i feel cute everyday

you know how you always look at an idol in videos and are like ”you are such a smol bean omg” and then you remember they are actually taller than you and you’re left shook af

Dear Hyunsik,

Where should I start? Well, let’s just sit down and I will tell you a story.

Years ago, when my life was a real mess, I didn’t know about BTOB. However, my sister was a Melody since the first day. She told me to listen to BTOB’s music, and I didn’t. One day, I saw Im Hyun Sik on her computer screen, I asked: “Is he the rapper?”. She shook her head: “Nope! He is a vocalist.” This is where the story begins.

Each BTOB has their own talents, and each of you is great in your own way. Some people say that uri leader and Mochi have the best vocal. But frankly, to me, your voice is poison.

Im Hyun Sik, you caught my eyes and my heart from the very first moment. Im Hyun Sik, sings like an angel. In your own way, whenever you sings, your emotion is shown elegantly. It is not just about how you pronoun the words, not just about your breathe and some techniques. When you sing, you put your burdens into your music. I don’t know if it’s my illusion or not, but whenever you sing, my heart sinks. I can feel your hidden pains, your concerns and your burdens. I feel you.

Everyday, you appear as a smiley, cute and happy man. You give energy to Melodies. Everyday, as a Melody, I listen to your music, listen to your voice, to find the empathy. Somehow your voice helps me a lot when I struggle, maybe it’s because of the pain that you are hiding. But that’s just when I knew I got drown into the ocean, the ocean of my illusion to Im Hyun Sik.

Everyday, I keep swimming. I keep swimming to reach to my dreams, I keep swimming to escape from my reality, I keep swimming to my hope that someday I would meet you. And I keep swimming, I just do. On my path, even though I think that I’m alone, I’m not. Im Hyun Sik is always next to me, through his music. That’s why day by day, I appreciate your existence and passion so much. Im Hyun Sik is my savior, and my inspiration to be positive and loved.

“Swimming” is one of the most important and precious achievement of yours, and it’s also my holy grail piece of art. You had worked hard on this song, I know. You put a lot of effort and hope on this song, I know. You had thrown 100%, no, even 1000% of your ability to this song, I know. That’s why I love this song so bad, and I appreciate and and I will protect it with all cost, with all of my ability.

I always say this, but you are pure gold, sweetheart. I know, sometimes you will doubt yourself, about your abilities, about your efforts, about your passion. But trust me, I trust you, you are always the best. You are a true artist, a born artist, please know that. Never doubt yourself even though some people say that you are not good enough. Im Hyun Sik, to live is to love and to be loved.

Please understand that YOU ARE LOVED. And your art is someone’s world. You are enough, Im Hyun SIk. Never lose your passion. I believe in you, I do, for a million years.

Thank you for everything. I really enjoy listening to this song (after half of a year only listening to concert cuts, finally I have its audio).

Loving you with all I have,

M 예지앞사

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photo cre: @hyunsik_com aka Sikret 

101 reasons why I love you.

1. because on my worst days you’re still there.
2. because you make me okay.
3. because we never really fight and when we do it only lasts at most like fifteen minutes.
4. because we’re so far apart, but so close together.
5. because of the way you love me.
6. because you make me laugh when I don’t feel like it.
7. because you support me.
8. because you try and save up money to come and see me.
9. because you’re my soul mate.
10. because you have a great heart.
11. because you know I love you.
12. because I can trust you.
13. because you fit me.
14. because you believe in me, even when I don’t.
15. because you really think I’m pretty.
16. because you made my life better.
17. because we’re two bits of a whole.
18. because I genuinely believe you really would do anything for me.
19. because you’re my gravity.
20. because you’re everything I need.
21. because if I lost everything I’d be content as long as I still had you.
22. because you understand.
23. because without you I’m lost.
24. because you fill me with feelings I’ve never felt.
25. because no matter what happens there’s always gonna be an “us.”
26. because you make me safe.
27. because I know I’d do anything for you.
28. because you know me.
29. because of the way you look at me.
30. because I don’t have to pretend.
31. because you satisfy me.
32. because we’re compatible.
33. because you let me in.
34. because of the way you hold me.
35. because no matter how you feel you stay up with me at night.
36. because you’re you.
37. because you’re there even when you’re not there.
38. because you’re perfect.
39. because your love overwhelms me.
40. because you don’t let me cry.
41. because you give me what I want.
42. because you make time for me.
43. because you’re gorgeous.
44. because I can tell you anything.
45. because of the cute goodnight texts you send me.
46. because of the cute morning texts you send me.
47. because you make me feel important.
48. because you put up with my crap.
49. because you feel like home.
50. because you listen.
51. because you want to talk about my day, every night.
52. because it’s so hard to leave when I visit.
53. because my heart feels too small for all my feelings.
54. because you’re all mine.
55. because we argue about who loves who more.
56. because share the dislike I have for my sister.
57. because of your laugh.
58. because you take my breath away.
59. because you’ll never give up.
60. because I can’t imagine my life without you.
61. because you’re thoughtful.
62. because I can hear you smile.
63. because I respect you.
64. because you would do anything to make me happy.
65. because of how your voice sounds.
66. because you feel the need to protect me.
67. because of your cute English accent.
68. because you give me hope.
69. because you understand.
70. because of bubble baths.
71. because I’ll die happy.
72. because of the way you look when you sleep.
73. because we haven’t missed a day without being on FaceTime.
74. because you play guitar
75. because you could get any girl you wanted but you chose me.
76. because of your sexy winking face that gets all the bitches.
78. because you’re affectionate in public.
79. because you engraved my name in your guitar.
80. because you call me even if your with your mates.
81. because you’ll be a great mother eventually, maybe.
82. because just the thought of you makes me happy.
83. because I appreciate you.
84. because I can never stop thinking about you, even when I’m serving customers in the merry kettle.
85. because you put pics of us on Instagram with cute hash tags.
86. because we can spend all day on FaceTime and it will feel like we haven’t been on it for long.
87. because you’re my best friend.
88. because you make me feel like I matter.
89. because you care.
90. because you send me like a billion cute texts everyday.
91. because of how I feel when you kiss me.
92. because you have good taste in music.
93. because you get grumpy when I make fun of your accent.
94. because I’m in love with you.
95. because you’re so cheesy.
96. because you want the best for us.
97. because elephant juice.
98. because Quinn loves you and my mum thinks you’re mint.
99. because you always know how I feel, even if I pretend to feel otherwise.
100. because you call me cute things like beautiful and princess.
101. because, just because

anonymous asked:

i feel really cute today and everyday and wanted to let u know. there u have it

I am here for this self love and appreciation and I hope you never lose it

feelin like a goddess~ 💎🎀