- teru: i'm not GAY i love girls! i love when they pay attention to me and give me compliments and make me feel like im actually worth something and give me the sense of security in my identity that i crave every day... haha love girls!
- teru: im totally perfectly mentally healthy! its just that sometimes i just get horrible thoughts about myself for no reason for a period of weeks and after that i sort of wish i was never born, but thats just because im an awful human being!!! haha mental illness who?
- teru: i definitely dont hate myself im actually way too overconfident and sometimes i feel like i deserve the world even though im just a commoner and probably worth less than trash because im a horrible person for thinking that probably haha oh well.
dara is it weird that at times when im (highly) stressed im thinking about quitting my transition (i'm not on hormones yet tho)? sometimes when i'm not feeling great i'm like is it worth it? i am relatively sure about transitioning but sometimes i have doubts. love u <3