i feel like i should do something but i don't know what

Candy Cane Stockings

I need to go take a shower. In holy water. It’s Christmas Eve; how could I write something like this?

I am so going to hell, lmao.

Summary: I’m too tired to even come up with a proper summary, so you know what? Sin. That’s all this is. Pure (snort) Christmas sin. Enjoy your filth. Merry Christmas.

Warning(s): Smut. Duh. Curse words. Duh. A one-way ticket to hell. Duh.

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shinee as aesthetics/feelings

shinee as aesthetics/feelings

Lee Jinki: That moment when you’re laughing so hard that you start crying. Staying up late at night to watch your favorite TV show or read a book. Eating your favorite food after a long while without doing so. Getting those butterflies when you see a stranger and they’re cute. That moment when you take off your clothes after a long day and it just feels nice. Summer dates with lots of popsicles and music. Relaxing mornings when you just feel like everything is how it is supposed to be. That warmth that goes through your body and makes your heart race when you talk about something that you like a lot. When someone teases you and you just laugh because they’re right. Not wearing any makeup as you lay in your bed with your closest friends and eat whatever you could order for takeout. Doing something and then realizing it was stupid so you laugh at yourself.

Kim Jonghyun: When you listen to that really old song that you used to like and you learn to love it again. That moment when you see a picture from your childhood and you just laugh because it’s ridiculous. Reaching a goal and then being so happy about it because you did it. Looking at things and realizing how the most simplistic of sceneries can hold so much beauty, just like the moon or the sun. Mischievous smiles that hold a joking manner as you get ready to surprise someone. That eye roll thing you do as you smile when someone says something that it’s stupid but you can’t help but think it’s cute because they’re so wrong but they sound right saying it. Pastel colors as a meaning of fluffiness and softness. That feeling you get after a really long, great hug and you just feel like you took a weight out of your shoulders. When you see a really cute puppy/kitten and you can’t help but change your voice.

Kim Kibum: Laughing loudly because it was funny and you can. Wearing your favorite piece of clothing and feeling like it looks so good on you so you feel good with yourself. Doing something great for somebody without expecting anything in return, just because. The sound of water as the waves hit one another when the sunset is barely appearing. Laughing at your mistakes and rolling your eyes when you find out that you’ve changed and it was probably for the better. Having really long conversations about anything and everything with someone that actually listens to your point of view and gives you theirs without hurting any feelings. Eating your favorite dessert and enjoying it to the last bit. Singing your favorite song in public and not giving a damn if someone listens because it’s your song. Travelling, whether it is to that city right beside you or another country, just travelling around the world.

Choi Minho: Running, not for the sake of exercising, but simply because you enjoy it and you want to feel like you can do it all. That moment when a really cute kid passes by you and you smile brightly because they’re cute. Feeling free, like you were just the person you wanted to be and the only one you have to make happy is yourself. Blowing kisses and giving really warm hugs to that person you love. A first time of everything, because it’s never too late to learn. That moment you just sit down to watch your favorite show or just search on the internet and you lost track of time. Not having an answer to everything and laughing when you don’t know what to say. Really big sweaters that cover you completely. Nights of autumn with lots of hot drinks and the smell of cinnamon. Really dumb jokes that make you laugh like an idiot. Looking at your friend as if asking for help when you don’t know what to do.

Lee Taemin: Trying your hardest in everything you do and seeing something come from it. The color white, not exactly for the meaning of purity, but honesty and humility. That moment when your heart feels warm when you look at what you’ve created in your life and you’re truly thankful. Variety, not letting a concept take over your life as you try everything and anything just for the sake of looking for that special aura of yours. Eating a lot after a long week and just smiling to yourself because everything just tastes amazing. Those really quiet laughs that go unnoticed but are the most pure and beautiful. Fingers going through each other’s hair to soothe the other’s pain, showing love and support. A look in someone’s eyes that shows determination and mystery, the best of everything in just a pair of eyes. Slow, melodic songs with some hidden message behind them, a meaning that no one will ever know.

Demon!Carl AU? anyone?

I don’t know if this has been done already, but I got kind of stuck on the idea of Negan realizing that violence doesn’t make Carl flinch so much, that even his father seems to avoid him somehow, feeling that there’s something not quite right with him, but not being able to put his finger on it. And it all just makes him feel even more intrigued about the kid. He’s not joking when he says “You scare the shit out of me”.

I imagine Carl laughing in Negan’s face when he asks what he should do to him (iron his face, chop off his arm…), and Negan leaning forward and asking, genuinely curious: “The hell is wrong with you, kid?”.

And then Carl would smile at Negan, his one eye going pitch black, and he would whisper, like confessing a dirty secret:

“Oh, so many things.”

what i don’t understand is like… where are all the galra women. like have we seen literally any galra girls please help me bc if we have i would love to know educate me i beg u

like i almost expected the Blade of Marmora to be entirely made up of girls or something (fooled once again by the shoulder-waist ratio ahaha kill me) and then Haggar wasn’t even Galra so like. where are they. I have a hard time accepting that the galra women aren’t part of the military at all because a) they’re GALRA and b) Allura went undercover as a galra soldier and no one batted an eyelash so WHERE THEY AT

Support Original Content

POSTS FANDOM STUFF: Gets tens to hundreds of notes (seriously, my Yuri!!! On Ice post has almost half a thousand notes…like wtf)

POSTS ORIGINAL STUFF: Little to no notes


You know, it really disheartens/demotivates creators when they make something they are extremely proud of and people only care about them posting fan stuff. Not that fan stuff is bad; it certainly isn’t. But imagine people spending hours, days, or years making this thing they are very passionate about, and want the world to see.

…..and nothing.

I seriously don’t even know if I want to do Psycho Squad: Kiyoshi or Hiroto Spring anymore. I have about 160 followers and only a couple really respond to those posts. What would happen if I released a chapter? Why spend a month on something for nothing?

Sorry for getting depressing, but that’s how a lot of content creators who have also done fan-art feel. This post is not meant to put down fan-art or fanfiction or fan-anything. It’s meant to say support original content like you would support fan creations.



in which fictional sex is... too kinky or not kinky enough?

Because I have way too many thoughts about the kind of sex fictional characters would have… I’m sort-of curious about something.

Does it ever bother anyone to see fics where the characters are having a certain type of sex and you just… don’t see them doing it that way? Like… this is probably more about kink than anything, but… (ok and tbh this fandom is not that kinky…) I also just wonder if sometimes we write things that are more about our own need to see/imagine The Thing and the characters are just convenient for that.

Which… is fine I guess. I mean you all just do what makes you happy. Read what makes you happy. I guess I’m not even sure where I’m going with this, just that sometimes I want to push things in a fic and then I get… not sure about how far it should go. Maybe this is all me, I don’t know.

LIKE, for example. Weeks ago I started a fic where Mor picks up a stranger for her and Az to fuck. Is anyone interested in that? Is that what they would do? And Az is also about to be VERY dominating in bed with both Mor and Lucien, once I start thing other thing in earnest.

Maybe I’m thinking way too hard about this and y’all are just like LESLIE WRITE THE THING WE WANT TO SEE THE THING. I dunno.



First things first. 1) I’m writing this after I’ve watched the four episodes, so I’m probably going to forget something and things won’t necessarily be in the right order. 2) I’m brazilian, so english isn’t my first language, sorry for the mistakes. 3) This post will have a lot of anti Logan and pro Jess, so if you are not a Literati sipper, you should probably skip it. Ok, let’s do this!

1) I wanted to see the opening credits and the theme song, I already knew that there was not going to be an opening like the one in the series, but I wanted the song to be there at some point (when Carole King sang and played the piano or maybe on the last scene).

2) I’m so pissed at the way they treat cheating on this show! Like it’s ok and normal! Rory is cheating on Paul (was that his name? Can’t remember hahaha jk) with Logan (and he is cheating on his fiancée) and she doesn’t even feel bad or guilty about it. C’mob, girl!!! You cheated on Dean with Jess, on Logan with Jess, on Paul with Logan and slept with married Dean! Where is the famous character development here? Her only worry was that Logan was going to spend time with Odette. This really drove me nuts.

3) Queen Paris Geller is here. I’ve missed you! I’ve never imagined that Paris would be working with in vitro fertilization, but it was nice to see her working

4) Michel is gay!!! I’m so glad! This show was in desperate need of some LGBT representation! Team Michel and Patrick!

5) Hep Alien!!!! 

6) First episode is over and no sign of Jess????

7) I can’t believe Paris and Doyle are getting a divorce. I have no hope anymore. 2016 is definitely the worst year for couples

8) Rory is in New York! She is going to bump into Jess in a library, I can feel it!

9) Rory is in a vinyl record store! She is going to bump into Jess there, I can feel it!

10) Ok, no sign of Jess yet.

11) I really wanted Chad Michael Murray to be playing Tristan again. And I wanted him to ask Paris out only to have her say no

12) Where are Madeline and Louise?

13) It was so good to see Paris again! But I kind of wanted her to be more crazy-Paris!

14) Rory and Logan are still doing the whole cheating thing and being ok with it.

15) I can’t stand this musical anymore. Why the hell is it this long?? It’s not even funny!!! This time could be used to…hum… I don’t know… show Paris, or Jess, or Kirk or ANYONE!

16) I just love Kirk’s movies

17) I wasn’t that into the therapy storyline too

18) Yeah, Spring wasn’t my favorite episode

19) So…. Rory is going crazy which means Jess will be here soon to save the day

20) What did I say? Hello, Jess!

21) Yesssss, Rory, you should write that book and name it Gilmore Girls!!

22) No Paris this episode?

23) Emily is dating someone?? I don’t know why, but this seems odd, a little bit ooc

24) Ooh, there is Jason. I haven’t missed you, but it was nice to see an old face. I just hope they don’t bring Mr. Boring Man (aka Max Medina) back too

25) I’m loving Berta! and I think it was really clever to have Emily stick with this one maid that brings her whole family to the mansion other than have her change maids every episode, It says a lot about the difficult time she is having

26) We finally got to meet Lane’s father!!!

27) I really wanted a scene inside Kim’s Antiques

28) And Lorelai is still treating Jess like trash… Right now he is the most down to earth character, give him some respect

29) I’ve never been a really big fan of the Life and Death Brigade, but it was fun to watch those scenes

30) Ugh, Logan is back and him and Rory are acting like a couple again

31) I guess this means I’m supposed to stop rooting for Literati, because it’s not happening

32) Finally they broke up! Bye Logan

33) I cried so much during Lorelai’s story about Richard! It was so full of feelings and just sincere

34) Yayyyy, JavaJunkie wedding is happening people!!!!

35) The book is happening! And it is called “Gilmore Girls”, shocker!! But it’s nice though

36) SOOKIE!!! Melissa’s voice has changed A LOT!!!

37) My Literati feels are back! What if they share a beautiful dance on the wedding and then head to the lake and just spend the rest of the nigh talking? I would be ok with it!

38) OMG, Jess is so in love with her!! That window scene just killed me! They are so getting together!

39) Eloping is the option that best suits Lorelai and Luke, but there are some people missing in this wedding! Lane is there, but no Liz (I don’t even like her, but it’s her brother!) and no Jess? 

40) Ok, still waiting for Jess to show up and share that beautiful dance with Rory

41) Fine, he is not showing up

42) Lorelai: “You will find someone too”

      Rory: “Maybe I already have” (Jess appears)

      That’s what I wanted to happen



ahaha wait, what the heck…? how does UNDYNE know anything about all that…?

i think alphys more than anyone would be very understanding of when someone makes a mistake or keeps a secret. but just what kind of mistakes were happening when they were all underground…?

this is another page that was originally 2 pages of 3 and 4 panels respectively, then combined into 1. so it’s technically like getting two pages! i guess. sorry if it’s one-page updates for awhile. it’s a busy time of year!

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That tweet rant

Y’know that tweet? The one that Soriel haters wave over us as if it is the end all, be all. That we should stop shipping Soriel because of this one tweet:

“Sans wouldn’t be in a relationship” they say, "his creator said so.” And my favorite, “it can’t be canon.” I never said it was, and I can’t say Soriel is canon; but, it is plausible.

I’ve done some research, and even scoured Toby Fox’s twitter. Then I sat on my findings because the answer seemed so obvious. Plus, I’m feeling done with doing these… But, I saw the argument made again, and now I’ll respond. It’s under the cut. I’ll try to keep it short compared to my other rants.

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One-shot: Selfish

A/N; this is heartbreakingly sad, I have no idea why I wrote it. This has nothing to do with anything, I just love seeing characters suffer. 

This one-shot in not in conjunction with any other fic I’ve written, I just did this for kicks. 

Pairing: Peter x Reader (older), mentions of Daredevil (platonic)

Summary: Sometimes you feel something for another person, but it isn’t always love. 

Warnings: mentions of blood, cursing, and just straight up sad.

You could say Peter’s soft stirring roused you, but you were never quite asleep in the first place. Starring at his features, you took all of him in; lidded eyes, lashes touching his cheeks. Bloodied nose dripping onto already stained sheet which you’d change come morning. His tousled hair felt flat against the pillow, small strands stick to his forehead with sweat. Peter’s breathing was even and rhythmic, indicating that he was in deep slumber.

At some point, his hands had slipped from your waist to wrap around his middle, clutching his stomach as though his organs would spill from it. You dragged your eyes back to his face, watching his parted lips as though they’d say your name any moment now, a sleepy lullaby in the otherwise quiet room.

He never did.

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real talk tho

as a young girl, one of the biggest things i took away from fandom’s attitude toward fanwriters was that not only i owed people my free labor, but that expecting or even hoping to get some kind of gratitude for it made you entitled

but sure let’s write another thinkpiece about the amazing power of transformative works

anonymous asked:

Talk about something you love. It can be anything

Oh gosh… What do I want to talk about? Ah… how about vet med?

I have a feeling you all know that I love animals. Like a lot. I grew up with dogs and a cat and have had them my entire life. They all hold special places in my heart and I have fond memories with every single one of them. I always was outside at my grandparents’ house chasing down frogs and toads and watching deer walk through their yard. I went horse riding a few times and marveled at how large and gentle they were. I remember back to when I was three or four years old and standing on my toes to look over the exam room table at our family veterinarian to watch him look our dogs over. And that’s when I realized I wanted to be a vet.

I love all of the innovations that have come to vet med thanks to human medicine, as well as things we’ve found and started ourselves. I love the passion involved in research and clinical treatment, and how much the field has changed in the last 50 years. We know more about our domestic animals than we ever did, and there is still so much to learn.

Okay so one of the things I absolutely love about veterinary medicine are the people. So many people that go into the profession have 1) a love for animals, 2) ridiculously brilliant minds, and 3) innovative thoughts and ideas, all of which center around the budget of a pet’s owner. The thing I love about the last point is the fact that I’ve seen so many clinicians bend over backwards and come up with something that’s never been done or thought of before and have it work perfectly when a client comes in with $200 dollars in their pocket. I love the compassion in this field and how, even though it hurts their wallets and they make nothing, clinicians will sweep charges under the rug or severely discount it and give a patient a treatment their owner can’t otherwise afford. I love the passion and the compassion. 

I feel like I’m rambling, but you asked me to talk about something I loved and this is definitely something! Lol. I just love the people and the pets I can interact with. I love being able to fix an innocent soul with my hands and do things that will make the human-animal bond stronger. I don’t know I’m not making sense but I just love it! I could go on forever but I can already tell that there is no direction to this and that I’m talking in circles, so I’m going to cut it there! 

Something about me makes you upset.
I don’t know if it’s that we don’t talk anymore or if it’s because you forgot what it was like to touch me, or if it’s because you think I’m the worst human being on the planet. I just don’t know. In the corner of my eye, I saw you looking at me intensely. I tried to speak but you looked at me like I had just punched you in the stomach. Maybe that’s just how you feel when I talk to you. I don’t know if you’re lying to yourself. I don’t know if you wish I would come back… However, I do know that when you look away I look at you too sometimes. I just like to remember how things were. Maybe you do too. I don’t know if you hate me now or maybe you just hate that I don’t reach out anymore. I don’t know what we are or where we are going. I know that you’re not over us though. If you were, you wouldn’t cringe whenever I’m around and they say her name. You’re absolutely pathetic. However, I’m not really one to talk.
—  I don’t know but I think you’re full of shit
INTP Problem: Just... FEELINGS

Fe Person: *Thinks INTP dislikes them*

INTP: *Doesn’t dislike them; simply prefers to keep a straight face*

INTP: *Tries to convince Fe Person that they don’t dislike them by using logic*

Fe Person: *Isn’t convinced*

INTP: *Tries to use Fe to communicate better*

INTP: *Ends up sounding fake / forced*

Fe Person: *Is beginning to think that INTP dislikes them more than they originally thought because INTP doesn’t even sound emotionally passionate about the situation*

INTP: *Is logically passionate about the situation because Fe Person should know the truth – that INTP does not, in fact, dislike them*

INTP: *Makes the situation worse by trying to make it better*


Originally posted by torri-renee

Cut & Run Masterpost.

Yo people. I tried to… do something ? It feels like more people have been asking for other persons blogging about c&r lately and my rise in followers might be more new people finding about this tumblr than new people starting the series but I thought this could be usefull anyway ? This has been mostly done going through my tags and obviously there are a lot of writers and artists I don’t know and you have to add my lame memory to the mix so obviously I don’t feel satisfied and this thing has to be completed (so feel free to add stuff/names).

→ from abiroux

→ usefull stuff :

→ meta :

malady579 is probably my reference when I think about meta on this fandom but you can read really good stuff from other people and I’ll quote amirosebooks, writingabeautifuldisasteryouredirtykels.

→ people who write fics and headcanons :

→ people who do fanart and graphics :

→ also to check :

@ sad anon

heya !!

mm… the only way i can respond is by posting like this. i can’t privately answer anonymous asks, so i hope this is okay.

i’ve been on the other side of that. i’m personally not the best at responding. so, going off of that, i think you should approach ‘em about it? is there anywhere where you see them in real life that you can bring this up? maybe explain that you haven’t done anything wrong and even if you have upset them in any way, that’s honestly no way to go about dealing with it. s’immature of ‘em.

i just want you to know that this isn’t your fault. this doesn’t mean you’re a bad friend. worst case scenario? something happened and you may have to move on.

whether you wanna confront them on it or not is your decision, but i suggest it. find a sure-fire way to contact them, the best you can. and if they don’t respond, still ? then perhaps they’ve missed out on an awesome friend.