i feel in the mood

mood/feelings song asks

🌧 - song for a rainy day
🌚 - song for when i’m feeling nervous
🔥 - song that pumps me up
🍂 - song that helps me calm down
🌊 - song for a day at the beach
⭐️ - song i’ll listen to on repeat
🌠 - song that’s special to me
☂ - song for when i’m feeling sad
🙂 - song that makes me smile
💔 - song for a heartbreak
🎉 - song to party to
🚶 - song for when i feel alone
👯 - song that reminds me of someone
💪🏽 - song that helps me be strong
🏋 - song to work out to
☄ - song for when i feel lighter than air ☀️ - song for a sunny day
🌲 - song that reminds me of nature
💤 - song i fall asleep to
✌🏼️ - song for when i feel fabulous
🌪 - song for when i’m angry
🎤 - song i’ll sing out loud
✈️ - song for when i’m feeling nostalgic
⚓️ - song that keeps me grounded
🌇 - song that inspires me
⏰ - song for when i’m feeling stressed

I wish I wasn’t born.

Cause now the people I love have to deal with me and I’m ruining their lives and I can not even kill myself to make up for it because they’re such wonderful persons they somehow still love me.

I wish I wasn’t born.

—  Not poetic // but real.
Realistic Study Moods

the “i accomplished something” mood:
you decided to be productive that day but at night you realise you haven’t accomplished a single thing from your to-do-list. stressed you get yourself a cup off coffee and sit next to your desk really unmotivated and exhausted. half an hour later you’ve solved one math problem. you smile, you have done something.

the “i’m so fucking motivated” mood:
early morning. you get out of bed right after the alarm goes off. well-rested you brew yourself a cup of tea.you write your to-do-list. after that you take a seat in your bed and start reading trough the textbook of your fave subject. “i’ll succeed today” you think and take a sip of your tea.

the “oh i’m so gonna prove you wrong” mood:
“you can’t do it”, they say. determined you start working early. you read, you write notes, you revise, you discuss, you watch videos. on the test day you walk in with confident, take your test & fully ace it. proudly you turn your back to those bastards.

the “why do i not understand this” mood:
papers scattered everywhere, several coffee mugs on your desk. you’ve been doing that same problem the whole day and still can’t solve it. you’ve looked trough the theory, asked your friends & even your teacher. frustrated you pick up your phone and hope someone else has asked the same question on google.

the “omg i get it” mood:
you’ve been reading the same theory over and over again, you’ve watched several videos on the topic and googled everything about it. still, you can’t get the hang of it. frustrated you put your book down. later that day you pick up it again and start reading it. slowly but surely you realise that “hey i understand this! it isn’t that hard after all”. excited you read through rest of the theory.