run by ppl who cant actually draw and want to make themselves feel better by putting other ppl down. like make fun of my dumb furries all u want but leave young artists alone!! especially new artists!!! that stuff can mess u up

also yeah i feel like half the time its even like, some inside joke drawing between friends that gets posted out of context. smh. i hope ur still drawing and didnt let that guy get to ya

Dear humans (or other beings) - it is never okay to send fics (including ones that aren’t your own) to people (ak wrestlers,non wrestlers yada yada) it aint cute its actually disturbing i’m full blown judging you. Don’t fucking @ me. Don’t do it. Don’t ask them about it. Just leave it alone. One more thing UNLINK YOUR FUCKING TWITTERS FROM TUMBLR.

NEXT ON TO @underjacksumbrella IF YOU HAVE SHIT TO SAY ABOUT SOMEONE’S FICS EITHER DONT READ EM. BLOCK THEM. OR TELL THEM IF IT MAKES YOU FEEL BETTER. its down right fucking disrespectful drag someone’s writing LIKE @hardcorewwetrash aIN’T ASK YOU TO BRING IT UP. KEEP YA OPINION TO YOURSELF. MIND YA BUSINESS. MIND YA BUSINESS. MIND YA BUSINESS

Originally posted by fuel-the-jet

anonymous asked:

The fact that Chillers are getting a CW pic once every 4-6 months is proof positive they're terrified of what's not going on with CW. They know something is wrong and the only way to feel better is to troll CC shippers and blame them. Maybe they should be more concerned about the lack of news on their obsession... Will. It speaks volumes to me.

Anon, I agree.  The more they bother us. The more they are concerned. The more awkward pictures released into the world of C&W, the more they are concerned. Chris has not given that relationship a hard sell in a really, really long time. 

And meanwhile, Darren is running around making sure its known that he is alone. Taking not one but two photos that look like stills from Struck by Lightning. Making not one but two direct references to Stranger than Fanfiction.  

Their concern is legitimate.

thank you voltron

i love voltron. a lot. like- i dont think people understand why though.
the day i was going to actually commit suicide was the day the trailer was released
after that? my emotions felt like hell. they still are lmao- but theyve gotten better. thanks to voltron.
reason why i didnt die in january? voltron. it came out on the ending month. kept me going because i have to see where its going. where my safest thing is going.
when i was left alone for so long? when they left me? made me feel like shit? voltron. i watched voltron all that night. thought of what shiro or keith or lance would do to help me calm down.
i can relate so much to voltron. lance and his insincerities- i have the same ones. wonder why i love lance so much? thats why.
shiro and how strong he is /after/ he survives? he is such a strong character and im so happy they imputed him. it showed me that i could actually survive.
coping ships and nice people- cheery art and loving family pictures. even the galra! they are just so perfect.
this valentines day i want to say thank you voltron.
you truly saved me- thank you so much.

190217: 2053

soo,

thanks for your email. i contemplated several times these few days if i should email you but i didnt want to burden you with my problems. i appreciate that you reached out to me first.

among all who knows me, you are the only one who knows me best. you are the only whom i trust with my heart and soul. yet, i seem to have hurt you the most too. i am sorry for that.

right now, i really dont feel like talking or meeting anyone unless its work related, and i have no choice. i cannot always depend on you to make myself feel better, so im quite determined to get through this myself. please pray that im strong enough.

i hope you understand, hyung. i need to be alone for now. but i promise you that once im better, you will be the first i will go to.

manager-hyung found out about our email communications and warned me to be careful because email accounts can be hacked by our fans easily. im just tired of being told what to do, who to meet and where to go, hyung. i just need some time to figure things out for now.

this will be my last email to you for now. once im in a better place, i will definitely allow you in. you know i can never let you stay out of my life for too long, right?

“ … even when the last autumn leaf takes its final flight and fall to the ground, the tree and its roots stays grounded and strong, waiting and welcoming the next fall…”

x
jongin.

All the reasons to force.

Me: *sigh* Nobody cares about anything I do! Why should I ever bother?

Tulpa: You know, forcing might solve that problem for you.

Me: I really wish I had someone to talk to throughout the day so I don’t get that weird brain fog and emotional-ness that comes from being alone.

Tulpa: *coughing* foRCE *cough*

Me: I always do better on my homework when there’s someone around me, watching me…I feel like I have to do good then, most of the time.

Tulpa: Perhaps…maybe…just maybe…forcing might help…with that…

Me: I don’t believe my positive thoughts unless someone else backs them up! They don’t seem “real” unless they’re confirmed by another person!

Tulpa: *trying to violently shake me* FORCE YOU DICKWAD F O R C E

I was only 15 and you were only 16 and neither of us really knew what love was but you called in sick at work and ran 2 miles in a snowstorm so I didn’t have to be alone on Super Bowl Sunday when my family and friends all had better things to do and if that’s not love then I don’t know what love is
—  Its been 2 years and we both are grown up and moved on to bigger things in life but I’ll never forget the way your eyes lit up every time I laughed and the way you made me feel like I was the most beautiful girl in the world and how your arms were the only place I ever felt like I belonged. 

you’re going to meet a boy whose words are soft poetry and who makes your heart sing and you’ll be sure he’s the one—but he isn’t. and you’ll feel like maybe it was your fault, that if you’d just been better at being what he needed, if you hadn’t needed him so much, if you hadn’t asked so much of him, if you’d left him alone on tuesday or asked how he was on thursday or not mentioned your dog dying or stayed up later to talk to him, if you’d just been better, it would have worked—but it wouldn’t have. it wasn’t your fault he didn’t love you, it wasn’t your fault you weren’t enough for him.

he’ll stay in your heart forever and years later you’ll see something the wrong color and it will remind you of him and you’ll think “what did I do wrong, why couldn’t I keep him, why couldn’t we have what I thought we were going to” and it’ll feel like your heart is breaking all over again—but it isn’t. and let me tell you a secret: you’ll meet more boys like him, and one day one of them is going to shine sunlight into all the dark places in you and he’s going to tell you he loves you and mean it and this time when he tells you he’ll love you forever he will and some day you’ll realize that you can wear any color you want to and later you’ll see something that He used to love and you’ll expect the jagged memories to stab you all over again—but they won’t. and you’ll tell your new boy about it later and he’ll smile and your heart will sing again like it always does these days and you’ll realize that you’ve finally remembered how to be happy