i feel a bit better i guess

anonymous asked:

Can you stop being all bubbly and positive all the time? It is actually a bit sickening.

I’m sorry if it frustrates you? But I actually like being positive and happy when I can be or when it’s appropriate because it can help spread happiness to others and make them feel better ^-^ But I guess it can get overboard sometimes on here :c I’m sorry D: 

anonymous asked:

Hey you changed you thing from "Will my voice carry me" to "I scream at a mic for fun." Why you don't scream you speak pure sweet honey at a mic that makes people fall in love with your real voice and headcanon voices

Aw, thank you! That’s very kind of you ^^ I feel better about myself now, really!!

Bonus Info: I made that my blog subtitle as a joke, but I guess it’s also a bit of a reflection of the feelings I have towards my singular talent. The original one was actually kind of cheesy now that I think about it, and most definitely very Japanese/manga - sounding. It came from how I felt about dreams and success.

feyestwords  asked:

For the fanfic ask meme, B, H, M, U :)

B: Any of your stories inspired by personal experience?

I usually try to steer away from involving my personal experience when writing fanfic. Tabula Rasa does have certain personal bits, same as Mac & Cheese, but I can’t say these are inspired by personal experience.

H: How would you describe your style?

…changing? Seriously, it varies a lot, and I’m still figuring it out. The good part is that I probably don’t have to, or at least not now. 

I guess it’s descriptive? I’m much better at describing things and feelings and people and places than writing action-based scenes. I like creating a vivid atmosphere and truly making my readers feel it. I also tend to make the sentence way too long, and use way too many abstract metaphors. I’m kinda bad at judging it objectively because I rarely not hate it, but I’ve been told it’s similar to Hemingway’s, so there’s that.

M: Got any premises on the back burner that you’d care to share?

See this bad boy here? Over 70 fully-planned Hannigram fanfic ideas. And that’s just Hannigram. I have a problem, I know. Some of these are AUs SO WILD that they might as well become original fic one day. 

Okay, so.

*draws name out of hat* 

Medieval AU! 

Long story short, Will is a prince, Hannibal is a blacksmith. One day Hannibal catches young William having sex with another man, which he’s not allowed to do, especially since he is supposed to get married soon. Will goes to Hannibal the next day, asks what he wants in exchange for his silence. He offers him material possessions, as one does, but Hannibal refuses. What he wants is to spend one hour per day with Will, every day. So Will agrees. Goes to see Hannibal every day. What’s the worst that could happen? He’s a prince after all, right? He’s totally in control of this situation. Spoiler alert: he’s not.

Fast forward a few months, they’re enamored of each other and Will finds out he’s into exhibitionism. Is it cheesy and cliché? Yes. Does it have a chance to end in tragedy? Yes. Would I still want to read / write it? Hell yeah. 

Bonus:

U: A pairing you might like to write for, but haven’t tried yet.

Yes! Frandall (Randall Tier x Francis Dolarhyde), which is a pairing I’ve come up with (at least I think so?). It would be weird, they’d cry a lot, and talk about teeth in pretentious metaphors. Trust me, it totally works.

Thank you @feyestwords for the ask! ♥

♫ Take a moment, remind yourself to
Take a moment and find yourself
Take a moment and ask yourself
If this is how we fall apart

But it’s not, but it’s not, but it’s not, but it’s not, but it’s not
It’s okay, it’s okay, it’s okay, it’s okay, it’s okay
I’ve got nothing, got nothing, got nothing, got nothing to fear
I’m here, I’m here, I’m here. ♫

cariyaga  asked:

since we're asking for advice now, um, do you have any advice for writers? Like, I'm writing a fanfic and I'm like 5000 words in but I feel like my descriptions are kind of... stiff. I guess just keep writing and they'll get better eventually?

I’m not sure I can offer any advice I wouldn’t also give on art? Which is pretty much 1) stop and read some writing you enjoy (fic, published works, whatever) to get a bit of an inspiration boost. 2) Read something you wouldn’t normally read, or read stuff from a wide variety of sources. Having a broad library of references to work from helps! 3) Yup, just power through it. You can always go back and edit, but first you have to get the words on paper. (screen??) And the more you do it, the easier it becomes.

anonymous asked:

Damn I'm like 99% sure you're one of the probably few who isn't leaving the fandom and deleting their blogs and being slightly overdramatic and I just?? Thank you???? I've been in the fandom for under a week so I guess I came at a bad fucking time lmao

ym!!!

& thank u i suppose haahahh

h onestly,,, even if a lot of ppl are being a bit rude about this, i know their hearts are in the right place, but what they’re saying is not
even if they’re being rude now, i hope they’ll feel okay and be better later ❤✨

Your fav is problematic: me. Something wasn’t sitting right after I posted that picture of my date. Sure, it was funny, but at the same time it came from a place of (silly) envy. I’m taking some space away from N, which means dating a bit more intentionally and that is reminding me just how body-obsessed queer men are. I can’t help but get wrapped up in it. Honestly, I was just looking for a way to feel better about myself with that post and mocking someone else’s physique is a very grade-school way of doing that. 

I’m nervous for the date because in my fatalistic mind, I’ll have no chance with this person because I’m not ripped. It’s only other lifters who care how much you can squat; everyone else is worried about abs and biceps. I guess I’ll just have to do my best to charm his pants off. 

i was so relieved when jay said he thought winona ryder was terrible in stranger things……like i havent seen a lot of stuff she’s in so i cant make any generalizations but every other character feels like a character and she just comes off as ……an actress trying Really Really hard. like a community theater mom. i guess she wasnt the worst in the world but shes not good at being hysterical and that was literally 99% of her character…..so it was distracting….i just think another actress could have been so much better??? there was potential..the character couldve been sympathetic and compelling if she had just a lil bit more going on behind the eyes

Useless

Hello! I’m a new Hamilton x reader blog, and to get it all started, I picked a random prompt, and wrote about it. I hope you like it, and if you do, please send in requests, and I’ll write something for you! You can either come up with your own idea, or choose one or more prompts from this list.

Pairing: Lafayette x reader

Prompt: You deserve so much better (#350)

Setting: Modern AU, some angst, but mostly fluff and comfort

Warnings: a little bit of self doubt/hate I guess

Word count: 813 (sorry it’s a bit short)

“You can go home, [Y/N], I can tell you’re not feeling well, and there aren’t many costumers coming in at this time anyways”, your manager told you an hour before your shift was supposed to end. Even though you wanted to protest, you let it be, and thanked her, looking forward to getting home and taking care of your raging headache.

While sitting on the subway on your way to the apartment you shared with you long-time boyfriend Lafayette, you started thinking about how he was far more successful than you. When sick, you always became more emotional than usual, and couldn’t help but think about how useless you were.

You knew Lafayette was home, as he never worked on Saturdays, and that just made you even more excited about getting home.

“Hello!” you said entering the apartment and shrugged off your shoes and jacket.

“Hello, mon cher, why are you home so early?” Lafayette said, walking towards you. “Hold on, are you sick?” he continued before you could respond. Tearing up, for no reason at all, you nodded at him, and was instantly pulled into his comforting embrace.

“Shh, shh, [Y/N], it’s alright, I will take care of you, why are you crying?” he whispered gently in your ear, and pulled away so he could see your face. Your exhausted face was filled with tears, which Lafayette tried to dry away, to no avail, as new kept coming all the time.

He guided you to the sofa and you sat down close to each other. “Talk to me, I want to be there for you”, he murmured, taking hold of your hand.

You took a deep, shaky breath before responding. “I just feel so unimportant and useless. I work at a Starbucks, can’t afford going to college, can’t always pay rent and you’re much smarter than me!” you sobbed. He looked as if he was about to respond, but you weren’t finished yet. “You finished college, have a job with a very nice income, you always cover for me when I don’t have money, and you’re just doing so much better in life than me!” You shouted, now in hysterics.

It felt nice to let it all out, and you calmed down a little. “You deserve so much better, Laf. You really do”, you whimpered, hiding your face with your hands.

This made Lafayette’s heart break a little, and for the second time since you walked in the door, he pulled you close to him. He slowly rocked you back and forth, helping you calm down.

“You are the best thing that has ever happened to me, [Y/N], don’t you dare think of yourself like that. I don’t care at all about money or success. That is not what makes a person good. You are kind, selfless, funny, beautiful, and the best person on the entire earth, and I wouldn’t want to share my life with anyone else than you, okay?” he said, comforting you, and you could hear how sad and sincere his voice was.

“Thank you, Laf. I’m sorry I let this all out on you”, you sniffled, face still pressed to his chest. He gently kissed your head, and slowly rubbed your back.

“Hey, it’s my job. After all, I am your tough, French boyfriend, who can handle anything”, he joked, making you chuckle a little.

“Now, go to bed, and I’ll be right there with some water, snacks, and painkillers. It’s your head, right?” he assumed, and he was right. You often had headaches, and he could always tell.

“Thanks, love”, you smiled at him, and made you way to the bedroom. How on earth you ended up with the kindest and most amazing man ever, was beyond you.

It didn’t take long before Lafayette entered the bedroom, his hands full of things that might help you. Your heart swelled at his concern for your wellbeing.

“Okay, now, take some painkillers”, he instructed, and you did just that, eager for its effect. “Let me know if you want anything, and I’ll get it for you”, he assured you, while adjusting your blankets.

“I don’t need anything right now, can we just cuddle?” you asked, looking up at him. His whole face lit up. “Of course, ma belle”, he answered, making his way under all the blankets he had covered you with, placed his arm securely around you, and you put your head on his chest.

“Thank you, again, for caring”, you said into his chest. “Of course, anything for you”, he responded, and you could feel his breath on your head, and it made you smile.

“I love you”, you whispered.

“I love you too”, he told you back, and started running his hands through your hair. He knew you loved this, and soon you were fast asleep, safe in the arms of the love of your life.

Life update

Uhh, so I’ve noticed that my activity has dropped quite a bit, posting art about once a week and even then it’s just some sketches and stuff. I guess that’s not bad - it’s probably better than spamming doodles and crap at least. But I don’t know, I feel kind of “oopsie” about it. So, here’s a bit of an update on what I’ve been up to.

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strejdaking  asked:

Sorry, I assumed you would recognise me by name. I wanted you to elaborate a bit on Illidan.

OH! Sorry I was blanking out. I feel Illidan is overhyped and insufferable, especially with the Legion lore. He’s the full fedora lord with Tyrande but I guess he at least keeps his boundaries even though he kind of mentions her a lot? (Or at least used to).

I find him better than Malfurion, but only just.

I just found out that my supervisor my supervisor quit this morning and I’m really upset about it. I didn’t even get a chance to tell him how much I appreciated how he looked out for us and that he sorted out my area so I wasn’t being even more overworked than I am now. Our manager has been a bit harsh on him and I guess he tried to talk to HR, but last night he just had enough. I’m a little bit heartbroken and scared. This is coming at the heels of two people being fired for their tempers (understandable), but my supervisor was a very chill and sweet guy. And our area has been being hounded for ages.

Morale is really low right now. I had just started feeling better about work but now I’m a bit scared again. This is so fucked up.

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Zach: I’m feeling kind of sexy right now.

Aubrey: When do you not feel sexy?

Zach: Fair point.  I guess I should say I’m feeling more sexy than usual.  Must be the energizing powers of the sauna.  You know, the improved circulation and all that.

Aubrey: Age hasn’t slowed you down one bit, has it?

Zach: I’m like a fine wine. I just get better with age, and more intoxicating.  

Aubrey: And more full of yourself.  

Zach: Hey, can I help it if I’m an immortal sex god?

Aubrey: *laughing*

Weren’t the two of you supposed to be ordering a pizza?

whew. i’ve been messing around with my theme since way earlier this morning. it’s probably not too noticeable, but i added a few cool little webkit animations, fixed my tooltips ( guess who figured out why i couldn’t customize them, this guy, ) tweaked my bold/italic fonts a bit, as well as tossed my old autoplay back on because i feel like it fits sam a lot better. but yeah ! i’m finally finished fucking with it.  👍 👍 👍

finally took screenshots i needed for rd2 and fixed some of the art that had stuff missing i almost didnt catch lol. so im just waiting on some final songs now! once i code those in and test one final time i can upload the build to patreon. im thinking of posting my games unarchived there so people can look through the files (and learn by example if they want)? i don’t like to make it public because it’s too easy to find spoilers haha, seems like a nice bonus for patreons tho.

i also made some placeholder monsters for a future project, and made a banner for when i upload tunnel vision to itchio. ive had a lot of extra time this week so i spent a lot of it playing video games, which i feel a little guilty about but i guess it’s probably better that i have a bit of a break now before going into game jam mode