i feel like I could do it

anonymous asked:

I know it's stupid, but I feel like such a terrible fan. You're my favourite YouTuber and yet I will never be able to draw amazing fanart, I will never have a popular blog dedicated to you, I will never meet you, I doubt you'll even reply to this. The best I can do is watch your videos and on the one hand that's great, I love your videos! But on the other, I just wish I could do something to show my appreciation.

No no no no no, not at all! Please dont feel like that! You are awesome! Just showing your support at all is incredible! The simple act of you watching my videos everyday is amazing!!! Thank you so much for watching my videos. I don’t value one person over another just cause they can make art or something like that. I appreciate everyone thats here so much. THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING YOU DO

amrumru  asked:

How does mullet instructor feel when Lance is gone? Do they miss for each other?


The feedback about this ship is …. better than I expecting! Thanks

I hope I could make more of this ship. I want Lance to say “ I already have a boyfriend and he’s waiting for me back on earth” and then team Voltron just like “??? what? when???”

anonymous asked:

My stepdad who doesn't know I'm Pan, says being anything but straight is a choice. I didn't believe him at first but now I don't know. Am I just making a choice that my family will hate me for? Is there a way to turn off my feelings? I honestly feel like that would be the best thing I could do right now

My dear pan child, 

No, being pan is not a choice. Being lgbt+ is not something you can “turn off”. Just as importantly, you don’t have to turn it off, even if that was possible - there’s nothing wrong with being pan! 

If you need some arguments for it not being a choice, consider this: It’s scientifically proven that attempts to “turn people straight” do not work. In fact, all major health organizations (such as the WHO) advice against such attempts because they only have negative impact on emotional and mental health. 

Another argument: Lgbt+ living beings are a normal part of nature - just like lgbt+ animals

Please don’t let your stepdad make you hate yourself. 

You’re pan, and that’s natural and beautiful! <3 

With all my love, 

Your Tumblr Mom 

anonymous asked:

Jungkook seems to be so obsessed with Jimin’s waist lately and it’s just so…soft…. and then he goes full one-eighty and slaps his ass into another dimension like this is getting of of hand 2013 Jungkook couldn’t even look him in the eyes without stuttering I feel so alive

Jungkook’s been obseesed with Jimin’s ass throughout all eras do I really have to prove it? dO I REALLY?? Ok here I go

First of all this picture

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Even though it nearly drowned us in angst, we have to appreciate how healthy that conversation actually was.

“I swear to you, I wanted to tell you, I tried. And then you found that ring and I just couldn’t bear to ruin that happiness.” 

~ he doesn’t dance around it, goes right for the truth, explains the situation and why he chose to act the way he did; that it was coming from a place of love.

“How could you do this?” 

~ she asks with shock, and hurt. He doesn’t know what she’s talking about at first - he thinks she’s talking about killing her grandpa but what she’s really talking about is burning his own memories. The way she says it with a hint of concern, like even though she’s mad, she’s hurting for him because if he’s gonna resort to such drastic measures, this must be eating him up inside.

“I’ve been asking myself the same question, and all I can say is that I was a broken man for a very long time and I did horrendous things..” 

~ THIS! LINE! IS! SO! IMPORTANT! Because he was a broken man and the fact that he recognizes that his deeds were horrendous proves how much he’s changed. And the fact that he’s sharing with her that he knows he was broken - ugh. Beautiful. 

“I’m not talking about that I’m talking about this. You were about to burn your own memories why would you do that?” 

~ Here the concern for him is even more prominent in her tone. It almost sounds like she’s going to cry. She’s so concerned that he was going to burn some part of his past, because she loves every part of him, including his wrongdoings. 

“Because I was ashamed, Emma. And scared losing you and everything that matters to me.” 

~ She is everything to him. He is terrified of losing her. Do I even need to say more like omg.

“You really think that would happen after everything we’ve been through?” 

~ this is her having 100% confidence in what they have. They have made it through darkness and DEATH, and that proved to her that together they can do anything. She’s surprised and hurt that he doesn’t feel the same way. Why doesn’t he? is what she’s she’s wondering.

“How am I supposed to sit across from your mother and father at the table and look them in the eye after what I’ve done?” 

~ He’s letting her know how guilty he feels. How he’s terrified he’ll be rejected. They’re just laying all their feelings on the table and it’s so healthy I can’t even 

“I’m not saying it would be easy. You know them, you know they would forgive you, that’s who they are.” 

~ She’s validating his feelings, saying yes, it will be a big hurdle. But then she also reassures him that he is loved so much but not just her, and that nothing he does or says will get him kicked out of their lives. Ever. 

“This isn’t just about them, this is about me. I already destroyed my own family once and that was hard enough but knowing that I destroyed yours too, I just…I didn’t know how I could live with that.” 

~ YESSSSSS Killian. This is about you. And that is perfectly okay like it is 1000000% okay for you to worry about yourself instead of everyone else (including Emma) for once. You need to heal and this is the way to start, by telling the woman that you love that this is how you feel and where your head is at. Good job precious pirate good job! 

“You come to me Hook, and you lean on me, and you trust ME!” 

~ Ohhhhhhhhhhhhh the knife-in-the-gut line. The most beautiful line in my opinion. Cause it came from the mouth of Emma Swan, who spent her life leaning on no one. Who, after Neal, had a necklace that she wore to remind her never to trust ANYONE. And now she has a life partner that she trusts so completely and has leaned on countless, countless times (When she was watching her mother die, when she almost froze to death, when she was confused about Lily, when she was mad at her parents, all throughout Camelot, when she admitted she wanted a future but was scared, when she was in the underworld and had a scary vision, like a million bazillion times she’s gone to him and leaned on him) and now all she wants is to return the favour for him. And frankly she’s devastated that he doesn’t feel like he can lean on her. Like he is my rock, why aren’t I his? is what is going through her mind. ASDFGHJKL.

“We have to stop hiding things from each other.” 

~ She doesn’t just blame him, she knows she’s hid things from him before too and might some day do it again. They both need to stop in order for this to work.

“The man I fell in love with would know that. You would know that we would do things together.” 

~ Telling him that this together thing all originated from him. She fell in love with him because he earned her trust, but never took the lead from her; they always worked together as a team. Together. And all she wants is for them to be doing that now (and for the rest of their lives)


~ the way he splutters it. He’s so in love with her and wants to kiss her for saying these soulful things. She’s opening up to him and pouring out her soul and telling him she loves him in a poetic, wordy way, which is NOT her specialty. But at the same time his heart is aching. He’s done the last thing he wants to do in life. He’s hurt her. Fuck. 

“That is what I agreed to marry. That is what I thought we were together.”

 ~ Again, emphasis on the together, two halves of a whole. And telling him the reason she wanted to marry him so badly - because she feels safe with him. She can trust him. She can lean on him. And she thought she was that for him, too. And if she’s not? Well, they need to fix that before they can move forward.

“Until you’re ready for that..” *removes ring* “Then we can talk.” 

~ A bit of tough love, but it’s for his own good. She is NOT rejecting him or breaking up with him or some bullshit like that. Their love means more than that. She’s just telling him “Hey. I love you. And I am so, so ready to marry you. But I want our engagement to be happy and pure. And it is anything but happy and pure right now. So until we figure this out, take this back. And work through your feelings. And if you need me, I will be right here.” 



Monsta X Reaction: When their girlfriend kisses their neck

||| Anon asked:  Can you do a Monsta X reaction to when you (their girlfriend) kisses/rubs their neck in a nonsexual way just out of habit or because you find it comforting? |||

Wonho/Shin Hoseok

Originally posted by the-xclan

It would matter to him that you only did this out of habit.

“Girl, I think you just started something serious.”

Shownu/Son Hyunwoo

Originally posted by hyungnu

Even though he didn’t expect you to do this, he would be up to it.

“Somehow your kisses really calm me down.”

Lee Minhyuk

Originally posted by beastdw

He would get all giggly.

“Aww Jagi, what are you doing? It tickles.”

Yoo Kihyun

Originally posted by aceyng

Would get all shy because that caught him off guard.

“Don’t just suddenly do things like that!”

Chae Hyungwon

Originally posted by min-shookga-yoongi

He would like the feeling of it.

“Please do continue.”

I.M/Lim Changkyun

Originally posted by eddycakeway18

Would kiss you back.

“We could keep going.”

Lee Jooheon

Originally posted by honeypup

Would find this side of you really adorable.

“You have some cute habits.”

A/N: Feel free to request more scenarios, reactions etc, I keep up with a lot of groups, both male and female!!  😄

Sometimes I think about how you’ve begun to open up to me. Do you even realize how special I feel just knowing that you consider me a safe enough place to deposit your secrets? My insides melt to pure gold knowing that pieces of your soul are being dropped into them like rain. And I don’t know how I could ever repay you for this gift.
—  🖤
Sweet Disposition

Request- Reader X Spencer~where they have been dating for a year and the reader is a virgin but spence doesn’t know and it’s their first time and she gets really nervous but he helps guide her ;)

Request- Hiii. I absolutely love your writing! Do you think you could do an imagine with Reid, where the reader is really really insecure about herself and he being the profiler he is can tell and tries to make her feel better? Fuff? Thanks lovely 🖤🖤tag me if you can please ? @thosefantasticbeast2

So I have a lot of requests. I mixed some together and did what I felt like. Yolo. I love a fluffy smut.

Part 2 of SMUTmas!

Spencer had been in a relationship with her for almost a year. A year of kisses, cuddles and laughter, but very little physical intimacy. She was self-conscious, he knew it, even if he did not agree. For him, just being able to intertwine his fingers with hers on the sidewalk, and to kiss her goodnight every evening was enough. But his desire to worship every inch of her body, to kiss every piece of skin that made her feel unworthy, would never leave. He knew that she had never given all of herself to anyone before, not because of a lack of opportunity, but because she had never found that one special person to make it meaningful with. But he also knew what it was like to lose his own virginity to someone more experienced, so he ensured that he never pushed her. Spencer was worried, for a while, that she would not choose him as that special person, because when he looked at her, she was his whole world in one person. He gazed at her like she was the literal sun in the sky, and truly hoped that maybe, just maybe, she would see him in the same way.

This was until one night, as they walked hand in hand up the side walk after an evening together, and he stopped outside of her apartment. He cupped her face to give her a kiss goodnight, but she placed her hands on his chest and stopped him. Spencer gazed into the eyes of the woman he loved, as a small smile appeared on her face as she whispered the word which he had been dreaming about hearing.


She winked at him and he felt like the goddamn fourth of July fireworks were going off in his stomach. He allowed her to lead him by the hand into the apartment, and as soon as the door was shut, he encircled his arms around her waist and pulled her into him. His mouth was on hers as he picked her up and carried her to the bedroom, kicking open the door and delicately laying her on the bed. Spencer moved on top of her, kissing her collarbone and hearing her breathe a sigh of contentment. He carefully pulled her shirt off, kissing from her chest to her navel, appreciating every inch of her skin. She helped to slide her pants down to her ankles, which he then pushed off the bed as he knelt before her. He stared at her with a look of adoration. The parts she saw as insecurities, he saw as blessings. Spencer stripped down to his underwear and hovered over her, kissing her pulse point and earning a gasp. As he moved back, she moved her hands over to her stomach to conceal it, to which he shook his head at. He lowered himself between her legs and planted open mouthed kisses around her navel, on her hands, as he looked up and saw her gazing down at him with a smile. He fingered the sides of her panties as she gave him permission to slide them off, as she unhooked her bra.

Spencer immediately moved to her breasts, kissing and kneading them with his palms, hearing the moans escape from her mouth as he ran his tongue over her nipple. To his surprise, she took his hand and placed it over her sex, and he used his finger between her wet folds. Her head rolled back as he traced over her bundle of nerves, moving his fingers side to side when she closed her eyes in ecstasy. He moved down so that he was now positioned between her legs, planting sloppy kisses on each of her inner thighs whilst she entangled her fingers in his disheveled hair, pushing him closer to her core. He began to use his tongue, flicking, sucking, licking, as her thighs shuddered and inexplicable moans escaped her mouth like music to his ears. Within minutes, he felt her body begin to shake, and her back arch off the bed, when he gazed up at her and saw the beautiful sight that she was. Spencer continued as she succumbed to the waves of pleasure and rode out her high, hearing his name moaned after he gave her the bliss that she deserved. He kissed his way back up to her mouth, as she smiled comfortably into his kiss. She used her ankles to push down his underwear, and then wrapped her legs around his waist, and arms around his neck.

This. This was the moment that he had been waiting for. She had trusted him enough to give everything to him, and as he was skin to skin, gazing into the eyes of clearly the most beautiful woman in the entire world, he had never felt so at peace.

As he pushed his tip in, he hesitated as he saw her wince, but the chaste kiss she planted on his lips gave him permission to continue. He saw that her discomfort soon became pleasure as their bodies fitted together in a steady rhythm. Her limbs fit around him as if they were made to be there, whispering words laced with adoration whilst they moved as one. Spencer quickened the pace, sucking on her pulse point and hearing the gasps and moans escape her mouth. She tightened around him as she observed her face contort in pleasure, screaming his name whilst he circled her bundle of nerves and hit her sweet spot at the same time. Feeling her walls clench, it pushed him over the edge, moaning expletives as he collapsed on top of her.

He rolled over and lay on his side, making eye contact with the incredible woman who lay next to him as she grinned. He didn’t bother cleaning up and just threw his arm around her waist, pulling her close. She nuzzled into his neck as he traced patterns down her side, and ran his fingers down her spine. The happiness he felt was indescribable. This woman, in whose eyes he saw the world, loved him enough to give him everything she had. She had opened up every part of her to him, and for that, he thought she was a goddess. He felt blessed to have the privilege of worshipping her insecurities, like the temple that her body was, and appreciated every inch of her skin.  He was certain that they were meant to be, because it was as if their bodies were designed for each other, slotting perfectly into place. 

And every kiss, every touch of her on his skin, would never fail to ignite a spark inside himself that he once never knew existed.

a-meme-loving-fuck  asked:

(Part 1) Do ADHD people ever present with what could be seen as a hearing problem? I have an incredibly hard time understanding people when they talk, and it feels like a hearing problem, but when people aren't talking to me I hear quiet sounds no problem. By understanding people, I mean that sometimes people's words just sound like mumbling, even if they're speaking perfectly clearly. I can't count the number of times I've had to ask someone to "say it slowly and enunciate" and sometimes that

(Part 2) doesn’t even help. It’s especially bad if there’s a sound interfering with their voice (recent examples include medium-volume radios and crinkling store bags as “things that made what you said incomprehensible”). God forbid two people talk to me at once. It’s like my ears (or maybe my brain) can’t discern the words from other sounds so it just plays everything on the same track. Am I just going deaf or do ADHD people ever have these issues?

This sounds like auditory processing disorder. Check out the link – it’s our post on the subject, which is full of information about what APD is and how to deal with it.


crossed wires

Saskia helps Jaal, and comes away with something she did not expect. Jaalmance, pre-relationship, ao3 link

“I understand, Lexi,” Saskia said, for perhaps the sixth time as the asari followed her from the Tempest’s bridge.

“Do you?” Her voice was hard, that perfect mixture of stern disappointment and endearing exasperation that Saskia had come to find surprisingly comforting. “Because I feel like my words are flying straight over your head.”

“Is that supposed to be a joke about my height?”

Lexi said nothing as they stopped at the research hub. Saskia looked back to see the asari staring at her with furrowed brow, but the start of a smile.

“I would never make fun of one of my patients. But I’m serious, Saskia,” her voice dropped again, eyes intent and analyzing, “you need to be more careful in the field. You weren’t trained for combat, not for this kind of combat, anyway. Let everyone else take the hits. You and SAM can hang back. You’re more valuable alive than with your spine broken.”

Saskia took a deep breath, trying not to wince as her shoulder throbbed. “I know. But I can’t help if a wraith throws me ten feet into the air.”

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anonymous asked:

I prefer IWTB over what CC delivered in s10. The latter was a mess. The former at least had Frank helping to rein him in. I appreciate that. And I hope that he's around to help do so when/if there is s11.

I feel this so hard, anon. The only good thing is that I have a whole new appreciation for IWTB. But the longer I’ve sat with S10, the more I’ve grown to really, really dislike it. And I’m resentful that I don’t like it. And I’m bitter that I didn’t like Scully much….who I used to LOVE with all my heart. Essentially, I will need therapy to get over what this goddamn show has done to me. Could Gillian please write a book about that? “How to Be a Zen Person After Your Favourite Show Has Been Butchered and Bastardized Beyond Recognition?” I mean, how many fucking candles and affirmations would that take?

I would be pleased if Frank returned but I would be THRILLED if Vince came back.

anonymous asked:

Dear Old Face, I'd like some advice. I'm a recent college graduate who's currently unemployed, and I feel guilty for not being able to find a job yet. The only work I can find are in call centers, but I really don't want to work there. However the pay is good and my family could use the money. What do you suggest?

If You’re Still Living With Family, Then You Don’t Need To Worry As Much About Taking The First Job Opportunity You Can Find, So Maybe Keep Searching! But Also Weigh Your Priorities, If You Think The Job Would Do More Good For You And Your Family Than Bad Then Maybe It’s Worth It! 

Either Way I Hope Things Work Out For You, Job Searching Is Very Stressful! I Love You Dear, Don’t Be Too Hard On Yourself Okay?

I know I was manipulated into this from a young age. But, I still want it. Is that odd?

Are you sure this isn’t just the result from all of that? From fishface spoonfeeding you all of that garbage?

Not all of it was garbage. It’s true the world has been out of balance for thousands of years. It’s true that a lunar mage was necessary. And fishface wanted to be a lunar mage, but the moon never responded to him.

Sure that wasn’t a lie so he could just control the next lunar mage like he did?

Maybe. I have this feeling though.. That the moon would have chosen me anyway. It responded to me. It doesn’t do that for everyone. Even if not, do you realize the opportunity that I have? It might not have come willingly to me the first time. But.. I have a huge chance here. To change things with this power.

I can make up to hurting Regina. I can make up for destroying Ecurteak. I can help restore balance to the world. I can.. redeem myself. Fudo, you were thrown into it too right?

Yea. I became groudon to help keep you under control.

Then why are you okay with it? 

Guess it’s like you said. It’s a new chance. A change. A way to maybe make up for the hell I caused for my mentors and the city I was supposed to protect. Though.. I’m not sure how this is going to work. Asami, there’s two solar mages, and one of you. I might not be able to continue on with you…

Thinking about This Town, JHO, and what we currently have been told about Harry’s solo stuff, I literally am so fucking proud and happy about what they’ve created. 

It feels very ‘them’, all of their stuff - all different from each other, stuff that I could have thought they’d like to do before anything was out, and like. My sons are doing the kind of music they like, want to, being artists and I think so far, all of them have been able to reach out to new audiences because THEIR MUSIC IS GOOD and, baby steps of course, but it’s about time the world knows about these four via their music. 

at this point i dnt rly Identify as attracted to men anymore, bc the small bit of attraction I do feel is incredibly superficial and I could never see myself sustaining that enough to date one again… that being said, though, sufjan stevens could hit it. like i dnt care abt him and I dnt like his music but he’s hot enough to be my One Singular Exception

anonymous asked:

do people with mainly inattentive ADHD feel like they don't absorb information and have a hard time retaining/recalling things, mainly cause they can't focus on/process things quickly? most things to me are kind of a blur because of it.

I’m sure they do. That’s pretty familiar to me (I’m Combined but lean Inattentive). This could also be tied to Slow Cognitive Tempo, which may be its own type of ADHD, may be its own thing, or may simply be part of Inattentive ADHD (they’re still trying to figure that one out).


Let’s keep this in mind for ALL of your so-called friends MC. Let them figure stuff out on their own. MC doesn’t even need to tell them “I told you so”. If I had given James and Kaitlyn advice and all they could do is lash out at me instead of taking what I’m saying into consideration, I wouldn’t keep trying to pressure them into listening to me like MC is doing. I’d let them figure the shit out for themselves. You’ll know when they realize you were right all along because they’ll come back with their tails between their legs and want you to make them feel better. MC just let it go. Find something else to do now.

Originally posted by je-suis-ein-pizza

anonymous asked:

I know you are not supposed to wear your binder for more than 8 hours but I have worn my regular every day for over 12 and there was a couple days when I wore it for more than 30 hours at a time and I haven't taken a break in like 6 months I honestly forget I'm wearing it I just wondering what is the danger?

You could break your ribs from binding too long and if you break a rib you are at risk of puncturing a lung. You could also really discord your chest, and in extreme cases this could lead to not being able to get top surgery. Please do not bind for too long, even if you think you feel fine.

Hyung Line's reaction to you singing in a theatre for the first time

Request: hi ok so i really wanna be in theatre or on broadway when i get older so i was wondering if you could do all the boys (very specifically johnny, taeyong, and ten) hearing you sing a broadway or vocally challenging song for the first time.

A/N: that’s a really good dream/goal, i hope you manage to do what you want!! on a side note i feel like this is really bad and i’m sorry it’s so short and repetitive ahh



Would be mesmerised and fascinated by your vocals and voice, admiring you and your talent. As a good singer himself, he finds it amazing how you’re able to sing such a challenging song, and would probably look up to you. Knowing him, he wouldn’t show it that much but all he’d do is smile to himself and if he has the courage to, he’d probably go up to you after and compliment you.

Originally posted by 94m


Has a straight face and has his eyes widened but internally he’s just shookt™ and too speechless to say or do anything. Stares in admiration as he gets lost in your singing and performance, his eyes not even leaving you once. Would probably also still think about your singing even after a few days because he’s just too in awe, which is how you got to know him eventually- he attended every one of your performances.

Originally posted by neoculturedaily


Wanted to shout out loud to compliment you but had to stop himself because he was in a theatre, but he smiles throughout the whole performance, especially when you start singing! Your vocals had him hooked and it feels as though he’s a addicted, even just within a few minutes. Had also purposely waited for you (backstage) so he could compliment you, telling you how much he loved your voice.

Originally posted by deararchimedes


Was about to fall asleep halfway because Johnny had dragged him there to watch it with him but as soon as your part came on and you started singing, it was as though his sleepiness was gone. He’d get so lost in your voice and singing, he completely ignored Johnny when he was talking to him. At the end of the performance, he’d compliment you sweetly and also give you advice at the same time.

Originally posted by nctuhohahyes


He wasn’t expecting much from the whole performance but your singing had changed his whole perspective. Smiles a lot to himself and gets fascinated when you hit the high notes, saying soft little “Woah"s & “Wow"s to himself from time to time. He wouldn’t hesitate to compliment you and shower you with sweet and nice words, encouraging you and making you feel better about your singing, boosting your confidence

Originally posted by nkmtos


He’s such a sweet angel i think he’d just have this really bright and proud smile on his face, getting lost in your singing. Unknowingly nods his heads when you hit the high notes, as though he’s feeling satisfied for you. At the end of the whole performance he’d go up to you and tell you how great you were, and that he was looking forward to seeing you sing again.

Originally posted by pourup


Another one of the better singers-he’d be conscious at first, listening attentively as to how you started the song and how stable your voice was. But as time slowly passed by he’d start to realise how great of a singer you are, as he finds himself staring at you in awe as he’s fascinated by your voice and confidence.

Originally posted by doyoungce


His mouth would instantly widen as he gasped loudly as soon as you started singing, and probably telling the person next to him, even if it was a stranger, "She’s good, isn’t she?”. Literally claps like a seal after your performance and gives over exaggerated reactions. But he also compliments you after a lot, which made you feel flattered because of his sweet words.

Originally posted by fy-ten


Like Yuta and Johnny, he smiles a lot to himself throughout the whole time you’re singing,  and probably softly claps after you’re done with a song. Your voice is like music to his ears, and he loves it so much, despite only hearing it for the first time. Goes up straight to compliment you too, and like Ten, says sweet words to you that also helped to boost your confidence.

Originally posted by blackgirlslovebts


Wouldn’t show it that much but he’s as equally shookt and fascinated by your singing, and spends half of the whole performance with his mouth open and hanging because he’s just too amazed by your capability. Claps really loudly to encourage you and if he has to courage to, would also guve you small little meaningful compliments, “With a voice like that, you’ll be able to make it big”

Originally posted by nctmark