I feel the exact same way. I've only been the fandom for about a month but these boys already mean so much to me. It's actually kind of concerning lol. I haven't felt this happy in a long time and tbh I'm just thankful that I was able to discover them and have them in my life.
Today someone told me, “you need to stop it with those boys.” I was about to be like.. fite me (ง ͠° ͟ل͜ ͡°)ง Hahaha. But honestly, I find that (and I’m sure others can relate) it doesn’t take long for BTS to becomes special to you. Their genuine character, their hardworking attitude, their thrill for life, and honestly just everything about them really make them one of a kind.. I’m really, really happy that you’ve found them, and that they make you so happy. (ᵔᴥᵔ)
Whenever I feel down or homesick, or even self loathing, I find myself turning not only to BTS, but the community they’ve created among their fans. Bangtan Bombs, VLives, ridiculous memes, and hilarious screenshots people upload all help to either ease pain or distract from the real world (or just add to a good day, haha). So I definitely know the really amazing effect the boys can have, and am grateful that you’ve discovered them seemingly right when you needed to. Welcome to the fam. ♡