i even saved this as idk ok

when you are dating or in a relationship as a person diagnosed with bpd, it’s important to have safe words. im not talking about when in sexual situations (though that might be a neat idea too) but just for everyday-use. use a certain word when you are splitting or dissociating so your partner will be aware.

also when you are being triggered, either by your partner or something/someone else, a safe word is a great tool. especially when you are in a crowded place, so your partner can help you get somewhere quiet.

a safe word can also be needed when you are in a fight with your partner and one of you crosses a line. then you’ll be able to either apologize, stop the fight or take a “time out” - a few minutes apart to cool your heads.

you might also not need it at all, but i think it’s a good idea to have one, just for safety measures? idk, it has just saved me a lot of crying and maybe even a broken heart.

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ok but pidge growing up to be like 6'3" and keith's huge galra mom genes kick in to give him a boost (even tho he was only like an inch shorter than lance) and lance is just standing there in horror as he becomes the shortest paladin.

save him

Distant- Mitch Marner

Originally posted by ohmymarner

Ok guys! Here we have a distant Mitch, but… CANADA VS SWEDEN I CAN’T EVEN! Mitch and Willy are going to face each other crapppppp. Le sigh. Someone save me. Anyway! Enjoy!

Warning: argument

Anon Request: can you do a mitch marner imagine where he seems kinda distant so you ask him about it and he gets mad and you guys fight but make up idk love you and your writing!!! 💓


              Mitch had been off lately and you weren’t sure why.

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Stardust Crusaders trio dancing, wanted to recreate this :D

i also made different variations under cut

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anonymous asked:

How does anyone ship dipper ad bill? There's nothing cute about them together there's nothing that indicates them ever having anything it's so random and makes no sense plz explain


Well i personally love the idea of an handsome demon w\ a cute human in general, but for Bill and Dipper i really think that under specific circumstances, where maybe Bill loose his sickness, they could get along very well
I mean…. They both are smart, they love knowledge, DIPPER IN SO INTO SUPERNATURAL AND
And well Bill is a demon who can tell him so much ahah
I don’t like them in an abusive relationship. I honestly like it when they’re joking, they smile and are happy together

We just… Suppose? Like “What if….?”

So… Yeah
We love to see our little precious stars happy together and i don’t think we deserve so much hate for that xD

((small brackets on underage))
I’ll be honest. I don’t have problem with underage.
I make Dipper with 18/19 yo just because i understand that someone can be annoyed by that and i personally love every single person who follow me or just take even a secon for see one of my art and i don’t want to make them sad
I personally find that even with the original Dipper the relationship could be cute (obviusly the smut have to be…………. under control ahah)
I’m not supporting pedophilia or things like that, simply my own relationship was underage for five years (now i’m 18). My boy have seven years more than me, and when he confessed i have 13 yo
Am i damaged? Sad? Nope xD
You know even in an underage relationship there’d be love and respect ahah
We love each other and i understand that i was very lucky to found someone older, with more experience and responsable because many times i found myself alone 
not everytime adults (like parents, teachers ecc…) can help you
But he can
He was an adult by my side who save me EVERY SINGLE TIME
Underage is not everytime bad, but prejudices are (he was pointed as the pedo guy and i was the whore (because……… idk?????? If a older boy fall in love with you it means you are a whore?????? Ok???????)) and we suffer a lot for them
So try to be a better person and distinguish right from wrong in a real way

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How do u make gifs!!! I love them!!

hiii i use photoshop buddy!!!  im so bad at everything especially explaining things but heres a lil tutorial how i do my squiggly-drawing-on-pic gifs. if u want some professional info pls go to https://helpx.adobe.com/photoshop/how-to/make-animated-gif.html

heres my dummy dum tutorial i guess u should have some basic photoshop knowledge for this???????? WHO KNOWS i dont

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College!AU Seokjin
  • major: broadcasting 
  • minor: hospitality and tourism management 
  • sports: tennis team 
  • clubs: cooking club, on campus news channel + interns at the actual city news channel 
  • it is important to point out that the only person out of his crew of friends aka bts he is the only one with a car and all the members keep fighting over who seokjin is going to let borrow his car for the weekend and most of the time seokjin is like this is a Headache and gives it to hoseok because hoseok is nice and also jungkook can’t double park and namjoon drives at a snails pace
  • but yeah he has a car mostly because he has to drive to get to the city news headquarters that is like way too far from campus and the cars like a hand-me-down from his family so it’s kinda old but seokjin always keeps it clean and freshly painted and he has those cute like air fresheners that hang from his mirror because god only knows what the members do in this poor car when he’s not around
  • but seokjin’s car is not the point of this au moving on he’s a broadcasting major and hopes to have a job in news when he’s older, preferably as an anchor at a news station even (a famous one would be even better) and everyone thinks that honestly he’s a perfect fit for the job
  • a) because he’s handsome b) because he has a good voice and c) did i mention he’s drop dead handsome? like imagine waking up, turning on the tv, and there’s seokjin telling you it’s gonna be a sunny day and that the government royally screwed up again. wow. a Dream
  • seokjin’s original major was hospitality and tourism management because he had wanted to go to culinary school but thought that that was way too much of a stretch so maybe working in at a hotel or as an event planner was kind of similar to cooking for many people in a restaurant, but after a while he made it his minor because someone had suggested he should be on TV with those good looks
  • and being an actor was just as a far off as being a chef so he was like what else is on TV? the news
  • and seokjin’s like pretty well informed too, like he enjoys reading the paper and listening to political podcasts (which jungkook and taehyung always whine about in the car if seokjin is driving them all into the city they’re always like “hyUNG this is so sad and the words are so boring let’s listen to something more funnnn” and seokjin’s like “how does radio disney sound for you kids?” and they’re like h Y U N g and seokjin’s like no we’re not listening to any of those songs w swear words in them and yoongi in the passenger seat beside jin is like oh my god seokjin we are all in C O L L E G E 
  • but yeah he like does the weather reporting and reads of the news that goes on on campus but he’s also fascinated by journalism and when he’s at his internship he’s always mingling w the interns that aren’t doing broadcasting but the ones who’re working under the journalists and sources because they’re so cool and know so much and ok some of the stuff they tell him he’s not supposed to know but seokjin is so charming that he could get mr. krabs to tell him the secret to the krabby patty. 
  • not interested in sports broadcasting even though every season the baseball coach sends over half the team to get jin to show up and broadcast live through the university’s athletic channel stream and seokjin’s like no thanks but the coach is like bribe him. tell him he’s pretty. and the team tries but seokjin is like listen i know your coach just wants more people to watch the show for my great face and not the game so im not gonna do it. and the teams like sigh ok but also seokjin is right that’s exactly why the coach wants him to broadcast
  • seokjin is also on the tennis team and everytime he practices the court is full of girls and boys pressed against the fence around the net trying to take photos of him and he’s like flattered but also like !!! be careful you guys i have a very strong swing i dont want any balls going over the fence and hurting anyone!!! 
  • when they play doubles seokjin’s teammate sandeul is always whining about how another fan of seokjins had asked him to get her seokjin’s signature and he’s like seokjin pls im so tired of this someone stole my racket last week thinking it was yours
  • and seokjin’s like im sorry buddy but im cursed with this Beautiful Face what can i do…..
  • sandeuls like let me whack you with this ra- and jin’s like i will end you 
  • and so one day you’re actually featured on the campus new channel because you won an award in your major and it’s nothing hUGE but it’s something so you get an invite to be on the morning segment and you kinda want to turn it down because cameras,,,the whole student body watching you,,,ahhhhhhh no
  • but like your friends are like what nO do  i  t and also they’re like “you’ll get to do it with seokjin, and you know everyone loves seokjin!!! you can’t let this chance go!!!!”
  • and you’re like well like you know who seokjin is but you’re like even if i do this interview it’s not like he’s going to magically fall in love w me or something (Lmao little do you know)
  • so you’re just like fine whatever and you try to wear something nice and you show up and it’s obvious you’re worried because you keep fiddling with your phone
  • until you hear a sweet voice go; “don’t worry. it’s not like this is cable television or anything.”
  • and you look up to see THE seokjin standing beside you with a kind smile on his face and his signature pink tie on and ok wow he’s super handsome up close are his eyes sparkling?? ok wait not the point
  • and you’re like ahHA it’s easy for you you do this every morning and seokjin’s like chuckling like you’re not wrong but seriously don’t sweat it
  • and he like ruffles your hair and goes to sit in front of the camera and you’re like 
  • well one your heart is beating because ok,,,,ruffling your hair?? what is this some romance comic but two; holy shit you’re on in two minutes
  • and the minute seokjin is introducing your name and the award you’ve won you can feel your palms getting sweaty but it’s like somehow you catch a gentle, encouraging smile that seokjin passes on to you and suddenly your throats just a little less dry and you manage to stutter out a little speech about the award and not make a fool out of yourself
  • and all in all the segment with you is only 7 minutes long, but you can’t leave the set till seokjin is done talking and right at the end you notice that seokjin’s sweating a lot and that he keeps trying to move his fingers casually toward the cue cards that are beside you but are too far away and if he just grabs them everyone will see it in the shot
  • and you’re like wait shit did he forget the headlines??? and you can hear seokjin’s lines wavering a bit and he clears his throat right after the weather report and you’re like oh no and seokijn is like “now for more headlines, the real information about campus life and activities, the headlines…”
  • like it’s obvious he’s stalling and the crew is panicking and so you casually put your award down on the table and slip the cue cards into your lap so the camera cant see and without looking at him, you drop the cards in jin’s lap under the table you two are sitting on and like
  • he just needs one glance down to remember the first couple of words and BAM everything comes back to him and he’s making the announcements smoothly and the crew is like thANK GOD the main cameraman even needs someone to like dab the sweat off his forehead for him because that was close
  • can you believe this drama at the on campus news channel like wOW 
  • but yes everything ends and the seokjin turns to you and you’re like !!! good job and he’s like,,,,,,,,,,,,,listen i owe you my life
  • and you’re like ok chill not your life it’s just a show but seokjin is like no no ive never messed up on a broadcast and idk whats happening with me today maybe i was too distracted but really you saved me
  • and you blush like oh,,,,it was nothing quick thinking you know!! and you like get your award and jump off your chair like well!!!! this was interesting and nerve wracking!!! thanks for having me
  • and you do a bow to all the film + broadcasting students and you’re like oh no class is in fifteen
  • and you run off before seokjin can flag you down and give you his number because hey you wanna know why he was distracted?
  • because you were so damn cute
  • ALSO because you see him the next day in the pharmacy off campus buying flu medicine and he’s got tissues sticking out of his pockets and like a neck warmer on and you’re like
  • …….. he forgot his lines because he was also getting sick……..
  • and you walk over like hey!! and he’s like o H and hides behind the cap he’s wearing because he’s like  don’t look at me im usually a 10 but today im an 8 because i look horrible
  • and you’re like no no you’re still like above a 10 don’t worry
  • and seokjin peeks from under his baseball cap like ,,,,,,why thank you *commence a long string of sneezes*
  • and you’re like hey, you should try this tea my mom gave me when she was helping me pack for this semester. whenever i get a cold it always works and im good the next day! and seokjin is like a one day cure for the cold? ill take it i have the morning news to do tomorrow
  • and you’re like cool!!! ill bring some over to your dorm and seokjin’s like ok!! thank you ill pay you back with some good food and you’re like no no you’re sick and he’s like yEs im sick im not dying i can still make some kimchi fried rice.
  • and so you show up to the dorm with your tea bags and seokjin still has his messy hair under his baseball cap and a big sweater on and some sweats and it’s kind of a shock because you’re used to him being all spiffy and well kept when you see him on the campus channel
  • but now he looks like you know,,,,,,like every other sick and stressed kid in college
  • and like seokjin has got his ricecooker on and he’s got all these containers of sidedishes that he’s made and you’re like making him tea
  • and like you barely know each other but somehow it’s very serene and domestic
  • and when you’re done and seokjin drinks like 3 cups of your tea and you eat like 3 portions of his rice 
  • seokjin is seeing you to the door and he’s like
  • *cough* “is it ok *sneeze* *blow nose* if one day when im *cough again* better i can take you out for *blow nose and cough at same time, apologize* dinner as a thank you?”
  • and you’re like a thank you for??? and he’s like for that time you saved me and you’re putting your hands up like wAH no no it’s fine
  • but seokjin is like no i must i must and even though he sounds like he’s dying and he’s sneezing all over the place, he’s stubborn till the end until you agree
  • as you’re walking to your own dorm though you’re like
  • wait………….
  • did i just score a date with the handsomest guy on campus????
  • and yes. yes you did
  • when you text your friends about it they nearly sprints their way down to your dorm like W H  A T WE NEED TO GO SHOPPING FOR A DATe outFiT and you’re like i can just wear that- and they’re like nO this is SEOKJIn the FACE OF Our schoOL you are going to have to look GUD
  • and you’re like oh my
  • so the date turns out to be at this pretty fancy place in the city that you’ve heard about and you’re like is seokjin,,,,,the son of some guy with a company or something how can he afford this place
  • and like you see him coming down the street and he’s in like a suit and looking like a+ like yall about to attend a wedding or something and hes got his hair back and you’re like oh,,,,,,,this is so,,,,,,Fancy
  • and you’re like hi!! and seokjin’s like “you look amazing.” and you’re like “you look even better!!” and seokjin laughs like “for the first time, i have to disagree - you’re stunning.”
  • and he offers you his elbow like we’re back in the fifties or something and you go inside and like ,,,, you get this nice table and you’re the youngest ones there and you’re like um seokjin how did you,,,,,,,like,,,,,,,,,get us seats here? Are you rich? Are you the prime ministers secret son you can tell me i will keep it a secre-
  • but seokjin is like no no i know the chef of this place, he gave a talk on campus for one of the classes in my minor. we kind of clicked you know and he’s always calling me over to have a taste of his food. his names kidoh.
  • and you’re like ……kidoh? and seokjin’s like “interesting, right? he’s seoul’s youngest chef.”
  • and you’re like looking at seokjin like this guys life is just…..full of surprises isn’t it
  • but over dinner like you and seokjin end up bonding so much over the things you guys like and care about and seokjin always seems to unapproachable because he looks like he’s so far above others, but in reality he’s just a dude who loves to cook and make corny jokes and in a lot of ways he’s really just……normal
  • he does admit that he’s really careful about his appearance but he’s like how can i not be when that’s all people see me for
  • and you get a hint of the sadness behind that statement, the fact that people forget that there’s a person with feelings under his breathtaking smiles
  • and you don’t expect it but seokjin’s like let me drive you home and you’re like you have a car??
  • and seokjin’s like yes i just didn’t want to park it out here because it’s pretty old and i thought it might be embarrassing but once you see it you’re like seokjin this car looks new and he’s like that’s because i break my back cleaning it all the time
  • and while he’s driving you he tells you the stories of what jimin, yoongi, and taehyung have all done to his precious car and you’re laughing like nO way and seokjin’s like nO Im telling the truth it’s like im friends with a bunch of five year olds sometimes
  • and you’re like seokjin i love the way you nag about them it’s hilarious and he’s like heY i do not NAG. i woRRY and you’re like hehe it’s cute!!!!
  • and it is cute he’s concerned for the people he loves. this softie
  • and like when you get dropped off youre like hey seokjin wanna hear a secret
  • and he’s like ooo ok and you’re like leaning over like “i liked your kimchi fried rice more than the food at the restaurant. don’t tell your friend!” and when you lean back giggling into your hand seokjin just
  • he just gently takes your wrist and pulls you back to him and kisses the side of your lips with a whispered thank you
  • and like you sit in the car looking at each other in the like moonlight and it’s cute you wanna kiss him again but like it’s enough for the first date and seokjin watches as you go inside just to make sure you’re safe
  • and ofc he sends you a good night text because like seokjin is the best man on this planet he is so soft and caring and wow ok im getting off topic
  • but yes after that you and seokjin meetup more often on campus, sometimes in the area where the news channel is filmed because seokjin is always studying lines during lunch and you’re honestly just fine watching him all concentrated as you munch on his homemade snacks
  • you also listen to him do a mock announcement and then clap and he’s like the aplause is not necessary and you’re like why not you’re so cool seokjin
  • and he’s like trying to hide the smile but he can’t
  • sometimes you’ll go over to his dorm and you two will look up recipes on youtube or online to try and make
  • most of the time you both end up with the ingredients all over your faces and fingertips and when you reach up to put some avocado paste on seokjin’s cheek he chases you until he gets you in a backhug and kisses at the spot behind your ear that he knows is sensative
  • it’s cute you guys make dinner for his friends and jungkook is like “hyung. i think you two should just get married and adopt us all as your kids so you can both cook for us everynight.” and seokjin is like jungKOOK and you’re like skhfldngseifw and yoongi is like “no no the little twerp is right.” and jungkook’s like im like 5 inches taller than you yoongi i have been for like two years and yoongi with his mouth full of noodles “you’re still a twerp jungkook.”
  • you go to see seokjin play tennis and like it’s not a competition so you come out onto the court and seokjin helps you learn how to hold the racquet and whatnot
  • when he puts his hands around your waist to keep you steady you can literally hear sandeul from the other court whistling like GET IT SEOKJIN and seokjin is “i repeat. everyone im friends with is five.”
  • you and seokjin doing little face masks together because he gets you into them and you’re like “did i put this on right?” the first time and he’s like “no it’s upside down come here.”
  • when you had to go away for couple of days for a trip with your class seokjin sent you videos of him eating for a straight thirty minutes not saying anything until the end. he affectionately called these videos “eat jin”
  • you responded by doing the same and naming them “eating without jin” and seokjin was just like yEAH but you wish i was there
  • seokjin is tall and he owns a lot of like long sleeved shirts that you love wearing because they’re big in the shoulders and seokjin is like “…..hey listen you have your own clothes…..did you get a stain on this sweater? come here i will kill yo-” and you’re like “SORRY but they’re nice and they smell clean like you” and seokjin is like “if you weren’t so cute- i sWEAR.”
  • you start watching the school news everyday now lmao all your friends are like “i thought you didn’t care about campus news?” and you’re like “ofc i do. especially if my cute as heck boyfriend is reporting it to me. btw did you know i got him another pink tie for our anniversary and look he’s wearing it-”
  • and one day seokjin and you come to his dorm after going to his tennis practice together and seokjin is gets a call and he’s listening to the other person for a longtime and you can’t really read his face but you’re like ???? and when he hangs up after saying thank you one hundred times you’re like “what is it??” and seokjin’s like “you know the place i intern at?” and you’re like “the big news channel right?” and he’s like “yeah.” and you’re like taking his hands in yours like “well???? what???” and he looks at you and he’s like “they’re officially hiring me. they’re officially hiring me to help report the news.” and you’re like ……..HOLY SHIt and you jump up and down and just grab his cheeks and kiss him like one hundred times
  • and seokjin is like ,,,,,,,,this is fOR real this isn’t just the free news channel for the uni this is,,,,,actual television and you’re like oh MY GOD im so pROUd and you lean in to kiss him again but this time seokjin kisses back
  • and he’s usually very tender with kisses but this one is full of adrenaline and like you’re both already kinda sweaty because you came back from tennis but like what the frick ever you like go down right there on the floor of the kitchen
  • and like seokjin pulls you ontop and is just like
  • well you know there goes his tennis uniform and all that woooo
  • and you two are lucky yoongi doesn’t walk in on the dorm but like seokjin is just holding you close and his forehead is against yours and he’s like
  • “this is a miracle.” and you’re like whaT no you’re destined to be on the TV screen and he’s like no no well yes the job is a miracle but the real miracle he was talking about is ofc……you
  • and it’s cute you and seokjin are two glowing flowers two sweet and kindhearted for this world
  • afterwords you try to get taehyung, jimin, and namjoon to help you make a special cake for seokjin but like with those three all you get is a bunch of icing everywhere so you’re like baking cookies with seokjin’s face on it instead sounds easier
  • you throw a party for him and seokjin is just so surprised because honestly not a lot of people show him they appreciate him a lot but ever since you’ve been around he actually feels loved like really REALLY loved
  • and it’s cute he spins you around in a hug while jungkook is trying to sneak one of the seokjin cookies off your tray and you’re like heY don’t those are seokjin’s present 
  • and yoongi wiggling his eyebrows @ you 2 like “i think seokjin already got his present~~~” and taehyung’s like GOOD ONE BRO
  • and you’re like “seokjin.” and seokjin with his face in your neck like “hmm?” you’re like “i think you were right. your friends are all five year olds.”
  • lmaO you excitedly gather everyone in the study hall to crowd around your laptop to watch seokjin’s first day on the job and you’re like lOOK At him. my professional baby 

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"The power of reading"... someone should write a yoi fanfic that's like a children's story because yuuri and victor use the pOWER IF READING to save ice skating idfk that would be great

ASJKDFJKALSFD @fallsintograce

“Do you really think I can land the quad flip?” Yuuri asks on one of those nights where everything is quiet and heavy and he collapses into bed two hours earlier than usual. He’s lying on his side, curled up into a ball so tight that he looks smaller than normal, more fragile. His knees are brought up to his chest and his eyes remain open, staring straight ahead at the wall to his left.

Victor pulls Yuuri against him by putting one arm around his waist, but his fiancé doesn’t let down his emotional shields. “Of course you can.”

At that, Yuuri doesn’t say anything. Victor has seen him like this on far, far too many occasions–lost in his own head, in his own thoughts. “Maybe the power of reading can help,” he suggests quietly, and squeezes Yuuri’s hip.

“The power of reading?” Yuuri asks, sounding more curious than caring.

“I’ll read you a story. Once upon a time, there was a Japanese figure skater.”

Yuuri sighs. “Did this skater have a name?”

Victor hums. “Yes, but that’s not important. Once upon a time there was a Japanese figure skater who didn’t think he could do a quad flip, and so he was lying in a hotel room bed with his coach and love of his life, when his coach told him he’d tell him a story. And do you know how the story ends?”

He turns around in Victor’s arms to meet his eyes. “How?”

“By the Japanese figure skater going to bed because it’s midnight. Goodnight, Yuuri.” He leans backwards to flick the lamp off, then pulls Yuuri tighter against his chest.

Yuuri laughs. “Goodnight, Victor.”

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ok this is v basic but I love praise link too and esp when Sidon is like praising link for taking *all* of his length, or even when kink is struggling Sidon still gives him encouragement, calling him a good boy & u know..... idk it's a starter okay LMAO

no fukin u dont understand how much i love sidon calling link a good boy hfkdkd its partially bc i like being called that but also no one ?? ever appreciates link really ??? no ones thankin him for saving hyrule or anything so hed ???¿¿ rly fuckin love bein told that hes good and precious and perfect and whatnot jfkskfd

despite what you’ve been told (pt 3)

sometimes when I’m writing a fic like this it just goes and does things on its own and i’m left to stare at it like “Oh. Oh. That’s what that’s about.” so here’s an interlude with Phichit bless everything

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A little over eighteen months ago Phichit shoved an advertisement under Yuuri Katsuki’s nose with a grin and watched him read over it, blinking behind his glasses at first, then wide-eyed with interest.  Phichit gave it about twenty minutes to settle in, watched Yuuri curl up against the rink barrier, protein bar stuck in his mouth, green-guarded skates tucked under his thighs, tapping the web address from the brochure into his phone.

Then, “Let’s enroll together!” Phichit said, rocking back and forth on the bench, and Yuuri’s expression shifted from curiosity to vague horror.

“N-no, I’d rather not.”

Two days later Phichit tried again, but his roommate shuffled away from him, waffling, “It’s really not me, you know?” and pretended to study until Phichit dropped the topic.

But he’d seemed intrigued at first, Phichit thought, then after another two days of frowning to himself he realized the problem and tried again, after draining his water bottle mid-practice, this time holding up his pinkie when Yuuri came to a stop at his side.

“If you enroll with me, I solemnly swear to put my phone away, not take a single picture, and never tweet a word about it.”

Yuuri wasn’t wearing his glasses, so his squint might have looked more suspicious than it actually was.  “Really?”

“Of course!”

There are probably people who think Phichit is genuinely incorrigible and unscrupulous when it comes to social media, but he does actually recognize that boundary between teasing your friends in ways that are harmless and actually hurting their feelings.  So when Yuuri smiled and linked his pinkie with Phichit’s and said, “Deal,” he made sure his word was as good as the gold he’ll one day wear around his neck.

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I really crazy theory just occurred me and i thought of sharing it with you since you're the mm analysis queen: rika mentioned she wanted to bring rfa into mint eye, right? one must think she had this idea after she snapped and left rfa, but... what if she was plotting taking them into mint eye much sooner than this? I 707% agree with your meta about mint eye being older than the rfa, so like... She knew jumin was awful at socializing, she knew about his trust issues, and instead (cont)

(cont) instead of encouraging him to open up, she gave him a cat (there’s a post somewhere talking about it, i just don’t remember where but i can look it up if you want it!), which didn’t help him at all. I didn’t play yoosung’s route yet, but people say she manipulated him into becoming too dependent of her, but idk about this. also it’s known that in order to get to seven, she used saeran, which she knew would break him to the point of no return, making clear saeran was just a means to an end

(cont) zen and jaehee were never much close to her so idk lol. my point is: what if even before she “died” she was already waiting for them to fall into some kind of despair so she could step in as their savior and have them join mint eye willingly instead of having to kidnap them? Also, if they were brought into ME unwillingly, V could try to save them, but he’d never succeed if they were there “of their own volition”, and they’d turn their backs on him. She wanted him to suffer, so…

Also, SORRY FOR THE LONG ASK!!! now that i typed that i noticed it doesn’t make any sense, but idk, i just thought it’s weird that she’s somehow connected to the source of pain of the 3 people she’s closest with in the rfa. Ok, they all were already damaged from the start, but at least seven, jumin and yoosung were hurt even deeper by her in some way.

MM analysis queen… I’m blushing oh my goodness, thank you so much for liking my opinions and analysis enough to share this with me! I don’t mind lengthy asks at all, but if it troubles you my submit box is always open! 

This got long, sorry about that. Beware spoilers for the entire game.

The first thing we must always remember about Rika is that she is an expert at manipulation. It is constantly stated throughout the game that her words have always been super convincing and that she has a way with them. We, as MC, are fulfilling Rika’s previous role in the RFA, and to answer the emails and talk to the guests the way she did we often have to straight up lie to manipulate them to come. What I mean to say with this is that Rika is unreliable and all her actions can be questioned as the work of a master manipulator, as she has done it her entire life. Everything she ever did could be convincingly interpreted as her manipulating everyone, because that’s what she, as we’re repeatedly told, does best. This means, precious nonnie, that your theory isn’t crazy. It’s very logical, actually, and fits within the standards of what we’re told Rika is capable of. 

That said, I actually think your theory is almost canon, and that Rika carefully cultivated her image in order to become loved by all, not only out of a desire to appear ‘normal’ (though that was certainly part of it) but perhaps also as an attempt to create a sense of loyalty towards her, so that they could join her in her next step. A messiah-like image, so to speak, because she believed that loving her meant loving everything she did, so obviously they’d join her at Mint Eye…A plan that backfired awfully when she tried to convince Jumin and V, causing her to quit in rage and to try and make them join her by force to spite V.

This is why I only disagree with the part of your theory that implies she was waiting for them to ‘fall into despair’ in order to pull them in during a moment of weakness, I think Rika expected them all to follow her willingly just because of who she is. She made herself a cult leader, she likes to be worshiped, she likes to think she’s a benevolent leader that is saving the masses, so she expected them to follow her just because of that, without any need for despair. After her fallout with V her approach changed: this was no longer about her being the RFA savior, but more about V suffering for “betraying her” (aka not agreeing with her views) 

Now, for clarity’s sake, I don’t think Rika never encouraged Jumin to open up because in some chats she does scold him for his asocial behavior and advises him to see people, but I believe the issue with Jumin is a different topic: Rika was grooming Jumin into believing only she could truly understand him and see the real him. Through Jumin’s route in the flashback scenes we can see this pattern of Rika telling Jumin that she can see his inner demons, that she understands the way he thinks, that they’re similar, and many other things. Now, there is a chance she honestly related to him, but we’ve already clarified that Rika is a manipulative person so there is also a high chance she was grooming his loyalty towards her… And she succeeded, because for many years Jumin held feelings for her since he believed only she could see the knots and threads in his mind. In the infamous chat where Rika mentions that if it wasn’t for V maybe she and Jumin would have been together, she was trying to convince Jumin to join her based on her ideals, but when he rejected her, her last resort was to manipulate him by using his feelings for her (which she knew about, let’s remember Rika is an expert at reading people) but she failed again. 

Zen’s case is actually interesting, because I feel Rika also tried to groom Zen into having an undying loyalty towards her, but she failed at the start. She presented herself as a massive fan of his work back when he was mostly unknown, praised his performance instead of his looks, and then tried to put him in contact with Jumin so that with his money Zen’s career could skyrocket. She didn’t count on Zen rejecting all of her help, or worse, developing a bigger loyalty towards V (for saving his life) than herself. She met Zen three years ago, which means that Mint Eye was going strongly already, and a year and a half she left, which is why she didn’t have much time to plan an alternative to get him, or why I don’t trust her goodwill towards him.

I won’t mention the twins, as we saw firsthand what she wanted with both, Yoosung as his case is well known, or Jaehee as she was last one to join the RFA, didn’t know Rika that well, and had higher loyalties towards Jumin (and V, to an extend)

TL;DR: It’s almost certain that Rika wanted everyone in the RFA to join Mint Eye willingly even before she had her fallout with V, as there is evidence of her manipulating almost all members to develop a sense of loyalty towards her. She probably expected them to follow her willingly as if she were a messiah but she didn’t count on V and Jumin disagreeing with her ideals.


“If this was a movie, you would die first.”


Lifeguard!Luke hemmings

Requested: Yes :)

oh oh ok so what about one with luke where one of you is a lifeguard and the other can’t swim or something and the lifeguard has to save them idk that’d be cool i think

Luke’s POV

“Just in time, oh my god!” Jess gasped at me as she rushed to me in the staff room. “I need to pick up my son, it’s an emergency. Rachel’s watching the pool at the moment but I gotta go. I’ll pay you for your extra time! Bye!” She was out of the door before I could even shake my head confusedly.

“What?” I frowned at the dash of orange that blurred through the room, her voice following her. I turned to the large window for the pool, sighing at the sight of chaos and a worried looking trainee. I turned to the calendar, throwing my head back exasperatedly.

Joey’s birthday party. Ten delightful eight year old kiddiewinkles. I laughed at Jess when she got told it was her shift. Guess the joke is really on me.

I made my way to my locker, slipping into my trainers that I left here and pulling off my black shirt with ease. My whistle slapped back against my bare chest as I slammed the locker shut and rushed into the pool.

Rachel smiled in relief at the sight of me, hopping off the chair so I could get in instead.

“Get yourself a coffee. You look drained.” I smiled as she hung anxiously by the bottom step, watching her as she relaxed her shoulders and headed leisurely to the staff room.

I turned my attention back to the free-for-all currently occurring in the diving end of the pool. The party was taking place there, securely detached from the calm pool in which a few early morning swimmers took their laps. I nodded sympathetically at them as they slowly made their way back and forth, sending me agitated looks as they shook their heads.

Watching them for a while, I went back to the splashing of the kids, shocked at the amount of water that was by the pool instead of in it.

My fingers tapped my legs as I blew out air boredly, until I watched the birthday boy himself climb out of the pool. I knew so by the swim shirt reading ‘It’s my day of birth!’ as I tried to swallow the slight snicker that was bubbling to my mouth. I followed him as he ran to a girl facing the stands instead of the pool, my eyes running over the spectators. They flicked from face to face until I saw her turn at her brothers tap in the corner of my eye, my gaze finally landing on her.

My breath caught in my throat as my eyebrows rose.

Her doe eyes were wide and anxious, face slightly paled with a perfect pout. I wanted to run my hands through her glossy looking hair.


That’s creepy Luke, stop that right now.

I looked down, coughing into my shoulder as I heard him talk to her, shouting over the commotion in the water.

“Y/N, watch this! I know you don’t like water, but please!” I looked back up as he hurried to the diving boards, the girl now playing with her fingers as she scanned the pool. Her eyes finally met mines as I forced myself to try and keep contact, her bright eyes blinking at me as she smiled nervously.

I tried my best to smile reassuringly to her, her eyes snapping back to the pool at the call of her brother. I turned too, to watch him do a simple dive off the board in mid air whilst I chewed absentmindedly on my lip ring.

Joey got back out of the pool, a few of his friends following him as they all squealed, running around in a game of spontaneous chase. I watched his sister, her eyes widening as she noticed the large puddle near her that they were fast approaching.

“Joey, stop running!” She called as they sped around the corner, realising they hadn’t heard her and standing up nervously at the side of the pool to try and get his attention.

Realising exactly what was going to happen, I swung from the chair, shouting to her.

“Uh ma’am? Ma’am!” She whipped her head around in puzzlement at my holler, my eyes widening in horror when I realised what I’d done.

With a yelp, she crashed into the water (still with a spectacular amount of grace I should add) as her brother slid into her after slipping in the small pond that he had created.

I sighed loudly, the adults in the calm pool turning at Joey’s screech.

“Y/N? Y/N!” He knelt by the pool, searching frantically as she didn’t breach the surface. I frowned, walking quickly to where he crouched.

“What’s wrong?” He turned to me, panic filling his eyes.

“She’s can’t swim!” He shouted, pointing to where she had finally breached, splashing around as she fought for air.

“Fuck.” I muttered, running my hand through my hair as I threw myself into a long dive. Everything muffled, including the concerned murmurs from the elderly, as soon as I hit the water, pushing through it easily in my streamlined shape. I rose to the surface, almost reaching her as she gasped. I pushed myself under again, opening my eyes to see her very blurred but very real struggle and reached to wrap my hand around her flailing wrist.

“It’s ok! It’s ok, I got you!” I shouted as she still thrashed slightly. I kicked my legs, wrapping my arms around her to try to still her, her light sobs swallowed by my chest as she panted, wrapping her arms around my neck.

I rubbed my hand in a smooth circle on her back, trying to calm her a little as she looked up at me with wet eyes, her hair matted to her as her hoodie billowed out around us.

“I got you. You’re safe.” I whispered as she nodded, her hand going to move slightly in the water as she tried to help me. “We’re gonna go to the side, ok? We don’t have to get out immediately; it might put you into shock.” She nodded again as we slowly made our way to where her brother was kneeling, finally looking around as I saw several of the adults had gotten out of the pool to watch better, as had all the kids from the party.

I grabbed the side, pushing her gently so she could too as Joey mumbled to her.

“Y/N, I’m so sorry, I didn’t mean to-” She cut him off with what looked like the biggest smile she could muster. Although it was wobbly and slightly tearful, it seemed to help her little brother.

“It’s ok Joey, I’m ok.” He sighed in relief, turning back to his friends as she turned her beautiful eyes on me.

“All thanks to you. Thank you, so so much.” She murmured as I blushed a little.

“Don’t mention it. I mean, I do get paid to do this.” I mumbled back, withdrawing my arm as I realised it was still around her shoulders, keeping her close to me. Despite the strong chlorine odour, I could still smell her sweet scent, like mint and flowers.

“I think you should be good to get out now. I’ll get out first, ok? Then I’ll give you a hand.” She gave me a small smile, though it seemed a lot more genuine than the one she had given her brother minutes ago.

I pushed myself out of the water, dripping as I turned to offer my hand to her. She fit her small one into it, letting me pull her towards me as she stumbled onto the side, my other arm going to catch her.

“Again, thank you.” She muttered as her arms wrapped around herself, shivering. Rachel ran up to me, wide eyed as she handed us towels, wrapping ourselves up gladly.

“So what now?” She asked, the shakiness of her voice slightly disappearing. I cocked an eyebrow in question. “You kind of just saved my life. Is this all that happens? I just say thank you and then we just part ways forever?” I chuckled, rubbing the back of my neck. I looked back into her kind eyes as a sense of confidence came over me, causing me to answer in a way that even surprised me.

“I guess so? I don’t know, I never actually saved anyone before. Is this the part where I tell you the victim usually buys the lifeguard coffee, just so I can get a date out of you?” She burst out laughing, her dimples showing as my breath caught again.

“You do what you want, Lucas.” She read my name tag that was attached to my soaking shorts as I blushed, causing her to laugh even more.

“It’s Luke. And if so, I think I’ll be having that date. There’s nothing like a good coffee after almost drowning.”

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call you tpmorrow

Lily is drunk and erroneously assumes that James’ yellow car is a taxi. Based on a prompt from this post. Rated G for goddammit, she’s drunk, that would be taking advantage. 

The sidewalk is cool on her bare feet as she stumbles to a taxi and opens the door. “Hi there,” Lily giggles, swaying a bit. “Fifth and Main, please.” She buckles her seatbelt with fumbling fingers and sets her purse on the floor.

The car doesn’t move. “Er…” the driver says hesitantly. “This isn’t—”

“Oh, actually, can you take me to Stearns and Second? I forgot to water my friend’s plants, and he’ll kill me if I don’t…”

“I’m not—”

“Or is it Stearns and Eighth?” Lily rambles, words spilling out before she can make sense of them. Her head is fuzzy with tequila shots and the pounding of an impending hangover. “I can’t really remember…”

“Not a taxi!” the driver bursts out. “Just a regular car, thanks.” He twists to look at the girl in his back seat. Her reddish hair is falling out of its complicated updo and her eyeliner is smudged with sweat.

She stares at him like he’s stupid. “Of course it’s a taxi. You’ve got a yellow car and you’re waiting outside a bar at one in the morning.”

“I’m waiting for a friend.”

“Well, I need a ride. I’ll be your friend and you can drive me home, okay? I’m Lily,” she introduces herself as she leans up front. “Who are you?”

He sighs. “My name is James,” he says reluctantly. “Fine, I can give you a ride. I don’t trust you to make it otherwise.” James turns back to the road and shifts out of park, making a dubiously legal u-turn.

“Wait! What about your friend? She’ll be all alone!” Lily protests, apparently just processing what he had said earlier. “You can’t leave her.”

James waves a hand. “He’ll be fine. I’ll text him. He can call a real cab. Fifth and Main, you said?”

“No, Stearns and Fourth. I need to water Peter’s plants,” she says, as if he knows who Peter is. “He’s in England this month. All the way across the sea.” Her mind wanders, until she realizes she’s still leaning forward between the front two seats. “Hi,” she says to his shoulder.

“Hi.” He glances over at her. Her perfume, citrusy and sweet, wafts through the car. “Have you got any shoes on?”

Lily sits back and looks down at her feet. “No,” she says with a frown. “I don’t know what happened to them. And they were so cute.” She stares for a moment more, then shrugs. “Oh well, they were my sister’s old prom shoes. Why’s your car yellow if it’s not a taxi?”

“I like it. It has character,” he says a little defensively. “Okay, we’re on Stearns, so you’re going to have to tell me when we get to Peter’s place.”

She watches out the window, breath fogging up the glass. She absentmindedly traces a heart in the condensation. “Oh, right here! I recognize that book shop. The lady there was pretty. Pretty eyes. Pretty mouth.”

“This is Stearns and Sixth,” James notes as he deftly parallel parks. “Can you remember that?” He gets out of the car and opens her door for her, offering a hand.

Lily doesn’t see it and gets out by herself. “Yes, I can, actually,” she says, somewhat indignantly. “That’s what I said earlier.”

He opens his mouth, then closes it and decides not to say anything.

She walks unsteadily toward a shady-looking apartment building, digging in her purse for a key. “Oh.” James can practically hear her deflating. "I haven’t got the key, it’s at home.”

James sighs again. This girl is either not too bright or unhealthily drunk. Or both. “I’m taking you home now,” he says. “Fifth and Main, yeah?” He helps her back into the car, the front seat this time.

“Yeah. Fifth and Main.” Lily’s lip juts out in a pretty pout. “I really wanted to water Pete’s plants before he got back.” She fiddles with the radio dial and finds an all-night alternative station. “He arrives day after next, and I’ve only watered the plants twice in two weeks. They’ll all be dead.”

“I’m sure they’ll be fine,” James reassures her as he navigates to Main Street. “Once my mum and dad went to Alaska for a week and I was supposed to water their plants every other day, except I actually only watered them once. They survived. Kind of.”

“Yeah, but I wanted to prove I was responsible. He thinks I’m not, since I lost our other friend’s rabbit. She turned up eventually, though.” A pause. “And she even had most of her fur left.”

James can’t stop himself from snorting with laughter. “Jesus. I hope you don’t babysit. Look, we’re almost to your place.” Sure enough, they’ve just turned onto Main Street. “I’m going to give you my number and you text me when you get inside, alright? I don’t want you to end up locked out or anything. And if you want you can call me tomorrow; I have a florist friend who might be able to help with your plant situation.”

Lily smiles faintly at his gentle yet firm tone. She can tell he’s used to dealing with drunk people. “Yes, sir. Oh, that’s my building, next to the tattoo place. With the window boxes, yeah.” He pulls up in a loading zone and scrabbles in the console for a pen.

“Could I see your hand for a sec?” James asks. Lily nods and he takes it to write his number. She watches the way his hair falls over his forehead and for a short, tequila-hazy moment considers pushing it back. But then he’s done and the urge is gone.

“There you go. Text me when you get in,” he reminds her. “Got your keys? Your purse? Shoes? No, you lost them. Right. Well.” A moment of silence, and then Lily opens the door.

“Thank you,” she says as she stumbles out. “Really. It means a lot to me. And I’m not usually quite this dumb, I swear. Or drunk. Or, well, when I’m not this drunk I’m not this dumb. Usually I’m all about organic chemistry and molecular biology and curing cancer.” Another pause. “Anyway.”

“Good night,” James says. “Take two aspirin and call me in the morning.” Lily smiles wryly at this and closes the door. He watches as she tiptoes to her building and struggles with her keys, eventually finding the right one and disappearing without a backwards glance.

Again he sighs. She was cute, he muses, and sweet enough to care about her friend’s plants even while wasted. Hopefully she won’t forget whose number is sharpied on her hand. Hopefully she’ll use it.

Two minutes pass without a text. Five. Ten. James is still parked illegally and has almost resigned himself to forever wondering if she made it home when his phone lights up.

notd ead!! the world of organic chemistry is saved. call you tomprrow.

He smiles at her correctly-spelled ‘organic chemistry’ next to ‘tomprrow’ and shakes his head. Then he pulls away from the curb, the scent of oranges and permanent marker hanging in the air.

kain/rotatingfloor is a sexual abuser

tw: sexual abuse, gore, vomit, disordered eating, self harm, suicide, fictional incest & pedophilia fetishization

i was in a relationship with kain from october 26 to november 23

i am someone who suffers with mental illness and has struggled with suicide and self harm, and kain was well aware of this

during the course of our relationship they encouraged me to hurt myself for their own pleasure, and during the times i showed obvious signs of mental/emotional distress they continued to use me for their sexual gain and contributed directly to my further dissociation by treating my worried, disconnected, and self-destructive thoughts as “cute” or otherwise normal in the context of their fantasies

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anonymous asked:

what things have kaisoo confirmed that you only thought of before? please list 5 or 10. with feelings.

this is a really good question but 5-10? anon do u even know 5-10 things like that …I’ll try

so yeah this is going to be really unnecessarily long. I hope you fucking like READING ABOUT KAISOO because you like kaisoo and not bc you hate them and think they’re not real but still have to check kaisoo blogs and what kaisoo is doing and care a lot about what shippers think. if ur one of those people coming to this post….don’t get bitter just get better :)

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so anyways. well, firstly from all the predebut pics we got it seemed like they were really close predebut. I mean, we got more kaisoo predebut pics than most of the other members by themselves. wtf is up with that. but ifans never really got to hear more. and the shippers just like languished in misery while all the other fans said they weren’t close even after the pic of ksoo lying on top of ji with a do not distribute warning but that’s another story…

but yeah eventually in an interview pcy brought up how they became close fast also brought up the really unexpected fact that ji was scared of ksoo at first ??? and once they cleared up the misunderstanding they became close really fast?? the implications are so…a lot but I got another ask on this topic so I won’t get into that here.

also another thing along the same line was ji helping ksoo with dancing predebut and them practicing together and then they literally…they went there in 2nd box and ksoo was always watching him HE WAS ALWAYS WATCHING HIM….I Felt That To Be True And It Was So. 

so in connection with that, just kaisoo in general being really close…I know we see things like that now and it’s kind of interesting how ppl who don’t like kaisoo have to be so deep in denial. but if you are an ifan and weren’t around until, let’s say, last year, the depth of it was even worse before that. first it was kaisoo was only a thing bc of arbitrage, then it was only a thing bc antg tmrw, then it was all fanservice, then s*kai* and su_do and every other ship was so much better apparently and kaisoo was sooo overrated. and ppl were clearly resentful kaisoo became really popular and had all the best most popular fics and best writers and artists. kind of like how exo became super popular w ifans extremely fast and other fandoms were bothered and had to insult exo and exo-ls for every damn thing. lol. both things still apply to the present.

but like…god forbid you thought kaisoo was closer or different than any other ship involving them in the universe. for like the longest time it was me and a few friends deeply discussing kaisoo in private chats, wondering what all their interactions meant. I mean, in my experience that I remember, ofc shippers got excited about moments and people clearly thought they were both really lovely and really suspicious, but I really don’t rmbr anyone explicitly saying hey they’re actually really close and their interactions are different than other ships, none of this can be interpreted as fanservice. you just couldn’t say that.

I feel like in general the kaisoo ifan community just??? idk. didn’t know and were hopeful but we really weren’t sure for the most part. I did see kaisoo analysis before cmb and people said I don’t think they do fanservice and they’re really close. they also got compared to yun_jae.

so to get to the damn point, cut to cmb era when some people who communicated w kfans and read korean kadi shipper blogs and the like actually brought over to tumblr about how kaisoo is actually considered to be the closest to each other in the group, if not the closest in general. all their interactions were regarded as genuine, bts. they didn’t do fanservice, ji spoke to him in banmal and that’s a big deal. kfans also know that it’s suspicious how popular they are and sm doesn’t promote them. basically all these things that I know a lot of ifans wondered about but didn’t know how to find out. to wrap this up, that basically lead to me and others writing analysis and things like that!

also sorry to jump around but in 2nd box, someone who speaks korean informed me that they didn’t just say “we became close fast” they said “we became really close really fast”. they emphasized that shit. I mean, disclaimer that I’m not korean and understand only basic k-pop korean, but my friend who was told me that the term “close” to describe relationships is used much more loosely there, like people in your work group of acquaintances are “close”. so they really did emphasize they meant more than that. or maybe they didn’t. idk these things. don’t take my word on it. correct me if I’m wrong even, that would be much appreciated.

okay…this isn’t smth I thought of personally, but it’s so wild and icb I’ve never seen anyone else point it out. maybe its because I made it up. idk. I don’t rmbr the url unfortunately, but back in 2013 there was a blog that put really cheesy embarrassing fake captions on kaisoo gifs and sometimes people believed them and they got really popular. um I don’t have these saved. if you want to look then ok. so during mama 2013 ksoo was injured during a perf and was a total champ about it while ji kept checking up on him and helped him off the stage and at the airport the next day. nice. that really did happen and people still don’t….ok enough about haters. anyways.

that gifmaker put subtitles on their album of the year speech, which ksoo was at the hospital for, where ji was saying stuff like how he’s too upset to accept the award bc ksoo got hurt. so embarrassing and cheesy right? people really believed that too….so cut to the same interview where pcy spilled the scalding T in like aug 2014. they were talking about getting album of the year at mama 2013 and ji literally….oh my god…said how he couldn’t feel fully happy bc ksoo got hurt. smth like that. he really……………he’s worse than the most extra fake subs I’m so gone icb he did that.

side note: people really fell for the fake subs but won’t acknowledge kaisoo stuff literally does all the time…maybe that says smth that for many people actions don’t speak louder than words? they need smth like HI IM KSOO JI HURT HIS LEG AND IT MADE ME FEEL HURT EMOTIONALLY IM HELPING HIM OUT WITH HIS CRUTCHES AND UP AND DOWN STAIRS AND I CARE ABOUT HIM THE MOST SO I’M HELPING THE MOST…idk just a thought maybe you don’t feel the same which is fine. what I just wrote is so ridiculous but I wouldn’t be surprised. I mean ppl still site a 2013 interview where ksoo and tao were like “no homo” to a ? everyone else answered thoughtfully about what they like in men as proof kaisoo isn’t real and ksoo is str8 as heck. on the same caliber as tao. yep.

also goddamn in the 2nd box when they pinky promised on not one but TWO (2) dates and talked about it like they plan these things all the time. ifans never get to hear about shit but someone out there knows this shit bc it happens. also when ksoo talked about playing billiards with the members and ji started talking about playing billiards w ksoo and ksoo’s like “don’t say anything more” ???????? they go out secretly. that’s all. why it gotta be a secret?? You Know Why.

also shout out 2 gabi @kyungsoosjigglynalgas for reminding me about the exo quiz thingy where they confirmed yet again that ksoo and ji stay in the dorms a lot, which is smth they’ve hinted at before but they kind of indirectly confirmed again. are they cuddling?? ignoring each other??? watching movies????? cooking?? Who Knows besides them (and saesangs maybe)

so um. that’s all I can think of for now.  my other thought I’m waiting for them to confirm bc it has to be true is ksoo helping ji with singing. I won’t hold my breath but….soon.

gosh so I hope instead of briefly talking about 5-10 moments you enjoyed these 4 (??) intensely described moments. um. im tired.  

anonymous asked:

im feeling really sad now bc calum is sad :( and i don't know what to do like do you have any cute videos or pictures of him to make me feel better? i just don't want to think of him being sad

im so sorry ur feeling that way :( im sure calum will come through! he’s just having a bad time. 

omg i’d be here all day listing cute stuff calum has done but that should be enough to make u happy :-)


“You are safe, that is all that matters,”

“A great serpent of the North, they had said, a creature that brought fear and death to all in its wake. Dragon fire is unlike most fires we are well accustomed to, it is like a potent poison– it burns and corrodes with every intention of turning all that it touches into ash.

I first heard the news when I was visiting my mother and father in Lothlorien, that the company of elves coming out of Greenwood had been decimated by a great serpent of the North.

Our healers worked feverishly to heal his wounds before my arrival, but in the end, even I could not save his eye entirely. We traveled swiftly to Imladris shortly after, for there is no greater healer in Arda than Lord Elrond, but ultimately, Lord Elrond could only confirm our greatest fears— that his eyesight could not be salvaged.”