i feel like gavin

*Sees person* i wonder what music they listen to

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Is this a potentially challenging time to mount a show that has an earnest, straightforward story and that isn’t, perhaps, a cornerstone of musical-theater history? 

Benanti: We’re not “Hamilton.” But there wouldn’t be a “Hamilton” if there weren’t a “She Loves Me” or “Gypsy” or “The King and I.”
Krakowski: I did see Scott’s original revival. It feels, as it does now, like this beautiful jewel box. For a musical that isn’t as well known, it’s quite a perfect little piece.

“I don’t communicate my feelings. My entire family was like that. We’ve always sort of just swept things under the rug. I think that’s what makes me a good ER nurse. I don’t take things home with me. I can separate myself emotionally and just focus on what needs to be done. But it also makes me pretty bad at relationships. I met Gavin while traveling in Europe last year. We traveled together for two weeks, then he came home and met my family, and then we went to Mexico for a week. After that we talked every day. Gavin was the opposite of me. He was warm and happy and touchy. He’d even tell random strangers that they looked nice. But I pulled back the moment we got too close. Because I don’t like the feeling of being dependent on someone. Gavin was killed in a car crash at the end of January. He was alone in England and I didn’t even find out until days after it happened. I’ve tried to handle it like I always do. I try not to think about it or talk about it. But it’s not working so well this time. I’m taking things more personally at work. If a patient comes in the ER with similar injuries, I always ask myself: ‘What if this was Gavin?’”

apxlllo  asked:

HEADCANON THAT SIMON IS A COMPLETE FUCKING SAP WHEN IT COMES TO TAKA AND CELEBRATES HIS BIRTHDAY AND NAHYUTA N SIMON N ATHENA ARE SAT AT A TABLE W PARTY HATS ON AND TAKAS WEARING A TINY LIL HAT AND HE HAS A BIRD FRIENDLY CAKE AND INTERNALLY NAHYUTA IS LIKE "I can't believe that my boyfriend will celebrate his bird's birthday but not his own"

ALSO KLAVIER IS THERE PLAYING HAPPY BIRTHDAY ON HIS GUITAR UDCJFVHG        

lkjskljdf THIS IS TOO BEAUTIFUL OH MY GOD

Trucy would text Athena asking if she wants to hang out but Athena responds, “sorry, I have to go to a bird’s birthday party instead.”

Everyone definitely thinks that Simon is joking when he tells them all that Taka’s birthday is coming up and he’d like for them all to be there for his beloved hawk. And yes you’re so right Nahyuta literally cannot believe he has just been formally invited to Taka’s birthday party when he had to force Simon to have a party for himself, A PERSON WHO UNDERSTANDS THE CONCEPT OF BIRTHDAYS.

Klavier is so ready to laugh until he dies when he gets to Simon’s place, but Nahyuta sternly tells him that Simon has not treated something this seriously in a very long time. Klavier had better know how to play “Happy Birthday” on his silly guitar or else. It’s really hard to stay serious for his friend when Klavier sees them all putting on pointy party hats like how could he not be dying of laughter. But also Taka still looks weirdly threatening while wearing their own little party hat, so he shuts up and acts like a proper bird birthday party guest.

Honestly though instead of cake it’s probably just a ton of meat for Taka? (I don’t know hawk diets let’s be real.) But it’s all stuff that Taka rarely gets to eat so they got nuts when Simon brings it out. They barely get through “Happy Birthday” before big birb is squawking to be let at it. Simon takes pictures like a parent celebrating their kid’s first birthday and he doesn’t even care FIGHT HIM HE LOVES TAKA.

it’s literally so ridiculous and all of them are just so confused by what’s happening. Athena knew she should have expected Simon to do this, and Nahyuta is just mostly astounded that his brooding prosecutor bf is THAT much of a dork. Klavier is also rather surprised, but he’s so glad to know that Simon is such a proud birb dad.

I love this idea TOO MUCH

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I feel like if Desmond had Kristoph’s hair, it would have worked just as fine as his bread hair. Maybe better lol…. They also have similar suits and more similarities I can’t quite name for certain bc I haven’t played either game yet ;_;. Poses referenced from Kristoph’s, naturally.

anonymous asked:

Emotional Gavin breakdown where he just spills everything and he's crying and scared. "I can't- I can't tell you, he'll know, he- he'll hurt you."

oh god the breakdown is outright heartbreaking. It’s clear he’s struggling to tell them, especially after they track him down, especially when they get him alone again. He’s surprised when they find him. Despite him leaving those trails and paths to him, he never really expected them to follow it. Certainly didn’t think they’d care enough to find him. Certainly didn’t expect them to still care again to try and get him out.

But even still he’s struggling, clearly terrified out of his mind. It’s a very pure form of fear, unadulterated and genuine and if that isn’t a fucking slap to the face for them all. To see their Golden Boy, normally so confident and strong, crying and shaking in fear. Not fear of them or fear of his own life, no. Fear for them. For them getting hurt. For them getting killed. Any doubts they had over him not caring for them are completely gone after seeing him in this state.