i feel cute dont look at me

1) easier not to smile, than smile so i dont thats why it was no surprise when my sis said ‘you look the same in the pictures, *pinches the pic closer* emotionless’. the pics are all fine though, they were all slayed with the dagger of my dead face. it suits me that my external facade resonates well with what i feel nowadays — a shitload of nothingness

2) although the only objects that make me feel something nowadays are:
dreams that have high proportions of impossibility
our dog with superdoggie powers of cuteness
arcade games that give out coins instead of tickets
ice coffee vanilla
hot shower with thoughts of you i have tried to avoid throughout the day
currently, the song 'molly’
instant photos
my sisters and brother

3) my sis and i were in a store and we saw this wonderful product thats a headband with two bears as the ears. people are like, what else can i stick on this to come up with a product noteworthy for mass production? oh, bears. and guess what, it was a genius decision

4

This is a friend over on Instagrams doing!! She posted a pic of Varric smiling and I had to see what smiling Solas looked like… So yeah! This is what he would look like if he really liked showing us those gnashers… 🤔 I feel very conflicted… Nice to see him smile and all but hmmm…. Also, I think we should all ignore the fact that he looks a bit like Gargamel in the bottom left pic… Yes… As you can see, I have had a very productive morning and got many, many important things done… *pats self on back*

okay y'all thought lukas is bad when hes jealous but like…lemme tell you about jealous philip. philip glaring at the boys and girls who are so obviously flirting with a clueless lukas. lukas being like “whats wrong???” and philip just “theyre all over you” and lukas just. smiles. and says “i didnt notice. too busy being all over you.”

3

ok, i got my dad to take some photos! i told him just to pick some ones he liked, and according to him, “They came packaged very well, and look and feel great. Very impressive! It was not easy to take pics with the iPad with the cover on it. They look better in person than in the pics. Very professional.” along with these beautiful cards, you can see the super cool back that @saintjpeg did, and the really stunning box design that @skullbird did based off the card backing!

the good news is that all the colors seem to have come out as intended, which is spectacular! once i have a chance to look over all the cards tomorrow just to make sure theyre all right, ill be able to open preorders, assuming there are no issues. im so very excited!!!! thank you everyone for being patient with me through all the delays… i hope these pictures make up for it!

anonymous asked:

Hey Caroline! So um I know this is kinda weird, but would you tell me so cute, happy hcs? (about anything omgcp really, but bonus if its zimbits or about kent pason) I had a horrible day and it looks like its going to be like that the whole week :( However, please dont feel any pressure to reply. I hope you have a nice day/week!

Aw hon =( sorry to hear your week has been rough, but to cheer you up let me tell you about Biscuit, the dog the haus adopts during Jack and Shitty’s last year.

They find him curled up with the dirty laundry, and you know that dog must have been desperate if he decided to curl up with the dirty laundry, he is a skinny thing and desperate for some loving, but a little shy around the loud hockey people.

It’s Jack who manages to coax him out by accident, since he’s the only one  ignoring the dog and trying to get everybody else to finish getting ready so they can go to practice.

While the team is ignoring him and loudly arguing what they should do, the dog approaches Jack and sits next to him. Jack looks at the dog, the dog looks at Jack, Bitty notices it and pulls his phone.

“You are interrupting practice,” Jack informs the dog.

The dog wags its tail. Jack bends down to pet it. Bitty bites his tongue not to cry about how precious they look together. He gets closer to them and the dog looks at him suspiciously.

“This is Bitty,” Jack says gesturing for him to get closer, “we like Bitty.”

Bitty’s heart gives up, because omg. Jack doesn’t notice.

“Bitty this is,” Jack pauses, “Biscuit.”

“Biscuit?” repeats Bitty amused, and Jack blushes, “it’s a good name.”

Jack and Bitty end up leaving and taking the dog to the vet, who promises to let them know how Biscuit is progressing. Jack and Bitty get a glimpse of the cages, of Biscuit frightened body language and they exchange a look.

They return to the haus with Biscuit, technically they signed up to be a foster home for him while a forever home was found, but Jack discreetly called them a week after to tell them they were keeping the dog.

Maybe it was because of Lardo and how she found dog-friendly paints and created a whole exhibition with the help of Biscuit.

Or maybe because of Shitty, who had finally found somebody who didn’t mind cuddling with him when he was in his underwear.

Perhaps Ransom and how he would pet Biscuit instead of shutting down and curling up under the table.

Or Holster watching TV and going into a very in-depth analysis of all his favourite animals on entertainment.

Or the frogs, who would play in the backyard with the dog for hours.

Possibly Bitty, and how he would heard him talking to Biscuit at odd hours of the night (or baking dog-friendly baked goods instead of pies.)

But more likely, because when he felt that tight sensation over his chest, Biscuit would suddenly show up and quietly sit down next to him till he felt like he wasn’t crawling out of his skin.

Then again, it could be because of how the dog learned to play fetch with the pucks on the ice and how much he loved going to practice with the team and watching till it was over and he was allowed on the ice; it was obvious that Biscuit was another member of the team and Jack liked to keep all his teammates close.

And if maybe sometimes he imagined himself, Biscuit and a certain blond baker living together at their own place, that was Jack (and Biscuit’s) secret to keep.

If You're feeling dysohoric

These things help me, at least. 💛

• Draw yourself shirtless, with a chest you should have
• Lay in bed shirtless (with an exercise bra) this helps me sometimes, (ftm) as long as i avoid mirrors.
• Sing p!atd with your manly wonderful voice hitting all the deep notes in death of a bachelor.
• Sing some dodie with your soft, angelic voice.
• Write a song/poem about your feelings.
• Sleep.
• Hug a cat.
• Take your pants off and wear boxers/panties.
• If you dont have boxers, wear shorts.
• If you dont have panties, wear a big shirt/sweater and see how cute you look, someones gonna see you in your big shirt one morning and love it. • Use makeup to make your jawline more prominent, or your face more feminine. (Helps me anyway.)
• PACK (you could use like socks or whatever, it helps)
• Take shirtless selfies chest up.
• Paint your feelings
• Learn a song.
• If you’re in a situation where all your clothes are feminine, or all masculine, write a story about a girl who dressed masculine and achieved great things, or visa versa.

I’ll put a list of songs that help my dysphoria in another post. Please stay happy

jk and tae both HATE jimin

listen here, im here to prove to all of you once and for all that these two despise jimin. like, you’ll see in just a second how the hate rolls off them in waves. anyways, starting off with the maknae

Originally posted by equitas

listen to me, this is exactly how i look at someone i hate

Originally posted by jikookdetails

LOOK. jk’s giving us all pointers on how to show your hatred towards someone through your eyes. take notes peeps.

now, THIS is how you do it. look at him shoot hearts daggers with his eyes. anyways, let’s move on to tae bc im already losing it

Originally posted by kthish

tae be like…”jimin get your frickin small hands away from me. i dont like you jimin, i dont like your small hands either i dont find them cute at all”

Originally posted by tayonge

tae: “wow, i hate jimin with every fibre of my being…” look at those daggers hes shooting at jimin. damn. can you feel the hate yet?

Originally posted by locotaehyung

what you’re seeing above is NOT vmin cuddling. fuck no.

Originally posted by chimtae

dont even get me started on this jealousy…thing bc thats a separate post can you feel me rolling my eyes yet

ghost emoji review

this is important to me

i dont.. i dont know about this one. the eyes are so lopsided and weird…why are their arms like that??? this is an unhealthy ghost and they look like theyre made of plastic 1/5 i dont trust them

this is a ghoul i can get behind!! they are a nice shade too you dont see a ghost this colour too often, very spooky too they are really doing me a scare! 5/5 good job!

hmmmmmmm.. this ghost is very friendly and kind and i like their haircut but what is that in their mouth?? is it a tongue or have they found a piece of meat??? do they want me to have it??? 4/5 no thank you…

a very nice and small ghost, i would pet them.. why do they look so tired?? wait a goddamn second that’s no ghost. they are an impostor!!! they arent a real!!!!!! 0/5 i am not a fool!!!!!!!

this is a nice happy ghost!! look at them.. they are just here to float around and say hi.. why is their head dirty though?? it is like.. kind of brown?? where has this ghost been??? did they fall into the mud or something what happened.. 4/5  i think they need to have a bath

hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.. this ghost is VERY geometric and a bit too happy, certainly the least spooky of them all.. they are very stylized and it doesnt work, unless they are supposed to look like a logo.. 3/5 are they real or made of paper…

what did this ghost do?????????? they look like they did something!!!!!!!!!! i want them to stop smiling at me like that!!!! they are too cute it is unsettling this ghost is scaring me!!! -3/5 go!! begone!!

oh nooooo!!! why do they look so sad and scared!! who is this!! they are so pure and nice what did you do to them…. did they give you permission to take their photo!! why are you so mean to this ghost!! 7/5 dont do this to them leave them alone!!!

STOP STOP STOP!!! this ghost looks like they are melting or doing some kind of dance to make me nauseous!!!! this is the scariest one they are like one of those weird popsicles you get from ice cream trucks but worse!!! -5/5 stop stop aaaah

this is a very small and innocent ghost, they have the weird eyes but it works better than the other ones… i dont know just a really good ghost, spooky as heck too 4/5 i like them they are good

wow this one is colourful!! very glowy and green, extra good at spooking, kind of wonky, their hands look like they are trying to grab me but i feel like if i let them grab me i will catch their cold.. 3/5 stay home ghost get better eat soup

OH MY GOODNESS!!! LOOK AT THIS ONE!!! this is the kind of ghost i would like to see in my emoji wow!!! this is an extremely spooky phantom and so cute and handsome!!! i love and support this ghoul very very much!!!! 10/5 look at them!!!!!

BTS Reaction to you falling asleep on a long drive.

JIN- 

Originally posted by bwiseoks

-Turns the music on, but keeps it low so that he won’t fall asleep behind the wheel
-Thinks you’re cute but doesn’t say or do anything except sneak a few glances
-Hopefully doesn’t crash the car
-No promises
*No More Dream flashbacks*

 
SUGA-

Originally posted by syubto

-Smiles really cutely but tries not to look
-May or may not pull over and take a few pictures
-He needs them to look at when he gets sad for blackmail
-The music was already on but he turns it down just in case
-Continues driving like normal but with a small smile


JHOPE-

Originally posted by myloveseokjin

-What do you expect from literal sunshine tries so hard not to squeal because he doesn’t want to wake you up
-Squeals quietly
-Keeps looking at you and almost crashes once or twice before he decides it’d be best to just stop for the night
-Finds the nearest hotel and carries you in to cuddle because he can’t focus when you’re looking so cute right next to him, damn you. 


RAPMONSTER-

Originally posted by mn-yg

-Unlike the others, he doesn’t smile when he sees you asleep on the other side of the car
-Wakes you up 
-Because he ain’t the one drIVINg have you forgotten he has no lICENSE (correct me if i’m wrong, but i dont think he does)

JIMIN-

Originally posted by jimiyoong

-Wakes you up because he doesn’t have his license either i dont think, but he kinda smiles through the fear a little bit because you’re cute
-Feels bad because you need sleep, offers to drive
-Ya’ll end up stopping for the night 


TAEHYUNG-

Originally posted by mvssmedia

(Idk if he has his license, i looked it up and some ppl say yes and others say no so someone else is driving y’all)

-Takes pictures and smiles like a cute little puppy at your sleeping form
-Moves you to lean on him and makes sure you’re comfortable
-Your comfort is his #1 priority
-Probably takes more pictures and sends them to the rest of the boys bragging on how cute you are
-Better hope you’re a pretty sleeper


JUNGKOOK-

Originally posted by askmeifimadalek

-’How do they look so cute sleeping
-Jungshook activate
-Doesn’t know if he should touch you or give you his Jacket or just leave you to sleep or what
-Turns the radio off all together
-Drives in silence with slightly wide eyes trying to figure out how to make himself seem really cool if you wake up
-’I never asked for another Park Jimin’


IM REALLY SLEEPY I PROBABLY MISSED SOMEONE OR DID SOMETHING STUPID TELL ME IF SO AND I WILL FIX IT THANK YOU I LOVE YOU GOOD NIGHT ~Admin Shimmer 

neighbour!renjun

Originally posted by nctgiri

first post!! starting off with my most favourite boy in the entire world 💛

  • you’ve just moved house and your parents are all like “hey!! go introduce yourself to your neighbours” so u knock on the door of the house on the right with like a bag of cookies 
  • and the door opens to a beautiful radiant boy with a slightly confused look on his face
  • and i mean you’re shook bc um how often do u see boys who radiate positivity and happiness so ur kind of silent until he opens his mouth to be like “can i help u??” 
  • so u kinda stutter and say “i’m your new neighbour!! uhh these are from my family we live next door gTG bye!!!!!!” and u kind of just like shove the bag into his arms then run away lmao 
  • but then both of your parents decide to have dinner and get close so things happen and turns out renjun’s school and your school are super close to each other!! which means now he walks u to school :)) 
  • and u become really close to renjun and you’re like best friends ok
  • one morning you ended up meeting your friends while you were walking to school with renjun which ended up with your friends being all like hey y/n whos this :))) and ur abt to be like “oh this is renjun he’s my nei-” and u look to the side but he’s gone?? he ran away????
  • so u text him and he’s all like “i got kind of shy sorry!! i ran off like that djfksja” but ur all like no it’s ok!! bc like lbr ur friends were probably thinking he was ur bf and analysing his entire being.. but renjun still feels bad nd keep apologising
  • u promise him it’s all fine tho but now ur friends think ur dating renjun (which isn’t a bad thing heyy foreshadowing) and wont leave u alone omg
  • speaking of friends,,, after school on some days when both of u are free u walk home together too and one day renjun’s friends aka the rest of the nct dream members are with him and u were like running up to renjun bc u wanted to give him a moomin figure u made in art with clay ok
  • anyway renjun introduces u to all of them and they’re all like grinning but stay silent and just say hi to u but after a bit ur all having a fun conversation
  • at some point chenle leans over to u and in a not-so-quiet voice is all like ‘u kno renjun talks abt u all the tiME!! i think he really likes u hahah’ and renjun like actulally almost dies on the spot but on the outside he just gets all blushy and now you’re all blushy and it’s just everyone giggling at u two 
  • renjun and u like don’t talk that much for the rest of the time once u get to renjun’s house to hang out bc u kno there were liek 6 other ppl but after they leave ur abt to leave with them when u remember u didn’t give him the moomin figure u made him!! 
  • so ur like “wait renjun!! i have something for u” and u put it in his hand
  • and he like looks at the figure then u with these really adoring eyes and is like “hey,,,, u know that thing chenle said before,,,, about me,,, liking,,, u,, it’s tru,,” and hE’S BLUSHIGN AGIAN
  • and he’s like looking away thinking u dont reciprocate his feelings but then u like “um renjun. i have liked u since like the first time we met” and hes like wait wHAt and suddenly this really happy wide smile is on his face and u can see the little snaggletooth and it’s CUTE 
  • u smile back and he’s like “so i’m,,, ur boyfriend now,,, right??” and ur like “yes!!” and from then on ur that cute blushy couple who love each other v much and are always smiling it’s wonderful
  • extra: donghyuck probably told chenle to pull the whole ‘renjun really likes u’ thing on the bus and he probably made a bet with mark that u nd renjun woudl get together by the end of the day. $4.50 for lee donghyuck

anonymous asked:

Same Alien Anon. Yeah, it gives that kind of Japanese feeling, haha. I mean yeah Cartman was the first one but Clyde looks like "Omg what no no stop dont put that tentacle there" and it was so cute! (⌒_⌒;) Can I ask why the aliens did that to Clyde? Was somekind of reproduction experiment? Or just bc yes? (i just discovered I like tentacle!yaoi lol I don't event feel ashamed of it)

yeah i drew Clyde because i love seeing he cry XD i love cry-baby Clyde. he is so cuuute. (this pic posted on twitter few days ago)

and you asked me why. actually i considered about it after finished that drawing. instead setting satellite(?) into his butts, reproduction experiment is a nice reason enough for yaoi. don’t feel any ashamed. me too lol

anonymous asked:

Can I have a scenario where Bokuto sees his s/o in glasses for the first time because the usually wear contacts and he thinks she's just the cutest thing on the planet? Please and thank you !! 💕🌸✨

HI LOVE I HOPE YOU LIKE THIS SCENARIOOOO! I actually have glasses so this made me feel fluffy inside idk

~~~~~~

You were sick. 

of eveRYONE’S SHIT

okay for real thats not the scenario okay ignore that

~~~~~

It was one of those days where you just felt like you were going to die. It was the rainy season, and sure enough, you got sick. 

You lie on the couch, unable to go to your room, yes that’s how tired you were.

“_____, we’re going out tonight, will you be okay?” You mom asks. You nod and hug her, telling her to enjoy her night, not to worry about you.

You lie back on the couch, turning on the TV. Suddenly, your phone vibrates and your eyes slightly squint as you see the familiar face on your phone. You smile softly and unlock your phone, holding it up to your ear. 

“_____! Are you okay? I heard you were sick! Does your head hurt? Do you have your medicine-” You laugh lightly and sigh. “Hi, sweetheart.” 

You hear him laugh and you smile to yourself. “I’m alright, not feeling my best is all..” 

“I’m coming over!” Your eyes widen and open your mouth to speak, but he hangs up. 

You shake your head and lie on your back. 

‘I’ll just put on my contacts later… He probably won’t be here for a while…’

~~~~~

A loud knock was heard at the door and you open your eyes. You groan and stand up, putting your glasses on, and walking to the door. You wrap the blanket tighter around your shoulders. 

“Hi _____! I brought you some-” Bokuto’s eyes widen and he gasps. You look at him, eyebrows furrowed. 

He stands outside your door, speechless. The rain was pouring and you pull him inside. 

He stands inside, back to the door. The bag of food now sat on the floor. He runs his hands through his hair and stares at you. He feels his heart beat faster than it ever did before.

“_____…” He whispers. He reaches out to you and cups your face. He touches your glasses and your eyes widen. 

“Oh my gosh I’m just going to-”

“You’re so cute! Why don’t you wear these around me?! You should wear this all the time!” He excitedly cups your face, perfect pearly whites in view. You feel your face heat up as he showers you with compliments. You turn your head and dont look him in the eye. 

He pouts at you and cups your face, not allowing you to move your head.

“Koutarou-”

“_____ you are the most beautiful person in the entire world and I love you very very VERY much so please for the love of God, keep those on.” He points at your glasses. Your eyes look at him, wide and in disbelief. 

“O-okay..” He smiles widely and dives into his bag of food. 

He rummages in the bag and you smile at him lovingly. You were so unbelievably in love with Bokuto Koutarou.

Dating ASTRO Cha Eunwoo

Title: Dating ASTRO Cha Eunwoo
Pairing: Lee Dongmin x You
Genre: Fluff 
Type: AU
Summary: What it would be like to date ASTRO’s visual Lee Dongmin.
Request?: No 

  • his eye smile is what gets you the most because it makes your day
  • whenever youre sad his smile just brightens your day 
  • speaking english to make you feel better and him teaching you 
  • “repeat after me” 
  • “i love you”
  • “i ruv you?” 
  • blushing madly because youre so cute trying to speak english 
  • cuddles for days 
  • not even cuddling or spooning 
  • its just you two in each other arms and buried underneath blankets and legs tangled 
  • pillow talk in the middle of the night as the sun rises
  • studying together because youre still in school 
  • “what did you get for number 15?” 
  • *looks over at your paper with glasses on nose* 
  • bedhead when he wakes up
  • taking hours out of your morning to fix it 
  • but you dont mind because he enjoys it when you run your hands through his hair 
  • its always fluffy after he showers 
  • back hugs when your doing stuff 
  • resting chin on the top of your head because the guy is a tree
  • him singing broadway songs in the car because hes the only one who can sing them correctly 
  • “ALEXANDER HAMILTON!”
  • his dancing is to die for 
  • have you seen him dancing to Russian Roulette? 
  • that boy is a dancing sensation 
  • next best dancer next to rocky and moonbin 
  • only cries when youre with him because he trusts you 
  • when its your anniversary he gets you stuffed animals because he reminds you of a teddy bear 
  • so you have like fifty of them in your room 
  • “this is when we had our first kiss” *gives you teddy bear* 
  • he probably bought you one of the giant costco bears for your first year anniversary because hes just like that
Tattoo (smut)

Summary: its your first time getting a tattoo and your artist Robbie can tell your nervous so he helps calm your nerves *wink* 

 Warning: oral, fingering, public place.

A/N So I decided to write this because I got my first tattoo of the evenstar from the lord of the rings yesturday! In this imagine you can imagine any tattoo you want.

(Y/N’s pov) Todays the day, I’m finally getting my first tattoo! Ive wanted one for so long and now I’m finally getting one! But I just cant get my nerves to calme down…hope I dont pass out during the session. I’ll just eat a big breakfast and drink a lot of water and I should be fine… 

 *skip to tattoo parlor* That breakfast and water didnt help at all, Im literally siting here shaking in my seat. Maybe I should I should just leave? No Y/N you’ve wanted this for so long dont be a wimp! Ok, ok just relax, calm down, deep breaths.

 “Y/N Robbies ready for you, his room is down that hallway and second door on the right.” The lady at the front desk says. Oh my god, oh my god, oh my god! I stand up without even realizing and walk to his room, I peek my head in and see… 

 One the hottest guys I’ve ever seen, which didnt help calm my nerves at all. He smiles at me and I fully walk into the room. There are pictures of the tattoos hes done all over the walls and some of his own designs as well. He stands up from his seat and walks towards me, thats when I notice his tattoos.   

 “Hey you must be Y/N, Im robbie.” He looks me up and down and stares at me with an emotion I cant really distinguish then holds his hand out for me to shake. I shake it but my hand starts shaking.  “A little nervous are we?” He chuckles. I shyly nod my head.  “Its alright, most people are nervous for their first tattoo. You’ll be fine, It’ll be over before you know it.” I felt a little better after he said that. “Thank you”

 “Ok, so do you have the picture of the tattoo you want?” I couldn’t help staring at him again, hes just so intriguing. He notices and  smiles, making my cheeks go red. “Uh yeah sorry, here it is.” I pull up the picture on my phone. “Nice, here’s my email, just email it to me and we can get started.”

 I do what he said and he prints out my design. “Ok, just sit in the chair over there and put your arm on the table.” I nod my head, nervously smiling and sit in the chair. My palms are all sweaty and my arms are shaking, I feel like throwing up.

 Robbie comes over and shows me the cut out design. “Is this big enough?” I look at it, and nod. He smiles, noticing Im scared. “Just relax, you’ll be fine.” I just close my eyes and take a few deep breaths. “Ok I’m going to place this on your arm and you tell me if you like where the placement is ok?” I nod. He starts lining up the design with my arm but stops, probably because my arm is shaking so much. “Can I try something?” He asks. “Um sure, ok.” “Just lean back.” I do and then he makes the chair lean back as well.

 “Comfortable?” “Yeah actually, thanks.” I smile at him and he does as well. “good” Then he leans in and captures my lips with his. My eyes widened, I didnt know if I should kiss him back or not, I dont even know him. But he is cute, so why not? I kiss him back and I feel him smile. We pull away after a minute and he starts kissing down my neck. “Have you ever had someone eat you out before?”  My eyes widened, I wansn’t sure if I heard him right. “What?”

 He pulls away from my kneck and laughs lightly. “Have you ever been eaten out before?” I look at him confused and all flustered. “Um no, why?” “Thats what i’m going to do, you’ll feel much better after trust me.” I still couldn’t believe what I was hearing, was he serious? I knew he was when he started pulling my pants down. “Uh Robbie, I-I don’t thi-” “Shhh It’s alright, trust me ok?” Well I mean its not like we’re having sex right? I guess this is ok…“Ok”

 He pulls my pants the rest of the way off then pulls my knees up and spreads them. He smiles at my dark green underwear. “Greens my favorite color.” Then he starts the inside of both my thighs, I sigh loving the feeling. My underwear comes off soon after and I tense up, feeling a little self conscious. He gives me a reasurring smile befor he leans in and licks a stripe up my heat. I whimper at the feeling and accidently buck my hips up to feel his mouth on me again. He gives me a lustful look and dives in again, griping my thighs as I grip his hair. He moves His tounge all over my heat, up and down side to side, sucking on certain parts, I have to bite my lip to keep from moaning to loud.  Out of no where he shoves his tounge inside me going as deep as he can, I let a loud moan escape, not caring anymore.

 He pulls me further towards him so he can go deeper. Then he replaces his tounge with two of his fingers, letting him go even deeper. His mouth moves to my clit and I pull his hair tightly, we both moan and the vibrations sen me to a whole other world.  The combination of him fingering me and his tounge licking and sucking my clit make me a moaning mess. Not to soon after I feel a Knot forming in my stomach, I think robbie could tell because he starts moving his fingers faster and deeper into me hitting my g-spot. “R-Robbie I’m cl-” I Couldn’t speak anymore, robbie could tell and he lightly rubs my thigh letting me know that he knows. The knot in my stomach finally releaces and I let out a loud moan, then go limp in the chair, Robbie’s toungue likes me clean and he gives me a minute to catch my breath.

 “How was that?” He asks smiling. I smile too “It was amazing.“  "Good, you ready for your tattoo now?” I wasn’t even nervous anymore. “Yeah, Thanks.” After he places the design where I wanted he made a small line just to show me how it felt. It wasn’t as bad as I thought. It still hutn, just not to bad. “That wasnt so bad was it?” “Not at all.”

  It only took about 40 minutes then I was done. He let me look at it in the mirror and it looked amazing! I thanked him and gave him a very genorous tip. He put some plastic around it and told me everything I needed to know about taking care of it.  “Hey um, can I have your number? I would love to see you again.” 

Now he’s the one thats nervouse. I giggle and write it down on his hand with the pen he gave me. “Maybe next time I’ll be the one helping you out.” I wink at him then walk out the door, leaving him all flustered, Im definatly coming back for another one. 

I just quickly want to write my own statement to the new post of Amber and the general situation w/ f(x) as my own opinion. It’s very late ,so sorry if I write nonsense…
I love f(x), and I love Amber. She’s been my role model for a long time and I admire her personality and courage and it hurts to see her this disappointed and sad.
She’s been giving her all for such a long time, and always tried to please her fans, make them smile but is constantly neglected by SMEnt. She doesnt deserve this at all. She is an unbelievably creative and talented human being with a heart of gold, but like everytime, SM only looks for the money. Which is arguably understandable, it IS all about money afterall. But theres the point: she’s one of SM’s most successful soloists, writes her own lyrics, produces her own music (really dont intend to throw shade to any other soloists) with meaningful messages and it’s still not enough? Why?

I feel like my biggest fear right now, the disbandment of f(x) is nearer than ever before. Dont get me wrong; I want all of the members to be happy and do what they want to do, and I feel like it would be the best for all of them to begin a new chapter. Of course I’m sad, very sad actually, but lets face it… It’s the best thing to do. I don’t want to see Victoria overworked like she currently is, I dont want to see Krystal having to stay at SM even after all the things that happened to her sister, I don’t want to see Luna starving herself because of stupid weight restrictions and hate from knetz and I dont want to see Amber falling apart on what she once loved to do. I feel like it would be the best thing to do.

f(x)s music helped me through tough times, like some of you may also think. Their music is different from other groups, not only the genre, but also the lyrics. They dont always sing about their cute Oppa, the bad guy that cheated on them, or them looking for their 1st love, no. They did great songs about various topics. On relatable topics. Maybe thats why I appreciate their music so much… I never get bored of their music, I can even hear the same fucking song 10 times in a row and I wouldnt be annoyed!

Amber clearly isnt happy anymore and that hurts so much. She is the type of person that hates sitting around and waiting for miracle, and her patience has ended (understandably). I just hope this is over soon and no matter what happens… I will support them, they probably dont know of my existence, but they also supported me.

--- SPOILERS OF THEWALKINGDGAME EPISODE 5!!!! DONT READ IF U HAVENT WATCHED/PLAYED IT YET

Episode 5 [The Walking Dead Game] ending got me like:
- ‘Clementine’s story will continue’ SO TELLTALE YOU MEAN WE WILL PLAY AS CLEM IN THE SEASON 4!??!??
- WE WILL NEVER SEE JAVI AGAIN????????
- CLEMENTINE’S NEW HAIRCUT IS SO AWESOME I FEEL LIKE A PROUD MOM GUYS
- THE TRAILER OF THE SEASON 4 LOOKS SO AMAZING LIKE HOW THE HELL OMFG
- CLEMENTINE IS THE MOST BADDEST FICTIONAL CHARACTER EVER
- I DONT SHIP GABENTINE,,, BUT THE HUG WAS SO CUTE, SHE (CLEM) FINALLY HAD A FRIEND!
- I HOPE CLEM WILL FIND AJ, IF SHES NOT, IM GOING TO KILL SOMEONE….
- WHERES MY KENNY FLASHBACK??????
- I CANT WAIT
- I MISS JAVI ,, ALREADY. KILL MEH
- i need javi in my life
- I WILL MISS JAVI SO MUCH
- IM SO HAPPY TO KNOW KATE IS ALIVE
- JAVI & CLEM FRIENDSHIP = SO PRECIOUS
- IM DONE. SORRY GUYS, IM JUST FANGIRLING