i feel like im being left behind

hellooo so this is my very first follow forever yayyy!!!!! i’ve had this blog since 2013 and started feeling like it was about time to do one, just to tell you guys how much fun it is to see you on my dash and to thank you for stickin with this very messed up blog!!!

  • first shout out goes to tumblr angel @taylorisapuppy for making this amazing edit for me and just for being the kindest person i’ve ever met on here. thank you for being amazing and super talented.
  • second shout out goes to my best friends on here: @tylerhoechlni (aka my absolute favorite person on this website), @toujovrspur (thank u for kinkshaming me whenever i deserve it), @jonsnowdrop (may we actually meet some day soon and see our fave together), @thefalloutkid, @louuiistomlinsons and @narcisasmalfoy (thank you for listening to my endless rambling and conspiracy theories about the 100 and game of thrones, i dont even know how you guys can stand me but thank you)

and now everyone else who is equally just cool and amazing!!! mutuals are bolded while the ones in italics are the ppl who probably see me in their notifications a lot (sorry about that!!!!)

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Ditto

Word Count: 675

Summary: A glimpse into the reader and Dean’s relationship when she has to stay home from a hunt.

A/N: IT’S SO FLUFFY. I HATE IT. IM GOING TO HIDE NOW. But for real, I”m really bad at writing stuff like this. I get all flustered and feel so weird. I feel really silly, but I hope you’ll still like it.

You hated when you got hurt on a hunt. Not only because of the pain, but because of being left behind. You couldn’t go with the Winchester brothers to try and help people. Instead you sat in bed, nursing a compound fracture in your leg. No matter how much you fought, Dean wouldn’t let you go.

“I know you’re pissed,” he said, holding back a grin at the grimace on your face. “But you’ll only hurt yourself more and get in the way of the hunt.”

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I think we all agree that Kara and Totty were pretty excelent in today’s episode, being there for their brothers and all.

But I feel that Oso is getting way more shit than he deserves??? Like, yeah he was being super selfish and cold,but like, think about it for moment. He’s being left behind by all of his brothers, one by one, probably feels like a failure among them and that he’s being left out, that no one cares about him, so it’s just all this bottled up anger and frustration he has going on. So he just eventually explodes and gets agressive towards everyone and then proceeds to isolate himself.

By the end of the episode he was so apathetic and miserable that it hurt to watch. It’s pretty obvious how this turn of events is badly affecting him, emotionally.
Really, as much of a shitty attitude Oso may have had, it’s still something that’s pretty realistic and understandable, frustration, anger, jealousy, whatever it may be, those were all valid human emotions, they’re bad yes but theyre 100% valid and no one is immune to them.

Some people can argue that the other matsus were feeling as bad but handled the matter better, thing is though, everyone handles the same matters very differently, never forget that.

A casual reminder:

Deviser Gaines actually didn’t know mianite would once more betray everyone in the finale and no doubt feels awful for being so dedicated to a man who turned on everyone so easily, possibly because he felt pawn.

He left all of his hard work behind and no doubt has no family or friends with him at this point as his own God who is most likely his only companion, his God seemed to give him everything he has such as the headquarters where he then built the portal.

With mianite dead it seems to me Gaines jumped into the portal (If I recall) with absolutely nothing close to him.

( just thinking things over with each character, correct me if I’m wrong)