i feel lie this is long and not very pretty so i'm kinda sorry

  • hi, it’s me, back at it again w/ the (mostly) non-sexual intimacy
  • I would very much like to discuss soft baths and andreil today bc i had a fucking fantastic bubble bath and i think everyone should have more of them so buckle up my dudes
  • (also we’re operating in a little au in which college dorms have baths bc i do what the fuck i want) 
  • it starts mostly just bc andrew likes to have baths, he likes to sit there for ages in the soapy water and let it relax his muscles after tough training for stupid sports and adds hot water when it gets cold and he is short enough that his whole body can be under water (lucky bastard) 
    • he likes to hold his breath under water and enjoy how everything feels muffled and distant and separate and like nothing else matters for a minute so he usually has baths when he’s having a bad day, with a locked door and soft pyjamas and hot chocolate waiting for when he comes out
  • it also happens in part bc Allison likes two things a lot 
    • 1 - buying things for her friends
    • 2 - lush bath bombs 
  • so she combines this and decides that neil Needs some bath bombs bc we all know this boy is shit at self-care so allison is trying to get him to take actual care of himself bc she is an Excellent friend 
  • one day she comes to visit armed with a bag of lovely smelling stuff, shoves it at neil and tells him to take a fucking bath 
  • neil is sorta stunned (poor boy still isn’t great at accepting gifts but between andrew’s eden’s outfits and allison’s enthusiasm for gift-giving he’s been getting better) and he just sort of mumbles out a thank you and allison gives his cheek a soft pat
  • neil takes them all back to his dorm and lays them all out and smells them all and some are too strong but most of them are so nice and he actually likes the idea of them a lot and makes plans to take an actual bath this weekend for the first time in years 

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anonymous asked:

Cute dating headcanons for TFP Optimus, Ultra Magnus, Ratchet, Smokescreen, and Wheeljack pretty pls? I'm excited for this new blog! :D

u chose like All my favs lmao, and!!! im glad you’re excited aaa — Human S/O

Optimus TFP

  • he always very cautious around you, makes sure he doesn’t step on you, or any other bot step on them either. occasionally offers to carry you
  • he speaks to you so softly and does his best to spend some time with you. fighting ‘cons takes up a lot of his time, as well as making sure his team is ok. when he does have spare, he spends it with you and making sure you’re doing alright in your life
  • he’s not very affectionate, but you can’t really blame him. dude’s a warlord. you learn from spending some time with him that when he’s flustered, his smile wavers a little and he gets a little awkward with his responses. you try to give him lots of kisses to get him flustered
  • he doesn’t understand a lot of human customs, and he’s more comfortable with asking you to clarify what something means / what is being referred to / etc.

Ultra Magnus TFP

  • he’s even more awkward that optimus. please help him
  • he’ll only be willing to actually start dating after the war, once everything is over and everyone can focus on rebuilding cybertron—including building new relationships
  • btw he’s Very new to romance, please go easy on his soul
  • it takes a while for him to warm up to you, but you know he’s starting to like you more and more when you keep calling him mags and he tell you to call him “Ultra Magnus” or “sir”
  • he’ll also very awkwardly ask if you’d like to be carried around, and is fairly enthusiastic when it comes to talking about cybertron and his culture
  • he enjoys your company so much, even though he’ll never admit it to you or anyone. but, he appreciates when you’re honest and upfront about your feelings to him. he really values honesty

Ratchet TFP

  • he probably always talks about the differences between human and cybertronian culture. specifically he’s just tired of earth and wants to go home, even though he was stationed at earth
  • nonetheless, he listens to what you have to say, but he does make little comments here and there
  • in the beginning, he really didn’t understand what you saw in him enough to want to date him, and tried creating a wall between you two. it didn’t last very long becase you were persistent, and he ended up falling for u too
  • it took him forever to accept that he liked you, and with you liking him back, you two could date
  • he’s comfortable talking to you about what happened during the war, all the comrades he lost, as well as new ones he met. give him some time, though. it’s not easy to talk about it all
  • he’s not very affectionate, kinda forgot how to be because of the war. he’s not very confident and starting anything romantic either. he doesn’t mind you reteaching him though
  • he enjoys your kisses more than he lets on. he’ll lift you up onto his shoulder in hopes that you’ll give him more

Smokescreen TFP

  • he gets worried that you’ll get squished, so he’s always carrying you, no exceptions. well,, except when you want to get down lmao.
  • he’s incredibly energetic and asks everything he can about human culture. he gets stuck when you ask him about cybertronian culture.
  • he didn’t really live long enough to experience his own culture, since he was forged shortly after the war started. you can tell it’s a sensitive topic to him, but he’s willing to share what he can to you because he trusts you
  • he does his best to cuddle with you. really, the best you can do is just lie on top of him and hope he doesn’t move too far to the side and make you slide down
  • he’s also tried to give you kisses since you always give him some, but,, it didn’t really work out. it was awkward for the both of you
  • he’s really shy and nervous when it comes to more intimate times, but he’s willing to try anything new and romantic with you
  • please take care of him, he’s pure and wholesome

Wheeljack TFP

  • he’s actually pretty interested in humans. if you’re anything like miko, he’s very interested in seeing how strong/fierce/determined you are
  • he prefers to be alone most of the time, but he still enjoys your company. don’t feel offended when he needs his space, though.
  • he doesn’t really understand how to be intimate, and at times can be really awkward.
  • he always makes sure to ask if it’s ok to do anything, whether it be holding hands, cuddling, or giving each other kisses
  • he always holds you and treats you with utmost care. probably because he’s work with bombs and grenades enough, but hey, at least it paid off much better than just knowing how to deal with explosives
  • he tells you stories about being in the wreckers, and complains a lot about ultra magnus.
  • he has his own ways of telling you that he loves you,, like asking you if you wanna see him blow something up
  • usually it’s more mundane like asking if it’s always to take you somewhere / if there’s anywhere you’d like to go / etc.

gothemcityshipper  asked:

Hi so i have a few requests if thats okay. 1. Evil! Tony where he has secretly been working with loki or something like that. 2. teen AU theres still the avengers and all but they are teens, and lokis good. 3. avengers meeting lokis kids with frostiron. Sorry if thats too much I'm just having trouble finding these things. Thank you

Me when I first got this ask: this is totally not too much, you are fine, this gives me more opportunities to read
Me now: This! Took! So! Fucking! Long! I’m! So! Sorry!

Anyway!

*cracks knuckles* alright friend, ive got at least a couple recs on here with that first request- dark tony working with loki in this rec list, particularly 3, 6, 7, and 9.

Now! teen/hs aus w/ the avengers. those are gonna be a bit harder lol. All of these don’t necessarily have the Avengers, but then I would have virtually no fics for this part of the rec ajkdhlfa

  1. And Everyone Knew Except Them- miaao3, G or T, No Warnings. It started as a stupid joke; Tony smacked a kiss on Loki to freak out a homophobe, except everything went belly up as soon as Loki started kissing back.
    I loved this?? So Much???? I’m so sad mia isn’t writing anymore :(
  2. What? Wait… What?- msMynx, Mature, No Warnings. Loki is entirely too busy to even think about prom. Prom is what other people did, not him.
    Hilarious, honestly. Totally something that could happen in canon, imo.
  3. I’m Your Guy- STARSdidathing, G, No Warnings. “You might be gay, but he likes girls, Loki.”
    Thor is a bad bro sometimes, and Tony is awesome.
  4. It Just Sort Of Happened- Potrix, T, No Warnings Apply (Mentions of drug abuse, mentions of attempted suicide, mentions of overdosing)
    Sometimes, Loki learns, getting in trouble is just the first step of something new and wonderful.
    Buddy,,,, this was,,,,,,,,,  angsty and wonderful

This one was difficult and annoying, bc I found Loki’s kids meeting Avengers with frostiron, but it was badly written, or gross, or some kind of shit imo. Then I found meeting Loki’s kids with frostiron! But barely any Avengers, SO, Buddy, I Tried. Honestly, this was the section that took the longest alsdkjf. (A note, I didnt go as in depth for this tag as i have for others bc i thought i spent enough time on it, but here is the link to the search terms i used. Therefore, a lot of the fics on this sec are pretty new, and im sure there are plenty of other good ones in the tag, i simply kinda didnt feel like reading them)

  1. Loki’s Brood (series)- Raven_Ehtar, T, (Past) Rape/Non-con, (Flashback) Graphic Violence (IMO violence is not that bad, and to me the non-con was glossed over)
    After the trial in Asgard for his various crimes, Loki Laufeyson walks away estranged from his people and burdened with tasks to amend his past wrongs. In so doing he also walks away with his three children - Fenrir, Hela and Jörmungandr - taking them out of the hands of the Æsir. He entrusts them to Tony Stark, much to everyone’s surprise, and what could have been a disaster turns out to work out remarkably well for everyone involved. At least most of the time.
    This entire series was amazing, I loved it, I want more right now, thank you very much. (This one has the most kids+avengers)
  2. Crossing the Line (series)- pristineungift, M, No Warnings/Graphic Violence.
    Tony Stark may not know it, but he is Loki’s.
    Not in a creepy way tho! Imo, at least lkasdf. I really loved this series honestly. Also, Angst :’> (More… adult ‘kids’, and mostly avengers tbh)
  3. Hel is Other People- Moosepelheim, M, Graphic Violence.
    “So what if I ate the cheeseburger?” Tony shouts, throwing a wrench at Loki’s head. The bastard dodges it easily as he stalks closer. “That doesn’t mean I belong to you!”
    “Oh, not to me,” Loki says lowly, a smile like honey slowly spreading its way across his face. “But with me? Surely you’ve heard of Persephone.”
    “A cheeseburger isn’t some fucking mystical pomegranate, you smirking lunatic.” It isn’t, it just isn’t. Not even close. “You aren’t even Greek!” he adds, throwing another wrench which is dodged just as easily.
    Loki spreads his hands wide, posing like the showman he is. “I think you’ll find that a pomegranate symbolizes the fruit of the dead. Your cheeseburger, made of dead flesh, was topped with fruit. It’s close enough for the symbolism to bind.”
    “Ah-hah! There’s no fucking fruit on a cheeseburger,” Tony says triumphantly, finger pointing accusingly at Loki. “I fucking win, no going back to crazy town with you. I stay here in my workshop, and you fucking leave before I call the Avengers.”
    “Oh Stark,” Loki murmurs, almost affectionately. “A tomato is a berry, you ignorant fool.”
    I’m fucking counting this bc this is one of my faves and Im justifying it by the fact that Loki’s kids are in it, albeit as adults, and more towards the end than anything else.

These last three are pretty much Loki+kids+Tony, no Avengers. But they’re all lovely nonetheless, and I would love more of these kinds of fics

  1. Hidden Within- Lynds (Incomplete, updating regularly), T, Chose No Warnings.
    Tony’s on the verge of giving up when he stumbles into Lucas and his large brood of troubled children. He knows they’re on the run, but frankly, he’s not going to live very much longer, so he doesn’t care. He just wants to hang out with the hot guy with stunning green eyes and crazy kids, and maybe fall in love with all of them. Just a little.
    When Loki finds out he isn’t Odin’s son, he washes his hands of the lot of them. He steals his children back from their prison and takes them on the run, hiding their true nature and magic in a mortal form. But then Tony comes to their aid one day, and he has to choose between keeping his children safe and hidden, and releasing his magic to save the life of a man he might be falling for.
    This is the best of the ones I read, no lie, and even tho its super new it deserves to be on this list.
  2. Late Again- andquitefrankly, G, No Warnings.
    Single dad’s Tony and Loki always bring their kids late to school. And those kids see something that they don’t: love.
    Def Loki’s kids, and… kinda an oc for Tony’s kid? However, this was delightful, and light, and fluffy. Exactly what I needed after some of the other angst heavy ones on this list.
  3. Forming a Family- siver_drip, T, No Warnings.
    Odin cast Loki’s children through space and time. Tony finds Hela.
    Seeing dad!Tony was amazing, I loved it, and Hela was a wonderful little hellion, whom I adore. More pre-slash than anything during the story

(Warning: Long Post)

As you can tell I’m a huge fan of Date Masamune, specifically this now pretty much infamous version of him from Sengoku Basara:

(Seriously this face is everywhere when you Google search his name.)

But I got to wondering, how many other versions of the famous One-Eyed Dragon are there in the vast sea of anime, manga and video games? I managed to gather a number of obscure variations and thought I’d share with fellow Masamune fans. Some are kinda well known, others you may not have expected.

Sengoku Musou / Samurai Warriors:

This is an easy one, since its the counterpart (and sorta rival) of Sengoku Basara. This particular version is for the game Sengoku Musou 4, but Masamune tends to keep this gold and green armor look throughout the series. He’s most known for carrying both a gun and a sword. I’m quite fond of his appearance in this game because he’s extremely flashy! :3

Brave 10:

This anime focuses more on the Sanada ten braves/ninjas but Masamune makes several appearances in the series. Not only is he flashy, he’s downright fabulous! And a bit eccentric. 

Sengoku Paradise Kiwami:

Also fond of this version from a very short anime. If I remember correctly the episodes were only like 3 minutes long. O_o But it was fun, and Masamune was very ganster-like in it. Points to this version for him donning his famous purple party coat!


Tono No Issho:

Another short anime, with short episodes. It was very random and Masamune was a tad too eccentric, occupying most of his valuable time playing with his strange eye-patch collection, much to the dismay of Kojuro and his other retainers.


Samurai Deeper Kyo:

Haven’t actually watched more than two episodes of Samurai Deeper Kyo, but in the story he goes by the name Bontenmaru. He’s humorous and has a friendly rivalry with the main character. 

Now for some obscure ones:

Dokugan Ryuukai (manga):

Gosh, I fell in love with this the moment I found it. A short manga about Masamune’s early years. The character designs are a bit outlandish but it’s an amazing short story!


Date Ningen (manga):

Another short manga focusing on Masamune’s early career. Basically he’s very reckless and self-centered, conquering neighboring lands for their treasures. Haven’t read this one yet because, well…ain’t gonna lie he’s a bit crazy-looking.


Mikazuki Ryuu Ibun (manga):

Another short manga I found. It was very sad, following his tragic rise to power with many clan members doubting him. I’ve only been able to read 2 chapters so far. It nicely focuses on Masamune’s family and other retainers too. His design features a very unique eye-patch which includes bands across his face.



Sengoku Gyoujin Dullahan (manga):

What might have been a dropped project since I haven’t seen any updates for it. Set in a more futuristic, almost “Samurai 7 anime” feel to the story, where Masamune’s classic historical armor is a giant robot piloted by Bontenmaru.



Gate 7 (manga):

He gets a Gothic/Punk/Shota look in this CLAMP manga, where many other Sengoku period warriors appear in modern-day Kyoto. Masamune still has his signature brattish and commanding attitude, even though he’s in elementary school.


Sengoku Ranbu (Pachinko game):

Haven’t seen much footage of this in action, but its a sleek and simple design. His hair is beautiful!

NHK Dokuganryuu (drama):

A 50+ episode live action drama portraying the life of Date Masamune. Starring the famous actor Ken Watanabe when he was young! Made in the 1980s, this is an extremely enlightening series! I wish it had subtitles though! I’ve only gotten up to episode 5, each one being about an hour long.

Love Legend of Sengoku (otome game):

Again going with a green and gold color scheme. Love the long hair…Masamune with long hair is just…nnnggg.

Ikemen Sengoku (phone game):

A recent discovery. I’m not sure if this game is out yet. But in this version Masamune’s cresent moon is placed on the armor of his left shoulder. And on his belt in his more casual look.

Date Masamune (manga):

Probably the most historically accurate manga version of Masamune’s life.  It’s pretty long, about 60+ chapters, with not a lot of shonen-style action, but there are a lot of hidden gems in it as far as his personality, family life, and dealings with other warlords that English WIKI pages don’t tell you about. >_<

Sengoku IXA (online game):

My most recent find. I’m not sure when this game came out or what but I just discovered it and fell in love with the character designs. Sengoku IXA made by SQUARE ENIX had lots of Sengoku period warriors, apparently in two versions. This was the second version for Masamune. So flashy! And again with the ponytail….!!!!!!

Well I think I’ve spammed the dashboard enough for one post. Hope this was enjoyable to you fellow Masamune fans. I’m sure there’s lots more versions I can find of the One-Eyed Dragon. But I’ll leave that for another time! (^_^)

Part 2

@loreli1313 asked for 5. “Wait a minute. Are you jealous?” from this prompt meme (still accepting btw, if anyone has any prompts they want).  This turned out…pretty angsty, sorry. I enjoyed writing it though (what can I say, I’m here for that pre-relationship angst).

Here on ao3


“Well, that’s us all done for the day, I think, Lieutenant.”

James nodded and stood, returning the smile Lord Hamilton was aiming at him, but not quite meeting his eyes.

“What do you have planned for the evening, Lieutenant?” Thomas’s tone was friendly, but there was an all-too-knowing glint in his eyes.

In truth, James had planned to see Miranda. She had as much as said that Thomas was fine with her extra-marital affairs, but that was not the same as him actually knowing that James himself was sleeping with his wife. Anyway, it wasn’t as if he could just come out and say, ‘oh yes, after this I’m planning to go and fuck your wife, sir’. James felt his cheeks redden at the very thought of it. But he couldn’t quite bring himself to lie to Lord Hamilton, in all his earnestness. He struggled with what to say, before Thomas apparently decided to put him out of his misery.

“Are you going to see my wife, by any chance?” he said. He was smiling, but there was a practiced neutrality to his tone that put James on his guard.

“I am,” he admitted. “Is that-” He swallowed, feeling excruciatingly awkward. “Is that alright with you, sir?”

Thomas blinked rapidly and James noticed, not for the first time, how long his eyelashes were.

“Of course,” he said, although his tone was somewhat strangled. He hitched a smile onto his face. “In fact, I rather encourage her. Although,” he added, almost as an afterthought, but James, who had known Thomas for nearly a month now, knew it was nothing quite so casual, “I’ve never been quite so close to any of her beaus before.”

James felt himself blushing and before he could stop himself, he said, “Wait a minute…are you– jealous?” He blushed harder as Thomas looked at him agape, but stuttered out, “because- if you are- we can stop- it’s not a problem- I mean to say-” He took a deep breath. Calm down, James, goddamnit. “Our partnership, and the work we have to do, is what’s most important to me here. I wouldn’t want to compromise it.”

Thomas, who had just been staring at him as he stammered away like an idiot, seemed to come to his sense. He shook his head. “No, I’m not jealous,” he said softly. “Not of you, at least,” he muttered under his breath, but Thomas was avoiding his gaze, and James felt sure Thomas knew he had heard.

“What do you mean?”

“Nothing. It doesn’t matter.” Thomas shook his head, looking angry at himself, as if he had said too much.

“Thomas,” James said, and the use of his Christian name when James tried so hard to stick to formality snapped Thomas’s attention back to James. “You’re not jealous of me for sleeping with your wife,” James said, his words blunt but his tone puzzling. “So what? You’re jealous of your wife for sleeping with me?” Thomas drew in a sharp intake of breath. “No, forget I said that, that was stupid,” he said quickly, praying that Thomas would just pass it over. God, that was the last thing he needed, his very confusing and shameful feelings for Lord Hamilton being mulled over by the man himself – the shrewdest man he’d ever met, to boot.

“No,” said Thomas, and James hunched over, defensive. “That’s- that’s exactly what I meant, James.” He could feel Thomas’s gaze on him, even as he avoided it.

“James,” said Thomas sharply. “Look at me.”

As if magnetised, James’s eyes jumped immediately to Thomas’s, and the depths in that gaze frightened him.

“James,” said Thomas again, sounding dazed, as if the smallest breeze could knock him off his feet, and God, why did he have to keep saying his name like that, it made his blood burn and rush to inconvenient places… “Do you…I mean, could you- feel-”

“I can’t, I’m sorry,” James cut in, before Thomas could finish and damn them both. “I – ah – I have to go,” he said. You coward, James Mcgraw. You bloody, bloody coward.

Thomas bowed his head in acquiescence. “Of course.”

“And, uh, give Lady Hamilton my apologies,” he said, hating himself more with every word. “Um – please don’t tell her about this.”

Thomas looked at him then, and his eyes were like those of a drowning man who had just been denied rescue, and he realised with a jolt just why Thomas encouraged Miranda’s affairs, why she was so sure he did not mind them – she knew, and it would cost him dear not to be able to talk about this. But, “please,” James begged, and God, how was he ever going to be able to look this man in the eye again, let alone work with him, but Thomas was nodding.

“Of course I won’t,” he said in a small voice, and fuck,he sounded like he was about to cry.

“Thank you,” said James hoarsely, looking at his feet. Then, finding no reason to linger other than his own guilt, he turned tail and practically ran out of the room, leaving Thomas looking after his retreating back, distraught.

Used To Pt 2. ( V or Jungkook )

Genre: Angst

Part One Three Four(soon)

It was the monday after that incident happened and you weren’t sure how classes were going to be. You assumed that Taehyung and Hae Rin started dating and you didn’t feel like staying as the third wheel. However, you didn’t have anyone else to go to. After that day with Jungkook, you weren’t sure if it was just a momentarily thing to pass his time that day. So in summary, you were nervous.


“(y/n)! I’m sorry I didn’t text you the whole weekend. I’ve been trying to study really hard for the test coming up.” Taehyung ran up to your side. You looked around and back at him, “Where’s Hae Rin?”


The boy shrugged his shoulders, “Beats me. She’s usually late for first lectures anyway.” He chuckled and you forced a laugh too. “Anyway,” Taehyung started, “I didn’t know you and Jungkook were close? What did y'all do last Friday?”


You shrugged your shoulders while thinking of answer. What were you supposed to say? Lie to your best friend? Tell him the truth?


“Yo earth to (y/n).” You snapped out of your thoughts to see Taehyung who decided to stand in front of you. “Oh sorry I'm… I’m still kinda sleepy.” You gave a tired smile. As much as you liked Taehyung, you weren’t in the mood to talk to him that day and you felt bad about it.


You couldn’t help but feel that he replaced you and you weren’t his priority anymore wen though you two weren’t together. “You know (y/n),” Taehyung sighed while shaking his head, “After knowing you for a year, I can say pretty confidently that I know when you’re not okay. What’s wrong?”


You looked up to see a genuinely concerned look on his face and that just made your walls melt and made you want to open up to him. “It’s just that last Friday—”


“Hey you two!” You winced as you heard her voice. “Oh Hae Rin!” Taehyung greeted the girl cheerfully. “Hey…” You said rather unenthusiastically but she missed the tone you had, and so did Taehyung, for he seemed to have forgotten that you were in a bad mood.


“So there’s this movie that just came out and I was thinking, why don’t we watch it after the test this wednesday?” Hae Rin asked Taehyung and you started to drown out both their voices, looking down at your phone.


Just then, you received a notification.


Jungkook — turn around


Furrowing your eyebrows, you looked behind to see Jungkook with his clique walking to class as well. You smiled at waved at him. “(y/n), want to join us for the movie?” You heard Taehyung call out your name. You glanced at Hae Rin who looked shocked that Taehyung had just invited you and you weren’t stupid, you knew why she had that look on her face. She wanted a movie date with just him. You could feel yourself starting to dislike your closest girl friend but you couldn’t help it.


“It’s fine,” You smiled at Taehyungn, “You guys can enjoy your movie date. I don’t really feel like watching that movie anyway.”


“Really? But I thought you loved the book—”


“Yo (y/n)!” Jungkook’s voice cut Taehyung’s as you looked back to see that his clique had caught up. “Mind if we walk to class with y'all? I mean, we all have the same timetable.” Jungkook smiled at Taehyung who returned it forcefully. “Why not?”


‘What is he doing here’, Taehyung bitterly thought to himself. ’(y/n) never told me she was close to him… She never even mentioned him before. How long have they been close?’ He thought to himself, not realizing that Hae Rin was talking to him.


“Hey Tae? You alright?” Hae Rin repeated herself and he turned to look at her. “I’m sorry, could you repeat what you said?”


Hae Rin smiled, shaking heard head, “I asked if we’re watching the movie this wednesday?”


“Oh what movie?” Jungkook asked. Hae Rin looked at you and gave you cheeky smile that made you knew exactly what she was thinking of. “Hae—” You opened your mouth to stop her but it was too late.


“The latest movie that came out today! Maybe you should join us with (y/n)! Doesn’t that sound good?”


Jungkook looked at you with a smug look on his face and nodded his head at Hae Rin, “Why not?”


So that was how it officially started. Hae Rin excitedly kept calling it a double date and it broke your heart whenever you thought of her dating Taehyung. Little did you know Taehyung was trying to deny that same feeling.


Taehyung started spending more time with Hae Rin to get you off of his mind and you started hanging out with Jungkook and his clique. It wasn’t long till you just stopped hanging out with Taehyung and Hae Rin.


“(y/n)! Got you the sandwich you wanted!” Jimin passed to you the sandwich you tasted at the cafe the other day. “Aw thanks Jimin!” You smiled at your new close friend. Jimin and Yugyeom were sweethearts and they were great company. Of course not forgetting Jungkook. The four of you would meet up in the morning and have breaks together but it was always Jungkook that would walk you to your dorm even though it was still within the college campus.


“Looks like someone is finally going for lectures.” You teased as the two of you walked to your dorm.


“Most probably because I met someone who has such a strong influence on me.” He winked playfully at you.


“Oh really? Who is that amazing person?” You sarcastically replied.


“I kinda forgot her name.” He joked. You frowned, “That’s not very nice now is it?” He laughed and you joined in as well. “But for real, you are a good influence on me.”


“Well I’m flattered to hear that.” You smiled at him.


“(y/n)…”


“Yes?” You tilted your head, waiting for him to continue.


“Do you still like Taehyung?”


Did you?


Maybe you’ve moved on. Forgotten about him. Maybe you’re having a much better life without him. But no. Your heart still ached at the thought of him being together with Hae Rin and that just confirmed that you still liked him even though you stopped talking to him.


Your silence confirmed his guess and he had a small smile on his face. “Don’t beat yourself up that you still like him okay? It will take time to get over him—”


“What if I don’t want to?” You suddenly asked.


“Don’t want to? What? But (y/n) you know he’s been—”


“Yes but they aren’t official yet… I still can have that hope… Right?” You tried to stay optimistic, looking away as you felt that you were going to tear up.


“(y/n) i’m sorry but you have to face the fact that Taehyung—”


“What if I don’t want to Jungkook? Call me stupid or foolish or pathetic but I still like him even though we aren’t talking anymore! I still like Taehyung and I know it’s stupid, but I do okay?” You snapped at him with tears brimming in your eyes, Jungkook looking taken aback.


“(y/n)—”


“I’m sorry Jungkook.” You apologized, “I’m really sorry… I’ll see you tomorrow.” You muttered and started walking away.


Jungkook sighed, stuffing his hands in his pocket and looking down at the ground. “You go after her. I’m in no position to.” Jungkook spoke out loud and footsteps were heard right after that. Jungkook chuckled bitterly as he looked up to the sky, “To think that I was going to confess after that… How stupid of me to think that she’s moved on.”


“(y/n)!” You heard an all too familiar voice which made you freeze. “T-Tae? What are you doing here?”


“I saw what happened.”


You felt so embarrassed when you found out he heard you confessing that you liked him. “Oh…” You mutttered embarrassingly. “Look—” Taehyung started but stopped momentarily which made you look back up at him. Taehyung saw the hope in your eyes which made his heart break even more. He realised that he liked you. Taehyung liked you. That was all there was to it, right?


“I’m sorry… Hae Rin confessed today and… And I said yes. It was a spur of the moment thing but I felt really happy but now seeing you broken just breaks my heart and I realised I’ve liked you for a long time (y/n). I messed up (y/n), I don’t know how to fix this but I’m really sorry.” Taehyung apologized as he slowly walked up to your to close the gap.


Your grip on your bag strap tightened as you tried your best not to cry. You smiled and shook your head, “No Taehyung it’s fine. You don’t have to say that. I know you like Hae Rin, you’re just feeling guilty about it after hearing what I said earlier. I’m sorry I stopped hanging out with you two. But congrats—”


“No, no, (y/n), I meant it when I said—”


“Taehyung.” Your voice was ice cold but broken at the same time and it shocked him because for all this while of being your friend he has never heard such a heartbreaking tone. “Please stop.”


Taehyung’s smile was long gone as his heart broke seeing you in such a conflicting state. You were sad, hurt, broken, but you wanted to stay strong and hide your vulnerability even in that state and he wanted nothing more but to hug you. But he knew he messed up, for he liked 2 of his closest girl friends at the same time, not realizing that he has loved one of them for a longer period of time.


“I’ll see you two around. Congrats once again Taehyung.” You smiled as you pressed the button, entering the lift that had arrived while you had that conversation with Taehyung.


There you were, lying on your bed, thinking about your day. Tears silently rolled down your cheeks as you thought of the memories you had with Taehyung. Those cafe outings and late night walks during the holidays when you were both at the campus for the holidays. Those movie dates that made you feel like you were having the time of your life even though you were just watching a movie. Those crazy laughing sessions you always had with Taehyung and late night cramming sessions at the cafe. It used to be just the two of you doing those activities.


It used to be so simple and happy.


Then there was Jungkook. 


You felt guilty for snapping at your new close friend. He did nothing wrong but you snapped at him and pushed him away when all he wanted to do was help you feel better. Jungkook may have not been there by your side since the beginning but for the time he has been, he has done nothing wrong but be such an amazing person you could rely on and you messed it up. Everything was wrong with Taehyung and Jungkook and you were at a complete lost.


You didn’t know how to face everyone. You couldn’t imagine how classes were going to be like the next day and you were dreading to find out.


“Life used to be so much simpler.” You muttered as you let out a sob, mentally hoping the next day wouldn’t be so bad even though you had to face Jungkook and Taehyung again.


What else has the world got in store for you?


——— Part One Three Four(soon)


Okay I was expecting to finish up this story in the second part but I realised I really wanted to build up the relationship and tension between the characters so I think there’s going to be a part three if y'all are okay with it?

To be honest idek who is the reader going to end up with I’m just going with my feelings and emotions. Please let me know what you think of part 2 and if you guys want a part 3?

I might possibly turn this into a really short series? maybe 4 or 5 parts? what do y'all think of it?

anonymous asked:

"How does she/he know you love her/him?" Sudden to Lukas regarding Jesse (either gender)?

Lukas sat at his desk, a quill in his hand, staring at a blank sheet of paper. On the floor lying by his feet were his failed attempts at writing, the papers crumbled up into spheres and tossed aside. Each one beginning with some sort of forced greeting and leading to a pathetic excuse for a friendly letter. He lowered the quill and let out a sigh.

For pete’s sake, why was this so hard?

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anonymous asked:

yo so my girlfriend just broke up with me and I am kinda down about it. (Who the fuck am I kidding I'm like down in hell). But I saw the one drabble thing you did for the one anon and I was wondering if you could write something fluffy? I honestly don't give a shit what it's about as long as it's super fluffy FrUK. You don't have to if you don't want to. I was just wondering. :)

(I hope you don’t mind some paranormal stuff)

(Stuff written between/after dashes means talking!)

Arthur woke up sweating, panting shaking, and crying.

His last dream, or, better say, his last premonition still hanging in his mind, like a leech.

If anyone EVER thought that being a psychic would be all fun and games, they were so fucking WRONG.

Most of the times it was a pain in the ass.

Other times it was a nightmare (quite literally).

Arthur would know stuff about people just by touching them. Stuff most people would like to keep buried. Like one old playground friend that was being abused home and didn’t want nobody to know, or his mother who was spending too much money in gambling, or an old boyfriend who was cheating on him. He couldn’t control that very well, whenever he tried, it always gave him a headache.

And there was the dreams…

So awful and gruesome dreams…

Fortunately to Arthur, he had someone to go on those occasions.

He turned in bed to face the man by his side.

Francis.

His sunny Francis.

Arthur took some deep breaths, watching the gorgeous man by his side drool on his pillow for some instants, before just kissing him.

It took some moments to Francis to wake and lazily kiss back.

- Mon ange…? – he asked with his voice still sleepy.

Arthur hug him tightly, breathing his husband’s smell.

- Bad dream? – Francis asked in a heavily accented voice holding him back.

The Englishman only nodded, still crying.

- Want to talk about it?

Arthur took another deep breath, trying to stop crying.

- There was this little girl… Wrong place in the wrong time…

- Shhhh… - the Frenchman rubbed his back – You have to call Alfred and tell him about it.

Alfred F. Jones was the police lieutenant who would accept Arthur help in investigations and would go check the Englishman’s premonitions. He was a good lad in Arthur’s opinion (even if a little too childish sometimes).

Arthur sobbed.

- I know! I just… - he held Francis even tightly – Need a minute.

- Ok… Want me to sing you a lullaby?

The British man only nodded.

The Frenchman with a sleepy voice then started to sing a merry lullaby while running his fingers through his husband’s hair and back.

Arthur loved Francis. He loved his looks, his voice and even his annoying habit of leaving dirty socks under the bed. But above all, Arthur loved how Francis was always honest with him.

Especially after the playground incident many years ago.

Many people hated Arthur after he finds out their deepest or darkest secrets. They would call the British man ugly names and would try to avoid him like the plague. Francis probably was the first and only one that nodded with a blank expression, said thank you, and never ever tried to lie to Arthur again instead of pushing him away. It took them years (many fights, broken noses and broken furniture) until they could work out what they really feel for each other. And just because Francis wouldn’t lie to Arthur, didn’t mean that he would tell him everything. Many times he wouldn’t understand it either and the two of them needed to figure it out together.

Arthur liked that even his psychic powers couldn’t solve all their problems.

And he loved that Francis was there with him, no matter what.

He was not crying and shaking anymore when he let go of Francis.

- I need to call Alfred.

Francis nodded, tiredly closing his eyes.

- I sorry for waking you… - Arthur said biting his lips.

The Frenchman smiled with his eyes closed.

- You can wake me anytime, lapin. – he held Arthur’s hand and pulled him for a kiss – Je t'aime, mon amour.

The Englishman smiled.

- I love you too… Frog.

Francis chuckled while Arthur pulled away to call his handler.

(…I’m pretty sure that was not what you had in mind… Sorry… That was the only idea I had… sorry…)

anonymous asked:

(au) Ian as the ROTC leader of the school and Mickey being a pissed off parent so he goes down to the school to have a "talk" (threaten) him. He could be single, married, whatever you choose. Do with this what you will.

// ok so just for background: Mickey slept with Svetlana as a drunken dare, years ago, and she got pregnant. (She’s still a prostitute). He’s still gay but he hasn’t really ever acted on it (some casual sex maybe) and he’s closeted, but not as severely as he was on the show. He and Svetlana aren’t together, nor have they ever been. They raise Yev together but they don’t live together. And they don’t hate each other! Mickey and Ian have never met before //

// this is a total oneshot with no relation to any plotline or story I’ve written before //

Mickey was reading the paper in the kitchen when he heard the front door open. Yev always came by after his ROTC sessions on Thursday afternoons to see him. His son was usually in a good mood, but today he entered the room looking pretty downcast.

‘What’s up kid?’

Yev shrugged, opening the fridge and grabbing some juice. ‘Session was shitty,’ he said dully.

Mickey immediately got on his defence. ‘What happened? Somebody say something to you? Somebody hurt you?’

Yev came to sit opposite his father. ‘Just…these guys. It’s like they always have it out for me. I don’t expect them to be really nice or anything, I mean, it’s ROTC. But this is…something else.’

'What do they do?’

Yev’s eyes flickered to the table.

'They say stuff. About Mom.’

Mickey frowned. ‘What the fuck do they say about her?’

'They call her a - a whore. A slut,’ he said sadly. 'And they said I was an accident. They said I was a - an actual son of a bitch.’

Mickey sighed. ‘You know they’re just stupid idiots, right? Bored with their own dumb lives so they have to pick apart yours? We both know your Mom’s not a bitch.’

'That’s what I said. I said, don’t call my Mom a bitch. And then,’ he looked at Mickey, 'they said they didn’t mean my Mom when they said that. They - they meant my Dad,’ he said quietly.

Mickey didn’t say anything. He froze.

'Dad, I know you’re gay,’ Yev said gently.

He still didn’t say anything. ‘I, uh, I gotta go out,’ he said, voice tight and monotonous. He stood up to leave, to run away from this. Just like he did when he was seventeen. But Yev tugged on his arm and made him sit down again.

'No, we have to talk about this. Please,’ Yev begged. Mickey finally made himself meet his son’s eyes. They were full of worry and care. So Mickey sat down again.

'How did you know? Your Mom say something?’

Yev shook his head. ‘I’m sixteen, Dad, I’m not stupid. I see when guys come here, and I know they’re not ‘checking the pipes’ like you used to tell me. I see random shit lying around the house that doesn’t belong to us, and I know a guy left it here. I understand the innuendo-laced jokes that Mom and Mandy throw at you. And last year I - I accidentally found your DVDs,’ he said, embarrassed.

'What?’

'The porn, Dad. All guy-on-guy. I watched a bit of one, I was curious. Didn’t really do much for me, but if it does it for you, that’s fine, Dad. It’s cool. I don’t care as long as you’re alright. And you’re happy. I’m still your son and I still love you,’ Yev told him.

'Kinda feel like it’s the parent who’s supposed to say that stuff when their kid comes out to them. Not the other way around,’ Mickey said. But he pulled Yev into a firm hug. 'Thanks.’

'So anyway. I couldn’t stand to hear them talk about you and Mom like that. They called you…all sorts. But then they just kept chanting the same stuff over and over. Same word. Faggot’ He mumbled, hating the word.

'Well it’s not like I’ve not heard it before.’

'Well I hadn’t. Not in that context,’ Yev said glumly. 'It was on the walk home. They live a few streets over so it’s mostly the same route. They just kept shouting it, about you. And I hated it, I hated hearing them talk about you like that. It’s not even bad, it’s not one of your faults…why do they call you out on that instead of for something real?’

'People can be really fucking awful, Yev,’ Mickey told him. 'Believe me.’

'And it was that, along with everything about Mom. I started crying. I couldn’t help it.’

'I told you to never let people see you cry. They use it against you.’

'Yeah, they did. They kicked me.’

'They fucking hurt you?’

'Yeah because I - I tried to stand up to them.’

'Well that was never gonna work. One of you and how many of them?’

'Four.’

'Exactly. What’d you do, try and hit them?’

'No. I wouldn’t do that. I - I told them that my dad liking what he likes don’t make him a bitch,’ Yev explained.

Mickey felt his heart glowing with pride and almost felt tearful. He couldn’t think of what to say. He just clasped his son’s hand and laughed. ‘You really are my fucking son, aren’t you.’

Yev smiled. They were quiet for a moment. Then Mickey stood up. ‘Ok. I’m going to get Indian for dinner.’ Yev grinned. ‘Yeah yeah, I know it’s your favourite. You deserve it, kid,’ Mickey said, leaning to kiss him.

'Get samosas too?’ Yev asked.

'Sure. Back in a bit. Hey, do your homework, yeah? I don’t want your Mom saying I’m too easy going.’

Yev laughed. ‘Like anyone could ever think that.’

Mickey smiled and left.

-

He did go to the Indian restaurant and place an order, but they told him it wouldn’t be ready for nearly an hour. So he sat in the waiting area for a couple of minutes, flicking absently through a magazine. Then he knew he had to do something about those fucking neighbourhood assholes. So he pocketed his order number and was out the door, charging back the way he’d come.

He wasn’t intending on going after the kids directly. Sure when he was younger, he’d have gone straight to their place and bashed them a little to show them who was boss. But now he was an adult and he wouldn’t get away with it. And he didn’t want to set that kind of example to Yev. He didn’t want his son to grow up thinking that violence was always the solution like he himself had done for a long time. Too long.

So instead he headed for the ROTC centre, hoping that someone would be there he could talk to.

It was pretty empty. Most of the staff had left. The receptionist was still there though. ‘Can I help you?’

'Yeah, I need to speak to whoever runs the 16-18 group. My son’s in it. Yevgeny Milkovich.’

'Let’s see…you need Ian Gallagher. I don’t think he’s gone home yet. Try the office down the hall and to the left. His name’s on the door.’

'Thank you,’ Mickey nodded at her and made his way to this Ian Gallagher’s office and knocked on the door.

'It’s open,’ came his voice. So Mickey stepped inside. 'Can I help you?’ Mickey was initially taken aback by how young he was. He thought the young army guys were all fighting in some war somewhere, and the old ones were left here to run youth programmes like this. And not only was Ian Gallagher young, but he was fucking gorgeous. 'Sir?’ Mickey realised he’d just been staring at the man in silence for maybe a little too long.

'Yes. My son is a member. Yevgeny.’

Ian smiled. ‘Yes, Milkovich. He’s fantastic. Dedicated, loyal, talented. He could have a real future here. One of the best we’ve got.’

'That’s great, but he got home an hour ago and turns out he’s having a rough time.’

Ian raised his eyebrows. ‘Well I’m sorry to hear that. Something I did?’

Mickey shook his head. ‘No, it’s nothing to do with you. He thinks you’re great, actually. Really respects you. No, this is some other kids in the group. Messing with him. Giving him shit he doesn’t deserve.’

Ian couldn’t help but smirk at his cursing. ‘And what, ah, shit would that be?’

'They’re saying things to him. Mean things.’ He paused. 'Look, his Mom used to be a prostitute. I don’t know how they found that out, but either way, they’re insulting her, and him. Calling her names. And obviously he’s upset. It’s his Mom.’

Ian nodded. ‘I’m sorry. Clearly they’re doing it out of earshot but that doesn’t mean I don’t feel responsible for it happening. You and your wife must be very annoyed.’

Mickey hesitated. Normally he’d just go with it or lie by omission. But not this time. Not to this guy. ‘Actually I’m gay. We’re on good terms but she’s nothing more than a friend. Although yeah, she’s gonna be pissed when she hears.’

Ian nodded, taking it in stride, but Mickey didn’t miss the way the corners of his mouth turned upwards ever so slightly.

Mickey continued, ‘and the kids know too, and when they stopped using Yev’s mother to torture him, they moved on to me. Look, I can handle it when it’s said to my face, but when they’re saying it to my son? That’s not ok. At all.’

'I understand. Truly. I’m going to do something about this. You’re right. No-one should have to deal with shit like that,’ Ian smiled at Mickey as he swore.

'Yeah. Well. Forgive me for not having a great deal of faith. From experience, I guess you’re just gonna give them a slap on the wrist, if that,’ he said, getting up to leave. Ian swiftly walked around the desk, blocking Mickey’s exit.

'I’m absolutely not going to be apathetic about this. I take sexism and homophobia very seriously,’ Ian told him, gradually closing space between himself and Mickey.

'And how do I know you’re not just saying that?’ Mickey asked, also drawing closer to Ian.

Ian paused, and then grinned as he leaned in to kiss Mickey, hard. They kissed roughly for a moment, before Mickey broke away. ‘Seriously?’ Ian nodded, and Mickey laughed, taking off his shirt.

Ian quickly undressed too, reaching around Mickey to lock the door. He kissed him again, moaning. ‘Shit, I can’t get enough of your lips,’ he murmured between kisses.

'You ain’t seen nothing yet,’ Mickey said, as he dropped to his knees and practically ripped Ian’s boxers off. 'Fuck,’ he whispered, before taking him in his mouth. Ian’s hand rested on the back of his head and they settled into a rhythm. But before Mickey could finish him, Ian pulled away. Mickey looked up at him questioningly, but Ian shook his head.

'I want to fuck you,’ he said breathlessly, pulling Mickey up and pinning him against the desk in one motion. He leaned back, reaching for his wallet and retrieving a condom. Mickey barely had time to focus before Ian was inside him. He didn’t ease in or prep him, nothing. Just right in all at once. He knew what he wanted and Mickey liked that. A lot.

'Shit, Gallagher,’ he groaned, feeling Ian hit all the right notes. This guy, this damn guy…Mickey knew it was the best sex he’d had in a long while. Maybe the best sex ever. Ian had an arm wrapped around his waist, and Mickey grabbed his hand, mashing their fingers together as Ian stifled a yell by biting his shoulder.

When he came, it was fucking glorious.

Their movements slowed, as Ian kissed Mickey’s neck, then jawline. It was softer now, gentler. He slid out so that Mickey could turn and kiss him properly. ‘That was…pretty amazing,’ Mickey whispered. Ian smiled. ‘You do this with every pissed off Dad who comes in here?

'Of course not,’ Ian said. 'Only the gay ones,’ he added with a grin. Mickey laughed. 'Which is, so far, just you.’

'I’m glad about that.’ Ian cocked his head curiously.

'Why are you glad?’

Mickey shrugged. ‘Just am.’

They slowly began putting their clothes back on. ‘Hey, Ian. You think maybe…maybe I could see you again?’

'I’ll see you in your dreams,’ Ian replied, grinning. Mickey looked blank. 'You never watched Queer as Folk? What kind of homosexual are you?’

'The kind that fucks guys.’ Ian laughed.

'Look, do you want to get a drink sometime or not?’ Mickey asked.

'I thought that usually happened before intercourse,’ he said.

Mickey laughed. ‘Who the fuck calls it intercourse?’ Ian smiled.

'A drink sounds good. Here’s my number,’ he said, grabbing a scrap of paper and scribbling down his digits. 'Call me?’

Mickey took the paper. ‘Yeah. Definitely.’ He opened the door and glanced back at Ian, who kissed him lightly. ‘Later.’

-

Mickey walked into his house and dumped the bags of food on the table. ‘Sorry it took so long. They had a lot of orders.’

’S'fine. Mandy’s here,’ Yev said.

'Hey big brother,’ his sister waved from where she was perched on the kitchen counter.

'What are you doing here?’

'Nice to see you too. Jesus. I was returning your toolbox.’

'Oh, yeah. Thanks.’ Mickey said, going to hug her and greet her properly.

'So Yev tells me the cat’s out of the bag. The cat being you.’

'Turns out he already knew. But…yeah.’

'It was still great that you admitted it to him. And talked about it. I know…I know you could never do that with any of our family.’

'Did you never tell them?’ Yev asked.

'Oh, I told them alright. It was your christening. I fucking yelled it across the Alibi.’

'So…your whole family was there?’

Mickey nodded. ‘Whole family and then some. Aside from Mandy. She was at work.’

'Don’t fucking remind me,’ she said. 'I’ve always regretted taking that extra shift.’

'What happened?’ Yev asked.

Mandy looked at Mickey sadly.

Mickey looked at his son for a second before answering. ‘My Dad beat the shit out of me. He just started screaming and charging at me. Like a fucking bull. He pinned me down on the floor and hit me, and he kept hitting me. He was so much bigger than me. I couldn’t move. And there was nobody there to get him off of me. Eventually he knocked me unconscious.’

'And then I get a call from the police. They’d taken Dad away and Mickey was I’m the hospital. I get there as fast as I can. He’s in a coma. Broken arm, fractured collarbone. Nose totally smashed. Face covered in bruises and blood. I just sat there, crying over him, wondering why Dad would do this to him. Eventually I realised. I know what made Dad fly off the handle. And I’d had my suspicions about Mickey but never dwelled on them. But then it all made sense.’

'When I woke up, the police came to talk to me. They told me what had happened. He’d kept beating me even after I blacked out. And he wasn’t sorry.’ Mickey looked up at his son. Yev was pale and his eyes were heavy with tears. Mickey was about to go hug him, when Yev stood up and came over to him and stood beside him.

He wrapped his arms around his father, crying into his shoulder. ‘I can’t believe that happened to you,’ Yev sobbed. Mickey held on to him, trying not to cry himself, trying to be strong for his son. He hadn’t seen Yev cry for years. ‘Dad that’s…horrific. I know why you always changed the subject when I asked about your family. I can’t - Dad - you could’ve died,’ he choked.

'Yeah but I didn’t. I didn’t. And I’m so fucking glad he didn’t kill me because I got to raise you. You’re the most important thing. You’re the only important thing I’ve ever had in my life. Everything else before you were born was just buildup. I know I’m not father of the year or whatever but I try my best. Because - I know what it’s like when your dad doesn’t give a shit. I know what it’s like when your dad makes your life a living hell. That’s why I hate it when you’re annoyed or upset with me, even over something small or stupid, because I hate the idea that I’ve made you feel even remotely how my dad made me feel. And ever since I can remember, I’ve just been so fucking scared, Yev, that I’m going to become my father,’ Mickey said quietly.

His son pulled back and looked at him. ‘Dad, no. You’re the best Dad. Ok? It doesn’t matter that you’re not rich, that you never finished school, that you’re not some cookie-cutter doctor or lawyer father with a wife and white picket fence. You’re the best Dad because you’re always here for me, no matter what. I can tell you anything. You help me with schoolwork, you come to my parent teacher conferences. Even though you and Mom aren’t together, you make sure that this is never a broken home. But most of all, Dad, you have never hurt me, and I never question the fact that you love me. And I - I love you too.’

'Shit,’ Mickey muttered, wiping away his tears. 'Come here,’ he said, hugging him tightly. Yev was almost taller than he was. 'I’m sorry I never told you. I was worried it would fuck you up. And then as you got older I was worried you wouldn’t respect me or you’d hate me.’

'I understand why you couldn’t tell me. It’s ok. It’s not about me. This is who you are.’

They all stood in silence for a minute or so. Then Mandy offered to reheat the food, and they all ate together, laughing and joking like usual.

Afterwards, as Mickey was clearing the table, Yev suddenly spoke. ‘Where is your Dad?’

Mickey paused, and looked at Mandy. After a moment, he spoke. ‘He’s in prison. He got twenty years.’

Yev frowned. ‘So he’s getting out in four years? If it happened when I was a baby?’

'He got five more years because of bad behaviour, a few years back. But then that got reduced to two and a half. So he gets out in about six years. Provided it doesn’t change again,’ Mandy explained.

'Are you scared?’

'Yes.’ Micky’s single word hung densely in the air.

'Will they give him a restraining order or something?’

'Probably. But knowing him, that won’t work.’ There was a pause. Mickey saw the angry, determined look on his son’s face. 'Hey, do not go looking for him. Under any circumstances. Ok?’

'I won’t,’ Yev agreed. But that was one promise he probably wouldn’t keep.

-

A little over a week later, Yev rolled out of bed. Saturday morning was when he went running, and he immediately pulled on some clothes. He’d shower when he got back, but he needed to pee. He walked down the hall towards the bathroom, but saw it was locked. He could hear his Dad peeing, so he leaned against the wall and waited. After a moment, he heard the toilet flush and then the door opened. His mouth dropped open. He was face to face with his ROTC instructor. His shirtless ROTC instructor.

'Morning, Milkovich,’ Ian said simply, grinning at him cheerfully.

Yev just watched him walk back towards his Dad’s room, still in disbelief. His instructor was gay? And he was dating his Dad? His head was spinning.

But then he smiled. He realised that his Dad wasn’t hiding this stuff from him anymore. And that was fucking great.

// the end. Hope this was ok. It ended up being longer and deeper than I originally intended. (plus you’ll notice I planted the seeds for a potential follow up…let me know if you want me to write that! Otherwise PLEASE keep prompting me!! //

anonymous asked:

i'm conflicted over the info that elizabeth is liz's reincarnation. I mean, I expected it, but when Zanelli said "the reason Mel protects her with his life is because she's the reincarnation of liz" left me crushed. I am a HUGE melizabeth shipper, and now all this love and trust i've seen them build together feels like a lie and i hate it! Do you think mel only cares for elizabeth because she's liz reincarnated? It feels wrong if he doesn't see her as an individual, or loves her only cuz of liz

OMG I”M SO GLAD YOU ASKED LMAO!! I actually was just making another edit centered around this, so you read my mind lovely anon. Sorry it took so long to respond (and my response is long-ass, but I love my babaes). I tried to bold the important stuff because I can’t read long blocks of text myself so I hope it helps ^^;

Alright so I totally felt the same way for a while. I way pretty distressed about characters like Cain and Zanelli kinda pointing out that Mel might just be projecting his love for Liz onto Elizabeth, but I don’t think so after I thought about it a whole lot. (I mean Cain’s just being a cool dude, but I think Zanelli just really didn’t want to assume their relationship was anything but some fragile projection for her own sake. So while I totally worried about it for a second, I kinda just assumed it was Zanelli being jelly). But moments like these are supposed to function as devices, bringing to light how Mel actually isn’t projecting Liz onto Elizabeth. 

As for why I don’t think so, let’s remember that Mel totally thinks they’re very similar in appearance, but he also thinks they’re super different. (He said so after Gowther rejoined the sins, I think. Sorry, I’m bad at remembering specific chaps/episodes). And that’s been established. So while yeah, the two are paralleled, they’re starkly different in personality and Mel’s completely aware of that. (Especially when Elizabeth totally doesn’t punch him out for groping her in their first meeting lmao).

Now here’s where my personal opinions come into play lol. I’ve honestly always thought that Elizabeth and Liz were both reincarnates of an “Original Elizabeth” (who probs came into existence around 3,000 years ago). I think they’re actually at the tail end of a long line of other previous Elizabeth reincarnates. It’s not entirely out of the blue, especially with this specific instance: 

Blink and you’ll miss it, but this panel and its placement are super important. I mean, neither of those two are Liz, so why is it relevant to her “nostalgia”?? Hint: Nakaba is real good at foreshadowing. I’ve reread/rewatched the manga/anime numerous times because it explained weird moments that totally made sense later. Seriously, he doesn’t try to hide much!! It’s pretty heavily hinted at here that there were previous Elizabeth incarnates that Meliodas knew.

I also feel like this would explain a lot of weirdness surrounding Liz/Mel’s meeting. I mean, we know Mel saved her, but why?? Because he knew who she was right away probs. And that he basically started groping her immediately when he met her, just like he did with Elizabeth. It would make sense if he treated/thought of all of the Elizabeth reincarnates in the same way initially. 

Now I feel like this makes your worries even worse, but I feel like it should prob alleviate them! Because if it really is true that even Liz is a reincarnate, he obviously loved her very much. Now, I would also like to mention that Mel’s love for Liz was because of a very special bond that made him fall for her-for Liz, and not just because of the reincarnating of her soul. (Exact details either aren’t given yet or I’m just being forgetful, but it’s clear he loved her and the fact he could go into battle with her, and that they had each other’s backs, always). So yeah, a unique bond for him and Liz! So what is to say he can’t feel that way for our Elizabeth??

Which paves the way into the present storyline. It would be a lie to say he didn’t still love Liz and wasn’t hung up on her. But I think, ever so slowly, his initial attraction to our Elizabeth as another Elizabeth reincarnate is growing into its own lovely/unique/special bond right before our very eyes (AND I”M LOVING EVERY SECOND OF IT!!?!). So yeah, basically, I think they’re totally going to be fully into one another by the time this series wraps up, but that’s just my personal opinion :P

tl;dr : I totally think the Melliz/Melizabeth relationship is completely valid, because while Mel has an initial attraction to Liz and Elizabeth, it eventually becomes something much more unique and individual with each reincarnate and their unique personality! :D

I hope this made sense? lol I’m definitely going to make some separate theory posts sometime, and remember this is all just based on my speculation that makes me feel totally cool with Melliz and Melizabeth without letting one invalidate the other. This was probably confusing and I’m a bit of a mess, so if anyone has questions/complaints/etc, feel free to IM or drop something in my askbox! AND THANKS AGAIN ANON, HAVE A LOVELY DAY!!! :D

anonymous asked:

I would rather you not post this but whatever you do you. As I'm sure you've noticed a bunch of us from the show started following your tumbler after you leaked some insider information (not cool btw). And honestly occasionally you have some interesting points. And you're entitled to your opinion. But why are you so aggressive toward women? Being a female in Hollywood is hard. And tearing other women down for putting themselves out there is very anti-feminist. I think youre better than that. -LP

Okay, so since you specifically asked me not to post the ask you sent me I’m not going to do that, both because you asked and because obviously I’m pretty skeptical about whether or not what you’re saying is the truth. However, I feel that I should respond to what you’re saying. And, for all of you who might still be slightly confused, what I’m saying here is a response to an anon that I got who asked me not to post their message.

So, as for the spoiling. Yes, I will cop to being the first person to really go in for spoilers. A lot of us were getting spoilers for a long time and never posted them, and then we got a spoiler about Caroline being involuntarily impregnated this season and I basically said okay, I know I’m going to get a lot of asks about Caroline possibly being pregnant this season, and now that I know this information I really don’t feel comfortable lying about it because this isn’t just a normal spoiler, this is a spoiler about a character that many of my friends love dearly that is incredibly, shockingly offensive. And I felt like that needed to be called out, and I thought that a lot of people deserved fair warning. And I still think that’s right. And, once that happened, people started sending me and my friends spoilers a lot. And I’m sorry, but I have a really hard time feeling bad about spoiling things for a project where the cast and crew has gone so far out if their way to bully, demean, exclude, and generally be as cruel as possible towards certain fans for simply being fans of something they don’t like. This information didn’t just fall out of the sky, and there’s a reason it was given to people who are fed up with the state of the shows and more importantly with the behavior of those working on it.

But as for your other point, mainly that I tear down other women and that’s anti-feminist. Which is something pretty easy for me to respond to, because that is simply something I do not do. Yes, I have been negative about Phoebe’s performance, but it is not because she is a woman. It’s because I believe her performance is poor. I have been very complimentary to women who’s performances I’ve enjoyed, and I in fact have said something pretty positive about pretty much every actress on either show at some point, Phoebe included. I am also critical of actor’s performances when I feel that their performances are weak. Hell, I’ve said that I think Joseph is an incredible actor probably a hundred times, but if he has a scene where his performance is weak I acknowledge that it’s weak. This is not prejudice, it’s criticism. And yes, if something that is weak to the point of absurdity happens on a show I will usually make fun of it, not because I want to make fun of a specific person, but simply because it’s a funny thing. There’s a reason I don’t tag things, and that’s because I wouldn’t want to put anyone in a position where they’re seeing something that makes them uncomfortable or that they don’t want to see. However, I’m here on a website shooting the shit with my friends. I don’t think I should have to temper everything I say for the sake of people who might not agree.

Do I drag the shit out of TO? Absolutely. Because it’s a show that is staggeringly, wildly offensive towards women. It just is. If you can genuinely not see that or understand it then your understanding of feminism is extremely limited. I’m not dragging TO, it’s characters, or it’s writers because I want to drag women. I’m dragging them because THEY drag women. I’m dragging them because as a woman, I do not want to see media that treats other women like dog shit and says it’s okay, and I do not want other women, especially young and impressionable women, to see things like that and think that it is okay. TO has killed off 28 out of the 32 women who have appeared on the show more than once, and I’m not cool with that. TO fridged half of it’s main female characters in the course of like two episodes, and I’m not cool with that. I’m also more than a little shocked that YOU’RE cool with that.

Finally, I’m aware that being a woman in Hollywood is hard. And I think that shit like this makes it a lot harder for everyone. That’s why I call out things that I think are wrong, and that’s why I defend things that I think are right. I don’t know if you ever noticed this or were aware of it, but I’m actually one of the very few Klaroline shippers who has defended your character and defended you personally, and despite the fact that you are basically making fun of me now I still stand by my defense of your acting performance and of what your character could have been (although I can’t lie, I’m kinda seeing why so many people took issue with some of your behavior towards fans now). But I think that TO’s female characters are almost entirely indefensible. I think their representation of women is worse than any female representation I’ve see on television in my lifetime. I 100% believe that these things deserve to be criticized. And I don’t think women automatically get a feminist card just by virtue of being female, so if a woman is doing something misogynistic I treat it exactly as I would a man. I believe that this is an essential element of being a feminist consumer of media.  

So, now that all of this has been said, are we done? Is there anyone else on the TO cast and crew who would like to address me personally? Because obviously this situation is getting pretty bizarre and is just about the worst way to get people to stop asking me about TO if that’s your actual intent. 

anonymous asked:

do you have any bittyparse headcanons? sorry if this has already been asked!

ok ok ok so.

  • bitty obviously has plenty of reason to hate kent parson canonically
  • sure, he was starstruck at first but there’s nothing to kill a crush like watching that person be really nasty to someone you care about
    • but i’m imagining before that, downstairs, kent and bitty had a couple of nice friendly interactions (chatting after taking the selfie, etc)
    • kent actually might have remembered bitty and they might have become friends if the jack shit hadn’t overshadowed everything else. (honestly after fighting with jack everything from earlier that day just got. wiped from kent’s mind.) but bitty made kent laugh, and during their conversation, kent was like, this kid is cute—sweet but also unexpectedly snarky? he dug it.
    • of course then kent’s meltdown happened and bitty overheard it so there was no chance of any easy friendship developing at that point
  • like, tbh if it were anyone else i wouldn’t be sure if it would even be possible to get over that kind of terrible first impression
  • but this is bitty
  • the boy’s emotional IQ is waaaaaaaaaaaay too high for him not to make the connection between “hockey prodigy, lack of a normal childhood” and “emotionally immature, lashing out because of a complete lack of any sort of coping mechanisms to deal with rejection or other negative emotions”
    • bitty spent two years on a team with jack zimmermann. this is not a new problem.

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anonymous asked:

I'm sorry to ask this but i really worry about this i think ziam are together i'm worried that it's open relationship thats something that always bothered me when people say they believe that part me feels they love each other too much so i need your knowledgeable opinion

Hello!

It’s okay that you are worried, lots of people are, but…..aajgsfjsdgfhdjkgs.

Okay lets get to business.

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anonymous asked:

(Don't be afraid to be lengthy.) I have $40 and I'm planning on getting the Mass Effect trilogy from Amazon. I love Dragon Age with all of my heart and soul and I've heard lots of good stuff about Mass Effect, but idk. Is it lots of story, like DA? Or mostly combat? Are the characters good? Like, are they deep? Do they have stories, or are they just walking, talking, pixels? Are the romances meaningful? Is it going to make me want to cry? Just. Give me a run-down. Convince me, Mass Effect queen.

This is going to be so long, I’m so sorry

I’m not sure if I’m going to be able to convince you, since I’m bad with words, but I hope my excitement counts for something tbh (and let me just start off by saying that you just made my life by calling me Mass Effect Queen). I’ll be including screenshots.

I’m not going to get too much into the story because I don’t want to spoil anything.

ALRIGHT, LEMME ME TELL YOU HOW MUCH I LOVE THESE GAMES AND WHY.

I played the Dragon age games before I even bought the Mass Effect triology and now that I’ve played all 6 games several times, I’m 100% sure I like Mass Effect a lot more. Sure, there’s a lot of combat, actually just as much as in Dragon age (I think), but lots of good cutscenes and characters and romances as well.

And it will make you cry. It won’t make you want to cry, but actually cry. It’s not like Dragon Age. Starting in Mass Effect 2, you can mess up, people will die. Your friends will die. Maybe even you, all if you make mistakes. 

Something big and very bad can happen at the end of Mass Effect 3 - again - if you make mistakes. The story literally continues 100% based on the choices you make and the dialogue options you choose starting in the very first game and it is 100% your own story. It’s not like making a few baby choices in Dragon Age and getting a slightly different ending. You can choose to kill people, heck, you can even choose to kill your friends at some point!

Like in Dragon Age, we have a morality system, though it means so much more in Mass Effect. You can choose one (or both) of two alignments.

Paragon:

(my own character)

And/or Renegade:

(my own character, sorry for the bad quality)

One is friendly and peaceful and one is ruthless. And I’m pretty sure that you can tell which is which (by the colours and scars and stuff). The scars and glowing don’t appear until Mass Effect 2, there is a reason for that. I won’t spoil it but it’s very unexpected.

The classes and their powers

And like in Dragon Age, there are different classes. We don’t have mages or rogues though. We have soldiers, vanguards, infiltrators, engineers, adepts, and sentinels. 

Soldiers don’t have any powers except fitness and physical power, Vanguards have physical power and biotic powers, infiltrators have physical and technical powers, engineers only have technical powers, adepts only have biotic powers and sentinels have both biotic and technical powers.

Biotic powers are.. like magic I guess? They’re very effective against organics (humans, animals and stuff), while tech powers are very effective against synthetics (mechs/robots and so called geth)

Physical powers are like dexternity in DA I guess. Soldiers can carry all weapons (sniper rifles, assault rifles, shotguns, pistols and in later games, submachine guns) the other classes can carry either one or two guns, but there’s no boundaries there in mass effect 3 (you can carry all weapons here)

Let me get into the games a little.

Mass Effect 1

first of all, tHIS DUDE

his name is joker and he’s not romancable. my vajohnny is mad at bioware. He’s v funny and sarcastic and I love him v much

I’m not gonna lie, this one is a little.. weird at first. I mean the graphics and cutscenes and all and compared to Dragon Age Origins, it’s only “ok”, but the next two games are so good, oh man.

there are these things

they’re called husks

you won’t get rid of them, they’re in all 3 games 

they freak me out

and this guy

his name is saren and he’s the villain and those are the geth i mentioned

they suck

also let me just mention shepard’s terrible, terrible dancing skills (they can’t dance at all and everyone always makes fun of them 4 that)

Anyway, this game is a crucial part of the triology because this is where it all starts. This is where you meet your beloved friends that are with you until the end and maybe even your lover, if you want to meet them in the first game.

These assholes

I’m not even gonna tell you who they are. You will know soon enough. You will hate them.

There are only three romance options in the first game, but there are a lot more in the other games combined.

I’m not going to get into their personalities too much, that’s all for you to explore, but I’ll tell you who you can romance. My favourites are marked with a ‘[♥]’ and the symbols ♂ and ♀ will tell you who you can romance them with.

[♥] ♂♀, Liara T’Soni (MY LOVE, MY EVERYTHING)

SHE IS SWEET AND CARING AND LOVING AND SMART AS FUCK AND SHE HAS FRECKLES AND I AM SO, SO, SO WEAK OH GOD. I’m sorry I just love her so fucking much I need to lie down and count to ten

[♥] ♂ Ashley Williams (she’s beauty, she’s grace, she will punch you in the face)

She’s so strong and she’s a feminist and my gay heart is so thirsty and I’m so sad bc of the fact that I can’t romance her. So sad. @bioware why. Let me be with this queen. 

♀ Kaidan Alenko (♂♀ in me3)

He’s very caring and sweet but tbh I don’t like him very much

This game is pretty good when get used to it, but like I said, DAO’s gameplay is better and the games only start to get v good with me2.

There are three other squadmates that you can’t romance in me1, but you can romance two of them in me2 and 3 and they. are. my. life.

Mass effect 2

This game is so much better than the first one, holy shit. But like I said, you can mess up a lot, and people can or will die. There’s a lot more action in this part though. You fight some creatures calles ‘the collectors’ aND THEY’RE SO CREEPY. SO DAMN CREEPY BYE. AND DON’T GET ME STARTED ON HARBINGER.

this is what they look like

(run while you still can) u will know pain shepard

look more husks

And there’s also this guy

we call him tim

his name is not tim

he’s an ass

more joker

AND THERE’S A CUTE AI CALLED EDI

As I said, there are more romance options in this part (6, to be exact) and they’re more detailed and they have different cutscenes, but they’re more like the cutscenes in dao. You’ll get one actual romance cutscene at the end of me2 and very individual romance scenes in me3. You can also cheat on your love interest from the first game.

[♥] ♀ Garrus Vakarian (space dino, awkward nerd, calibrates things)

Oh gosh ok. He’s so awkward. Like no, you don’t understand, he’s so awkward. And sarcastic and such a nerd. And he’s with you, no matter what you do (even if ur just friends btw) and I love him so much jfc

THERE IS NO SHEPARD WITHOUT VAKARIAN

[♥] ♂ Jack/Subject Zero (bi, only romancable by mShep. I demand answers.)

OHH MY GOD LET ME JUST TELL YOU HOW MUCH I LOVE HER. SHE WAS ABUSED AND TORTURED AS A CHILD AND SHE’S SO HARDCORE AND OH GOD SHE HAS A HARD SHELL AND SUCH A SOFT CORE AND I AM SO WEAK. I AM SO, SO WEAK. WHY CAN’T I ROMANCE HER

FUCK YOU BIOWARE

[♥] ♀ Thane Krios (space lizard. my man. don’t romance him. it will hurt.)

He’s a badass Assassin and very calm and quiet but also an a+ expert with a sniper rifle (and probably his tongue. please don’t look at me)

His romance really fucking hurts though, consider yourself warned.

[♥] ♂ Tali’Zorah vas Neema (MY LOVE. ALL GROWN UP. BBY.)

Oh my g od she’s such a sweetheart aND SHE HAS A DRONE THAT SHE CALLED CHATIKA ISN’T THAT THE CUTEST FUCKING THING

She will always love you no matter what (and she has so much love to give, it’s so cheesy and I demand a femshep romance) I’m so mad at bioware for making her straight SO MAD

[♥] ♂ Miranda Lawson (someone who was supposed to be bi, fuck u bioware)

SHE’S BEAUTY SHE IS GRACE SHE WILL PUNCH YOU IN THE FACE

Miranda and Ashley are the reason I get up in the morning. Miranda is an A+ bae and she’s so strong and confident and?? fu ck (she can be kinda insecure at times, but it ok, shh, ur perfect bby)

Also straight, I hate my life

♀ Jacob Taylor

honestly, that’s all I have to say don’t romance him

[♥] ♂♀ Kelly Chambers (not an official romance option!)

o K, she’s so cute and so nice and [heavy breathing] she’s the love of my life, but she doesn’t get an actual romance fuck my life I love her so much

There are six more squadmates that you can’t romance and I am so sad I love them all

They’re my children and I love them all so, so, so much please stab me in the neck

I also really want to romance Samara oh my fucking god she’s the love of my life and I love her more than I love Kelly (also Kasumi omfg what a babe)

This game will honestly fuck you up if you make a mistake, I hope this isn’t a spoiler, but as I said, they can all die if you fuck up, please be careful ok

Mass Effect 3 (also known as the saddest fucking part please run now)

look at my babies

I can’t tell you too much about me3 because it’s literally all spoilers, but lemme tell you, it’s the best game of the triology. It’s so good and so sad, g o s h, it’s so fucking sad

There’s a huge war going on in this one

you have to fight these things

RUN FU CK ING RUN 
(actually no please stay and play and cry in my inbox, I’m here shhsh)

look, even more fucking huSKS IN HD

more joker

aND MORE EDI

The people you could romance in me1 and 2 are also romancable in me3, but there are two more romance options (and they’re gay, hallelujah)

[♥] ♀ Samantha Traynor (GAY NERD WITH CUTE ACCENT)

She’s so cute o H MY GOD SHE’S THE BEST

I’ve never romanced her before, but let me tell you, she’s sweet and friendly and insecure and humble and oh my god fuck. She also loves chess

and toothbrushes

[♥] ♂ Steve Cortez (i love u. i love u so much.)

He lost his husband bc of the fucking war and he’s sad pls go cheer him up and make him feel loved, he deserves everything good in this world pl e ase

There are three more squad mates that you can’t romance (I’d romance them all if I could tbfh)

This game will hurt you so bad, find happiness wherever you can and tell everyone you love them and hug people because they’re all in so much pain

so much pain

Give them all the love, they deserve to be happy

But there are also lots and lots and LOTS of tiny details that make the game as good as it can possibly get. 

You will love it.

This took me 4 hours so it better convince you or I stg I’ll fly into the sun and explode 

There’s not much more I can say without spoiling anything, except

Should you play Mass Effect?

this has been a psa