i feel like i'm making up words now

  • TV writer: i can confirm this character has been involved with men and women but they are not gay or straight. they don't fit any labels
  • me: that is literally called a Bisexual™
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Hey folks, I hope you’re doing well! Today 30th April is my bday and I wanted to share some important thoughts with you all. Things I want you to know. Feel free to skip this tho, I’m just being grateful and deeply sincere here <3

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I’m not going to say much about this, but of course I’m disappointed in the adventure zone graphic novel.

Everybody seems to practically worship the mcelroys, and while I do enjoy their content, we need to remember that they’re still straight white men, and they’re going to fuck up, intentionally or not. This was one of those times.

All I’m saying is, please don’t act like your faves are flawless and never problematic, or you’re going to end up incredibly disappointed.

anonymous asked:

I've got a little confusion thingy going on. I'm ace. Full stop. That's pretty much set. But I always felt like I would be able to date/love both binary genders equally (makes sense now since I am sex-indifferent and repulsed by "female" genitalia). But recently I question whether I might be aro-spec. I look up the terms from time to time but the definitions sometimes feel so "scientific". But I am pretty sure bi-aro-spec, if I can word it like that(?) would you give me a list of aro-identities?

if it makes you comfortable, that label sounds fine

here’s a big list


Cancer- Melanie Martinez
  • Cancer Sun & Aries Moon: Gingerbread Man / "Love me harder and don't be nice, please, I wanna feel your crumbs on my body"
  • Cancer Sun & Taurus Moon: Mrs Potato Head / "Is it true that pain is beauty? Does a new face come with a warranty?"
  • Cancer Sun & Gemini Moon: Soap / "I think I left the faucet running, now my words are filling up the tub"
  • Cancer Sun & Cancer Moon: Carousel / "Chasing after you is like a fairy tale, but I feel like I'm glued on tight to this carousel"
  • Cancer Sun & Leo Moon: Bittersweet Tragedy / "It's no fun when I'm sitting all alone, you're right in front of me"
  • Cancer Sun & Virgo Moon: Training Wheels / "I carry band-aids on me now, for when your soft hands hit the jagged ground"
  • Cancer Sun & Libra Moon: Pity Party / "Tell me why the hell no one is here, tell me what to do to make it all feel better"
  • Cancer Sun & Scorpio Moon: Sippy Cup / "Doesn't matter what you pull up to your home, we know what goes on inside"
  • Cancer Sun & Sagittarius Moon: Alphabet Boy / "I know my ABCs yet u keep teaching me, I say fuck your degree"
  • Cancer Sun & Capricorn Moon: Cake / "If I am just a piece of cake, you're just a piece of meat to me"
  • Cancer Sun & Aquarius Moon: Mad Hatter / "So what if I'm crazy? The best people are"
  • Cancer Sun & Pisces Moon: Crybaby / "Your heart's too big for your body, that's why it wont fit inside"

I’m leaving Tumblr, and archiving ( possibly deleting ) ALL of my blogs

I’ve kinda been thinking about this for a while, as you guys have probably noticed, but some things have come up in my life that have pushed me to actually decide on this. Things, combined with the fact that I don’t actually do much writing anymore. Not that I don’t desperately want to, but I don’t have any time time for it now. And honestly? I just don’t like the atmosphere Tumblr has now. It ends up making me feel worse, unlike it used to.

I’m not leaving because of lack of muse though, so I will be willing to write on other platforms. Find me on S.kype ( mrspitchiner ) & D.iscord ( Luna#7534 ) if you’re interested in writing still, or just chatting. I also have kik and line but hmu for those bc I don’t remember.

I wish it was just a nightmare!

I have no words the explain how I feel right now. I went from being happy because GD was releasing an album to crying because TOP is hospitalized. How can people make so much shit up like why lie about his health & say he was just sleeping. Why put a mother through all that unnecessary crap she has enough with having to worry about her ONLY sons recovery & health. Also to all the people that are laughing, saying it’s all fake, & enjoy someone else suffering. I hope you don’t go through what TOP’s family & BIGBANG are going through right now, but karmas a bitch!!! My prayers goes to you, your family & bigbang members. Fighting TOP you have so many people praying for you & waiting for you to wake up!!! We love you TOP!!! VIP till whenever!!!

the signs as tfb lyrics
  • aries: she says, "you, you should admit it." but she knows I, I probably won't that he is the sound you want now and I, I'm just the noise you don't. (the feud)
  • taurus: I'm gonna get on my knees would you kick me in the face please? it'll make whatever I say sound like poetry. and as my gums begin to bleed the words will fall like teeth and whatever we had locked up now it's free. (lipstick covered magnet)
  • gemini: well I'm not gonna sit here and deny what I'm pretty sure I felt. I want what we had just wanna feel it with someone else. (I think your nose is bleeding)
  • cancer: I have stitched a mask of confidence and I wear it like a glove. (pale beneath the tan (squeeze))
  • leo: and I don't wanna make my mark on anything I just wanna show up then leave without anyone noticing. (silver shinbone (the bucket song))
  • virgo: and I refuse to take another breath till you change who you have become. (taking my uzi to the gym)
  • libra: I hear her whisper, "all I want is to want nothing." the room is dark and I'm pretty sure she thinks I'm asleep. she says, "it just don't make no sense. why can't it work out in my head? why can't I be happy when there's definitely reasons I should be..." (tattooed tears)
  • scorpio: well since when did I wanna hear your voice not become a good excuse? calling you three in the morning laugh at sleep that we'll both lose (twelve feet deep)
  • sagittarius: this is for the lions living in the wiry broke down frames of my friends' bodies. when the floodwater comes it ain't gonna be clear it's gonna look like mud, but I will help you swim. (twin size mattress)
  • capricorn: hey sweetheart, where'd you get those eyes? you think that I could have a pair? love the way that they glaze over - no point in pretending that we care. (just as big twice as swollen)
  • aquarius: I would stop doing all those things the doctor tells me not to do, but I don't think he understands I do all of these things for you (jim bogart)
  • pisces: everyone you think you're better than, what the fuck, I'm guilty too. half the time that I'm complaining I'm just talking shit on you. (the plan (fuck jobs)).
I was too tired
I had way too many things to do
I took on more than I could handle
I needed to feel like I was worth it
Good was never good enough
What I did was good, but what you did was better
You worked harder
I kept making excuses
I kept being asked to justify
This word precedes every ridiculous excuse I make
I couldn’t wasn’t considered a good reason
I end up using this word too much
You don’t think I use it enough
I didn’t meet your ridiculous standards
I was too tired
—  Because
Sleepy confession

So for the first time ever I decided after some pushing to post something I wrote. I wrote this for someone when she was sad aka cute Sugakookie yas. She told me to tho.

Please tell me if you liked it, maybe? Bc this is the first time and insecure. 

“Y-Yoongi hyung?” Yoongi hears Jeongguk say from the doorway in his room. “Are you awake?“ 

Yoongi, still half asleep, wasn’t in the mood to say anything so he pretends he didn’t hear, but Jeongguk doesn’t leave. A minute later Yoongi hears footsteps coming his way and feels someone sitting on the side of his bed. He could feel Jeongguk’s stare on him. 

He is ripped out of his thoughts when he feels Jeongguk’s hand cup his cheek. Jeongguk takes a deep breath and then Yoongi feels something on his forehead, Jeongguks soft lips. He had kissed him on his forehead. Yoongi’s thoughts are on speed, he can’t believe it. Why would Jeongguk, a bandmate, friend, the maknae kiss him. Kisses aren’t given in the group, it’s weird and awkward, only done on TV shows when they really have to. Before Yoongi can decide if he would keep faking he’s asleep or not Jeongguk has already left leaving Yoongi to think about what happened. 

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anonymous asked:

80 or 87 Jerza please? Also, if you had to pick a magic to have in Fairy Tail, what would you choose?

but wait! before you read the one-shot, let me first answer the question: if I had to pick a magic to have in FT, what would I choose?

  • waterbending by far. so like juvia’s ability, I guess? i really identify with the element of water (lol swimmer’s unite!) and if bloodbending comes in the same package, holy hell of course i’m going to take it.

87 | “You were never just my friend.”

notes: Apologies for the delay in this drabble request, dear anon! You’ve probably forgotten that you requested it so…well enjoy! Ahahaha. I’m not entirely sure what happened. I just wrote. ;) So forgive me for sloppy character resolutions.
10for10k: 1260 (cumulative: 7630)

He raises both hands to his mouth to breathe hot air onto his winter-frigid fingers, and when he pulls his hands apart to tuck them back into his pockets, he’s surprised to find a very familiar shade of red before him.

“E-Erza,” he stutters.

Suddenly he doesn’t feel so cold anymore.

He almost loses his balance on his skates.

“Hey,” she replies. She looks off to the left briefly before meeting his eyes again. “Do you mind if we share the ice?”

He glances down at her skates—these are new.

Of course, they’re new. How could they have been the same ones she wore back when she was in high school? Now that she’s a few years older, she’s definitely inched out of the white sequin-covered skates she used to don so proudly.

He realizes that she’s still waiting for his answer when the silence between them stretches long.

“Yeah, of course,” he finally replies.

She gives him a brilliant smile. “Great!” she thanks him, and turns on her heel to glide away.

Is that it? Is he just going to let her—


But she’s already gone, her scarlet hair rippling behind her, the tatters of her old faded light blue scarf desperately hanging onto her neck in the headwind.

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Black Lab {Sentence Starters}
  • "I wonder why I’m so scared."
  • "I know I'm not forgiven, but I hope that I'll be given some peace."
  • "I didn't mean to push you."
  • "Are you gonna leave me leave me now?"
  • "I didn't mean to argue... didn't mean to criticize you."
  • "There are things I regret. That you can't forgive. You can't forget."
  • "There are rules I had to break."
  • "I always need you near me."
  • "I know I'm not forgiven, but I need a place to sleep."
  • "How does it feel to break me like you do?"
  • "I know you're sick of me now."
  • "Tell me why some things are out of reach."
  • "Is there something you'd like to do tonight?"
  • "You're scared of what you lose...or what you might gain this time."
  • "How does it feel when I'm alone with you?"
  • "I have nightmares. I have dreams of you gone."
  • "You don't believe a word I say!"
  • "I don't know what I'd do if I was walking here without you."
  • "Maybe I'm making the whole thing up."
  • "How does it feel to be like you?"
  • "I love you more than I should."

okAY I’ve literally had this in my inbox for months i’m so sorry (it’s from my old blog lmao that’s how old it is hence the screenshot) buT if it’s any consolation this is actually massively long (just under 5k lmao whoops whats a short fic i’ve never heard of that). also, while i’m pretty satisfied with the job i’ve done, i would like to disclaim that i literally know NOTHIGN about porn like i don’t think anyone expects me to be a porn expert but literally if there’s ANY accurate knowledge about filming porn in here whatsoever that’s entirely a coincidence. i made this shit up. all of it. okay. on with the fic.

           Zayn doesn’t think he’s been this nervous since his A levels. Maybe not even then. This may actually be the most nerve-wracking moment of his life, excluding the time he went on a plane for the first time and fucking Louis told him it was going to do loops in the air. Come to think of it, Louis’ been involved in all his worst moments in one way or another. It’s certainly his fault that Zayn’s here now. Well, his and Harry’s fault, if Zayn’s being completely fair, but he prefers to blame Louis for everything because he knows that if the positions were reversed, Louis would do the same.

           Anyway, today is Zayn’s first day on a new job.

           He’s going to be doing porn.

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Cry Baby | Tear-Jerkers
  • Cry Baby: "Your heart's too big for your body."
  • Dollhouse: "I see things that nobody else sees."
  • Sippy Cup: "That's why all your teeth are rotten."
  • Carousel: "Will I catch up to love,I can never tell."
  • Alphabet Boy: "But are you smarter than me now?"
  • Soap: "Should've never said the word 'love'."
  • Training Wheels: "Telling you things you already know."
  • Pity Party: "It feels like I'm dying."
  • Tag,You're It: "Took the words right out of my mouth."
  • Milk and Cookies: "Ooh,honey,do you want me now?"
  • Pacify Her: "Now I can take her man."
  • Mrs.Potato Head: "Will a pretty face make it better?"
  • Mad Hatter: "This dream,dream is a killer."
  • Play Date: "I wish I didn't care all the time."
  • Teddy Bear: "I'm in despair; should I be scared?"
  • Cake: "We've got all the ingredients except you loving me."

eusouumrobo-blog-deactivated201  asked:

you don't have to answer this publicly, but could you tell me why you think carm and laura acting like normal loving girlfriends is fanservice? i think it's so sad that lesbians think that and it's really telling to the kind of material we've received so far. if it was a het couple, nobody would be saying it was fan service and now they can stop 'cause the plot finally arrived. like, i'm all here for the plot, nut if that was just fanservice, i'm disappointed in them.

I’m very sorry if your “you don’t have to answer this publicly” meant “don’t answer it publicly”, but I feel like I should.

I joked and made up the line “stop the fanservice making out, the plotline is here” in a totally light way.

The term “fanservice” is seen as a bad or negative word, but it’s not :) Fanservice is a way to reward and show the fans what they want to see but not necessarily at the expense of the actual plot. Carmilla and Laura making out for 3 minutes was totally justified considering their new relationship and also a thing the creators knew really well that most of the fandom wanted to see.

There is nothing to be disappointed in :)

reensaurus  asked:

Hey, I'm currently 15, and I just wanted to say that I love this blog, growing up in grade school wasn't fun for me because I was born on 9-11-01, I never understood the constant bulling, but I would watch Arthur in the mornings in after school with my older sister, and it would always cheer me up, it's been a while since I've seen it again and this blog makes me feel better wether I'm sad or missing my sister whose in collage now, it's great to find someone who loves this show as much as I do.

aww! i’m sorry you had such a rough time at school, it sounds like it woulda been hard to deal with. but i’m glad this blog can bring you some nice memories :> take care! 

reythespacebae  asked:

Just wanted to say I empathise about what happened with Danny. I get that you don't want to talk about it so I'm sorry If I've upset you again by bringing it up but I'm sorry it happened. I hope you're okay x

I’m… okay.  Okay is a good word for it.  There’s some wacky stuff going on on campus right now that’s keeping my mind off things. Not to mention that I smell like fungicide.  It’s only when I stop, when I think too long about things, that I find myself getting sad again.  LaF says that setting things on fire is great for that, but it just makes me feel worse.

Sentence Meme: In the Lonely Hour Edition - Part Two
  • "He'll never love you like I can."
  • "Why are you looking down all the wrong roads?"
  • "There may be lovers who hold out their hands but he'll never love you like I can."
  • "Baby he's a mantra, keeps your mind entranced."
  • "He could be the silence in this mayhem, but then again, he'll never love you like I can."
  • "We both have demons, that we can't stand."
  • "I love your demons."
  • "If you're still seeking an honest man.."
  • "I've been sleeping with the lights on."
  • "The darkness is surrounding you."
  • "This is my world, this is my choice."
  • "You're the drug that gets me through."
  • "I built this bed for two."
  • "I'm just waiting on your answer."
  • "I built this bed for me and you."
  • "Can't you see that I am yours?"
  • "You're my life support."
  • "Sick of waking up in darkness."
  • "There's a method to my madness."
  • "It's clear that you don't have a clue."
  • "I hate to say I love you."
  • "It's so hard for me."
  • "I hate to say I want you."
  • "You make it so clear you don't want me."
  • "Deep down I'm certain I know what you'd say."
  • "I'm sorry believe me, I love you but not in that way."
  • "I'm such a fool."
  • "You will never know that feeling."
  • "You will never see through these eyes."
  • "One day I will be where I was, right next to you."
  • "The days just seem so dark."
  • "The moon, the stars are nothing without you."
  • "No words can explain the way I’m missing you."
  • "Deny this emptiness, this hole that I’m inside."
  • "These tears, they tell their own story."
  • "You told me not to cry when you were gone."
  • "But the feeling’s overwhelming, it's much too strong."
  • "Can I lay by your side?"
  • "I’ll take care of you."
  • "And I don’t want to be here if I can’t be with you tonight."
  • "I’m reaching out to you."
  • "Can you hear my call?"
  • "I’m missing you, missing you like crazy."
  • "It was a Monday night when you told me it was over."
  • "I knew that I would be okay."
  • "Don't say it was a good thing."
  • "Don't say it was the right thing to do."
  • "Don't say it was the best thing for the both of us."
  • "I'm the one playing the fool."
  • "What do you want from me when I just wanna restart."
  • "You keep coming back for me when you're the one who tore us apart."
  • "The truth is I'm better on my own."
  • "You've been lightin' up my phone."
  • "But baby you're not on my mind."
  • "I know it was the best thing for the both of us."
  • "You're the one who looks like a fool."
  • "You lift my heart up when the rest of me is down."
  • "You enchant me even when you're not around."
  • "If there are boundaries, I will try to knock them down."
  • "I feel we're close enough."
  • "Now I’ve got you in my space, I won’t let go of you."
  • "Got you shackled in my embrace.
  • "I'm latching onto you."
  • "Got me wrapped up in your touch."
  • "How do you do it? You got me losing every breath."
  • "Why did you kiss me to make my heart beat out my chest?"
  • "Hush, don't speak."
  • "I can't find your silver lining."
  • "I don't mean to judge."
  • "Enough is enough."
  • "I'm covering my ears like a kid."
  • "Your words mean nothing."
  • "I'm turning up the volume when you speak."
  • "My heart can't stop it."
  • "Our love is running out of time."
  • "I won't count the hours."
  • "I'm gonna drown you out before I lose my mind."
  • "My mind runs away to you."
  • "Can't see where it's wandered to but I know where it wants to be."
  • "I'm waiting patiently though time is moving slow."
  • "You're the one designed for me."
  • "A distant stranger that I will complete."
  • "I know you're out there we're meant to be."
  • "So keep your head up and make it to me."
  • "So sick of this lonely air."
  • "It seems such a waste of breath."
  • "So much that I need to say."
  • "So much to get off my chest."